Kasia Sawadzka has spent her life choosing responsibility over desire. A retinal surgeon in Seattle, she is steady, disciplined, and fiercely devoted to her family. Rock stars belong to another world. Temporary, dangerous. Not for women who have to keep their hands steady and their heart intact.
Rafe Ashton is tired of being a symbol. As the frontman of The Riven Altar, one of the world’s most enigmatic alt-rock bands, he lives inside myth. Sacrifice, blood, lament, all while privately craving something quieter, truer. Fame has taught him how easily people want access without understanding, and how badly intimacy can break when it’s rushed, exposed, or consumed.
Their connection begins by accident. It deepens through late-night conversations, shared silences, and the slow recognition of something neither of them was looking for but both feel, unmistakably. Rafe doesn’t want to be worshipped. Kasia doesn’t want to be rescued. What they want is terrifyingly simple: but will they be able to hold onto it?
Love doesn’t exist in a vacuum. Touring schedules, public scrutiny, family obligations, old wounds, and the cost of choosing someone when the world demands something else all threaten to pull them apart. As grief resurfaces and the distance between stages and operating rooms grows wider, Kasia and Rafe must decide whether love can survive without guarantees, or if wanting each other is simply another beautiful thing destined to fracture.
This book holy mother of pearls, it was such a rollercoaster of emotions I really loved the writing, the overall plot, the way it just flows. This books takes you on a journey of tension, yearning, but mksf of all betrayals and dealing with inside thoughts and how they go through life, it’s a beautiful and emotionally powerful book that takes you along for a hot ride, and it’s so addictive before you know you’re finished with it or it actually finishes you instead. That’s the power of a good author, an author that has a whole career infront of her, and I will be by her side to hype her up cause this was phenomenal I can’t get enough. INIDIE AUTHOR.
Rafe omfggggg he’s so dreamy I can’t ughh this made is what you call a category 5 yearner oh lord he was so god damn fine and I eat his scenes up ugh he was everything and more. His character ughh he was so in his head. HE WAS hurting my soul throughout. My pooor man just wants peace he wants love but he thinks he fucks it up every time 😭😭 Literally he forgets to breathe and live in the moment he’s so in his head 😭😭😭 he needs that one thing to ground him and turn the volume down of his voices on his head. He’s so strong he keeps going even when it gets too much he pushes through and I love him so much
Kasia she was so badass but also she was so family oriented which was so important and I loved that. And she had so much tension so much heart towards rafe like it was so good!! I also feel like she was his way to escape his “static” in his head. She gave him His free childhood he never really got she gives him that she makes him feel like a teenager when he had to adult fast due to them doing the band. I feel like she learned a lot throughout.
Personally I think Rithy and Rafe have so much chemistry always and their tension it’s so intriguing so I’m curious to know what happens with them cause I sense something. I feel there’s room to grow and blossom and flourish but I feel kas isn’t his person idk how to explain they do connect but I don’t sense like they would make it long term just cause of the emotions rafe still is so stuck with his static in his head and I feel like (biased here) rithy he knows that pain he knows what rafe in a way others don’t because of that 20 year relationship thing and how they lost time and how it was the right person wrong time and I feel like they speak to me they seem more emotionally connected than kas and rafe.
This book had lovable side characters especially within kasias family, and rafe’s band mates and I feel like there’s so much material here to keep writing more and I’m so here for this because if it’s gonna be anything like this I’m so sat and I will love to be emotionally invested and then have that gut wrenching experience again. and THIS IS HER DEBUT WHATTTTT!!! Girlll this was everything and more so gooddddddd I can’t get enough of this and I love rafe and Rithy and the whole band like ugh they’re so hot I can’t contain myself
And THAT GOD DAMN ENDING WHAT THE FUCK I WAS SOBBING SO HARD I COULDN’T SEE THE PAGES. I am hurting so much that was so unexpected and so painful like I wasn’t expecting that at all I feel so broken after that. That really played with my emotions there to the extreme.
D.M. RANDALL…. Bestie this was so good ughhh I’m so proud of you this was so phenomenal and you should be damn proud of yourself and I can’t wait to see where you take me next cause you got me for the long haul now. I’m so glad we got to meet in this process and flourish a friendship that lights up my day and you’re just a good person that cares about her readers but also care about the importance of relationships and being such a light in this community and someone that I love to talk too. So I wanted to say thank you for everything and I am just so happy for you, you deserve the world my fiend.
I first read this book as a first draft, and this morning finished reading the final arc. It’s a long book, but I could read 10,000 pages of this. 🎸❤️🔥 It is very rare to come across a story that sticks with you and is so unbelievably moving, that you think about it for hours, days, weeks, months… this is one of those books. Debut author? unbelievable. Wonderful writing, wonderful story, wonderful characters. This story is heartbreaking AND heartwarming in equal measure. There is something for everyone in this beautiful thing here. I loved the relationships, the characters are so lovable, Rafe & Kasia have my whole heart ~ but there is a very special place for Rithy 💜 So excited for his story too. Massive congratulations to you if you got through reading this without bawling like a baby, and congratulations to the author ✍️ MASTERPIECE.
Do you remember your first concert? That moment when the lights dim, the first note hits, and suddenly a song slices straight through you like it knows every secret you’ve ever kept?
This book brings that feeling rushing back. It makes you wonder… what if?
What if you met the person whose music shaped your dreams, not under stage lights, but somewhere ordinary and unexpected? What if you had the chance to see the human behind the voice, the stories behind the lyrics, the pain and beauty that live between the notes?
This story feels like stepping into a dream you once had as a teenager, staring at posters on your wall and imagining impossible things. It’s about brushing against the untouchable, meeting the idols you once placed on a pedestal, and discovering what it truly takes to turn a fever dream into something real.
Because dreams come with a cost. They ask for courage. Growth. Sacrifice.
Sometimes fate opens a door. Sometimes it pauses everything and forces you to see the weight your dreams place not only on you, but on the people who walk beside you.
At its heart, this is a story about love and devotion, about chasing light through the dark, and about finding the strength to hold onto something beautiful even when it feels just out of reach. ✨📖🎶
I LOVED THIS BOOK SO MUCHHHHH. Rafe and Kasia are EVERYTHING. I absolutely adored every second of their story. D.M. Randall's writing is vivid and immersive; everything was descriptive and I pictured the chapters so well. Kasia's family is definitely a highlight; reading about them was wonderful. I loved reading about all the different dynamics between different members of her family, and how that plays out in her own life. Then, Rafe comes into the picture and I'm going to hold your hand when I say this, but you have not read about true yearning until you read about Rafe. I'm NEVER getting over The Riven Altar. And to top it all off, the ending was absolutely GUT WRENCHING. I don't normally cry over books but gosh, I did cry over this one. PLEASE do yourself a favour and read this AMAZING BOOK. Kasia and Rafe are going to stick with me for a while. Thank you D.M. Randall for providing me with an ARC to review. I can't wait to see what other amazing things you get up to.
Now this is how you write a Sleep Token inspired romance!!
The writing is absolutely captivating…poetic, emotional, & will completely pull you under. I didn’t even register that this was a 600+ page book… I just devoured it. Easily my top read of the year so far, and I genuinely didn’t want it to end. From the very first page, I was hooked. Every emotion feels raw & intentional, like you’re living it right alongside the characters. This story doesn’t just pull you in…it holds you there & refuses to let you go.
I’m always a sucker for dual POV, & this one delivered. Getting inside both perspectives added so much depth to the story. The characters felt incredibly real…flawed, layered, & grounded. The relationships, especially the family dynamics, were written in a way that felt honest & relatable without losing that emotional intensity.
And Rafe… Rafe is the standard. The blueprint. The reason my expectations are now unrealistic & I will never recover. Giant green flag…the kind of man who would hold you like a prayer, not a possession & worship you like something sacred.
I am genuinely blown away that this is a debut novel. If this is what D.M. Randall can do right out the gate… I will be reading everything she writes with haste!
I’m still in shock that this was a debut novel by DM. Randall this book completely blew me away! This is so much more than just a rockstar romance; it’s layered with emotional depth that had me feeling everything from start to finish. I especially loved how mature and intentional the conversations were between Kasia and Rafe.
This story felt like a true journey, and I genuinely didn’t want to put it down. From Kasia’s life as a doctor to Rafe navigating the chaos of the rockstar world, and the cultural influences woven throughout, every element came together to create something incredibly unique and powerful.
Not only was the story amazing, but the writing itself was absolutely beautiful. There were moments that genuinely gave me chills. I can’t even begin to explain how much I loved this book.
This is one of those stories that lingers long after the final page… and I already know Kasia and Rafe will be living in my head for a very long time.
This book…THIS BOOK! I am unwell! I sat at my kitchen table crying and drinking wine for a good 30min. Then I stared at the wall for another 30 mins and decided maybe I should write this review.
The Riven Alter is on the longer side but please DO NOT let that deter you. Every part of this story blends and flows so damn beautifully that if anything were missing the impact wouldn’t be as strong. The picture that DM paints is beyond words.
I laughed. I cried. I screamed. I giggled. It was all there and I didn’t want it to end.
Kasia went to a concert at 16 and fell in love, I love how absolutely real that felt how relatable it instantly made her character! Fast forward and now she’s in her 30s and she’s a retinal surgeon trying to find her way professionally and personally. Rafe is a rockstar (literally) who lands himself in Kasia chair. JEALOUS! Everything Kasia thought she knew and wanted comes into question and she’s swept up in this whirlwind romance that makes you wish you could be her. Rafe is like the perfect MMC he talks essentially in song lyrics that melt your heart, mind, and soul. And he loves so hard you feel it in your bones as a reader. He’s learned his mistakes from the past and he fights like hell to find his peace.
The family dynamic is so heartwarming. They are so close and loving and there for each other. The sibling banter was so cute it reminded me of me and my siblings. The band members of The Riven Alter I need to know more about them, I hope that we soon get to learn!!
There was heartbreak, grief, love, and laughter. This book had it all. But buckle up because trust me it will leave you feeling broken. But in the best(?) way! I didn’t want this story to end!!!
4.5 ⭐️ I felt all emotions with this book and feel like i lived a whole lifetime experiencing this book. D.M. Randall did not pull her punches writing this tremendous debut novel. The book is paced well where the romance doesn’t feel rushed or limited to short time span but really has time to flourish and become such a deep love. I throughly enjoyed the dual POV of this story and the parallels that happen in their lives leading to an even more profound love in the end. There were a few moments where I was so ready for the main characters to interact more directly but so much character growth happened during that time that made other moments between so profound. I was so invested in their love story that I felt such a wide range of emotions from this story that sometimes I had to pause to process everything that happened in the story but at the same time feeling like I need to know more and keep reading.
The MMC is so poetic and I felt like I could have highlighted so many amazing quotes from him that made me swoon. He talks to her like it is song lyrics at times and isn’t in the cliche way but just poetic and beautiful. I have decided the author must moonlight as a song writer. 🤣
Although you will experience a whirlwind of emotions with this story, I felt complete with the ending of the story. I am excited to read more by D.M Randell and get to experience the other love stories in future books. Do be prepared for a 600 page book that is full of an insightful and intense love story that will make you cry, laugh, and shocked at times. Worth every page!
I had such a great time reading this one and I really connected with the characters. The dynamic between Rafe, Kasia and Dominik had some real stakes and tension which really kept me engaged. I found the band dynamic rubbing up against the interpersonal relationships of the members outside of the band was super interesting and the last 100-150 pages were absolutely electric.
6⭐️ Holy hell, this book has done something to me. What started as a playlist that looked like it was straight out of my teenage years, and the promise of a rockstar romance very quickly turned into something that I will never forget. Kasia and Rafe were everything. Her family was everything. His bandmates were everything. It was devastating, beautiful, and I definitely shed a good amount of tears. To me, that's how you know a story has its claws in you, and this one left scars in the best way.
What if you had a chance encounter with the lead singer of your favorite band that’s ended up rocking your world and changing the trajectory of your life.. and heart forever? Love can be so many things.. scary, unpredictable, alluring, yet dangerous, much like life on the road in a band and life as a busy retinal surgeon! But when worlds collide, they are bound behind the veil forever.. even if the people shot with Cupid’s arrow think it’s temporary. 💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤 Where do I start with my feelings with this book…. It’s been a long time since I read a book where I literally bawled like a baby to this degree.. I mean for a full 7% of the book I was not okay, high level, ugly Kim Kardashian crying. 😭 And when the book was over I just stared at the wall for a bit 🥹I definitely have a full book hangover! This book will put you through all the emotions.. laughter, joy, that feeling of euphoria of falling and love, the feeling of your favorite concert experience.. and will rip your heart out, replace it and rip it out again and stitch it back up by the end. This was the contemporary romance I didn’t know I needed so badly in my life right now. I’m gonna call this 🥰SLOW YEARN, 🥰because my man Rafe… oh boy.. yearn he did. And our FMC, Kasia 🥹🥹 I absolutely adored her. And we get both their POVs.. I honestly think Rafe’s POV was one of the best written male POVs I’ve read in quite a while. 🎤🎸🥁🎹🎶🎤🎸🥁🎹 There is so much I could say and so much I don’t want to say about this book because I think you’re better off just going into it knowing minimal info, but check your triggers because there are some heavy topics covered!! This book dares you to dream big even when it seems out of your reach. Kasia was truly worthy of all the good that happened to her, and it took her a while to realize it, but as the reader, I cheered for her all along the way! This is a longer book (over 600 pages), but don’t be put off by that, the author was very intentional with everything and nothing seemed like filler! It was a roller coaster of growth and setbacks as well but very much life peeling off the layers of a beautiful onion so the characters could truly feel three dimensional!
This book did not disappoint at all. Who hasn’t over obviously been in love with their favorite rockstar or boy bad member? As a teenager growing up, NKOTB were the boy band I fell in love with. That excitement of seeing any first concert is something that is an amazing experience!!! This story follows a retina surgeon and the front man for the Band The Riven Altar as they navigate a relationship that is thrust into the public eye and life pressures. It teaches you that even the greatest love stories are not without tears, miles, and other problems. Love is hard enough to navigate through without being a celebrity and this book shows the other side that most of us do not understand. I loved this book very much. I read this as an arc and this is my unbiased review.
I am absolutely enthralled with this book and absolutely everything about it! I haven’t felt like this since reading a certain Raven book and I NEVER thought a book could embed itself into my brain even a fraction of the amount that this one did I am OBSESSED! You want to READ this forget about your TBR and other books and get lost in this one. You won’t regret it
This story felt intimate in a way that quietly wrecks you. It’s not loud or rushed—it’s slow, intentional, and deeply emotional.
Kasia and Rafe come from completely different worlds, but what makes this stand out is how real everything feels. The push and pull between love, responsibility, and timing hits in a way that stays with you long after you finish.
There’s no fantasy of easy love here—just two people trying to hold onto something meaningful while everything around them threatens to pull it apart.
Wow! This is one of my favorite books I’ve read recently. I really can’t say enough good things about it. This story broke my heart and mended it back together multiple times. I loved all the characters and how developed they were. It was so easy to picture them and feel like you were fully in their story. The music inspiration and how much was focused on music and how life changing it is is what made me want to read it from the start. I would definitely recommend.
I'm not going to lie. I had a hard time connecting to the book at the beginning. There is a key at the start of the book that explains how to pronounce names/words (Polish) but there were so many and I couldn't remember them all. So I found myself making up my own pronunciations for them. But it slowed down my reading speed my half since I was overthinking everything. I did enjoy the plot overall. The fmc is a strong woman realizing that she's spent most of her life studying/working and now she wants more fun, freedom and happiness. She finally gets tickets to see the band she obsessed over since she was 16 (The Riven Altar) and that alters her path. This book will make you feel all sorts of emotions so be ready! This was a great debut novel!
A couple parts I had made a little note: -Her poor brother! I literally cringed -His f it moment when he comes back for her when she's mourning
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
I had the absolute pleasure to receive an ARC from the author of the book and I am leaving an honest review.
I simply could not put this book down. I wanted to go along with the characters to the clinic and on tour.
This story follows Dr. Kasia Sawadzka and Rafe Ashton.
Dr. Sawadzka is a retina specialist in Seattle. This woman is intelligent, assertive, strong, disciplined and controlled. She will always choose someone else’s wellbeing over herself, because it has been drilled into her during medical training and through family values. On her first on call night, she goes to one of The Katabasis Tour concerts and gets back a small piece of herself: something out of her adolescent dreams, because she’s been a fan of The Riven Altar forever.
Rafe Ashton is better known as Obelus, lead singer of The Riven Altar. He’s observant, feels deeply, transforms every experience into poetic lyrics and music, and is craving a pause. He falls down after a concert and hits his head, which lands him in the ER and Dr. Sawadzka’s office. Her kindness, stillness, competence and beauty draw him in. He just can’t stop thinking about her.
Through text messages and phone calls these two opposing individuals get to know each other, drowning in the pull they feel.
This story is written beautifully, it captures the high of new love and contrasts it to duty and all the demands of the life they choose. It reminds us of being respectful with other’s time. And brings up that the right person will see us completely, respectfully, with admiration and through all the creation we present to everyone else. It highlights that real love stays for the ugly and can disappear in a second. That we all deserve a love that is present. DM Randall didn’t hold back writing this book…it’s a fantastic debut!!! If you love slower paced stories with a lot of yearning…this rockstar romance is just for you.
Thank you DM Randall for letting me be on this ARC Team, for waiting for my POV and for sharing and walking along my side while reading this amazing story.
This is the best romance novel I’ve read this year. The writing is poetic, lyrical. The characters are relatable, with distinctive personalities and voices. The dialogue is brilliant and the world is build around the reader so beautifully you can’t help but fall in. Congratulations on the best debut novel I’ve ever read!! If you’re looking for a refreshing contemporary romance with a serving of rockstar and longing then look no further.
Talk about an emotional roller coaster that refuses to let you off the ride!! You’re going to want to buckle up and hold on tight. This book will pull you in and make you feel all the feels. It’s all about love and grief and whether love is strong enough to overcome the grief. The character growth, relationships, and family dynamic are so real and relatable that you feel like you are apart of it. And the plot ❤️🔥, I could not put it down! PS another book boyfriend awaits you and you will want to grab tissues for this read! 😘 Expect to be ruined by the end, you’re welcome for the recommendation. Thank you D.M. Randall for this ARC read! ❤️
How can I explain how this book has wrecked me and healed me on equal parts? How can you explain the feeling of wanting to experience something again for the first time? This book was a whole rollercoaster between longing, yearning, banting, loving, learning... It's not just the story... It's how they grow, how they learn to live and boundaries, and so much more.
I'm honestly still speechless, and I finished this book days ago...
I absolutely loved this story! The way it's written, how it's constructed, how each person is significant and how relationships are built and developed so well on their own paths.... I just loved every page of this book!
And the characters???? GOD! I HAVE A LOT TO SAY ABOUT THEM! But where do I start?
Kasia, my girl.... you're totally badass, and you deserve the world! Hopefully you're getting it now! Your family? They just have a special place in my heart.... you'll know why ;) Rafe.... what I want to say about you will get me banned.... but I just think you're a jewel. TRA boys.... you're doing amazing!
DM, you absolutely hit it out of the stadium! Or should I say the ritual instead? This book is a masterpiece :heart:
Additionally, do I have to mention your songwriting?? Giiirl! Make this real hahaha
Its a great book but it just isn’t my type of book but admirations to the author. Writing a book isn’t easy at all. Congratulations for writing a great book.💞
Oh this book! Now this is a debut novel! Being a huge fan of music, specifically metal and rock, this was the perfect rockstar romance.
It was almost like a backstage pass into the lives of the band and what they deal with on a regular basis including crazy touring schedules and yet still wanting normalcy with people in general.
I adored the FMC Kasia. She had such strong family values and was loyal and selfless. Watching her get pulled into Rafe's world was very interesting and definitely different than what she is used to.
Don't even get me started on Rafe...Mr. Green Flag MMC. I'm definitely a Rafe fan girl! The guarded rockstar energy was EVERYTHING. He craved a type of normalcy that he found in Kasia. It combines the chaos of fame with the human need for a deep connection with another person.
Their relationship was built beautifully. It is definitely a slow burn (which I'm totally fine with). It showed how both characters struggled with unspoken feelings for one another, tragic times and life in general. It wasn't dramatic but it was raw and real.
The writing is absolutely gorgeous. It's very expressive and poetic. I really appreciated the depth it went into with the details throughout the entire book. It also made me feel so nostalgic thinking back to my first concert and how a band's music can get you through the best and worst of times.
I cannot recommend this enough. It made me kick my feet up in the air yet also made me throw my kindle. You'll definitely have to read it for yourself and go on the emotional and exciting journey of Rafe and Kasia.
DM’s writing is so immersive and descriptive, I dare you to not be sucked in!
Good pacing, a plot that gets you thinking and duel POV. (A joy of mine!) I love to see yearning from a man infatuated, and boy does DM deliver. This book ticks a lot of boxes for tropes and micro tropes. There’s literally something for everyone.
The characters are raw and true to life. Don’t start reading expecting a hero. Just real people figuring out how to exist in a messy world. Funny, unique and just morally grey enough to drive you wild.
It’s steamy, it’s thrilling, it’s maddening! It’s your next top read
ARC reader review Okay let me just say this book put my emotions through a total roller-coaster, like just when I think I know where the story is going I get gut punched in the feels. There was not one spot during the book where it dropped off, the pace of the book was perfectly written and had me hooked, the perfect amount of romance and drama. I can not wait to read Nat's story in the next one, I actually liked her character and want more of her! 5☆ star read 💜
Okay. The Riven Alter by D.M. Randall was perfection. 😍 I was obsessed with Rafe and Kasia 🤓😍 Thank you @dmrandall for choosing me to ARC read this 645-page, beautifully written, devastatingly heart-wrenching, lovely FREAKING masterpiece that I can’t stop thinking about. And 645 pages — is it ever that serious? Yes, it freaking is. I didn’t want the book to end!
The characters were all amazingly written, lovable, and real. I loved the side characters almost as much as Kasia and Rafe. This was perfect, and I can’t wait for the next book. Great way to achieve the emotional destruction of your readers — yes, I’m still salty 😂 The attention to detail in Kasia’s and Rafe’s family stories and career difficulties was incredible. I could go on and on. Like I said…this book was just perfect 🥹
I received an advanced reader’s copy of this book and was not paid for my review.
*** Kasia is a fiercely disciplined Seattle doctor who has no time for the chaos of a rock star. Rafe is the enigmatic frontman of a legendary alt-rock band, exhausted by fame and craving something real. When a chance encounter sparks a deep, late-night connection, they must navigate grueling tour schedules, intense public scrutiny, and their own grief to figure out if their love can survive the spotlight. - Rock Star x Doctor - Opposites Attract - Accidental Connection - Emotional & Angsty *** I’m not sure I know where to start with this review. It’s safe to say that this book broke my heart, made me cry ugly tears, and stare at a wall for far too long recovering. So yeah, you have to read it.
This is a rockstar romance, but it’s not what you would expect. It is slow, introspective, emotional, poetic, and painfully human. If you are looking for the fast paced, hit after hit spicy romance then this is not the book for you. But if you want to get swept up in real, painful emotion and an impossible romance through a poetic lens, then you absolutely have to read this book.
Kasia is our FMC, she is the responsible, high achieving, focussed and driven daughter of a loud, enigmatic family that loves hard. She has weekly family dinners, connections that are long, messy and impossible to ignore and so so much responsibility that she never quite figured out how to live her life now she has achieved her goal of becoming a doctor. With the exception of one thing, her favourite band, The Riven Altar has been an obsession since her brother took her to their first gig when she was 16. I loved Kasia, I felt her pain and pressure so well, she is desperate to do the right thing and usually that means choosing between what she wants and others’ needs. Watching her go through this book, breaking into little pieces and healing them back together in totally different ways, is powerful.
Rafe is the semi-anonymous front band for the dark and twisty mega rock band. They play behind veils whilst giving their souls and hearts to their music. But Rafe is drowning in that life, not sure who is anymore, and trying not to be the guy who hurts everyone around him. A chance encounter brings him face to face with a doctor with smudged eyeliner and glitter on her cheeks, his entire world shifts and centres on something new. My man, he did me proud, he is not perfect – by any stretch – but he is learning from his mistakes and when he stakes a claim, he stands by it.
Be warned, this story covers some genuinely heart wrenching topics and doesn’t shy away from the realities of grief, pain and loss. But it does it so so well. It feels real and is written so beautifully I have no doubt I will be coming back for more when book 2 comes out.
Ready to be emotionally wrecked repeatedly? Want something poetic, lyrical, slow paced and beautiful? Go get it!
I am not quite sure how to put this book review in a format that will do it justice. I just finished the The Riven Altar by D.M. Randall and I am speechless. You know when you read a book and then at the end of it, you pause- and it takes those additional moments to work through the amount of emotions you were just taken through? That is probably the best way I can explain what it is like to read this story.
This is a Rock and Roll M/F romance that rips out your heartstrings with so much passion. The author’s writing is unlike anything I have ever read! The imagery she conveys in the way she writes is just – WOW. You feel everything. Absolutely everything.
The funny thing is that this book is not written in first person. It is written in dual POV, and you can feel everything each of these characters are going through, but not with a single “I felt xyz” type statement. NOT ONE SINGLE MENTION of an internal dialogue touching a “what should I do” mindset. Not a single detail repeated. “I can’t be with him this time” each chapter even though they are indeed with him again and again in each chapter. Every sentence in this story moves the paragraph forward. Every paragraph is needed for the chapter. It is a 642 page story but it reads effortlessly. I have read 310 books in the last couple of years, and when I say I have never read anything like this- I can not be more sincere.
This is D.M. Randall’s first book, and I am absolutely blown away. This was a bit out of my traditional reading style – but holy WOW am I glad I read this. That statement doesn’t actually capture it though…. It is more like, I am so glad things aligned and somehow I was fortunate enough to cross paths with this amazing author and experience this story. I cannot wait to see where this series goes. Esp. for book 3.
This is a placeholder review for Goodreads and will be amended as my more formal review evolves.
First and Foremost-- 6 star read, I am writing this review 12 hours after I finished it and I am still utterly wrecked and devastated but in the best way.
The very first thing I fell in love with for this story is Kasia's family, they are so loving and genuine, messy and imperfect, caring and nurturing. Absolutely everything a family should be- I felt just as part of the family by the end of this story because that was this family does for others, takes you in and keeps you.
The love story between Rafe and Kasia- its everything it is meant to be. Haunting, raw, complex, dreamy, hypnotic, mesmerizing, true, real, captivating. I could go on and on.
The depth of this story was the real shining gem for me, I went in completely blind and was rewarded with the hard hitting impact of a glimpse into this family's life- the lasting genuine true love found in normal life with someone who is your best friend, the sturdiness of sibling bonds- being there for each other no matter what- the complicated emotions of loneliness, duty, maintaining peace, denying your heart, unrequited love, the effect of toxic people hurting others you love, support, desire, obsession, superficial interactions, genuine interactions- just a full representation of real life.
I truly loved every single thing about this book from beginning to end. I love how D.M. wrote layers to each character and we slowly uncover them the more we read. The pace was set up perfectly for the progression of the plot, the plot just made sense the entire time I read it- almost as if I already had known all these characters for years to say, "oh that is definitely characteristic of so-and-so" I understood everyone's actions as they happened and the reasons for them.
10/10, Absolutely no notes- if you love emotional damage, real characters, and a once in a lifetime opportunity with your romance this is a book for you.
The Riven Altar is a rockstar romance, but it’s actually SOOO much more than that. While the music and fame play a big role, the heart of this story is in the relationships. Every single one of them. The way the characters are written will have you flipping pages late into the night.
I honestly don’t know how to fully put into words what this book made me feel. Over 600 pages flew by like it was nothing, and I was sad to see the end getting closer.. That's how good it is!! I laughed, I cried, and yes... I legit yelled at my Kindle more than once.
As a concert loving girlie, I connected with the story so much. That feeling of seeing the lights go up for the first time and being forever changed. But then Kasia gets to meet the real person behind the fame. The fact that they both fell for AND accepted eachother the they were.. that slow burn was perfection!!
The diverse cultures meant so much to me too. Not to mention my gega was Polish, and while we never spoke the language, the family closeness and dynamics felt so familiar and personal. You experience the warmth and chaos of Kasia’s family dinners, their love, their grief, and it stays with you. Plus seeing a woman who is brilliant and staking her claim in a male dominated profession was such a nice change. We adore a bosssss lady!!
Rafe’s POV added had me INVESTED. Getting a look backstage, into touring life, and into his poetic mind was truly an experience. And the band? You truly get to know every member and their fights, struggles, and closeness with each other, which made me love them that much more!
I was completely hooked from start to finish, and everything about this book will live rent free in my head....now all I want is to see this band live because I’m 1000% in.
And Rafe… yeah, I’ll be dreaming about him for a long LONNGG time.
This book is an emotional rollercoaster ride that never stops! WOW. When Kasia turns 16, her big brother, Piotr, lets her tag along with him and his best friend, Dominik, to see a local band, The Riven Altar, play. She is blown away by the band, and instantly obsessed. Fast forward 16 years and Kasia is a retinal surgeon/specialist who just scored tickets to see her (now world famous) favorite band perform again. Through a series of events, she ends up meeting the lead singer and forming a tentative friendship, even though he’s on the road touring. Meanwhile, she starts dating (now single dad) Dominik. It isn’t long before she is feeling torn between the two men - safe, dependable Dominik, known all her life, and dangerous rockstar Rafe, with whom she has an intense connection she’s never felt before. Both men make mistakes along the way that cause uncertainty for Kasia, and ultimately, a shocking event leads Kasia to make a heartbreaking decision. She desperately tries to move on, until another devastating event changes life as she knows it, and she’s forced to choose again. Can love conquer all the obstacles life throws in its path, or will Kasia never see her happy ending? The Riven Altar will take you through all the emotions and back again. It will rip you apart just to put you back together, then repeat the process. 10/10, must read, especially if you enjoy rockstar romance and strong FMCs. Also, you will fall in love with every member of Kasia’s wild and crazy Polish family! All the characters are so well-written and the writing itself is so descriptive, emotive, and even poetic. You truly feel like you’re in the space with every character in every scene. I seriously can’t believe that this was a debut novel 🤯