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86 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 30, 2015
She wove herself deep inside me, owning me. I’m hers and she’s mine. I need to go to her.
We’re made from the same soul, fractured and forced into two bodies, and mine craves his presence, his love and his touch.
Ryan turned the lights out and taught me to see in the darkness.
“Ryan turned the lights out and taught me to see in the darkness. Nobody sees me in the darkness. Nobody sees me the way he does and I’m hopelessly pursuing the hunter in him. I want to be found or preyed on; if that’s what I am, HIS PREY.”
~ CEREUS


“Come find me in the dark, Cereus.”
~ RYAN

“We’re made from the same soul, fractured and forced into two bodies, and mine craves his presence, his love and his touch.”
~ CEREUS

“If my heart beats and speeds up whenever she’s within reach, then she OWNS it, right?”
~ RYAN

“She isn’t normal, she’s mine and I want to claim her back. She’s meant to live in my world, give it color and chase the shadows with me.”
~ RYAN

“I’d rather live and strive amongst the SINNERS than fade and die amongst the SAINTS.”
~ CEREUS


“Even the tamer man holds a devil inside him, whispering and praying life will push the saint into a sinner.”
“Ryan turned the lights out and taught me to see in the darkness. Nobody sees me the way he does and I’m hopelessly pursuing the hunter in him. I want to be found or preyed on; if that’s what I am, his prey.”
“Everything in life is temporary, Cereus. Everything but us. I will always come for you.”
“I’d rather live and strive amongst the sinners than fade and die amongst the saints.”

"Ryan's words soothe me. I don't care that they aren't real. I can do whatever I want, think whatever I want.
In my mind no one has to know.
I can be free."
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“I want to be found or preyed on; if that’s what I am, his prey.”
“She’s meant to live in my world, give it color and chase the shadows with me.”
“It’s unconventional and we’ll never be picture perfect but it’s our imperfections that make us worth the brushstrokes.”



"Nobody sees me the way he does and I’m hopelessly pursuing the hunter in him. I want to be found or preyed on; if that’s what I am, his prey."
"I know a monster lives within him but the man who protected me, the man who I spent time with lives inside him also."
"I’m the ultimate sinner and she didn’t try to cleanse me, fix me or lock me away, she just loved the sinner in me. She loved me."
"I picture myself transparent like the water, fading more with every passing day until I become nothing. I let myself drop to the bottom of the pool, knowing how easy it would be to stay there, to leave the world I don’t fit into."
"He has dark urges and acts upon them but just because he acts out his thoughts doesn’t make me not love him or feel an ache inside at how lonely and difficult the world must be to him. He didn’t ask to be this way."
"“Surrender to who you are, let go of what they want you to be,”"
"“Evil is like beauty; it’s in the eye of the beholder.” He grins and then grabs my hand. “Some people use a blade for evil, some people use their tongues which are sharper and make people bleed better than any knife can. Some people are born dark, others become it.”"
"Soul mates are not supposed to tame each other, they’re meant to set you free to run wild in your nature, to be who you are together"
...but if my heart beats and speeds up whenever she's within reach then she owns it, right?It was pretty much equal parts Cereus and Ryan and they were so perfectly complimentary. I was bummed they spent so much of this one apart but everything I'd hoped for when reading Desolate was realized in some fashion in this book.
Some people use a blade for evil, some people use their tongues which are sharper and make people bleed better than any knife can. Some people are born dark, others become it.Their depravity is mesmerizing. There was a point in this book when I started to realize what was really happening and it just made me love Ryan and Cereus more. (I'm going to use the word "love" a couple times here, even though it's not quite the correct word choice) They seem to love one another despite, if not because of their imperfections.
We're made from the same soul, fractured and forced into two bodies, and mine craves his presence, his love and his touch.Sometimes I would listen to Ryan wax poetic and thought it was over the top and cheesy but then something else would happen and I would realize how perfect his words were. How all-encompassing and transcendent their love is.
She's the other part of me. Unique and exceptional.This was an awesome continuation of the series and I can’t wait to read the last piece of the puzzle, I’m a bit afraid for what’s to come for Cereus and Ryan but I’m hoping it all pans out okay :)

