Seven years ago, Jonah Hale shattered Eliot's world with one cruel sentence.
Now he’s back, working behind the same café counter.
Eliot Hayes has spent the last seven years burying the memory of his childhood best friend. The kiss that ruined everything. The public outing that turned him radioactive at school. The sudden disappearance that left him broken and alone.
Then Jonah walks through the door asking for a job.
Older. Harder. Carrying bruises no one else can see.
Jonah is desperate to prove he’s changed. Eliot just wants to survive the shift without remembering how safe he once around Jonah. But forced proximity has a way of cracking even the thickest walls—especially when late-night confessions and shared trauma start turning old pain into something dangerously tender.
In a slow-burn MM ex-friends-to-lovers romance packed with raw emotion, second chances, and the kind of love that only survives after everything, two broken men must decide if the boy who once destroyed them can be the man who finally makes them whole.
Perfect for fans of emotional, angst-filled MM romance with heavy themes and a hard-earned HEA.
Eliot Hayes has had a thing for his childhood friend, Jonah Hale, since forever. But one impulsive moment as teenagers changes everything.
Jonah disappears from Eliot's life after making his life a living misery - something Eliot never forgets. But Jonah has his own story to tell and it's one full of harrowing secrets that leave permanent scars. When these two finally meet again, and emotions are rekindled, their past hurts are destined to collide.
This is an angst ridden, tearjerker of a story. It has themes of abuse, alcoholism and mental health issues that frame what is a beautiful MM love story. Years later, when Jonah and Eliot end up working together, their friendship eventually turns into much more. But when Jonah has to make a family decision the fallout is devastating.
While this is an enjoyable read, a lot happens over a short timeframe that could have benefited from being developed. For me, Eliot's likeability deteriorates with the way he ends up treating Jonah. This is only redeemed in the final chapters. Subsequently, their HEA is a wonderful relief after all the trauma.
That said, some of the subject material here doesn't lend itself to hearts and flowers. It's gritty, raw and honest to the point of pain. The dual POV provides the perfect window into Jonah's mindset, which felt like a lived experience.
A definite emotional read so have the tissues ready. I'd imagine this is aimed more at the younger end of the MM romance market, though any MM romance fan who loves to ride a carousel of feels would enjoy it.
High four stars from me.
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