I have a lot of feelings about this book and not many of them are good. I liked the premise because it's rare that these angsty NA contemporaries are about an interracial couple, but the fact that the author chose to make this couple's story solely about race was unimaginative and unoriginal.
Samantha and AJ are two high school seniors who meet completely by accident and their entire worlds are altered because of this chance encounter. It is oddly supernatural the way they're completely taken by each other at first sight, but I didn't mind that so much because it was pretty cute. The problem is that Sam is already in a "committed" relationship with her longtime crush, Antonio, whom Sam spent at least 5 pages describing how perfect he is and how lucky she is to be with him. Antonio is pretty quickly forgotten when this gorgeous and mysterious bad boy, AJ Hahn enters the picture. He and Sam openly flirt, text, and hang out all while Sam is sneaking around and lying to Antonio at every turn. I probably should have minded this more, but AJ and Sam had some pretty cute moments. I actually never liked Antonio, he's an asshole and he gives these weird Fatal Attraction vibes. The easy solution for Sam would be to break up with Antonio because at this point she had already cheated on him and had fallen in love with AJ. Actually no, Sam couldn't do that because *gasp* she is black and AJ is asian and what would everyone think??? *rolls eyes*
OMG, this is where I had the most issues with the story. I mean, unfortunately some people will always feel some type of way about interracial couples, I get that but for everyone around them to be so violently against them for this reason alone felt ridiculous and antiquated. A lot of these detractors were Sam's friends and that just felt really unrealistic because young people are some of the most liberal and open minded people there are and so for them to have these toxic attitudes, it turned me off so much. Sam's dad also rubbed me the complete wrong way. I mean, the misogynoir this man spews is incredible. I felt offended reading it and to say such harmful things to his own daughter is just awful. His character is predictably redeemed by the end of the novel but the damage is done in my opinion. Also AJ's dad isn't much better, he is also ridiculous and problematic. I feel like there should have been more to Sam and AJ as a couple than this pettiness. We don't get to see them evolve and grow as a couple because it is one drama after another where they have to keep proving the legitimacy of their feelings to everyone and that is sad because I do like them together, they have good chemistry.
I don't like Sam very much though. She is melodramatic, overly sensitive, insecure, and immature. She has so many opportunities to stand up for herself and her choices, but she doesn't until the end of the book. She keeps Antonio around as a safety net for far too long. Sam also let so many others dictate her happiness, all in the guise of keeping up appearances. Sam makes so many horrible choices and wonders in earnest why her life is falling apart, it's absurd. On the other hand, AJ is bae. I love him so much. He is sweet, confident, badass, and protective. He was overall a really legit guy. I loved that he knew that it was only a matter of time before Sam would come his way. Of course, AJ wasn't perfect, he could be kind of shady too but I didn't hate him for it.
Overall, I will read the next books in the series because as bad as a lot of this book was, there is something oddly addicting about it.