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Where Your Scars Meet Mine
Octavia Marrow knows what it is to be ruined.
Marked by her mother’s overdose and the brutal ghosts of her childhood, she has spent years trying to become the kind of girl worth keeping. The Marrows gave her a home, a name, and the promise of something close to normal. All Octavia has to do is be grateful enough, quiet enough, good enough not to lose it.
That is until Silas Corvin is brought into her home, and everything begins to unravel.
The son of her father’s ex-Army friend, Silas comes from a troubled home, carrying his damage like a weapon. Angry, reckless, and impossible to ignore, he is forced into the role of her adoptive brother, a line neither of them should want to cross. He is supposed to be temporary. A complication. A boy she survives.
Instead, he becomes the one thing she cannot resist.
What begins as tension quickly turns into something darker. Every glance lingers. Every touch feels wrong in a way that makes her want more. And the closer they get, the more Octavia realizes Silas does not recoil from the broken parts of her, he is drawn to them. In his hands, her damage does not feel like something to hide. It feels like something he understands.
But some desires do not come without a cost.
As secrets begin to rot through the walls of the Marrow house, what festers between Octavia and Silas grows harder to deny and even harder to survive. Because this is not the kind of love that heals. It is the kind that consumes. The kind born from pain, fed by obsession, destined to leave wreckage in its wake.
Some broken things do not beg to be saved. They ache to be claimed by something just as shattered.
Marked by her mother’s overdose and the brutal ghosts of her childhood, she has spent years trying to become the kind of girl worth keeping. The Marrows gave her a home, a name, and the promise of something close to normal. All Octavia has to do is be grateful enough, quiet enough, good enough not to lose it.
That is until Silas Corvin is brought into her home, and everything begins to unravel.
The son of her father’s ex-Army friend, Silas comes from a troubled home, carrying his damage like a weapon. Angry, reckless, and impossible to ignore, he is forced into the role of her adoptive brother, a line neither of them should want to cross. He is supposed to be temporary. A complication. A boy she survives.
Instead, he becomes the one thing she cannot resist.
What begins as tension quickly turns into something darker. Every glance lingers. Every touch feels wrong in a way that makes her want more. And the closer they get, the more Octavia realizes Silas does not recoil from the broken parts of her, he is drawn to them. In his hands, her damage does not feel like something to hide. It feels like something he understands.
But some desires do not come without a cost.
As secrets begin to rot through the walls of the Marrow house, what festers between Octavia and Silas grows harder to deny and even harder to survive. Because this is not the kind of love that heals. It is the kind that consumes. The kind born from pain, fed by obsession, destined to leave wreckage in its wake.
Some broken things do not beg to be saved. They ache to be claimed by something just as shattered.
572 pages, Kindle Edition
Published May 31, 2026
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Katerina St. Clair
11 books1,031 followersKaterina St Clair is an international best-selling author of fantasy, dark romance, and dystopian stories. She loves creating rich, immersive worlds where her readers can get lost in adventure, drama, and intrigue. Her books are filled with unforgettable characters, gripping twists, and the kind of storytelling that keeps fans coming back for more. Writing is her way of bringing new worlds to life and sharing them with readers who love finding an escape.
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July 11, 2026
3.5⭐️
обожнюю настільки травмованих персонажів, яких життя не пощадило. і тут просто комбо, бо сайлас та октавія саме такі. дві пошрамовані ззовні і всередині людини, які пройшли через усю жорстокість цього світу: від жахливих батьків до не менш важкого життя в притулках. та й в теперішньому їхні випробування не закінчилися. авторка точно не щадить своїх героїв. у цьому плані книга трохи нагадала історії лі ріверс.
ох, і те, що витворяла й дозволяла собі мати октавії.. те, що змусила пережити маленьку дівчинку 💔😭
я однозначно рада, що октавія її не врятувала від передозу, і її випиляли з сюжету одразу в пролозі.
з батьком сайласа історія не легша. від розділу з минулого дійсно мороз по шкірі йшов. абсолютно не засуджую те, що зробив сайлас. деяким «батькам» замість дітей потрібно видавати довічний квиток у пекло.
тому так, це саме та історія, де зранені герої опинилися під одним дахом як зведені брат і сестра вже в дорослому віці і нарешті в адекватній сім'ї. той випадок, коли їхні травми дуже добре знайомі обом, тож і не дивно, що їх починає тягнути одне до одного. плюс у них ще є особливе минуле з притулку 🥹
хоча їхнє «я люблю тебе» і відчувається трішки поспішним, але їхній зв'язок вийшов неймовірно чуттєвим, глибоким, сповненим бажання захистити одне одного. і, звісно ж, про спекотні спайсі авторка не забула 😈
загалом це історія на четвірку, але ще пів бала знімаю за безбожну й непотрібну затягнутість. камон, 500+ сторінок на таку кількість подій - це ту мач. моментами я дійсно нудилася і давала собі перепочити від книги.
плюс тут треба бути готовим до стилю авторки з мільйоном думок та описів. і коли це опис почуттів, напружених моментів чи спайсі такий об'єм сприймається ок. але коли це банальна ситуація і повторення по колу одних і тих самих слів, то, по-перше, хочеться сказати авторці: «я ж не лох, я з першого разу все зрозуміла», а по-друге - це нафіг непотрібна хрінь. можна було спокійно скоротити книгу вдвічі, взагалі нічого не втративши. досить катувати нас цими непотрібними товстунцями.
обожнюю настільки травмованих персонажів, яких життя не пощадило. і тут просто комбо, бо сайлас та октавія саме такі. дві пошрамовані ззовні і всередині людини, які пройшли через усю жорстокість цього світу: від жахливих батьків до не менш важкого життя в притулках. та й в теперішньому їхні випробування не закінчилися. авторка точно не щадить своїх героїв. у цьому плані книга трохи нагадала історії лі ріверс.
ох, і те, що витворяла й дозволяла собі мати октавії.. те, що змусила пережити маленьку дівчинку 💔😭
я однозначно рада, що октавія її не врятувала від передозу, і її випиляли з сюжету одразу в пролозі.
з батьком сайласа історія не легша. від розділу з минулого дійсно мороз по шкірі йшов. абсолютно не засуджую те, що зробив сайлас. деяким «батькам» замість дітей потрібно видавати довічний квиток у пекло.
тому так, це саме та історія, де зранені герої опинилися під одним дахом як зведені брат і сестра вже в дорослому віці і нарешті в адекватній сім'ї. той випадок, коли їхні травми дуже добре знайомі обом, тож і не дивно, що їх починає тягнути одне до одного. плюс у них ще є особливе минуле з притулку 🥹
хоча їхнє «я люблю тебе» і відчувається трішки поспішним, але їхній зв'язок вийшов неймовірно чуттєвим, глибоким, сповненим бажання захистити одне одного. і, звісно ж, про спекотні спайсі авторка не забула 😈
— ти - це не борг, — каже він. — ти - це не рахунок. ти - це не те, що в тебе відібрали. ти - це не те, що продала твоя мати. ти - це не сума всіх рук, які торкалися тебе з поганими намірами.
сльози ллються, перш ніж я встигаю їх зупинити. його великі пальці ловлять їх, розмазуючи по моїй шкірі, ніби вони теж мають значення.
— і якщо мені доведеться провести решту свого життя, вириваючи з тебе ці брехні одну за одною, — шепоче він, — то я це зроблю.❤️🩹
загалом це історія на четвірку, але ще пів бала знімаю за безбожну й непотрібну затягнутість. камон, 500+ сторінок на таку кількість подій - це ту мач. моментами я дійсно нудилася і давала собі перепочити від книги.
плюс тут треба бути готовим до стилю авторки з мільйоном думок та описів. і коли це опис почуттів, напружених моментів чи спайсі такий об'єм сприймається ок. але коли це банальна ситуація і повторення по колу одних і тих самих слів, то, по-перше, хочеться сказати авторці: «я ж не лох, я з першого разу все зрозуміла», а по-друге - це нафіг непотрібна хрінь. можна було спокійно скоротити книгу вдвічі, взагалі нічого не втративши. досить катувати нас цими непотрібними товстунцями.
July 31, 2026
3.5 ⭐️
June 12, 2026
Absolutely stunning but shattering!
St Clair did it again! She wrote another Dark Romance that isn't the norm. And I loved it. It was so deep, smutty & soul crushing. The perfect mix of bawling my eyes out & "omg that's so hot". Adopted siblings, abuse & healing at once. I don't think I can name another author besides her that can use such a hurting context and put that into a great dark romance.
A must read for DR lovers! Check ur triggers tho. 18+
St Clair did it again! She wrote another Dark Romance that isn't the norm. And I loved it. It was so deep, smutty & soul crushing. The perfect mix of bawling my eyes out & "omg that's so hot". Adopted siblings, abuse & healing at once. I don't think I can name another author besides her that can use such a hurting context and put that into a great dark romance.
A must read for DR lovers! Check ur triggers tho. 18+
May 1, 2026
✨ARC REVIEW✨
One of my favourite things about Kat’s books? The artwork - it NEVER disappoints 🤭
The writing is beautiful from start to finish. The heavier themes are handled with such care and respect.
The tough moments Octavia and Silas feel so raw and grounded. You can tell how much Kat has genuinely poured her heart and soul into this 🥹
Chapter 25 hit me harder than expected. I knew from the beginning the book would involve these heavy topics - it wasn’t triggering but it landed deep. If you’ve gone through something similar you’ll recognise that feeling and how real those moments are. It’s written in such an honest way.
It is definitely one chapter that has stayed with me after finishing.
I know all books come with trigger warnings but Kat goes the extra mile and gives a heads up with certain topics before continuing the chapter.
I'm not sure what you put in these books but they can heal so much 🥹
PS. The spice? Absolutely delivers 😍
One of my favourite things about Kat’s books? The artwork - it NEVER disappoints 🤭
The writing is beautiful from start to finish. The heavier themes are handled with such care and respect.
The tough moments Octavia and Silas feel so raw and grounded. You can tell how much Kat has genuinely poured her heart and soul into this 🥹
Chapter 25 hit me harder than expected. I knew from the beginning the book would involve these heavy topics - it wasn’t triggering but it landed deep. If you’ve gone through something similar you’ll recognise that feeling and how real those moments are. It’s written in such an honest way.
It is definitely one chapter that has stayed with me after finishing.
I know all books come with trigger warnings but Kat goes the extra mile and gives a heads up with certain topics before continuing the chapter.
I'm not sure what you put in these books but they can heal so much 🥹
PS. The spice? Absolutely delivers 😍
April 28, 2026
I’ve read a couple of books by Kat, but this one is hands down my favorite. From the beginning, I was sucked into Octavia and Silas’ world, and I didn’t want to leave. It was heartbreaking, yet beautiful. (Please read the triggers, though). If I could rate this higher, I definitely would!!!!
June 16, 2026
This book is one of my favorite reads of the year. When I started it, I knew it had a forbidden relationship and heavy topics, but I didn't expect it to make me feel so many emotions at once.
Octavia and Silas are both broken characters, but their past memories and struggles felt so real to me. I didn't expect to get so attached to them, but I really did. For me, this story shows how two people learn to trust each other, heal together, and survive together.
This is not just a spicy book. Even though I loved how possessive and jealous Silas was about Octavia, there was so much more to their relationship. Their romance was intense, emotional, and kept me invested the whole time.
The author talked about heavy topics and handled them very well. Her writing style is so addictive and had me hooked from the beginning.
I really recommend this book if you love emotional and spicy romances with broken characters and an intense love story.
Just make sure to check the trigger warnings first
Octavia and Silas are both broken characters, but their past memories and struggles felt so real to me. I didn't expect to get so attached to them, but I really did. For me, this story shows how two people learn to trust each other, heal together, and survive together.
This is not just a spicy book. Even though I loved how possessive and jealous Silas was about Octavia, there was so much more to their relationship. Their romance was intense, emotional, and kept me invested the whole time.
The author talked about heavy topics and handled them very well. Her writing style is so addictive and had me hooked from the beginning.
I really recommend this book if you love emotional and spicy romances with broken characters and an intense love story.
Just make sure to check the trigger warnings first
June 9, 2026
This was a dark, intense, beautiful read about two broken people who make each other whole. I was hooked from the very beginning. Octavia is vulnerable but strong FMC. Silas is intense and guarded. This was a story of painful pasts and healing and you can really feel the pain of the situations the MCs endure.
There was so much angst building up to the spice and the payoff was worth it. Silas worships Octavia and all of her jagged edges.
The moth might be my favorite thing about them. The story behind the moth really gut punched me.
Definitely check your triggers because this isn’t a light read. This book deals with some heavy topics.
There was so much angst building up to the spice and the payoff was worth it. Silas worships Octavia and all of her jagged edges.
The moth might be my favorite thing about them. The story behind the moth really gut punched me.
Definitely check your triggers because this isn’t a light read. This book deals with some heavy topics.
July 11, 2026
An outstanding book that has claimed my entire heart & soul, I fear I may end up in a slump now as I’m not sure if anything will top this! 💜
May 6, 2026
i had the honor of being an ARC reader for this book. it was beautifully and devastatingly written. it broke me and healed me at the same time and the reason for this book is absolutely incredible. Silas and Octavia’s story is heartbreaking and soul crushing and healing. ❤️🩹 bravo 👏🏼
July 3, 2026
Cathartic
Where Your Scars Meet Mine was such a brutal yet powerful statement on trauma, love, pain and addiction, childhood abuse and what healing from that means.
Octavia has done everything to make sure she will never be left behind again, even if it means aiming for perfection, a mold of the perfect daughter. Adopted after her mothers overdose, the scars and nightmares didn't die with her mother. They clung to her skin, burrowed deep in her heart and never let go.
Silas Corvin, reckless and troubled. An abusive history with his father leaves him detached and cold. He spent his entire life at St. Augustine's until someone from his past comes knocking - his Uncle Jake, his father's friend and the person who is ready to offer him a home.
Immediately, pain recognizes pain - Silas and Octavia are drawn together like moths to a flame. They teeter on the edge of right and wrong, the pull of their dark pasts melding them together. After a series of texts, they are caving. The rot is back and she doesn't know how to make it disappear. Silas is the only person who can drown out the noise, making her feel something other than visceral fear. Throwing all caution to the wind, they no longer hide. They embrace the connection they have, they allow themselves something good. But not all stays quiet, avoiding the messages becomes harder when it comes barreling in, a manifestation in the flesh of Octavias nightmares. Silas is quick to protect her from it all. No one is gonna hurt Octavia, he's sure of it. Even if it's paid in blood, a last breath.
Experience forbidden love, he falls first and hard, childhood trauma, trauma bonding, forced proximity, found family, mutual comfort and the weight of healing/being good enough. This is a profound story with such realism that anyone who has had to fight to survive, to live, to breathe can relate to this. It's not a novel to comfort, it's a novel to highlight the reality of some people's lives. Trauma doesn't stop when the monster dies, it stays, lies in wait for when you start to feel comfortable. I understood and felt so much of this story that I felt like I was being comforted for all my own things, this was the protective blanket that made being uncomfortable comfortable, seen but on my terms. Throughout this series, it's been raw, vulnerable, haunting, erotic, powerful and inspiring. The author has put such understanding and willingness to share the darkness of our world but also give it a place to be held and seen, with these stories it can be empowering for those who need a bit of help navigating their own traumas. Reading these have taught me that you can still be loved and broken, you won't stay broken forever - you'll have the cracks, the scars but one day it will be just that and I've never been more hopeful.
Where Your Scars Meet Mine was such a brutal yet powerful statement on trauma, love, pain and addiction, childhood abuse and what healing from that means.
Octavia has done everything to make sure she will never be left behind again, even if it means aiming for perfection, a mold of the perfect daughter. Adopted after her mothers overdose, the scars and nightmares didn't die with her mother. They clung to her skin, burrowed deep in her heart and never let go.
Silas Corvin, reckless and troubled. An abusive history with his father leaves him detached and cold. He spent his entire life at St. Augustine's until someone from his past comes knocking - his Uncle Jake, his father's friend and the person who is ready to offer him a home.
Immediately, pain recognizes pain - Silas and Octavia are drawn together like moths to a flame. They teeter on the edge of right and wrong, the pull of their dark pasts melding them together. After a series of texts, they are caving. The rot is back and she doesn't know how to make it disappear. Silas is the only person who can drown out the noise, making her feel something other than visceral fear. Throwing all caution to the wind, they no longer hide. They embrace the connection they have, they allow themselves something good. But not all stays quiet, avoiding the messages becomes harder when it comes barreling in, a manifestation in the flesh of Octavias nightmares. Silas is quick to protect her from it all. No one is gonna hurt Octavia, he's sure of it. Even if it's paid in blood, a last breath.
Experience forbidden love, he falls first and hard, childhood trauma, trauma bonding, forced proximity, found family, mutual comfort and the weight of healing/being good enough. This is a profound story with such realism that anyone who has had to fight to survive, to live, to breathe can relate to this. It's not a novel to comfort, it's a novel to highlight the reality of some people's lives. Trauma doesn't stop when the monster dies, it stays, lies in wait for when you start to feel comfortable. I understood and felt so much of this story that I felt like I was being comforted for all my own things, this was the protective blanket that made being uncomfortable comfortable, seen but on my terms. Throughout this series, it's been raw, vulnerable, haunting, erotic, powerful and inspiring. The author has put such understanding and willingness to share the darkness of our world but also give it a place to be held and seen, with these stories it can be empowering for those who need a bit of help navigating their own traumas. Reading these have taught me that you can still be loved and broken, you won't stay broken forever - you'll have the cracks, the scars but one day it will be just that and I've never been more hopeful.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Some books simply tell a story… and some completely take over your heart, mind, and soul. This book was one of those unforgettable reads that pulled me in from the very first page and refused to let me go. It’s raw, emotional, intense, and beautifully written in a way that makes you feel every single moment. This story explores pain, healing, love, trauma, and the messy beauty of human connection with so much depth and honesty. It doesn’t shy away from darker themes, and honestly, that’s what made it feel so powerful, real, and unforgettable.
There were moments that shattered me, moments that made me smile like an idiot, and moments that left me completely speechless.And can we talk about these characters… because I am absolutely obsessed. Octavia completely stole my heart. She’s strong, vulnerable, fierce, beautiful, and impossible not to love. I loved her so, so much, and watching her journey felt incredibly special.And then there’s Silas… wow. Absolutely hot, tempting, intense, and dangerously addictive. The kind of MMC who walks onto the page and instantly owns every single scene. His presence, his energy, his possessiveness, the chemistry… everything about him had me completely hooked.And chapter 26… OH. MY. GOD. I was completely speechless. It was so unbelievably hot, intense, and addictive it had me absolutely hooked. The tension, the chemistry, the emotions… everything about that chapter was just chef’s kiss. Definitely one of those chapters I know I’ll be thinking about for a very long time.And can we please appreciate the character art… because OH. MY. GOD. It’s absolutely stunning, phenomenal, and brought these characters to life in the most perfect way. I genuinely couldn’t stop staring at it
Please check trigger warnings before diving in, and make sure you’re in the right headspace because this story covers some heavy topics. But if you love emotional, intense romances with unforgettable characters and a story that stays with you long after the last page… this one absolutely deserves a spot on your TBR.
A huge thank you to Kat for choosing me as one of your ARC readers. I truly appreciate the trust, and I’m so grateful I got the chance to experience this beautiful, heartbreaking, and unforgettable story before release. And to my book girlies… you already know I always post spoiler-free reviews, so I’m not giving away anything 😉 You’ll have to discover this masterpiece for yourselves. Trust me… you don’t want to miss this one.
There were moments that shattered me, moments that made me smile like an idiot, and moments that left me completely speechless.And can we talk about these characters… because I am absolutely obsessed. Octavia completely stole my heart. She’s strong, vulnerable, fierce, beautiful, and impossible not to love. I loved her so, so much, and watching her journey felt incredibly special.And then there’s Silas… wow. Absolutely hot, tempting, intense, and dangerously addictive. The kind of MMC who walks onto the page and instantly owns every single scene. His presence, his energy, his possessiveness, the chemistry… everything about him had me completely hooked.And chapter 26… OH. MY. GOD. I was completely speechless. It was so unbelievably hot, intense, and addictive it had me absolutely hooked. The tension, the chemistry, the emotions… everything about that chapter was just chef’s kiss. Definitely one of those chapters I know I’ll be thinking about for a very long time.And can we please appreciate the character art… because OH. MY. GOD. It’s absolutely stunning, phenomenal, and brought these characters to life in the most perfect way. I genuinely couldn’t stop staring at it
Please check trigger warnings before diving in, and make sure you’re in the right headspace because this story covers some heavy topics. But if you love emotional, intense romances with unforgettable characters and a story that stays with you long after the last page… this one absolutely deserves a spot on your TBR.
A huge thank you to Kat for choosing me as one of your ARC readers. I truly appreciate the trust, and I’m so grateful I got the chance to experience this beautiful, heartbreaking, and unforgettable story before release. And to my book girlies… you already know I always post spoiler-free reviews, so I’m not giving away anything 😉 You’ll have to discover this masterpiece for yourselves. Trust me… you don’t want to miss this one.
Review of advance copy received from Author
<3 ARC REVIEW! <3
This story I have to say, dives deep into intense emotional territory, exploring darker themes that can feel heavy and, at times, overwhelming. The story doesn’t shy away from pain, complexity, or the messier sides of human connection, which makes it so powerful, but it's also not for the faint of heart. There are moments that may be difficult to read to some readers, so it’s really important to go in prepared. So please, please, PLEASE take the trigger warnings seriously and make sure you’re in the right headspace before starting. That said, if you can handle the weight of it, the story is incredibly impactful, healing, and absolutely worth the read.
You can feel that this book was written not just to tell a story, but as a way of processing pain and, in some way, healing from it. By opening up like this, the author creates a space for readers who may see parts of themselves in these pages, offering a sense of understanding or connection. It’s important to note that this is an adult novel. It includes mature themes such as abuse, addiction, and explicit romantic scenes, so it’s intended for adult readers (18+). These elements aren’t just for shock value; they’re woven into the characters’ journeys and struggles, as the author draws from her own past experiences, blending truth with fiction in a way that adds depth and authenticity you can't make up.
- Adopted (Step) Siblings
- Addict Parents
- Different Adoption Homes
- Forced Proximity
- Heavy Topics
- Healing From Childhood Ab*se
- Spice
- Found Family
- College Students (Spokehaven University)
To Kat, this story completely pulled me in and didn’t let go long after I finished it. There’s so much emotion woven into every page that I was crying, chuckling, and blushing. Thank you so much for the opportunity to read it. I’m beyond grateful and genuinely honored to have experienced something this powerful and heartfelt that you can feel how much of yourself you poured into this, and it makes the story all the more beautiful and unforgettable. Thank you!! ❤️❤️❤️
This story I have to say, dives deep into intense emotional territory, exploring darker themes that can feel heavy and, at times, overwhelming. The story doesn’t shy away from pain, complexity, or the messier sides of human connection, which makes it so powerful, but it's also not for the faint of heart. There are moments that may be difficult to read to some readers, so it’s really important to go in prepared. So please, please, PLEASE take the trigger warnings seriously and make sure you’re in the right headspace before starting. That said, if you can handle the weight of it, the story is incredibly impactful, healing, and absolutely worth the read.
You can feel that this book was written not just to tell a story, but as a way of processing pain and, in some way, healing from it. By opening up like this, the author creates a space for readers who may see parts of themselves in these pages, offering a sense of understanding or connection. It’s important to note that this is an adult novel. It includes mature themes such as abuse, addiction, and explicit romantic scenes, so it’s intended for adult readers (18+). These elements aren’t just for shock value; they’re woven into the characters’ journeys and struggles, as the author draws from her own past experiences, blending truth with fiction in a way that adds depth and authenticity you can't make up.
- Adopted (Step) Siblings
- Addict Parents
- Different Adoption Homes
- Forced Proximity
- Heavy Topics
- Healing From Childhood Ab*se
- Spice
- Found Family
- College Students (Spokehaven University)
To Kat, this story completely pulled me in and didn’t let go long after I finished it. There’s so much emotion woven into every page that I was crying, chuckling, and blushing. Thank you so much for the opportunity to read it. I’m beyond grateful and genuinely honored to have experienced something this powerful and heartfelt that you can feel how much of yourself you poured into this, and it makes the story all the more beautiful and unforgettable. Thank you!! ❤️❤️❤️
Review of advance copy received from Author
Arc review.💋🖤
“If you’re going to stare, at least be subtle about it.” ~Silas.💋🧎🏻♀️
“That one isn’t for casual viewing,” he continues, glancing down briefly at the ink along his waist. “It’s for people who can handle whats beneath it.”~Silas.💋🧎🏻♀️
Oh my goddess Kat you really outdone yourself with this one.🥹 Thank you so much Kat for this amazing story and the opportunity for reading it. I’m beyond grateful and very honored to read and review this masterpiece. This novel is so beautiful.💋💋🖤
Please keep in mind that this book has very heavy, dark subjects. Please take care of yourself and your mental health always comes first. Please be aware and take time to read the trigger warnings.💋🖤
From the beginning I loved it. I literally cried in the beginning of the intro, the deep connection I felt with this book. I’ve related so much with these characters than any other characters from her books. And oh my goodness the tears to blushing from the spice and bonding they have to falling deeply in love with these characters. The spice and romance, oh my lord it was too good. I could not put this down.🧎🏻♀️💋🖤 I felt the pain they had, a strong emotion I cannot describe but it really hit home. I just love how these characters bonded together through the pain. Behind all this tough, guarded walls they have such a sensitive soul that craves for love and understanding without judgment or fear of abuse. These characters hold a special place in my fragile heart and soul. It was heartbreaking, and it healed my broken heart at the end.🖤🫂
This is not a light, fluffy romance story, it has deep emotional elements, and parts of the book are heavy and dark, not for the light of heart. So read with caution and please please please read the trigger warnings. It is worth the read.
Thank you so much Kat for this amazing experience. I love you so much, and I can’t wait for what you have next. Giving you lots and tons of hugs and kisses.💋🫂🖤
“If you’re going to stare, at least be subtle about it.” ~Silas.💋🧎🏻♀️
“That one isn’t for casual viewing,” he continues, glancing down briefly at the ink along his waist. “It’s for people who can handle whats beneath it.”~Silas.💋🧎🏻♀️
Oh my goddess Kat you really outdone yourself with this one.🥹 Thank you so much Kat for this amazing story and the opportunity for reading it. I’m beyond grateful and very honored to read and review this masterpiece. This novel is so beautiful.💋💋🖤
Please keep in mind that this book has very heavy, dark subjects. Please take care of yourself and your mental health always comes first. Please be aware and take time to read the trigger warnings.💋🖤
From the beginning I loved it. I literally cried in the beginning of the intro, the deep connection I felt with this book. I’ve related so much with these characters than any other characters from her books. And oh my goodness the tears to blushing from the spice and bonding they have to falling deeply in love with these characters. The spice and romance, oh my lord it was too good. I could not put this down.🧎🏻♀️💋🖤 I felt the pain they had, a strong emotion I cannot describe but it really hit home. I just love how these characters bonded together through the pain. Behind all this tough, guarded walls they have such a sensitive soul that craves for love and understanding without judgment or fear of abuse. These characters hold a special place in my fragile heart and soul. It was heartbreaking, and it healed my broken heart at the end.🖤🫂
This is not a light, fluffy romance story, it has deep emotional elements, and parts of the book are heavy and dark, not for the light of heart. So read with caution and please please please read the trigger warnings. It is worth the read.
Thank you so much Kat for this amazing experience. I love you so much, and I can’t wait for what you have next. Giving you lots and tons of hugs and kisses.💋🫂🖤
May 31, 2026
Where Your Scars Meet Mine by Katerina St. Clair | AVAILABLE NOW!
♾️ ⭐️’s!
There are some books you read, and then there are books that leave fingerprints on your soul. Where Your Scars Meet Mine is one of those books.
This story took me into a world I have never personally experienced, and yet somehow Katerina St. Clair made every emotion feel so raw, intimate, and heartbreakingly real. I shed more tears than I can count while reading Octavia and Silas’s story, but woven through all that pain was something beautiful: the comfort they found in one another when the world had given them so little comfort anywhere else.
Knowing this story is rooted in the Katerina’s own lived experiences made every page hit that much harder. The trauma, the longing, the complicated emotions, the desperate search for belonging and love… none of it felt manufactured. It felt lived. It felt honest.
This is not a light read. It tackles incredibly heavy topics including childhood abuse, addiction, abandonment, and the lasting scars those experiences leave behind. But beneath all of that pain is also a story about survival, connection, and finding someone who sees your broken pieces and doesn’t turn away. Which is powerful in and of itself.
I don’t know that I can fully put into words how much this book impacted me. Some stories entertain you. Some stay with you. This one has settled somewhere deep in my bones and will remain there. 🥹
Thank you, Katerina, for sharing your story with us. I am forever grateful to have been trusted with an early copy of a book that touched my soul so profoundly.
🖤 Tropes & Themes:
• Adopted (Step) Siblings
• Forced Proximity
• Found Family
• Addict Parents
• Healing From Childhood Abuse
• Heavy Emotional Themes
• College Setting (Spokehaven University)
• Spice
⚠️ Please check content warnings before reading!
♾️ ⭐️’s!
There are some books you read, and then there are books that leave fingerprints on your soul. Where Your Scars Meet Mine is one of those books.
This story took me into a world I have never personally experienced, and yet somehow Katerina St. Clair made every emotion feel so raw, intimate, and heartbreakingly real. I shed more tears than I can count while reading Octavia and Silas’s story, but woven through all that pain was something beautiful: the comfort they found in one another when the world had given them so little comfort anywhere else.
Knowing this story is rooted in the Katerina’s own lived experiences made every page hit that much harder. The trauma, the longing, the complicated emotions, the desperate search for belonging and love… none of it felt manufactured. It felt lived. It felt honest.
This is not a light read. It tackles incredibly heavy topics including childhood abuse, addiction, abandonment, and the lasting scars those experiences leave behind. But beneath all of that pain is also a story about survival, connection, and finding someone who sees your broken pieces and doesn’t turn away. Which is powerful in and of itself.
I don’t know that I can fully put into words how much this book impacted me. Some stories entertain you. Some stay with you. This one has settled somewhere deep in my bones and will remain there. 🥹
Thank you, Katerina, for sharing your story with us. I am forever grateful to have been trusted with an early copy of a book that touched my soul so profoundly.
🖤 Tropes & Themes:
• Adopted (Step) Siblings
• Forced Proximity
• Found Family
• Addict Parents
• Healing From Childhood Abuse
• Heavy Emotional Themes
• College Setting (Spokehaven University)
• Spice
⚠️ Please check content warnings before reading!
Review of advance copy received from Author
✨Review from ARC read✨
I don’t even know how to explain this journey. I’m not an overly emotional reader but this book had me in a fkn chokehold from the very beginning. Yes it’s a very heavy read that touches on super sensitive subjects of abuse, SH, addiction, etc. but Kat did an amazing job handling these topics with care. Please be very mindful of your triggers when going in to this book. Do not go in blind, remember trigger warnings are placed for a reason.
As someone who can relate to certain topics in this book, I can say this helped heal something in me that I didn’t know I needed. It’s been a few days and I still can’t wrap my head around finishing this book. How do you describe emotional damage that was healing? Because Where Your Scars Meet Mine did it for me. It tore something in me open but healed with with so much love and care.
Spoilers: One of my favorite and relatable quotes from the book is as follows: "And if I do what's right tomorrow," he continues, even quieter now, "it won't be because tonight meant nothing. It'll be because it meant enough to ruin us both." Silas saying this to Octavia broke me. It reminded me of things I did as a young adult that I can’t take back but happened.
Let’s not even get started on the moth tattoo. Reading that part had me in shambles. I’m a very sentimental person when it comes to making memories with someone but the fact that he never forgot… Silas…. 🥹
What brought this book home for me was the fact that the majority of it is real and Silas was a real person. Thank you for ruining me in the best way possible Kat! I absolutely adored it.
I don’t even know how to explain this journey. I’m not an overly emotional reader but this book had me in a fkn chokehold from the very beginning. Yes it’s a very heavy read that touches on super sensitive subjects of abuse, SH, addiction, etc. but Kat did an amazing job handling these topics with care. Please be very mindful of your triggers when going in to this book. Do not go in blind, remember trigger warnings are placed for a reason.
As someone who can relate to certain topics in this book, I can say this helped heal something in me that I didn’t know I needed. It’s been a few days and I still can’t wrap my head around finishing this book. How do you describe emotional damage that was healing? Because Where Your Scars Meet Mine did it for me. It tore something in me open but healed with with so much love and care.
Spoilers: One of my favorite and relatable quotes from the book is as follows: "And if I do what's right tomorrow," he continues, even quieter now, "it won't be because tonight meant nothing. It'll be because it meant enough to ruin us both." Silas saying this to Octavia broke me. It reminded me of things I did as a young adult that I can’t take back but happened.
Let’s not even get started on the moth tattoo. Reading that part had me in shambles. I’m a very sentimental person when it comes to making memories with someone but the fact that he never forgot… Silas…. 🥹
What brought this book home for me was the fact that the majority of it is real and Silas was a real person. Thank you for ruining me in the best way possible Kat! I absolutely adored it.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
June 10, 2026
I’m inhaling Katerina’s book. And the artwork. The fucking artwork. It’s so so so beautiful.
After the cliffhanger in book 3, I was hesistant to start book 4 because I couldn’t leave my man Echo.
But the blurb and dedication got me curious. This book is definitely a 6 ⭐️ read. I don’t know what’s in these books but I just can’t put them down.
This broke me, put me back together again, slowly, broke me once again and healed my inner child. This hit so close to home I can’t even begin to tell you.
Addiction is a very heavy topic and what it does to a child… well, words are simply never enough to actually describe that but I feel like Katerina did it so beautifully and respectfully. I have a headache from all the feelings I’m having right now. It was too much while not being enough at the same time.
I could quote this entire book, the way he speaks to her… the way he fucking speaks to her. The praise that man gives. He’s the definition of talking you through it. He’s also the definition of touch her and die. And if that doesn’t make you melt. I honestly don’t know what will.
I loved the dynamic between Silas and Octavia. I loved how she was something so precious to him that he did everything in his power and more to protect her, to keep her safe. In the only way(s) he knew.
And WHAT DO YOU FUCKING MEAN HE GOT A TATTOO FOR HER FROM WHEN HE WAS JUST A LITTLE BOY?
Also, little sidenote, Octavia’s daddy’s approval was so fucking sexy. Yes sir.
“I love the way you still choose gentleness when life gave you every reason to become cruel.”
“I love the way you make me feel safe even when I know how dangerous you can be.”
After the cliffhanger in book 3, I was hesistant to start book 4 because I couldn’t leave my man Echo.
But the blurb and dedication got me curious. This book is definitely a 6 ⭐️ read. I don’t know what’s in these books but I just can’t put them down.
This broke me, put me back together again, slowly, broke me once again and healed my inner child. This hit so close to home I can’t even begin to tell you.
Addiction is a very heavy topic and what it does to a child… well, words are simply never enough to actually describe that but I feel like Katerina did it so beautifully and respectfully. I have a headache from all the feelings I’m having right now. It was too much while not being enough at the same time.
I could quote this entire book, the way he speaks to her… the way he fucking speaks to her. The praise that man gives. He’s the definition of talking you through it. He’s also the definition of touch her and die. And if that doesn’t make you melt. I honestly don’t know what will.
I loved the dynamic between Silas and Octavia. I loved how she was something so precious to him that he did everything in his power and more to protect her, to keep her safe. In the only way(s) he knew.
And WHAT DO YOU FUCKING MEAN HE GOT A TATTOO FOR HER FROM WHEN HE WAS JUST A LITTLE BOY?
Also, little sidenote, Octavia’s daddy’s approval was so fucking sexy. Yes sir.
“I love the way you still choose gentleness when life gave you every reason to become cruel.”
“I love the way you make me feel safe even when I know how dangerous you can be.”
June 28, 2026
Advanced Reader Copy Provided by Author
First of all, I just want to hug the author and every single character in this book 🥹🫂
I can’t even begin to imagine how Octavia feels. Betrayed by her parents, her home, and her childhood itself. The very people who were supposed to protect and comfort her were far too consumed by their own wounds, slowly distancing themselves from her emotionally.
Katerina beautifully portrays Octavia as a girl who grows up lonely and isolated, constantly longing for a place where she can finally feel safe. And then Silas arrives and carrying his own troubled past into her life—yet somehow, he becomes the very person who gives Octavia a sense of comfort and security. Their relationship feels forbidden, yet strangely right at the same time.
This is not simply a forbidden romance between two step-siblings. More than that, this book painfully illustrates the devastating impact abussive and addicted parents can have on a child’s mental and emotional well-being.
Through this story, Katerina delivers a powerful message to all of us:
There are still so many children out there especially in the United States growing up in deeply dysfunctional households. Children raised with trauma, confusion, buried anger, loneliness, and emotional scars they never deserved to carry.
That’s why I believe we should all try to heal ourselves first, so the children we may have in the future can grow up in homes that feel safe, warm, and comforting—both physically and emotionally 🫂
First of all, I just want to hug the author and every single character in this book 🥹🫂
I can’t even begin to imagine how Octavia feels. Betrayed by her parents, her home, and her childhood itself. The very people who were supposed to protect and comfort her were far too consumed by their own wounds, slowly distancing themselves from her emotionally.
Katerina beautifully portrays Octavia as a girl who grows up lonely and isolated, constantly longing for a place where she can finally feel safe. And then Silas arrives and carrying his own troubled past into her life—yet somehow, he becomes the very person who gives Octavia a sense of comfort and security. Their relationship feels forbidden, yet strangely right at the same time.
This is not simply a forbidden romance between two step-siblings. More than that, this book painfully illustrates the devastating impact abussive and addicted parents can have on a child’s mental and emotional well-being.
Through this story, Katerina delivers a powerful message to all of us:
There are still so many children out there especially in the United States growing up in deeply dysfunctional households. Children raised with trauma, confusion, buried anger, loneliness, and emotional scars they never deserved to carry.
That’s why I believe we should all try to heal ourselves first, so the children we may have in the future can grow up in homes that feel safe, warm, and comforting—both physically and emotionally 🫂
Review of advance copy received from Author
I wish I could rate this book a million stars. There is something so specific about this book that is pure poetry. I never share my story, but this literature calls for some admission... The photo that drew me in was this art, the fact her scars on her leg look exactly like mine.. Growing up with an addict father who handed pills to my big brother who later aspirated in his sleep, where the abuse pooled around me since i learned to walk. Pills, coke lines, meth resulting in choking me until my hearing went out, only able to see my mother frantic trying to pull him off of me. I was silas, i snapped once throwing fists onto my father until i couldn’t breathe. An eating disorder due to the verbal abuse. I was both Octavia & Silas in one. This book was not fiction to me; this was a pool of remembering I AM FREE. I cannot recommend this book enough, especially to those who find healing in literature.
I dedicate this review to my big brother in heaven David & one of my sweet friends i lost to an unfortunate OD, Noah. You both are forever loved & missed. To my younger self who picks up her own pieces, who protected herself the best she could.. who aches to have had a better childhood, who stands alone now as a woman. Keep. Going.
To Katerina, thank you. Thank you for being so brave to hold us readers worldwide with knowing, similar pain. Your bravery & strength heals. Thank you for letting us know & love Silas.
I dedicate this review to my big brother in heaven David & one of my sweet friends i lost to an unfortunate OD, Noah. You both are forever loved & missed. To my younger self who picks up her own pieces, who protected herself the best she could.. who aches to have had a better childhood, who stands alone now as a woman. Keep. Going.
To Katerina, thank you. Thank you for being so brave to hold us readers worldwide with knowing, similar pain. Your bravery & strength heals. Thank you for letting us know & love Silas.
June 21, 2026
I love Silas and Octavia so much my heart breaks for them so badly 🥲🥲I’ll be thinking about them forever :):
Had to come back and put down my fav highlights 🥲
“I am not here because I pity you. I am not saying this because I got under your skin and don’t know how to get out. I am saying this because every ugly thing in my life still led me to you.”
“You are not debt,” he says. “You are not a tally. You are not what they took from you. You are not what your mother sold. You are not the sum of every hand that touched you wrong.” Tears spill over before I can stop them.
“And if I have to spend the rest of my life tearing those lies out of you one by one,” he whispers, “then I will.”
You saw pain and thought it made her easier to corner. You heard pieces of her history and started circling because boys like you hear about blood in the water and call it romance.”
“You don’t get to hover around her because you think broken things need a witness. You don’t get to decide that her hurt means there’s room for you.”
“I think you believe if you hang around the edges long enough, eventually somebody damaged enough will confuse your persistence for tenderness.”
“She defended me without me asking,” I murmur. “Do you understand what kind of devotion that earns from a man like
me?”
love you,” she whispers, the words so quiet I feel them more than hear them. “Because you never made me earn your tenderness.”
Had to come back and put down my fav highlights 🥲
“I am not here because I pity you. I am not saying this because I got under your skin and don’t know how to get out. I am saying this because every ugly thing in my life still led me to you.”
“You are not debt,” he says. “You are not a tally. You are not what they took from you. You are not what your mother sold. You are not the sum of every hand that touched you wrong.” Tears spill over before I can stop them.
“And if I have to spend the rest of my life tearing those lies out of you one by one,” he whispers, “then I will.”
You saw pain and thought it made her easier to corner. You heard pieces of her history and started circling because boys like you hear about blood in the water and call it romance.”
“You don’t get to hover around her because you think broken things need a witness. You don’t get to decide that her hurt means there’s room for you.”
“I think you believe if you hang around the edges long enough, eventually somebody damaged enough will confuse your persistence for tenderness.”
“She defended me without me asking,” I murmur. “Do you understand what kind of devotion that earns from a man like
me?”
love you,” she whispers, the words so quiet I feel them more than hear them. “Because you never made me earn your tenderness.”
Review of advance copy received from Author
✨ARC Review✨
Thank you so much for the opportunity to read this absolute work of art early.
Where Your Scars Meet Mine is so humanly raw, haunting, and painfully beautiful. Kat did such a good job at writing Octavias inner dialogue and feelings. Every insecurity, every moment of trying to be “good enough” to deserve love, hits in a way that feels almost too real. Her past isn’t just something horrible that happened to her. It shapes every decision she makes, and you can’t help but ache for her.
But then there’s Silas.
He’s not your cliché broken boy, he’s sharp edges, bottled anger, and quiet vulnerability all wrapped into one. The tension between him and Octavia was immediate and intense to the point it palatable and the forbidden dynamic of now being adopted siblings only makes it more consuming. You know they shouldn’t cross that but the pull between them is impossible to ignore.
What really stood out to me is how this book handles trauma and emotional damage. Kat didn’t romanticize it, instead she shows how messy, complicated, and all consuming it can be. Their connection isn’t perfect it’s raw, flawed, and feels incredibly real.
If you love:
🦋heavy angst
🦋 damaged characters
🦋forbidden tension
🦋emotionally driven romance
Then look no further.
Thank you so much for the opportunity to read this absolute work of art early.
Where Your Scars Meet Mine is so humanly raw, haunting, and painfully beautiful. Kat did such a good job at writing Octavias inner dialogue and feelings. Every insecurity, every moment of trying to be “good enough” to deserve love, hits in a way that feels almost too real. Her past isn’t just something horrible that happened to her. It shapes every decision she makes, and you can’t help but ache for her.
But then there’s Silas.
He’s not your cliché broken boy, he’s sharp edges, bottled anger, and quiet vulnerability all wrapped into one. The tension between him and Octavia was immediate and intense to the point it palatable and the forbidden dynamic of now being adopted siblings only makes it more consuming. You know they shouldn’t cross that but the pull between them is impossible to ignore.
What really stood out to me is how this book handles trauma and emotional damage. Kat didn’t romanticize it, instead she shows how messy, complicated, and all consuming it can be. Their connection isn’t perfect it’s raw, flawed, and feels incredibly real.
If you love:
🦋heavy angst
🦋 damaged characters
🦋forbidden tension
🦋emotionally driven romance
Then look no further.
July 20, 2026
Disturbingly Addictive
Moth, puissant, harrowing!
"If you're broken, then I'll spend an eternity trying to put the pieces back together."~ Silas
When Your Scars Meet Mine is about two "damaged" people who fought for their freedom from their past, their love and their future. As some broken things do not beg to be saved. They ache to be claimed by something just as shattered.
I am about to DNF this one, because I can't suit myself in until I get to the middle part. It feels like you want to connect with it but as you move closer it sways a step away. That's a weak point, I see, yet it doesn't stop me from giving it a five.
I love how Katerina descriptively uses the different senses to make the story heart trumping. Alongside the characters of Silas and Octavia, their strengths and weaknesses are well-balanced. An example is when Octavia's anger swells towards Kadin and Silas drags her out and instills logic into her.
This story braces readers for every trigger warning possible. Took me days to finish this as I absorbed the scenes portrayed.
The ending is satisfying, and I love how the emotions rise like a wave and clashes down. Not abruptly but carefully and with ease.
Read at your own risk.
Moth, puissant, harrowing!
"If you're broken, then I'll spend an eternity trying to put the pieces back together."~ Silas
When Your Scars Meet Mine is about two "damaged" people who fought for their freedom from their past, their love and their future. As some broken things do not beg to be saved. They ache to be claimed by something just as shattered.
I am about to DNF this one, because I can't suit myself in until I get to the middle part. It feels like you want to connect with it but as you move closer it sways a step away. That's a weak point, I see, yet it doesn't stop me from giving it a five.
I love how Katerina descriptively uses the different senses to make the story heart trumping. Alongside the characters of Silas and Octavia, their strengths and weaknesses are well-balanced. An example is when Octavia's anger swells towards Kadin and Silas drags her out and instills logic into her.
This story braces readers for every trigger warning possible. Took me days to finish this as I absorbed the scenes portrayed.
The ending is satisfying, and I love how the emotions rise like a wave and clashes down. Not abruptly but carefully and with ease.
Read at your own risk.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Infinite freaking stars!!
First and foremost before I get into my review, I would like to say this story is dark and it deals with drug abuse, SA, self harm, and more.. Please please please read the trigger warnings before reading. Your mental health matters first.
Thank you Kat for allowing me to read Octavia & Silas story. It was beautifully written . This story is something that I deeply needed . It healed a younger of version of me that needed to be healed. Words cannot describe the way how I felt other than I cried so much. A weight has lifted from me and I beyond thankful for this story Kat.
The character development in this story is beautiful. Octavia and Silas backstories of their past broke me I literally cried and seeing how they come together throughout the book is incredible.
This story had me crying before I even got to chapter one.. please be mindful as this is a dark romance but it also contains heavy topics throughout it. I can relate to Octavia in a lot of ways one of them is being fat shamed. Growing up I was fat shamed by people who loved me, and yeah I’ll brush it off and stuff but that sticks with you growing up.
The spicy scenes and romance in the book… when I tell yall Kat had me giggling and kicking my feet in the air with the spice 😮💨🤭 Silas is a eaterrr 😩😩😩. It’s like one minute you’re crying the next 👀💦 lmao!! But in all seriousness this book really something to read as it delves into heavy topics and sensitive content… please please please read all trigger warnings before hand as again your mental health matters first. 🤍🫂
(The acknowledgments broke my heart 😭💔)
First and foremost before I get into my review, I would like to say this story is dark and it deals with drug abuse, SA, self harm, and more.. Please please please read the trigger warnings before reading. Your mental health matters first.
Thank you Kat for allowing me to read Octavia & Silas story. It was beautifully written . This story is something that I deeply needed . It healed a younger of version of me that needed to be healed. Words cannot describe the way how I felt other than I cried so much. A weight has lifted from me and I beyond thankful for this story Kat.
The character development in this story is beautiful. Octavia and Silas backstories of their past broke me I literally cried and seeing how they come together throughout the book is incredible.
This story had me crying before I even got to chapter one.. please be mindful as this is a dark romance but it also contains heavy topics throughout it. I can relate to Octavia in a lot of ways one of them is being fat shamed. Growing up I was fat shamed by people who loved me, and yeah I’ll brush it off and stuff but that sticks with you growing up.
The spicy scenes and romance in the book… when I tell yall Kat had me giggling and kicking my feet in the air with the spice 😮💨🤭 Silas is a eaterrr 😩😩😩. It’s like one minute you’re crying the next 👀💦 lmao!! But in all seriousness this book really something to read as it delves into heavy topics and sensitive content… please please please read all trigger warnings before hand as again your mental health matters first. 🤍🫂
(The acknowledgments broke my heart 😭💔)
Review of advance copy received from Author
First off… grab tissues before reading, that is my biggest advice. This book is HEAVY, traumatic, speaks about things many books brush by or simply mention in passing. And it is absolutely 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓾𝓵, all at once. The way Katerina navigated the story of Octavia and Silas, perfection. Did I mention it’s based on a true story? Yeah, hers. Which makes it touch your soul that much deeper.
I want to bear hug them both, although Silas would probably give me a death glare that screams what do you think you’re doing.. don’t touch me. They’ve both been through so much and they truly mirror each other in a “only they could understand it” way. I love them so much. 🥺
I want to make sure you know ( which you should be doing anyways) check your TWs before reading this, because like I said.. this book is heavy. And it covers a lot of things that could rattle you. I cried, a lot. I gasped, I was like 😳. But I cherish this book, and I’m grateful that she had the courage and strength to write it. I can’t imagine how hard it was for her.
Thank you Katerina. I’m honored to have read this early and to have been a part of your process even just a smidge 🫂
I want to bear hug them both, although Silas would probably give me a death glare that screams what do you think you’re doing.. don’t touch me. They’ve both been through so much and they truly mirror each other in a “only they could understand it” way. I love them so much. 🥺
I want to make sure you know ( which you should be doing anyways) check your TWs before reading this, because like I said.. this book is heavy. And it covers a lot of things that could rattle you. I cried, a lot. I gasped, I was like 😳. But I cherish this book, and I’m grateful that she had the courage and strength to write it. I can’t imagine how hard it was for her.
Thank you Katerina. I’m honored to have read this early and to have been a part of your process even just a smidge 🫂
Review of advance copy received from Author
This story is raw and, at times, heartbreaking, about a young couple grappling with their severe, tragic past together while falling into a deep, chaotic love. I appreciate the author facing her own past trauma by writing this book, inviting readers into a bit of her past life mixed with fiction to help not only heal her past scars, but maybe help those out there who might need it, too. This is an adult novel with graphic, spicy scenes, as well as abuse and addiction, so it is meant for readers 18 plus. The author poured her heart out in this one, and it shows.
🦋- Adopted (Step) Siblings
🦋- Addict Parents
🦋- Different Adoption Homes
🦋- Forced Proximity
🦋- Heavy Topics
🦋- Healing From Childhood Ab*se
🦋- Spice
🦋- Found Family
🦋- College Students (Spokehaven University)
Thank you to the author Katerina St. Clair for the ALC of this book in exchange for an honest review. As always, it is a privilege to get these from you before your books release.
🦋- Adopted (Step) Siblings
🦋- Addict Parents
🦋- Different Adoption Homes
🦋- Forced Proximity
🦋- Heavy Topics
🦋- Healing From Childhood Ab*se
🦋- Spice
🦋- Found Family
🦋- College Students (Spokehaven University)
Thank you to the author Katerina St. Clair for the ALC of this book in exchange for an honest review. As always, it is a privilege to get these from you before your books release.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Review of advance copy received from Author
🦋 ARC Review 🦋
• Please read the trigger warnings prior to reading the book as this does deal with some pretty heavy topics •
I had the amazing opportunity to read this book as an ARC from Kat and it has taken me a minute to collect my thoughts on the whole book too because I could say so much and it would also spoil so much at the same time.
I was hooked on Silas and Octavia’s story from page 1. Going into this book I knew that it dealt with heavier topics but Kat handled them beautifully by bringing attention to the pain it causes but also such gentleness that these topics absolutely deserve at the same time.
The spice? 10/10
The emotions? 10/10
I laughed, I cried (a lot), I gasped and I giggled. Thank you Kat for sharing this story with the world 🫶
• Please read the trigger warnings prior to reading the book as this does deal with some pretty heavy topics •
I had the amazing opportunity to read this book as an ARC from Kat and it has taken me a minute to collect my thoughts on the whole book too because I could say so much and it would also spoil so much at the same time.
I was hooked on Silas and Octavia’s story from page 1. Going into this book I knew that it dealt with heavier topics but Kat handled them beautifully by bringing attention to the pain it causes but also such gentleness that these topics absolutely deserve at the same time.
The spice? 10/10
The emotions? 10/10
I laughed, I cried (a lot), I gasped and I giggled. Thank you Kat for sharing this story with the world 🫶
June 3, 2026
I think I expected more from this book. I was really excited to read it, but it ended up being a bit disappointing.
The book was pretty long, and honestly, it didn’t keep my attention the whole time. There were parts where I got bored, and I even skipped a few pages here and there…
One thing that always bothers me is when characters say “I love you” way too quickly. They’ve barely known each other! And suddenly they’re in love? I just don’t buy it.
It wasn’t a terrible book, and I can see why some people would love it. The story is about healing, forgiveness, and moving on, which is nice.
But for me, it just didn’t click. I never really got invested in the characters or their relationship, so by the end I was mostly just glad to be finished. 💔
The book was pretty long, and honestly, it didn’t keep my attention the whole time. There were parts where I got bored, and I even skipped a few pages here and there…
One thing that always bothers me is when characters say “I love you” way too quickly. They’ve barely known each other! And suddenly they’re in love? I just don’t buy it.
It wasn’t a terrible book, and I can see why some people would love it. The story is about healing, forgiveness, and moving on, which is nice.
But for me, it just didn’t click. I never really got invested in the characters or their relationship, so by the end I was mostly just glad to be finished. 💔
Review of advance copy received from Author
Review from ARC read!
I want to thank Kat for letting me have an ARC read for this book!
It did take me a couple of days reading because of how heavy and every emotions is but hands down on of my favorite books by her. PLEASE READ TRIGGER WARNING LIST BERORE READING! I am normally not one that will cry in a book as much as I did this one. I loved every freaking minute of this book! Oh the spicy! 🥵
Kat, thank you for sharing your life with us and letting us know about your past. I know that wasn’t easy for you and I appreciate it. Just know Silas was a real person, made the book even more amazing than it already was. Thank you again!
I want to thank Kat for letting me have an ARC read for this book!
It did take me a couple of days reading because of how heavy and every emotions is but hands down on of my favorite books by her. PLEASE READ TRIGGER WARNING LIST BERORE READING! I am normally not one that will cry in a book as much as I did this one. I loved every freaking minute of this book! Oh the spicy! 🥵
Kat, thank you for sharing your life with us and letting us know about your past. I know that wasn’t easy for you and I appreciate it. Just know Silas was a real person, made the book even more amazing than it already was. Thank you again!
June 16, 2026
Holy fucking shit…this book is 10/10. Silas and Octavia are beautifully broken but so utterly perfectly complete together. I went through several emotions throughout this book as well as some screaming, crying and throwing up but it the absolute best way. It was tragic, beautiful, raw, kismet and so utterly devastating that I am completely hungover. I will never shut up about this book, ever.
AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE ART WORK IN THIS BOOK?!? YES MORE OF THAT THANK YOU!!! Artwork should be mandatory in every book 🥹
AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE ART WORK IN THIS BOOK?!? YES MORE OF THAT THANK YOU!!! Artwork should be mandatory in every book 🥹
June 19, 2026
Holy smokes
Absolutely devoured this book, got me out of the slump I’ve been in and as always Katerina delivers an excellent story with devastating insight on the characters and their challenges.
Absolutely devoured this book, got me out of the slump I’ve been in and as always Katerina delivers an excellent story with devastating insight on the characters and their challenges.
June 19, 2026
Absolutely heartbreaking beautiful! I don’t know what to say but have your tissues ready and the heat between these two is off the charts when they stop fighting it. An other amazing dark, beautiful book!
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