How this is book classified as a romance? The only thing in it that relates to romance is sex, there is a lot of sex. Here is the problem, there are 4 different people and none are the romantic focus. I would call this an erotic mystery, not romance at all.
So saying that, it is actually really good. But again, not as a romance, don't expect any romance here. There is a very confused gay man who wants to fuck anything that moves that looks good and wants the same, even if they might not know it. On a side note, one sex scene is down right disgusting to me, which since I read a lot of erotica mm, ff, mmf, bdsm, etc... that is saying a bit. But when bodily functions of the bathroom variety are used... well at the least, it is not sexy, or even erotic. OK, one scene involving the golden shower variety.
Having said that disclaimer, Dan is contacted by an old army buddy, one that he used to be highly attracted to. He is in a relationship with a young university student but... they are pretty far away from each other in distance and the guy is being distant himself. Dan believes a young trainer at the gym he work in is interested. Let's just say that Dan is definitely not exclusive. That is the first but not only proof of that. So the army buddy comes and tell Dan about his life, kids and wife, and that an old army buddy has died in suspicious circumstances. He wants Dan to investigate. Well Dan's first investigation is why this buddy was so important to him, and what was between them. He finds out and initiates more while thinking his friend might be delusional about anything strange. He starts an investigation and it leads to questions but he is not sure he wants to look further, especially since the army buddy isn't answering his calls. This of course has Dan wondering about his relationships with his boyfriend and the one at the gym.
Dan's life is pretty screwed up since the army kicked him out during DADT when he is caught "with his pants down". He works at a gym and pretty much lives in a dump. These relationship make him think of what he wants in life but really he has no idea and the sex doesn't help but confuse the point.
This book seems like reality come to life in the sense of the emotions of a screwed up former gay soldier who blames himself for much but is angry about so much more. There are definite funny moments where I laughed out loud, sex scenes that were hot, and sex scenes that made me cringe, all the while we get the mystery solved and get Dan Stagg embarking on a new turn in his life, positive turn and hopefully he will, answer some of those questions that just became more muddled. I never wanted to stop and enjoyed most of the read, felt a little bad for him in the end at the same time hopeful.