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The danger isn’t desire. It’s what comes after.

Kasia Sawadzka has spent her life choosing responsibility over impulse. A retinal surgeon in Seattle, she is reliable, disciplined, and fiercely devoted to her family. Rock stars belong to another world. One that’s restless, exposed, and allergic to the kind of stillness she depends on. Not an option for women who have to keep their hands steady and their heart intact. Kasia doesn’t want to be rescued, she wants something real.

Rafe Ashton is tired of being a symbol. As the frontman of The Riven Altar, one of the world’s most enigmatic alt-rock bands, he lives inside myth. Sacrifice, blood, lament, all while privately craving something simpler. Rafe doesn’t want to be worshipped. Fame has taught him how easily people want access without understanding, and how badly intimacy can break when it’s rushed or consumed.

Love doesn’t exist in a vacuum. Touring schedules, family obligations, old wounds, and the cost of choosing someone when the world demands something else all threaten to pull them apart. As the distance between stages and operating rooms grows wider, Kasia and Rafe must decide whether love can survive without guarantees, or if wanting each other is simply another beautiful thing destined to fracture.

What they want is terrifyingly but will they be able to hold onto it?

645 pages, Kindle Edition

Published April 3, 2026

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206 reviews34 followers
April 2, 2026
OH MY GODDDDD

5⭐️
😭 last few chapters

This book holy mother of pearls, it was such a rollercoaster of emotions I really loved the writing, the overall plot, the way it just flows. This books takes you on a journey of tension, yearning, but mksf of all betrayals and dealing with inside thoughts and how they go through life, it’s a beautiful and emotionally powerful book that takes you along for a hot ride, and it’s so addictive before you know you’re finished with it or it actually finishes you instead. That’s the power of a good author, an author that has a whole career infront of her, and I will be by her side to hype her up cause this was phenomenal I can’t get enough. INIDIE AUTHOR.

Rafe omfggggg he’s so dreamy I can’t ughh this made is what you call a category 5 yearner oh lord he was so god damn fine and I eat his scenes up ugh he was everything and more. His character ughh he was so in his head. HE WAS hurting my soul throughout. My pooor man just wants peace he wants love but he thinks he fucks it up every time 😭😭 Literally he forgets to breathe and live in the moment he’s so in his head 😭😭😭 he needs that one thing to ground him and turn the volume down of his voices on his head. He’s so strong he keeps going even when it gets too much he pushes through and I love him so much

Kasia she was so badass but also she was so family oriented which was so important and I loved that. And she had so much tension so much heart towards rafe like it was so good!! I also feel like she was his way to escape his “static” in his head. She gave him His free childhood he never really got she gives him that she makes him feel like a teenager when he had to adult fast due to them doing the band. I feel like she learned a lot throughout.

Personally I think Rithy and Rafe have so much chemistry always and their tension it’s so intriguing so I’m curious to know what happens with them cause I sense something. I feel there’s room to grow and blossom and flourish but I feel kas isn’t his person idk how to explain they do connect but I don’t sense like they would make it long term just cause of the emotions rafe still is so stuck with his static in his head and I feel like (biased here) rithy he knows that pain he knows what rafe in a way others don’t because of that 20 year relationship thing and how they lost time and how it was the right person wrong time and I feel like they speak to me they seem more emotionally connected than kas and rafe.



This book had lovable side characters especially within kasias family, and rafe’s band mates and I feel like there’s so much material here to keep writing more and I’m so here for this because if it’s gonna be anything like this I’m so sat and I will love to be emotionally invested and then have that gut wrenching experience again. and THIS IS HER DEBUT WHATTTTT!!! Girlll this was everything and more so gooddddddd I can’t get enough of this and I love rafe and Rithy and the whole band like ugh they’re so hot I can’t contain myself

And THAT GOD DAMN ENDING WHAT THE FUCK I WAS SOBBING SO HARD I COULDN’T SEE THE PAGES. I am hurting so much that was so unexpected and so painful like I wasn’t expecting that at all I feel so broken after that. That really played with my emotions there to the extreme.

D.M. RANDALL…. Bestie this was so good ughhh I’m so proud of you this was so phenomenal and you should be damn proud of yourself and I can’t wait to see where you take me next cause you got me for the long haul now. I’m so glad we got to meet in this process and flourish a friendship that lights up my day and you’re just a good person that cares about her readers but also care about the importance of relationships and being such a light in this community and someone that I love to talk too. So I wanted to say thank you for everything and I am just so happy for you, you deserve the world my fiend.
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40 reviews3 followers
March 21, 2026
I first read this book as a first draft, and this morning finished reading the final arc. It’s a long book, but I could read 10,000 pages of this.
🎸❤️‍🔥
It is very rare to come across a story that sticks with you and is so unbelievably moving, that you think about it for hours, days, weeks, months… this is one of those books.
Debut author? unbelievable.
Wonderful writing, wonderful story, wonderful characters.
This story is heartbreaking AND heartwarming in equal measure.
There is something for everyone in this beautiful thing here.
I loved the relationships, the characters are so lovable, Rafe & Kasia have my whole heart ~ but there is a very special place for Rithy 💜 So excited for his story too.
Massive congratulations to you if you got through reading this without bawling like a baby, and congratulations to the author ✍️ MASTERPIECE.


XxxxxxxxX
Profile Image for Raquel Brasil.
128 reviews19 followers
March 9, 2026
ARC Review


Do you remember your first concert?
That moment when the lights dim, the first note hits, and suddenly a song slices straight through you like it knows every secret you’ve ever kept?

This book brings that feeling rushing back. It makes you wonder… what if?

What if you met the person whose music shaped your dreams, not under stage lights, but somewhere ordinary and unexpected? What if you had the chance to see the human behind the voice, the stories behind the lyrics, the pain and beauty that live between the notes?

This story feels like stepping into a dream you once had as a teenager, staring at posters on your wall and imagining impossible things. It’s about brushing against the untouchable, meeting the idols you once placed on a pedestal, and discovering what it truly takes to turn a fever dream into something real.

Because dreams come with a cost.
They ask for courage. Growth. Sacrifice.

Sometimes fate opens a door. Sometimes it pauses everything and forces you to see the weight your dreams place not only on you, but on the people who walk beside you.

At its heart, this is a story about love and devotion, about chasing light through the dark, and about finding the strength to hold onto something beautiful even when it feels just out of reach. ✨📖🎶

Raquel (TheInkAddictsReads on Insta)
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121 reviews4 followers
March 21, 2026
I LOVED THIS BOOK SO MUCHHHHH. Rafe and Kasia are EVERYTHING. I absolutely adored every second of their story. D.M. Randall's writing is vivid and immersive; everything was descriptive and I pictured the chapters so well. Kasia's family is definitely a highlight; reading about them was wonderful. I loved reading about all the different dynamics between different members of her family, and how that plays out in her own life. Then, Rafe comes into the picture and I'm going to hold your hand when I say this, but you have not read about true yearning until you read about Rafe. I'm NEVER getting over The Riven Altar. And to top it all off, the ending was absolutely GUT WRENCHING. I don't normally cry over books but gosh, I did cry over this one. PLEASE do yourself a favour and read this AMAZING BOOK. Kasia and Rafe are going to stick with me for a while. Thank you D.M. Randall for providing me with an ARC to review. I can't wait to see what other amazing things you get up to.
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95 reviews2 followers
March 31, 2026
Now this is how you write a Sleep Token inspired romance!!

The writing is absolutely captivating…poetic, emotional, & will completely pull you under. I didn’t even register that this was a 600+ page book… I just devoured it. Easily my top read of the year so far, and I genuinely didn’t want it to end. From the very first page, I was hooked. Every emotion feels raw & intentional, like you’re living it right alongside the characters. This story doesn’t just pull you in…it holds you there & refuses to let you go.

I’m always a sucker for dual POV, & this one delivered. Getting inside both perspectives added so much depth to the story. The characters felt incredibly real…flawed, layered, & grounded. The relationships, especially the family dynamics, were written in a way that felt honest & relatable without losing that emotional intensity.

And Rafe…
Rafe is the standard. The blueprint. The reason my expectations are now unrealistic & I will never recover. Giant green flag…the kind of man who would hold you like a prayer, not a possession & worship you like something sacred.

I am genuinely blown away that this is a debut novel. If this is what D.M. Randall can do right out the gate… I will be reading everything she writes with haste!
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276 reviews10 followers
March 18, 2026
5⭐️ 2🌶️
🎸Rockstar romance
🩺Doctor/patient
🎸Forced proximity
🩺Found family
🎸Slow burn
🩺Dual pov

I’m still in shock that this was a debut novel by DM. Randall this book completely blew me away! This is so much more than just a rockstar romance; it’s layered with emotional depth that had me feeling everything from start to finish. I especially loved how mature and intentional the conversations were between Kasia and Rafe.

This story felt like a true journey, and I genuinely didn’t want to put it down. From Kasia’s life as a doctor to Rafe navigating the chaos of the rockstar world, and the cultural influences woven throughout, every element came together to create something incredibly unique and powerful.

Not only was the story amazing, but the writing itself was absolutely beautiful. There were moments that genuinely gave me chills. I can’t even begin to explain how much I loved this book.

This is one of those stories that lingers long after the final page… and I already know Kasia and Rafe will be living in my head for a very long time.
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132 reviews5 followers
April 1, 2026
ARC REVIEW.

This book…THIS BOOK! I am unwell! I sat at my kitchen table crying and drinking wine for a good 30min. Then I stared at the wall for another 30 mins and decided maybe I should write this review.

The Riven Alter is on the longer side but please DO NOT let that deter you. Every part of this story blends and flows so damn beautifully that if anything were missing the impact wouldn’t be as strong. The picture that DM paints is beyond words.

I laughed. I cried. I screamed. I giggled. It was all there and I didn’t want it to end.

Kasia went to a concert at 16 and fell in love, I love how absolutely real that felt how relatable it instantly made her character! Fast forward and now she’s in her 30s and she’s a retinal surgeon trying to find her way professionally and personally. Rafe is a rockstar (literally) who lands himself in Kasia chair. JEALOUS! Everything Kasia thought she knew and wanted comes into question and she’s swept up in this whirlwind romance that makes you wish you could be her. Rafe is like the perfect MMC he talks essentially in song lyrics that melt your heart, mind, and soul. And he loves so hard you feel it in your bones as a reader. He’s learned his mistakes from the past and he fights like hell to find his peace.

The family dynamic is so heartwarming. They are so close and loving and there for each other. The sibling banter was so cute it reminded me of me and my siblings. The band members of The Riven Alter I need to know more about them, I hope that we soon get to learn!!

There was heartbreak, grief, love, and laughter. This book had it all. But buckle up because trust me it will leave you feeling broken. But in the best(?) way! I didn’t want this story to end!!!
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46 reviews1 follower
April 4, 2026
I had such a great time reading this one and I really connected with the characters. The dynamic between Rafe, Kasia and Dominik had some real stakes and tension which really kept me engaged. I found the band dynamic rubbing up against the interpersonal relationships of the members outside of the band was super interesting and the last 100-150 pages were absolutely electric.
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262 reviews20 followers
March 21, 2026
6⭐️ Holy hell, this book has done something to me. What started as a playlist that looked like it was straight out of my teenage years, and the promise of a rockstar romance very quickly turned into something that I will never forget. Kasia and Rafe were everything. Her family was everything. His bandmates were everything. It was devastating, beautiful, and I definitely shed a good amount of tears. To me, that's how you know a story has its claws in you, and this one left scars in the best way.
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120 reviews1 follower
March 22, 2026
4.5 ⭐️
I felt all emotions with this book and feel like i lived a whole lifetime experiencing this book. D.M. Randall did not pull her punches writing this tremendous debut novel. The book is paced well where the romance doesn’t feel rushed or limited to short time span but really has time to flourish and become such a deep love. I throughly enjoyed the dual POV of this story and the parallels that happen in their lives leading to an even more profound love in the end. There were a few moments where I was so ready for the main characters to interact more directly but so much character growth happened during that time that made other moments between so profound. I was so invested in their love story that I felt such a wide range of emotions from this story that sometimes I had to pause to process everything that happened in the story but at the same time feeling like I need to know more and keep reading.

The MMC is so poetic and I felt like I could have highlighted so many amazing quotes from him that made me swoon. He talks to her like it is song lyrics at times and isn’t in the cliche way but just poetic and beautiful. I have decided the author must moonlight as a song writer. 🤣

Although you will experience a whirlwind of emotions with this story, I felt complete with the ending of the story. I am excited to read more by D.M Randell and get to experience the other love stories in future books. Do be prepared for a 600 page book that is full of an insightful and intense love story that will make you cry, laugh, and shocked at times. Worth every page!
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18 reviews
Review of advance copy received from Author
March 22, 2026
I cannot and will not stop raving about this book to anyone who’ll listen!
My first rockstar romance, and I am HOOKED. This is impeccably written, descriptive without droning, and a strong storyline.
DM added translations and pronunciations to the start of the book which is super handy so I can imagine these characters perfectly!
I stayed up FAR too late to read this and it was worth every minute, I couldn’t put it down!
I cried, I laughed, I ranted to my husband, I felt all the things! Truly a must read xx
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294 reviews12 followers
April 13, 2026

What if you had a chance encounter with the lead singer of your favorite band that’s ended up rocking your world and changing the trajectory of your life.. and heart forever? Love can be so many things.. scary, unpredictable, alluring, yet dangerous, much like life on the road in a band and life as a busy retinal surgeon! But when worlds collide, they are bound behind the veil forever.. even if the people shot with Cupid’s arrow think it’s temporary.
💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤
Where do I start with my feelings with this book…. It’s been a long time since I read a book where I literally bawled like a baby to this degree.. I mean for a full 7% of the book I was not okay, high level, ugly Kim Kardashian crying. 😭 And when the book was over I just stared at the wall for a bit 🥹I definitely have a full book hangover!
This book will put you through all the emotions.. laughter, joy, that feeling of euphoria of falling and love, the feeling of your favorite concert experience.. and will rip your heart out, replace it and rip it out again and stitch it back up by the end.
This was the contemporary romance I didn’t know I needed so badly in my life right now.
I’m gonna call this 🥰SLOW YEARN, 🥰because my man Rafe… oh boy.. yearn he did.
And our FMC, Kasia 🥹🥹 I absolutely adored her.
And we get both their POVs.. I honestly think Rafe’s POV was one of the best written male POVs I’ve read in quite a while.
🎤🎸🥁🎹🎶🎤🎸🥁🎹
There is so much I could say and so much I don’t want to say about this book because I think you’re better off just going into it knowing minimal info, but check your triggers because there are some heavy topics covered!! This book dares you to dream big even when it seems out of your reach. Kasia was truly worthy of all the good that happened to her, and it took her a while to realize it, but as the reader, I cheered for her all along the way!
This is a longer book (over 600 pages), but don’t be put off by that, the author was very intentional with everything and nothing seemed like filler! It was a roller coaster of growth and setbacks as well but very much life peeling off the layers of a beautiful onion so the characters could truly feel three dimensional!
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225 reviews10 followers
April 3, 2026
This book did not disappoint at all. Who hasn’t over obviously been in love with their favorite rockstar or boy bad member? As a teenager growing up, NKOTB were the boy band I fell in love with. That excitement of seeing any first concert is something that is an amazing experience!!! This story follows a retina surgeon and the front man for the Band The Riven Altar as they navigate a relationship that is thrust into the public eye and life pressures. It teaches you that even the greatest love stories are not without tears, miles, and other problems. Love is hard enough to navigate through without being a celebrity and this book shows the other side that most of us do not understand. I loved this book very much. I read this as an arc and this is my unbiased review.
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129 reviews5 followers
April 3, 2026
I am absolutely enthralled with this book and absolutely everything about it! I haven’t felt like this since reading a certain Raven book and I NEVER thought a book could embed itself into my brain even a fraction of the amount that this one did I am OBSESSED! You want to READ this forget about your TBR and other books and get lost in this one. You won’t regret it
642 reviews26 followers
April 3, 2026
“The danger isn’t desire… it’s what comes after.”

This story felt intimate in a way that quietly wrecks you. It’s not loud or rushed—it’s slow, intentional, and deeply emotional.

Kasia and Rafe come from completely different worlds, but what makes this stand out is how real everything feels. The push and pull between love, responsibility, and timing hits in a way that stays with you long after you finish.

There’s no fantasy of easy love here—just two people trying to hold onto something meaningful while everything around them threatens to pull it apart.

And honestly? That’s what made it so powerful.
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15 reviews2 followers
April 15, 2026
Wow! This is one of my favorite books I’ve read recently. I really can’t say enough good things about it.
This story broke my heart and mended it back together multiple times.
I loved all the characters and how developed they were. It was so easy to picture them and feel like you were fully in their story.
The music inspiration and how much was focused on music and how life changing it is is what made me want to read it from the start. I would definitely recommend.

*This was an ARC for me*
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237 reviews21 followers
April 4, 2026
I'm not going to lie. I had a hard time connecting to the book at the beginning. There is a key at the start of the book that explains how to pronounce names/words (Polish) but there were so many and I couldn't remember them all. So I found myself making up my own pronunciations for them. But it slowed down my reading speed my half since I was overthinking everything. I did enjoy the plot overall. The fmc is a strong woman realizing that she's spent most of her life studying/working and now she wants more fun, freedom and happiness. She finally gets tickets to see the band she obsessed over since she was 16 (The Riven Altar) and that alters her path. This book will make you feel all sorts of emotions so be ready! This was a great debut novel!

A couple parts I had made a little note:
-Her poor brother! I literally cringed
-His f it moment when he comes back for her when she's mourning
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
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144 reviews9 followers
Review of advance copy received from Author
April 2, 2026
I received an advanced reader’s copy of this book and was not paid for my review.

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Kasia is a fiercely disciplined Seattle doctor who has no time for the chaos of a rock star. Rafe is the enigmatic frontman of a legendary alt-rock band, exhausted by fame and craving something real. When a chance encounter sparks a deep, late-night connection, they must navigate grueling tour schedules, intense public scrutiny, and their own grief to figure out if their love can survive the spotlight.
- Rock Star x Doctor
- Opposites Attract
- Accidental Connection
- Emotional & Angsty
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I’m not sure I know where to start with this review. It’s safe to say that this book broke my heart, made me cry ugly tears, and stare at a wall for far too long recovering. So yeah, you have to read it.

This is a rockstar romance, but it’s not what you would expect. It is slow, introspective, emotional, poetic, and painfully human. If you are looking for the fast paced, hit after hit spicy romance then this is not the book for you. But if you want to get swept up in real, painful emotion and an impossible romance through a poetic lens, then you absolutely have to read this book.

Kasia is our FMC, she is the responsible, high achieving, focussed and driven daughter of a loud, enigmatic family that loves hard. She has weekly family dinners, connections that are long, messy and impossible to ignore and so so much responsibility that she never quite figured out how to live her life now she has achieved her goal of becoming a doctor. With the exception of one thing, her favourite band, The Riven Altar has been an obsession since her brother took her to their first gig when she was 16. I loved Kasia, I felt her pain and pressure so well, she is desperate to do the right thing and usually that means choosing between what she wants and others’ needs. Watching her go through this book, breaking into little pieces and healing them back together in totally different ways, is powerful.

Rafe is the semi-anonymous front band for the dark and twisty mega rock band. They play behind veils whilst giving their souls and hearts to their music. But Rafe is drowning in that life, not sure who is anymore, and trying not to be the guy who hurts everyone around him. A chance encounter brings him face to face with a doctor with smudged eyeliner and glitter on her cheeks, his entire world shifts and centres on something new. My man, he did me proud, he is not perfect – by any stretch – but he is learning from his mistakes and when he stakes a claim, he stands by it.

Be warned, this story covers some genuinely heart wrenching topics and doesn’t shy away from the realities of grief, pain and loss. But it does it so so well. It feels real and is written so beautifully I have no doubt I will be coming back for more when book 2 comes out.

Ready to be emotionally wrecked repeatedly? Want something poetic, lyrical, slow paced and beautiful? Go get it!


⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ - Slow, torturous, gorgeous. A must read.
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Author 3 books59 followers
May 25, 2026
Wow. This book was so much more than a rockstar romance. It was haunting, visceral, beautiful, the kind of story that seeps beneath your skin and settles into your bones. The kind of story I already know I’ll carry with me for the rest of my life.

Music has always been my favorite thing in the world. Live shows, screaming lyrics into a crowd full of strangers, feeling a song wrap around your chest so tightly it almost becomes part of you. And this book captured that feeling with an authenticity that took my breath away. Every scene felt loud in the best way.

Rafe… god, Rafe. The way he used music as a language for all the things he couldn’t say out loud was devastatingly beautiful. Every lyric, every performance, every quiet moment with him felt drenched in emotion. He will forever be the obscene poet of my heart and honestly? I would happily get involved with him any time. 💜

And the slow burn? MASTERFUL. The connection between them unfolded so gradually, so naturally, that it felt less like falling in love and more like watching two melodies slowly find harmony with one another. Quiet yearning. Lingering glances. Unspoken understanding. It felt like they were writing the same song long before either of them realized it.

And the YEARNING. Dear god, the yearning. Absolute top-tier emotional torture in the best possible way.

Then came the ending… and I genuinely don’t think I’ll ever recover from it. Completely unexpected emotional devastation. The kind that leaves you staring at the wall afterward, physically clutching your chest while tears stream down your face. Diabolical work, honestly. But the kind of hurt that reminds you why stories matter so much in the first place.

I’m so incredibly grateful the universe put this story—and this author—in my path. I cannot wait to dive deeper into this world.
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17 reviews1 follower
April 5, 2026
This is the best romance novel I’ve read this year. The writing is poetic, lyrical. The characters are relatable, with distinctive personalities and voices. The dialogue is brilliant and the world is build around the reader so beautifully you can’t help but fall in. Congratulations on the best debut novel I’ve ever read!! If you’re looking for a refreshing contemporary romance with a serving of rockstar and longing then look no further.
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87 reviews12 followers
April 25, 2026
4.5 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️✨

Talk about an emotional roller coaster that refuses to let you off the ride!! You’re going to want to buckle up and hold on tight. This book will pull you in and make you feel all the feels. It’s all about love and grief and whether love is strong enough to overcome the grief. The character growth, relationships, and family dynamic are so real and relatable that you feel like you are apart of it. And the plot ❤️‍🔥, I could not put it down! PS another book boyfriend awaits you and you will want to grab tissues for this read! 😘 Expect to be ruined by the end, you’re welcome for the recommendation. Thank you D.M. Randall for this ARC read! ❤️
3 reviews
April 8, 2026
How can I explain how this book has wrecked me and healed me on equal parts?
How can you explain the feeling of wanting to experience something again for the first time?
This book was a whole rollercoaster between longing, yearning, banting, loving, learning... It's not just the story... It's how they grow, how they learn to live and boundaries, and so much more.

I'm honestly still speechless, and I finished this book days ago...

I absolutely loved this story! The way it's written, how it's constructed, how each person is significant and how relationships are built and developed so well on their own paths.... I just loved every page of this book!

And the characters???? GOD! I HAVE A LOT TO SAY ABOUT THEM! But where do I start?

Kasia, my girl.... you're totally badass, and you deserve the world! Hopefully you're getting it now!
Your family? They just have a special place in my heart.... you'll know why ;)
Rafe.... what I want to say about you will get me banned.... but I just think you're a jewel.
TRA boys.... you're doing amazing!

DM, you absolutely hit it out of the stadium! Or should I say the ritual instead?
This book is a masterpiece :heart:

Additionally, do I have to mention your songwriting?? Giiirl! Make this real hahaha

This book is amazing, you all! Totally 10000/10
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266 reviews3 followers
April 3, 2026
I had the absolute pleasure to receive an ARC from the author of the book and I am leaving an honest review.

I simply could not put this book down. I wanted to go along with the characters to the clinic and on tour.

This story follows Dr. Kasia Sawadzka and Rafe Ashton.

Dr. Sawadzka is a retina specialist in Seattle. This woman is intelligent, assertive, strong, disciplined and controlled. She will always choose someone else’s wellbeing over herself, because it has been drilled into her during medical training and through family values. On her first on call night, she goes to one of The Katabasis Tour concerts and gets back a small piece of herself: something out of her adolescent dreams, because she’s been a fan of The Riven Altar forever.

Rafe Ashton is better known as Obelus, lead singer of The Riven Altar. He’s observant, feels deeply, transforms every experience into poetic lyrics and music, and is craving a pause. He falls down after a concert and hits his head, which lands him in the ER and Dr. Sawadzka’s office. Her kindness, stillness, competence and beauty draw him in. He just can’t stop thinking about her.

Through text messages and phone calls these two opposing individuals get to know each other, drowning in the pull they feel.

This story is written beautifully, it captures the high of new love and contrasts it to duty and all the demands of the life they choose. It reminds us of being respectful with other’s time. And brings up that the right person will see us completely, respectfully, with admiration and through all the creation we present to everyone else. It highlights that real love stays for the ugly and can disappear in a second. That we all deserve a love that is present. DM Randall didn’t hold back writing this book…it’s a fantastic debut!!! If you love slower paced stories with a lot of yearning…this rockstar romance is just for you.

Thank you DM Randall for letting me be on this ARC Team, for waiting for my POV and for sharing and walking along my side while reading this amazing story.
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40 reviews7 followers
April 9, 2026
Oh this book! Now this is a debut novel! Being a huge fan of music, specifically metal and rock, this was the perfect rockstar romance.

It was almost like a backstage pass into the lives of the band and what they deal with on a regular basis including crazy touring schedules and yet still wanting normalcy with people in general.

I adored the FMC Kasia. She had such strong family values and was loyal and selfless. Watching her get pulled into Rafe's world was very interesting and definitely different than what she is used to.

Don't even get me started on Rafe...Mr. Green Flag MMC. I'm definitely a Rafe fan girl! The guarded rockstar energy was EVERYTHING. He craved a type of normalcy that he found in Kasia. It combines the chaos of fame with the human need for a deep connection with another person.

Their relationship was built beautifully. It is definitely a slow burn (which I'm totally fine with). It showed how both characters struggled with unspoken feelings for one another, tragic times and life in general. It wasn't dramatic but it was raw and real.

The writing is absolutely gorgeous. It's very expressive and poetic. I really appreciated the depth it went into with the details throughout the entire book.
It also made me feel so nostalgic thinking back to my first concert and how a band's music can get you through the best and worst of times.

I cannot recommend this enough. It made me kick my feet up in the air yet also made me throw my kindle. You'll definitely have to read it for yourself and go on the emotional and exciting journey of Rafe and Kasia.
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52 reviews2 followers
April 7, 2026
DM’s writing is so immersive and descriptive, I dare you to not be sucked in!

Good pacing, a plot that gets you thinking and duel POV. (A joy of mine!) I love to see yearning from a man infatuated, and boy does DM deliver. This book ticks a lot of boxes for tropes and micro tropes. There’s literally something for everyone.

The characters are raw and true to life.
Don’t start reading expecting a hero. Just real people figuring out how to exist in a messy world. Funny, unique and just morally grey enough to drive you wild.

It’s steamy, it’s thrilling, it’s maddening! It’s your next top read
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301 reviews22 followers
June 2, 2026
Okay so I picked this one up after seeing a Facebook rec saying it was absolutely heart wrecking… aaaand yeah, for me it just wasn’t. 😅

I kept waiting for that emotional punch to hit and it never really came. I finished it purely because I wanted the heartbreak everyone promised, but instead I found myself getting bored and almost DNFing around 56%.

My biggest issue was the writing style. There was way too much inner monologue and barely enough actual dialogue between the characters for me to really connect with them. And oh my gosh… the amount of “the air is” moments nearly took me out. 😭

Every light flicker, breeze, shadow, breath, and tiny movement was described in SO much detail that it started feeling repetitive and overwhelming instead of emotional or atmospheric. I get what the author was going for, but for me it just became too much.

It wasn’t terrible by any means, it just didn’t live up to my ridiculously high emotional-damage standards. 🤣
132 reviews7 followers
July 26, 2026
I have seen nothing but five ⭐️ reviews for this book on my feed, so after finally accepting I was about to commit to a 600+ page novel, I took the plunge.

My first question is... why did I wait so long?

Despite its hefty page count, not once did it feel like it was dragging. Every chapter gave me something to look forward to.

This is a story about trust, love, grief, respect, healing, and unrequited love (my personal version of a horror story). For the first time in about twenty years, I was literally kicking my feet. Never have I swooned over an MMC from his very first page.

"Good girl. You're my backpack now, so do your best impression of one.”
SWOOOOON.

Kasia, our Polish optician, is a huge fan of the band Riven Altar. As someone who loves music and live concerts, I couldn't stop imagining what it would be like if the lead singer of my favourite band turned up for an eye test with me? I'd be an absolute mess! Luckily, Kasia is far more professional than I ever would be, and that's exactly what Rafe notices about her.

Cue the late night phone calls, adorable texts, and a romance that unfolds with so much respect, healthy boundaries, and genuine emotional growth. It's everything I want from a love story.

'He huffs a soft laugh. “Fine. Let me try again.” He tilts his head, studying me with far too much amusement. “I'm insanely jealous of my bike.”
EXCUSE ME?!

There were moments where I wondered how certain plotlines would play out, but every one of them was handled with such maturity and care that the book earned its five stars on that alone.

And then came the heartbreak.

There were scenes that had me sobbing, and the way each character processed their grief felt raw, quiet, and painfully authentic.

The pacing is excellent, the story just keeps giving, and I soaked up every single page. And the side characters are all fantastic.

I cannot wait for the next installment of this series.
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4 reviews
August 25, 2026
I am not the best at writing reviews, I'm more of the "hey, this is great, you should buy it" type of reviewer so bear with me here

This book is great. I'm not a huge rockstar romance kinda person but this is so much more than that

They storytelling is amazing, the emotions, relationships between all the characters, just everything is perfect and the author is so so good at the slow burn.

I laughed, I cried, I sobbed silently in the early morning while my baby and husband slept next to me, I even cursed the author in my head a few times.

Buying the second one now!
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27 reviews1 follower
May 11, 2026
ARC reader review
Okay let me just say this book put my emotions through a total roller-coaster, like just when I think I know where the story is going I get gut punched in the feels. There was not one spot during the book where it dropped off, the pace of the book was perfectly written and had me hooked, the perfect amount of romance and drama. I can not wait to read Nat's story in the next one, I actually liked her character and want more of her! 5☆ star read 💜
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50 reviews7 followers
July 31, 2026
A truly beautiful story. I laughed, cried, and kicked my feet at multiple parts. The author has a way of writing that is just gorgeous and makes you FEEL everything the characters go through so deeply 😭 🩷

+ any man that speaks like he’s writing poetry is my new book boyfriend 🤪🖤
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