Now I’m on the run with no one to trust, and no idea what the world really is.
Because everything I thought I knew? It was a lie.
The people who find us say they can help. They train like soldiers. Fight like they’ve already lost everything.
And one of them watches me too closely. Knows things he shouldn’t. Pushes me harder than anyone ever has.
I should stay away from him. I should keep my distance.
But in a world built on secrets, war, and survival… he might be the only one who can teach me how to fight back.
If he doesn’t destroy me first. If you Morally gray MMCsHate-to-lovers tensionSlow burn romanceForced proximityFound familyTraining scenes with tension“Who hurt you?” momentsTouch her and die energySecrets, lies, and betrayalDark emotional arcs Then this might be for you.
Lessons in Ruin is an absolute must-read and I will scream it from the rooftops! This book is action-packed, fast-paced and filled with excellent character development. There was never a moment when I wanted to put it down. The story is completely captivating. Just when you think you know what’s going on, this book throws twists at you that I genuinely never saw coming.
I found the FMC, Lia, to be incredibly relatable and likable. She’s first described as a “couch potato,” but throughout the novel we see some amazing growth from her, both physically and emotionally.
The tension between Lia and Kylo was electric. I’m talking barely-there pinky touches that have you screaming at them to just kiss already. Things do heat up fairly quickly and I would describe this as a medium-burn romance with the perfect amount of spice.
There are definitely some trigger warnings to check out before picking this one up, and I think the author handled the heavier topics with a lot of care.
Between the writing and that jaw-dropping ending, I already cannot wait for the next book!
Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ Spice: 🌶️🌶️
Tropes ✨: Morally Gray MMC Touch her and 💀 “Who hurt you?” Dislike to Love Medium-Slow Burn He Trains Her Forced Proximity Found Family
🖤: “In my darkest moments, you’re the light.”
Thank you to the author for an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review
I just want to say. I read this book in one day. 🫣it was so good. I had a really hard time of rushing to figure out what happened next that I would unintentionally skip ahead. Then have to take a breather, and go back to where I was and slow down to read it all. I was given an arc opportunity on this and it did not disappoint. I went in not knowing what to expect at all and loved that it had magic, a slight slow burn, and a different type of world. I LOVED that the main character Lia didn’t automatically become this badass. She had to work for it and continued working throughout the entire book. The fact that I wasn’t able to guess everything was refreshing as well. It is part of a series, but in all honesty, if you WANTED (which I don’t 🫠) you could even forget the last few pages and be happy with how it ends as well which is another thing I also liked. Some people love these massssive cliffhangers that keep you on the edge, but that’s not me. I want to enjoy the book, and happily wait for the next one, but not feel like I’m dying in the process. I’m a mood reader and overall this gave me 5 star vibes! There wasn’t anything in it that made me not like it at all! I can’t wait for the next one and honestly am hoping that while I follows in the same world, the main character pov switch up!
"For those who learned to survive first and feel later. I see you." From the very first page, this dedication sets the exact tone for the emotional wreckage Lex Lovely is about to put you through.
ARC Review: Lessons in Ruin by Lex Lovely Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Spice: 🌶️ it's more Plot driven with selective, high tension romance
I completely lost trackof time diving into this world, and by the final page, I was left completely breathless and aching for the next book. Lex Lovely has crafted a beautifully devastating fantasy that balances high stakes with raw, heavy emotion.
The Characters & Dynamics The heart of this story lies entirely within its characters and how they navigate immense trauma.
Lia: Our protagonist is a force of nature. She isn't just a strong heroine; she is a survivor. Watching her protect the people she loves while carrying a crushing emotional weight was incredibly moving.
The Twin Bond: The loyalty and fiercely protective dynamic between Lia and her twin brother, Leo, provides a beautiful, grounded emotional anchor to the entire narrative. Their mutual sacrifices are the definition of heartwarming and gut-wrenching all at once.
Kylo: The enemies to lovers dynamic here is an absolute masterclass in slow burn tension. The chemistry between him and Lia is palpable, built entirely on meaningful glances, loaded arguments, and a magnetic push and pull.
Plot & World Building What makes this book stand out is that the romance never eclipses the plot. The story handles heavy themes of survival, fear, and loyalty with incredible maturity. While the world building and magic system leave you intrigued and begging for just a little bit more explanation. As for the spice level, it is definitely plot forward, The intimate moments are handled with high intensity and deliver exactly what you want, without taking away from the gravity of the overarching story.
Final Verdict An absolute emotional rollercoaster. It is raw, intense, beautifully paced, and features a cast of characters you will instantly want to protect. Go ahead and clear your calendar before starting this one, because you won't be able to put it down.
sooooooo… after devoting all of my free time to this story, i finally reached the end of Lessons in Ruin.
i fell in love with these characters so effortlessly, the chaotic found family was done so incredibly well. i am more attached to these characters than i ever thought i would be after finishing this. this read was so fast-paced, engaging, it kept me on my toes at ALL times, i genuinely found it so difficult to put down and when i was forced to, found myself thinking about the characters and where the plot could be going until i picked it back up.
although this read definitely incorporates romance, the story is not romance driven. lia’s relationship with her own emotions and trauma was done so breathtakingly well, leo’s compassion and protectiveness as her twin was so meaningful and wholesome. if i wasn’t rocking back and forth from an intense scene, i was swooning over kylo’s banter with lia. lex knows how to write TRUE enemies to lovers— the tension and connection lia and kylo share was so incredible to watch unfold on the pages.
the reason this is not a 5* read for me was just because i felt like i needed a bit more world building right from the beginning in order to fully comprehend the “magic system” if you will, but i am a slow learner and need all of the explaining i can get. additionally i typically like a SLOWWWWWWWWW burn and kylo and lia’s dynamic is more slow-ish burn, so i did wish there was more of a buildup but given the pacing and intensity of the story and situations the characters are involved in, it makes sense. all of that being said, i genuinely cannot WAIT to see where lovely takes us in the next installment, and i am going to need to take a couple of sick days whenever that may be. 🖤
thank you to lex lovely for the arc— i am so grateful to have been apart of this! :)
Hooked from the start and the story just kept me in its claws! I hated having to put it down and found myself desperately wanting to get back to it.
You can’t help but fall in love with these characters. In a world that has been nothing but cruel to them, they still persevere. They still love, care for each other and keep going. They have you feeling all the feels! Tension, anxiety, heart-dropping and stomach-clenching but also pride and happiness.
The plot was intriguing, kept you guessing and well-paced. There wasn’t ever a lull, everything had a purpose in moving the story forward. The story is well-written and I’m always a huge fan of good banter! And I will never not enjoy a training scene!
So why is this not a 5 star read for me? Well my brain does this annoying thing where if it doesn’t understand something fully, it will fixate on trying to puzzle it out. So when I had a few issues fully grasping some elements of the story, my brain just stuck on that. Full buffering mode! Which bugged me because I was desperate to continue reading and my brain was not co-operating. There’s still some questions I have, but those are now mostly just me being nosy! This was purely a me issue but broke me out of the sweet spot I go to in a 5 star read.
On the whole, absolutely loved this-definitely give it a read! You won’t be disappointed. Also, the playlist at the end was *chef’s kiss *. Thank you Lex Lovely for letting me ARC read Lessons in Ruin.
This book had me staying up until 5am to finish. Pretending I was asleep when my husband's alarm went off for work because I literally COULD NOT STOP once I was immersed. Lex Lovely did amazing with plot movement and character growth, I will be thinking about this book for a HOT minute. I will also be needing a physical copy!
The reason behind 4.5⭐️ - I just needed a tiny bit more of world building, and explanation of powers. The story isn't hindered or slow because you don't receive an explanation of these things. I am just a nosey heifer and have questions lol. I rated it a 5 because the book and Author deserve it.
1.5🌶 - This book is not spice driven, but does have some spice. The author made the plot the important part, but also gave us what we wanted when it came to spicy scenes between our characters. The spice was spicy, but if you are looking for a book where the characters are shedding clothes constantly, this isn't it.
✨️SPOILERS FROM THIS POINT✨️
The "will they, won't they" between Lia and Kylo is "chefs kiss." I was so enthralled with their relationship arc and when I got spice? I GOT the spice. "GOOD GIRL"?! Bsffr, put me on my KNEES. The way we can literally feel them falling for each other, UGH!
Julian is cockroach. That is all I have to say about that.
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Apparently this is the official theme of my vacation reading and honestly? I’m thriving.
First of all, can we PLEASE talk about the fact that this is Lex Lovely’s debut novel?! Because excuse me?? She came out swinging.
What you’re getting: ✨ A nerdy FMC with trauma, family issues, a twin, and powers she actually has to TRAIN for ✨ A broody MMC assigned to train her who gives off “I have issues but I’m still hot about it” vibes ✨ Constant running for their lives ✨ Betrayal, grief, messy family & power/political dynamics, and an incredibly satisfying slow burn romance
One thing I really appreciated was that the FMC doesn’t magically wake up one morning like “surprise, I’m the most powerful person alive.” She struggles. She trains. She fails. She grows. Revolutionary behavior, honestly.
I also loved that the relationship development actually felt emotional. These two MCs build trust, support one another, and slowly become safe places for each other before everything turns romantic. We love an earned romance in this house.
Was every twist shocking? Not always. Was it the most unique fantasy I’ve ever read? No. Did I still absolutely eat this up and stay fully invested the entire time? YES.
For a debut novel, this was seriously impressive and I would absolutely recommend adding it to your TBR immediately.
This book honestly hurt in the best way. Watching Lia and Leo survive the kind of childhood they had while still trying to hold onto themselves emotionally was heartbreaking. Lia especially felt so real to me. You could feel her fear, grief, and trauma in the way she reacted to people and situations, and I loved watching her slowly find strength in herself instead of just surviving. Kylo and Lia had exactly the kind of tension I love. He wanted nothing to do with her at first, but the slow way he became her safe place without trying to change who she was made their relationship feel emotional instead of forced. The found family aspect with the resistance team was probably my favorite part because Lia finally had people willing to fight for her instead of hurt her. The twists got me too. I genuinely was shocked. Draven was also such a good villain because he felt terrifying in a deeply personal way. I was probably more disturbed by him than his father. The only thing that pulled me out sometimes was the writing flow. Certain scenes and conversations felt a little choppy or rushed when they could have carried more emotional weight. But overall, I was still completely invested in the story, the romance, and Lia’s journey. This felt emotional, painful, hopeful, and addictive all at once. ✨
From the first chapter I was hooked and there was no coming back. The morally grey MMCs were everything I love in dark romance. Messy, damaged, dangerous, and impossible not to obsess over. The tension between them was unreal. That slow burn had me suffering in the best possible way because every little moment just kept building and building until I was completely addicted.
And the training scenes? Yeah… I was unwell. The forced proximity mixed with all their trauma, secrets, and that undeniable pull toward each other was honestly perfection.
What surprised me most though was how emotional this book got. I went from kicking my feet to having my heart ripped out in seconds. The found family aspects added so much heart to the story and made me love these characters even more. There were moments that had me staring at the page in shock, moments that genuinely hurt, and others that had me grinning like an idiot.
Lex Lovely didn’t just write a romance. She created a whole experience that sticks with you long after you finish the last page.
If you love dark romance with morally grey men who completely wreck you, slow burn tension that feels like torture, and characters that crawl under your skin and stay there, you need to read this.
I really enjoyed Lessons in Ruins. As a person who absolutely loves romance books, Lessons in Ruin isn't romance heavy, but I devoured this book regardless. The plot of this book pulls you in along with the characters and how complex they are underneath their layers. Lia was treated so bad during her life, but she was able to overcome all the hardships she faced and stepped up to the plate. Of course, she stills struggles, but she had Kylo right there to help her. When you have a man who can read your mind, it's kind of hard to keep things from him. The slow burn between Lia and Kylo was everything. They both went through so much in their lives, but they were able to love and support each other while dealing with the struggles of the war. I also loved how this book focused on mental health and highlighted the struggles within the characters. Leo is probably one of my favorite characters because while he was enduring troubles just like Lia, he was so supportive and protective over her and didn't even hesitate to make sure she was safe. That cliffhanger at the end? I need book two now to see what direction we are going in!
This book has everything! Plot, spice, slowburn, and a super well-done mental health focus. I absolutely loved the way the author tackled the FMC’s mental health throughout the book. Everything that Lia felt was so relatable and her mental health played a huge role in this book, which I thought made the characters so easy to connect with.
The tension and chemistry between Lia and Kylo was PERFECTION!!! Literally everything about them had me turning the page for more. This book was the definition of slowburn, but the wait is soooooo worth it.
The plot and world building was so immersive, and it felt like each sentence had something to add to the world building almost subtly without throwing it all at you. I really enjoyed the character progression and the found family aspect. There are even a few scenes where Kylo supports Lia over his family and those scenes made my heart hurt so bad (but good).
I’ll definitely be getting a physical copy and can’t wait for more from Lex Lovely!
Oh my lanta y'all this story was fricken AMAZING, intense as all get out, action packed with fight scenes and training scenes that were truly some of the best emotionally charged scenes I've read in a while, the characters had me in a chokehold literally from page 1 the growth from each of the characters throughout their story was just absolutely phenomenal.... Lia is an absolute BADASS B for everything she endures in this story I absolutely LOVED her character and would soooo be her bestie!! Leo is an amazing brother no hands down i support literally every decision he made to protect Lia. Kylo I NEED ME A KYLO y'all seriously everything about this man is absolute perfection with the way he is with Lia and Leo and his own brother Carter.... and although this story ended on a huge cliffhanger I am so excited for that because that means we get a book 2 sooner then later I hope !!!!!
I absolutely recommend this story. Do check your triggers there are some dark moments so be mindful
This book has everything going for it: a badass FMC, a precious family bond, ruthless villains, battles, friends you can count on, and a new book boyfriend to add to your list.
I wasn't expecting this slightly dystopian style in a modern/normal world setting. My mind wasn't heading in that direction after reading the blurb, but I was pleasantly surprised by this story, which I devoured.
All the characters bring their own unique touch to the development, and you either love them or love to hate them. Lia's evolution is fantastic, and Kylo is a warrior with a tender heart who makes you want to learn how to fight.
The pace is quite fast, with plenty of action. Some moments are quieter and less action-packed, but these scenes are just as important to the development of the story and the characters.
I truly loved everything about it and I can't wait to read the sequel.
I received an advanced copy from the author and I give my honest opinion voluntarily.
Captivating from the start. This is a book filled with pain, healing, and strength, where the fmc has to overcome herself and an mmc who does everything he can to build her up. I love how he knows just how to push her to be better, but at the same time, she pushes him back just as much.
It reminded me of the tv series heroes in a way. It does get a little tunnel visioned on the training and building her up in the middle (hense the half a star), but it works. And the action further on was great and so satifying in that it wasn't dragged out more than it needed to be.
It's going to be intruiging what's next as that left on a hanger, and i knew that idiot would come back at some point. He sounded like a weasel.
Favourite quotes without giving much away. ♥️ "In my darkest moments, you're the light," "Are you seriously suggesting a snowball fight?"
Lia and her twin brother Leo survive when their older brother left them for dead. They run until they find a group of fighters that take them in and train them. Secrets are uncovered, powers are revealed, and an unlikely love develops.
The prologue had my eyebrows raised the whole time! I was instantly hooked to the fate of Lia and Leo.
As the story went on I felt so many emotions. Anger, hurt, laughter, healing and some swooning! The banter between Lia and the MMC Kylo has a funny twist that had me giggling!
Lia went through so much trauma and it was so good seeing her learn to cope and start to open up. Kylo is a swoon worthy book boyfriend with rough edges of course, just how we like them!
This book was gripping and traumatizing in all the best ways! I absolutely DEVOURED it and I need the rest of the series! I’m going to stare at a wall now if anyone needs me.
Holy crap! This is easily one of the best books I’ve read in a long time — and the fact that it’s a debut novel absolutely blows my mind. It reads like it was written by a seasoned author with countless books already under her belt. Everything about this story worked for me. The pacing was flawless, the plot flowed effortlessly, and the characters were so well-developed that they felt completely real. This book had everything I love: suspense, secrets, humor, emotional moments, and just the right amount of spice. Every chapter pulled me in deeper, and I was hooked from the very first page all the way to the jaw-dropping ending. And THAT ending… wow. I’m already counting down the days until book two because I desperately need more of these characters in my life. If this is what the author can do with a debut novel, I can only imagine what’s coming next.
First off this immediately gives tris and four vibes from divergent which as a kid I obsessed over four. Lia the fmc has so much growth in the book as well as Kylo the mmc! The tension between the two was incredible the yearning was just ugh so good! There was multiple plot twist in the book that just made you just want to keep reading!
I only rated a 4.5 because I needed more world building in the beginning to get a better understanding of the magic system and the powers!
This book has some spice but its main focus is the plot and the plots are so good!
FAVORITE QUOTES
“Look at me,” he demands, his voice a low scrape against my skin. “I’m going to watch every shade of green in your eyes as you come.”
Dare I say more it speaks for its self
I’m still rating as a 5 ⭐️ because this book was phenomenal and so good!
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I started this book and didn’t anticipate finishing it in one evening… but here I am. I really enjoyed this story - the magical element of it surprised me at the start (it kind of seemed a bit thrown in) but as I kept reading and this world kept developing I was intrigued. I love a brooding badass so Kylo was my cup of tea in terms of a MMC. Lia took a bit to get use to for me - I like my FMCs fierce and independent so she was a bit hard for me to immediately connect with as a character. But then when you delved into her story it all made sense and you saw she was fierce in her own way. I liked her and her brothers bond and I’m glad the author gave me back my heart after she ripped it out and stomped on it at the end.
Lessons in Ruin was such an addictive read. From the very beginning, the story pulled me in with its tension, emotional depth, and layered characters. The chemistry between the main characters was compelling, and I loved watching their relationship develop through all the chaos, secrets, and heartbreak.
The writing flowed really well and kept me invested the entire time. There were several moments that genuinely surprised me, and the emotional scenes hit hard in the best way. While a few parts felt slightly rushed for me personally, it didn’t take away from how much I enjoyed the overall story.
If you enjoy emotional romance, high stakes, and characters that feel messy and real, this one is definitely worth picking up when it releases.
Just finished this book and absolutely loved it. The story was so well told and kept me engaged the entire time without ever feeling like it dragged. I flew through it and still wanted more when it ended.
Lia and Kylo had incredible chemistry, and I really loved how their different communication styles played off each other throughout the book. It made the relationship feel real, layered, and entertaining. The supporting characters were also great and added so much to the story without taking away from the main plot.
The fantasy elements were woven in perfectly. Enough to build the world and add depth without overpowering the story itself. Overall, such a fun and addictive read and I’m already hoping for more from these characters and this world.
I’m speechless. This story has completely captivated me and I can’t wait for the rest of it after that ending! Lia and her twin Leo go through a tragedy where they meet Carter and Kylo and encounter powers and a world they never knew existed. Lia is such a strong FMC that has been through so much and is about to encounter even more.
Kylo and Carter are such great characters and their relationship with the twins was incredible. I love Kylo’s personality and character arc as well as Carter’s subtle dad vibes. All of the side characters add such an impactful element to the story.
Thank you to the author for letting me be part of this ARC. Please note all reviews are my honest and unbiased opinion.
I really enjoyed this book. I loved the emotional growth of the FMC, coming from a placid and frightened girl into a fierce and strong warrior. I loved the tension and the slow burn of both the main characters. I loved the magic and fighting. It's been awhile since I've read a book with mind magic involved which was a nice change. The only thing I didn't like about it was that it had little to no world building at the beginning of the book. I found myself trying to figure out the context of what was happening and how we had gotten to where we first met the FMC but once I sort of got it, it was better.
Immediate reaction: No way it ended like that 🤦♂️
This story holds tradegy, secrets, love, betrayal and some twisted family history. Lia just wants peace in a world that isn't made for that. Kilo comes with his own issues and goals, which leads to victories and problems. The story unfolds, and once you think you're getting somewhere, it takes a turn. Throughout it all you'll feel the shifts in the characters and the growth throughout. I can't wait to read the next installment.
I received this book as an ARC. This book was a great paranormal romance. Loved all the characters. Loved the authors take on supernatural powers. Loved Kylo and Lia’s story. The book had drama and suspense. It had me on the edge of my seat numerous times. It also had heartbreaking moments when I needed tissues! There is an HEA for the most part. Hoping there we be further books on the other characters we met in this story! My first read by this author but definitely not my last.
I am a bit over 50% read, and I think it's ok. In my book it's a YA book (so far) and it gives me the vibes of the last book from the Divergent series. I am hoping it will get a bit better towards the end. I'd like to see more of the world building and how society is set up, and what other powers are there. oh, and it's super cheesy. :D
ARC Review 5⭐️ Hands down This read was a fast-paced, action-packed, gut-wrenching story of twins Lia and Leo and the found family they didn't see coming in Kylo and Carter. The connections are fierce and raw - even if denied at first. This was truly a great read from this debut author! (Check your triggers before going in) The author gave provided an ARC and this is my honest review.
If I could give this book more stars, I would. This book story pulls you right in from the gecko. The plot, the character build the twist the turns it is so good. Before you start reading this book please check your trigger warnings. This book does have some very dark themes. Thank you to the author for such a fantastic read. I'll definitely read more from you.
Oh my gosh I lovedddd this book! While I would have preferred a paper copy, this content was amazing! Supernatural abilities, romance trauma recovery, and character growth were key points for me. Girl I cried sooo much when you “off’d” LEO!!!! I don’t love cliff hangers but hopefully that means more books are on the way!
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This book was quite enjoyable. The Author does a good job building the world and the characters. Parts of this book brought me to tears. It ends on a mild cliff hanger. I look forward to continuing the story.
I absolutely loved this book. Lia and Kylo are absolutely amazing. I want more of their story. This isn’t my typical read, but I’m so glad I was able to read it. Definitely will be a highly recommended read for anyone! It dragged me in and kept me saying “one more chapter”