Three men. Hidden behind masks. Watching me like they already know exactly what I need.
I tell myself it’s just an arrangement. Eight weeks. Eight sessions. A private exploration of desire, bound by rules I control.
A safe place to let go.
To be guided. Restrained. Seen.
But nothing about them feels safe.
Not the way one commands with quiet authority. Not the one who ties me in knots, measuring every breath, every hesitation. Not the one who touches like he’s already lost control—and might again.
They say this is about my choice.
That I set the limits. That I hold the power.
And I believe them.
Until the lines begin to blur.
Until control shifts in ways I didn’t expect. Until what started as a secret indulgence becomes something deeper… darker… impossible to walk away from.
Because it isn’t just my body they’re unravelling.
It’s everything I’ve buried.
And when three men decide I’m theirs to break… to worship… to remake—
I have to decide how far I’m willing to go. One thing's for sure; I'm not too old for desire. I'm exactly ready for it.
Advanced copy review! As per usual Lacey never disappoints with her spicy little stories, but this one is actually full novel sized. Delia being a middle aged woman’s being noticed and seen in a period of her life where she feels she is not. Just the quiet unassuming wife with so much more to her than meets the eye. Invited to a private club out of nowhere peeks her curiosity. She meets three masked men who offer a deal or a contract so to speak. Which will change her life in so many ways. Awakening Delia’s sensual side and making her look at her life and what she wants. This shows that it’s never too late to go for what you want! Fantastic. Tropes Masked men MMMF Polyamory Sub/Dom Dynamics Excellently explained, the practice/art of Shibari (rope play) Second chance at a new life Spice 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
This is my very first why choose and let me tell you, it did not disappoint.
This story does an incredible job showing a woman reclaiming herself, growing and seeing her worth starting after she gets invited for a season with BDSM. It also shows how a healthy power exchange dynamic should look. Clear rules, clear expectations, total submission.
And when it comes to the story itself, I'm very happy to have read this. There was times I thought it was predictable, yet I could never have guessed what actually happened, especially the ending!
This is also why I give this book 5 stars, it's greatly written and kept me interested.
"Why choose when you can have all three men? 🤩 Loved seeing a bored older woman reclaim herself and realise her worth. Great storyline, a few predictable bits, but totally worth reading. Lacey, you’ve pulled it out the bag yet again!"