(possible spoilers below)
Except For That is most definitely not something I would have chosen to read if anyone else but Rachel Windsor had written it. Because this author writes so well and captures emotions in a way that can pierce your soul I felt compelled to buy it.
In this tale, main character Mo loses her interest in the physical side of her love with her girlfriend Beth because of the medicine she's taking for her depression. Their once active and fully committed to each other love life comes to a halt.
Out of extreme guilt she really shouldn't have to be feeling, Mo gives Beth her permission to have sexual relations with someone else. When Beth asks what the conditions would be instead of yelling, "No way, no how, I only want and love you," the story takes a very uncomfortable turn for me.
If I could put it into any words why this particular story bothers me so, I guess it would come down to this: how can sex ever come before one's love and caring for their partner's health and wellbeing? I'm so glad it's on my ereader because otherwise I might have tossed it down in exasperation, that's how into the story I was, how emotionally invested I became.
I finished this morning and there were actually a few times I thought I was going to throw up, that's how bad my nerves were over this, an eighty six page story...Again, I don't understand the intense reaction. I think, in part, it's because Beth goes through with the cheating and it kills me that it's not enough for her that she and Mo have a solid loving relationship in every other way.
It's true that, in the end, the two get back together, both promising to work on their relationship. But the affair has happened and the fact that Mo's health issues aren't resolved is unnerving. Even more unnerving is the implication Mo will do whatever it takes to get her sex drive back.
The title itself comes from when Beth tells the woman she's soon going to cheat with that she and Mo are fine "except for that," meaning their love life. By the story's close, the words have a different, more positive, implication, but it doesn't change (for me) that Beth couldn't be stronger when it came to her urges. Mo, the reader sees, also is deeply hurt by this, despite the fact it was her "idea."
No matter what, or maybe because of all this, I think it says a lot about a writer and how powerful words can be, in the right person's hands, when fiction gets to you in a way that physically and emotionally shakes you to the core. I highly recommend this read, but have to add that this has the potential to shake you up a lot.