September 9, "The Fuciked Up Dozen" Luke 6:12-19 Blessed Jacques Laval
I have been told literally through the past twenty years, by professionals and "up standing citizens", what a "fuck up" I am. Simply because I did not play by their rules---and frankly their rules are boring, boring. I look around me on the sidewalks and I give food and socks to fifty people each night when I take a lake night walk after I am done with my regular outreach. They are in the door ways of our churches, on the sidewalks, and in our parks. Our leaders tout an upturn in the economy and promote non-plastic bags, legislation to allow dogs in restaurants, and ignore the pain under their feet. They talk of climate change and yet sell the soul of our country's environment for more money.
A twenty two year old tech guy, Sean, takes out sandwiches and feeds a hundred people every two or three nights, and people tell him he is wasting his time. And I told him that if everyone did that there would be no more hunger. He said he is called a "fuck up." And as I look at the disciples of Jesus, they were "fuck ups" and they followed him for the same reason I do--no one else really wanted them, cared about them, or respected them. But he looked up on them with infinite respect. And for me: when I fell from grace some twenty five years ago by coming out, and then becoming a sex worker, he lifted me up, and I am glad to be a part of the "fucked up disciples."
In In Making Choices in Christ Joseph A. Tetlow, shares the Ignatian journey. It is a journey of inclusiveness. He shares the Exercises of Ignatius and how they can shape our lives into being aware of ministry all around us. The beauty of St. Ignatius was that he saw God in everything. The Exercises have shaped my journey, and I practice the Examination of Conscience every day of my life, and I find that I look at life with new eyes each day and see Christ in each person. Tetlow puts into more academic terms what I talked about in the earlier part of this blog--and he presents the Way of Ignatius as the a theological bridge in making the journey with all humanity. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God!
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We universally condemn supremacism, elitism, and exclusivism for destroying peace and social justice, yet we unquestioningly and even proudly adopt precisely these attitudes when it comes to animals. Dr. Will Tuttle