Amara never fit inside the life her mother built, one dripping in wealth, secrets, and pills she’s forced to swallow “for her own good.”
Her mother, Paige, has spent years trying to silence the voice haunting Amara’s mind. But the voice hasn’t faded. It’s only getting louder. And it wants to tell a story.
A chilling message leads Amara to a photo tied to a past Paige refuses to acknowledge. Paige is in the picture. So are four strangers. Five faces. Six Greek names scrawled on the back . . . One is Sophia, the voice in Amara’s head. Another is Nemesis, goddess of revenge.
As Sophia’s story pushes Amara down the trail Paige tried to bury, the past starts to bleed through the present: a betrayal that never died and a reckoning decades in the making.
Amara digs deeper. Paige’s perfect world crumbles. Secrets claw their way to the surface, and Sophia insists she knows exactly what happened back then... And what must happen next.
But as old sins breathe new life, one terrifying question stalks Amara's every move: Is she uncovering a legacy of revenge, or is she losing herself to a darkness that exists only in her mind?
I've always loved a good mystery and this was one that has left me speechless. The spiritual/mystical themes that were presented grabbed hold of me and did not let go. There is no world in which I could've predicted that ending.
There was a point where I really was riding with my initial idea of what was going on and BAM nope, I was wrong.
I think?
Please excuse me while I take another 3-5 business days to decide what is real and what isn't. This story takes you on a ride and I don't think it ever ends. Excellent read!
Thank you Harper Black for the opportunity to be an ARC reader for this novel. All I was asked was to write an honest review. Here goes!
Brief synopsis - past chapters from 18 years ago tell the story of Paige, Dena, Preston, Justin & Byron in college. Paints a picture of a group of close friends who are touched by tragedy, deceit, greed, and future redemption for all wrongdoings. These chapters are told by Sophia. Current chapters are told by Amara - Paige's 18 year old daughter. She disagrees with her mothers lifestyle, her decision to keep secrets from her, and just generally doesn't like who her mother is as a person. Amara is trying to figure out who she is in the worst way possible making terrible decisions with 'friends' she has met in the city that do not have her best interest at heart. (Smoke, Rico & Jackie)
I LOVE a duel timeline novel, one of my favorite things. Then you toss in an unreliable narrator for reasons unknown in the start. I'm game. let's jump in.
As this story unfolds, it is uncomfortable, your own moral compass is making decisions for you, telling you who is good and bad based off of how you live, based off of what you are being told, but perhaps these things are not the truth of the matter, this is what you have to figure out.
As you learn who Sophia is, you have to go a bit into religion as she is centered around Gnosticism and Greek Mythology. You won't have to do any side research unless you want to, Black gives us the information we need to have enough of an understanding to follow along! Knowing that there is some mythology here, some God's here, you will be wondering, what is real, what is true? As Amara is learning more and more from Sophia, you start to feel disjointed with her. There is a splintering that you either have to come back from or your can't. Can Amara?
As this book reaches it's climax, you hear Sophia's full truth, in turn telling the story of the 5 friends from college. Then you hear Paige's truth. You have to decide what truth is real and what one isn't. You think you have it figured out. You think you know how this story ends... I promise you that you don't. You've heard that there are 2 sides to every story. Sophia says that this isn't true, there are infinite realities. Only you chose what is the truth.
The ending left me reeling. I normally love a book to tie everything up with a bow. When it doesn't it has to be satisfying at the same time. While this isn't a chose your own adventure type of ending, it definitely leaves you in the drivers seat, that being said you won't walk away feeling disappointed. At least I didn't.
Throughout the book you will feel uncomfortable, angry, scared, and maybe a lot pissed off, if not a whole gambit of other emotions as well.
I will be adding Harper Black to my list of authors to look out for. This book taking place in Detroit was also fun for me as I grew up on the boarder of the city and then worked in the city for years, a lot of the names were familiar and I could picture how the streets looked back in the time this story was being told. just a little bonus for me as a reader.
The premise was genuinely compelling off rip. That’s why I was intrigued and was quick to fill out the request for an ARC copy which I am very grateful to the author for sending, and she clearly had a vision, and I hate that it didn’t land fully for me.
I felt like it was very slow to hook me. There was a lot going on before we even got to the thriller part and psychological part. I also felt like things were being told versus also being shown, so I found it hard to connect with any of these characters, and it kind of fell flat for me.
I was confused in some parts, and I had to go back and reread certain sections to make sure I was understanding what was going on.
But, I loved the fact that there was betrayal, secrets, generational trauma, Greek mythology, and I learned what Gnosticism is. Those moments did land for me… for the most part. I did find myself not liking Paige at all and feeling concerned for Amara.
And the ending was more of a ‘I’m not surprised that happened’ than a ‘Oh my God I can’t believe that just happened’ moment.
Overall, I thought it was okay. I don’t think I’m necessarily the right reader but I definitely think that it’s a perfect story for readers who really love slow burn psychological thrillers with family drama and twisty secrets.
This was a wild ride. Nemesis will have you questioning what you believe. There’s so many twists and turns, you’ll be flipping pages late into the night.
I was lucky enough to receive this as an ARC. I had high hopes going in, but honestly was quite confused for the first half of the book. If it wasn’t an ARC I possibly would have DNF’d it. However, once things began to connect I started to enjoy the story and am glad that I powered through! It’s true that in the end you decide what to believe - and I truly believe Amara was losing her grip - but still leaves us with many questions surrounding reality and perception.
⭐ Engagement This book opened with the author basically telling me: “Read everything and believe nothing.”
And honestly? That should have been my warning to buckle up because WHAT even was this ride?! 😂
I started this story with questions immediately and somehow ended the book with even more. From the very beginning, this story grabbed my attention and absolutely refused to let go. Every time I thought I had something figured out, another detail surfaced and completely changed the direction of my theories.
This wasn’t just reading a thriller. This felt like participating in one. I spent the entire book theorizing, questioning everyone, changing my mind, and trying to determine who was telling the truth.
💭 Emotional Impact This book is going to live in my head rent free for a very long time because seriously… WTF just happened? 😳
The emotional impact of this story comes from the constant uncertainty. The deeper the story goes, the more you realize that truth, memory, manipulation, and perspective are all fighting for control. By the end, I genuinely didn’t know what I fully believed anymore. And somehow… that made the story even better.
👥 Characters Every single character in this book felt layered and suspicious in their own way. I trusted absolutely nobody for long.
Amara was especially fascinating because depending on how you interpret events, your entire perception of her changes throughout the story. Her mom honestly unsettled me because I could never fully decide how much of her was genuine versus calculated.
Even the supporting characters added tension because nobody felt randomly placed into the story. Everyone seemed connected to something bigger.
⚖️ Execution This book absolutely nailed suspense.
The double timeline structure kept me fully invested because I constantly needed to know: “How did we get HERE?”
The twists felt earned instead of random, and every revelation forced me to reevaluate information I thought I already understood. Every answer seemed to create three new questions.
What impressed me most was how the author managed to make multiple interpretations feel believable without making the plot feel messy or confusing.
✨ Lasting Impression This is one of those books where finishing it is not the end of the experience.
You keep replaying scenes afterward trying to decide:
What was real? Who was telling the truth? Which version of events you actually believe?
That kind of lingering psychological effect is EXACTLY what I want from a thriller.
📖 Reading Vibe This is a “cancel your plans and keep reading” type of thriller. 😂 If you like books that make you theorize, question everyone, and actively participate in solving the mystery, this is absolutely for you. This is NOT a passive reading experience.
Also… don’t start this before bed unless you’re okay with staying awake mentally rearranging evidence like you’re part of the investigation.
🔥 Best Parts The capsule The identity reveal The constant shifting feeling of “wait… hold on…” The ending forcing me to question EVERYTHING
💬 What I’d Tell My Bestie Girllllllll… this book will have you building conspiracy boards in your head. 😂 Like go get the cork board and string ASAP!
If you love thrillers where the truth keeps shifting underneath your feet and the ending leaves you psychologically unpacking the story afterward, READ THIS.
I read this story over 13 years ago and now I received this updated version as an ARC reader from the author and let me just say I see the growth, the advancement in her writing style and I truly enjoyed reading this novel! Amara was raised with the better things in life but because of what her mother Paige thought, she was treated as an emotionally unbalanced individual that needed to be medicated, controlled & closely monitored! Amara found a group of friends, one that she liked in a romantic sense and began partaking in robberies to really escape the real lifestyle she lived. She appears very unhappy with her home life and her mother's controlling ways, so she begins to rebel.To her new group of "friends" she was living a life of poverty and originally they didn't know about her luxurious lifestyle or status! Her mother Paige was a real trip, born into a life of poverty, she dreamed of a better life. Once she went to college she was able to become involved with friends that she wanted to emulate, and she really wanted to be like Dena seeing as though Dena inherited money upon her father's death. So many things happened during their college years but in the end, she ended up with Dena' money and life. Paige really didn't enjoy her life, this being apparent when she went out and met Darius, someone way beneath her economic status and she used him until one night she did something to make him snap! Amara and Paige had two different versions of what happened during those college years, a lot of stories were given to Amara by Sophia a Goddess spirit supposedly created by Dena, and another version Paige swore by from her memory. In the end Paige paid for all her transgressions and Amara encompassed the spirit of Nemesis! I felt like this novel had alternate points of view and the ending was your perception of the plot! Well written , suspenseful and all around a great read!
Nemesis pulled me in immediately. Amara has spent her whole life feeling disconnected and managed by her wealthy, controlling mother Paige, a woman who is equal parts elitist, cold, and spiteful but somehow still loves her daughter in her own complicated way. When a chilling message leads Amara to a photo tied to a past Paige has worked hard to bury, everything starts unraveling fast.
From the jump I was on edge and the feeling never left. The biggest thing this book does, and does really well, is make you question what is real and what is not the entire time you are reading. Amara is already spoiled, directionless, angry at everyone and no one, and living a double life on top of all of that. Then you add Sophia, this voice in her head (or is it) that is growing louder and more insistent, and it becomes genuinely hard to tell if Amara is uncovering the truth or losing her grip on reality altogether. I found myself going back and forth the whole book. Is Sophia real? Is any of this real? That question is the pulse of the entire story and Harper Black leans into it in a way that keeps you uncomfortable in the best way.
Amara got on my nerves throughout most of the book and I think that was intentional. She is not meant to be your favorite person, to complicate the what is real narrative. AND THE TWISTSSS! The first twist completely reframes what you thought you understood about whose reality you had actually been living in the whole time. The second involves Paige and let’s just say the secrets she has been keeping go deeper and darker than I anticipated. I was not prepared for either one and I will not be saying anything else about that.
If you love psychological thrillers, want to see Black characters centered in the genre, or have ever been curious what Greek mythology looks like woven into a modern day psychological unraveling, this one is for you. June 3rd. Mark it.
I finished this story at 2:01 in the morning, after a full day sick in bed! This story kept me the best company! I had to sleep off the shock and recover a bit before I came to do this review 😂🫠💕
"NEMESIS" is my very first ARC ever! I saw Harper Black posting about it on Threads, so I took a chance and applied to be on the ARC team and got accepted!
Listeeennn...I don't know what I was expecting, but this story TOOK ME THU DERREEEEE, TOOK ME THU DEEEEERRRRE!! And I mean ALL THE WAY THU DEEEEERRRREEEE! Lol.
The writing was EXCELLENT!
The way she powerfully used imagery throughout was so satisfying to me. I also love how UNAPOLOGETICALLY BLACK this book is!
Even the way the book BEGINS, it was automatically giving "Choose Your Own Ending." The way Sophia was laced all through the story like interludes, I could see it all playing out in my mind like a movie. (Matter of fact, I NEED this to be made into a movie ASAP. And whoever picks it up BETTER do it right! 😡👊🏾💥)
I am such a SUCKER for beautifully-written prose that flows and doesn't feel awkward, disjointed, or forced.
My Kindle copy is literally chock-full of highlights and notes of my reactions in REAL time!
No lie, in the beginning, it started a little slow for me, but not because the story itself was slow, but because I had to make sure I was in the proper position to take in what I was reading. I was confused in some areas, overthinking what to pay attention to, etc. But taking notes, highlighting, and flipping back and forth, connecting dots helped me move along, the confusion cleared up and I was able to keep going.
I even learned a lot about Greek mythologies and different schools of thought. Gems were definitely dropped throughout that I can apply to my own life, and I appreciate that, too.
This story is very much character-driven, and I really enjoyed the multiple P.O.V.s that kept me on my toes and in the chokehold of dramatic irony! And even though I was keeping track of all my thoughts and theories in my Reading Journal (some of the things that I ended up being correct about), Ms. Black STILL threw me through loops SO CRAZY that she had me throwing my phone down MULTIPLE TIMES with all the unexpected twists and turns! 🤯🤯🤯🤯
Speaking of crazy, YES...at one point, I started feeling my own sanity slip away in the most delicious ways. I didn't know who to trust, what to believe, what was going to happen next. But I just couldn't put the book down.
Listen, it's also important to note that I am STILL new to the Thriller genre! S. A. Cosby got my feet wet and made me realize this can be my SECOND favorite genre after Fantasy, but MS. HARPER BLACK has REFINED my taste of Thrillers—I now know for a fact, that I HIGHLY favor DEEPLY PSYCHOLOGICAL BLACK THRILLERS with FANTASY/SPIRITUAL elements.
THAT is RIGHT up my alley! ✨️✨️✨️✨️
I highly recommend this book! Thank you so much for having me as part of the ARC team!
If you like a well-paced story that keeps you guessing all the way to the end, then "NEMESIS" is definitely the right story to read. I can't wait to get into more of Ms. Black's work!
My mind is just...BLOWN.
Now, my OFFICIAL RATING! First impressions of the book after reading is 4/5, 5/5!
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CAWPILE Breakdown Characters – are they well developed/are relationships clear or do they feel 2-dimensional
Atmosphere/world-building – did you feel like you were immersed in the world/is the vibe strong or is there not enough framework and exploration of the world and/or time period
Writing style – did you appreciate and enjoy the writing style or did it distract and drag you out of the story
Plot – did the story engage you or did you find that it was anti-climatic and flat
Intrigue – did you find yourself wanting to read the next chapter/unable to put the book down or did it feel you were just reading to finish the book
Logic – did the story and characters make sense to you or did you find yourself saying “That would never happen” or “Why did that character do that?”
Enjoyment – are you glad you read that book/were there elements that you enjoyed or did you say “There goes a week of my life”
For each category, you rate it from 1 to 10, with 1 being the lowest and 10 being the best. Then you average out the ratings and you can then translate the average score to a 5-star system.
0-3 Very Poor 4-6 Mediocre 7-9 Really Good 10 Outstanding!
Edit- Apparently my review ruffled the feathers of this author! Enough so that she felt the need to post all about it on all her social media platforms 🤣 Every author on here has one star reviews. You’re going to need thicker skin if you can’t handle them, or claim racism when there were many other things wrong with this book, which I mentioned. There’s probably a reason you sent over 300 ARC copies out and only have 60ish reviews thus far. It won’t help if you attack your one star reviewers! A thriller is supposed to be exciting. Nothing exciting happened in the portion that I read (about 35%). The “story” was so slow, it felt non existent. It was a chore to read it. I shared I didn’t like the dialogue- not because of race but because it was a juvenile conversation. There are many authors that write conversations that I don’t care for. So don’t put words in my mouth. On top of all that, none of the characters were likeable. There was no one to root for. Don’t ask readers for honest reviews, then get spicy when they give you one. Signed a POC you wrongfully assumed was white. *************************** Review of advanced copy sent from the Author
I really feel bad about giving a poor review to a book after the author was kind enough to send an ARC for honest reviews. I went in hopeful as the cover of the book says “A buried past. A mother’s lies… A daughter trapped between truth and madness”. I don’t know what I was expecting, but it definitely wasn’t what was on the pages. I need to be honest and say that I read 128 pages and had to stop after that. The book is 369 pages, so I feel like I gave it a valiant effort. In the 128 pages I read, there wasn’t anything exciting happening that made me want to keep turning the pages (or clicking, since I downloaded it on my kindle). I feel a lot of the chapters were about the main character (Amara) getting high with her friends, and getting into trouble. A lot of the dialogue was also very surface, and didn’t add anything to the plot, it just made an already long story even longer. Chapter 7 was exceptionally bad. Readers should know what they are getting into, so here are some of the quotes for you to decide if you want to pick up the book or not:
Example 1- Smoke leans on the horn just as LeeLee pulls out her phone to punch in Rico’s number. “She burnin’, dawg. And she only sixteen. Let’s go!” LeeLee whips her head toward the car, a hand on her hip, neck swaying like a hypnotized cobra. “Why you always hatin’, Smoke? Damn!” “You burnin’?” Rico recoils, face twisting into something between confusion and disgust. He takes two steps back, as if whatever she has is airborne. “You nasty as hell.” He hikes up his sagging jeans, but with no belt, they drop even lower, revealing more of his plaid boxers. LeeLee sucks her teeth and rolls her eyes so hard it’s a wonder they come back down. “You can’t believe everything you hear, boy. And don’t act like you ain’t never had nothin’ befo’. You ain’t nobody special.”
Example 2- Smoke doesn’t look at him. “Man, I told you ’bout these girls out here. You’ll learn when you catch somethin’. Just hope it’s some shit you can get rid of.” He chuckles, grabs a blunt from the console, and tosses it into Rico’s lap. “Light that up.” Rico sparks the blunt, inhales deeply, and cracks the window as Smoke pulls the car away from the curb. “Where we goin’?” “Nicky D’s. Meetin’ up with ’Mara.” Rico groans, dragging smoke from his lungs. “Man, what’s up with you and this chick?” Smoke keeps his eyes on the road. “What you mean? That’s my lil’ homie.” “Nah, dawg, she ain’t yo’ homie. Somethin’ about her ain’t right. You got a lil’ crush on her, so you can’t see it. But I don’t trust her.”
Example 3- “I’on know, man. But I don’t trust her, not with the shit we be doin’. If I find out she snitched to get out, she dead.” “Chill, nigga. We don’t even know for sure that she lyin’.” “Nah, nigga, you chill, while I find out what the fuck is goin’ on.” Smoke stares straight ahead, but his mind keeps circling with the same question: What if Rico’s right? “She dead,” Rico repeats, quieter this time but with cold finality. Smoke glances over to see him pull the trigger on an invisible gun. “Damn, nigga, you let the weed go out.” He nods at the blunt lodged between Rico’s fingers. “Light it back up.”
***************************** If I had read these passages in a review, I would know the book wasn’t for me. There are other reviews on here and some people seem to enjoy this book. Unfortunately, I was not one of them.
I was throughly invested from the opening chapter and enjoyed the plots and subsequent twist and turns this book gives…😳. It really was like 2 books in one that merged in the 2nd half of the book to make an overall well rounded plot. The one thing that comes to mind to sum it all up is the quotes “Rowdy” Roddy Piper said in 1984: Just when you think you know the answers, I change the questions”
My expanded thoughts:
The last 3 chapters were like “Damn, like that huh?” The plot twist that you may pick up on as you read does mostly come…but sharp plot twist that also comes with such shock that you have to go back and reread to make sure you read it right.
The one thing I personally enjoyed about the book…all of her locations in this book are real places in and around Metro Detroit. So it gave me more depth and investment in a book than I normally would have because these areas come off exactly like they are in real life, which is a difficult feat to do in any reading setting but the author pulled it off.
The 2 major plot settings (Detroit, Late 90’s and Detroit, Mid 2010’s) really forced me to focus on how the story was being conveyed. The settings plus the characters gives off an authentic urban, black vibe for both time periods.
It does help that all the chapters in this book can be finished in about 10 minutes (or less) which gives one time to digest what was read
The author does give clear clues about what plot goes where based on the heading of the chapter, so don’t let that be lost on you. The subheadings made some sense to me, or I thought, until we got towards the end and the even subheadings of the chapter gave off a plot twist I wasn’t expecting.
The main characters: hell, all of the characters are some level of shady figures. The book starts off dark and somehow gets darker as you read and the details of the characters get filled in. However, at the end…seems like the darkness lifts, because it does. And in the end…you really can’t feel for any character with the exception of one.
All in all: a psychological thriller indeed. If that is up your alley, please read this book in full. You will not be disappointed.
I ended up loving the story! I must admit the first 30 percent of the book didn't hook me, but after that it took off and I couldn't quit reading it! I totally think the ending comes down to what you perceive to be the truth and therefore I found the story to be very thought-provoking as to what you decide the true ending is. I know that may sound confusing but read the book and you will see what I mean because I am even still confused myself as to which way I would go in my thoughts of what the ending really is. The story has themes of betrayal, relationships in family and friends, mental health issues, and some mystical/spiritual/karma beliefs woven into it and there are sex and death involved in the story. The story is broken into a present time storyline and a past time storyline. In the present time, Amara and her mother Paige have a strained relationship, Amara has always wondered about who her father is and Amara searches for answers involving her mother's past and her father. Amara also doesn't want any of her friends to know that she comes from wealth, so she hides that and does things that wealthy people wouldn't normally be involved in, just to fit in. Then there is the past time storyline that goes through the history of Paige with her family life and also her friends while in school. You learn about how Paige betrays her best friend in the worst ways. There are always consequences for things done in the dark and with bad intentions. Throw in a little mystical bad karma maybe. The story really gets rolling when Amara receives messages that direct her to a photo and an object that makes her question even more about her mother's past, causes her to dig even deeper into finding answers and that causes things to move faster, and the story has some twists and turns that I didn't see coming all the way to the end. I don't want to give any spoilers or say anything more because I think this is a story that you should go into without too much direction and see how you feel in the end of it!
Amara has spent her whole life trapped inside the polished, suffocating world her mother created — a world built on wealth, secrets, and pills meant to keep the voices in her head quiet. But when a chilling discovery ties her mother to a buried past and a voice named Sophia begins revealing the truth, Amara is pulled into a dark trail of betrayal, revenge, and secrets that refuse to stay buried.
This one had all the ingredients for something I should've loved - creepy mythology, buried secrets, unreliable narration, and a reality-bending spiral where you don't know what’s real anymore. Unfortunately, the execution just didn’t land for me. The pacing was painfully slow. Not the good kind of slow burn either… the kind where picking the book back up starts to feel like a chore. It took me three days just to hit the halfway mark, which is practically unheard of for me, and honestly, the story could’ve been condensed down massively. Things do pick up towards the end, but by then it felt a little too late to save it. The characters also didn’t help. There wasn’t a single person I felt connected to, rooted for, or even particularly cared about. I stayed detached from the story the entire time, which made the slower sections drag even more. That being said, the final chapters were an absolute mindfuck in the best way. The lines between reality and delusion completely blur, and for the first time while reading, I found myself genuinely flying through the pages because I needed answers, not just to get to the end . I was honestly ready to bump this up to a 4⭐ read… and then the ending happened. Or should I say… didn’t happen. There were too many unanswered questions, and instead of feeling intrigued, I just felt frustrated. It ended in a way that felt incomplete rather than intentionally ambiguous, which really dulled the impact for me. If this hadn’t been an ARC, I probably would’ve DNF’d early on… and honestly, I’m still not entirely sure whether sticking it out was worth it.
I very much appreciate receiving this book from the author herself as an advanced reader copy (ARC). I was asked to be honest about the book and so I am, although I hate leaving bad reviews, especially when I got the book in advance and even more so because this is Black's first book, so please don't take my words personally, Miss Black. I wish you nothing but success and would be happy to consider your books in the future, but this one is not for me.
Harper Black warned that this book was not for everyone; that not everyone would get it. And she was right, it's not for me. About halfway through, I decided I just didn't care to read it anymore. The warning about the unreliable narrator made me interested, I typically love those, but it was so slow, so focused on race, religion, supernatural elements, none of which I care at all about.
I was curious to learn more about Amara and her relationship with her "friends" as she makes multiple stupid decisions and doesn't seem to appreciate the great life she has, I was curious to learn more about the mom since we learned that she represents some sort of deceit and I was curious how all of the other characters fit in. But as I said, it was so slow, so focused on things I didn't care to read about I was so bored and I had to force myself to pick up the book and continue reading and even when I would I found myself completely uninterested and so, I made the decision to stop reading and instead read something I enjoy.
I love the concept of a book that is up for interpretation, that two people could read the same book and see it differently... that makes for a great book club discussion and usually sticks in your mind longer than other books. I wish I had been able to get further ahead and enjoy that aspect.
I went into this book blind only knowing the tropes and a few of the themes from the author's social media posts. So mostly unaware, but I was immediately SAT for this story. Immediately, our ethereal narrator warns us to trust no one and take the information we're presented to try to figure out what the truth is and who is telling it. We're introduced to a cast of characters pretty quickly. These characters include Amara, Smoke, Rico, Paige, Monica, Justin, and Perfect P. My immediate thoughts were "how are these characters connected?".
My question was answered very quickly and the story took off from there. I really enjoyed the dual timelines (past and present) and the multiple POVs. Sometimes jumping from POV to POV can be jarring, but Nemesis does well with this and it helps to tell the story. The tension is clear and I took COPIOUS notes to try to connect the dots. The buildup, the secrets, the Greek mythology, and spiritual references are my favorite ways to experience a thriller.
This book is truly psychological. The mystery is complicated and layered. By the end with all of the information, I sat with it for a while. Who's telling the truth? I've chosen my side, but who's side will you choose?
This is definitely a book club book or a book to be read and then immediately discussed because even though I feel pretty confident in my decision I. HAVE. QUESTIONS. You will too.
TL:DR --> this is a psychological thriller done right. It's a conversation starter, a ride that you need all seatbelts (and edges) fastened for, and a culmination that will have you reviewing your notes like you have a final exam in a few hours!
The deeper Amara digs, the more the line blurs between perception and truth — because every story has more than one version.
This novel completely pulled me into its dark and unsettling world from page 1 and refused to let go. The entire story had this creeping sense of unease that stayed with me the whole way through, constantly making me question what was real, who could be trusted, and whether the darkness haunting Amara was supernatural, psychological, or something more dangerous.
Amara’s unraveling felt so vivid and emotionally raw. Watching her dig deeper into secrets her mother desperately tried to bury created this intense feeling of dread that kept building chapter after chapter. The way the past slowly bled into the present was incredibly well done, and every reveal made the story feel heavier, darker, and more obsessive.
What really stood out to me was the atmosphere. Harper Black created this haunting tension that lingered over everything, and Sophia’s voice added such an eerie psychological edge to the story. I genuinely felt unsettled in the best possible way while reading it.
The mystery surrounding the photo, the Greek names, and what Nemesis was kept me hooked. Every time I thought I understood what was happening, another layer was peeled back and I was questioning everything all over again.
If you love psychological thrillers filled with family secrets, unreliable narration, emotional intensity, paranoia, and a slow descent into darkness, Nemesis is absolutely worth reading.
Thank you to Harper Black for trusting me with an ARC of Nemesis <3
“But you can’t outrun the past forever, especially when it knows where to find you.”
If you are looking for a slow burn, twisty psychological thriller for your TBR then this may be for you.
-18 y/o FMC -complicated mother/daughter dynamics -crimes, violence & murder -mental health representation -found family -spirituality, goddesses, & gods -complex friendship dynamics -unexpected spice & romance -dual timeline -elements of predictability and unpredictability -“who is telling the truth?” narrative -vivid descriptions -strong ending -under 400 pages
The positives: I enjoyed how chaotic the daughter Amara was. I constantly found myself on her side then quickly questioning her sanity. She was a well written complex character. I liked the elements of Gnosticism, spirituality & personal beliefs. This was also very blatantly Black which I love. The characters felt authentic & unapologetic which I also enjoyed.
The negatives: The story wasn’t as strong as I hoped it’d be. I wasn’t drawn to the storyline or the characters until about 55% in. The slow burn wasn’t the issue. It was the heavy layering of several characters, situations and a dual timeline without engaging the reader on why any of that matters. The plot became captivating and strongly engaging way too late within the story. The last 15 to 20 percent was the most entertaining part of the entire story. The strong conclusion made this worth reading in the end…
This is perfect for someone who enjoys their thrillers to pull them through a story with slow intention.
This was my first book from the author. I am interested to read other things they’ve written.
I am reviewing an ARC copy, providing an honest opinion. Who do you turn to when the life you’ve been living turns out to be a lie? Suddenly, you uncover truths you weren’t prepared for, and you can’t trust the person closest to you? The past of 1997 catches up quickly with the present of 2015, just before Amara turns 18. We are carried back and forth through the story to the past, where we meet Amara's mother, Paige, Preston, Dena, Byron, and Justin, college kids, figuring things out. The present is Amara’s story, her relationship with Paige, her rebelling against being well off, and managing mental illness. Amara's reality is unexpectedly altered, and she struggles to make sense of it all. An already unstable relationship is now tested by distrust and fear after Amara receives mysterious messages and meets Sophia. The question is, is Sophia real, or is it all in her head? When I say I was all in from the beginning, I mean that! Harper crafted this story so beautifully, going from past to present. While it was a slow burn, it was easy for me to follow. When I was onto one part of the story, Harper threw me for a loop because back-to-back chapters had my flabbers gasted! There are moments to laugh, be sad, angry, and just … stuck. Yes, some things could have been fleshed out more to give the story more body, yet there is enough to satisfy. This is a mystery thriller that will have you questioning what is real. There are twists in this story that have you in your feelings because you may have one thing figured out, but the next one you didn’t see coming. This may not be the story for everyone, but it is a good read and a great effort from a new author.
ARC Review 📚 Book Title: Nemesis ✍🏽Author: Harper Black 📕 Format: 📱 ⭐️ Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🕑Quick Take: Amara Hammond has never truly felt understood or secure in her own identity. On top of that, she has always had questions about her mother, Paige, who she felt was always hiding something. However, a voice, a text message, and a photo motivate Amara to start uncovering the truth—or so it seems.
Paige Hammond has created the picture-perfect life of wealth and status, with the right connections at her fingertips, and is capable of resolving Amara’s problems with a favor. Yet, she has secrets she doesn’t want Amara to discover—or does she?
Sophia aims to assist Amara in unveiling a version of the truth in this mind-bending psychological thriller, told from multiple points of view across a dual timeline.
✨ Tropes & Themes: - Psychological Thriller - Truths, Secrets, and Lies - Untrustworthy Narrators - Perception versus Reality - Gnosticism & Greek Mythology
⚠️ Heads Up: - Suicide - Crime and Violence - Mental Health Rep: Hallucinations and Delusions
💭Final Thoughts: I was very invested in all the characters from the beginning and wanted to know immediately how everyone and everything connected. The characters were emotionally layered and complex. There were parts I connected to personally that were emotionally provoking. This book had me on the edge of my seat. It read like a movie. It created a space for a moment of peace where two things can coexist and be true. Overall, an amazing read!
It was so easy to get lost in this story, the back and forth, what is and what isn't, and I loved every twisty moment of it.
A unique narration style, a twisty web of timelines to follow, a mystical twist ... consider me sat for the duration.
Amara, like most college students, doesn't want her mother's life. So, she is off doing ... well ... things that her mother wouldn't approve of.
Her mother, Paige? Well, she has a secret life all her own.
This story? Well, it's all about how those secrets circle and unwind and twist and turn, or maybe it isn't.
I was constantly left guessing what was going on, how people were connected, who was reliable and who wasn't. AND I LOVED IT.
So many times, it becomes black and white - this guy is a good guy, this guy is a bad guy. Every character starts to fall into their side of the mystery - but in this case? Not so much. I loved that even as the story resolves - I never really determined who was the good guy and who was the bad guy. Circling back to the opening of the book after having finished - I think I know where I fall on who to believe but ... could it be? Could it really be ... THAT?
And that's why I loved this book so much. It was twisty, and wild, and it made me think, and it made me go what the??? But also, at its core, it's about the fact that every story has three sides Side A, Side B, and the truth.
I am still thinking about Nemesis by: Harper Black. I am NOT a fiction reader at all, so for a book to pull me in the way this one did is a big deal!
This book consumed me. I finished it in 3 days because every time I tried to put it down,I needed to know what happened next. It wasn't just reading a story, it felt like stepping into another world. Everything around me disappeared. The room disappeared. Time disappeared. I felt like I knew these characters personally, like I was living inside the story with them.
The writing was THAT GOOD!
The emotions, the tension, the twists...whew! Some of the things that came to light had my jaw on the floor. Just when I thought I knew what was happening, another revelation would hit and completely shift everything. Harper Black knows exactly how to pull readers deeper and deeper into the story.
And the ending? I actually love that it doesn't hand you every answer. It leaves room for your own interpretation, your own perception, and your own truth. Long after finishing the book, I'm still replaying moments in my mind and questioning everything.
Bravo, Harper Black. Seriously. You literally turned a nonfiction reader into someone excited for your next Book. That says alot!
Nemesis starts off with a bang, slowly (and I do mean slowly, hence the 4-star rating) builds, until it leaves you feeling battered, bruised, and just a little confused. I expected a mystery and to look for meaningful threads that led to potential killers. What I didn't expect was to relate to the characters.
I've met versions of them throughout my life. People with trauma from painful pasts, who have complicated families and even more complicated love stories, and those who have made and will continue to make mistakes. And, although I grew up in a very different way with different life experiences, I identified with the main character, Amara. I've felt like I didn't fit where I was supposed to fit. I've felt like a fraud. I've felt like there has to be something more.
In Nemesis, Harper Black guides us through an amazingly fantastical journey of love, lies, betrayal, and revenge, while exploring complex human experiences to which we all can relate.
If you love a story with many layers, roots in mythology and religion, and an unreliable narrator, this book may be for you. Nemesis has been beautifully crafted to keep you guessing at every twist and turn of the page. I just wish there had been more action and less build-up.
What a GREAT book! I was lucky enough to receive an ARC copy of nemesis. I just recently got back into reading after about a 10 year hiatus on reading story books.
This book pulled me in right away! Great characters and great twists! Just when I thought I knew something, Harper Black threw in another twist and I was like...what???
I really felt like I was there with the characters watching from a distance. I also loved the different timelines of going back and forth between them making sure you didn't forgot about the previous timeline.
I find psychology so fascinating in general and Harper Black did a great job on Amara's psychological thought processes. It kept you wondering If she really did have a psychotic mind that needed psychological help? Or was she just that far advanced in the metaphysical/spiritual world that these psychological things were really going on in her head??
I highly recommend reading this book. Story was a perfect length and was told perfectly well. Things didn't drag on. I found myself hurrying up from daily work and home responsibilities so I could hurry up and read my book at the end of my day!
This is definitely a book that has no clear answer. It's about belief. What you believe as the reader. I believe this book is as much about Amara as it is her mother, Paige. A past that is believed to be buried comes to the surface in a hauntingly dangerous way. A divine retribution, maybe.
This was a story so full of secrets, lies, and betrayal that it seeps from the pages. Paired with the mystery and fantasy, this book was not just a read, but a journey. A journey filled with deceit, revenge, and a fragile sense of mental health. A journey for the truth.
This was an absolutely engaging story from start to finish that keeps you wanting more. Throughout this journey, it was easy to get emotional. I found myself confused, mad, and sad. While I was also shocked and awed more than once. It also made me really think. It was written to make you question everything and everyone. Who is who? What is what? It was filled with betrayal, revenge, and divinity. The characters, the settings, all of it is steeped in a too real reality with touches of madness and a magical world just beneath the skins surface. Just waiting to ascend.
*I want to thank the author for this book in return for my honest review*
I love a novel that lingers in your mind long after the final page, and this one absolutely does. Harper Black has crafted a remarkable work through her richly detailed and poetic storytelling. Every character feels deliberately and intricately developed, with motivations and emotions so vivid they become almost tangible to the reader. Her cast embodies a compelling range of human qualities-ruthlessness, arrogance, wisdom, madness, and hope-creating a story layered with emotional depth and complexity.
The novel's unexpected twists genuinely caught me off guard, keeping me completely engrossed and eager for more with every chapter. At its core, this is a story about love, greed, and survival, but it ultimately evolves into something even more thought-provoking: a narrative that challenges the reader's perception of reality itself.
I highly recommend this book to anyone who is a fan of psychological thrillers, books with a hint of the supernatural, and stories that leave you thinking and wanting more!
Nemesis by Harper Black is a gripping black femme noir psychological thriller filled with deceit, secrets, and suspense. From the very first page, the story pulls readers into a dark and emotionally charged world that is difficult to leave behind. The protagonist, Amara, is a complex and compelling character whose journey drives the tension throughout the novel. Harper Black brilliantly explores the blurred line between perception and reality, leaving readers questioning whether Amara’s experiences are signs of mental illness, a deeper truth others cannot understand, or even divine intervention. While those around her, including her mother, see her as unstable, the narrative continually challenges that belief. With sharp writing, strong psychological depth, and unexpected twists, Nemesis is a haunting and addictive thriller that explores themes of trauma, identity, survival, and power. Harper Black delivers a suspenseful and unforgettable story that lingers long after the final page.
I enjoyed reading the book, although I was a little confused in the beginning because I didn't understand the connection between Justin and Preston after the first couple chapters so I started taking notes to make sure I understood who each character was and what role they played. It was suspenseful and had me wanting to read more. There were many moments when my prediction was wrong and that's what kept me wanting to read more. It also made me want to know more about Gnosticism because I had never heard of it before.
I felt the emotions of Amara wanting to know more and her determination to get to the truth. I would have liked to have read more interaction with Bryon's relationship with Paige. I was hoping Amara could have had a relationship with him. Betrayal and revenge is powerful and this book showed how powerful it can be. The interjections of Sophia Story's from the past was great to help tie everything together.
The ending was on point. I said to myself, "oh no, I was suppose to be paying closer attention to the dates." It did not leave you wondering.
Thank you Harper Black for sending me an advanced copy for review.
i felt so many different things reading this, so i’ll start with the things i really enjoyed. personally, i love mess and this was full of it. lies, secrets, betrayal and complex grief. across each POV, you see and experience a full range of the good and the ugly parts of being human.
onto what kept this from a 4 star for me. i don’t need to connect with every character in every book, and sometimes im happy to hate everyone. but i think with this one i didn’t know most of the characters well enough to even form an opinion. i felt there were parts of the story that were too fast paced to really grasp their enormity or to be fully fleshed out, and then there were a few sections where i wish they had been edited down to make room for answers to the questions i ended up still having when i turned the last page.
at the end of the day, i was entertained, but i still don’t know what the real story of what happened and i have so many questions
Nemesis by Harper Black is a gripping psychological thriller that blurs the line between reality and fantasy. Black constructs a narrative that keeps readers questioning not only the motives of the characters, but also the reliability of the story itself from the characters.
What makes Nemesis compelling is its ability to manipulate perception. As the plot unfolds, readers are constantly challenged to determine who is telling the truth. It makes one wonder whether the events taking place are genuine or distorted because of anger, fear, greed, and deception.
The novel has unpredictable twists and turns. Just when the story appears to reveal clarity, another revelation shifts the narrative in an entirely new direction. Black creates a psychological maze that keeps readers engaged and mentally invested to try and determine what is real.
Nemesis explores the perception and the dangers of trusting appearances. Harper Black delivers a suspenseful read that will leave readers questioning what is real long after the story ends.
I've been reading a lot of psychological thrillers lately to try to get back into reading, and I love a lot of twists to keep my interest! I've been doing mostly easy-read 'fast food' books like Freida (iykyk) and I was looking for a full 3 course meal, something I could sink my teeth into. This delivered! It is thought-provoking, has all kinds of elements that I'm interested in (cultural perspectives, spiritual stuff, family and friend dynamics...) and the story-telling is so nuanced and obviously meticulously thought out. I was really trying to pay attention and take it all in when I read it, but after I finished i went back to the beginning and there were layers that you just can't take in on the first read. I only dropped a star for the type of ending, which in the context of this book actually makes perfect sense, but I like to be spoon-fed a nice neat ending that perfectly wraps everything up and gives me closure. Still highly recommend giving this book a try if you want something different with a few great twists!