For years, Roma Becker lived by one rule: never go back.
Not to the trailer park.
Not to the memories.
Not to the girl she used to be.
She spent her life becoming someone else—careful, composed, untouchable. But when the man accused of murdering her mother is sent to a psychiatric facility instead of death row, Roma’s carefully ordered life begins to fracture.
Because Roma has never truly been alone in her own mind.
Thunderbird—the fierce, buried part of herself forged by childhood trauma and sharpened by rage—wants what Roma has never allowed herself to revenge.
Taking a job inside the institution may bring Roma closer to the truth about her mother’s death. It may also bring her closer to the darkest parts of herself.
As old memories rise and control begins to slip, Roma must confront a terrifying possibility:
Thunderbird may be the only one strong enough to finish this.
Matthew Scura is an avid reader, writer, musician, podcast host, and business owner living in the Philadelphia suburbs. He writes for both adult and YA audiences—primarily psychological thrillers, speculative fiction and grounded fantasy.
When not with his family or writing, Matthew works for Edge of Cinema, an international video production and digital marketing agency he co-founded in 2009. He also love running, cooking, ripping the occasional Pokemon pack, working on handyman projects, and producing original music out of his home studio.
Roma is a young nurse who wants to work in a psychiatric hospital in order to understand the motives of Calvin- the disturbed man who killed Roma’s mother.
Roma must get answers, and she goes to extreme lengths to do it. No one can know who she REALLY is as she begins her plans for revenge. Can anyone find closure in the mess that these people created?
A novel about your past sins, and trying to build a life out of severe trauma- this is a weird one. You won’t root for anyone in this story, but you will be invested in the outcome.
I received an advance copy for free, and am leaving this review voluntarily.
When I first started reading this book, my initial thought was, “Oh no!!! A nurse who cheated her way through school?! Why?! I kept wondering what would drive her to do all of this, and it quickly became clear that she has a much darker, more diabolical side. She has a plan and she’s determined to carry it out. And Roma… what are you thinking getting involved with your friend/coworker’s FWB?!
I will say, the scene involving harm to an animal was really difficult for me to read as a cat lover. That said, this was a really strong book overall. The author has a way of pulling you in, and I truly enjoyed the ride and the main character’s journey. I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
The first 40% of Thunderbird was such a slow and jumbled burn I almost dnf'd it. However, I'm really stubborn and never really do that if I'm that close to the half way mark in any book. While the plot had plenty of potential, I feel like it fell so flat. It geared up to what could have been a great bang but instead had a very disappointing ending.
It was like I read a whole story about intent, without it being properly finished...idk
Roma Becker has spent years trying to erase her beginnings with excessive cleaning compulsions & living her life under careful self-control. All that is threatened by the death of her mother who is murdered by serial killer, Calvin Gap & when Calvin is pronounced unfit to stand trial for his crimes, Roma vows revenge.
Her plan is to get a job at the psychiatric facility Calvin has been sent to & get close enough to kill him. This is tricky enough but Roma fears the hidden side of herself, the fierce, brutal, hedonistic Thunderbird, could take control & then all hell may be unleashed & her carefully built life would be in ruins.
This is a dark psychological thriller with a fascinating main character & taut plotting. I was glued to it until the last few chapters because personally, I felt the ending was a bit of an anti-climax compared to the rest of the book plus I had to skip the scene of animal cruelty/death. Other than that, I enjoyed most of it, it was definitely different, & at times I wasn't sure exactly where it was going to go. 3.75 stars (rounded up)
SUMMARY: Plot: Good - Was glued to this one until the final few chapters. I felt the ending was a bit of an anti-climax compared to what had gone before. Writing Style: OK - Overfond of using certain words & it reads very much as a male take on a female character. Enjoyment Level: Moderately High - This is a good psychological thriller but certain aspects just didn't quite work for me.
My thanks to NetGalley & publishers, Federal Pen Publishing, for the opportunity to read an ARC.
This story was a rollercoaster. I enjoyed this revenge tale more than I thought I would. I would have preferred seeing more through Romas eyes than being told everything that's happening. I felt a big disconnect with the writing.
• ARC RECEIVED FROM AUTHOR • This book completely consumed me from beginning to end. The atmosphere was dark, haunting, and emotionally intense in a way that made it impossible to stop thinking about. Roma was such a compelling character and watching her unravel while confronting the trauma and rage she spent years burying was absolutely captivating.
The psychological tension throughout the story was incredible. Thunderbird added such a chilling and fascinating layer to the narrative, and the constant battle between survival, revenge, and identity kept me completely hooked. Every memory that resurfaced and every crack in Roma’s control made the story feel heavier and more addictive.
I loved how raw and emotionally charged this book felt. It explored trauma and grief in such a brutal but beautiful way, and the writing pulled me so deeply into Roma’s mind that I felt every ounce of her anger and pain. I really didn’t want the book to end!
I received this book as an ARC and I was so excited! This was my first ARC and it was so much fun! Thank you again to Matthew Scura!!
Roma and her mother have been alone all their life. Her mother has done everything she can to provide for Roma, legally and not so legally.. Roma is determined to be different, to leave the trailer park, make something of herself.
However, Roma’s life is turned upside down when her mother’s life is taken by a mass murderer. Anger, grief, frustration and sadness spew as Roma waits for his trial. Will he be sentenced? Will he be seen fit to stand trial? Will Roma and the other victims receive justice?
How far would you go to ensure justice is served? Is there a difference between justice and revenge?
This book poses the question: how well do you really know yourself?
This book had me on my toes. I received it today and just could not put it down!!! Twist after twist!! I thought I knew exactly how this book was going to end, but boy was I wrong. The ending definitely caught me off guard!!! This book will have you questioning everyone, including yourself. This book is filled with suspense, psychological themes and a little spice. I would love to read a second book to get an ending for all the characters and see what Roma has become…
If you’re thinking about reading this book, definitely do!
Thank you Matthew for this Arc, I have and will be recommending it to friends!
Roma Becker, the protagonist in the new novel “Thunderbird” is a piece of work. Or a nutjob. Who wouldn’t be after your mother was murdered by Calvin Gay, a serial killer who also killed 80 women. Her “tribe,” the Love Hug, comprised of other women who lost someone to the same killer, stand together in their common grief.
But Roma is more complex. She is on one hand a competent nurse, on the other hand a woman split in two between her upward mobility daily self and a dark, twisted soul she calls the “bird” or Thunderbird after her prostitute of a mother who chugged Thunderbird wine with great regularity. She abhors her lower class upbringing, cleans her apartment fanatically or hours until it is spotless. Constantly monitoring her own behavior to be sure she is perceived as upwardly mobile and sane, her emotions constantly roil as she fights the bird for control of her behavior. When it slips, when her mask is down, there is hell to pay especially by men.
The two of them, her bright efficient self and the bird, her darkest companion, plan Calvin’s murder with fully committed fanaticism following a judge’s ruling that Calvin is mentally incompetent to stand trial and instead commits him to psychiatric care. When and if he is ruled mentally competent, then he can be tried for his crimes. That ruling cements Roma’s plan: gain entry to the facility where Calvin will be treated in order for her to kill him.
Roma manages to find out where Calvin is being committed, fakes a competent background for her light psychiatric hospital resume, uses multiple cell phones to answer multiple phony background endorsements. Once accepted for employment, she weasels her way onto the tight medical team that will help Calvin undo years of prescription meds and respond to therapy. Awaiting Calvin is the morphine that Roma stole from her previous hospital, a syringe to inject him with a killer dose, and plans for how she will get away with it.
Here is where the problem occurs. After all this buildup, there’s a twist ending well in keeping with the direction of the book but the novel fails to stick the landing. You expect a socko finish in keeping with all that has gone before, but after all this buildup, her scheming and planning, the book fails to deliver. It provides a clear path in terms of the twist, but what we get is a concept for the future when we’re hoping for a Sunday punch. If it is a cliffhanger for a next book, it’s a cheap way out and a big disappointment.
Nonetheless, it’s a good read, clever, fiendish in the ways that Roma ducks and dodges every effort to thwart her deadly quest. It’s only too bad the payoff was not stronger.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
I was given this ARC of Thunderbird by Matthew Scura from NetGalley and Federal Pen Publishing in exchange for my honest review.
I have to say I enjoyed this book and would give it a solid 3.75 Stars. Going into it I think that the cover should be reconsidered since it's set in a very modern day environment. By the cover and the dated nurses uniform I was expecting it to be from the 1940' to the 60's and that was way off! As much as I really like the cover it doesn't suit the story's era.
I enjoyed getting to know Roma the protagonist in this novel and the other characters as well, it was easy to envision it all. I like that there is a mystery to to Roma and her odd / OCD / irrational behaviors and how there's always more to her than meets the eye. It's what drives you through this read rather effortlessly. That air of mystery also makes it impossible to know what might happen next and that is WONDERFUL!! Nothing kills it for me like a predictable story line and this is definitely not predictable!!
I didn't care for the over use of the word "coup" always in reference to her sinister "plan" or "scheme" but I would have liked to see it referenced with multiple options not just coup that didn't elevate dialog for me it only made it seem less exciting than it was.
Other than that it is a great story with some edginess and depth it gives closure where needed and it has an ever so slightly incomplete ending BUT it works in this book and it doesn't leave you craving more it's an oddly satisfying unknown...
So thank you to NetGally and Federal Pen Publishing for this ARC of Thunderbird! I liked it and would recommend it to my fellow readers!
This book started like a steam train and I was immediately intrigued by main character Roma and her mission for revenge against her mother's killer.
It is clear early on that Roma has some serious issues, ranging from OCD to extreme self-esteem issues. That's before we even get onto her supressed personality, Thunderbird, which becomes increasingly prominent as the story progresses.
This was an intense, dark and gripping read and I would have easily finished it in one sitting if those silly life responsibilities hadn't gotten in the way. As much as I wanted to know what was going to happen, I was enjoying the story so much that I didn't really want it to end.
The narrative was already interesting enough but it really stepped up a gear when we started to get an insight into Roma's target, serial killer Calvin.
There was so much jeopardy as the book neared its conclusion and I was on edge in anticipation of what was going to happen. At that point, how it ended was going to decide whether it would be a mere 5-star read or would ascend to my book hall of fame.
Was the ending perfect? Probably not but it was definitely fitting for what had gone before and there was enough left unsaid to give the reader something to think about well after the book is closed.
This is my second Matthew Scura book after biotechnology thriller Evolution Bay. Two excellent offerings from very different genres and so this author is definitely firmly on my autoread list.
“Calvin Gap had murdered eighty-six women. He wasn't a serial killer-he was a walking genocide.” …..M. Scura
Calvin skirts prison by being sent to a psychiatric institution until he can stand trial. Roma, a nurse with her own suitcase of mental health issues gets a job there, having hidden the fact that her mother was one of his victims. Roma has a reckless alter-ego named after her mother’s choice of alcohol, Thunderbird. There is a support group of women whose family members were also killed by Calvin. And a whole cast of folks easily recognizable as people who work long hours for bad pay.
As a retired RN with many years of psychiatric nursing I knew I had to check it out. It’s chock full of tension, anxiety, twists, darkness, layers, and an overall feeling of “what the heck am I reading” and “where will this go?.” No option to make it a slow read. The need to know is strong with this one.
I absolutely recommend this book to lovers of thrillers, psychological thrillers, psychological horror, or anyone wanting a little peak into those hospitals that always have the really long driveways and big fences around them.
I was able to read this as an advanced copy from the author and this is my voluntary and honest review.
I struggled with whether this would be a 4 or 5 star review so let’s realistically call it a 4.5. There were at least 5 typo errors that consistently pulled me out of the story. Beyond that, I enjoyed this book. I thought it was well paced. I would have enjoyed more time getting to know Calvin’s story a bit more, that part felt rushed. However, I also appreciated that this was a story about Roma’s journey and Calvin didn’t really matter as much as the reader may have initially thought. I was shocked when I ended up sympathizing with Calvin in the end and I was very surprised that the author was able to make me feel that way in so few chapters of Calvin’s POV. All in all, this was a pretty quick read and I spent a lot of that time mentally yelling at Roma to make better choices but also wondering what the heck she would do next. I think this could make a very interesting book club book if interested in discussing mental health.
When Roma learns that the man who murdered her mother and 85 other women is unfit to stand trial she leaves her job as a nurse to become a psych nurse at his hospital. Armed with a plan to kill Calvin, she works to gain the trust and respect of the other employees and patients at the hospital.
What the synopsis doesn’t tell you is that this book is about mental illness. It’s about how life can break the human spirit. And it’s about loss of control when it finally does.
I had no expectations heading into this book. And was surprised how much I enjoyed it. The characters are well written. You feel their emotions. Highly recommend.
Thunderbird for me was a great read! I’d say 4.5 stars. A great dive into mental health treatment. The story will pull on your morality because murder is wrong. However, killing your mother’s murderer is a grey area for me. Enjoyed the intertwined characters and support group . Everyone had their secrets it seemed. My only complaint is it felt slow in the beginning. I would have liked more of the trial or skipping to more interaction with Calvin. Still a great read and such an interesting topic.
I did receive the book as an ARC for my honest opinion, which is provided above.
Thank you so much to Matthew Scura for the ARC of Thunderbird! My favorite reads are about serial killers, so I was really intrigued going into this. While this book centers on a serial killer and the daughter of one of his victims, it didn’t fully click for me compared to others in the genre. It was an easy, extremely well-written read, but I found myself wanting more detail to really elevate that thriller-esque intensity. Spice Level: 🌶️🌶️ Trigger Warnings: This story touches on mental health issues, which may be a heavier topic for some readers.
This book was intense!! A dark look into a mind so twisted with delusion that he believed he was doing the world a favour. Roma was a deeply troubled woman who tried to reinvent herself after a traumatic childhood. But some traits can’t be hidden and she became undone after her Mothers tragic murder. This book was gripping, unhinged with an unsettling undertone. A must read for any psychological thriller fan.
Roma is genuinely the most unfortunate protagonist I’ve read in a while. Her luck was absolute crap. 🤣 I spent the entire book on edge watching everything spiral further out of control. The pacing is slow-burn, but the creeping psychological dread made it impossible for me to stop reading. Not a perfect thriller, but definitely unsettling in all the right ways. I would definitely recommend if you like a slow burn read. Great concept, but I wish it was a little bit more fast paced.
This was an arc read and it was okay. I felt like the ending fell a little flat for me. Roma and Calvin's relationship was an interesting twist but the whole ordeal with Janie was anticlimactic. It was a little show in some places for me too.
Thunderbird herself was probably the best part for me.
This was my first book by Matthew Scura. I got this book as an ARC. I couldn’t put it down. It was soooo good!!! The wrong is awesome!! Keeps you entertained. Keeps you wanting to know more. Definitely recommend this book!!!
Wow. Just wow. This book is a mind warp! Prepare to have your thinking messed with a bit. This story was gripping and had me reading every opportunity that I coild get to see what was going to happen!
Wow. This was my first book by Matthew Scura, but not my last. Some minor misspellings, but nothing crazy. The psychological drama is intense, with an unexpected ending…or beginning? It would be really interesting to read a sequel!
I received an ARC of this book from the author. This was my first book I’ve read by him. Overall I found this book to be fast paced and kept me intrigued. I wasn’t quite sure how it was going to end. I would recommend giving it a read.