Aubrey is turning twenty-eight this year. She has never been in a relationship. She’s never been anyone’s girlfriend, never said I love you, never had a first fight or first of mostly anything. She swears it’s not a big deal. No one really believes her. No one seems to agree.
She’s not sure how she got there, really—maybe it was because of Oliver, or Rami, or Sam, or Simon. Maybe it’s her. Maybe spending a year in Nova Scotia helping her aunt manage a creaky old inn might just fix everything.
There’s only two ways this story can end. Either everything changes, or nothing at all. It’s simple.
It makes her head spin.
Later Bloom is Laurie D.R.'s contemporary fiction debut. Weaving between past and present, it explores what it means to bloom a little late, what it takes to find "the one", and how our identities are shaped by our experiences (or lack thereof).
A huge thank you to the author for providing me with an early copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions expressed here are entirely my own.
The writing in this book is incredibly vivid and immersive. Opening right in the middle of a high school reunion, it immediately plunges you into Aubrey’s head. I could feel her anxiety and discomfort so deeply that it honestly felt like I was living through my own personal nightmare right alongside her.
The author perfectly captures that specific, suffocating feeling when you think your life is completely fine, but the collective pressure of everyone around you insists it isn’t. It brilliantly explores how external judgment slowly trickles in until it becomes the critical inner voice in your own brain, making you second-guess your reality and believe that maybe they’re right and you’re wrong. Aubrey is doing fine, but the people in her life constantly treat her like an unfinished project.
I especially got so angry at her mother—her passive-aggressive tone was so realistic and frustratingly handled. It creates this toxic atmosphere where Aubrey is always made to feel like the odd one out who desperately needs guidance. It completely makes sense that with the passing of each year, these reunions, family gatherings, or even a simple conversation with a new person or a date become something to be dreaded. She already knows exactly how she will be perceived, which leaves her thinking, why bother? We all know that unbearable, patronizing moment where you answer a personal question only to have everyone react with a tilted head, a sympathetic, “Oh, that's okay,” or simply an awkward silence. She knows her life is fine, but having to constantly defend her peace is becoming impossible to bear.
I truly loved getting to know Aubrey and watching her navigate this crossroads. A huge part of me was Aubrey while reading this, and I firmly believe that every woman in her late twenties will find a piece of her own struggles, doubts, and triumphs in this story, too.