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587 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 15, 2026
He nods again, just barely. “Fuck it,” he growls. Then he kisses me.
“Because in eighty-one days, you won’t be able to see it at all. So if I can give you this now, while you still can, then that’s what I’m going to do.” 😭😭😭
I don’t just want the Bastian who brings me sunrises and classic movies. I want this one, too. The one who looks at me like he wants to devour me whole. The one who’s barely holding himself back.
"This is a terrible idea," I whisper.
"The worst," he agrees, but his hand goes higher up my thigh. "I no longer give a fuck."
We haven't slept together yet and we haven't acknowledged that fact. But this, these stolen little seconds and touches, have become part and parcel of my daily existence. I don't remember what life was like before I had them. I don't want to.
"I feel the same way about you," he says. "You're what I'm supposed to do with my life, Eilana"