Hockey made him a star. It made his wife a target.
Emerald Sawyer has always been my home.
She saw something in me when everyone else saw a hockey goon who could barely read. When the world called me stupid, she called me capable. Her faith built me in ways my father’s cruelty never could.
Now I’m Hayden “Haymaker” Sawyer—the league’s most feared enforcer. My violence goes viral. My fists pay the bills. Every hit, every fight, every autograph, every deal—I told myself I was doing it all for her.
Somewhere along the way, I stopped seeing what it was costing our marriage.
I let my agent handle the business so I could focus on the game. I ignored the threats and harassment. The fans who hated her simply for being mine. When Emerald tried to show me how cruel it had gotten, I told her it didn’t matter. That I would always keep her safe.
I was wrong.
The losses piled up. The fans turned vicious. My temper snapped, and with one ugly moment, I pushed away the only person who has ever truly loved me.
Then, while I was smiling for the cameras, my wife was brutally attacked by a fan wearing my jersey.
Now I see everything too late.
I want blood from every single person who touched her.
And the deeper I dig, the clearer it becomes that none of this was random.
My agent, Rick Fox, has been pulling the strings for far too long.
I’ll do whatever it takes to bring down the people who came for my wife, earn back the woman I love, and prove that this time, I won’t fail her again.
Because Emerald Sawyer is my home, my heart, my everything.
MJ Allen is a contemporary romance author who loves writing about strong, kind heroines and the men who adore them. Her stories explore mental health, emotional intimacy, respect and loyalty, and women’s empowerment.
When she’s not writing, MJ can be found spending time with her husband in their New Jersey town with their two cats.
Edit - bumping this up to five because I bought it for my perma-shelf and will definitely reread! 😎
I really enjoyed this one. I’m a big fan of this author. They’re quickly becoming one of my favorites to watch.
Spoilery thoughts..
Well this certainly was NOT a love letter to Boston! Yikes! This is about a normal girl and her professional hockey star husband. A husband who is not, nor ever has been, a man-whore. It’s so rare to read a sports romance where the MMC isn’t a man-whore. It was refreshing.
Anyway, MMC is on a losing streak. FMC is getting completely dog piled by the ‘fans’ and it’s awful. MMC tells her it’s no big deal and ignores it. After a bad loss he loses his temper and says some awful things to the FMC in front of cameras, she leaves and gets viciously attacked by a fan. It was difficult to read. This all happens in the first few chapters.
The rest of the book is her healing and MMC making things right. He truly adores her and is eaten alive with guilt. It was delicious.
Her family was amazing. Villains get their comeuppance. I’ll certainly never think of the game Marco-Polo the same. 😬A great feel good HEA and epilogues.
I knew person who had a major spat with her husband and they both walked away seriously pissed off at each other. The husband immediately got into a car wreck and died, and for the rest of this woman's life she knew the shitty things she said to her husband that day were the last words he'd ever hear from her again. That always stuck with me, so my hubby and I always resolved our disagreements before leaving the house after a spat. Life is too short. This story underscored the importance of cherishing our spouse even during hothead moments. This poor heroine went through so much. My heart seriously hurt for her. This Hero being a gigantic dickwad, spewed awful and cruel words at his sweet wife for no good reason other than his frustration at the loss of his game. She walked away and he regretted every word that had left his mouth. It's been a long time since I read such brutality in a story. I tend to avoid them, but this story was worth the read. I LOVED this couple so much. Emerald was a doll, and she was Hayden's world completely. I loved how hard he worked to make up for his asshole behavior and leaving his wife so vulnerable and unprotected. The story took a turn into the psychotic behavior of other people, and I could believe all of it. People are so ugly these days when they are incognito behind a keyboard. Other people are truly narcissists and psychos in real life as experienced in this story, too. This story was a long one for me after reading so many short stories these days. And I don't mean that in a bad way. It's just in so many spots of this story, I'd think, "Oh, it's over now...." But it wasn't. Something else big would happen. I loved everything about this story. Hayden and Emerald were true soulmates. They were adorable together, and their love for each other shined through. My heart broke for all that Emerald went through at the hands of that lunatic. I adored everything about Emerald's family, and their friends from long ago too. I was so happy experience Hayden's dick of a dad redeem himself, and I enjoyed every second of the lunatics getting what they deserved in the end.
Reader Note 💕 I’m romance-focused and particular about relationship dynamics. I always flag cheating, OWD/OMD, and romantic scenes involving other people so readers can decide if the book fits their comfort zone.
⭐ Rating: 3 📚 Genre: Romance, thriller.
📃Brief summary : Story follows Hayden and Emerald as he joins a new team in a big city. this makes his wife a target for bullies, he ignores her worries until she gets attacked and nearly died after he also lashed out on her verbally. and that was a wake up call for him. ✍️ Overall Thoughts : it tackled the suspense thriller aspect really well. I really enjoyed the variety of characters such as the detectives that were helping them. And my favorite character in the book might be Emerald's sister Ruby, who is a badass lawyer who didn't take shit from anybody. She was the only person that fully called out hayden on his behavior and was probably the person who cared the most about her sister.
👥 Main Characters 💃 FMC • Name: Emerald • Personality: sweet. supportive, caring, understanding, forgiving • Character Growth: she didn't need any character growth tbh • Did I like her? Yes • Notes: despite her immediately forgiven hayden for what he did and everything he put her through, I understand why she did it. And I understand what she saw in him that made her forgive him instantly. she's absolutely strong for going through what she's been through. and she's incredible overall 🕺 MMC • Name: Hayden • Personality: i'm having a hard time finding the right words lol so i'll stick to '" guilty" , in the sense that he was feeling guilt throughout the book for what he put emerald through for not believing when she told him about the bullies, and for ultimately being the main reason that she got assaulted and going outside after the verbal lashing he gave her. • Character Growth: 5/5 • Did I like him? Yes • Notes: i like Hayden. I really do. I feel like the first chapter and what he said to Emerald was absolutely fucked up, but he owned up to it, and worked tirelessly to fix everything and to keep emeralds safe. the only thing I was not a fan of was how much the author was trying to make us feel bad for him by portraying him as a victim of his father. which he was when he was under his father's control. but i'm sorry I simply cannot sympathize with a grown man who knows he had a shitty life and a shitty childhood, yet refused to get therapy, and ultimately turned that trauma into anger towards his wife. after he acknowledged all of this and decided to go to therapy, I was like FINALLY. 🧠 Relationship Dynamics • Chemistry: 5/5 especially when they first met they were the cutest • Communication: Messy • Relationship Development: fast
🖋️ 🚨 Content & Safety • Cheating: No • Other Women Drama (OWD): Yes, he had an obsessed fan and his agent tried to stage her presence in all his games as him having an affair with her. But it didn't cause drama between the mcs, because it was very clear that it was all a plan. • Other Men Drama (OMD): No • Romantic/ Sex Scenes with Other People: No • Other people after meeting/ being together : No • Virgins or Experienced: Both Virgins when they met ❤️ Tropes & Vibes • Tropes: i know it's promoted as marriage in crisis but it's not. • Vibes: Sweet, Angsty ✅ Final Verdict Would I recommend? Yes Final thoughts: If I had started reading this book without the idea that it's going to be a marriage in crisis, I would have loved it alot more, but I feel like I was a little disappointed that we didn't get the marriage in crisis aspect. It was just told to us. plus there was more focus on who caused the assault and his evil agent rather than the actual romance and the MC together 📅 Read Date: 01-05-2026
⚠️Note: My content is not criticism of the book or author. It exists solely to help readers make informed choices based on personal boundaries.
Unfortunately I had to DNF. The potential for angst was totally there with the plot, there was just something about this I couldn’t get into. May try again at another time.
I’m currently at 34% and it’s holding my attention but there are so many errors that I’m mildly disappointed in this book. The plot line is heartfelt and angsty and the betrayal and the revelation of the assault is well written. Maybe a little dragged out but only just. However, the continuity issues are minor but a lot of them. It wouldn’t bug me if it wasn’t for the fact that I paid for this story. When it was on wattpad I could deal with these kinds of errors because those are usually amateur authors with little to no editing or editing services happening. But it seems like this author went straight to paid publication without revising her story. That is honestly sad that no further effort was made at editing before printing and that my eagerness to wait for print was unwarranted.
Also, it’s annoying that every chapter so far has the town and month listed at the beginning. It’s an annoying unnecessary detail that should only be noted when an actual change in character, location or date is actually relevant.
And one of my pet peeves is also happening in this book. The injuries are downplayed considering the extent of the assault described. A 6’2” heavyset man beats a 5’5” little woman like she was another man and all she has is facial swelling and bruising, a punctured lung and rib fractures, a broken jaw and teeth, two broken fingers, concussion, and with hypothermia that almost froze her to death. But she’s awake and communicating a day and a half later? These injuries are extensive as is, but are missing the broken nose that’s only mentioned before the EMT’s arrived. It’s missing the absolute obvious ones, internal injuries and or internal bleeding. It’s definitely missing the spine/neck injuries and or fractures she should absolutely have. It does mention ptsd towards men in general, but even that should only be revealed after week of being unconscious before they even begin to realize the extent of that emotional and mental trauma.
So as usual, the medical aspects are played as “so life threatening” that she could have died but downplayed as practically having miraculously fast healing and cognitive awareness after a day or two, to recover so quickly and be so alert so soon. Give me a break please!
61% UPDATE
Ugh so many errors!
79% UPDATE
These flashback chapters are cute but pointless to the story. They almost always show a situation that was already inner monologued in the present time. They don’t progress the story. The do make you like the characters but I’m pretty sure if you’ve made it this far into the book then you already liked them. So again what is the point of these flashbacks, especially so late in the book. In the beginning I get as it sets up the characters profiles and if done right can give context to the events of the story. But once you pass the halfway point of a story the flashbacks need to stop or be vastly shorter than a full chapter. Maybe glimpse of a moment only a few paragraphs long. Smdh.
FINAL UPDATE
I may have been annoyed with a lot of things in this book but I really did like the story and the characters overall. I was able to enjoy it despite the grammar and continuity issues, the unrealistic medical representation, the slow pacing and the unnecessary chapter long flashbacks. I loved the love between the characters. The entire story centered on them together. No separation and or solo self improvement and therapies. They were together from page one to the last word. There isn’t really anything to spoil as this was a very simple story of overcoming trauma and outside interference.
Having said that, nothing spectacular happened here or any writing that resonated with me. But it was still an interesting read. I don’t know if this will make my reread list but I absolutely did end up loving the HEA. It’s worth reading at least once. Enjoy.
This was very emotional, and it caused my eyes to water a few times (possible spoilers ahead)
I can totally see this happening in real life. The parasocial relationship people have with celebrities is creepy. Just using Justin Bieber and his wife, Hailey, as an example- go to any of Hailey’s social media accounts, and you see endless comments where they call her marriage fake, or they call her awful names. Fans act like they know Justin better than her. I know it probably happens to every celebrity couple, but some couples get it worse.
So yeah…what happened to h in the beginning was very believable. I could see some obsessed fan blaming the wife for the team losing. I could even believe there are shady PR firms that fake “events” to drum up publicity.
I really wouldn’t say this was a marriage in crisis, but it was definitely almost there. H knew immediately he fk’d up by taking his anger out on h. He almost lost the chance to apologize because she almost died. Thankfully, he wasn’t a total dummy. I LOVED h’s sister, Ruby. We all need a Ruby in our lives.
The author did an amazing job at H’s POV. I could feel every single bit of desperation he had during that ambulance ride and during the hospital scenes. I felt his love for h.
There’s no big mystery in this book. I think everybody knew the PR guy was shady from the moment he was introduced. The timeline accurately showed that the couple’s issues started the moment the PR guy entered their life. I did chuckle a little when it was mentioned that h never liked him. IVE BEEN THERE BEFORE. 😜 Every single time I’ve told my husband I didn’t like somebody, and he’s ignored me or gone “ohh he’s a nice guy” -he has always been burned by that person.
I liked both MCs. I didn’t think h was weak or pathetic even though she forgave H pretty quickly. I understood why. H was not a bad guy. He made a significant mistake and trusted the wrong people.
That Marco Polo game was INTENSE!
I especially liked the peek at the darker side of hockey/sports.
I will be following this author ❤️ and I’m interested to see what else they write.
But then about 42% in, it stored to drrraaaaag. ! was so bored. First off the history would have been better left in the past. I seriously hated the flash backs. I just wanted to know what was going on NOW. First off the wanna be OW, the slutty fake, was almost a caricature of an OW. She was way over the top. I was laughing at her showing up in the apartment and so comfortable with it. just,a total collapse of real romance! No way would that ever happen in real life, ever, so off putting. And sad. Then it happens , A meet up with someone going down in a blaze of glory. Not caring and ready to sacrifice everyone for s bit of orEace,,aise. I just gated it.
I read this on wattpad and it was so exciting to read as it came out, the suspense was well done with the romance and I need more authors to do relationships in trouble without cheating!! Thank you MJ Allen!
At 41% it is stated that there is only one place in Boston to make a bet that large. I was surprised that the detective would even consider in person betting. With online sports betting, anyone can bet from anywhere. But I guess it's fiction so it works.
At 70% there is this gem of a mistaken word, "There's someone cooking on the stove, a stew, I think." I guffawed. 😂 Yes, I'm easily entertained.
No Place Like Home hits hard. Chapter 1 pulls you in and you are left wondering what just hit you.
This is the story of Hayden and Emerald. They have a beautiful love story, even though you will be questioning that with the first chapter. She tells their love story through flashbacks and current time. No worries, the flashbacks are not distracting they are beautiful moments from time that enhance the story not detracts from it.
Hayden, who has a learning disability, met Emerald while going to school at the University of Michigan . She was his tutor. They became friends, lovers, and married. Emerald has very supportive loving parents and a sister Ruby who is a fire cracker. Their mom loves everything Wizard of Oz hence her daughter’s names. They open their arms to Hayden and give him the love never shown by his wealthy, mostly absent parents. His father was mentally abusive and disowned Hayden when Hayden wouldn’t fall in line. He was ok with that as he had Em. Em worked multiple jobs to support them as Hayden rose through the ranks of the hockey world. He was signed to the NHL and he and Em moved to Minnesota . Life in Minnesota was good and the team was supportive and family oriented.
Hayden was intent on giving Emerald anything she wanted so he hired Rick(the dick) to manage his career. Rick is both manager and agent for Hayden. He is intent on making Hayden a star as it lines his pockets at the same time. Rick is about image, and he controls many aspects of Hayden’s life including his social media account. He see’s Hayden’s love for Emerald as a road block, a road block doesn’t stop Rick. He gets Hayden signed to the Boston Bullies which means more exposure and more money. Boston is not Minnesota. Family values are not the focus and puck bunnies are hopping around all over the place. Rick tells Hayden he needs to go with the flow. Although Hayden puts some boundaries up, they are still more than Rick wants. Being available and friendly to your female fans sells merchandise, magazines, free social media posts etc… Hayden follows many of Rick’s directives worse the intent of providing the best life possible for Em. However, Em is unhappy with the feel of Boston and she is getting harassed online by rabid fans, which Hayden dismisses as jealousy on the fan’s parts. Meanwhile, Hayden is getting more irritable, because Rick keeps pulling him to do sponsorships etc…His home is Emerald, so he starts to feel undone when he doesn’t see her for long stretches….which brings us to chapter 1
Angry words are said. Tragedy strikes in the form of angry fan. Emerald left fighting for her life. And just like that their life will never be the same again. Hayden full of regrets and remorse. Emerald who has to physically and emotionally heal. Yet through it all, you feel the love. Even the parents who arrive at the hospital to see their little girl struggling manage to show their disappointment in Hayden but they do not retract their love. Ruby doesn’t spare Hayden anything but even she works to help him get to the bottom of the rot that has infiltrated their lives.
There are many evil forces at work here in the story, some connected, some not. Let’s meet some of the people who have caused issues in our main characters lives over the years. *Harold Sawyer who belittled his son for his learning differences and later disowned him…His emotional abuse of his son plays a role in how his son reacted to stress. *Rick is a slime ball…he is a man with no values(except money and fame) And Hayden is not his first client. In fact, his last client, Jace, who Hayden replaced on the hockey team, ended up in a huge scandal and disappeared Brittney-Social influencer darling, and self proclaimed #1 fan of Hayden(and bully of Emerald)…This puck bunny didn’t know how to stay in her lane and the question is who was helping her out of her lane? *Attacker-don’t worry we will meet him…he did what he did, but did he do it alone?
Where there are villains there are also heroes/heroines: *the police investigators on the case are excellent(although they have forces working against them) *friends from Minnesota are supportive *Emerald’s parents are there to help not only their daughter but to help Hayden as he grapples with guilt and the need for vengeance *Sister Ruby, a lawyer, gets in the face of some very big men and walks out with their balls in her purse *As the story progresses, Hayden isn’t the only one to get a redemption
I know I am leaving out the details. You will have more fun discovering them on your own I promise. Please read the trigger warnings on this one, and yes there is absolutely no cheating! Not even a hint!
If you are looking for a true love story, a love that gets tested but comes out even stronger in the end you will love this story.
If you like a little intrigue with your romance or even if you don’t(I am usually anti intrigue) you will love that story. As each layer gets pulled back like an onion we find more and more corruption along the way, but here is the thing…it is ingrained into the story. It is not some plot device to keep a story interesting. It is a natural part of the story and through it all the love and romance is still center to it being there.
This is the second story I have read by this author. I am currently reading another of her stories on wattpad which is just as good! I love that I have discovered a new author who knows how to tug at my heartstrings!
Characters are too perfect for SCAB to be believable
Some authors fail at second chance romance after betrayal because they don’t know how to balance the good and bad to make the story believable. The characters have to be flawed and the betrayal has to agree with the MCs flaws for the redemption to be worth a second chance. This story suffers from that. The MCs seem like they are too perfect so the conflict wasn’t believable and it seemed like they were in two different relationships so the groveling is not satisfying cause from the fmc’s perspective it’s not enough but from the MMC’s perspective it’s over the top.
I only made it to 58% before I DNF’d but about 90% of the first half of book is the MMCs POV and he constantly talks about how he loves his wife, she is the best thing that ever happened to him, all of the things he did for her out of love, etc. she is basically perfect from his POV. So how did they get to the point of him treating her like crap? What about her made her less important over time if she was his heartbeat and only reason for living? It just didn’t make sense.
The FMC had no flaws at all which made the betrayal not make sense which made the MMCs seem like a bigger a*hole which also contradicted with his POV chapters where he is super in love, supportive, protective, and present. It made for a boring story because it was more about the FMCs trauma and recovery than the MMCs betrayal and the couples recovery of their relationship. That wasn’t what I was looking for.
Then another pet peeve for me was that this author doesn’t know how to write a MMC. He was so unrealistic for a 6’5, 200+lbs, hockey player with an on-ice anger issue. He was puppy and not in a good way. He was overly sensitive, loving, and protective. And every time his wife looked at him, he would preen and Lordy if she touched him, he about collapse out of awe or lust. It was too over the top.
I got tired of reading “Emerald is so good, or so nice, or so thoughtful, or so supportive, or so beautiful…… I ended up quitting.
Finally a book I can say... I'm pretty sure...was written by an actual author and not AI. At least, it isn't obvious that it is AI as a LOT if books are. I didn't have high hopes with this book but ended up liking it a lot. I am not a fan of the present, past, present, past, thing. I, honestly, skinned those. I didn't need the past to feel the connection between all the characters and their relationships with each other. I loved the devotion between couples. We need more of that. I loved that this author knows how to get a story moving quickly. Some stories are hard to get into when, as a reader, you know from the description that something is going to happen, only for the author to drag it out. My other criticism is the over use of repetitive thought life. I loved the way she has Hayden describe his emotions but it was a bit extensive. Also, you get to a point where the story is in the middle of a tense moment aaaaand...the repetitive thought life kicks in and we get to read again about his emotions, his love for his wife, etc. At spots where you want the tense moment to flow, the dialogue to go back and forth between characters. I like how the story brings everyone...mostly...to a spot of happiness. I didn't like the outcome of one character but I'll let you decide and won't give anything away. Looking forward to trying another book from this author.
Met in school. He’s now a professional hockey player. Moved to a new team and season isn’t going well. His new PR guy keeps scheduling him for events that keep him from home. Rick also won’t let him set boundaries with puck bunnies.
After a loss he sees Emerald outside the locker room. He says humiliating things to her. Telling her to shut up, he is the only one keeping the family supported.
She’s tried to tell him about online abuse she receives from “fans”.
She leaves and is brutally attacked in the parking lot. It’s a man in her husband’s jersey who bet on the game and lost. Brutal isn’t even enough to describe the attack. If you’re sensitive you should skip it.
Hayden regrets his words as soon as they fall out. He has to do interviews and autographs for an hour. He finally realizes his wife is still in the parking lot. It’s freezing and snowing. Her body is broken.
Unfortunately as she lost consciousness she hallucinated Hayden was there. When she comes out of anesthesia and sees him she panics.
The attack is so much more than what it seems. Hard to know who they can trust.
I want to caution the attack is one of the more brutal I’ve read. It’s talked about as it happens then again when Hayden watches the security footage.
Safety
They are each other’s one and only. He has no interest in anyone else.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
This book had me hooked from the start and read it in one sitting, I honestly could not put it down.
I’m such a fan of MJ Allen and have loved everything she has written so far but Emerald and Hayden really got me.
This is a marriage in trouble romance full of angst, emotion, suspense and heartbreak. Emerald has spent so long being Hayden’s home and safe place. Emerald was the one who believed in him when no one else did but somewhere along the way he stopped seeing her and how much this life was costing her.
When a fan takes his rage out on Emerald while wearing Hayden’s jersey he's forced to face everything he ignored and everything he missed.
I loved Emerald as an FMC she was soft but strong, even though she was hurt she was still full of heart and I really felt for everything she had to carry. I loved watching Hayden finally realise the damage and fight to make things right.
This gave me everything I wanted marriage in trouble, a hockey player MMC, survivor FMC, mystery/suspense, high angst and that protective I’ll burn it all down for her energy.
I highly recommend!
Please check the author’s content warnings before reading.
That’s the sound my heart made after reading this book! I don’t know how M.J did it, they have wrote another masterpiece! From the first page it had me engaged and crying. I would’ve liked to have had an inner dialogue of the Emerald (the fmc) at one point but in all honesty that doesn’t take away how much of an amazing story that was written!
This author is an artists and amazing artist that will punch you in the gut and heal you and your heart right after! I don’t know how better else to explain what I went through reading it!
How I would just LOVE for every woman (or man) to have someone like Hayden (the mmc) on their life, don’t get me wrong I wanted to slap some sense into him, but his redemption was amazing and such a loyal, fierce loving husband and Emerald was such a strong-willed, bad-ahh, kind, loving wife and woman!
I wish I could erase my memory and read this all over again, it’s that amazing! Can’t wait to see what else this author can write!
Although I wasn't sure about this book when I first starting reading I did carry on and it was actually ok ,being from the UK I dnt get the whole Ice hockey and the players being idols for many so I had to put in my head the level of adoration of football players get in the uk.Emerald was a lovely strong character who loved her husband Hayden but when he shouts and embarrassed her after a match he'd just lost she leaves in a hurry .He tried to go after her but gets held back and in that time Emerald is brutally attacked and left for dead in the heavy snow .This inside about her recovery and Haydens guilt but then it turns into a story of hatred and conspiracy towards the players wives and a really nasty piece of work that is Rick Fox ,(haydans manager )whom tries to make more money and more interest in the team buy using any means to destroy their marriage .It was ok and so glad Emerald was tougher then we first think ,good characters on Emeralds side and was nice to get a epilogue
Grovel = H yelled at the h, said some awful things to her in front of media/fans, h leaves, H goes to do media interviews, h gets violently assaulted and H never bothered to check on h himself just trusted others to do so. H completely turned his life around, leaving the team, moving back home, etc. H and h never really separate but H does grovel. h was kind, but she was also very traumatized. h had some issues, understandably, and H dealt with her trauma with care and love. So was it enough grovel? Was the h a doormat? Yes, great grovel and NO h was not a doormat.
OM drama = H's agent orchestrated having OW get close to the H (H never cheated and was never tempted to do so), assisted OW in stalking the H, gave key to H's apartment to OW so she could pretend and post pictures implying an affair, OM was doing his best to turn H against h, etc. There's more, but why ruin all the juicy drama?
I thoroughly enjoyed this, it’s Wicked good. Timeline is a bit iffy, but the characters and the story were stunning. It’s not your typical marriage in trouble story and I love the choice of having majority of the book be in the husband Hayden’s POV. It really gave him the space to be properly redeemed, unlike most marriage in trouble stories where the sin still far outweighs the redemption so you’re left unsatisfied, pissed, and still questioning the husband’s intentions.
The representation in this story was chefs kiss truly encompassing all walks of life and helping to address heavy topics like mental health, learning disabilities, physical disabilities, assault, and coping with trauma. I shed a few tears along the way both in sadness and in joy. Overall wonderful storytelling. A big plus was a genuinely loveable heroine. Emerald is just a character you can’t help but love. Truly a rare gem no wonder Hayden was so gone for her.
it was ok.. maybe a bit long, I found myself getting bored and put it down a few times to come back to it. Interesting premise, you feel really bad for the fmc, i mean she got the crap kicked out of her and maybe she forgave the mmc to fast but I guess that depends on your perspective. he was absolutely gutted and learned how far the the manger went, and he was walking away from his career for her so... well anyways, there's a really crazy, stalkery ow, there's a rotten manager who is in cahoots with her, a crazed fan who took out his anger on the fmc when she was leaving after a huge blowup with her husband. no cheating, what was nice is basically these two have been together since college and each others first and only. nice ending. like i said maybe just a little too long and if i remember correctly, i felt the same with the other book i read by the same author.
Hayden is a hockey star, a god among players. Which means he has super fans who think they know him well. Pushing him is his agent Rick. Rick’s motives are whatever makes Rick money. Even if that means destroying Hayden’s marriage to Emerald. Fans are vicious to her, but Hayden is blind to her concerns. After a game loss, Hayden attacks his wife verbally, and she leaves the arena alone, only to be brutally attacked by a fan. Hayden realizes his mistake and the real danger to his wife almost too late. Rebuilding their marriage and protecting his wife becomes his only goal.
My issue is not with the story, though a bit predictable, but with some drawn outness of some elements. Looking for Rick went on and on. What seemed an element of suspense made parts of story boring. Overall good read.
Hayden is a professional hockey player, in the moment of losing a game he spits vile words at his sweet wife and then moments after she is brutally beaten up and left for dead, he regretted the words as soon as she walked away from him, he did it in front of fans, reporters, other hockey players and women who want to get with him.
This one hurt my heart, Hayden knew he was an arsehole but he made up for it as he really did love Emerald.
Emerald was so strong in surviving what she did. This book was so real and raw
The epilogue was so wholesome and loved the HEA they got
Each others first and only- he kissed 2 girls before FMC and she had 2 boyfriends before him
I can't get over how much I loved this book! I went through so many emotions while reading this. My heart felt so full with overwhelming love for Emerald & Hayden. They went through so much, but had such dedication to each other. I loved the flashback chapters, it was just the right amount to give us a sense of how they fell in love and show us their backstory.
The whole book I kept thinking "this should be movie or limited tv series." It just had the perfect mix of love, laughter, shock and suspense. I can't wait to read more work from this author. Definitely adding to my favorites.
I normally stay away from books that feature hockey but I read this on Wattpad and I really liked it. It is such a good book and very well written. It has everything you would want. I am terrible with names so the mmc and mfc are married. He is a hotshot hockey player who they call the Haymaker (Hayden)?. His wife is Emerald. The fans and the hanger ons do not like her. She is attacked and what follows is a truly great story. If you get this book I know you will like it...thank you!!
I really loved this story. It starts off with a heart wrenching scene but everything after that—the love, the remorse, the rebuilding, the fight, the coming together, and family, both blood and found, was heart warming to read about.
The only thing lingering in my mind is exactly what happened to Brittany after she was arrested? Did she get out of charges after she was arrested? If she was sentenced, how long? The epilogue is years later and no mention of her crazy so I hope her obsession died but who knows.
More Than Infidelity—A Powerful Relationship Story
I love the “marriage in trouble” trope, and this book does it really well. It shows how emotional betrayal—without physical cheating—can be even more damaging and require deeper groveling to fix. I’ve followed this author for a while and really enjoy her work, and this one didn’t disappoint. The characters felt real, and the flashbacks added great depth. A standout read for me.
MJ Allen never fails to write and viscerally impactful story and, boy!, does No Place Like Home deliver in spades. This was equal parts romance and domestic suspense as we watch Hayden and Emerald wade through the wreckage of their once healthy marriage. Their share and individual trauma is difficult to read, but beautiful to watch them work though. I love this author’s work and cannot wait for what else she has in store.
Started to read this Sunday lunchtime, finished it Sunday night. It grabs you right from the start and I’ll be honest just from the first few pages I wanted to hit the mmc Hayden. There were things I didn’t expect to happen (check trigger warnings as this book deals with assault and battery), but it was a great book. Can’t wait to see what else they’ve written
This story is not your typical “he cheated wants second chance” story. A lot of twists & turns through out the chapters. He never cheated but for a different reason he felt he needed to do better, be better. Got teary reading some parts. Enjoyed this book so much I know I’ll read this book again. Wish author had written more books. Loved this book, please write more book.