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Sinners of Blackthorne U #4
Wicked When He Cries
Damien
Four years ago, I left without a word and swore I’d never look back. Now Noah Adams is living under the same roof as I am, and every second around him feels like punishment for the choice I never wanted to make. Everyone thinks I’m the easy one—the hookup king of the Sin Bin. But the truth is, I’ve only ever wanted him.
He was the first boy I ever loved, and the only one I could never have.
Noah
I came to Blackthorne U without knowing my first heartbreak would be a hallway away, acting as if nothing had happened while I drowned in everything we never said. I shouldn’t want him; I definitely shouldn’t still love him. But some wounds don’t fade just because you pretend they don’t hurt.
One house. Two broken hearts.
What do you do when the past never really lets go?
Four years ago, I left without a word and swore I’d never look back. Now Noah Adams is living under the same roof as I am, and every second around him feels like punishment for the choice I never wanted to make. Everyone thinks I’m the easy one—the hookup king of the Sin Bin. But the truth is, I’ve only ever wanted him.
He was the first boy I ever loved, and the only one I could never have.
Noah
I came to Blackthorne U without knowing my first heartbreak would be a hallway away, acting as if nothing had happened while I drowned in everything we never said. I shouldn’t want him; I definitely shouldn’t still love him. But some wounds don’t fade just because you pretend they don’t hurt.
One house. Two broken hearts.
What do you do when the past never really lets go?
362 pages, Paperback
Published March 2, 2026
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June 10, 2026
I’m officially invested in this series after having mixed feelings about some of the earlier books!
Noah is such a complex character. The way his mental health struggles, neurodivergence, eating disorder, and complicated relationship with his parents is explored felt authentic. I loved that Noah allows himself the space to figure out who he is without the weight of others expectations, especially when it comes to defying rigid gender norms. He knows he doesn't fit into society's boxes, but the one place he truly belongs is with Damien.
Damien makes Noah feel seen and wanted. He makes Noah feel worthy of every accommodation he needs. Unlike Noah's parents, who make him feel like his very existence is a mistake, Damien never tries to "fix" him. That acceptance, even if it’s just with one person, is everything when you feel you don’t belong anywhere.
The neurodivergent representation was integrated so well throughout the book with allowing us into what Noah is experiencing in his mind.
If I had one critique, it is that I wish Damien had a bit more character development outside of his relationship to Noah. Most of his growth revolves around him. But honestly, I was still obsessed with Damien and the way he cares for Noah.
I just get more and more invested in Killian and his role in every book, and I cannot wait for him to get his own story!
I love how you can tell the growth this author has made with each book. I finished the last two books together in less than 24 hours
Noah is such a complex character. The way his mental health struggles, neurodivergence, eating disorder, and complicated relationship with his parents is explored felt authentic. I loved that Noah allows himself the space to figure out who he is without the weight of others expectations, especially when it comes to defying rigid gender norms. He knows he doesn't fit into society's boxes, but the one place he truly belongs is with Damien.
Damien makes Noah feel seen and wanted. He makes Noah feel worthy of every accommodation he needs. Unlike Noah's parents, who make him feel like his very existence is a mistake, Damien never tries to "fix" him. That acceptance, even if it’s just with one person, is everything when you feel you don’t belong anywhere.
The neurodivergent representation was integrated so well throughout the book with allowing us into what Noah is experiencing in his mind.
If I had one critique, it is that I wish Damien had a bit more character development outside of his relationship to Noah. Most of his growth revolves around him. But honestly, I was still obsessed with Damien and the way he cares for Noah.
I just get more and more invested in Killian and his role in every book, and I cannot wait for him to get his own story!
I love how you can tell the growth this author has made with each book. I finished the last two books together in less than 24 hours
Review of advance copy received from Indie Reviewers
I really enjoyed this former stepbrothers' slow-burning romance. Noah and Damien have not spoken for years and are quickly reunited and forced to live with one another, which further amplifies their already sizzling tension and unresolved issues. What I really appreciated about this story is the slow pacing of their eventual reunion. These two have so much they need to say to one another, but due to a variety of factors their are severely hesitant to make that much-needed step forward.
Overall, this is a very emotional story that touches upon many tough topics, especially towards Noah. He is such a kind and precious soul, and seeing him doubt and retreat further inside himself was so painful to see. I really appreciated Damien's fierce need to protect and honor Noah. He really is his strongest defender, and watching these two finally find their way back to one another and finally begin to heal made for a great resolution to their trauma.
*** I reviewed a complimentary copy of this story.***
Overall, this is a very emotional story that touches upon many tough topics, especially towards Noah. He is such a kind and precious soul, and seeing him doubt and retreat further inside himself was so painful to see. I really appreciated Damien's fierce need to protect and honor Noah. He really is his strongest defender, and watching these two finally find their way back to one another and finally begin to heal made for a great resolution to their trauma.
*** I reviewed a complimentary copy of this story.***
May 8, 2026
3.5
I feel like this was really long for what it was and not much really happened?
I liked Damien and Noah together but it did feel like Damien wasn't as fully formed a character as Noah was. Noah's story pretty much dominates the entire book, and anything about Damien is only in relation to Noah - he doesn't really have his own story except for basketball, but that kinda feels like it was slotted in when there wasn't something happening with Noah? It just didn't feel as balanced between the two MCs as it did in the other books.
I still love Killian and I'm definitely looking forward to getting his story. I hope he isn't last, but there was also set up for a few other characters in this book so I'm not holding my breath!
I feel like this was really long for what it was and not much really happened?
I liked Damien and Noah together but it did feel like Damien wasn't as fully formed a character as Noah was. Noah's story pretty much dominates the entire book, and anything about Damien is only in relation to Noah - he doesn't really have his own story except for basketball, but that kinda feels like it was slotted in when there wasn't something happening with Noah? It just didn't feel as balanced between the two MCs as it did in the other books.
I still love Killian and I'm definitely looking forward to getting his story. I hope he isn't last, but there was also set up for a few other characters in this book so I'm not holding my breath!
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February 27, 2026with all my heart i thought i wouldn't care if this wasn't a safe book and i couldn't care less about the other couples in the previous books.... and then..... i read damien and sage had hooked up... and it was a pretty big deal in his book.... and it absolutely ruined the fun for me..... i swear i wasn't going to be picky but what I hate most about a book apart from ridiculous characters, is an incestuous friend group
i do wonder if noah eventually realizes, anyways i was already planning on dnf so this was just a plus
i actually really liked ryan randomly speaking in spanish, so i'll do it too— perdón, un segundo, yo estoy fuera
i do wonder if noah eventually realizes, anyways i was already planning on dnf so this was just a plus
i actually really liked ryan randomly speaking in spanish, so i'll do it too— perdón, un segundo, yo estoy fuera
February 27, 2026
Wicked When He Cries - Avery Collins
ARC REVİEW 💫
The fragility between them and the second-chance theme were portrayed so beautifully. The slowburn pacing requires patience, but you absolutely get rewarded for it. Damien trying to fix the mistake he made four years ago, fighting to make Noah believe in him again… that was truly the heart of the story.
But that’s only the visible part of the iceberg. The wounds Noah has carried since childhood, the way he constantly feels inadequate and unworthy… reading his inner battle broke my heart. I felt so deeply for him; my chest still aches a little.❤️🩹
And especially Noah’s journey of finding himself… realizing his own worth, moving from “Am I even lovable?” to “I am already enough.” That part made me want to stand up and applaud. 👏
The quiet but steady support from his chosen family throughout that process was just as beautiful. Not blood bond, but heart bond. I truly felt the chosen family theme to my core.
As for Mien & Blue… oh my God. Every time they stepped onto the page, the energy shifted. The smut scenes and that dirty talk? It burned me alive. 🔥🥵
It broke my heart and set me on fire at the same time.
If you love second chances, regret, chosen family, and a possessive kind of love… this one hits right in that spot.🤌🏼
@author.avery
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ARC REVİEW 💫
The fragility between them and the second-chance theme were portrayed so beautifully. The slowburn pacing requires patience, but you absolutely get rewarded for it. Damien trying to fix the mistake he made four years ago, fighting to make Noah believe in him again… that was truly the heart of the story.
But that’s only the visible part of the iceberg. The wounds Noah has carried since childhood, the way he constantly feels inadequate and unworthy… reading his inner battle broke my heart. I felt so deeply for him; my chest still aches a little.❤️🩹
And especially Noah’s journey of finding himself… realizing his own worth, moving from “Am I even lovable?” to “I am already enough.” That part made me want to stand up and applaud. 👏
The quiet but steady support from his chosen family throughout that process was just as beautiful. Not blood bond, but heart bond. I truly felt the chosen family theme to my core.
As for Mien & Blue… oh my God. Every time they stepped onto the page, the energy shifted. The smut scenes and that dirty talk? It burned me alive. 🔥🥵
It broke my heart and set me on fire at the same time.
If you love second chances, regret, chosen family, and a possessive kind of love… this one hits right in that spot.🤌🏼
@author.avery
#mmromancebook #mmbookreviews
March 22, 2026
This book was really nice to read. Noah and Damien’s relationship completely melted my heart 🥹 Watching them slowly rebuild their bond was so beautiful and emotional.
I truly loved that journey and the way their relationship developed — it was soft, meaningful, and really touching. I loved this so much 💖📚
I truly loved that journey and the way their relationship developed — it was soft, meaningful, and really touching. I loved this so much 💖📚
Review of advance copy received from Author
This was beautiful. I absolutely love this series, I don’t know how Avery does it, but every book just keeps getting better. Damien and Noah's story was so different from the other books in the Sinners of Blackthorne U series, but it was just as amazing.
Damien was so supportive and loved Noah so much. Noah was the sweetest, most lovable person. I laughed, I cried, and I got angry. This book was an emotional rollercoaster.
I love the Sin Bin men; they feel like family at this point, and I’m always excited to read their stories. I love how each book focuses on one couple, but Avery manages to still give us enough of the other characters to make it feel like their stories are continuing too.
I can’t wait to see what’s next for our boys.
Damien was so supportive and loved Noah so much. Noah was the sweetest, most lovable person. I laughed, I cried, and I got angry. This book was an emotional rollercoaster.
I love the Sin Bin men; they feel like family at this point, and I’m always excited to read their stories. I love how each book focuses on one couple, but Avery manages to still give us enough of the other characters to make it feel like their stories are continuing too.
I can’t wait to see what’s next for our boys.
Did Not Finish
February 26, 2026DNF
You Guys This Pains Me But This Book Was Not For Me At All, I Wish It Was But I Just Could Nit Connect With It Like In Book 3. So Unfortunately This Is A DNF And My Least Favorite In The Series I’m So Sorry, I’m Still So Excited To Read The Rest Of The Series Cause I Know They Will Be Good, Especially You Know Who’s Book
You Guys This Pains Me But This Book Was Not For Me At All, I Wish It Was But I Just Could Nit Connect With It Like In Book 3. So Unfortunately This Is A DNF And My Least Favorite In The Series I’m So Sorry, I’m Still So Excited To Read The Rest Of The Series Cause I Know They Will Be Good, Especially You Know Who’s Book
March 5, 2026
♾️⭐️
🌶️🌶️.5
Avery Collins you are a Queen!! I have fallen for every single one of the Sin Bin boys and Damien and Noah are no different … honestly I think I fell for Noah the hardest out of all the boys. Their story managed to shatter my heart only to be stitch back up piece by piece with every chapter, every word, and every revelation.
I was hooked on this story from the start, loving how Damien and Noah’s story is so vastly different from the others. These two boys are so in love with each other and you can feel it from both of them right from the beginning. Unfortunate circumstances had them torn apart, but neither could move past how they felt for each other. Did I want to smack some sense into Damien at the start? Damn right I did. But I soon came to realize why he did what he did and why he thought he needed to keep it from Noah. Damien actually turned out to be the complete opposite of how I originally perceived him. He’s calm, caring, and so perceptive of exactly what Noah needs that he had me swooning.
Then there’s my baby Noah. This beautiful boy who’s so broken and felt so alone, it had me wanting to just burrito him up and take him away from all that could hurt him. My heart bled so much for everything he went through and had to deal with. But oh how it soared as he slowly started to become more comfortable with himself. Also if you thought Nate’s mom was bad, wait till you meet Noah’s dad. I can’t even begin to describe what vial piece of shit he is. This book seriously took me on such a rollercoaster of emotions that at times I went from laughing to crying in a matter of a couple pages.
Sinners of Blackthorne U has become one of my favourite series and Avery one of my favourite authors. I also have to add how much I love that Avery brings the boys from the previous books into each new book so we get to see where they are after their HEAs.
🌶️🌶️.5
Avery Collins you are a Queen!! I have fallen for every single one of the Sin Bin boys and Damien and Noah are no different … honestly I think I fell for Noah the hardest out of all the boys. Their story managed to shatter my heart only to be stitch back up piece by piece with every chapter, every word, and every revelation.
I was hooked on this story from the start, loving how Damien and Noah’s story is so vastly different from the others. These two boys are so in love with each other and you can feel it from both of them right from the beginning. Unfortunate circumstances had them torn apart, but neither could move past how they felt for each other. Did I want to smack some sense into Damien at the start? Damn right I did. But I soon came to realize why he did what he did and why he thought he needed to keep it from Noah. Damien actually turned out to be the complete opposite of how I originally perceived him. He’s calm, caring, and so perceptive of exactly what Noah needs that he had me swooning.
Then there’s my baby Noah. This beautiful boy who’s so broken and felt so alone, it had me wanting to just burrito him up and take him away from all that could hurt him. My heart bled so much for everything he went through and had to deal with. But oh how it soared as he slowly started to become more comfortable with himself. Also if you thought Nate’s mom was bad, wait till you meet Noah’s dad. I can’t even begin to describe what vial piece of shit he is. This book seriously took me on such a rollercoaster of emotions that at times I went from laughing to crying in a matter of a couple pages.
Sinners of Blackthorne U has become one of my favourite series and Avery one of my favourite authors. I also have to add how much I love that Avery brings the boys from the previous books into each new book so we get to see where they are after their HEAs.
February 26, 2026
The problem with this book was that it just tried too hard. I've read every book in this series, waiting for the same feeling I got from Roman and Damon's book, but I guess it's just not happening..
The drama was exaggerated and far-fetched -I knew right from the start when Damien "had to leave" Noah in their past that it wouldn't be anything reasonable or offer captivating storyline. Im sorry, but blah freaking blah 😂 Couldn't we have come up with something less predictable and more substantial.. This plot theme is just so worn out -at least it should be done in more convincing way.
I really liked Noah's character in principle and I could really relate to him on many levels, but it was the same thing with him: the author tried too hard. The same goes for Damien; he was really lovely, patient, supportive, but again, overdone. The end result didn’t convince me. Sometimes less is more.
I did like how whipped Damien was for Noah.
”I’m a fucking idiot when it comes to this boy.”
Damien and Noah were so cheesy at times that I could relate to Ryan:
’Ryan snorts. “You gonna start writing poetry next? Jesus, someone get this man a rose.”
”Fuck off. Just because you’ve never had feelings—”“Please. I have feelings. I feel hungry right now. And I feel like you’re about to get all sappy and make me lose my appetite.”’
There were beautiful and sweet moments and the book really tried.. but yeah, too much. A couple of good quotes from the book:
“Don’t lose yourself trying to fit in, Noah. It’s easy to forget who you are when everyone else in the room is too loud.”
”You’re not too much—you were never too much. You were just given more than you should’ve carried alone. That’s why I’m here, baby. Let me help you carry that load.”
The drama was exaggerated and far-fetched -I knew right from the start when Damien "had to leave" Noah in their past that it wouldn't be anything reasonable or offer captivating storyline. Im sorry, but blah freaking blah 😂 Couldn't we have come up with something less predictable and more substantial.. This plot theme is just so worn out -at least it should be done in more convincing way.
I really liked Noah's character in principle and I could really relate to him on many levels, but it was the same thing with him: the author tried too hard. The same goes for Damien; he was really lovely, patient, supportive, but again, overdone. The end result didn’t convince me. Sometimes less is more.
I did like how whipped Damien was for Noah.
”I’m a fucking idiot when it comes to this boy.”
Damien and Noah were so cheesy at times that I could relate to Ryan:
’Ryan snorts. “You gonna start writing poetry next? Jesus, someone get this man a rose.”
”Fuck off. Just because you’ve never had feelings—”“Please. I have feelings. I feel hungry right now. And I feel like you’re about to get all sappy and make me lose my appetite.”’
There were beautiful and sweet moments and the book really tried.. but yeah, too much. A couple of good quotes from the book:
“Don’t lose yourself trying to fit in, Noah. It’s easy to forget who you are when everyone else in the room is too loud.”
”You’re not too much—you were never too much. You were just given more than you should’ve carried alone. That’s why I’m here, baby. Let me help you carry that load.”
February 16, 2026
This was a little different from the first three in this series and I appreciate it more for that. Damien belonged in the Sin Bin but had a different kind of vibe so it would make sense that his story reflected that.
I loved Damien and Noah. I enjoyed their relationship dynamic and seeing their second chance unfold. It was clear from the beginning that these two loved each other both in the past and current day and seeing them try to fight it was hard. BUT I really loved how after so much time fighting it Noah was willing to put himself out there to try and mend things between them. Once these two began to let their guards down it was so sweet. Sitting by the pond, take out and television on the couch, oh and the HEADPHONES!!! That may be one of my favorite moments.
Sweet baby Noah. My heart broke repeatedly for him. Watching him try to fit in a box that was not made for him and attempting to break himself to make it happen wasn’t easy. It was nice to see him begin to open up as Sage and Nate barged their way into his life. He slowly found people outside of Damien that he could lean on who he had things in common with giving him the ability to come into his own.
I appreciated how supportive Damien was, not only when it came to Noah’s neurodivergence but with his self image as well. There was never any pressure for Noah to be anyone other than who he was and Noah gave the same support back to Damien.
The found family is great. Killian is of course KING and I’m excited to for what’s next. I have so many questions!
❤️ARC REVIEW 🖤
☑️ Trigger Warnings.
I loved Damien and Noah. I enjoyed their relationship dynamic and seeing their second chance unfold. It was clear from the beginning that these two loved each other both in the past and current day and seeing them try to fight it was hard. BUT I really loved how after so much time fighting it Noah was willing to put himself out there to try and mend things between them. Once these two began to let their guards down it was so sweet. Sitting by the pond, take out and television on the couch, oh and the HEADPHONES!!! That may be one of my favorite moments.
Sweet baby Noah. My heart broke repeatedly for him. Watching him try to fit in a box that was not made for him and attempting to break himself to make it happen wasn’t easy. It was nice to see him begin to open up as Sage and Nate barged their way into his life. He slowly found people outside of Damien that he could lean on who he had things in common with giving him the ability to come into his own.
I appreciated how supportive Damien was, not only when it came to Noah’s neurodivergence but with his self image as well. There was never any pressure for Noah to be anyone other than who he was and Noah gave the same support back to Damien.
The found family is great. Killian is of course KING and I’m excited to for what’s next. I have so many questions!
❤️ARC REVIEW 🖤
☑️ Trigger Warnings.
February 23, 2026
Wicked When He Cries - Avery Collins
5/5✨🌟
* SPOILERS *
I haven’t read that many books by Avery, but the books that I have read have every single time had me in a chokehold. I only went more of her books because they’re just that good.
I definitely don’t want to give too much away but man, I really loved this book. I loved the lingerie parts, especially when Damien saw Noah in lingerie for the first time. Best lingerie scene I’ve read in a while where the MC’s shocked he’s in lingerie and he was so sweet about it too.
Noah’s father is a complete jerk. My heart broke when Noah was doing so well and then his father knocked him down where he began to close up the walls that he had let on. Thank goodness he had Ryan, Damien and all the other people that would burn the world for him.
Damien was everything that Noah needed especially his patience when it came to him. The caretaking was also very sweet because he only wanted the absolute best for Noah.
I was so happy when Noah stood up to his father and voiced his passion. That whole scene was everything for me.
I will say that if you have triggers, definitely read all the TW because these boys definitely going through it.
Damien calling Noah Babygirl was everything for me. I’m a sucker for pet names and that’s definitely one of my very favorites. I need to now go back in this series because I’m very curious about this world.
I received a copy of this book and this is my honest review.
5/5✨🌟
* SPOILERS *
I haven’t read that many books by Avery, but the books that I have read have every single time had me in a chokehold. I only went more of her books because they’re just that good.
I definitely don’t want to give too much away but man, I really loved this book. I loved the lingerie parts, especially when Damien saw Noah in lingerie for the first time. Best lingerie scene I’ve read in a while where the MC’s shocked he’s in lingerie and he was so sweet about it too.
Noah’s father is a complete jerk. My heart broke when Noah was doing so well and then his father knocked him down where he began to close up the walls that he had let on. Thank goodness he had Ryan, Damien and all the other people that would burn the world for him.
Damien was everything that Noah needed especially his patience when it came to him. The caretaking was also very sweet because he only wanted the absolute best for Noah.
I was so happy when Noah stood up to his father and voiced his passion. That whole scene was everything for me.
I will say that if you have triggers, definitely read all the TW because these boys definitely going through it.
Damien calling Noah Babygirl was everything for me. I’m a sucker for pet names and that’s definitely one of my very favorites. I need to now go back in this series because I’m very curious about this world.
I received a copy of this book and this is my honest review.
February 23, 2026
Oh goodness. Avery, Avery… this book was so good. The gentlest hands carried Noah and Damien back to each other, and the way you handled their journey was everything.
Damien (Mien). He is everything you would want in a partner, a man, a friend. He couldn’t rewrite his past, but once he allowed himself to fully step into what he’d always wanted, he protected that future with his whole heart. His patience. His understanding. The way he let Noah be exactly who he needed to be — without ever trying to change how he loved him — GAH. To be seen as you truly are and loved even more for it? My heart was bursting. He’s the protector, the lover, the mirror that reflects back your best self.
And Noah… sweet, precious Noah. Watching him unfold like a butterfly and take back his life, his choices, his love — it was tender and fierce all at once. His journey from losing control to reclaiming it felt so raw. The bravery it takes to show yourself fully to your friends and the person you love? Heartbreaking and beautiful.
Everything about this story felt fragile yet resilient. Broken but healing. Difficult but so hopeful.
I was already hooked on this universe after Pretty When He Bleeds, but now? I’m locked in. I need to know who’s next.
And Killian… I see you AND "angel".
Damien (Mien). He is everything you would want in a partner, a man, a friend. He couldn’t rewrite his past, but once he allowed himself to fully step into what he’d always wanted, he protected that future with his whole heart. His patience. His understanding. The way he let Noah be exactly who he needed to be — without ever trying to change how he loved him — GAH. To be seen as you truly are and loved even more for it? My heart was bursting. He’s the protector, the lover, the mirror that reflects back your best self.
And Noah… sweet, precious Noah. Watching him unfold like a butterfly and take back his life, his choices, his love — it was tender and fierce all at once. His journey from losing control to reclaiming it felt so raw. The bravery it takes to show yourself fully to your friends and the person you love? Heartbreaking and beautiful.
Everything about this story felt fragile yet resilient. Broken but healing. Difficult but so hopeful.
I was already hooked on this universe after Pretty When He Bleeds, but now? I’m locked in. I need to know who’s next.
And Killian… I see you AND "angel".
March 3, 2026
Now, I hate second chance, literally can’t stand the trope. HOWEVER. This was absolutely phenomenal. I loved this book. The backstory of Damien and Noah. The growth that happened and the work it took to repair what they lost over those 4 years. It was all so beautiful.
Also….babygirl 👀🥵
This series seriously has ZERO MISSES. Every book is absolutely amazing and I cannot wait to keep going.
Also….babygirl 👀🥵
This series seriously has ZERO MISSES. Every book is absolutely amazing and I cannot wait to keep going.
August 24, 2026
These two were so sweet 🥹 love a good stepbrothers trope, but I felt like it was even better where for once they weren't mortal enemies. The longing and yearning they had for each other after years apart 😩😩 A slow burn but it was beautiful 5⭐️ 2🌶
March 9, 2026
i just can’t ever get enough of this series 🤭
also BABYGIRL! yes please!
also BABYGIRL! yes please!
September 11, 2026
i want killans book /:
October 19, 2026
This one was emotional as expected, but not quite my favorite. It definitely wasn’t as dark as the others but there were still so many heavy, deep topics about the struggles that Noah specifically, experienced. I loved the first half but once Damien told Noah why he left, they got their first kiss and finally got to say I love you, everything just fell sort of flat after that. Don’t get me wrong, I did love them as characters. We didn’t get to know that much about Damien’s background but we did get to see how much he loved and lived for Noah and it almost everything he said to him about said love is what had me crying! He would do anything and everything for Noah and I just 😭, a love like Damien’s just sounds so special.
And to Noah, our perfect neurodivergent boy who just deserves all the love and happiness in the world. So unbelievably proud of all the work he put into becoming a better version of himself, a version who accepts the love he deserves and knows he’s worthy of it. That there are people in his life who love him for who he is and not what he can do for them. That just because he behaves differently doesn’t mean he deserves to be treated like he isn’t capable of becoming someone great just on his own. I just LOVE how Damien was the one to give Noah the privilege of taking control of his life for the first time. For choosing to do things HE wants to do, instead of what he needs to or is expected to. That from now until forever, he’s in charge of his own life.
The depths in which they love each other is beautiful and the way the book concluded portrays just how deep that love runs, and how at the end of the day, they only need each other. Those 4 years apart were painful and traumatic but even then they belonged to each other. Those years showed how profound there love was and how they were always meant to find their way back 🥹
— quotes
“Two words, that’s all it takes for every thought in my head to slam to a halt like a needle scratching across vinyl. I know that voice; I could pick it out in a crowd even after years of silence.”
“Noah Adams isn’t the kind of person who should ever apologize simply for existing. And yet, he does. Every goddamn time.”
“Everyone here thinks they know me. Damien Moore. The slut of the Sin Bin. The one who doesn’t do feelings, and definitely not the one who falls in love with his fucking ex-stepbrother.”
“And despite everything I’ve done, he’s still beautiful. Still every reason I can’t think straight.”
“I know I don’t get to ask for forgiveness,” — “I don’t even deserve this moment, let alone five more minutes. But I didn’t leave because of you.” — “You were—you still are—the best person I know.” (Crying)
“I missed you every single day I was gone. Every single fucking day, I woke up wishing I didn’t leave,” — “I missed your voice. Your laugh. The way you used to look at me. I missed you, Blue.”
“You want to hide with me?” — “I’d follow him anywhere, even if it’s only to the quietest corner of his world, just for the chance to be let in again. Even if I have to keep the rest of the story locked behind my teeth for now, I’d follow him. Every time.”
“I want to hide with you, Blue.”
“Sometimes I think the only time I ever really felt heard was when I was with you.” — “I heard you,” he says quietly. “I always did.”
“I’m pathetic, and that boy with blue hair and mismatched eyes has turned me into fucking wreck, and he doesn’t even know it. It’s like he slipped some wire under my skin, and now he gets to decide when the electricity flows.”
“Hmm, stay a while?” — “For as long as you want, Blue,” he whispers, kissing my forehead this time. “For as long as you’ll have me.”
“Just you. No one else gets my quiet, Blue.”
“He wants me, too. There’s no way I could’ve misread that look—shy yet daring, as if he were seeing me and asking me to see him in return. I can feel it vibrating under my skin, all the words I never said, all the chances I wasted trying to be good and safe and never enough.”
“I’m in love with you, Blue,” I say, finally unguarded. “I’ve been in love with you for as long as I can remember, and I’ve never stopped.”
“God, I want him. All of him. Every inch. Every laugh. Every scar. Every breathless plea. I want every late-night conversation, every photo, every stupid inside joke that only we get. I want to give him every part of me I never thought I’d be allowed to share again.”
“I love you, too. I’m not going anywhere, either.” (😭😭)
“I’ve wanted you for so long; there’s nothing you could do that would make me want you less. If anything… God, if anything, I want you more than ever. Knowing I get to be the first to show you how good it can feel? I’m fucking honored. Don’t ever think I’d trade that for experience or for some bullshit you think you’re supposed to know.”
“You’re so fucking beautiful, Babygirl,” Damien whispers, voice unsteady. “Don’t ever hide from me again. You’re mine. All of you. Every damn inch.”
“I don’t know why you’re so good to me,” I whisper, and I mean it. “Even when I was a mess, even when I never knew what you wanted.” — “Because I’ve loved you for so long, I don’t even remember what it felt like not to.”
“He loves me. Not the idea of me, not the memory or the fantasy, or the echo of who I used to be. Me, right now, with all my mistakes and all my baggage and every scar I carry. He looked at me last night and chose me. For the first time in four years, I believe it’s real.”
“All that matters is what makes you happy, what makes you feel good in your skin. You never have to pick a box and stay in it. You just have to be you, and that’s always enough.”
“You let me see all the things you’re scared to want, and that’s fucking beautiful, Blue.”
“I want Damien to see all of me—not just the parts that are soft and easy and safe. The parts that are risky, strange, and beautiful, even if my hands shake while I show them.”
“You’re it for me,” I murmur. “You always were.”
“I love you, Noah Adams, and I’d let you ruin my sleep every night for the rest of my life if it meant waking up like this.”
“You don’t have to worry about me getting tired of you. I waited four years, Blue. Four years. I’d wait forty more if it meant I got to have you, all of you, in the end.”
“You did not turn out wrong, and there is nothing broken about you. Loving me—being with me and allowing me to love you back—does not make you ‘sick’ either. Do you hear me?”
“I love you. That doesn’t disappear because things get hard.”
“There’s hope in the silence—a new start, a new promise. I’ll take it, whatever it costs, as long as it means I get to keep him. I’ll burn bridges, call in favors, and make enemies if I have to. Because the boy sleeping in my arms is worth every goddamn battle.”
“That’s what love should be, I think. Not flawless, but gentle. Not something that asks or takes, but something that waits and welcomes. It isn’t measured out or earned, just given, patient and real.”
“You’ve had me on my fucking knees since I was sixteen years old. Let me give this to you. Let me be the one to come apart.”
“I want you,” I correct him, breathing hard against his lips. “Everything else is just details.”
“You make me brave, Mien. You make me want things. So go after this—be selfish and let yourself have it.” (🥹🥹)
“The future is still a wild, uncertain thing, but right now, with Noah’s blinding smile and his body pressing close to mine, I believe in it. I believe in us. For now, it’s just us—no games, no press, no agents or contracts. Just a boy in my arms, a promise on my lips, and the sense that, maybe for the first time, we might actually get everything we want.”
“How are you real?” “How the hell did I get so lucky?” — “Maybe you were just due for some good luck,” I say, pulling him down for another kiss. “God knows you earned it.”
“You don’t have to be brave all the time,” I murmur. “You know that, right?” — “Only with you,” he says. “Everyone else gets the highlight reel version. You get… all of it.” — “That’s because I saw you before the cameras,” I say softly. “Before the noise.”
“Mine. My little secret tucked into the letters of the nickname I gave him when I was fourteen. Now, it’s a promise. One I never have to question, no matter how far apart we are.”
“I wake up every day to the proof that it’s possible—healing, loving, living, surviving. I wake up and know that, no matter what else happens, I chose this. I chose him. And every day, I get to choose it all over again.”
And to Noah, our perfect neurodivergent boy who just deserves all the love and happiness in the world. So unbelievably proud of all the work he put into becoming a better version of himself, a version who accepts the love he deserves and knows he’s worthy of it. That there are people in his life who love him for who he is and not what he can do for them. That just because he behaves differently doesn’t mean he deserves to be treated like he isn’t capable of becoming someone great just on his own. I just LOVE how Damien was the one to give Noah the privilege of taking control of his life for the first time. For choosing to do things HE wants to do, instead of what he needs to or is expected to. That from now until forever, he’s in charge of his own life.
The depths in which they love each other is beautiful and the way the book concluded portrays just how deep that love runs, and how at the end of the day, they only need each other. Those 4 years apart were painful and traumatic but even then they belonged to each other. Those years showed how profound there love was and how they were always meant to find their way back 🥹
— quotes
“Two words, that’s all it takes for every thought in my head to slam to a halt like a needle scratching across vinyl. I know that voice; I could pick it out in a crowd even after years of silence.”
“Noah Adams isn’t the kind of person who should ever apologize simply for existing. And yet, he does. Every goddamn time.”
“Everyone here thinks they know me. Damien Moore. The slut of the Sin Bin. The one who doesn’t do feelings, and definitely not the one who falls in love with his fucking ex-stepbrother.”
“And despite everything I’ve done, he’s still beautiful. Still every reason I can’t think straight.”
“I know I don’t get to ask for forgiveness,” — “I don’t even deserve this moment, let alone five more minutes. But I didn’t leave because of you.” — “You were—you still are—the best person I know.” (Crying)
“I missed you every single day I was gone. Every single fucking day, I woke up wishing I didn’t leave,” — “I missed your voice. Your laugh. The way you used to look at me. I missed you, Blue.”
“You want to hide with me?” — “I’d follow him anywhere, even if it’s only to the quietest corner of his world, just for the chance to be let in again. Even if I have to keep the rest of the story locked behind my teeth for now, I’d follow him. Every time.”
“I want to hide with you, Blue.”
“Sometimes I think the only time I ever really felt heard was when I was with you.” — “I heard you,” he says quietly. “I always did.”
“I’m pathetic, and that boy with blue hair and mismatched eyes has turned me into fucking wreck, and he doesn’t even know it. It’s like he slipped some wire under my skin, and now he gets to decide when the electricity flows.”
“Hmm, stay a while?” — “For as long as you want, Blue,” he whispers, kissing my forehead this time. “For as long as you’ll have me.”
“Just you. No one else gets my quiet, Blue.”
“He wants me, too. There’s no way I could’ve misread that look—shy yet daring, as if he were seeing me and asking me to see him in return. I can feel it vibrating under my skin, all the words I never said, all the chances I wasted trying to be good and safe and never enough.”
“I’m in love with you, Blue,” I say, finally unguarded. “I’ve been in love with you for as long as I can remember, and I’ve never stopped.”
“God, I want him. All of him. Every inch. Every laugh. Every scar. Every breathless plea. I want every late-night conversation, every photo, every stupid inside joke that only we get. I want to give him every part of me I never thought I’d be allowed to share again.”
“I love you, too. I’m not going anywhere, either.” (😭😭)
“I’ve wanted you for so long; there’s nothing you could do that would make me want you less. If anything… God, if anything, I want you more than ever. Knowing I get to be the first to show you how good it can feel? I’m fucking honored. Don’t ever think I’d trade that for experience or for some bullshit you think you’re supposed to know.”
“You’re so fucking beautiful, Babygirl,” Damien whispers, voice unsteady. “Don’t ever hide from me again. You’re mine. All of you. Every damn inch.”
“I don’t know why you’re so good to me,” I whisper, and I mean it. “Even when I was a mess, even when I never knew what you wanted.” — “Because I’ve loved you for so long, I don’t even remember what it felt like not to.”
“He loves me. Not the idea of me, not the memory or the fantasy, or the echo of who I used to be. Me, right now, with all my mistakes and all my baggage and every scar I carry. He looked at me last night and chose me. For the first time in four years, I believe it’s real.”
“All that matters is what makes you happy, what makes you feel good in your skin. You never have to pick a box and stay in it. You just have to be you, and that’s always enough.”
“You let me see all the things you’re scared to want, and that’s fucking beautiful, Blue.”
“I want Damien to see all of me—not just the parts that are soft and easy and safe. The parts that are risky, strange, and beautiful, even if my hands shake while I show them.”
“You’re it for me,” I murmur. “You always were.”
“I love you, Noah Adams, and I’d let you ruin my sleep every night for the rest of my life if it meant waking up like this.”
“You don’t have to worry about me getting tired of you. I waited four years, Blue. Four years. I’d wait forty more if it meant I got to have you, all of you, in the end.”
“You did not turn out wrong, and there is nothing broken about you. Loving me—being with me and allowing me to love you back—does not make you ‘sick’ either. Do you hear me?”
“I love you. That doesn’t disappear because things get hard.”
“There’s hope in the silence—a new start, a new promise. I’ll take it, whatever it costs, as long as it means I get to keep him. I’ll burn bridges, call in favors, and make enemies if I have to. Because the boy sleeping in my arms is worth every goddamn battle.”
“That’s what love should be, I think. Not flawless, but gentle. Not something that asks or takes, but something that waits and welcomes. It isn’t measured out or earned, just given, patient and real.”
“You’ve had me on my fucking knees since I was sixteen years old. Let me give this to you. Let me be the one to come apart.”
“I want you,” I correct him, breathing hard against his lips. “Everything else is just details.”
“You make me brave, Mien. You make me want things. So go after this—be selfish and let yourself have it.” (🥹🥹)
“The future is still a wild, uncertain thing, but right now, with Noah’s blinding smile and his body pressing close to mine, I believe in it. I believe in us. For now, it’s just us—no games, no press, no agents or contracts. Just a boy in my arms, a promise on my lips, and the sense that, maybe for the first time, we might actually get everything we want.”
“How are you real?” “How the hell did I get so lucky?” — “Maybe you were just due for some good luck,” I say, pulling him down for another kiss. “God knows you earned it.”
“You don’t have to be brave all the time,” I murmur. “You know that, right?” — “Only with you,” he says. “Everyone else gets the highlight reel version. You get… all of it.” — “That’s because I saw you before the cameras,” I say softly. “Before the noise.”
“Mine. My little secret tucked into the letters of the nickname I gave him when I was fourteen. Now, it’s a promise. One I never have to question, no matter how far apart we are.”
“I wake up every day to the proof that it’s possible—healing, loving, living, surviving. I wake up and know that, no matter what else happens, I chose this. I chose him. And every day, I get to choose it all over again.”
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
March 3, 2026
❤️📷I've loved you for so long, I don't even remember what it felt like not to🖤🏀
"I want to touch him. I want to break him open and see if he still fits in the cracks he left behind inside of me."
"Don't lose yourself trying to fit in, Noah. It's easy to forget who you are when everyone else in the room is too loud."
"I missed you every single day I was gone. Every single f****** day, I woke up wishing I didn't leave. Missed your voice. Your laugh. The way you used to look at me. I missed you, Blue."
"Wanting someone you can't have is one thing. Loving someone you're not allowed to love is something else entirely."
"You ever feel like no matter how loudly you scream, the people who are supposed to love you the most just...they just don't hear you?"
"You're so f****** beautiful, Babygirl. Don't ever hide from me again. You're mine. All of you. Every damn inch."
"You see that? That's you. All light, broken up and put back together to make something even more beautiful."
"You know you're mine now, right?"
"I've been yours since I was fifteen."
"What's the point of fighting so hard to exist when the people who are supposed to love me seem determined to erase me?"
"I've loved you for so long, I don't even remember what it felt like not to."
What another phenomenal book by Avery! This author has become one of my new favorite authors and these Sin Bin Boys are EVERYTHING. I really love this author's writing flow and depth of her stories. Avery really knows how to pack every type of emotion into her stories. She does a flawless job on handling sensitive topics and this book was no different. All of her books usually leave me emotional and in my feels, but this one had me hurting bad for poor Noah 😭. This was a slow burn with not too much spice, but it didn't even matter as the story was beautifully told and kept you engaged. When the spice did happen, it was spicing 🔥🔥🔥.
This story follows Damien and Noah. These two are ex stepbrothers. The prologue opens when they both meet at 14/15. They form a strong, unbreakable bond. Damien knew at 16 that he was in love with Noah. He left to go with his dad at 17 and ghosted Noah. Now it's 4 years later and they both end up living at the Sin Bin house. Damien has been holding onto secrets as to why he had to leave and not say goodbye. Noah is hurt and devastated. These two rekindle a friendship, which ends up leading to them admitting their true feelings. Damien finally tells Noah why he was forced to leave. Noah is struggling with a lot of personal issues but trying to thrive and become his own person for once. Will his demons come back to ruin all his progress? Can Damien and Noah have a second chance at love? What other powers are against them?
This couple was so sweet and adorable. God I loved how Damien was such a sweet Teddy bear to Noah. He loved Noah so much and always put him first. He was such a good caretaker, friend, and partner. I loved how observant he was when it came to Noah's quirks and routines. Noah was such a sweet boy who just wanted to be loved for who he was. My heart and soul broke for this boy 😭😭. He went through so much and still kept fighting. I was so proud when he finally stood up to his father. Seeing him grow and heal was everything. I love how these two had a solid friendship before they ended up together. Damien was so patient and understanding when it came to what Noah needed and wanted. I also love how Noah supported Damien's career and wanted the best for him. I loved how Damien supported who Noah truly wanted to be on the inside and out, also in the bedroom. The chemistry and tension between these two were 🥵🥵🔥🔥🔥. Their epilogue had me swooning 🥹.
I love every Sin Bin Boy and I can't wait for more stories of all of them! I loved the friendship between Nate, Sage, and Noah. They were so adorable and had me cackling loud 😂😂. I loved the friendship between Ryan, Damien, and Noah. Ryan is such a sweetheart who cares hard. I felt bad about what Adrian did but I really want this quiet boys story bad. KILLIAN KING. I've been dying for this man's story since book 1. I know Avery will make us wait but I inhale every scene we get in these books with Kill 😅😅. And ofcourse I loved all the cameos from the other couples and boys! I can't wait to see what this author does next. ❤️🖤📷🏀🎧👙👠🏞
"If this is what coming home feels like, I'm not sure I ever want to leave."
"We'll keep trying until this feels as easy as breathing. Until all the years we lost don't matter anymore--because the ones ahead of us finally do."
"I want to touch him. I want to break him open and see if he still fits in the cracks he left behind inside of me."
"Don't lose yourself trying to fit in, Noah. It's easy to forget who you are when everyone else in the room is too loud."
"I missed you every single day I was gone. Every single f****** day, I woke up wishing I didn't leave. Missed your voice. Your laugh. The way you used to look at me. I missed you, Blue."
"Wanting someone you can't have is one thing. Loving someone you're not allowed to love is something else entirely."
"You ever feel like no matter how loudly you scream, the people who are supposed to love you the most just...they just don't hear you?"
"You're so f****** beautiful, Babygirl. Don't ever hide from me again. You're mine. All of you. Every damn inch."
"You see that? That's you. All light, broken up and put back together to make something even more beautiful."
"You know you're mine now, right?"
"I've been yours since I was fifteen."
"What's the point of fighting so hard to exist when the people who are supposed to love me seem determined to erase me?"
"I've loved you for so long, I don't even remember what it felt like not to."
What another phenomenal book by Avery! This author has become one of my new favorite authors and these Sin Bin Boys are EVERYTHING. I really love this author's writing flow and depth of her stories. Avery really knows how to pack every type of emotion into her stories. She does a flawless job on handling sensitive topics and this book was no different. All of her books usually leave me emotional and in my feels, but this one had me hurting bad for poor Noah 😭. This was a slow burn with not too much spice, but it didn't even matter as the story was beautifully told and kept you engaged. When the spice did happen, it was spicing 🔥🔥🔥.
This story follows Damien and Noah. These two are ex stepbrothers. The prologue opens when they both meet at 14/15. They form a strong, unbreakable bond. Damien knew at 16 that he was in love with Noah. He left to go with his dad at 17 and ghosted Noah. Now it's 4 years later and they both end up living at the Sin Bin house. Damien has been holding onto secrets as to why he had to leave and not say goodbye. Noah is hurt and devastated. These two rekindle a friendship, which ends up leading to them admitting their true feelings. Damien finally tells Noah why he was forced to leave. Noah is struggling with a lot of personal issues but trying to thrive and become his own person for once. Will his demons come back to ruin all his progress? Can Damien and Noah have a second chance at love? What other powers are against them?
This couple was so sweet and adorable. God I loved how Damien was such a sweet Teddy bear to Noah. He loved Noah so much and always put him first. He was such a good caretaker, friend, and partner. I loved how observant he was when it came to Noah's quirks and routines. Noah was such a sweet boy who just wanted to be loved for who he was. My heart and soul broke for this boy 😭😭. He went through so much and still kept fighting. I was so proud when he finally stood up to his father. Seeing him grow and heal was everything. I love how these two had a solid friendship before they ended up together. Damien was so patient and understanding when it came to what Noah needed and wanted. I also love how Noah supported Damien's career and wanted the best for him. I loved how Damien supported who Noah truly wanted to be on the inside and out, also in the bedroom. The chemistry and tension between these two were 🥵🥵🔥🔥🔥. Their epilogue had me swooning 🥹.
I love every Sin Bin Boy and I can't wait for more stories of all of them! I loved the friendship between Nate, Sage, and Noah. They were so adorable and had me cackling loud 😂😂. I loved the friendship between Ryan, Damien, and Noah. Ryan is such a sweetheart who cares hard. I felt bad about what Adrian did but I really want this quiet boys story bad. KILLIAN KING. I've been dying for this man's story since book 1. I know Avery will make us wait but I inhale every scene we get in these books with Kill 😅😅. And ofcourse I loved all the cameos from the other couples and boys! I can't wait to see what this author does next. ❤️🖤📷🏀🎧👙👠🏞
"If this is what coming home feels like, I'm not sure I ever want to leave."
"We'll keep trying until this feels as easy as breathing. Until all the years we lost don't matter anymore--because the ones ahead of us finally do."
July 21, 2026
I wake up every day to the proof that it’s possible—healing, loving, living, surviving. I wake up and know that, no matter what else happens, I chose this. I chose him.
And every day, I get to choose it all over again.
While this one isn’t as dark as the previous books in this series, it was honestly nice. And I didn’t mind it at all. It made sense and I still found myself loving every second of this book! Now, that’s not to say this book is fluffy or trigger free (it’s definitely not!). It still had its moments that were emotional. It just wasn’t what we’d seen in the previous books!
God, I want him. All of him. Every inch. Every laugh. Every scar. Every breathless plea. I want every late-night conversation, every photo, every stupid inside joke that only we get. I want to give him every part of me I never thought I’d be allowed to share again.
Damien and Noah were so cute. Noah is honestly an awesome character. His neurodivergency really spoke to me. I have a lot in common with him. The routines, the aversion to large crowds and loud noises, I saw myself in him a lot. His growth in this book and how he overcame his battles really spoke to me. I was really rooting for him and seeing him be happy and comfortable by the end of the book was everything to me. Then you have Damien who was just such a sweetheart to Noah. He is a consent king and we love that. Though, I wish we would have seen more character arc with him. He transition from playboy to monogamous so easily, usually in stories like this there is that resistance. I honestly didn’t mind that we didn’t see that, but it was something that stuck out to me about his character! Other than that Damien kinda orbits around Noah, rather than being super individual. I hope that makes sense! But I still love his character as is. Seeing him fight for Noah warmed my heart and seeing him get the guy as well as his dream was definitely the cherry on top!
”Noah, I love it. I fucking love that you said it. I’ve been walking around for years, thinking I was the only one hung up, feeling like a fucking creep for falling in love with my stepbrother. And all that time, you felt the same way.”
Another thing I would have loved to see dived into more, was the ex-stepbrothers thing and more flashbacks. I think you could have take the stepbrothers trope out and it would have worked regardless. I’m a sucker for the trope, so I always want more of course!
”You’re so fucking beautiful, Babygirl,” Damien whispers, voice unsteady. “Don’t ever hide from me again. You’re mine. All of you. Every damn inch.”
Overall, this was a really nice addition to this series. It was a nice breather book between all the heaviness of the previous three. I can’t wait to see where this series goes next. As of when this review is being published I have now read every single book Avery has written and I can not wait for more 💜
For now, it’s just us—no games, no press, no agents or contracts. Just a boy in my arms, a promise on my lips, and the sense that, maybe for the first time, we might actually get everything we want.
And every day, I get to choose it all over again.
While this one isn’t as dark as the previous books in this series, it was honestly nice. And I didn’t mind it at all. It made sense and I still found myself loving every second of this book! Now, that’s not to say this book is fluffy or trigger free (it’s definitely not!). It still had its moments that were emotional. It just wasn’t what we’d seen in the previous books!
God, I want him. All of him. Every inch. Every laugh. Every scar. Every breathless plea. I want every late-night conversation, every photo, every stupid inside joke that only we get. I want to give him every part of me I never thought I’d be allowed to share again.
Damien and Noah were so cute. Noah is honestly an awesome character. His neurodivergency really spoke to me. I have a lot in common with him. The routines, the aversion to large crowds and loud noises, I saw myself in him a lot. His growth in this book and how he overcame his battles really spoke to me. I was really rooting for him and seeing him be happy and comfortable by the end of the book was everything to me. Then you have Damien who was just such a sweetheart to Noah. He is a consent king and we love that. Though, I wish we would have seen more character arc with him. He transition from playboy to monogamous so easily, usually in stories like this there is that resistance. I honestly didn’t mind that we didn’t see that, but it was something that stuck out to me about his character! Other than that Damien kinda orbits around Noah, rather than being super individual. I hope that makes sense! But I still love his character as is. Seeing him fight for Noah warmed my heart and seeing him get the guy as well as his dream was definitely the cherry on top!
”Noah, I love it. I fucking love that you said it. I’ve been walking around for years, thinking I was the only one hung up, feeling like a fucking creep for falling in love with my stepbrother. And all that time, you felt the same way.”
Another thing I would have loved to see dived into more, was the ex-stepbrothers thing and more flashbacks. I think you could have take the stepbrothers trope out and it would have worked regardless. I’m a sucker for the trope, so I always want more of course!
”You’re so fucking beautiful, Babygirl,” Damien whispers, voice unsteady. “Don’t ever hide from me again. You’re mine. All of you. Every damn inch.”
Overall, this was a really nice addition to this series. It was a nice breather book between all the heaviness of the previous three. I can’t wait to see where this series goes next. As of when this review is being published I have now read every single book Avery has written and I can not wait for more 💜
For now, it’s just us—no games, no press, no agents or contracts. Just a boy in my arms, a promise on my lips, and the sense that, maybe for the first time, we might actually get everything we want.
October 22, 2026
I'd read an instruction manual for a blender I didn't even own if Avery Collins wrote it 😂
I binged my way through the first three Blacthorne books, with Cruel When He Smiles being my favorite, and one of my favorite books ever. But I took a pretty long break before I jumped into this one because I'd heard it was a lot sweeter and lower angst, less dark, than the first three. And as someone who usually prefers *all* the tension, (I mean CWHS was my favorite if that tells you anything...) I'm kicking myself for putting this off for so long because I ate up every damn word!
Avery Collins has this ability to make you care about her characters as people, not just as actors in her stories. It doesn't even matter if I'm not super into the tropes, (second chance romance is usually not my favorite), I just care about these characters as humans, as if they were my friends and I want to know what's going on with them. For a lot of the first half of this book, the main characters were rarely even interacting, something that would usually turn me off quickly. And yet I was sat, reading what was going on with each of them because I genuinely wanted to know.
This was exactly the opposite of what I was in the mood for when I picked it up, there's not all the crazy angst and darkness of the first three, they aren't at each others throats constantly, there's a lot of inner thoughts, reflecting, personal growth, and time spent apart. And yet? I couldn't wait to get done with *life things* to get back to my book. Avery is truly a damn wizard.
These two were so wonderful together, Damien being a consent king of all kings was perfection. And the way he was so gentle with Blue had my whole heart bursting out of my chest 🥺
A lot of the time, this almost felt more like a literary fiction or coming of age story, focused on Blue (Noah). It had a lot of character development for him, both with his past and as he grew into himself. While it was definitely a romance, that read almost as a subplot at various points in the book. I also felt like Damien was not fully developed as a character, and I wish we had gotten a lot more about him and his backstory, rather than only seeing him within the context of his interactions with Noah.
Overall, another incredible book from Avery Collins. I can't wait to read book 5, and the others coming out in 2027! But part of me also doesn't want to read the next one because then I'll be out of these books and then what am I supposed to do with myself?!
I binged my way through the first three Blacthorne books, with Cruel When He Smiles being my favorite, and one of my favorite books ever. But I took a pretty long break before I jumped into this one because I'd heard it was a lot sweeter and lower angst, less dark, than the first three. And as someone who usually prefers *all* the tension, (I mean CWHS was my favorite if that tells you anything...) I'm kicking myself for putting this off for so long because I ate up every damn word!
Avery Collins has this ability to make you care about her characters as people, not just as actors in her stories. It doesn't even matter if I'm not super into the tropes, (second chance romance is usually not my favorite), I just care about these characters as humans, as if they were my friends and I want to know what's going on with them. For a lot of the first half of this book, the main characters were rarely even interacting, something that would usually turn me off quickly. And yet I was sat, reading what was going on with each of them because I genuinely wanted to know.
This was exactly the opposite of what I was in the mood for when I picked it up, there's not all the crazy angst and darkness of the first three, they aren't at each others throats constantly, there's a lot of inner thoughts, reflecting, personal growth, and time spent apart. And yet? I couldn't wait to get done with *life things* to get back to my book. Avery is truly a damn wizard.
These two were so wonderful together, Damien being a consent king of all kings was perfection. And the way he was so gentle with Blue had my whole heart bursting out of my chest 🥺
A lot of the time, this almost felt more like a literary fiction or coming of age story, focused on Blue (Noah). It had a lot of character development for him, both with his past and as he grew into himself. While it was definitely a romance, that read almost as a subplot at various points in the book. I also felt like Damien was not fully developed as a character, and I wish we had gotten a lot more about him and his backstory, rather than only seeing him within the context of his interactions with Noah.
Overall, another incredible book from Avery Collins. I can't wait to read book 5, and the others coming out in 2027! But part of me also doesn't want to read the next one because then I'll be out of these books and then what am I supposed to do with myself?!
February 25, 2026
Beautiful love found in a bleak world
These poor sweet boys have been through so much but their love was absolutely beautiful to watch. I absolutely love how everyone at the Sin Bin (athletes & their partners) look out for each other.
Four years ago Damien left Noah without a word. Now they are being forced to share space and deal with all the hurt, longing and desire they left behind. No one but his Dad knows exactly why Damien left but Noah is determined to find out so he can finally move forward.
Noah is so sweet and has been so thoroughly broken by all the people that should have loved him. His parents never cared what he might want and instead only wanted him to fit into the boxes they set for him. His mother demanded he be the perfect model with a tiny body. His father expected him to be a perfect Olympic swimmer. Neither of them actually cared what Noah wanted.
Damien always saw Noah. And then he left without a word. Watching these two avoid each other was so painful. You just knew they needed to talk and clear the air. It was painfully obvious how much they wanted each other. Once they were talking again it was beautiful seeing how they interacted and how patient Damien is with all of Noah's needs. Seeing Noah in his element behind the camera was also a big treat.
The night they went from friends to more was sooooo hot. I love how Damien saw what was presented and immediately went for what he thought Noah would like. Noah was always so surprised by Damien but he also got everything he needed and more from him.
I absolutely bawled my eyes out for Noah after his Dad showed up. The aftermath of that was brutal but honest. It showed how he struggled and how the voices of his parents caused him to fall back into bad habits. Just when he was doing well he was slapped back down and the aftermath was painful. The support he found from his Sin Bin family was beautiful.
I absolutely loved this book. These boys fought against so much to come out together and it was beautiful even with all the darkness and chaos. Noah and Damien needed each other more than they knew. Together they can overcome anything.
I can't wait to see what's going on with the other boys from the Sin Bin. we got some interesting hints that left me absolutely feral to know what's going on. I can't wait for what comes next.
These poor sweet boys have been through so much but their love was absolutely beautiful to watch. I absolutely love how everyone at the Sin Bin (athletes & their partners) look out for each other.
Four years ago Damien left Noah without a word. Now they are being forced to share space and deal with all the hurt, longing and desire they left behind. No one but his Dad knows exactly why Damien left but Noah is determined to find out so he can finally move forward.
Noah is so sweet and has been so thoroughly broken by all the people that should have loved him. His parents never cared what he might want and instead only wanted him to fit into the boxes they set for him. His mother demanded he be the perfect model with a tiny body. His father expected him to be a perfect Olympic swimmer. Neither of them actually cared what Noah wanted.
Damien always saw Noah. And then he left without a word. Watching these two avoid each other was so painful. You just knew they needed to talk and clear the air. It was painfully obvious how much they wanted each other. Once they were talking again it was beautiful seeing how they interacted and how patient Damien is with all of Noah's needs. Seeing Noah in his element behind the camera was also a big treat.
The night they went from friends to more was sooooo hot. I love how Damien saw what was presented and immediately went for what he thought Noah would like. Noah was always so surprised by Damien but he also got everything he needed and more from him.
I absolutely bawled my eyes out for Noah after his Dad showed up. The aftermath of that was brutal but honest. It showed how he struggled and how the voices of his parents caused him to fall back into bad habits. Just when he was doing well he was slapped back down and the aftermath was painful. The support he found from his Sin Bin family was beautiful.
I absolutely loved this book. These boys fought against so much to come out together and it was beautiful even with all the darkness and chaos. Noah and Damien needed each other more than they knew. Together they can overcome anything.
I can't wait to see what's going on with the other boys from the Sin Bin. we got some interesting hints that left me absolutely feral to know what's going on. I can't wait for what comes next.
March 4, 2026
ARC REVIEW 💫🩷
Wow Avery ALWAYS comes through when I need her. She just knew I needed a good book to get me out of a pending slump and this one did it y’all.
Let’s talk about Blue & Mien
Blue has my whole heart clutched by a fist!!! He’s perfectly imperfect. He’s a flawed character that I’m sure many of us can relate too. The questioning of yourself all the time, whether or not you’re good enough it reaaaallly got to me. We all just want someone to take care of us and treat us how we deserve — Mien does that for our little boy Blue. You really start to see him come out of his shell when Mien comes back into his life because I feel like he no longer had to question his existence in the world and Mien’s love outweighed it all. He was just so brave through everything he’s gone through and I just wanted to squeeze him through the pages. He’s an important character we need to pay attention to. And listen, I’m a sucker for a lace wearing boy and oooof 😮💨 I couldn’t get enough of Blue being all dolled up for his man.
Mien oh my Mien. I praise when a man like this comes out to play!!! He’s just so dependable and caring. So lovely but takes no bullshit. The ability for him to mask himself from world honestly is so heartbreaking; he also needed Blue back in his life to come and bring him BACK to life you know? It’s like he was just coasting by, drowning with no ability to surface without Blue and hey some might call that toxic but I call that love. And the mouth on this guy? Wtf I needed a breather for multiple minutes multiple times!!! He also TAKES CARE of his man so so good and I could not get enough of him.
The Sin Bin boys have my whole heart and their friendship with one another is just so wholesome and beautiful. I was cackling at their banter a lot of the time but also kicking my feet and screaming too. Ugh I’m an obsessed woman!!!
The story was engaging and well paced!!
THE SPICE WAS FILTHY AND RAW!!
THEIR LOVE WAS IMPERFECTLY PERFECT!!
THE LACE WEARING BRAT WAS HOT AF!!
DADDY DAMIEN WAS EVEN HOTTER!!
K I’m done now,
anywho, go read this book actually better yet read all of Avery’s backlist cause she truly is unstoppable. Her writing is impeccable, characters flawed but healing. Everything about her work is just muah muah chefs kiss 💋
If you didn’t already guess this book was like 20 stars ✨
Thank you queen A for the ARC!!!
Wow Avery ALWAYS comes through when I need her. She just knew I needed a good book to get me out of a pending slump and this one did it y’all.
Let’s talk about Blue & Mien
Blue has my whole heart clutched by a fist!!! He’s perfectly imperfect. He’s a flawed character that I’m sure many of us can relate too. The questioning of yourself all the time, whether or not you’re good enough it reaaaallly got to me. We all just want someone to take care of us and treat us how we deserve — Mien does that for our little boy Blue. You really start to see him come out of his shell when Mien comes back into his life because I feel like he no longer had to question his existence in the world and Mien’s love outweighed it all. He was just so brave through everything he’s gone through and I just wanted to squeeze him through the pages. He’s an important character we need to pay attention to. And listen, I’m a sucker for a lace wearing boy and oooof 😮💨 I couldn’t get enough of Blue being all dolled up for his man.
Mien oh my Mien. I praise when a man like this comes out to play!!! He’s just so dependable and caring. So lovely but takes no bullshit. The ability for him to mask himself from world honestly is so heartbreaking; he also needed Blue back in his life to come and bring him BACK to life you know? It’s like he was just coasting by, drowning with no ability to surface without Blue and hey some might call that toxic but I call that love. And the mouth on this guy? Wtf I needed a breather for multiple minutes multiple times!!! He also TAKES CARE of his man so so good and I could not get enough of him.
The Sin Bin boys have my whole heart and their friendship with one another is just so wholesome and beautiful. I was cackling at their banter a lot of the time but also kicking my feet and screaming too. Ugh I’m an obsessed woman!!!
The story was engaging and well paced!!
THE SPICE WAS FILTHY AND RAW!!
THEIR LOVE WAS IMPERFECTLY PERFECT!!
THE LACE WEARING BRAT WAS HOT AF!!
DADDY DAMIEN WAS EVEN HOTTER!!
K I’m done now,
anywho, go read this book actually better yet read all of Avery’s backlist cause she truly is unstoppable. Her writing is impeccable, characters flawed but healing. Everything about her work is just muah muah chefs kiss 💋
If you didn’t already guess this book was like 20 stars ✨
Thank you queen A for the ARC!!!
July 13, 2026
Damien & Noah
🖤✨ First off, I just have to say how much I love Avery Collins's writing. She's so freaking good!
Wicked When He Cries is hands down my favorite book in the Sinners of Blackthorne U series so far. (Book 4, for anyone keeping track. 😉)
Where do I even start?
The slow burn was absolutely perfect. The found family was, once again, my favorite part of this series. Watching these characters continue to grow together makes every book feel even more special.
Blue... 🥹 What a character. He felt everything so deeply. So misunderstood, yet so incredibly beautiful. I adored his growth and the journey he went on.
And Damien...
How soft is that man for Noah? The way he loves him is exactly right. Gentle. Patient. Protective. Unconditional. The kind of love that quietly wraps itself around someone until they finally believe they deserve it. ❤️
There were moments where I genuinely thought my heart couldn't take the ache anymore. But there were also moments so beautiful that I'm still thinking about them long after finishing the book.
Every single character in this series feels completely unique.
I loved getting more of Sage and Noah...
But Avery!
How can you dangle the delicious thing called Killian in front of me like that?! 😭 How dare you give us that phone call and then walk away.
Who is Angel?
What's going on?
When the hell is Killian getting his own story?!
I can't wait... and I'm mad about it.
The next book is Eli and Julian's! Argh! ❤️ I'm ridiculously excited for that too.
And can we talk about what a consent king Damien is? The way he cared for that small, broken part of Noah was handled so beautifully. But Noah... damn. He was so incredibly brave.
This was the slowest of slow burns, but when the intimacy finally happened?
Worth.
Every.
Single.
Second. 🔥
And listen... when Damien called Noah "babygirl" for the first time, I almost collapsed.
But when Blue started talking dirty?
I fell out of my chair.
It was epic.
I was literally shouting at Noah, "You go, sweet baby!" 😂
And that...
"It's always been you."
Perfect.
Absolutely perfect.
Honestly, will I ever not be an Avery Collins fan?
No.
Not in this lifetime.
I'm a fan.
Always.
And Damien and Noah?
They have my whole heart. 🖤
🖤✨ First off, I just have to say how much I love Avery Collins's writing. She's so freaking good!
Wicked When He Cries is hands down my favorite book in the Sinners of Blackthorne U series so far. (Book 4, for anyone keeping track. 😉)
Where do I even start?
The slow burn was absolutely perfect. The found family was, once again, my favorite part of this series. Watching these characters continue to grow together makes every book feel even more special.
Blue... 🥹 What a character. He felt everything so deeply. So misunderstood, yet so incredibly beautiful. I adored his growth and the journey he went on.
And Damien...
How soft is that man for Noah? The way he loves him is exactly right. Gentle. Patient. Protective. Unconditional. The kind of love that quietly wraps itself around someone until they finally believe they deserve it. ❤️
There were moments where I genuinely thought my heart couldn't take the ache anymore. But there were also moments so beautiful that I'm still thinking about them long after finishing the book.
Every single character in this series feels completely unique.
I loved getting more of Sage and Noah...
But Avery!
How can you dangle the delicious thing called Killian in front of me like that?! 😭 How dare you give us that phone call and then walk away.
Who is Angel?
What's going on?
When the hell is Killian getting his own story?!
I can't wait... and I'm mad about it.
The next book is Eli and Julian's! Argh! ❤️ I'm ridiculously excited for that too.
And can we talk about what a consent king Damien is? The way he cared for that small, broken part of Noah was handled so beautifully. But Noah... damn. He was so incredibly brave.
This was the slowest of slow burns, but when the intimacy finally happened?
Worth.
Every.
Single.
Second. 🔥
And listen... when Damien called Noah "babygirl" for the first time, I almost collapsed.
But when Blue started talking dirty?
I fell out of my chair.
It was epic.
I was literally shouting at Noah, "You go, sweet baby!" 😂
And that...
"It's always been you."
Perfect.
Absolutely perfect.
Honestly, will I ever not be an Avery Collins fan?
No.
Not in this lifetime.
I'm a fan.
Always.
And Damien and Noah?
They have my whole heart. 🖤
Review of advance copy received from Author
"You're so f*cking beautiful, Babygirl... Don't ever hide from me again. You're mine. All of you. Every damn inch."
.
.
Wicked When He Cries is one h*ll of a welcome back to Blackthorne U. In my opinion, WWHC is a change of pace for Collins, less angsty, a slow burn, not as dark. However, Avery has still crafted a story with characters and struggles that will grip you from page one.
If you've read any of the BU series, you're familiar with Damien. Then in CWHS, we hear mention of Noah...Damien's stepbrother. When Damien's mother decides to remarry, he never expected to be enraptured by his stepbrother and his beautiful, mismatched eyes.
Noah has been in love with Damien for as long as he can remember. He's still nursing a broken heart from Damien abruptly leaving. So imagine his surprise when he finds himself living in the Sin Bin face-to-face with Damien after all these years.
As their story unfolds, secrets are revealed, the past confronted, and Blue and Mien finally take a chance. With no shortage of heat, angst, and emotional moments, WWHC is another wonderful addition to the BU series. As always, there's plenty of Killian cameos, Sin Bin shenanigans, and of course, a glimpse into our next MMC.
What I Loved:
Blue & Mien: God...I loved them so much. Those intimate moments at the lake, to Blue gaining his confidence. I loved watching Blue and Mien get back to themselves and give their relationship a chance.
Sage, Nate, Noah: It was great to see past love interests be a part of Noah's journey. The friendship that blooms amongst these three is everything. From Sage giving tidbits of wisdom to Blue, to Nate encouraging Noah to not give two f*cks and dress how he wants. There's something special about seeing another facet of friendship outside of the Sin Bin boys.
.
.
Wicked When He Cries is one h*ll of a welcome back to Blackthorne U. In my opinion, WWHC is a change of pace for Collins, less angsty, a slow burn, not as dark. However, Avery has still crafted a story with characters and struggles that will grip you from page one.
If you've read any of the BU series, you're familiar with Damien. Then in CWHS, we hear mention of Noah...Damien's stepbrother. When Damien's mother decides to remarry, he never expected to be enraptured by his stepbrother and his beautiful, mismatched eyes.
Noah has been in love with Damien for as long as he can remember. He's still nursing a broken heart from Damien abruptly leaving. So imagine his surprise when he finds himself living in the Sin Bin face-to-face with Damien after all these years.
As their story unfolds, secrets are revealed, the past confronted, and Blue and Mien finally take a chance. With no shortage of heat, angst, and emotional moments, WWHC is another wonderful addition to the BU series. As always, there's plenty of Killian cameos, Sin Bin shenanigans, and of course, a glimpse into our next MMC.
What I Loved:
Blue & Mien: God...I loved them so much. Those intimate moments at the lake, to Blue gaining his confidence. I loved watching Blue and Mien get back to themselves and give their relationship a chance.
Sage, Nate, Noah: It was great to see past love interests be a part of Noah's journey. The friendship that blooms amongst these three is everything. From Sage giving tidbits of wisdom to Blue, to Nate encouraging Noah to not give two f*cks and dress how he wants. There's something special about seeing another facet of friendship outside of the Sin Bin boys.
June 26, 2026
Ex-stepbrothers Noah and Damien find themselves living together again after years apart. Damien left Noah behind without a word, and now being under the same roof means finally facing the past if they want any chance at moving forward.
These two were so incredibly sweet together. Out of the series so far, I think Noah and Damien might be the softest and sweetest couple yet.
Noah completely stole my heart. He’s grown up being shaped by parents who only valued him for what he could be for them. Constantly criticised and controlled, always made to feel like he wasn’t enough. No one truly saw him…until Damien.
The way Damien loves Noah was so beautiful to read. He’s patient, gentle, understanding, and never once makes Noah feel like he’s too much. He gives Noah the space to feel safe, to explore who he is, and to finally start standing up for himself. Watching Noah grow into that confidence because of the love and support Damien gives him was so beautiful. They were so tender together, and every moment between them felt soft and genuine.
Once again, the found family in this series was everything. The Sin Bin boys always show up for each other, always ready to have each other’s backs no matter what. And of course, Godfather Killian is always there keeping an eye on his boys (I desperately need his story. What was with that phone call!?)
I adored Damien calling Noah Babygirl.
The scenes where Noah trusts Damien enough to share his love of lingerie and heels were such a great mix of vulnerability and heat.
If you love strong found family, second chances, an MC who loves wearing lingerie and heels, and two sweet boys finding their way back to each other while building a new future together, then Wicked When He Cries (and honestly this whole series) absolutely deserves a spot on your TBR.
These two were so incredibly sweet together. Out of the series so far, I think Noah and Damien might be the softest and sweetest couple yet.
Noah completely stole my heart. He’s grown up being shaped by parents who only valued him for what he could be for them. Constantly criticised and controlled, always made to feel like he wasn’t enough. No one truly saw him…until Damien.
The way Damien loves Noah was so beautiful to read. He’s patient, gentle, understanding, and never once makes Noah feel like he’s too much. He gives Noah the space to feel safe, to explore who he is, and to finally start standing up for himself. Watching Noah grow into that confidence because of the love and support Damien gives him was so beautiful. They were so tender together, and every moment between them felt soft and genuine.
Once again, the found family in this series was everything. The Sin Bin boys always show up for each other, always ready to have each other’s backs no matter what. And of course, Godfather Killian is always there keeping an eye on his boys (I desperately need his story. What was with that phone call!?)
I adored Damien calling Noah Babygirl.
The scenes where Noah trusts Damien enough to share his love of lingerie and heels were such a great mix of vulnerability and heat.
If you love strong found family, second chances, an MC who loves wearing lingerie and heels, and two sweet boys finding their way back to each other while building a new future together, then Wicked When He Cries (and honestly this whole series) absolutely deserves a spot on your TBR.
February 22, 2026
✨ARC Review✨
💔 Wicked When He Cries by Avery Collins 💔
“I’ve loved you for so long, I don’t even remember what it felt like not to.”
another five star read for this year!! i knew as soon as i read the dedication at the beginning that i was going to be sobbing through this book- and i was right.
Damien and Noah’s love story made my heart throb. im not usually a lover of slow burns, but the way the author handled this was completely necessary. when we first meet the MMC’s, they are stepbrothers. that doesn’t last long, with the story doing a four year time jump into the future where their parents have separated. throughout these four years, Damien and Noah haven’t talked to each other (though they both desperately want to). they are reunited when they are basically forced to live together at Blackthorne U (thanks Ryan!!), though things aren’t peachy right away (thanks Lionel!!).
some of my favorite moments from the book were when Damien shows his supportive side to Noah (and how much of a consent KING 👑 he is), Noah finally standing up for himself, THE NICKNAMES (‘Blue’ .. ‘Mien’) 🥹, “It’s not my fault that my mind doesn’t work like everyone else’s.”, the headphones 🎧, the pond- ya know what?? i loved every single piece of this book but i can’t keep giving out little details, you’re gonna have to read it yourself when it comes out on February 25th ❤️
some things included in Damien and Noah’s story:
💔 stepbros (til they’re not)
💔 forced proximity
💔 feminization
💔 few but really meaningful spicy scenes
💔 neurodivergent rep
💔 dad that makes you wanna just PUNCH SOMETHING
💔 the sweetest angel named Noah
💔 the most supportive and patient boy named Damien
🤍 plz plz PLZ read the content warnings before diving into this book!! 🤍
💔 Wicked When He Cries by Avery Collins 💔
“I’ve loved you for so long, I don’t even remember what it felt like not to.”
another five star read for this year!! i knew as soon as i read the dedication at the beginning that i was going to be sobbing through this book- and i was right.
Damien and Noah’s love story made my heart throb. im not usually a lover of slow burns, but the way the author handled this was completely necessary. when we first meet the MMC’s, they are stepbrothers. that doesn’t last long, with the story doing a four year time jump into the future where their parents have separated. throughout these four years, Damien and Noah haven’t talked to each other (though they both desperately want to). they are reunited when they are basically forced to live together at Blackthorne U (thanks Ryan!!), though things aren’t peachy right away (thanks Lionel!!).
some of my favorite moments from the book were when Damien shows his supportive side to Noah (and how much of a consent KING 👑 he is), Noah finally standing up for himself, THE NICKNAMES (‘Blue’ .. ‘Mien’) 🥹, “It’s not my fault that my mind doesn’t work like everyone else’s.”, the headphones 🎧, the pond- ya know what?? i loved every single piece of this book but i can’t keep giving out little details, you’re gonna have to read it yourself when it comes out on February 25th ❤️
some things included in Damien and Noah’s story:
💔 stepbros (til they’re not)
💔 forced proximity
💔 feminization
💔 few but really meaningful spicy scenes
💔 neurodivergent rep
💔 dad that makes you wanna just PUNCH SOMETHING
💔 the sweetest angel named Noah
💔 the most supportive and patient boy named Damien
🤍 plz plz PLZ read the content warnings before diving into this book!! 🤍
Review of advance copy received from Author
Oh to say this book had me in a chokehold from the first page would be an understatement. Adding this book to my 5 star reads of 2026.
Damien is the resident hook up God at the Sin Bin. He never commits to any relationship, solely focused on playing basketball for Blackthorne U with the possibility of going pro. When Noah Adams walks through the doors of the Sin Bin as his new roommate, the person he ran away from 4 years ago without a single word, the true love of his life he doesn't know how to react whether this is karma for his bad decisions or a chance to reconcile and finally be with the one person he can no longer live without.
Noah has followed a strict routine under the careful control of his father. He is now attending Blackthorne U with the potential to become an Olympic swimmer having no idea that he will once again be living under the same roof as Damien Moore - the person that meant everything to him, yet completely ghosted him without an explanation. Can they coexist together in silence or will Noah finally get the answers he has been wondering for the past 4 years.
Damien and Noah are literally everything. The love they have for each other is so tragically beautiful. Damien is fiercely protective of Noah and will do everything to gain his trust and to show him just how beautiful of a person he truly is. Noah is trying to become confident with who he is as a person struggling with body images, his dad's blatant disregard of his life choices and wanting to be who he truly is without fear. With Damien's love and their found family, watching Noah slowly regain his confidence when things get too loud is truly amazing.
I love the Blackthorne U boys so much, it was an honor to ARC read this spectacular book!
Damien is the resident hook up God at the Sin Bin. He never commits to any relationship, solely focused on playing basketball for Blackthorne U with the possibility of going pro. When Noah Adams walks through the doors of the Sin Bin as his new roommate, the person he ran away from 4 years ago without a single word, the true love of his life he doesn't know how to react whether this is karma for his bad decisions or a chance to reconcile and finally be with the one person he can no longer live without.
Noah has followed a strict routine under the careful control of his father. He is now attending Blackthorne U with the potential to become an Olympic swimmer having no idea that he will once again be living under the same roof as Damien Moore - the person that meant everything to him, yet completely ghosted him without an explanation. Can they coexist together in silence or will Noah finally get the answers he has been wondering for the past 4 years.
Damien and Noah are literally everything. The love they have for each other is so tragically beautiful. Damien is fiercely protective of Noah and will do everything to gain his trust and to show him just how beautiful of a person he truly is. Noah is trying to become confident with who he is as a person struggling with body images, his dad's blatant disregard of his life choices and wanting to be who he truly is without fear. With Damien's love and their found family, watching Noah slowly regain his confidence when things get too loud is truly amazing.
I love the Blackthorne U boys so much, it was an honor to ARC read this spectacular book!
Review of advance copy received from Author
Wicked When He Cries is another beautiful, gut-wrenching story from Avery Collins- set in the Blackthorne U world. This time, we get to learn more about Sin Bin boy Damien (the one we have been previously introduced to as the “easygoing bed-hopper”) and his former stepbrother Noah (a quiet, introverted swimming prodigy with a love of photography).
Like the previous three books, this story was full of drama, longing, broken boys. tears, humans trying to find love and acceptance in a world that doesn’t play fair… But unlike the previous three, this book contains a much softer love story- rooted more in support, unwavering love, and acceptance- rather than in pain, violence, or possession. Trust me, it will still rip your heart out before it stitches it up again, but with much less blood involved than usual... and more lace. 😝
You can expect:
- MM
- dual POV
- HEA
- ex-stepbrothers
- heavy angst/pining
- slow-burn
- second chances
- “It was always you.”
- found family
- first times
- lace kink
- “Babygirl” 🥵
- size difference
- spice that enhances the story
One of the best things about the Blackthorne U books is that while each one is their own unique story- not a copy/paste of the same formula or vibe- they all stick with you long after you read them. They also intertwine, with characters coming and going throughout all of the books, and building on the things you know about them. Loved the previous books, LOVED this story, and now I can’t wait to see who the next Sin Bin boy will be!
(Oh. And because I can’t help myself, I’m just gonna leave this here:
Killian, my tender little innocent House Daddy… What HAVE you done? 👀😝)
Like the previous three books, this story was full of drama, longing, broken boys. tears, humans trying to find love and acceptance in a world that doesn’t play fair… But unlike the previous three, this book contains a much softer love story- rooted more in support, unwavering love, and acceptance- rather than in pain, violence, or possession. Trust me, it will still rip your heart out before it stitches it up again, but with much less blood involved than usual... and more lace. 😝
You can expect:
- MM
- dual POV
- HEA
- ex-stepbrothers
- heavy angst/pining
- slow-burn
- second chances
- “It was always you.”
- found family
- first times
- lace kink
- “Babygirl” 🥵
- size difference
- spice that enhances the story
One of the best things about the Blackthorne U books is that while each one is their own unique story- not a copy/paste of the same formula or vibe- they all stick with you long after you read them. They also intertwine, with characters coming and going throughout all of the books, and building on the things you know about them. Loved the previous books, LOVED this story, and now I can’t wait to see who the next Sin Bin boy will be!
(Oh. And because I can’t help myself, I’m just gonna leave this here:
Killian, my tender little innocent House Daddy… What HAVE you done? 👀😝)
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