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An epic, decades-spanning love story that blazes through the worlds of acting and comedy and charts a connection unlike any other.
“The truth is there’s no such thing as a normal life. There’s just the time you get and how you spend it.”
In the summer of 2000, AJ Graves dreams of writing for SNL; instead, she’s stuck working in a video rental store, with slim odds of escaping her Massachusetts small town and large family. Then in walks Noah Drew, the enigmatic and intense scion of the Drew acting dynasty, and her life changes forever. Despite wildly different upbringings, the two forge a deep, cosmic bond first as friends, then as acting partners—until one day, Noah disappears without a word.
Seven years later in New York City, AJ is shocked to find herself cast in the same intergalactic TV production as Noah, by then a well-known Hollywood heartthrob. As their on-screen characters grow closer every day, the lines between reality and acting begin to blur. Unable to stay away from each other, AJ and Noah are forced to confront the truth of what happened years ago—and the devastating secret that will send their lives careening apart, even as fate continues to draw them together.
Blending unforgettable characters, explosive chemistry, and devastating emotion, Into the Blue is a journey unlike any other—one that asks: What does it mean to diverge from the script to forge your own story?
An epic, decades-spanning love story that blazes through the worlds of acting and comedy and charts a connection unlike any other.
“The truth is there’s no such thing as a normal life. There’s just the time you get and how you spend it.”
In the summer of 2000, AJ Graves dreams of writing for SNL; instead, she’s stuck working in a video rental store, with slim odds of escaping her Massachusetts small town and large family. Then in walks Noah Drew, the enigmatic and intense scion of the Drew acting dynasty, and her life changes forever. Despite wildly different upbringings, the two forge a deep, cosmic bond first as friends, then as acting partners—until one day, Noah disappears without a word.
Seven years later in New York City, AJ is shocked to find herself cast in the same intergalactic TV production as Noah, by then a well-known Hollywood heartthrob. As their on-screen characters grow closer every day, the lines between reality and acting begin to blur. Unable to stay away from each other, AJ and Noah are forced to confront the truth of what happened years ago—and the devastating secret that will send their lives careening apart, even as fate continues to draw them together.
Blending unforgettable characters, explosive chemistry, and devastating emotion, Into the Blue is a journey unlike any other—one that asks: What does it mean to diverge from the script to forge your own story?
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First published April 7, 2026
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Emma Brodie
2 books799 followersEmma Brodie is an executive editor at Clarkson Potter. She graduated from Johns Hopkins University’s Writing Seminars program, and her debut novel, Songs in Ursa Major, received the American Book Award. She lives on Martha’s Vineyard with her husband and their very good dog, Freddie Mercury.
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April 22, 2026
so that was devastating!
“you will not want to do what needs to be done”
“try me” ❤️
“your scene partner is your life” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
“you will not want to do what needs to be done”
“try me” ❤️
“your scene partner is your life” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
April 17, 2026
a messy childhood love story that makes us wonder, “will this stand the test of time?” this was fun, quirky, emotional, a book that pulled me in from the first few pages! it’s definitely on the longer side for romance (we all know how i feel about that) and don’t be discouraged if you were confused by the sci-fi tv show plot line, because same. but in the grand scheme, push through! julia whelan narrated the audio if that’s your jam and since i was traveling this week i did a mix of both reading + listening and enjoyed them equally
April 17, 2026
There are good books, bad books, just okay books… and then there are books like this. Books that make you feel so deeply it feels like you know these characters to their core.
AJ and Noah’s story is definitely not a perfect one, it’s not easy or clean. It’s messy, heartbreaking and frustrating. But it’s also equally as deep, beautiful and filled with the type of love story that you’ll remember forever.
I can’t even put into words how much i loved this. I CRIED at the end!!!! Do you know how HARD it is to make me cry in a book? This was phenomenal. Mark my words, this will be in my top 10 favorites of 2026.
AJ and Noah’s story is definitely not a perfect one, it’s not easy or clean. It’s messy, heartbreaking and frustrating. But it’s also equally as deep, beautiful and filled with the type of love story that you’ll remember forever.
I can’t even put into words how much i loved this. I CRIED at the end!!!! Do you know how HARD it is to make me cry in a book? This was phenomenal. Mark my words, this will be in my top 10 favorites of 2026.
April 23, 2026
ended up really enjoying this one! the first 20% was a bit slow for me and it took some time to get into, but once it picked up i was fully invested.
the characters were frustrating in a way that felt intentional. they made questionable choices and i don’t think i actually liked either of them, but that also made them feel more real in a way? i felt like i couldn’t look away even though i despised what was happening. .
there were a few moments where things felt a little unclear, which pulled me out briefly, but not enough to affect my overall experience. i also think it probably could have been shorter - some sections dragged more than they needed to (e. g. th first chunk of this book).
still, this feels like one of those books where the characters linger. i can see myself thinking about them for a while. i would definitely recommend if you like (kind of) frustrating but ‘real’ love stories. the setting of this book was really unique and there are a lot of time jumps which really solidify the history these characters have together. i enjoyed !!
the characters were frustrating in a way that felt intentional. they made questionable choices and i don’t think i actually liked either of them, but that also made them feel more real in a way? i felt like i couldn’t look away even though i despised what was happening. .
there were a few moments where things felt a little unclear, which pulled me out briefly, but not enough to affect my overall experience. i also think it probably could have been shorter - some sections dragged more than they needed to (e. g. th first chunk of this book).
still, this feels like one of those books where the characters linger. i can see myself thinking about them for a while. i would definitely recommend if you like (kind of) frustrating but ‘real’ love stories. the setting of this book was really unique and there are a lot of time jumps which really solidify the history these characters have together. i enjoyed !!
May 1, 2026
I genuinely don’t even know how to process this book.
I went in with high expectations, and to be fair, the first part really delivered. The setup was strong, the connection between the characters felt intense, and the ending of Part 1 had me completely hooked. But after that, things just started to go downhill for me.
The story follows AJ and Noah, who meet when she’s 17 and he’s 21. They connect through acting, and their chemistry, especially on stage, is undeniable. Noah comes from a family of actors but doesn’t want that life, while AJ clearly has the talent but refuses to pursue it. Their dynamic at the beginning was honestly really compelling.
Then comes the big turning point. Noah disappears after they share a moment, and years later we find out why. He’s been diagnosed with a hereditary illness, the same one that’s destroying his mother, and he knows he’s going to lose himself slowly and eventually die young. That part really hit. It’s tragic, it’s real, and it explains so much about his decisions.
But here’s where the book lost me.
Instead of deeply exploring that emotional weight, the story turns into this repetitive cycle of meeting, tension, fighting, sex, separation, and then repeating all over again.
And I’m not exaggerating when I say a lot of the second half is just them circling each other like this. The book spans years with multiple time jumps, but emotionally, it feels like they’re stuck in the same place the entire time.
The story is divided into three parts, and while Part 1 is strong, Parts 2 and 3 feel stretched out and frustrating. This could have easily been a much shorter, tighter book if the characters actually communicated or grew.
Also, the “soulmate” angle did not fully work for me. Yes, they have chemistry. Yes, they are drawn to each other. But emotionally, their relationship feels messy and, at times, honestly toxic. They are both seeing other people while still being in love with each other, hurting others and themselves in the process, and never really resolving anything.
And I have to say, the age gap at the beginning, 17 and 21, combined with how quickly things turn physical, did feel uncomfortable, even though the story later acknowledges it.
What frustrates me the most is that the core conflict is actually so strong. He loves her but believes being with him will ruin her life. She loves him and believes even a short life together is worth it.
That’s powerful. That could have been devastating in the best way. But instead of fully diving into that emotional and philosophical conflict, the book keeps interrupting it with repetition and physical tension.
By the end, I wasn’t heartbroken. I was just exhausted.
I don’t hate this book. In fact, I can see what it was trying to do. It aimed for something raw, messy, and real. And yes, in many ways, it is real. People do act like this. Love can be this complicated.
But realism does not always make for a satisfying story.
Overall, it felt like a book with incredible potential that got lost in its own length and repetition. I wanted depth, growth, and emotional payoff, and instead I got the same unresolved loop stretched over hundreds of pages.
I am honestly still sitting here like, what did I just read?
I went in with high expectations, and to be fair, the first part really delivered. The setup was strong, the connection between the characters felt intense, and the ending of Part 1 had me completely hooked. But after that, things just started to go downhill for me.
The story follows AJ and Noah, who meet when she’s 17 and he’s 21. They connect through acting, and their chemistry, especially on stage, is undeniable. Noah comes from a family of actors but doesn’t want that life, while AJ clearly has the talent but refuses to pursue it. Their dynamic at the beginning was honestly really compelling.
Then comes the big turning point. Noah disappears after they share a moment, and years later we find out why. He’s been diagnosed with a hereditary illness, the same one that’s destroying his mother, and he knows he’s going to lose himself slowly and eventually die young. That part really hit. It’s tragic, it’s real, and it explains so much about his decisions.
But here’s where the book lost me.
Instead of deeply exploring that emotional weight, the story turns into this repetitive cycle of meeting, tension, fighting, sex, separation, and then repeating all over again.
And I’m not exaggerating when I say a lot of the second half is just them circling each other like this. The book spans years with multiple time jumps, but emotionally, it feels like they’re stuck in the same place the entire time.
The story is divided into three parts, and while Part 1 is strong, Parts 2 and 3 feel stretched out and frustrating. This could have easily been a much shorter, tighter book if the characters actually communicated or grew.
Also, the “soulmate” angle did not fully work for me. Yes, they have chemistry. Yes, they are drawn to each other. But emotionally, their relationship feels messy and, at times, honestly toxic. They are both seeing other people while still being in love with each other, hurting others and themselves in the process, and never really resolving anything.
And I have to say, the age gap at the beginning, 17 and 21, combined with how quickly things turn physical, did feel uncomfortable, even though the story later acknowledges it.
What frustrates me the most is that the core conflict is actually so strong. He loves her but believes being with him will ruin her life. She loves him and believes even a short life together is worth it.
That’s powerful. That could have been devastating in the best way. But instead of fully diving into that emotional and philosophical conflict, the book keeps interrupting it with repetition and physical tension.
By the end, I wasn’t heartbroken. I was just exhausted.
I don’t hate this book. In fact, I can see what it was trying to do. It aimed for something raw, messy, and real. And yes, in many ways, it is real. People do act like this. Love can be this complicated.
But realism does not always make for a satisfying story.
Overall, it felt like a book with incredible potential that got lost in its own length and repetition. I wanted depth, growth, and emotional payoff, and instead I got the same unresolved loop stretched over hundreds of pages.
I am honestly still sitting here like, what did I just read?
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
⭐️ 3.75 ⭐️ If you want to read a story about the rain and the flood, the pain and the pleasure, then this is a love story that you won't easily forget. It's not a lovey-dovey romance but a story that takes you through decades of thunder-like, achy love of longing and yearning. It's about two people who ached and pined for one another a whole DECADE, only torturing themselves even more as a result of never giving into their feelings. Into the Blue really screams 'TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE' so you should never waste it!
We follow a story of AJ Graves who dreams of becoming a writer for SNL. She meets Noah by chance when he begins working along side her in a video rental store somewhere in Massachusetts. Noah is shaped by famous acting family and the expectation of becoming an actor. He's charming but complicated. She's a dreamer, observant and ambition. They are initially drawn to each other by their love for sci-fi shows and theater. They begin acting out scenes/improvising, eventually forming a strong connection with sizzling chemistry. However, one day Noah disappears without a word. Years later, AJ who is now a writer, is cast into the same intergalactic TV show as Noah, who is not a Hollywood heartthrob. They are unable to stay away from each other, lines become blurred, leaving them forced to face the truth of what happened many years ago.
This is a long book, 450 pages (600 for large print) and it felt like I was reading this a long time. It's uniquely written, where a love story and deep connection forms through acting. So there is a sci-fi story within a story and it will be a hit for anyone who loves theater and acting. I honestly thought it was a lot. I was not a fan of the cosmic sci-fi story and thought it dragged for a long time, at least the first 45% and then sporadically through out the book until Noah fully came back into picture and Emma Brodie dropped a bomb with Noahs confession. I usually do not get shocked but my jaw was on the floor. The book went from 2 to 4 stars imminently and the second half of the book was just like 'A Love Letter to Whiskey'--emotional, toxic, peaked in angst and sad too. I wanted to throw my kindle across the room because they drove me crazy. It's heartbreaking yet hopeful. Noahs confession about what happened many years ago pulled me back in and kept me glued to the story.
It's hard to write a well thought out review when a novel packs so much into the timeline, you just have to go in and enjoy the ride.
Its featured as an add-on on BOTM, so if you're interested in signing up, the first book is only $5!
Use my link to get the discount!: https://www.mybotm.com/bgnrjn6qk0o
Many thanks to NetGalley, Ballantine and the author, Emma Brodie for an early eARC.
Publication date: April 7th, 2026
We follow a story of AJ Graves who dreams of becoming a writer for SNL. She meets Noah by chance when he begins working along side her in a video rental store somewhere in Massachusetts. Noah is shaped by famous acting family and the expectation of becoming an actor. He's charming but complicated. She's a dreamer, observant and ambition. They are initially drawn to each other by their love for sci-fi shows and theater. They begin acting out scenes/improvising, eventually forming a strong connection with sizzling chemistry. However, one day Noah disappears without a word. Years later, AJ who is now a writer, is cast into the same intergalactic TV show as Noah, who is not a Hollywood heartthrob. They are unable to stay away from each other, lines become blurred, leaving them forced to face the truth of what happened many years ago.
This is a long book, 450 pages (600 for large print) and it felt like I was reading this a long time. It's uniquely written, where a love story and deep connection forms through acting. So there is a sci-fi story within a story and it will be a hit for anyone who loves theater and acting. I honestly thought it was a lot. I was not a fan of the cosmic sci-fi story and thought it dragged for a long time, at least the first 45% and then sporadically through out the book until Noah fully came back into picture and Emma Brodie dropped a bomb with Noahs confession. I usually do not get shocked but my jaw was on the floor. The book went from 2 to 4 stars imminently and the second half of the book was just like 'A Love Letter to Whiskey'--emotional, toxic, peaked in angst and sad too. I wanted to throw my kindle across the room because they drove me crazy. It's heartbreaking yet hopeful. Noahs confession about what happened many years ago pulled me back in and kept me glued to the story.
It's hard to write a well thought out review when a novel packs so much into the timeline, you just have to go in and enjoy the ride.
Its featured as an add-on on BOTM, so if you're interested in signing up, the first book is only $5!
Use my link to get the discount!: https://www.mybotm.com/bgnrjn6qk0o
Many thanks to NetGalley, Ballantine and the author, Emma Brodie for an early eARC.
Publication date: April 7th, 2026
April 30, 2026
“He said it easily, and AJ pretended that it hadn’t stopped her heart, and they turned away, leaving Atlas to carry heavier things.”
Into the Blue is an epic, decade-spanning love story that moves between a small Massachusetts town and the worlds of acting and comedy. In the summer of 2000, aspiring comedy writer AJ Graves is stuck working at a video rental store when enigmatic Noah Drew, heir to a famous acting family, walks into her life.
What begins as an unlikely friendship blossoms into a deep, cosmic connection until Noah suddenly disappears without a word.
I actually loved this one- and it’s like my love for it just keeps growing lol. Last night I paused the audio for the night around the 60% and just felt a little meh about it.(3 star territory)
The writing drifts between timelines in a way that sometimes feels vague, and I felt like I missed something a time or two. Had to go back on the audio which took me out a bit. (Probably user error 😅)
But later that night, lying in bed- my mind kept going back to AJ and Noah. I just started thinking about everything they were going through and how relatable it all was. The emotional weight of it all just started to hit me- I feel like it’s still hitting me! 🫠
This story captures something I totally resonate with- the way long-standing friendships can quietly accumulate meaning over time. When two people share years of history, the line between platonic and romantic can feel less like a switch and more like a slow unfolding.
I have conflicting feelings about Noah, and honestly I did in beginning with A.J. too, but as the layers unfold I really started to understand and relate to her. Their connection is messy, complicated, and deeply human.
Time is a real mf, isn’t it? It doesn’t wait on anyone or anything. This book is a beautiful, painful reminder of right person, wrong time and how some bonds refuse to stay buried.
I didn’t think I was going to feel this strongly about it, but by the end, you can’t really help it.
Quietly powerful and the kind of story that lingers with you. Watch- I’ll probably boost it to 5 stars in another day lol.
Already selected as a BOTM add on. 💖
💙Second-chance
🩵Friends to lovers
💙Slow burn
🩵Fated/soulmates energy
💙Actors / performance industry romance
🩵Forced proximity
💙Angst
🩵Miscommunication
💙Right person, wrong timing
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I keep saying this 😩 but full review in a bit. I’m super behind, been a really hectic few weeks at work and home- will catch up this week !
This was a complicated one and honestly last night around 50% when a friend asked me I felt meh about it. Liked but didn’t love.
But then last night as I settled in for the night and wasn’t actively listening to it anymore- I couldn’t stop thinking about it. The choices, the situation, the pain. 🥹
Full RTC.
Into the Blue is an epic, decade-spanning love story that moves between a small Massachusetts town and the worlds of acting and comedy. In the summer of 2000, aspiring comedy writer AJ Graves is stuck working at a video rental store when enigmatic Noah Drew, heir to a famous acting family, walks into her life.
What begins as an unlikely friendship blossoms into a deep, cosmic connection until Noah suddenly disappears without a word.
I actually loved this one- and it’s like my love for it just keeps growing lol. Last night I paused the audio for the night around the 60% and just felt a little meh about it.(3 star territory)
The writing drifts between timelines in a way that sometimes feels vague, and I felt like I missed something a time or two. Had to go back on the audio which took me out a bit. (Probably user error 😅)
But later that night, lying in bed- my mind kept going back to AJ and Noah. I just started thinking about everything they were going through and how relatable it all was. The emotional weight of it all just started to hit me- I feel like it’s still hitting me! 🫠
This story captures something I totally resonate with- the way long-standing friendships can quietly accumulate meaning over time. When two people share years of history, the line between platonic and romantic can feel less like a switch and more like a slow unfolding.
I have conflicting feelings about Noah, and honestly I did in beginning with A.J. too, but as the layers unfold I really started to understand and relate to her. Their connection is messy, complicated, and deeply human.
Time is a real mf, isn’t it? It doesn’t wait on anyone or anything. This book is a beautiful, painful reminder of right person, wrong time and how some bonds refuse to stay buried.
I didn’t think I was going to feel this strongly about it, but by the end, you can’t really help it.
Quietly powerful and the kind of story that lingers with you. Watch- I’ll probably boost it to 5 stars in another day lol.
Already selected as a BOTM add on. 💖
💙Second-chance
🩵Friends to lovers
💙Slow burn
🩵Fated/soulmates energy
💙Actors / performance industry romance
🩵Forced proximity
💙Angst
🩵Miscommunication
💙Right person, wrong timing
✴︎a˚｡⋆ Connect with me on Instagram ˗ˏˋ★‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹
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I keep saying this 😩 but full review in a bit. I’m super behind, been a really hectic few weeks at work and home- will catch up this week !
This was a complicated one and honestly last night around 50% when a friend asked me I felt meh about it. Liked but didn’t love.
But then last night as I settled in for the night and wasn’t actively listening to it anymore- I couldn’t stop thinking about it. The choices, the situation, the pain. 🥹
Full RTC.
April 4, 2026
TOP READ OF THE YEAR MARK MY WORDS!!!
The most devastating and heart wrenching love story I have read to date. You want yearning and angst?! THIS IS FOR YOU!!! My stomach was in knots over so many moments while reading and I was so on edge that I was awake until 5am reading because I couldn’t get enough of AJ and Noah!! They were so hot and sad, I sobbed with them!! Their chemistry and banter was off the charts. You couldn’t convince me these two people wouldn’t find each other in every single universe! They are the definition of soulmates.
The storytelling and the writing was so incredibly well done there isn’t anywhere in here where I could say “well I’d have loved this more” or “I didn’t love this..” NO!! This is infinity stars and beyond!
This will be a love story that will haunt me in the best way possible!!! I honestly feel like I can’t share too much in my review because I feel like there are so many parts to their story and it’s just an experience you need to go into mostly blind but just trust me I NEED EVERYONE TO READ!!!
The most devastating and heart wrenching love story I have read to date. You want yearning and angst?! THIS IS FOR YOU!!! My stomach was in knots over so many moments while reading and I was so on edge that I was awake until 5am reading because I couldn’t get enough of AJ and Noah!! They were so hot and sad, I sobbed with them!! Their chemistry and banter was off the charts. You couldn’t convince me these two people wouldn’t find each other in every single universe! They are the definition of soulmates.
The storytelling and the writing was so incredibly well done there isn’t anywhere in here where I could say “well I’d have loved this more” or “I didn’t love this..” NO!! This is infinity stars and beyond!
This will be a love story that will haunt me in the best way possible!!! I honestly feel like I can’t share too much in my review because I feel like there are so many parts to their story and it’s just an experience you need to go into mostly blind but just trust me I NEED EVERYONE TO READ!!!
April 20, 2026
IM SORRY I JUST LISTENED TO COMING UP ROSES AND NOW THIS IS 5 STARS
This book single handedly took me out of my 1.5 month reading slump! The relationship dynamic between the two main characters was addicting, and I had to know how it ended.
The best way to describe this one is SOULMATES. Truly. I’ve never read a book that describes the connection between two people who love each other the way this one does.
This book is for the aspiring actors, the sci-fi nerds, the fans of all encompassing romance stories, ugh it’s just so good.
Please go into this book mostly blind! Your experience will be much better that way.
This book single handedly took me out of my 1.5 month reading slump! The relationship dynamic between the two main characters was addicting, and I had to know how it ended.
The best way to describe this one is SOULMATES. Truly. I’ve never read a book that describes the connection between two people who love each other the way this one does.
This book is for the aspiring actors, the sci-fi nerds, the fans of all encompassing romance stories, ugh it’s just so good.
Please go into this book mostly blind! Your experience will be much better that way.
April 6, 2026
what a beautifully unique romance novel!! teetering between 4-4.5 stars for this one. happy to report that the early raving reviews stood up to the hype!
i went into this book semi blind and recommend you do too, but here’s what you need to know:
- second chance / right person wrong time vibes
- childhood friends to lovers trope
- SLOW BURN
- lots of yearning and angst to the romance
- follows movies/film/tv/celebrity life
- strong family side plots
this is a love story at the core but so much more! it follows two main characters that get swept away in acting and improv and then their friendship turns into so much more… but of course, there’s a catch 🥹
that’s all i’m gonna say!!! it’s unique and has some unusual elements for a romance novel but to me this is for fans of Emily Henry. it’s a romance but so much more…
and let me just say, i was SCARED for the ending but very very very happy by the time i closed the book.
🎧 also pro tip — this is FAB on audio! narrated by our queen Julia Whelan 👏🏼
so so so good! add it to your TBR! thanks to Ballantine / Thousand Voices for the early copy.
i went into this book semi blind and recommend you do too, but here’s what you need to know:
- second chance / right person wrong time vibes
- childhood friends to lovers trope
- SLOW BURN
- lots of yearning and angst to the romance
- follows movies/film/tv/celebrity life
- strong family side plots
this is a love story at the core but so much more! it follows two main characters that get swept away in acting and improv and then their friendship turns into so much more… but of course, there’s a catch 🥹
that’s all i’m gonna say!!! it’s unique and has some unusual elements for a romance novel but to me this is for fans of Emily Henry. it’s a romance but so much more…
and let me just say, i was SCARED for the ending but very very very happy by the time i closed the book.
🎧 also pro tip — this is FAB on audio! narrated by our queen Julia Whelan 👏🏼
so so so good! add it to your TBR! thanks to Ballantine / Thousand Voices for the early copy.
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May 15, 2026I fear I never want to read a book again
May 14, 2026
I lack the words to even begin to describe how dynamically beautiful and achingly romantic Emma Brodie’s sophomore novel is. While not a romance in the sense we have come to appreciate them of late, this book is a love story nonetheless and one that easily catapulted to a favorite of the year.
From page one, Brodie is not afraid of delving into the heavier themes that gird the central story. From addiction to chronic illness to grief, the heavier topics are handled with both care and nuance, then perfectly juxtaposed by the brighter than sunshine love and connection between these characters. The writing is flawless, the prose exquisite. I look forward to what I know will become a terrific adaptation of this story of intense struggle, young love, and an improv television show that sparked the flame.
🎧 The audiobook is narrated by Julia Whelan, the best of the best, and as such is a must-listen. However, because of the epistolary format and large cast of characters, I loved having the ability to read with both my eyes and ears. Therefore, an immersive read would be my recommendation for the best listening experience.
Read if you like:
▪️star-crossed lovers
▪️Hollywood romance
▪️emotional depth
▪️multi-generational family drama
▪️epistolary novels
✨ Top read of 2026
Check out my Bookstagram post here ♥
Thank you Ballantine x Thousand Voices and PRH for the advanced copies.
From page one, Brodie is not afraid of delving into the heavier themes that gird the central story. From addiction to chronic illness to grief, the heavier topics are handled with both care and nuance, then perfectly juxtaposed by the brighter than sunshine love and connection between these characters. The writing is flawless, the prose exquisite. I look forward to what I know will become a terrific adaptation of this story of intense struggle, young love, and an improv television show that sparked the flame.
🎧 The audiobook is narrated by Julia Whelan, the best of the best, and as such is a must-listen. However, because of the epistolary format and large cast of characters, I loved having the ability to read with both my eyes and ears. Therefore, an immersive read would be my recommendation for the best listening experience.
Read if you like:
▪️star-crossed lovers
▪️Hollywood romance
▪️emotional depth
▪️multi-generational family drama
▪️epistolary novels
✨ Top read of 2026
Check out my Bookstagram post here ♥
Thank you Ballantine x Thousand Voices and PRH for the advanced copies.
April 14, 2026
AN ABSOLUTE MASTERPIECE.
April 24, 2026
I was really loving it up until the big secret was revealed. It ended up being way too similar to several other popular books (that have been made into movies) from the past two decades for me to give it a higher rating.
April 19, 2026
Definitely the odd one out with this opinion but I found this book to be very hard to get through. It definitely wasn't for me. It felt pretty childish to me and I feel it could have been cut in half. It was basically the same thing over and over. Same feelings, same argument, wait a couple of years and then do it all over again. And how many times in one book can you add a version of the same sentence "he is famous and I'm just normal, he could never really love me." The answer is way too many!!!
May 13, 2026
Thoughts | 3.5 ⭐️
In all honesty I'm conflicted between 3 or 4 so I'll leave it at 3.5, this book had so much potential in the emotional depth aspect of it which is why I'm heartbroken to say it didn't hit the way I wanted it to (for me ) the romance was a luscious mess, I mean I LIVE for these types of romances but it just lacked. Noah was the reason I kept reading wanting to find out how everything ends. I wish this book was focusing just on their romance story and them as individuals, everything else in this book felt like fillers 🙈 like the story for me ACTUALLY started half way like maybe 40% in or so, mind you the beginning had me hooked then picked back up half way. Was this sad? Yes sure, devastating? The only devastating thing about it was Noah's dialogues. I genuinely think the structure of this read was the story's worst enemy if that makes sense. I really wanted this to be a devastating 5 stars but unfortunately it wasn't at least for me. However Noah will linger in the back of my mind for a long time to come.
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In all honesty I'm conflicted between 3 or 4 so I'll leave it at 3.5, this book had so much potential in the emotional depth aspect of it which is why I'm heartbroken to say it didn't hit the way I wanted it to (for me ) the romance was a luscious mess, I mean I LIVE for these types of romances but it just lacked. Noah was the reason I kept reading wanting to find out how everything ends. I wish this book was focusing just on their romance story and them as individuals, everything else in this book felt like fillers 🙈 like the story for me ACTUALLY started half way like maybe 40% in or so, mind you the beginning had me hooked then picked back up half way. Was this sad? Yes sure, devastating? The only devastating thing about it was Noah's dialogues. I genuinely think the structure of this read was the story's worst enemy if that makes sense. I really wanted this to be a devastating 5 stars but unfortunately it wasn't at least for me. However Noah will linger in the back of my mind for a long time to come.
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April 29, 2026
೯ . . . 3.5 stars 𖥔
ꗃ . . [ reading time ] → 27 / 4 / 26 - 29 / 4 / 26 ᰋ
what do I even rate such a book.... im so conflicted on so many bases.
May 9, 2026
In a 450 page book, there are roughly 100,000 words on the page, and it feels almost impossible to agree with or love every single one of them… right?
At first, because it revolves around themes that usually fall outside my personal taste (early 2000s nerd culture and improv theater) I felt a little lost in everything that was happening. But just like AJ and Noah, I ended up falling in love with this world and with what these two incredibly talented artists are.
This book changed something inside me.
The way Emma was able to build a story centered mainly around improv artists and weave their entire lives into their performances is nothing short of brilliant.
Everything about this story is brilliant.
I genuinely do not think I have ever felt this connected to a book in my life. Obviously, I am writing this while still riding the high of having finished it just two hours ago, but this is exactly the feeling I, as a reader, am always searching for, and it is so hard to put into words.
This story holds so much pain and suffering, so many questionable choices, loneliness, loss, and a kind of love unlike anything I have ever read before, and I would not change a single thing about it. Not one thing.
AJ and Noah have become my reference point for every conversation about soulmates, cosmic connection, and all those inexplicable bonds. This is not a story built on flirting or cute romantic scenes. Instead, you feel and can almost see the invisible thread connecting them simply by being in the same room. Sometimes they are not even in the same room and you can still feel it.
Divided into four acts, it feels almost torturous to choose a favorite. Everything about this story is my favorite. The way every phase of the book ties together, along with the flawless writing, feels completely otherworldly.
Thank you, Emma Brodie, for this gift!!!
** just a disclaimer: it’s been a while and I’m even more obsessed. So yeah, it’s a 6🌟
At first, because it revolves around themes that usually fall outside my personal taste (early 2000s nerd culture and improv theater) I felt a little lost in everything that was happening. But just like AJ and Noah, I ended up falling in love with this world and with what these two incredibly talented artists are.
This book changed something inside me.
The way Emma was able to build a story centered mainly around improv artists and weave their entire lives into their performances is nothing short of brilliant.
Everything about this story is brilliant.
I genuinely do not think I have ever felt this connected to a book in my life. Obviously, I am writing this while still riding the high of having finished it just two hours ago, but this is exactly the feeling I, as a reader, am always searching for, and it is so hard to put into words.
This story holds so much pain and suffering, so many questionable choices, loneliness, loss, and a kind of love unlike anything I have ever read before, and I would not change a single thing about it. Not one thing.
AJ and Noah have become my reference point for every conversation about soulmates, cosmic connection, and all those inexplicable bonds. This is not a story built on flirting or cute romantic scenes. Instead, you feel and can almost see the invisible thread connecting them simply by being in the same room. Sometimes they are not even in the same room and you can still feel it.
Divided into four acts, it feels almost torturous to choose a favorite. Everything about this story is my favorite. The way every phase of the book ties together, along with the flawless writing, feels completely otherworldly.
Thank you, Emma Brodie, for this gift!!!
** just a disclaimer: it’s been a while and I’m even more obsessed. So yeah, it’s a 6🌟
May 13, 2026
Into the Blue is so unique, and as a whole, unlike anything I've read before. A genre bending epic love story! I'll be thinking of these characters for a long time to come.
Pick this one up if you like---
•Coming of age
•Second chance romance
•Friends to lovers
•Slow burn
•Nostalgic
•Third person POV
•Multiple timelines spanning several decades
•Complicated family dynamics
•Sci-Fi
•400+ pages
4/5 ⭐️
2/5 🌶️
Pick this one up if you like---
•Coming of age
•Second chance romance
•Friends to lovers
•Slow burn
•Nostalgic
•Third person POV
•Multiple timelines spanning several decades
•Complicated family dynamics
•Sci-Fi
•400+ pages
4/5 ⭐️
2/5 🌶️
April 12, 2026
This could’ve been a good book because the love story kept me reading. However, the sci-fi skits/improv were ridiculously hard to follow and quite frankly, bizarre.
April 30, 2026
the setup…
It’s the summer of 2000 in Gladstone, Massachusetts and seventeen year old Ashlee Jayde (AJ) Graves is bored working at a video rental store. She’s obsessed with a 1964 cult series called Astronauticals and dreams of writing for SNL. In walks Noah Drew, a member of an acting family dynasty whose Aunt Eudora was a member of the series cast. He’s four years older and was just hired on. The chemistry between these two began to sizzle immediately but later when Eudora decides to be their acting coach, their inexplicable paranormal connection is undeniable. However, at the end of the summer, Noah just disappears and their paths don’t cross again for another seven years when they are both hired onto the improvisational intergalactic TV series, Into the Blue. He’s a Hollywood star and she’s an SNL writer and it is the beginning of their many attempts to deny what started years before.
the heart of the story…
I have a whole new appreciation for improvisation writing and performing as Brodie provides an inside view I’ve not experienced before. AJ becomes that SNL writer, struggling to move past her severed romance with Noah as he does the same. But this truly is a love story, fractured, messy, complicated and heartbreaking. I’ve not experienced much like it in fiction.
the narration…
Julia Whelan is one of a few who could handle this kind of epic saga that trips between the romance and the frenetic pace of the acting scenes. It’s all in AJ’s point of view, which she slays. Truly an outstanding performance.
the bottom line…
I must admit the world of improvisation was over my head at times but it perfectly illustrated the talent of both AJ and Noah and a powerful backdrop for their heartbreaking and heartwarming love story. This will hang around in my head and heart for a long, long time. 4.5 stars
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It’s the summer of 2000 in Gladstone, Massachusetts and seventeen year old Ashlee Jayde (AJ) Graves is bored working at a video rental store. She’s obsessed with a 1964 cult series called Astronauticals and dreams of writing for SNL. In walks Noah Drew, a member of an acting family dynasty whose Aunt Eudora was a member of the series cast. He’s four years older and was just hired on. The chemistry between these two began to sizzle immediately but later when Eudora decides to be their acting coach, their inexplicable paranormal connection is undeniable. However, at the end of the summer, Noah just disappears and their paths don’t cross again for another seven years when they are both hired onto the improvisational intergalactic TV series, Into the Blue. He’s a Hollywood star and she’s an SNL writer and it is the beginning of their many attempts to deny what started years before.
the heart of the story…
I have a whole new appreciation for improvisation writing and performing as Brodie provides an inside view I’ve not experienced before. AJ becomes that SNL writer, struggling to move past her severed romance with Noah as he does the same. But this truly is a love story, fractured, messy, complicated and heartbreaking. I’ve not experienced much like it in fiction.
the narration…
Julia Whelan is one of a few who could handle this kind of epic saga that trips between the romance and the frenetic pace of the acting scenes. It’s all in AJ’s point of view, which she slays. Truly an outstanding performance.
the bottom line…
I must admit the world of improvisation was over my head at times but it perfectly illustrated the talent of both AJ and Noah and a powerful backdrop for their heartbreaking and heartwarming love story. This will hang around in my head and heart for a long, long time. 4.5 stars
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April 9, 2026
dnf @ 55% … i’m bored
April 8, 2026
I'm not okay 😭 10/10 do not recommend finishing this book on an airplane! I think I terrified my children with stifled sobs.
May 6, 2026
I can see why a lot of people would love this, but it didn't do it for me. I didn't love the characters—they felt underdeveloped, and despite everything they go through, there's very little real growth. The pacing and writing didn't work for me either. Also, I think the focus on the entertainment industry backdrop often felt like it came at the expense of genuine character depth.
Their chemistry (especially on stage) is intense and their connection is undeniable, but I'm not really sure where it builds since they rarely have meaningful conversations. Their story is tragic, raw, and messy, and there's a lot of emotional weight and potential here, so it sucks how underwhelming the book feels. Instead of exploring the complex themes or at least digging into them more, the story is basically an endless cycle of tension, fights, hookups, breakups, and then starting over again.
I kept reading because I wanted to know what would happen, but honestly, I probably should've dnf'd around the halfway point. This wasn't the heart-wrenching romance I expected, and overall it just didn't leave much of an impact. I think a more clearly unhappy ending (I know it wasn't exactly happy, but still) would've made this book ten times stronger—or at least some genuine growth, like therapy or one honest, adult conversation.
Their chemistry (especially on stage) is intense and their connection is undeniable, but I'm not really sure where it builds since they rarely have meaningful conversations. Their story is tragic, raw, and messy, and there's a lot of emotional weight and potential here, so it sucks how underwhelming the book feels. Instead of exploring the complex themes or at least digging into them more, the story is basically an endless cycle of tension, fights, hookups, breakups, and then starting over again.
I kept reading because I wanted to know what would happen, but honestly, I probably should've dnf'd around the halfway point. This wasn't the heart-wrenching romance I expected, and overall it just didn't leave much of an impact. I think a more clearly unhappy ending (I know it wasn't exactly happy, but still) would've made this book ten times stronger—or at least some genuine growth, like therapy or one honest, adult conversation.
April 22, 2026
Wow this book sunk its teeth into me. There was a moment where I actually forgot I had been reading this and not watching it, that is how absolutely immersed I was in this story.
I'm going to set aside the fact that stories like these feed into our tendency to make excuses for the way men treat us because "what if they have a reason" and just take this book for what it is. 😅😅 It was beautifully written, absolutely heart wrenching, and made me feel more about two characters than I have felt in a really long time.
This is not a rom com. It is a love story. And it is fantastic.
For those of you who have read Rainbow Rowell, and loved her adult books, this one is for you. And if you like audiobooks, Julia Whelan narrates this one and she is magnificent as always.
-Andye
I'm going to set aside the fact that stories like these feed into our tendency to make excuses for the way men treat us because "what if they have a reason" and just take this book for what it is. 😅😅 It was beautifully written, absolutely heart wrenching, and made me feel more about two characters than I have felt in a really long time.
This is not a rom com. It is a love story. And it is fantastic.
For those of you who have read Rainbow Rowell, and loved her adult books, this one is for you. And if you like audiobooks, Julia Whelan narrates this one and she is magnificent as always.
-Andye
Did Not Finish
April 12, 2026Incredibly boring
May 4, 2026
5 stars with a capital 5. I didn’t know what to expect, I didn’t read the summary (I rarely do) but I had just picked up what is quite possibly my best book of 2026 and probably even beyond.
The yearning, the angst, the love, the wit, the comedy, the grief and heartbreak.
What I wouldn’t do to read this story again for the first time. 🩵🪐
Edit:
“Alexa, play Coming Up Roses” 🥹
The yearning, the angst, the love, the wit, the comedy, the grief and heartbreak.
What I wouldn’t do to read this story again for the first time. 🩵🪐
Edit:
“Alexa, play Coming Up Roses” 🥹
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
A book involving SNL sketch writing, improv comedy, and cult classic references? Count me in! I was immediately hooked and was sure this would be my first five star read of the year. But things took a turn around the 50% mark.
I respect the author wanted to tell a different story than what I wanted to read. Between the heightened control/toxicity in the relationship and multiple back-to-back explicit scenes (easy to skip over but so unnecessary), the latter half lost the magic I felt in the first half. I wish we could've had more chapters from the reboot show as that was my favorite part of the book.
Alas, there's still wonderful writing talent and dynamic character development here. I could see this being a great choice for those who want a literary romance that's steamy and a bit more high stakes than the typical rom com.
I respect the author wanted to tell a different story than what I wanted to read. Between the heightened control/toxicity in the relationship and multiple back-to-back explicit scenes (easy to skip over but so unnecessary), the latter half lost the magic I felt in the first half. I wish we could've had more chapters from the reboot show as that was my favorite part of the book.
Alas, there's still wonderful writing talent and dynamic character development here. I could see this being a great choice for those who want a literary romance that's steamy and a bit more high stakes than the typical rom com.
May 13, 2026
The cover of this book says “a love story” but I would call this “a beautiful, humorous, and heart wrenching story that will lead to smiling, laughing, and much needed therapy.” Also, grab your favorite bottle of wine.
When I first started this book, I was very worried. First of all, it’s not in first person POV (I’m just not used to that). Second, it just seemed choppy (maybe I’m picky) and lacking finesse. But BOY was I humbled.
This book is broken up into 4 parts, each part a different time in the main characters life. The author does SUCH an amazing job painting the picture and grabbing you by the throat to pull you into a captivating and soul hurting story. The FMC is so relatable and will have you relating to every little thing she is going through. Whether that is relationship problems, family problems, or just life being downright $hitty. I will say, it may be more entertaining to theater kids because the first half can be very confusing and technical (I am not a theater kid and just pushed through). Just be prepared for laughter, sadness, and pure anger.
Favorite quotes:
“Laughter is a response to psychic death. We could have died. We didn’t. So we laugh.”
“The silence that exists between two people contains entire universes.”
“No one should know how they’re going to die.”
“Not everyone found happiness in love. This wasn’t news. Life wasn’t fair.”
This book will forever remain in my heart. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
When I first started this book, I was very worried. First of all, it’s not in first person POV (I’m just not used to that). Second, it just seemed choppy (maybe I’m picky) and lacking finesse. But BOY was I humbled.
This book is broken up into 4 parts, each part a different time in the main characters life. The author does SUCH an amazing job painting the picture and grabbing you by the throat to pull you into a captivating and soul hurting story. The FMC is so relatable and will have you relating to every little thing she is going through. Whether that is relationship problems, family problems, or just life being downright $hitty. I will say, it may be more entertaining to theater kids because the first half can be very confusing and technical (I am not a theater kid and just pushed through). Just be prepared for laughter, sadness, and pure anger.
Favorite quotes:
“Laughter is a response to psychic death. We could have died. We didn’t. So we laugh.”
“The silence that exists between two people contains entire universes.”
“No one should know how they’re going to die.”
“Not everyone found happiness in love. This wasn’t news. Life wasn’t fair.”
This book will forever remain in my heart. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
May 18, 2026
4.5/5 rounded down! This was heartbreaking, devastating, romantic, dramatic!!!! Put off all my responsibilities to finish this in under 24 hours. This might not be for everyone but it was certainly for me. The sci-fi TV show & hollywood drama were both fun plot drivers but the tension & yearning between the FMC & MMC is what made this book unputdownable for me!! Loved.
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