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255 pages, Kindle Edition
Expected publication May 20, 2026
I’m a slave to male beauty, and while this man seems like a bit of an asshole to me, he’s a beautiful asshole.
It’s necessary, the fog. It’s something I brought on myself. Something that’s needed for the safety of those around me. Still, it’s fucking awful. Day after day, night after night, I’m a shadow. Someone I don’t recognize. Someone I don’t know. I lag, removed from everything and everyone. Everything that once gave me pleasure—taste, smell, the lightness of being—all gone.
I wasn’t aware that I had a dick of my dreams. I can’t say I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about it. Not consciously, at least. But looking at the noble appendage jutting out at me, I realize that I definitely do have a dick of my dreams, and it’s aimed squarely at me right now.
I’m not sure how he knows that I need to be seen for more than my sensual side, but he does, and I do. A bright, light bubble expands in my chest, swelling so much that my chest aches. I’m filled with so much affection, so much fondness that I can’t contain it.