This book is surprisingly difficult for me to read, even though I have been learning about Buddhism on and off in the past few years.
Part 1 is the easiest, where Dalai Lama talks about his experience as a human.
Part 2 is the hardest for me to read, where he talks about his experience as a Buddhist monk. Although he used relatively simple language, the concepts are complex and I always have to double take to make sure that I understand them correctly. I'm still not confident that I have grasped enough of the meanings.
Part 3 - where he talks about his experience as the spiritual leader of the Tibetans - is difficult to read for two reasons: there are a lot of repetitions of ideas, due to it being comprised of speeches over 50+ years. The other reason is that the story and the plight of the people of Tibet is extremely sad for me to get through; this is the most moving part in the book. The repetition in the speeches only serves to show how hard a fight it was for him and the Tibet government in exile. You can see how they have had to alter their approaches and made many compromises over the years, with little to no success. It is like trying to push away a rock mountain with bare hands; that's how it feels to me.
Upon finishing the book, despite the message of hope at the end, I feel a bit sad that the story of Tibet illustrates that humanity is on the losing end of this battle. A culture and people that in my opinion represents the purest soul of our humanity, is slowly but steadily crushed by violence, ignorance and greed of the government of China (which ironically shares very similar ideology with the Tibetan culture - although in practice they have little in common).
I see no hope (because I cannot conceive a good outcome of this mess), but I'm happy that the Dalai Lama himself is still full of hope. Nevertheless, the Tibetan story only serves to strengthen my commitment in upholding the humanist values.