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Expected 25 May 26Ellis Carter has spent his life clinging to the places that don’t ask him to be louder.
At twenty-six, the queer punk record store where he works is more than a job—it’s a refuge. The old man who owns it gave Ellis his first steady ground after his father died and his mother disappeared into alcohol. The store taught him rhythm, routine, and how to exist without apology. So when the store is sold to Issaky Jones—a wealthy, charming outsider known for buying up independent record stores—Ellis is certain of one this is how safe places die.
Issaky is everything Ellis distrusts. Confident, unapologetic, impossible to ignore. He renovates, restructures, and insists Ellis stay on—with benefits Ellis has never had and patience Ellis doesn’t know how to accept. Attraction sparks where resentment should be, and soon Ellis finds himself drawn into something he never planned a man who listens, who waits, and who stays.
As the store is rebuilt, Ellis uncovers a hidden box of letters—love notes written decades earlier by the store’s original owner to his lover. Each letter tells a quiet story of queer love, fear, and devotion, mirroring Ellis’s own in ways he isn’t ready to face. When loss strikes and grief threatens to close Ellis off for good, he must decide whether to retreat into silence or risk trusting the steady hands reaching for him.
Still Here is a tender, slow-burn queer romance about legacy, grief, and learning that love doesn’t demand you change, only that you stay.
At twenty-six, the queer punk record store where he works is more than a job—it’s a refuge. The old man who owns it gave Ellis his first steady ground after his father died and his mother disappeared into alcohol. The store taught him rhythm, routine, and how to exist without apology. So when the store is sold to Issaky Jones—a wealthy, charming outsider known for buying up independent record stores—Ellis is certain of one this is how safe places die.
Issaky is everything Ellis distrusts. Confident, unapologetic, impossible to ignore. He renovates, restructures, and insists Ellis stay on—with benefits Ellis has never had and patience Ellis doesn’t know how to accept. Attraction sparks where resentment should be, and soon Ellis finds himself drawn into something he never planned a man who listens, who waits, and who stays.
As the store is rebuilt, Ellis uncovers a hidden box of letters—love notes written decades earlier by the store’s original owner to his lover. Each letter tells a quiet story of queer love, fear, and devotion, mirroring Ellis’s own in ways he isn’t ready to face. When loss strikes and grief threatens to close Ellis off for good, he must decide whether to retreat into silence or risk trusting the steady hands reaching for him.
Still Here is a tender, slow-burn queer romance about legacy, grief, and learning that love doesn’t demand you change, only that you stay.
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Expected publication May 25, 2026
About the author
A.J. Knight
16 books82 followersA.J. Knight has been writing since the age of twelve. A passion for writing runs deep in their family, with a father who dabbled in short stories and a mother who was a poetry enthusiast. Once A.J. Knight began, they never looked back. Originally from Washington State, A.J. Knight relocated to North Dakota to be closer to their wife. Battling both physical and mental health challenges, A.J. Knight is forever committed to promoting positive representation in all of their work.
A.J. Knight also enjoys drawing character art for their novels and other fellow authors!
A.J. Knight also enjoys drawing character art for their novels and other fellow authors!
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April 18, 2026
Learning how to create your safe haven when it feels like you have no place in the world. Learning change is scary as hell, but it is needed and can be safe.
Learning that it's ok to not be ok. Learning how to cherish, how to love and so much more.
Y'all I'm holding back tears while trying to type this review. This was such an amazing read y'all, like I'm honestly so happy to have found this.
The connection between each character, the quiet understanding, acceptance is just something unique and something that really catches your attention.
I just want to hug Ellis until everything stops hurting, y'all he's so sweet and I loved his quirks. Then Issaky is just an amazing person, no matter what was said or done. He never flashed out, he listened to understand not to respond! I honestly could go on and on about them, I just loved their story!
Also will forever love Clyde.
Learning that it's ok to not be ok. Learning how to cherish, how to love and so much more.
Y'all I'm holding back tears while trying to type this review. This was such an amazing read y'all, like I'm honestly so happy to have found this.
The connection between each character, the quiet understanding, acceptance is just something unique and something that really catches your attention.
I just want to hug Ellis until everything stops hurting, y'all he's so sweet and I loved his quirks. Then Issaky is just an amazing person, no matter what was said or done. He never flashed out, he listened to understand not to respond! I honestly could go on and on about them, I just loved their story!
Also will forever love Clyde.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Eventually, Ellis spoke again. “Do you ever feel…angry?”
Jack considered that. “Sometimes,” he admitted. “Not at him. At time. At the fact that love doesn’t make anyone immortal.”
I will admit that I was a little nervous going into my read through of A.J. Knight’s Still Here because there’s always a little worry when I read a book that has an autistic main character. I’m unsure of Knight’s neurodivergence even now, post-read, so my hesitation going into Still Here was… pretty warranted, I think. When allistic people write characters with autism, it too often fits into the stereotype of what autism is: stunted conversational skills, meltdowns, struggles with managing emotions, etc. It often is like that, don’t get me wrong, but the media loves to use this one version of autism for everything (see: The Good Doctor’s Shaun Murphy, The Big Bang Theory’s Sheldon Cooper, and Atypical’s Sam Gardner). There is no one way to be autistic, and I think that a lot of writers forget that.
So, when I say that I was pleasantly surprised by Knight’s representation of autism through Ellis… trust me when I say that I mean it. I, as someone with AuDHD, anxiety, and depression among other things, have never felt so seen in a work of fiction before. I’m talking… Knight had me tearing up in the first chapter. THE FIRST CHAPTER! And then I just kept tearing up throughout the rest of the book. Ellis’ autism felt very, very real to me. Here’s a snippet of a DM I sent to Knight:
As for Ellis’s autism… I think a lot of autistic people know when we’re “overreacting” or responding poorly and it’s kind of like we’re seeing our actions/behaviors play out but there’s nothing we can do about it in the moment. I definitely got that vibe from Ellis, and the way you wrote his guilt following his reactions made me feel seen. I think autism is hard to portray because people often expect it to be the same for everyone when it just isn’t. Ellis Carter and Shane Hollander could never experience autism the same way, especially when nature vs. nurture is taken into consideration.
It was also refreshing to see the other characters in Still Here love Ellis so freely. Issaky and Clyde learn to navigate Ellis and his needs in a way that made me feel loved, too, because my friends and loved ones do the same for me. The patience that Issaky has for Ellis is just… honestly, it was beautiful. One of the things I’ve come to learn in my twenty-six years of life is that we, as individuals, are responsible for our words and actions – mental health is never an excuse to treat people poorly. So, when there are moments at which Ellis is shutting down and not responding or acting “ideally,” Issaky (and Clyde, too) hold him accountable while still holding onto that rich, gorgeous patience. Holding our loved ones accountable for their words and actions is not mutually exclusive from treating them with love and respect. And, because of that patience, Ellis learned how to navigate communication in a way that didn’t shut Issaky out. Gorgeous, honestly.
Surprisingly enough, Ellis isn’t my favorite character. When A.J. asked me who my favorite was, I actually said… Issaky. While I saw a lot of myself in Ellis, I couldn’t help but be drawn to Issaky and his kindness, his patience, and his warmth. When I read romance novels, I often find that less important side characters or the main character end up being my big favs, so I was surprised when I came to the realization that the love interest ended up being so important to me. Upon further inspection, I think it makes sense: Issaky has OCD. Autism is already unfairly represented in so many forms of media, but I think it’s fair to say that autism is becoming more and more represented as the days go by. OCD, however, I think is also just as hard to replicate. It’s not just making sure everything is strictly organized or having things the way you want them – it’s little repetitive actions that help calm you down, intrusive thoughts, and so, so much more. Which is all to say this: seeing myself, as someone with diagnosed OCD, in such an important character who remains truly gentle and kind throughout the entire book, healed something in me. Issaky healed a part of me that I didn’t know needed healing, and I cannot thank A.J. Knight enough for that.
When it’s all said and done, Still Here is an easy 4.5/5 stars for me. It was such a fun read (even if it made me cry numerous times; A.J. Knight when I get you… when I get you A.J. Knight) and I am beyond excited to read the next book in the series and see where A.J. takes Ellis, Issaky, and the next lucky couple.
Thank you so much to A.J. Knight for allowing me to read an early release copy of Still Here and for trusting me with your book baby. All the love.
Review of advance copy received from Author
thank you a.j. knight for the eARC—all thoughts are my own!
✦ publication date: may 25, 2026
TO BE LOVED IS TO BE SEEN
this story follows ellis, who works at a punk record store. after a difficult childhood, the store became his home and his only safe place. the owner, clide, an older man who acted like a father to ellis, eventually decides to sell the shop. now the new owner is issaky jones, a wealthy and charming man. ellis doesn’t trust him at all. he thinks issaky is just another outsider who will destroy everything special about the store. but issaky keeps ellis on as an employee and treats him better than anyone ever has. this leads to ellis eventually falling for his very new boss. when a sudden tragedy happens, ellis feels like shutting everyone out again. he has to decide, will he hide away, or will he finally trust issaky to be there for him?
i believe that everyone deserves to feel safe, understood, and to be seen, especially those who experience the world in a different way. it also means being patient with their needs, listening to how they actually communicate, and respecting their boundaries. when you offer someone that kind of gentle support, you are letting them know that they are valuable exactly as they are.
this kind of love is beautifully clear in the way isaaky treats ellis. because ellis has autism, the world can sometimes feel loud or overwhelming for him, but isaaky is his quiet, safe place. you can see it in the little things, the way isaaky watches for signs that ellis needs a break, the way he uses a calm voice when things get stressful, and how he never forces ellis to do something that makes him uncomfortable. isaaky honors ellis. he holds ellis’s hand with a soft touch that says, "I am here, you are safe, and I am not going anywhere."
it was incredibly amazing to watch isaaky learn the language of ellis’s heart. he knows exactly when ellis needs space and when he needs to be held close. in a world that demands people change to fit in, isaaky’s love is a soft pillow for ellis to rest on. when you truly care for someone, you take the time to learn how their mind works and you protect their happiness with everything you have. their relationship shows that the deepest form of love is simply showing someone that they are worthy of patience, gentleness, and respect every single day.
this book is written in a way that is so simple and easy to read, yet it touches your heart in the deepest possible way.
in many romance novels today, we are told that love is a magic cure. we are taught that if we find the right person, all our problems will suddenly vanish and our pain will turn into sunshine. but in my heart, i know that isn't true. life is more complicated than that. this book understands this truth. it shows that love doesn't fix you but instead, it supports you. love doesn't take away the depression or the anxiety, but it gives you a hand to hold while you walk through the fire. the characters still struggle. they still have bad days where everything feels heavy. but they are there for each other. that is what truly matters. being seen and being loved exactly as you are, even when you feel broken, is the most powerful thing in the world.
i have read many many romance novels, but i've never felt this way before. this story reached inside of me and pulled out so many emotions. i cried so much while reading it, not because it was sad, but because it was so damn beautiful. we can be messy, we can be hurting, and we can still find a beautiful connection with someone else.
i want to tell everyone about this book. i want to hand it to anyone who needs to feel understood. it is a masterpiece of the heart, and i'll honestly never EVER forget how it made me feel. please read this. you won’t regret it.
⤿ MLM
⤿ slow burn romance
⤿ autistic rep
⤿ consensual power imbalance
⤿ grumpy x sunshine
⤿ soft sub x confident top
౨ৎ ⋮ more by a.j. knight
— fae marked series
— always, her
— chasing starfire
✦ publication date: may 25, 2026
TO BE LOVED IS TO BE SEEN
this story follows ellis, who works at a punk record store. after a difficult childhood, the store became his home and his only safe place. the owner, clide, an older man who acted like a father to ellis, eventually decides to sell the shop. now the new owner is issaky jones, a wealthy and charming man. ellis doesn’t trust him at all. he thinks issaky is just another outsider who will destroy everything special about the store. but issaky keeps ellis on as an employee and treats him better than anyone ever has. this leads to ellis eventually falling for his very new boss. when a sudden tragedy happens, ellis feels like shutting everyone out again. he has to decide, will he hide away, or will he finally trust issaky to be there for him?
i believe that everyone deserves to feel safe, understood, and to be seen, especially those who experience the world in a different way. it also means being patient with their needs, listening to how they actually communicate, and respecting their boundaries. when you offer someone that kind of gentle support, you are letting them know that they are valuable exactly as they are.
this kind of love is beautifully clear in the way isaaky treats ellis. because ellis has autism, the world can sometimes feel loud or overwhelming for him, but isaaky is his quiet, safe place. you can see it in the little things, the way isaaky watches for signs that ellis needs a break, the way he uses a calm voice when things get stressful, and how he never forces ellis to do something that makes him uncomfortable. isaaky honors ellis. he holds ellis’s hand with a soft touch that says, "I am here, you are safe, and I am not going anywhere."
it was incredibly amazing to watch isaaky learn the language of ellis’s heart. he knows exactly when ellis needs space and when he needs to be held close. in a world that demands people change to fit in, isaaky’s love is a soft pillow for ellis to rest on. when you truly care for someone, you take the time to learn how their mind works and you protect their happiness with everything you have. their relationship shows that the deepest form of love is simply showing someone that they are worthy of patience, gentleness, and respect every single day.
this book is written in a way that is so simple and easy to read, yet it touches your heart in the deepest possible way.
in many romance novels today, we are told that love is a magic cure. we are taught that if we find the right person, all our problems will suddenly vanish and our pain will turn into sunshine. but in my heart, i know that isn't true. life is more complicated than that. this book understands this truth. it shows that love doesn't fix you but instead, it supports you. love doesn't take away the depression or the anxiety, but it gives you a hand to hold while you walk through the fire. the characters still struggle. they still have bad days where everything feels heavy. but they are there for each other. that is what truly matters. being seen and being loved exactly as you are, even when you feel broken, is the most powerful thing in the world.
i have read many many romance novels, but i've never felt this way before. this story reached inside of me and pulled out so many emotions. i cried so much while reading it, not because it was sad, but because it was so damn beautiful. we can be messy, we can be hurting, and we can still find a beautiful connection with someone else.
i want to tell everyone about this book. i want to hand it to anyone who needs to feel understood. it is a masterpiece of the heart, and i'll honestly never EVER forget how it made me feel. please read this. you won’t regret it.
⤿ MLM
⤿ slow burn romance
⤿ autistic rep
⤿ consensual power imbalance
⤿ grumpy x sunshine
⤿ soft sub x confident top
౨ৎ ⋮ more by a.j. knight
— fae marked series
— always, her
— chasing starfire
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May 5, 2026Not really for me, but I'll post my full review a week after it releases, at the other's request for arc readers :)
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Review of advance copy
I really loved this book! From the dedication, it had me laughing out loud and grinning, kicking my feet, and just generally falling deeply in love with both Isaaky and Ellis. (Talk about two stellar main characters!) Both so different but so life-like. Complicated and lovely in their own way, like well-rounded characters should be!
I didn't know this was the start of a series, but I could not be more pleased! I will definitely be tuning in for the rest of "Soft places."
Ellis was a shot though my chest (/positive). It is a beautiful thing to see yourself in a character; rare is it, however, that a character shines such a bright and compassionate mirror that you see yourself, see all of your own flaws, and because you can still love this character and everything that makes them flawed, you must accept some of that love for yourself. And that's exactly what this character did for me with Ellis.
My heart broke with him when he was facing the insecurity of the shop, of Clyde. My heart shattered with him when he lost Clyde. (I can't even begin to describe how seen I felt or this will become a therapy session and not a book review.) It was truly masterful and took my breath away. Kudos to the author for showing such a sensitive and delicate part of the human experience with such incredible compassion and love. Thank you for telling a story about love that showed someone with autism both capable of great love (even when it doesn't look like what we expect) and someone loving someone with autism with grand compassion and patience.
Also I really appreciated that this was a story that had an abusive parent but left the redemption of the story open ended – it was up to her and we don't know how it will turn out. I really appreciated that representation.
One of my favorite scenes that made me shake and start to cry:
"'You didn't have to redesign the store around me.'
'I didn't,' Issaky said. 'I redesigned it around accessibility. You helped me understand what that means.'
Ellis's eyes went bright.
'That's different,' Issaky added quietly. 'And important.'"
Another of my favorite quotes, which shook the ground beneath my feet and made me realize something about my own self and my relationship with my autism:
"Wanting still scared him. It always had. But as he slipped his headphones on and returned to work, he couldn't shake the thought that maybe fear wasn't a warning this time — maybe it was just the feeling of standing close to something that mattered, and choosing not to step back."
And let us not forget the love story within the love story!! Clyde and Jack made me so emotional. Thanks for telling this story about queer love today while still honoring our queer ancestors. I think this quote summed it up best:
"WE write because one day one of us won't be here to remember the way the other breaths, Clyde had written once. I want proof that we existed."
Indeed, you have left proof that all of us existed. Thank you for this beautiful love story! I can't wait for the sequel.
I didn't know this was the start of a series, but I could not be more pleased! I will definitely be tuning in for the rest of "Soft places."
Ellis was a shot though my chest (/positive). It is a beautiful thing to see yourself in a character; rare is it, however, that a character shines such a bright and compassionate mirror that you see yourself, see all of your own flaws, and because you can still love this character and everything that makes them flawed, you must accept some of that love for yourself. And that's exactly what this character did for me with Ellis.
My heart broke with him when he was facing the insecurity of the shop, of Clyde. My heart shattered with him when he lost Clyde. (I can't even begin to describe how seen I felt or this will become a therapy session and not a book review.) It was truly masterful and took my breath away. Kudos to the author for showing such a sensitive and delicate part of the human experience with such incredible compassion and love. Thank you for telling a story about love that showed someone with autism both capable of great love (even when it doesn't look like what we expect) and someone loving someone with autism with grand compassion and patience.
Also I really appreciated that this was a story that had an abusive parent but left the redemption of the story open ended – it was up to her and we don't know how it will turn out. I really appreciated that representation.
One of my favorite scenes that made me shake and start to cry:
"'You didn't have to redesign the store around me.'
'I didn't,' Issaky said. 'I redesigned it around accessibility. You helped me understand what that means.'
Ellis's eyes went bright.
'That's different,' Issaky added quietly. 'And important.'"
Another of my favorite quotes, which shook the ground beneath my feet and made me realize something about my own self and my relationship with my autism:
"Wanting still scared him. It always had. But as he slipped his headphones on and returned to work, he couldn't shake the thought that maybe fear wasn't a warning this time — maybe it was just the feeling of standing close to something that mattered, and choosing not to step back."
And let us not forget the love story within the love story!! Clyde and Jack made me so emotional. Thanks for telling this story about queer love today while still honoring our queer ancestors. I think this quote summed it up best:
"WE write because one day one of us won't be here to remember the way the other breaths, Clyde had written once. I want proof that we existed."
Indeed, you have left proof that all of us existed. Thank you for this beautiful love story! I can't wait for the sequel.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Story:⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5
Spice:🌶️🌶️🌶️/5
I did not expect to be in my feels to the point of tearing up and crying when I went into this read, yet here we are, and I am better for it. It’s hard to put into words my love for Issaky and Ellis, as they both have deeply ingrained themselves into my heart, and will forever have a space there.
🏳️🌈MLM
✨Autistic Representation
🏳️🌈Grumpy x Sunshine
✨Forced Proximity
🏳️🌈Feeling Seen For the First Time
✨Slow Burn Romance
🏳️🌈King of Consent
✨Soft Submissive x Confident Top
🏳️🌈Consensual Power Imbalance & “Good Boy”
Ellis Carter has spent his life in survival mode, not finding refuge until he stumbled into a record store in his youth. Here, the owner gave Ellis the stability his life was so desperately lacking after his father died and his mother drowned her problems in alcohol. The record store taught Ellis rhythm, routine, and that he can exist as he is. Now, when the store is sold to Issaky Jones, he’s sure that his safe place will die.
Issaky is impossible for Ellis to ignore with his confident stature, unapologetic presence, and beautiful smile. Ellis distrusts Issaky and doesn’t know how to accept the patience he exudes. Where resentment ought to be, attraction blooms, and Ellis finds himself in the orbit of a man who listens, who waits, and who stays. Can Ellis trust enough to let Issaky in when the world feels like it’s closing in?
I absolutely adored the relationship dynamic between Issaky and Ellis – their opposites attract romance was layered with healthy communication, assurance and safety, and learning how to navigate changes while building foundational trust. Their slow-burn romance felt authentic and grounded in not only attraction, but a deep desire to truly get to know one another without rushing any aspect of platonic or sexual intimacy. Seeing such healthy communication, respectful boundaries, and growing feelings was refreshing and heartwarming.
Issaky’s representation was handled with respect and his role in Ellis’s life is absolutely beautiful. We have the greenest of green flag men I have ever encountered, and Issaky’s quiet understanding, willingness to learn, awareness of mental health, and unconditional acceptance was infinitely endearing. Ellis’s autistic representation was also addressed with immense care and attention – his struggles with change, sensory processing, and the unique way in which he experiences the world, a world that can be extremely unkind. The journey these two embark on isn’t linear, and huge transitions require steadfast support in a way that doesn’t magically make the problems go away, but rather embraces that there is someone there to work through those issues with you. The way in which Issaky consistently shows up for Ellis, and when Ellis learns Issaky’s tells, the way Ellis shows up for Issaky, is everything.
Spice:🌶️🌶️🌶️/5
I did not expect to be in my feels to the point of tearing up and crying when I went into this read, yet here we are, and I am better for it. It’s hard to put into words my love for Issaky and Ellis, as they both have deeply ingrained themselves into my heart, and will forever have a space there.
🏳️🌈MLM
✨Autistic Representation
🏳️🌈Grumpy x Sunshine
✨Forced Proximity
🏳️🌈Feeling Seen For the First Time
✨Slow Burn Romance
🏳️🌈King of Consent
✨Soft Submissive x Confident Top
🏳️🌈Consensual Power Imbalance & “Good Boy”
Ellis Carter has spent his life in survival mode, not finding refuge until he stumbled into a record store in his youth. Here, the owner gave Ellis the stability his life was so desperately lacking after his father died and his mother drowned her problems in alcohol. The record store taught Ellis rhythm, routine, and that he can exist as he is. Now, when the store is sold to Issaky Jones, he’s sure that his safe place will die.
Issaky is impossible for Ellis to ignore with his confident stature, unapologetic presence, and beautiful smile. Ellis distrusts Issaky and doesn’t know how to accept the patience he exudes. Where resentment ought to be, attraction blooms, and Ellis finds himself in the orbit of a man who listens, who waits, and who stays. Can Ellis trust enough to let Issaky in when the world feels like it’s closing in?
I absolutely adored the relationship dynamic between Issaky and Ellis – their opposites attract romance was layered with healthy communication, assurance and safety, and learning how to navigate changes while building foundational trust. Their slow-burn romance felt authentic and grounded in not only attraction, but a deep desire to truly get to know one another without rushing any aspect of platonic or sexual intimacy. Seeing such healthy communication, respectful boundaries, and growing feelings was refreshing and heartwarming.
Issaky’s representation was handled with respect and his role in Ellis’s life is absolutely beautiful. We have the greenest of green flag men I have ever encountered, and Issaky’s quiet understanding, willingness to learn, awareness of mental health, and unconditional acceptance was infinitely endearing. Ellis’s autistic representation was also addressed with immense care and attention – his struggles with change, sensory processing, and the unique way in which he experiences the world, a world that can be extremely unkind. The journey these two embark on isn’t linear, and huge transitions require steadfast support in a way that doesn’t magically make the problems go away, but rather embraces that there is someone there to work through those issues with you. The way in which Issaky consistently shows up for Ellis, and when Ellis learns Issaky’s tells, the way Ellis shows up for Issaky, is everything.
April 27, 2026
I am grateful to have been chosen to be part of the ARC team. The book took me about two days to read, about three hours total to get through the whole book. This book has been one of my favorites this year. There will be spoilers ahead!!
To start, the book overall I would rate 4/5. I felt that certain characters and storylines didn’t get fleshed out enough and certain things felt rushed. The two main love interests, Ellis and Issaky, were so cute together and I loved their relationship dynamic. Issaky takes the role of the caring dom, and strives to earn El’s trust throughout the story. El’s world gets turned upside down when his boss wants to sell the record store to Issaky. Living with autism, Ellis struggles with change and faces hurdles throughout the book and overcomes them all with the support of those around him.
I wish we got to get to know Clyde, boss/father figure to Ellis, better. I felt like his death was rushed. I figured that was where the story would go based on his early comments about wanting to make sure Ellis and the record store are taken care of. I still felt that everything happened fairly quickly. The book was an overall short read, so there were many elements of the story that could have been expanded on.
Clyde’s partner, Jack, who is revealed through snippets of letters at the beginning of each chapter, shows up after Clyde’s death when Ellis reaches out. I felt this was a good resolution for Ellis to feel closer to Clyde through a loved one, but I wish we were introduced sooner.
These small gripes I had didn’t take away from the overall story for me, I still enjoyed my time reading Still Here. I look forward to what Knight has to publish, and I look forward to how this universe develops.
Gripes aside, what did I love about this story? Well, I thought their relationship was healthy, and there was conflict that occurred didn’t derail the story. Issa and El have a passionate relationship and I love their dynamic. Throughout the entire story, I was rooting for El to learn how to adapt to change and still not compromise who he is. Ellis is autistic, and as a fellow neurodivergent person, change is hard. Ellis learns healthy ways to trust those around him, and while bratty at times (lol), he still opens his heart to Issa. Issa never pushes Ellis and strives for communication.
Overall, I had a great reading experience and I can’t wait to see what else the author has in store. I know the author wants to focus on other characters in this universe, but I hope we come back to Ellis and Issa to see how their relationship flourishes and how they both can grow as people.
Thank you again, Alex, for giving me the opportunity to be on the ARC team!!
To start, the book overall I would rate 4/5. I felt that certain characters and storylines didn’t get fleshed out enough and certain things felt rushed. The two main love interests, Ellis and Issaky, were so cute together and I loved their relationship dynamic. Issaky takes the role of the caring dom, and strives to earn El’s trust throughout the story. El’s world gets turned upside down when his boss wants to sell the record store to Issaky. Living with autism, Ellis struggles with change and faces hurdles throughout the book and overcomes them all with the support of those around him.
I wish we got to get to know Clyde, boss/father figure to Ellis, better. I felt like his death was rushed. I figured that was where the story would go based on his early comments about wanting to make sure Ellis and the record store are taken care of. I still felt that everything happened fairly quickly. The book was an overall short read, so there were many elements of the story that could have been expanded on.
Clyde’s partner, Jack, who is revealed through snippets of letters at the beginning of each chapter, shows up after Clyde’s death when Ellis reaches out. I felt this was a good resolution for Ellis to feel closer to Clyde through a loved one, but I wish we were introduced sooner.
These small gripes I had didn’t take away from the overall story for me, I still enjoyed my time reading Still Here. I look forward to what Knight has to publish, and I look forward to how this universe develops.
Gripes aside, what did I love about this story? Well, I thought their relationship was healthy, and there was conflict that occurred didn’t derail the story. Issa and El have a passionate relationship and I love their dynamic. Throughout the entire story, I was rooting for El to learn how to adapt to change and still not compromise who he is. Ellis is autistic, and as a fellow neurodivergent person, change is hard. Ellis learns healthy ways to trust those around him, and while bratty at times (lol), he still opens his heart to Issa. Issa never pushes Ellis and strives for communication.
Overall, I had a great reading experience and I can’t wait to see what else the author has in store. I know the author wants to focus on other characters in this universe, but I hope we come back to Ellis and Issa to see how their relationship flourishes and how they both can grow as people.
Thank you again, Alex, for giving me the opportunity to be on the ARC team!!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 12, 2026
Well this book wrecked me in the best possible ways. I was just 20 pages in and already crying. I like a book that makes me feel something and this book did that all the way through. Still Here is a quick read, but doesn’t lack story.
The main character,Ellis,is autistic. He has had a difficult time. He escapes to a record store where the owner recognizes something in him that he wants to protect. Clyde, the store owner, creates a safe place for Ellis. Clyde ends hiring Ellis to work there.
Clyde has his own story woven into the book through little snippets at the beginning of chapters in the form of letters to someone he loves. As Cylde gets older he starts thinking about what will happen to the store, but also Ellis.
Issaky is the answer to the issues weighing on Clyde’s mind. Issaky is a confident man that is attracted to Ellis. He approaches him with patience and attention to the details that help Ellis keep his world safe. Issaky is a beautiful big green flag.
The romantic relationship builds slowly between Ellis and Issaky. There are a few spicy scenes that burn hot. Consent was done well with Ellis being autistic as by checking in on things that might be overlooked in a neurotypical relationship. I am not sure I can explain this well, but he made it easy for Ellis to say yes or no. He didn’t want to overwhelm Ellis so he communicated clearly and with concise words so Ellis’ brain wouldn’t spin out of control, but could still consent yes or no.
Autism can show up in so many ways, but I really related to the way AJ Knight the author chose to portray Ellis’ autism. Issaky is so thoughtful in seeing Ellis as he is. I enjoyed seeing their relationship develop and how Issaky allowed Ellis to be himself, but also create a kinder, softer place for him in a world that is so harsh and loud.
Some quotes:
“It mattered - the kiss, of course it did. But what mattered more was this: being seen. Being met with care instead of impatience.”
On death, grief, and anger - “Not (angry) at him. At time. At the fact that love doesn’t make anyone immortal.”
“Love doesn’t end because someone dies. And it doesn’t survive unless you keep showing up for it. Even when it is hard. Especially then.”
Loved that this book has:
Autistic representation
LGBTQ representation
BIPOC representation
And has some of my favorite tropes which is found family and slow burn.
Notes on how this book touched me on a personal level: I have not been diagnosed with autism, but have many traits that are on the spectrum. I related to Ellis on a personal level - every page spoke to something in me whether it was his thought process, how he handled change and emotions, or how his emotions affected his body not just his mind. Issaky reminded me of my spouse. She handled what I always characterized as my “quirks” in ways that gave me a safe place to be myself without feeling like I was a burden or not right. She helped me navigate the world so that it didn’t overwhelm as much or make me want to hide from it. This book spoke to me on grief also because my spouse died almost 6 years ago and since then I have had such a hard time navigating the world without her. This book validated much of what I am going through without her as it reminded me of what she did to make my world quieter and safer. Thank you AJ Knight.
The main character,Ellis,is autistic. He has had a difficult time. He escapes to a record store where the owner recognizes something in him that he wants to protect. Clyde, the store owner, creates a safe place for Ellis. Clyde ends hiring Ellis to work there.
Clyde has his own story woven into the book through little snippets at the beginning of chapters in the form of letters to someone he loves. As Cylde gets older he starts thinking about what will happen to the store, but also Ellis.
Issaky is the answer to the issues weighing on Clyde’s mind. Issaky is a confident man that is attracted to Ellis. He approaches him with patience and attention to the details that help Ellis keep his world safe. Issaky is a beautiful big green flag.
The romantic relationship builds slowly between Ellis and Issaky. There are a few spicy scenes that burn hot. Consent was done well with Ellis being autistic as by checking in on things that might be overlooked in a neurotypical relationship. I am not sure I can explain this well, but he made it easy for Ellis to say yes or no. He didn’t want to overwhelm Ellis so he communicated clearly and with concise words so Ellis’ brain wouldn’t spin out of control, but could still consent yes or no.
Autism can show up in so many ways, but I really related to the way AJ Knight the author chose to portray Ellis’ autism. Issaky is so thoughtful in seeing Ellis as he is. I enjoyed seeing their relationship develop and how Issaky allowed Ellis to be himself, but also create a kinder, softer place for him in a world that is so harsh and loud.
Some quotes:
“It mattered - the kiss, of course it did. But what mattered more was this: being seen. Being met with care instead of impatience.”
On death, grief, and anger - “Not (angry) at him. At time. At the fact that love doesn’t make anyone immortal.”
“Love doesn’t end because someone dies. And it doesn’t survive unless you keep showing up for it. Even when it is hard. Especially then.”
Loved that this book has:
Autistic representation
LGBTQ representation
BIPOC representation
And has some of my favorite tropes which is found family and slow burn.
Notes on how this book touched me on a personal level: I have not been diagnosed with autism, but have many traits that are on the spectrum. I related to Ellis on a personal level - every page spoke to something in me whether it was his thought process, how he handled change and emotions, or how his emotions affected his body not just his mind. Issaky reminded me of my spouse. She handled what I always characterized as my “quirks” in ways that gave me a safe place to be myself without feeling like I was a burden or not right. She helped me navigate the world so that it didn’t overwhelm as much or make me want to hide from it. This book spoke to me on grief also because my spouse died almost 6 years ago and since then I have had such a hard time navigating the world without her. This book validated much of what I am going through without her as it reminded me of what she did to make my world quieter and safer. Thank you AJ Knight.
Review of advance copy received from Author
What a privilege to be an ARC reader, especially for the first book in a series. And what a strong start it was.
General themes/tropes: soft/contemporary romance, LGBTIQ+, queer, forced proximity, mental health, autism, open door romance, adult romance
Triggers/Disclaimers beneath review.
As an avid reader of Queer/MM romance, I was honestly relieved when the story wasn't slowly or suddenly adjusted to fit the expected forms of a romance arc. It remained true to its characters, which for me made it a success.
The main character Ellis, a young man with autism, displayed some very real habits and lenses of being neurodiverse. His needs, interpretations of external stimuli and sometimes inconsistent reactions depending on the day were never curbed, shadowed, or made easier to swallow. The unapologetic transparency, especially in romance, was not only necessary for the character but also gently attentive to reality.
Issaky (the love interest) was also an accurate portrayal of falling for someone who is neurodiverse, while being uninformed of the reality of it. In the beginning, there were misunderstandings and assumptions that were in the moment harmful. That said, he remained open to learning, self-reflected and continued to communicate, rather than attempting to blame or shutting down. And importantly, I enjoyed and applaud that it wasn't his base acceptance of Ellis's traits, but rather his consistent effort and presence to affirm and support him which made Ellis fall for him.
I also enjoyed how it was written. The tone, pacing, structure and descriptions of the world reflected its characters' views, rather than prioritizing the book's genre and tropes. Sentences from Ellis's perspective were simple and straightforward without being bland or lifeless. Patterns of behavior weren't romanticized or censored; they remained considerate and authentic. The emotional moments reflected the sometimes sudden or inconsistent ups and downs of dysregulation, rather than shying away from it.
There were so many moments in this book where my heart swelled, where the idea of 'I'm okay just as I am,' was affirmed within Issaky's consistent, grounding presence and Ellis's personal growth and acceptance of himself.
I am excitedly awaiting what the rest of the series brings.
Triggers/disclaimers: death of a parent (off page), alcoholic parent (on page), death of a parental figure (on page), brief mention of suicide, brief mentions of homophobia/internalized ableism
General reminder: my review is simply my opinion and reflection of how this story applied to my life experience, it is not intended to speak for anyone else.
General themes/tropes: soft/contemporary romance, LGBTIQ+, queer, forced proximity, mental health, autism, open door romance, adult romance
Triggers/Disclaimers beneath review.
As an avid reader of Queer/MM romance, I was honestly relieved when the story wasn't slowly or suddenly adjusted to fit the expected forms of a romance arc. It remained true to its characters, which for me made it a success.
The main character Ellis, a young man with autism, displayed some very real habits and lenses of being neurodiverse. His needs, interpretations of external stimuli and sometimes inconsistent reactions depending on the day were never curbed, shadowed, or made easier to swallow. The unapologetic transparency, especially in romance, was not only necessary for the character but also gently attentive to reality.
Issaky (the love interest) was also an accurate portrayal of falling for someone who is neurodiverse, while being uninformed of the reality of it. In the beginning, there were misunderstandings and assumptions that were in the moment harmful. That said, he remained open to learning, self-reflected and continued to communicate, rather than attempting to blame or shutting down. And importantly, I enjoyed and applaud that it wasn't his base acceptance of Ellis's traits, but rather his consistent effort and presence to affirm and support him which made Ellis fall for him.
I also enjoyed how it was written. The tone, pacing, structure and descriptions of the world reflected its characters' views, rather than prioritizing the book's genre and tropes. Sentences from Ellis's perspective were simple and straightforward without being bland or lifeless. Patterns of behavior weren't romanticized or censored; they remained considerate and authentic. The emotional moments reflected the sometimes sudden or inconsistent ups and downs of dysregulation, rather than shying away from it.
There were so many moments in this book where my heart swelled, where the idea of 'I'm okay just as I am,' was affirmed within Issaky's consistent, grounding presence and Ellis's personal growth and acceptance of himself.
I am excitedly awaiting what the rest of the series brings.
Triggers/disclaimers: death of a parent (off page), alcoholic parent (on page), death of a parental figure (on page), brief mention of suicide, brief mentions of homophobia/internalized ableism
General reminder: my review is simply my opinion and reflection of how this story applied to my life experience, it is not intended to speak for anyone else.
April 18, 2026
A beautiful, emotional story of understanding, connection, adaptation, grief and recovery. The MC finds comfort in his only real safe space, a record shop run an older man who understands his needs and gives him space to organise it as he needs to, a quiet space, a familiar one. But change is inevitable, and it comes in the form of a wealthy young man hoping to preserve local community spaces, by buying them and adapting them as needed. Suffice to say this does not go over well, but as communication persists, and slowly new patterns form, the MC is able to find comfort, find gentleness, find peace in this newness, and love for this new person in his life. There are more obstacles, his home life is damaged, he still has anxiety, being comfortable does not negate mental health or needs, there are arguments, there is pain, there is devastating loss. This couple, in six months of dating work through immense change, miscommunication, difficult pasts, grief and mourning. They work through it together. It is beautiful to read, deeply intimate and emotional throughout.
There is also the letters. The record shop's owner, the kind older man, always understanding, always kind, negotiating for everyone's good. Each chapter begins with a short letter to or from his once-partner, a connection maintained even with distance between them. Each one signed still here. They are quietly sweet, a window into a past relationship that we can no longer see, into struggles, arguments and silence, into love, trust and hope. The moment they stopped, I needed a minute, the silence, the end as poignant and emotional as their presence had been. The ending, the MC emerging from his grief, making a new friend, taking a new step in his relationship, deciding to step back from his family struggles and finally discovering this pocket of history he never knew anything about. It was bittersweet, beautiful and heartbreaking and hopeful.
A beautiful story, through and through. Yes, an adorable romance with sweetness and spice but also so much more.
There is also the letters. The record shop's owner, the kind older man, always understanding, always kind, negotiating for everyone's good. Each chapter begins with a short letter to or from his once-partner, a connection maintained even with distance between them. Each one signed still here. They are quietly sweet, a window into a past relationship that we can no longer see, into struggles, arguments and silence, into love, trust and hope. The moment they stopped, I needed a minute, the silence, the end as poignant and emotional as their presence had been. The ending, the MC emerging from his grief, making a new friend, taking a new step in his relationship, deciding to step back from his family struggles and finally discovering this pocket of history he never knew anything about. It was bittersweet, beautiful and heartbreaking and hopeful.
A beautiful story, through and through. Yes, an adorable romance with sweetness and spice but also so much more.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Still Here is a love story about music as medicine and about finding safe spaces and found family in old milk crates and the dusty floors under creaking shelves at a record store.
It’s also about how bitter and beautiful grief can be, especially the kind of grief that eats you up and swallows you whole and never really leaves you, not really — just changes into something different over time. AND, it’s a web of connections between a record store owner, the love of his life, a new investor, an employee, his mother, strawberry drinks, and a taco truck.
It’s unapologetically spicy and unexpectedly deep. It reminds me of all the best and worst parts of working at a record store (which I did!) and the reality of living with multiple kinds of grief (which I do!) and how sometimes, all we really need is to find people who aren’t burdened by creating space for us. And here are the spoilers/specifics: Issaky (Is-uh-ky) and Ellis find love through acceptance, kindness, patience, and courage. They learn, together, what it means to make space for each other in spite of discomfort and limitations, and I think it’s really real and sweet and messy and all the things that love actually is when you’re being honest about it.
AJ Knight has created a simply wonderful backdrop for an autistic man and a hot investor to find each other and bang and fall in love. Like, seriously, what more can we ask for here?
The parallel relationship between Clyde (the record store owner) and his partner, that we get to uncover through letters is such a cool, unique addition and I was really impressed by the was that was crafted. Also, a really brilliant way for us (and Ellis) to get closure at the end.
There are a billion trigger warnings, and you should read them always, but especially if you have a sensitivity to alcoholism and parents that suck and homophobia.
This was my first ARC review — hopefully I did it right? :)
It’s also about how bitter and beautiful grief can be, especially the kind of grief that eats you up and swallows you whole and never really leaves you, not really — just changes into something different over time. AND, it’s a web of connections between a record store owner, the love of his life, a new investor, an employee, his mother, strawberry drinks, and a taco truck.
It’s unapologetically spicy and unexpectedly deep. It reminds me of all the best and worst parts of working at a record store (which I did!) and the reality of living with multiple kinds of grief (which I do!) and how sometimes, all we really need is to find people who aren’t burdened by creating space for us. And here are the spoilers/specifics: Issaky (Is-uh-ky) and Ellis find love through acceptance, kindness, patience, and courage. They learn, together, what it means to make space for each other in spite of discomfort and limitations, and I think it’s really real and sweet and messy and all the things that love actually is when you’re being honest about it.
AJ Knight has created a simply wonderful backdrop for an autistic man and a hot investor to find each other and bang and fall in love. Like, seriously, what more can we ask for here?
The parallel relationship between Clyde (the record store owner) and his partner, that we get to uncover through letters is such a cool, unique addition and I was really impressed by the was that was crafted. Also, a really brilliant way for us (and Ellis) to get closure at the end.
There are a billion trigger warnings, and you should read them always, but especially if you have a sensitivity to alcoholism and parents that suck and homophobia.
This was my first ARC review — hopefully I did it right? :)
Review of advance copy received from Author
Trigger warnings for Still Here include: an alcoholic mother, parental death, on-page character death; mentions of homophobia and internalised ableism
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So, my relationship with Issaky as a character definitely wasn't chill. I started out feeling like he was an arse quite frankly. One particular comment he made really rubbed me up the wrong way. The way he said to Ellis "I know change is hard. Especially when it comes from outside. Especially for people like you.” I understand what the intent was behind what he said, but the intent and the impact often aren't the same thing. And it's that kind of line that is often thrown in the faces of autistic people. It made me quite angry actually.
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"To be seen is to be loved." This quote felt and still feels incredibly important to me. Aside from the fact it's so true with some of my friendships.
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'He had buried people who had sent texts like that. People who had followed up with reassurances. People who had minimized their own pain right up until they couldn’t anymore. People whose last words had been designed to make others feel less alarmed." This scene hurt me. Seeing Issaky almost completely fall apart after Ellis's text, and the overwhelming concern he had for Ellis's safety, it all felt too close. Every single time I come back to that scene it feels like being hit by a freight train over and over.
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The relationships that exist in this story are everything. I would've maybe liked to have seen more of the relationship between Ellis and Clyde. And I think it might've been useful for Issaky's character to have seen his relationship with his parents, but that's not the end of the world.
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There's probably more I vould say, and want to say. But putting my thoughts into words about this book has been a challenge. And I've had a lot of feelings and emotions about it.
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Thank you to author A.J. Knight for sending me an ARC copy of this book.
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So, my relationship with Issaky as a character definitely wasn't chill. I started out feeling like he was an arse quite frankly. One particular comment he made really rubbed me up the wrong way. The way he said to Ellis "I know change is hard. Especially when it comes from outside. Especially for people like you.” I understand what the intent was behind what he said, but the intent and the impact often aren't the same thing. And it's that kind of line that is often thrown in the faces of autistic people. It made me quite angry actually.
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"To be seen is to be loved." This quote felt and still feels incredibly important to me. Aside from the fact it's so true with some of my friendships.
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'He had buried people who had sent texts like that. People who had followed up with reassurances. People who had minimized their own pain right up until they couldn’t anymore. People whose last words had been designed to make others feel less alarmed." This scene hurt me. Seeing Issaky almost completely fall apart after Ellis's text, and the overwhelming concern he had for Ellis's safety, it all felt too close. Every single time I come back to that scene it feels like being hit by a freight train over and over.
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The relationships that exist in this story are everything. I would've maybe liked to have seen more of the relationship between Ellis and Clyde. And I think it might've been useful for Issaky's character to have seen his relationship with his parents, but that's not the end of the world.
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There's probably more I vould say, and want to say. But putting my thoughts into words about this book has been a challenge. And I've had a lot of feelings and emotions about it.
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Thank you to author A.J. Knight for sending me an ARC copy of this book.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Still Here tells is a dual POV that tells the story of Ellis and Issaky, however, the majority of the story is told from Ellis’ POV. Ellis, while very high functioning, is very autistic and the author does an amazing job of conveying how it feels to deal with sensory overwhelm when the lights are too bright, the noises are too loud and the smells are too strong, to stave off a meltdown when change happens to quickly or the complete shutdown that occurs when your emotions are too big for you to handle. Ellis has had a hard life, having had to navigate his childhood through the death of his father at a young age and the abandonment of his mother to alcoholism. But Ellis gets lucky one day when he discovers a record store and it’s owner, Clyde, who allows Ellis to use the store as a refuge from the overwhelm of his life. Clyde does not try to make Ellis conform to the world but lets him be himself and over time that refuge turns into a job and second home for Ellis and Clyde a surrogate parent. Ellis also has Issaky, the new owner of the record store. Issaky slowly earns Ellis’ trust and love one strawberry spritzer at time, allowing and accepting Ellis to just be Ellis, with no demands placed on him. This book tackles some hard topics but the HEA is so worth the wait. Still Here is by far one of the best books I’ve read for Autism/neurodivergence representation. As someone who is AuDHD, it was refreshing to see someone on the spectrum be loved and accepted by others and not being forced to fit into the shoebox of normalcy that some many of us are forced to do on a daily basis. Ellis is not flawed, he’s simply different, and that should be celebrated not belittled. I want to thank A.J. Knight for the gift of being able to ARC read this book and I’m leaving this review voluntarily.
Review of advance copy received from Author
“Godly was the only word that came to mind, and it struck Ellis with embarrassing force.”
ARC Review (No Spoilers)
I really, really liked this one. Ellis, who is autistic, works in a record shop and thrives on routine. We get to know his world, his rhythms, and his quirks so intimately that it’s impossible not to want to protect him at all costs.
Then there’s Issaky… confident, warm, smells good (very important ), and completely disruptive to everything Ellis knows. At least, that’s how it feels at first. But what unfolds is something so much softer and more intentional because Issaky doesn’t try to change Ellis; he takes the time to understand him. To meet him where he is. From his little quirks to making sure to never try to throw him off balance.
And that, of course, is where this story really shines.
There’s a steady thread of hurt/comfort throughout, especially as Ellis navigates moments of overwhelm and vulnerability. From his family to his personal relationships, he has a lot to overcome as he tries to understand himself. I had so many points where I just wanted to reach into the pages and hug him. But Issaky’s patience and support from the very beginning made all the difference. It never felt forced, just deeply caring and real. It honestly felt natural and accepting.
I feel like A.J. Knight did such a thoughtful job portraying Ellis that his autistic traits felt authentic and respected. And I have to highlight how refreshing it was to see a well-written Black MMC, both in the story and reflected in the character art. That representation mattered, and it was done beautifully. We appreciate you!
Overall: soft, emotional, and full of heart with a love story that grows most genuinely. It was definitely a swoon-worthy read.
ARC Review (No Spoilers)
I really, really liked this one. Ellis, who is autistic, works in a record shop and thrives on routine. We get to know his world, his rhythms, and his quirks so intimately that it’s impossible not to want to protect him at all costs.
Then there’s Issaky… confident, warm, smells good (very important ), and completely disruptive to everything Ellis knows. At least, that’s how it feels at first. But what unfolds is something so much softer and more intentional because Issaky doesn’t try to change Ellis; he takes the time to understand him. To meet him where he is. From his little quirks to making sure to never try to throw him off balance.
And that, of course, is where this story really shines.
There’s a steady thread of hurt/comfort throughout, especially as Ellis navigates moments of overwhelm and vulnerability. From his family to his personal relationships, he has a lot to overcome as he tries to understand himself. I had so many points where I just wanted to reach into the pages and hug him. But Issaky’s patience and support from the very beginning made all the difference. It never felt forced, just deeply caring and real. It honestly felt natural and accepting.
I feel like A.J. Knight did such a thoughtful job portraying Ellis that his autistic traits felt authentic and respected. And I have to highlight how refreshing it was to see a well-written Black MMC, both in the story and reflected in the character art. That representation mattered, and it was done beautifully. We appreciate you!
Overall: soft, emotional, and full of heart with a love story that grows most genuinely. It was definitely a swoon-worthy read.
Review of advance copy received from Author
As someone with an autistic sibling, this story definitely changed how I see my approach with autism in itself. Ellis is, in my personal opinion, at a point in his life where nothing is steady and stable. When Clyde, the record store owner, informs him about selling the record shop, that instability Ellis is already experiencing seems to come down tenfold on him. At this time he meets Issaky, the person who wants to buy the shop. Because Ellis think of the shop as his home, he sees Issaky as a threat. And in his way, That's exactly what Issaky was. Another threat to tip his already unstable life. But as Issaky came to the shop more and Clyde, being the father figure he was, helped ease the pressure of soon taking Clyde's place as owner, Ellis loosened up and started to want to build a relationship with Issaky. Of course it was slow, but that's the best part! Issa never rushed, he always wanted to hear Ellis thoughts and discomforts and truly wanting to know Ellis beside him being autistic. He wanted to understand who Ellis was and how his autism was part of his life. Not change it, diminish it nor give pity. Just genuine curiosity and understanding. I think we can all take a page out of Issaky's book! And what was even more special was the grief Ellis was still experiencing with his dad and soon experienced with Clyde. Issa stepping back so Ellis can grieve and understand his grief in his own way then also going to his plce so he knows he there for him AHHH my heart is melting again just thinking about it!!! I can't express enough how beautiful and wholesome this story was!!! I can't wait to read the second book in the series!!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Review of advance copy received from Indie Reviewers
This book felt like being wrapped in soft music, rain-soaked streets, old vinyl records and quiet understanding.
Set against the dreamy backdrop of the Pacific Northwest, this story follows Ellis, an autistic man whose life revolves around routine, familiarity, and the comfort of the little record shop that has always felt safe to him. When change suddenly arrives in the form of Issaky, someone determined to preserve the community spaces Ellis loves, everything in Ellis’s carefully balanced world begins to shift.
What I loved most about this story was how gentle it felt. Issaky never tries to “fix” Ellis or force him outside of himself. Instead, he listens, adapts, learns his rhythms, and meets him with patience and care every single step of the way. Their relationship develops so naturally through trust, communication, vulnerability, and small moments of understanding that honestly made my chest ache.
This book doesn’t shy away from difficult things either. Grief, anxiety, family struggles, miscommunication, loss… it all feels painfully real. But even in the heaviest moments, there’s still warmth running through the story. There’s comfort in being understood. Comfort in finding someone who makes the world feel a little less sharp around the edges.
And Clyde absolutely shattered me. The letters woven throughout the story added such a quiet emotional depth, and by the end I was fully crying over people who felt achingly real.
This was such a tender, intimate story about change, love, grief, and finding softness in places you never expected. Sweet, emotional, hopeful, and deeply human from beginning to end.
Set against the dreamy backdrop of the Pacific Northwest, this story follows Ellis, an autistic man whose life revolves around routine, familiarity, and the comfort of the little record shop that has always felt safe to him. When change suddenly arrives in the form of Issaky, someone determined to preserve the community spaces Ellis loves, everything in Ellis’s carefully balanced world begins to shift.
What I loved most about this story was how gentle it felt. Issaky never tries to “fix” Ellis or force him outside of himself. Instead, he listens, adapts, learns his rhythms, and meets him with patience and care every single step of the way. Their relationship develops so naturally through trust, communication, vulnerability, and small moments of understanding that honestly made my chest ache.
This book doesn’t shy away from difficult things either. Grief, anxiety, family struggles, miscommunication, loss… it all feels painfully real. But even in the heaviest moments, there’s still warmth running through the story. There’s comfort in being understood. Comfort in finding someone who makes the world feel a little less sharp around the edges.
And Clyde absolutely shattered me. The letters woven throughout the story added such a quiet emotional depth, and by the end I was fully crying over people who felt achingly real.
This was such a tender, intimate story about change, love, grief, and finding softness in places you never expected. Sweet, emotional, hopeful, and deeply human from beginning to end.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Thank you to AJ for letting me have the opportunity to be an ARC reader!
This was such a gorgeous, beautiful read with diverse characters, incredible representation of autism, and a love story for the ages.
Ellis is safe and at home in the record store he grew up in... away from the household he wasn't safe in. He had Clyde, the owner who took care of him like a son, the records who he could count on to always be there, and the silence that only a quiet, predictable room can bring. That is until Issaky stumbles into his life. Issaky is everything Ellis hates, uncertainty, unpredictability, and newness. With Issaky's sudden acquisition of the record store, Ellis has to quickly learn how to maintain his quiet and routine existence.
Thankfully, Issaky has not interest in changing up anything. Not the record store, the the quiet room, and definitely not Ellis' life. He does, however, have quite an interest in Ellis. Can Ellis open up enough and find it in himself to allow the change that Issaky is bringing?
AJ does such a great job in creating not only an authentic representation of an autistic character, but one of of the most beautiful quiet relationships I have ever had the pleasure of reading. The relationship between Ellis and Issaky is so pure and beautiful you can't help but root for them as you read along. This is for fans of low angst, forced proximity, slow burn romances that love a good happy ending. I'd absolutely recommend this to everyone looking for a good romance!
This was such a gorgeous, beautiful read with diverse characters, incredible representation of autism, and a love story for the ages.
Ellis is safe and at home in the record store he grew up in... away from the household he wasn't safe in. He had Clyde, the owner who took care of him like a son, the records who he could count on to always be there, and the silence that only a quiet, predictable room can bring. That is until Issaky stumbles into his life. Issaky is everything Ellis hates, uncertainty, unpredictability, and newness. With Issaky's sudden acquisition of the record store, Ellis has to quickly learn how to maintain his quiet and routine existence.
Thankfully, Issaky has not interest in changing up anything. Not the record store, the the quiet room, and definitely not Ellis' life. He does, however, have quite an interest in Ellis. Can Ellis open up enough and find it in himself to allow the change that Issaky is bringing?
AJ does such a great job in creating not only an authentic representation of an autistic character, but one of of the most beautiful quiet relationships I have ever had the pleasure of reading. The relationship between Ellis and Issaky is so pure and beautiful you can't help but root for them as you read along. This is for fans of low angst, forced proximity, slow burn romances that love a good happy ending. I'd absolutely recommend this to everyone looking for a good romance!
Review of advance copy received from Author
I was part of an ARC team for this book and received a copy before publication to review it.
I came into this book with high expectations given who the main characters were. Finding stories that accurately and sensitively portray living with autism is very difficult. Ellis was well written and fully fleshed out. I had no questions about his morals or opinions because his thoughts made sense.
With Issaky, I thoroughly enjoyed how gentle, patient, and compassionate he was with Ellis. Through meltdowns and shutdowns, Issaky proved to be a green flag the whole way through. It’s briefly mentioned that he knew of other people with autism and I would’ve liked that to be explored more because at times his level of patience seemed unrealistic. As a person with audhd myself, I find it frustrating to be patient and understanding the whole time, even if I know the other person’s circumstances.
I think the smutty scenes were handled well. Having autism doesn’t go away when having sex and I love that the author was consistent in the sex scenes.
Loved Clyde to death. I was devastated with what happened to him even though I knew it was coming from the beginning. I adored the author’s portrayal of grief, real grief, and how that can look different for each loss someone survives.
Overall, it was a wonderful read and I’m excited to see what else the author has in store for this series!
I came into this book with high expectations given who the main characters were. Finding stories that accurately and sensitively portray living with autism is very difficult. Ellis was well written and fully fleshed out. I had no questions about his morals or opinions because his thoughts made sense.
With Issaky, I thoroughly enjoyed how gentle, patient, and compassionate he was with Ellis. Through meltdowns and shutdowns, Issaky proved to be a green flag the whole way through. It’s briefly mentioned that he knew of other people with autism and I would’ve liked that to be explored more because at times his level of patience seemed unrealistic. As a person with audhd myself, I find it frustrating to be patient and understanding the whole time, even if I know the other person’s circumstances.
I think the smutty scenes were handled well. Having autism doesn’t go away when having sex and I love that the author was consistent in the sex scenes.
Loved Clyde to death. I was devastated with what happened to him even though I knew it was coming from the beginning. I adored the author’s portrayal of grief, real grief, and how that can look different for each loss someone survives.
Overall, it was a wonderful read and I’m excited to see what else the author has in store for this series!
Review of advance copy received from Author
Still Here is the first book in the Soft Places series.
I didn’t know what to expect when I started this book, but what I got was better than what I had imagined. This was a story about love, overcoming adversity, and about healing through grief. This book has a great cast of characters and great emotional depth. I love that Ellis is autistic and how we get to see how that impacts his experiences in life. As an autistic person myself, it’s nice to have representation. Issaky is a confident and bold person, but is so accepting of Ellis and his needs. It’s so sweet how he notices all the little details and supports Ellis without trying to change who he is. They are just so sweet together. There’s even a few spicy scenes that were pretty hot.
Throughout the book, we see glimpses of Clyde and Jack’s story. For me, I really felt very emotionally attached to them and they broke my heart but in a good way. My favorite part of the book is how it talks about moving forward after grief. I was moved to tears reading it. It was truly beautiful. I hope you read this book and I hope that it moves you as much as it did me. I look forward to the future books in the series and I would like to thank the author for allowing me to read this in advance.
Tropes: Autistic Rep, Slow Burn, Grumpy x Sunshine, Hurt x Comfort, Forced Proximity, Grief x Loss, Healing
Story 5/5 Spice 3/5
I didn’t know what to expect when I started this book, but what I got was better than what I had imagined. This was a story about love, overcoming adversity, and about healing through grief. This book has a great cast of characters and great emotional depth. I love that Ellis is autistic and how we get to see how that impacts his experiences in life. As an autistic person myself, it’s nice to have representation. Issaky is a confident and bold person, but is so accepting of Ellis and his needs. It’s so sweet how he notices all the little details and supports Ellis without trying to change who he is. They are just so sweet together. There’s even a few spicy scenes that were pretty hot.
Throughout the book, we see glimpses of Clyde and Jack’s story. For me, I really felt very emotionally attached to them and they broke my heart but in a good way. My favorite part of the book is how it talks about moving forward after grief. I was moved to tears reading it. It was truly beautiful. I hope you read this book and I hope that it moves you as much as it did me. I look forward to the future books in the series and I would like to thank the author for allowing me to read this in advance.
Tropes: Autistic Rep, Slow Burn, Grumpy x Sunshine, Hurt x Comfort, Forced Proximity, Grief x Loss, Healing
Story 5/5 Spice 3/5
Review of advance copy received from Author
This book is really special. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5
Ellis is an autistic adult working at a record store. He has worked there since being a teenager. It’s familiar and safe and so is Clyde, the elderly owner. Ellis keeps his world safe by sticking to routines; safety in repetition allowing him to make sense of a world that feels too much for him sometimes. He lives with an alcoholic mother and traverses that dynamic gently so not to cause any unwanted upheaval in his life.
One day Issaky turns up at the record store to buy it from Clyde and Ellis struggles with what these changes mean. But Issaky doesn’t force Ellis. He is gentle, caring and he takes everything at Ellis’ pace. Gradually the two get to know each other better and a gentle and understanding relationship begins. This isn’t to say there isn’t some angst, because there is. Navigating their dynamic while keeping Ellis’ feelings and needs at the forefront, Issaky brings a quiet confidence to Ellis’ life while never, not once, asking him to be more than he is.
The autism rep is good in this book. Ellis is a complicated character but the world as he sees it is well explained. Would I have liked to see more of Issaky’s back story? Maybe. But it didn’t really detract from the story. This story is about Ellis and how he took a leap and found a soft landing place in Issaky.
Ellis is an autistic adult working at a record store. He has worked there since being a teenager. It’s familiar and safe and so is Clyde, the elderly owner. Ellis keeps his world safe by sticking to routines; safety in repetition allowing him to make sense of a world that feels too much for him sometimes. He lives with an alcoholic mother and traverses that dynamic gently so not to cause any unwanted upheaval in his life.
One day Issaky turns up at the record store to buy it from Clyde and Ellis struggles with what these changes mean. But Issaky doesn’t force Ellis. He is gentle, caring and he takes everything at Ellis’ pace. Gradually the two get to know each other better and a gentle and understanding relationship begins. This isn’t to say there isn’t some angst, because there is. Navigating their dynamic while keeping Ellis’ feelings and needs at the forefront, Issaky brings a quiet confidence to Ellis’ life while never, not once, asking him to be more than he is.
The autism rep is good in this book. Ellis is a complicated character but the world as he sees it is well explained. Would I have liked to see more of Issaky’s back story? Maybe. But it didn’t really detract from the story. This story is about Ellis and how he took a leap and found a soft landing place in Issaky.
Review of advance copy received from Author
4.5/5 ⭐️
Still Here: A.J. Knight
I was given the opportunity to read the ARC for Still Here and this book was such a sweet read. Our main MMC Ellis is autistic and A.J did such an amazing job writing Ellis’s autism in this book. I am obsessed with how patient Issaky is throughout this book. It gives you that “you’re never too much for the right person” vibe and I love it.
There is processing of grief throughout this book and as someone who has lost someone close to me there were so many beautiful moments expressing grief and processing it that I am grateful for the chance to have read.
Throughout this book you get to experience Ellis and Issaky learn each other and slowly fall in love as they navigate their own challenges and life struggles. Issaky continues to pursue Ellis at his pace and never faltered in his decision to ease his presence into Ellis’s world and that was so beautiful to read. They both complimented each other so well and were written with such amazing compatibility that only make sense that they both end up together.
This is the first thing I have read from A.J and I am honestly so excited about the rest of this series. I am excited to continue to see A.J grow more as a writer. So check out this book and the other ones in A.J’s backlog!
Review of advance copy received from Author
This story pulled me in from the very beginning. The notes at the start of each chapter create a quiet, underlying tension that makes you feel like something emotional is coming, and it absolutely delivers.
Ellis is such a beautifully written character. The way he experiences the world, especially through the shop, felt meaningful. I loved how the shop almost became a living being through his perspective, shaped by the details he notices. His characterization felt thoughtful, authentic, and deeply relatable.
The romance between Ellis and Issaky carries a lot of heart. There is a tenderness to their connection that really highlights the story’s core message that love is not always about grand gestures, but about showing up, staying, and being there even when things are hard.
I also cannot not mention Jack and Clyde. Their side story was absolutely beautiful and added so much emotional depth to the book. It was one of those elements that quietly breaks your heart in the best way.
Overall, this was a deeply emotional MM romance that focuses on connection, presence, and the quiet ways love endures. It is the kind of story that stays with you.
Review of advance copy
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ | 🌶️🌶️🌶️
I don’t even know where to start, the tropes..: the tropes are what caught my attention. I think as a momma with a son who is autistic I always appreciate a book that does a wonderful job of portraying autism.
Issaky is a GORGEOUS walking green flag and we need more characters like him. He didn’t take advantage, or push, and he genuinely wanted to know/love Ellis all on Ellis’s terms (for lack of a better word). He was sweet and confident but in a way that fel safe, felt like HOME.
Ellis, sweet sweet Ellis. I wanted to hug him so much knowing deep down he may not have wanted that. And that’s silly right? But I got super attached to him and you just felt all of his emotions. I am so thankful he had Clyde, his patience and the way he treated Ellis as a person first, and had no desires to change Ellis but to change the world for Ellis.
You feel the hurt/comfort trope. And yes I got angry, but their journey though not always easy, was beautiful and Ellis’s thought process truly gave insight to how some on the spectrum feel things but may not be able to communicate them, they just need patience. And we all deserve love.
I don’t even know where to start, the tropes..: the tropes are what caught my attention. I think as a momma with a son who is autistic I always appreciate a book that does a wonderful job of portraying autism.
Issaky is a GORGEOUS walking green flag and we need more characters like him. He didn’t take advantage, or push, and he genuinely wanted to know/love Ellis all on Ellis’s terms (for lack of a better word). He was sweet and confident but in a way that fel safe, felt like HOME.
Ellis, sweet sweet Ellis. I wanted to hug him so much knowing deep down he may not have wanted that. And that’s silly right? But I got super attached to him and you just felt all of his emotions. I am so thankful he had Clyde, his patience and the way he treated Ellis as a person first, and had no desires to change Ellis but to change the world for Ellis.
You feel the hurt/comfort trope. And yes I got angry, but their journey though not always easy, was beautiful and Ellis’s thought process truly gave insight to how some on the spectrum feel things but may not be able to communicate them, they just need patience. And we all deserve love.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Still Here by A.J Knight was such a beautiful story. I loved watching Issaky and Ellis grow closer and build the connection they did. It was just beautiful to see unfold.
W get to see how difficult Ellis’s childhood was and how much comfort he found in the record store, eventually forming that bond with Clyde as a father figure. I really loved how patient and understanding Issaky was with Ellis from the very beginning, especially when he first came into the shop while transitioning into becoming the new owner. He never pushed Ellis too hard, but always made it clear that he was there for him when he needed someone. They fit together so well.
Even through the difficult moments, especially with how deeply losing Clyde affected Ellis, Issaky continued to be patient and understanding while also knowing when it was time to step in and help. This book made me feel so many emotions, I was absolutely bawling my eyes out.
Thank you so much to AJ Knight for allowing me to be an ARC reader for this book. It truly was a beautiful story.
PS and spoiler : I’m wondering why Clyde and Jack were never together if they loved each other so deeply.
W get to see how difficult Ellis’s childhood was and how much comfort he found in the record store, eventually forming that bond with Clyde as a father figure. I really loved how patient and understanding Issaky was with Ellis from the very beginning, especially when he first came into the shop while transitioning into becoming the new owner. He never pushed Ellis too hard, but always made it clear that he was there for him when he needed someone. They fit together so well.
Even through the difficult moments, especially with how deeply losing Clyde affected Ellis, Issaky continued to be patient and understanding while also knowing when it was time to step in and help. This book made me feel so many emotions, I was absolutely bawling my eyes out.
Thank you so much to AJ Knight for allowing me to be an ARC reader for this book. It truly was a beautiful story.
PS and spoiler : I’m wondering why Clyde and Jack were never together if they loved each other so deeply.
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Review of advance copy received from Author
This book was definitely special. Get to read a new love story bloom was definitely worth reading. Getting to know Ellis was so new, especially that I have a cousin who has autism, made me want to learn more about him. Issaky was definitely so confident and understanding that is good for Ellis. Especially, the backstory of Clyde and Jack. Getting to deal with being overwhelmed, loss, mourn, change, and love! Such a beautifully written love story between Ellis and Issaky was just great. And of course the spice was just the good amount. I definitely felt it, felt the love, and cried towards the end. I am grateful that I got the ARC and happy to leave my honest review of there love story. I hope, once it's published, others will find comfort and the love in this book like I did. Made me kind of jealous because I wish I could experience this type of love.
A quote I love from the book is this, from Jack. "Love doesn't end because someone dies. And it doesn't survive unless you keep showing up for it. Even when it's hard. Especially then." This spoke to me.
A quote I love from the book is this, from Jack. "Love doesn't end because someone dies. And it doesn't survive unless you keep showing up for it. Even when it's hard. Especially then." This spoke to me.
Review of advance copy
review of ARC from author
i thought the writing style was super unique and i loved how it was portrayed sort of told as like a past tense story, i thought that made it really stand out from typical like first person third person view books. 
i also absolutely adored all the descriptions and how beautifully environments were captured and feelings were portrayed, and it really put me in the spot that the characters were at, and A.J conveyed that in a really, really wonderful way! 
Issaky and Ellis had incredible chemistry, and they did a really great job at creating that slow burn, but not to a point where it felt obnoxious or forced; Issaky’s willingness to take things slow realistic and genuine was very realistic, and he was just such a lovable character!
omitting spoilers, my only critique is i felt that a few small details could have been more fleshed out or some of the tense points could have been slightly condensed, but nonetheless i loved this book and felt so emotionally invested in the story and characters.
i thought the writing style was super unique and i loved how it was portrayed sort of told as like a past tense story, i thought that made it really stand out from typical like first person third person view books. 
i also absolutely adored all the descriptions and how beautifully environments were captured and feelings were portrayed, and it really put me in the spot that the characters were at, and A.J conveyed that in a really, really wonderful way! 
Issaky and Ellis had incredible chemistry, and they did a really great job at creating that slow burn, but not to a point where it felt obnoxious or forced; Issaky’s willingness to take things slow realistic and genuine was very realistic, and he was just such a lovable character!
omitting spoilers, my only critique is i felt that a few small details could have been more fleshed out or some of the tense points could have been slightly condensed, but nonetheless i loved this book and felt so emotionally invested in the story and characters.
Review of advance copy received from Author
A book that really highlights “to be loved is to be seen”. Set with an old record store backdrop, Still Here follows Ellis, an autistic man who struggles to navigate change. When Isaacky comes along, bringing big changes to his norm, Ellis is slow to let Isaacky in. While the fall is slow, it’s also patient, reverent, and heartwarming.
For me, the standout is Issaky, and how compassionate and observant he is. Throughout Still Here, he never pushes Ellis past his limits, and continually prioritizes getting consent (and yes…consent is sexy) . I loved how he picked up on Ellis’s schedule/cues. Even in an intimate capacity, his patience and reverence remained steadfast.
Also, a mention for Clyde, and how he gave Ellis a safe space through his actions and the record store. There are just so many emotional and warm moments as months in the record store go by.
Overall, a wonderful read that will warm your spirit and get you excited for the continuation of this series.
For me, the standout is Issaky, and how compassionate and observant he is. Throughout Still Here, he never pushes Ellis past his limits, and continually prioritizes getting consent (and yes…consent is sexy) . I loved how he picked up on Ellis’s schedule/cues. Even in an intimate capacity, his patience and reverence remained steadfast.
Also, a mention for Clyde, and how he gave Ellis a safe space through his actions and the record store. There are just so many emotional and warm moments as months in the record store go by.
Overall, a wonderful read that will warm your spirit and get you excited for the continuation of this series.
Review of advance copy received from Author
This was my first time participating in an ARC read, I was incredibly invested to the point I read it in one day. I absolutely loved this story, from the letters per chapter of Clyde and Jack. To Issaky's patience with Ellis, the way he allowed for Ellis to take his time and acclimate to their new forming relationship. The way grief was handled was also very realistic, it's such a raw and difficult feeling, and the author handled it amazingly. Apart from those heart wrenching chapters, there were plenty heartwarming ones as well. Can't forget the spice though, I think that was actually another one of my favorite things, as to how it was written. There was a deep appreciation to their dynamic and intimacy. Issaky's dirty talk, and Ellis's demands those had me feeling so giddy. I'm a big fan when I can enjoy the intimacy without it feeling too graphic, even if the smut is explicit. Overall, I most def recommend reading this story once it releases!
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Review of advance copy received from Author
this book is simply amazing. I loved the characterization of everyone and how they are all represented nicely in their own way. I feel as if I am physically living their lives alongside them.
this story brings so many emotions to my eyes. there were sad and happy moments throughout the book that really kept me hooked on the story. this story is wonderfully written and I genuinely could not put it down once I started reading it.
ellis is autistic and it's wonderful how we get to see how he processes things and having him as a main character was so nice, it is not something people tend to write. he is represented amazingly and I loved being able to see myself in him.
I highly recommend this book if you are looking for a cozy book set in a record store about two people dealing with grief and insecurities (with a few spicy scenes as well) and the ways to handle it before it explodes.
this story brings so many emotions to my eyes. there were sad and happy moments throughout the book that really kept me hooked on the story. this story is wonderfully written and I genuinely could not put it down once I started reading it.
ellis is autistic and it's wonderful how we get to see how he processes things and having him as a main character was so nice, it is not something people tend to write. he is represented amazingly and I loved being able to see myself in him.
I highly recommend this book if you are looking for a cozy book set in a record store about two people dealing with grief and insecurities (with a few spicy scenes as well) and the ways to handle it before it explodes.
April 22, 2026
4.5 stars and it’s definitely stuck in my head like a song on repeat. 🎶
This book is soft but hits hard. It’s grief, change, and figuring out how to build a safe space when life keeps pulling the rug out from under you.
Ellis owns my whole heart. His need for routine, the way the record shop is his anchor… it all felt so real. And Issaky? I loved how gentle he was with him. No fixing, no rushing, just meeting Ellis where he’s at and staying there.
The record shop feels alive, and Clyde… yeah, I’m keeping him. The letters threaded through the story were quiet but emotional...basically hurting my feelings.
I also really appreciated how the book handled autism, especially in the relationship and intimacy. Nothing was glossed over, which made everything feel more honest. This book was messy, tender, a little painful, but full of care.
* I received this arc from the author, my thoughts are my own*
This book is soft but hits hard. It’s grief, change, and figuring out how to build a safe space when life keeps pulling the rug out from under you.
Ellis owns my whole heart. His need for routine, the way the record shop is his anchor… it all felt so real. And Issaky? I loved how gentle he was with him. No fixing, no rushing, just meeting Ellis where he’s at and staying there.
The record shop feels alive, and Clyde… yeah, I’m keeping him. The letters threaded through the story were quiet but emotional...basically hurting my feelings.
I also really appreciated how the book handled autism, especially in the relationship and intimacy. Nothing was glossed over, which made everything feel more honest. This book was messy, tender, a little painful, but full of care.
* I received this arc from the author, my thoughts are my own*
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