As light cannot exist without dark, birth cannot exist without death. This is, arguably, the beauty of life: life is continuous, ever-changing and evolving through the centuries, yet each individual only receives one chance to live their life before their ultimate death. To most, death is an underlying- usually ignored- cloud throughout their lives. For others; people with chronic illnesses, ones who lost relatives at a young age, orphans and other unfortunate souls; death is a constant thundercloud, steadily pouring rain, occasionally letting up but always there. Such is the case of Tom, the protagonist in Anthony Doerr’s short story, “The Deep”. Tom is born with an “atrial septal defect”- a hole in his heart- that affects his daily health in the form of frequent faintings, spotty vision, shortness of breath, and more. Tom was born in Detroit during the early 1900s and was immediately exposed to death and other negative things as a child, such as an absent father and living through the Great Depression. Throughout “The Deep”, Doerr introduces the parallel themes of birth and death in order to emphasize the surprising beauty of life that makes it so meaningful and worthwhile to truly live.
Almost immediately into the story, “The Deep” carries a somber tone to it, as readers anxiously await the eventual death of Tom. Tom is diagnosed with his illness at the young age of four and is told he has sixteen years of life, “eighteen if he’s lucky”. This diagnosis is something that is repeated throughout the story, giving the story suspense and also acknowledging the continuing presence of death throughout that rules Tom’s life and decisions. When Tom is twelve, his classmate Ruby Hornaday gives the class a presentation about the ocean and passes around a book with pictures of the sea, causing “Tom’s heart [to] boom in his ears” and suffer a fainting spell after he cannot breath. This instance represents a turning point in Tom’s life: his mother withdraws him from school and confines him in his room, yet he secretly meets up with Ruby at the marsh and begins taking risks. His doctor instructs him to think of the color blue to calm down, but he finds himself instead envisioning the “glowing white of the salt tunnels, the red of Ruby’s book, the orange of her hair”, all the things that to him symbolize freedom, adventure, and living life to the utmost fullest. He runs and laughs with Ruby and lives in the moment without fear of death until the last Tuesday of October in 1929. The Stock Market crash. Doerr explains how the crash affects Tom personally, as Ruby supposedly moves away, Mr. Weems is let go, Tom’s mom falls sick, etc. He uses these instances of tragedies to fully emphasize the hardships of Tom’s life, which contrast with the contentment and peace he later finds towards the end of his life.
By the time he’s twenty, past the estimated age of his diagnosed lifespan, Tom finds himself going through the motions of life rather than living them. Thanks to help from Mr. Weems, Tom ironically gets a job working in a maternity ward, where he is exposed to birth and life on a daily basis. On his first day there, a coworker states that, although the “world goes to Hades…babies still get born”, symbolizing the theme of beauty within death and life both. Tom realizes that he has not been living his life to the fullest and he consequently begins recognizing signs of happiness and beauty within the world, through things such as babies being born, Mr. Weems, and more. In the last bit of the story, Tom sees Ruby in the maternity ward after she gives birth to her baby. Tom invites her to the aquarium, and she accepts. When they’re catching up, Tom marvels at the concept of life, saying that “life is the one thing in the world that never runs out…And we’re all very lucky to be part of something like that.” Tom ends up dying a day later, having lived and learned more in that past month than his whole life.
Doerr utilizes short sentences and a play-like narrative to keep the story moving at a fast pace, similar to Tom’s short life. Although his life was so short and he faced hardships, he eventually learned to love his life or at least live it. Doerr shows that what makes life so meaningful is its equal abundance and rarity, as you are surrounded by it but only get one chance to do it right.