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350 pages, Kindle Edition
Published May 20, 2026
I’m a slave to male beauty, and while this man seems like a bit of an asshole to me, he’s a beautiful asshole.
It’s necessary, the fog. It’s something I brought on myself. Something that’s needed for the safety of those around me. Still, it’s fucking awful. Day after day, night after night, I’m a shadow. Someone I don’t recognize. Someone I don’t know. I lag, removed from everything and everyone. Everything that once gave me pleasure—taste, smell, the lightness of being—all gone.
I wasn’t aware that I had a dick of my dreams. I can’t say I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about it. Not consciously, at least. But looking at the noble appendage jutting out at me, I realize that I definitely do have a dick of my dreams, and it’s aimed squarely at me right now.
I’m not sure how he knows that I need to be seen for more than my sensual side, but he does, and I do. A bright, light bubble expands in my chest, swelling so much that my chest aches. I’m filled with so much affection, so much fondness that I can’t contain it.
“Alfie,” says a small voice from under a shroud of waxed cotton. “You were wrong.”
“Wrong about what?” I ask, amused that he’d choose now, of all times, to point out my failings.
“You were so wrong.” Hands tug gently at my collar, opening it, and a sweet, lovely face nuzzles into my neck. “You don’t smell like sex.”
“Oh no?” […] “What do I smell like then?”
“You smell”—he inhales and hums dreamily—“like home.” 🥹😌
“Little mouse…”[...]“Run”
“I have everything, everything, I’ve ever wanted.”It doesn’t deter him in the slightest.
“How about this?” His eyes light up as an idea takes hold. “I go through your Kindle and buy a hard copy of every book you’ve ever rated four or five stars. How about that?”I start shaking my head before I’ve heard him out, but when his words land, my head stops moving of its own accord.
“All the books I’ve rated four or five stars?”He nods as a slow, satisfied smile creeps up his face.
“Yes, all of them. Every single one. I’ll extend the library if need be.”