Kitchen Confidential meets The Pitt when former Ground Zero paramedic and physician assistant turned bookseller, Adam Axler, chronicles his front row seat at the decline of Western medicine. Whether it’s vaccines, vaginas, or vibrator removals, the machinations and demise of American medicine are revealed through sarcasm and tough love, offset by moments of connection and tenderness.
Adam Axler is a proud Clevelander. He has bartended at B-Dubs, worked as a firefighter/medic in Mentor, Ohio, and driven ambulances in New York from Yonkers to the World Trade Center. After almost two decades as a physician assistant, he has spent the last ten years as the happy owner of Collectible Science Fiction (collectiblesciencefiction.com), an online bookstore that makes many people happy as well.
This is fantastic. Totally delivers on what it says it is: burnout in emergency medicine by someone that lived through 9/11 and saving lives all over a country increasingly turning from patient care to customer service reviews. Axler wrote a book using field notes, elevating what with most other pens have been an effort at dry comedy or an over-personal, per se, story to instead a heartfelt and steady accounting of the state of emergency medicine in the 21st century and of bravery in the face of life and disaster. I am mega glad to have gotten to read this. I could have sat with stories like these for weeks! It’s a narrative success- as educational and informative as it is humorous and empathetic. Highly recommended, especially to those that want the meat and potatoes of a memoir and not the noise of a self-aggrandizing tale of a weak cashgrab or bid for fleeting notoriety.
(This is a 4.5 out of 5: I could have done with a few more anecdotes or a few more sustained passages of common sense re: medicine and patient care and EMS adventures vs. AI/Google/drug-seeking behavior. This isn’t a negative. The half star off is because this could have been longer and I still would think extremely highly of it and I just want that. Think Kitchen Confidential (not an unfair comparison, and less of a pat on the butt to the author than you’d know until you’ve read this.))
I’m not in the medical field, but I was while reading this book. Funny, devastating, and brutally real. I recommend this to anyone who needs a reality check on what’s happening behind the scenes at your local urgent care or EMS crew.
"I was both proud of what we had set out to do, and slapped with the disconnect between theory and practice that would haunt the rest of my career."
I kept going back to this quote from the chapter (Triage Order) Biloxi Blues as I engaged with this captivating book. The quote is beautifully honest and injects itself thematically into the rest of the memoir. Helping people is hard. And the institutions which claim to assist with facilitating that help make it unnecessarily more difficult.
This memoir will take you behind the scenes of America’s ERs, urgent care facilities, fire departments, and ultimately, to Ground Zero. Axler creatively gives us access to these experiences via snappy vignettes arranged in an omnidirectional/non-chronological sequence.
Adam Axler offers an incredible insight into the American healthcare system from the perspective of someone who has seen it at its best and its worst. With a speculative mind and a caring, revolutionary heart, this work is crucial reading for anyone looking to understand how fucked the medical world can be and what might be done to resuscitate it.
I believe it takes a special kind of author to navigate the variety of topics presented in this book and synthesize them all into an engaging read for both initiated medical professionals and the layman alike, and Adam Axler proves his writing prowess from the first page through to the last. My only experience with the medical field is as a patient, but after reading, I have a newfound appreciation and respect for those who are actively fighting burnout to be of service to their fellow man and help where they can (best believe I’ll be much more discerning with random urgent care visits!) Equal parts insightful, thoughtful, humorous and harrowing, Adam takes the reader through scenes as the ridiculous as Floridian urgent care interactions to the trauma of being on the ground at Ground Zero during 9/11, all with a unique perspective and humor of someone who has seen more than most. This felt like reading one of the best episodes of Scrubs but from the perspective of Dr. Cox if we got a chance to have access to his inner monologue like JD. A reading experience I won’t forget and easily one of my favorite memoirs I’ve ever read.
American Triage pulls back the gurney cover on the healthcare profession to reveal the hardship, politics, hilarity, and tragedy involved with decades working in emergency medicine. Through witty and poignant writing —including a terrifying account of his work at Ground Zero on 9/11– Axler delivers insightful anecdotes that inform as much as entertain. This brief yet powerful memoir deserves a spot on the shelves alongside classics in the genre like Bourdain’s Kitchen Confidential. Highly recommended.
“American Triage deftly walks the razor’s edge between the Grand-Guignol insanity of the ambulance and ER theatres and the tragedy of burnout and breakdown. From 9-1-1 to 9/11, the terrible absence revealed by these collapses invites an uncanny return of imagination and creativity. Axler’s memoir is a wonderful tribute to madcap friendships, to weirdos, to the damaged and lost, and to the redemptive forces of art and love.” - James Reich, author of Skinship
Wow, this slim book packs a punch. It deals with the decline of Western medicine with humor and a healthy dose of skepticism— the kind of jadedness that comes from working in a broken system. Really great stuff.
Told in propulsive vignettes ranging from the caustically confrontational to the genuinely heartbreaking, to the hilariously absurd, Axler's work is as addictive as the ills his book works to so assiduously diagnose.
Hilarious, intense, illuminating, and infuriating. Essentially emergency medicine confidential. From national tragedies to knucklehead urgent care patients, this is America.
Axler brings to memoir what I love about science-fiction: the ability to tackle dystopian themes in a way that is intensely readable and deeply critical of contemporary society, and yet somehow hopeful.