“Is it possible that the person who caused you pain, could be the only one able to bring you out of it?”–Milly
Almost two years after the death of her twin brother, nineteen year-old Milly and her family are still lost in grief. Milly becomes reckless, living in the now without consequences to the future while her parents quietly struggle with their own pain. When her parents can’t ignore Milly’s reckless behavior any longer, they send her to the country for a change of scenery. While in the middle of nowhere, Milly runs into an important person from her past, and suddenly the future seems like something to look forward to…
“Not a friend, not dating, not an acquaintance, not a stranger. Who was he then?”–Milly
This was such a wonderful story of a lost soul coming to grips with losing her other twin half while learning about acceptance and forgiveness. The last two-thirds of the book is so fantastic as we watch Milly, under the kind but firm hand of her Aunt, slowly pick up the pieces of her life as she deals with the grief of losing her brother Christian. Since Millie and Christian were so close, losing him still gives her nightmares and saying his name even brings her pain. When she reconnects with Jerome, Christian’s best friend, the story gets even better as he helps her not only deal with her grief but also encourages her to not lose hope because of her reckless past and go back to living her life, starting with joining the university.
The characters were great, especially Aunt Charmaine and Milly’s darling little sister Rose. The interactions between Milly and all the characters were believable, and I really felt bad for the situation between the two sisters. Rose idealizes Milly, but Millie feels inept at watching over her since she feels that Christian was better at being with Rose. At the same time, she loves her, and it’s sad to read Milly try to stop Rose from taking the same reckless path as her while Milly still can’t figure out how to stop grieving to be like she used to be. As for their parents, I also felt bad for them since they physically lost one child and don’t know how to stop from emotionally losing another one.
While I really enjoyed the last two-thirds of the book, I didn’t like the first third since we basically watch Millie’s decline that causes her parents to snap out of their apathy and try to deal with Millie’s reckless behavior. It felt like watching a slow motion train-wreck. I’m glad I stuck through that first part since it gave the background needed for the later parts of the book. I do wish that section could have been weaved in as flashbacks instead so that we could have gone straight into the healing part without having to experience so much of the decent. However, there were many flashbacks to moments with Christian and short segments that she talked to Christian that I wish could have been weaved into the story through dialogue or internal reminiscing instead of actual scene breaks. The jumping back and forth took me out of the story since we were switching so much.
This is a great example of the New Adult genre since aside from dealing with Christian’s death, she also has to figure out what to do with the rest of her life. Being focused so much in her family’s loss, she works jobs she doesn’t like while ignoring her Aunt’s suggestions that she look at going to college. I love Jerome for being so supportive and helping Milly with this struggle. I should also point out that the romance heat level in this book is low. While there is mention of sex, there isn’t anything graphic. Last thing to note is that this is set in Australia so there were some terms I wasn’t familiar with but could figure out.
Overall, if you like character-driven stories with serious issues such as coping with grief, depression, mental illness and its consequences, and reckless behavior, you should check this one out! This is a 3 out of 5 for me!
(Originally posted on my blog; I received a review copy in exchange for an honest and unbiased review.)