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Asystole is a friends to lovers MM romance between a surgery resident and a helicopter pilot with a bi-awakening and a guaranteed HEA.
LOGAN
I excel at running from my problems and my past.
Unfortunately, I’m also really good at running straight into trouble.
While trying to get as far away as possible from the man who broke my heart, I ended up sharing an apartment with his fiancé’s best friend.
I’m determined to keep Chase at arm’s length, but Chase is determined to get inside my skin. Who knew straight guys with long term girlfriends were so into platonic cuddling?
Chase’s stressful days as a medical resident have me doting like an eager housewife—which is ridiculous…
Until we cross a line, and I’m left wondering what’s crazier: Chase still thinking he’s straight, or me thinking this could end in anything other than heartbreak.
CHASE
Ninety-hour weeks as a general surgery resident leave me hollow and mentally fried, so when running into an old acquaintance offers me a break I desperately need, I jump at the opportunity.
As the Life Flight helicopter pilot for Boston Memorial, I expected to see Logan from time to time.
What I wasn’t expecting was to become his roommate so soon after reconnecting.
Nor was I expecting my platonic feelings for him to turn into something… more.
I blame it on my need for physical touch and the long-distance relationship I have with my girlfriend.
Until a kiss with Logan at the stroke of a New Year’s midnight changes everything.
I need Logan in ways I never imagined, but by the time I figure that out, it may be too late.
Asystole is book one in the Boston Memorial series. It can be read as a complete standalone but does feature characters from—and contains light spoilers for—Avalanche (Part of the Ricochet Ridge series).
LOGAN
I excel at running from my problems and my past.
Unfortunately, I’m also really good at running straight into trouble.
While trying to get as far away as possible from the man who broke my heart, I ended up sharing an apartment with his fiancé’s best friend.
I’m determined to keep Chase at arm’s length, but Chase is determined to get inside my skin. Who knew straight guys with long term girlfriends were so into platonic cuddling?
Chase’s stressful days as a medical resident have me doting like an eager housewife—which is ridiculous…
Until we cross a line, and I’m left wondering what’s crazier: Chase still thinking he’s straight, or me thinking this could end in anything other than heartbreak.
CHASE
Ninety-hour weeks as a general surgery resident leave me hollow and mentally fried, so when running into an old acquaintance offers me a break I desperately need, I jump at the opportunity.
As the Life Flight helicopter pilot for Boston Memorial, I expected to see Logan from time to time.
What I wasn’t expecting was to become his roommate so soon after reconnecting.
Nor was I expecting my platonic feelings for him to turn into something… more.
I blame it on my need for physical touch and the long-distance relationship I have with my girlfriend.
Until a kiss with Logan at the stroke of a New Year’s midnight changes everything.
I need Logan in ways I never imagined, but by the time I figure that out, it may be too late.
Asystole is book one in the Boston Memorial series. It can be read as a complete standalone but does feature characters from—and contains light spoilers for—Avalanche (Part of the Ricochet Ridge series).
376 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 24, 2026
About the author
Jillian D. Wray
33 books310 followersJillian lives in North Carolina with her incredibly supportive husband and three awesome stepkids. After over ten years in the healthcare industry, it was time to pursue a new passion. An avid reader her whole life, she sat down one night and let the words begin to flow. Four hours and ten thousand words later, a love of writing was discovered.
She writes spicy, bingeable reads that encourage self-discovery and come with all the angst and excitement of a new relationship.
When she isn’t reading or writing, you can either find her in her vegetable garden, at CrossFit™, or on a plane headed toward her next adventure.
She writes spicy, bingeable reads that encourage self-discovery and come with all the angst and excitement of a new relationship.
When she isn’t reading or writing, you can either find her in her vegetable garden, at CrossFit™, or on a plane headed toward her next adventure.
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September 26, 2026
2** stars
dropped @70%
another (female) author who felt the need to make a woman the villain of her gay romance instead of writing mature, male characters that take responsibility for their feelings and actions.
bohoooo. THEN BREAK THE FUCK UP WITH HER ALREADY!! and stop stringing her along, make her fuck up your relationship so you don’t have to be the bad guy. Ugh! *hard eye roll and then THEY ARE EVEN HOOKING UP WHILE THE GIRLFRIEND CHASE COULDN’T GET IT UP FOR IS SLEEPING IN THE OTHER ROOM!!!! But she was being a bitch anyways so it’s fine, right? don’t ask what happened after. it made me dnf. i’ve had enough.
it’s a shame overall because up until the girlfriend came for a surprise visit i was only bugged but otherwise enjoyed Logan’s and Chase’s story even if it was friends-to-lovers plus (s)low-burn.
but i’m not rewarding this kind of lazy writing at the cost of female characterization including shifting all the blame. i don’t need that in my life.
Thank you, Gaby, for reading with me and being on the same page.
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Doctors of Boston Memorial Series
Book 1 - Asystole - 2.0 stars
Book 2 - Alexithymia - release 12/26
Book 3 - Arrhythmia - tbd
dropped @70%
another (female) author who felt the need to make a woman the villain of her gay romance instead of writing mature, male characters that take responsibility for their feelings and actions.
I’m ashamed of myself for wishing she would go home already. I feel truly terrible for these thoughts, but she’s just another demand on my time, and I’m already stretched so fucking thin.
bohoooo. THEN BREAK THE FUCK UP WITH HER ALREADY!! and stop stringing her along, make her fuck up your relationship so you don’t have to be the bad guy. Ugh! *hard eye roll and then THEY ARE EVEN HOOKING UP WHILE THE GIRLFRIEND CHASE COULDN’T GET IT UP FOR IS SLEEPING IN THE OTHER ROOM!!!! But she was being a bitch anyways so it’s fine, right? don’t ask what happened after. it made me dnf. i’ve had enough.
it’s a shame overall because up until the girlfriend came for a surprise visit i was only bugged but otherwise enjoyed Logan’s and Chase’s story even if it was friends-to-lovers plus (s)low-burn.
but i’m not rewarding this kind of lazy writing at the cost of female characterization including shifting all the blame. i don’t need that in my life.
Asystole.
It’s cardiac arrest with complete cessation of all electrical and mechanical output of the heart.
Thank you, Gaby, for reading with me and being on the same page.
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Doctors of Boston Memorial Series
Book 1 - Asystole - 2.0 stars
Book 2 - Alexithymia - release 12/26
Book 3 - Arrhythmia - tbd
Review of advance copy
🚁🌄 "“To being who you were meant to be and finding the person who gives you the courage to live life on your terms..."" 🥼🩺
No AI✅
One of the easiest reads I've had in a while, with the cutest HEA.
I finished it in 3½ hours?
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🚁 Logan is a helicopter pilot whom isn't over the man he thought was the love of his life. He's also bored with the monotony of flying a helicopter for the hospital.
He's used to the extreme, and (thankfully) flying for his hospital is not - still, it's not enough.
🥼 Chase is a new resident surgical intern (or something like that, oops) whose been with his girlfriend for seven years. Somehow though, she ended up in florida when he moved to boston.🤔
His field of medicine chosen by his very successful parents.
Chase & Logan had met very briefly in the previous book. When they bump into each other at the hospital, Chase has been desperate for a friend that isn't one of his fellow interns.
Happening upon one he already knows - or at least is a little familiar with - had to have been fate.
They meet for drinks to catch up and the rest is history, or well, the plot of the book.
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They fall in love waaay before realizing (imo).
However, they do both do the running away thing a little bit until one forces the other to talk it out.
Thankfully those times are usually fast-forwarded, so there wasn't a bunch of pining or whining.
Of course there was some pining, but never whining; Chase does have a girlfriend for a lot of the book (though not present on page mostly).
The spice doesn't come until after 60%, but it fits the story.
It's not overly descriptive or long, but it doesn't have to be.
I wouldn't say no to it though, they're hot together. 🤭
Their HEA is so precious.
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The helicopter speak was a little boring, but that's cause I have no personal interest in it.
HOWEVER, I always find it impressive when authors either take the time to research well enough to include detailed explanations of "random" things (like helicopter piloting in emergencies and bad weather) or they just have a special interest so they want to include it in their story because of that.
Totally okay with me that it's there - doesn't impact my enjoyment of the book at all.
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The next book is hinted at with the mention of Dr. Declan Porter in the epilogue (it is then confirmed him, as well).
I do hope we get appearances from both Chase and Logan throughout the rest of the series. I mean, it would only make sense: they both work for the hospital.
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I genuinely loved them so much.
Wouldn't mind a second book with them - wedding maybe?? 🤔😘
just wishful thinking, not a real thing lol
❤️""...Logan, you encourage me to be the best version of myself for myself every day.
You’re the most selfless person I’ve ever met, and you fill my heart with so much fucking love and joy that I didn’t realize I was as dead as Erik until you woke me up.
You were my shot of epi when I needed it the most.”"❤️ - p.364
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tws:
○ Cheating - they do cheat. not on each other but with each other.
Chase should have already left his girlfriend, but hadn't at the time things happened.
If cheating really affects you, don't read this one. If it's just eh, you should be fine.
○ Child with Cancer, not graphic or sad!
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Thank you to TAA for this free ARC. Rating and review are voluntary - opinions given are always my own.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Logan and Chase
MM Romance
Life Flight Helicopter Pilot / Trauma Resident
Friends-to-Lovers / Roommates-to-Lovers
Low-Mid Angst
Bi Awakening / First Time for one MC (New Years will forever be on my mind)
Pining and Yearning - Logan's been through enough!!
Cheating (not between MC’s)
HEA
Based in Boston
This was a roller roaster of emotions, and I was here for it.
While this is a standalone, but I highly recommend reading Ricochet Ridge series first so you understand why Logan is so incredibly heartbroken. If you like Jillian, go back and start with Bring the Heat series, as these books are slightly interconnected.
Chase follows a path he didn’t choose and I think Logan was throw into his universe for this purpose.
Chase is persistent, caring, thoughtful, and kind. Logan needed those traits from a partner. While I love Stone and Hanlon, Stone broke Logan into pieces and getting off that mountain and away from them was his saving grace.
Can’t wait to read more from this series.
This was an ARC and 100% my own review
Spice - I found this book had way less spice than the others from Jillian but the story made up for it 2/5 🔥🔥
Story - 5/5 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
MM Romance
Life Flight Helicopter Pilot / Trauma Resident
Friends-to-Lovers / Roommates-to-Lovers
Low-Mid Angst
Bi Awakening / First Time for one MC (New Years will forever be on my mind)
Pining and Yearning - Logan's been through enough!!
Cheating (not between MC’s)
HEA
Based in Boston
This was a roller roaster of emotions, and I was here for it.
While this is a standalone, but I highly recommend reading Ricochet Ridge series first so you understand why Logan is so incredibly heartbroken. If you like Jillian, go back and start with Bring the Heat series, as these books are slightly interconnected.
Chase follows a path he didn’t choose and I think Logan was throw into his universe for this purpose.
Chase is persistent, caring, thoughtful, and kind. Logan needed those traits from a partner. While I love Stone and Hanlon, Stone broke Logan into pieces and getting off that mountain and away from them was his saving grace.
Can’t wait to read more from this series.
This was an ARC and 100% my own review
Spice - I found this book had way less spice than the others from Jillian but the story made up for it 2/5 🔥🔥
Story - 5/5 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
September 27, 2026
I’ve been debating between two and three stars, and I may change the rating later, because I can’t in good conscience give it more. I want to clarify that neither the writing nor the pacing was terrible; I would probably read another book by this author. But in the year of our lord 2026, is it still necessary to make the girlfriend a bitch to justify the cheating?
Like, yes, Kendra and Chase weren’t a good couple, but Chase was also not a good boyfriend, and he had ample opportunity to break up with her before the cheating happened. As for Logan, there were too many mentions of Stone and his undying love and obsession for him just to suddenly and randomly stop.
The Aruba part was ok but the negotiation afterward at the hospital seemed ridiculous; I just don’t see that happening in real life.
Like, yes, Kendra and Chase weren’t a good couple, but Chase was also not a good boyfriend, and he had ample opportunity to break up with her before the cheating happened. As for Logan, there were too many mentions of Stone and his undying love and obsession for him just to suddenly and randomly stop.
The Aruba part was ok but the negotiation afterward at the hospital seemed ridiculous; I just don’t see that happening in real life.
Review of advance copy received from Author
4.5
Well, I really did not like Logan when he was in Avalanche, but this was such a great redemption for his character! He was so much sweeter and caring than he previously came across, and his dedication to Chase was adorable. The way they fall into an easy domesticated life together was honestly the cutest!! His relationship with flying helicopters came across really strongly too, and I liked how he worked out that what he felt for Stone had actually gotten tangled up in his passion for flying.
Chase was a bit of a mess for most of the book. He didn't know what he wanted or what to do about it, and when everything finally comes to the point where he can't put things off anymore, Logan is there to support him through it all. He was a little frustrating though with the whole Kendra situation, but Chase's tendency to turtle into himself to avoid making a decision was relatable.
There was a slight TV medical drama feel to the book too, which was pretty fun and entertaining, but it wasn't too heavy on descriptions of medical procedures. We also got introduced to a few interesting side characters, and there was the wedding for Hanlon and Stone!
Very keen to see what happens in the next book.
*****
I received an ARC of this book from The Author Agency, and this is my honest review
Well, I really did not like Logan when he was in Avalanche, but this was such a great redemption for his character! He was so much sweeter and caring than he previously came across, and his dedication to Chase was adorable. The way they fall into an easy domesticated life together was honestly the cutest!! His relationship with flying helicopters came across really strongly too, and I liked how he worked out that what he felt for Stone had actually gotten tangled up in his passion for flying.
Chase was a bit of a mess for most of the book. He didn't know what he wanted or what to do about it, and when everything finally comes to the point where he can't put things off anymore, Logan is there to support him through it all. He was a little frustrating though with the whole Kendra situation, but Chase's tendency to turtle into himself to avoid making a decision was relatable.
There was a slight TV medical drama feel to the book too, which was pretty fun and entertaining, but it wasn't too heavy on descriptions of medical procedures. We also got introduced to a few interesting side characters, and there was the wedding for Hanlon and Stone!
Very keen to see what happens in the next book.
*****
I received an ARC of this book from The Author Agency, and this is my honest review
September 25, 2026
3.5 stars rounded down
I wanted to love this because I love this authors writing, but Logan’s obsession with Stone was annoying and unnecessary. The author spent so much of the book building up Logan’s obsession with stone, just for it to be randomly dropped around like 50-60%
Having an MC say this:
“Hey, Logan,” Stone says, finally acknowledging me, making my ears ring. Whatever this is I feel for him is worse than love. It’s painful obsession. It’s loss. It’s all-consuming and inescapable. It’s the land of what-ifs and could-have-beens. It’s the chance I never got, and somehow, seeing him now makes it feel like the distance and time apart have only amplified the toxicity of my feelings. Seeing his face has my guts twisting, my heart stopping, and my lungs constricting.
About another character and NOT the other MC was so off putting and I thought about it for the rest of the book. He also is “gutted” when hanlon simply touches stone, and also wears a hoodie that he stole from stone.
Also if that quote had been at the beginning of the book, I still wouldn’t have been happy about it but it would’ve been way better than it being at 37 almost 40% into the book 😒
This was all wya too much for me, I prefer my MCs to be obsessed with each other, not other people.
The complete 180 Logan does in his obsession with stone makes it clear that the stone obsession was completely unnecessary to the story because it’s just simply dropped.
Also including stone in the epilogue AND bonus scene was so fucking annoying and ruined my want to give this the four stars I was going to give it based on the second half not having any stone obsession.
I wanted to love this because I love this authors writing, but Logan’s obsession with Stone was annoying and unnecessary. The author spent so much of the book building up Logan’s obsession with stone, just for it to be randomly dropped around like 50-60%
Having an MC say this:
“Hey, Logan,” Stone says, finally acknowledging me, making my ears ring. Whatever this is I feel for him is worse than love. It’s painful obsession. It’s loss. It’s all-consuming and inescapable. It’s the land of what-ifs and could-have-beens. It’s the chance I never got, and somehow, seeing him now makes it feel like the distance and time apart have only amplified the toxicity of my feelings. Seeing his face has my guts twisting, my heart stopping, and my lungs constricting.
About another character and NOT the other MC was so off putting and I thought about it for the rest of the book. He also is “gutted” when hanlon simply touches stone, and also wears a hoodie that he stole from stone.
Also if that quote had been at the beginning of the book, I still wouldn’t have been happy about it but it would’ve been way better than it being at 37 almost 40% into the book 😒
This was all wya too much for me, I prefer my MCs to be obsessed with each other, not other people.
The complete 180 Logan does in his obsession with stone makes it clear that the stone obsession was completely unnecessary to the story because it’s just simply dropped.
Also including stone in the epilogue AND bonus scene was so fucking annoying and ruined my want to give this the four stars I was going to give it based on the second half not having any stone obsession.
October 2, 2026
Logan + Chase 🖤
Bi-awakening | Competency kink | Bro cuddles
My first book by this author and it was really enjoyable.
Only time this book went wrong was how long Chase's relationship with Kendra lasted. No need for that BS to drag on for 3/4 of the book.
Cant wait for asshole daddy Declan's story in book 2
⚠️ potential spoilers below in detailed tropes, content and warning lists
Tropes/content:
Old acquaintances to friends to lovers
Bi-awakening
Trauma surgery resident
Lifeflight helicopter pilot
Cuddly straight guy
Rock climbing
26 and 34
Bro cuddles
Redhead
CPR lessons
Jealousy
Cheating to be together
Their first time making each other cum finally is with Chases girlfriend across the hall
First times
Straight guy bottoms first
Tattooed guy + blank canvas
Competency kink
Baby, sweetheart, buttercup
Pining
Rimming
Vers roles
Bonus scene where they celebrate 6 years later for Logans 40th birthday
Warnings/icks:
First page Logan is getting blown by random hookup and can't get hard, thinking about the man he's still in love with who chose someone else
Mention of cardiac arrest, broken bones, drunk drivers, childhood cancer
Mention of SA towards Chase where a man groped him while hooking him up in rock climbing gear
Logan meets what he hope will be a hookup at a bar. Doesnt go anywhere. Him and Chase have hung out as friends multiple times prior to this. But as far as they both know, Chase is still straight at this point.
Cheating not between MCs - Chase and his girlfriend are in a long distance relationship from the start of the book. They don't break up until 3/4 through the book
Flying helicopter in dangerous weather
Accident involving snowmobile and automobile
On page AED use and CPR
Chases girlfriend comes for surprise visit. She tries sleeping with him. He gets hard thinking about Logan but can't keep it up and they don't end up having sex. But there is an attempt there and she does kiss him. He later tries having sex with her to push Logan out of his mind and because he thinks Logan is on a date. But he still can't perform. This is after him and Logan kissed at new years. But they've done nothing further than that.
Their first time making each other cum finally is with Chases girlfriend across the hall
Emergency situation where a pilot goes into asystole (a type of cardiac arrest) and Chase works on saving the mans life while Logan works on correcting the helicopter that's nose diving towards the ocean
Bi-awakening | Competency kink | Bro cuddles
My first book by this author and it was really enjoyable.
Only time this book went wrong was how long Chase's relationship with Kendra lasted. No need for that BS to drag on for 3/4 of the book.
Cant wait for asshole daddy Declan's story in book 2
⚠️ potential spoilers below in detailed tropes, content and warning lists
Tropes/content:
Old acquaintances to friends to lovers
Bi-awakening
Trauma surgery resident
Lifeflight helicopter pilot
Cuddly straight guy
Rock climbing
26 and 34
Bro cuddles
Redhead
CPR lessons
Jealousy
Cheating to be together
Their first time making each other cum finally is with Chases girlfriend across the hall
First times
Straight guy bottoms first
Tattooed guy + blank canvas
Competency kink
Baby, sweetheart, buttercup
Pining
Rimming
Vers roles
Bonus scene where they celebrate 6 years later for Logans 40th birthday
Warnings/icks:
First page Logan is getting blown by random hookup and can't get hard, thinking about the man he's still in love with who chose someone else
Mention of cardiac arrest, broken bones, drunk drivers, childhood cancer
Mention of SA towards Chase where a man groped him while hooking him up in rock climbing gear
Logan meets what he hope will be a hookup at a bar. Doesnt go anywhere. Him and Chase have hung out as friends multiple times prior to this. But as far as they both know, Chase is still straight at this point.
Cheating not between MCs - Chase and his girlfriend are in a long distance relationship from the start of the book. They don't break up until 3/4 through the book
Flying helicopter in dangerous weather
Accident involving snowmobile and automobile
On page AED use and CPR
Chases girlfriend comes for surprise visit. She tries sleeping with him. He gets hard thinking about Logan but can't keep it up and they don't end up having sex. But there is an attempt there and she does kiss him. He later tries having sex with her to push Logan out of his mind and because he thinks Logan is on a date. But he still can't perform. This is after him and Logan kissed at new years. But they've done nothing further than that.
Their first time making each other cum finally is with Chases girlfriend across the hall
Emergency situation where a pilot goes into asystole (a type of cardiac arrest) and Chase works on saving the mans life while Logan works on correcting the helicopter that's nose diving towards the ocean
Review of advance copy received from Author
“While the fatal heart rhythm usually robs people of their lives, I’m certain I’m the only person whose life has ever been restored by asystole.”
I loved and enjoyed everything about this book 🤍
Beginning with the cover - seriously, thank you for it. This model has already been featured on some MM book covers, and he’s just gorgeous and fitted Logan perfectly 🤍
I devoured Asystole literally in a day. I can’t say I am a big fan of low-angst and slow-burn, but with Jillian’s talent, it was an incredibly smooth and captivating read. I can’t even explain how, but this sweet and beautiful story held my attention from page one, and not once was I bored or lost interest 🙌
Logan and Chase are just so wonderfully mature, funny, charming and absolutely lovable characters 🥹 Everything that happened with them made 100% sense - they acted amazingly real, relatable and sensible.
I honestly don’t have any complaints about anything or anyone - except Kendra, obviously. And while I don’t like female characters being portrayed poorly in MM romances, here it was totally justified 😄
Everything else was perfect, done with such obvious care, and that’s the thing I love about Jillian’s books — they don’t feel like fiction. They are so very human, adequate and relatable emotionally (coming from a stupidly straight woman is rich 🫠)
It will make you swoon, it will make your heart melt 🥹, it will make you gasp several times, but overall, you will feel so much love 💞
I probably won’t even say more. Just go read it and have an amazing time, while I sit here being thankful for this ARC. I have really been looking forward to this one, and I am so happy right now ❣️
I loved and enjoyed everything about this book 🤍
Beginning with the cover - seriously, thank you for it. This model has already been featured on some MM book covers, and he’s just gorgeous and fitted Logan perfectly 🤍
I devoured Asystole literally in a day. I can’t say I am a big fan of low-angst and slow-burn, but with Jillian’s talent, it was an incredibly smooth and captivating read. I can’t even explain how, but this sweet and beautiful story held my attention from page one, and not once was I bored or lost interest 🙌
Logan and Chase are just so wonderfully mature, funny, charming and absolutely lovable characters 🥹 Everything that happened with them made 100% sense - they acted amazingly real, relatable and sensible.
I honestly don’t have any complaints about anything or anyone - except Kendra, obviously. And while I don’t like female characters being portrayed poorly in MM romances, here it was totally justified 😄
Everything else was perfect, done with such obvious care, and that’s the thing I love about Jillian’s books — they don’t feel like fiction. They are so very human, adequate and relatable emotionally (coming from a stupidly straight woman is rich 🫠)
It will make you swoon, it will make your heart melt 🥹, it will make you gasp several times, but overall, you will feel so much love 💞
I probably won’t even say more. Just go read it and have an amazing time, while I sit here being thankful for this ARC. I have really been looking forward to this one, and I am so happy right now ❣️
September 25, 2026
I started this book thinking it would be something simple and different than my normal for me to read at a slower pace, because I’m about to go on a trip and won’t have much time for reading. Joke’s on me, because I read it in one day and stayed up WAY past my bedtime. I couldn’t stop 😂
This was really a beautiful story. Friends to lovers, with just enough angst and drama to make my heart hurt, but not enough to make it miserable. I love Chase and Logan’s relationship development, even if I got a little frustrated with Chase at times over the whole Kendra thing. They’re both such good guys, and the spice and intimacy was on FIRE. The spice didn’t overshadow the plot, and there was a nice balance between the romance and the rest of the things going on in the story. I loved the medical aspect of it, being in healthcare myself, and there were a lot of exciting and adrenaline-pumping moments. There were even parts at the end that had me tearing up 🥺🥺🥺🥺
This is connected to another series but I didn’t feel like I was missing anything having not read it, which was nice. I am going to back and read Avalanche though, the book where Logan and Chase first meet.
This was really a beautiful story. Friends to lovers, with just enough angst and drama to make my heart hurt, but not enough to make it miserable. I love Chase and Logan’s relationship development, even if I got a little frustrated with Chase at times over the whole Kendra thing. They’re both such good guys, and the spice and intimacy was on FIRE. The spice didn’t overshadow the plot, and there was a nice balance between the romance and the rest of the things going on in the story. I loved the medical aspect of it, being in healthcare myself, and there were a lot of exciting and adrenaline-pumping moments. There were even parts at the end that had me tearing up 🥺🥺🥺🥺
This is connected to another series but I didn’t feel like I was missing anything having not read it, which was nice. I am going to back and read Avalanche though, the book where Logan and Chase first meet.
Review of advance copy
Ahhhh I loved this book! Chase is a surgical resident, & Logan is a Life Flight helicopter pilot at the same hospital. They had previously met 4 years prior back in Ricochet Ridge, & meet again in the present in Boston where they become friends.
Logan just understood Chase so well (& vice versa), they make perfect sense together. He was so supportive of Chase figuring himself out which he never really had that before. His parents are mainly focused on him being this crazy great trauma surgeon & his current long distance girlfriend Kendra honestly didn’t seem like she cared about him all that much either 😭. Logan was great at giving advice while he is questioning his sexuality, and is always there for him, in the little ways too.
And Chase is so unapologetically himself & I love it! I was dying at all of their little moments & the tension leading up to them getting together. There was some humor in here mixed along with their sweet & swoony moments too.
I really liked how evident Logan’s passion for flying was, and how all the characters noticed it too. And the medical situations were great adrenaline inducers! Logan & his flight nurse during that crazy storm, & of course the situation in Aruba. Both of those scenes were so intense & really had me on the edge of my seat sweating a lil bit 🤣
Also, Dr. Porter (AKA Declan) is scary & ballsy & I kinda love him. I’ll be reading his book for sure, & the sneak peek we got to see of the next book was entertaining 👀 I’m excited to see how this relationship develops!
Some things to expect:
🩺 Friends to lovers
🚁 Surgical resident x helicopter pilot
🩺 Bi-awakening
🚁 F*ck it
🩺 Workplace romance
🚁 Cheating (not between MMCs)
My fav parts:
There’s no doubt about it: Logan Kirkland is hot. It’s just a fact. Like water is wet, the earth is round, and Logan is sexy as fuck.
Jesus Christ, this is how I die. Here lies Logan Kirkland, dead because he was too fucking stupid to guard his heart and control his dick.
With the sun above us, the cerulean water around us, and Chase pressed against me, I’ve found heaven. I cling to him tightly, never wanting to let go.
Thank you so much for the review copy-these are my honest thoughts!
Logan just understood Chase so well (& vice versa), they make perfect sense together. He was so supportive of Chase figuring himself out which he never really had that before. His parents are mainly focused on him being this crazy great trauma surgeon & his current long distance girlfriend Kendra honestly didn’t seem like she cared about him all that much either 😭. Logan was great at giving advice while he is questioning his sexuality, and is always there for him, in the little ways too.
And Chase is so unapologetically himself & I love it! I was dying at all of their little moments & the tension leading up to them getting together. There was some humor in here mixed along with their sweet & swoony moments too.
I really liked how evident Logan’s passion for flying was, and how all the characters noticed it too. And the medical situations were great adrenaline inducers! Logan & his flight nurse during that crazy storm, & of course the situation in Aruba. Both of those scenes were so intense & really had me on the edge of my seat sweating a lil bit 🤣
Also, Dr. Porter (AKA Declan) is scary & ballsy & I kinda love him. I’ll be reading his book for sure, & the sneak peek we got to see of the next book was entertaining 👀 I’m excited to see how this relationship develops!
Some things to expect:
🩺 Friends to lovers
🚁 Surgical resident x helicopter pilot
🩺 Bi-awakening
🚁 F*ck it
🩺 Workplace romance
🚁 Cheating (not between MMCs)
My fav parts:
There’s no doubt about it: Logan Kirkland is hot. It’s just a fact. Like water is wet, the earth is round, and Logan is sexy as fuck.
Jesus Christ, this is how I die. Here lies Logan Kirkland, dead because he was too fucking stupid to guard his heart and control his dick.
With the sun above us, the cerulean water around us, and Chase pressed against me, I’ve found heaven. I cling to him tightly, never wanting to let go.
Thank you so much for the review copy-these are my honest thoughts!
Review of advance copy received from Author
Give me an oblivious straight MMC who casually wants to platonically cuddle with his friend and I will apparently suspend all disbelief and follow him anywhere.
As with every story from Jillian D. Wray, this was such an easy book to fall into. The hospital setting was genuinely so interesting, and Logan’s particular job added another layer of intrigue that kept me invested. I love when a workplace actually feels like part of the story instead of being there purely for aesthetic reasons.
There were multiple moments where I genuinely laughed out loud, but it also had me on the edge of my seat a couple of times. The balance between fun and tension worked really well for me.
BUT. I do have some thoughts.
The biggest thing that bothered me was the portrayal of the woman in this story. A lot of the blame for what went wrong seemed to land on her and her behaviour, while I felt like one of the MMCs needed to look in the mirror and take a little more responsibility for his own choices. I’m a little tired of the “woman = evil mastermind behind the cheating situation” narrative, especially when there are multiple adults involved who made their own decisions. I would genuinely love to see more stories where women aren't automatically made into the main villain in these situations.
There were also a few plot points that felt a little too conveniently placed, or information that was conveniently kept hidden, to let the story move forward without much consequence. Those moments pulled me out of the story a couple of times because I could see the plot machinery working behind the scenes.
Overall, this was another really enjoyable read from Jillian. It had the humor, tension, and character moments that kept me invested, and despite the few things that didn't quite work for me, I still found myself flying through the story. There’s something very comforting about knowing I can pick up one of Jillian’s books and settle into an easy, entertaining read—and apparently I will never say no to oblivious men accidentally being adorable.
Tropes:
Friends to lovers
Roommates to lovers
Forced proximity
Age gap (8 years)
Bi awakening
Platonic cuddling
!!! Cheating
As with every story from Jillian D. Wray, this was such an easy book to fall into. The hospital setting was genuinely so interesting, and Logan’s particular job added another layer of intrigue that kept me invested. I love when a workplace actually feels like part of the story instead of being there purely for aesthetic reasons.
There were multiple moments where I genuinely laughed out loud, but it also had me on the edge of my seat a couple of times. The balance between fun and tension worked really well for me.
BUT. I do have some thoughts.
The biggest thing that bothered me was the portrayal of the woman in this story. A lot of the blame for what went wrong seemed to land on her and her behaviour, while I felt like one of the MMCs needed to look in the mirror and take a little more responsibility for his own choices. I’m a little tired of the “woman = evil mastermind behind the cheating situation” narrative, especially when there are multiple adults involved who made their own decisions. I would genuinely love to see more stories where women aren't automatically made into the main villain in these situations.
There were also a few plot points that felt a little too conveniently placed, or information that was conveniently kept hidden, to let the story move forward without much consequence. Those moments pulled me out of the story a couple of times because I could see the plot machinery working behind the scenes.
Overall, this was another really enjoyable read from Jillian. It had the humor, tension, and character moments that kept me invested, and despite the few things that didn't quite work for me, I still found myself flying through the story. There’s something very comforting about knowing I can pick up one of Jillian’s books and settle into an easy, entertaining read—and apparently I will never say no to oblivious men accidentally being adorable.
Tropes:
Friends to lovers
Roommates to lovers
Forced proximity
Age gap (8 years)
Bi awakening
Platonic cuddling
!!! Cheating
September 25, 2026
4.5🌟 | 3🌶️
Watching a friendship slowly blur into something neither of them could ignore was easily one of my favourite parts.
Logan and Chase fit into each other’s lives so naturally, and I loved how their friendship gradually shifted into something neither of them could ignore. All those little everyday moments between them made the romance feel incredibly easy and genuine.
Logan had so much heartbreak to work through, so seeing him slowly open himself up to Chase was especially satisfying. Chase’s bi-awakening was handled naturally, and Logan’s patience and support while he figured himself out were so sweet. I also loved watching Chase start making decisions for himself instead of constantly trying to live up to everyone else’s expectations. They brought out the best in each other, whether it was through cuddles, packed lunches, late-night conversations, or simply being there when the other needed someone.
The hospital setting added some fun chaos, and the Life Flight scenes brought a nice dose of adrenaline alongside all the softer moments. But honestly, it was the relationship that kept me hooked. Their chemistry, friendship, emotional growth, and ridiculously precious HEA made this such a satisfying read.
I’m already excited to spend more time with this Boston hospital crew.
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A sincere thank you to Jillian D. Wray and The Author Agency for the ARC! 🥰📚
I’m so grateful for the early read. As always, all thoughts and opinions are completely my own. ✨
Watching a friendship slowly blur into something neither of them could ignore was easily one of my favourite parts.
Logan and Chase fit into each other’s lives so naturally, and I loved how their friendship gradually shifted into something neither of them could ignore. All those little everyday moments between them made the romance feel incredibly easy and genuine.
Logan had so much heartbreak to work through, so seeing him slowly open himself up to Chase was especially satisfying. Chase’s bi-awakening was handled naturally, and Logan’s patience and support while he figured himself out were so sweet. I also loved watching Chase start making decisions for himself instead of constantly trying to live up to everyone else’s expectations. They brought out the best in each other, whether it was through cuddles, packed lunches, late-night conversations, or simply being there when the other needed someone.
The hospital setting added some fun chaos, and the Life Flight scenes brought a nice dose of adrenaline alongside all the softer moments. But honestly, it was the relationship that kept me hooked. Their chemistry, friendship, emotional growth, and ridiculously precious HEA made this such a satisfying read.
I’m already excited to spend more time with this Boston hospital crew.
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A sincere thank you to Jillian D. Wray and The Author Agency for the ARC! 🥰📚
I’m so grateful for the early read. As always, all thoughts and opinions are completely my own. ✨
September 20, 2026
ARC Read
Asystole completely pulled me in! This was such an emotional, intense read, and I was invested in the characters and their story from the beginning. That tension was perfection.
The chemistry between these two is everything, it was such a well done slow burn. I really enjoyed the angst, tension, and the sweet moments. And oh do I love a bi-awakening!
This is definitely one of those books that stayed on my mind after I finished it. I went into it expecting to enjoy it, but it ended up being a book I couldn't stop thinking about. Also the hospital setting was so fun and unique, I need more books like this! Definitely recommend if you like emotional romance with plenty of tension and characters you can really get invested in!
Asystole completely pulled me in! This was such an emotional, intense read, and I was invested in the characters and their story from the beginning. That tension was perfection.
The chemistry between these two is everything, it was such a well done slow burn. I really enjoyed the angst, tension, and the sweet moments. And oh do I love a bi-awakening!
This is definitely one of those books that stayed on my mind after I finished it. I went into it expecting to enjoy it, but it ended up being a book I couldn't stop thinking about. Also the hospital setting was so fun and unique, I need more books like this! Definitely recommend if you like emotional romance with plenty of tension and characters you can really get invested in!
September 11, 2026
Chase + Logan
-mm workplace romance
-friends to lovers
-surgical resident x life flight pilot
-bi awakening
-roommates
-“fuck it”
gahhhh omg i literally never wanted this story to end!! the development between these two & logans past that we knew about was all so perfectly angsty!! the best!!
-mm workplace romance
-friends to lovers
-surgical resident x life flight pilot
-bi awakening
-roommates
-“fuck it”
gahhhh omg i literally never wanted this story to end!! the development between these two & logans past that we knew about was all so perfectly angsty!! the best!!
Review of advance copy received from Author
The moment I finished Asystole I pre-ordered the second book in the Doctors of Boston Memorial series AND bought all four of the Ricochet Ridge books. So yeah... Asystole hit the spot and I want more from Jillian Wray's world.
Chase and Logan are adorable muscle-y muffins - good men who care about their patients and their impact on the world but who've had their lights dimmed along the way: Chase to a relationship and a future that was decided by his successful and overbearing parents; Logan to a lost love that he cannot move on from. I was invested in their stories immediately.
Asystole is a low-angst, slow-burn, acquaintances-to-friends-to-lovers story that I found satisfying every step of the way. Both character's choices make sense for their lives, their dialog and banter is believable and delightful, and if you have a competence kink, both of these men are smart, dedicated, and great at what they do (or are meant to do - IYKYK).
As the content warnings state, there is some cheating (not between Chase and Logan) but it's an important part of their journey and growth, and it makes sense for their story.
Chase is maximum golden retriever energy when he feels safe with someone - big smiles, loud laughs, zero personal boundaries (he can and will say anything), endless flirts, and lots of physical affection. Logan is more reserved, more wounded, but still warm and caring once he de-armors a bit. I especially love Logan's protective streak that comes out when Chase takes him climbing and admits one of the instructors makes him uncomfortable.
I laughed many times at Chase's antics, his unbridled affection for his best friend Hanlon (from the Ricochet Ridge series), and his silly text messages. My heart swelled with how tender he is with Logan's feelings. I kicked my feet when Logan put on his flight suit to tease Chase. And when they FINALLY begin to lean into their feelings? I wanted to shout my joy from the rooftop.
The spice is around a 2 or 2.5 out of 5. It's just right for who these men are and the dynamic they have (and what we do get is real tasty).
Also, HUGE shoutout to Hanny's mom for her absolutely soul-feeding speech to Chase's mom. MORE QUEER FOLKS NEED PARENTS LIKE THAT.
Bottom line: Asystole is intensely binge-worthy. I started it last night, slept for a few hours and found myself awake at 4am because I couldn't stop thinking about them. Finished the book as I ate my breakfast and felt so sad when it was over.
Treat yourself to their story. You will be well fed by their joy.
Chase and Logan are adorable muscle-y muffins - good men who care about their patients and their impact on the world but who've had their lights dimmed along the way: Chase to a relationship and a future that was decided by his successful and overbearing parents; Logan to a lost love that he cannot move on from. I was invested in their stories immediately.
Asystole is a low-angst, slow-burn, acquaintances-to-friends-to-lovers story that I found satisfying every step of the way. Both character's choices make sense for their lives, their dialog and banter is believable and delightful, and if you have a competence kink, both of these men are smart, dedicated, and great at what they do (or are meant to do - IYKYK).
As the content warnings state, there is some cheating (not between Chase and Logan) but it's an important part of their journey and growth, and it makes sense for their story.
Chase is maximum golden retriever energy when he feels safe with someone - big smiles, loud laughs, zero personal boundaries (he can and will say anything), endless flirts, and lots of physical affection. Logan is more reserved, more wounded, but still warm and caring once he de-armors a bit. I especially love Logan's protective streak that comes out when Chase takes him climbing and admits one of the instructors makes him uncomfortable.
I laughed many times at Chase's antics, his unbridled affection for his best friend Hanlon (from the Ricochet Ridge series), and his silly text messages. My heart swelled with how tender he is with Logan's feelings. I kicked my feet when Logan put on his flight suit to tease Chase. And when they FINALLY begin to lean into their feelings? I wanted to shout my joy from the rooftop.
The spice is around a 2 or 2.5 out of 5. It's just right for who these men are and the dynamic they have (and what we do get is real tasty).
Also, HUGE shoutout to Hanny's mom for her absolutely soul-feeding speech to Chase's mom. MORE QUEER FOLKS NEED PARENTS LIKE THAT.
Bottom line: Asystole is intensely binge-worthy. I started it last night, slept for a few hours and found myself awake at 4am because I couldn't stop thinking about them. Finished the book as I ate my breakfast and felt so sad when it was over.
Treat yourself to their story. You will be well fed by their joy.
October 10, 2026
My first book by Jillian D. Wray, so
First of all, can we talk about Logan for a second? 😂
After reading reviews of the previous books, I got the impression that this man was… well, not exactly everyone’s favorite person. Apparently, he could be way too persistent, a little creepy, and generally not the easiest guy to like. And then I picked up HIS book, and he turned out to be such a sweetheart??? 😭
But what I loved most was the romance itself. A PROPER SLOW BURN. 🔥 So much tension, so many little sparks, and none of that unnecessary drama that could’ve been solved with one adult conversation.
It was basically: “Wait, do I like you?” — “Wait, am I even into guys?” — “Well, fuck it, let’s figure this out together.” 🤣
And I LOVED THAT. No endless freaking out, no ridiculous fights, no making everything ten times more complicated than it needs to be. Just two people figuring themselves out, being honest with each other, and letting things happen naturally. It was sweet, mature, and genuinely refreshing. 🥹❤️
My only little complaint is that the pacing felt a bit uneven. The whole book takes its time building the relationship, letting the feelings grow, and making every little moment count… and then suddenly we get “I LOVE YOU.”
Yes, I know they’d spent plenty of time together, and I understand why they got there, but the transition felt SO abrupt after such a slow and gradual buildup. I needed a little more time to sit with those feelings before we jumped straight to the big declaration. Still, it didn’t ruin the experience for me!
One of my favorite things about this story was its exploration of figuring yourself out. Not knowing what you want to do with your life, where you’re going, who you want to become, who you want beside you, or even how to define yourself in the first place.
That uncertainty felt very real, and I think the book handled it beautifully. Sometimes you don’t have everything figured out, and that’s okay. You can take your time, make mistakes, change your mind, and discover things about yourself along the way. ❤️🩹
As for the spicy scenes… 👀🌶️
There WERE some hot moments, and I definitely enjoyed them, but I was hoping for a little more😂😏
Overall, this was a really lovely first experience with this author. A sweet slow burn, characters figuring themselves out, and a relationship that felt refreshingly free of unnecessary bullshit.
4.5/5 ⭐️
3.5/5 🌶️
First of all, can we talk about Logan for a second? 😂
After reading reviews of the previous books, I got the impression that this man was… well, not exactly everyone’s favorite person. Apparently, he could be way too persistent, a little creepy, and generally not the easiest guy to like. And then I picked up HIS book, and he turned out to be such a sweetheart??? 😭
But what I loved most was the romance itself. A PROPER SLOW BURN. 🔥 So much tension, so many little sparks, and none of that unnecessary drama that could’ve been solved with one adult conversation.
It was basically: “Wait, do I like you?” — “Wait, am I even into guys?” — “Well, fuck it, let’s figure this out together.” 🤣
And I LOVED THAT. No endless freaking out, no ridiculous fights, no making everything ten times more complicated than it needs to be. Just two people figuring themselves out, being honest with each other, and letting things happen naturally. It was sweet, mature, and genuinely refreshing. 🥹❤️
My only little complaint is that the pacing felt a bit uneven. The whole book takes its time building the relationship, letting the feelings grow, and making every little moment count… and then suddenly we get “I LOVE YOU.”
Yes, I know they’d spent plenty of time together, and I understand why they got there, but the transition felt SO abrupt after such a slow and gradual buildup. I needed a little more time to sit with those feelings before we jumped straight to the big declaration. Still, it didn’t ruin the experience for me!
One of my favorite things about this story was its exploration of figuring yourself out. Not knowing what you want to do with your life, where you’re going, who you want to become, who you want beside you, or even how to define yourself in the first place.
That uncertainty felt very real, and I think the book handled it beautifully. Sometimes you don’t have everything figured out, and that’s okay. You can take your time, make mistakes, change your mind, and discover things about yourself along the way. ❤️🩹
As for the spicy scenes… 👀🌶️
There WERE some hot moments, and I definitely enjoyed them, but I was hoping for a little more😂😏
Overall, this was a really lovely first experience with this author. A sweet slow burn, characters figuring themselves out, and a relationship that felt refreshingly free of unnecessary bullshit.
4.5/5 ⭐️
3.5/5 🌶️
September 11, 2026
I knew going in that I wanted to savor this book but I didn’t even make it last a full day! It was exactly what I knew it would be- amazing! I have been eagerly awaiting Logan’s story since meeting him in Avalanche. I felt so bad for him then and how heartbroken he must have been seeing Stone with someone else. And starting this one, those feelings hadn’t changed. Logan is still so in love with and obsessed with Stone that it was even more heart breaking. You could feel the anguish every time he thought about him or was reminded of him in some way. When he unexpectedly runs, literally, into Chase (Stone’s fiancée’s bestie) in the hospital they both work at, it only reminds him of what/who he doesn’t have. It definitely had me crying multiple times.
Even though I was so sad for Logan during the first half of this book, I was falling in love with Chase. Chase is the quintessential golden retriever, a trauma surgeon intern, and straight with a long distance girlfriend. He quickly pulled Logan into his orbit and became fast friends. When they become roommates and they start getting closer, I was so happy to see Logan stop thinking about Stone all the time. Of course it wasn’t smooth sailing with so many other obstacles in their way, mostly Chase thinking he was straight and having a girlfriend. I loved how openly they communicated and shared their feelings even when it was hard. I loved how easily Chase accepted himself once he processed and how openly he loved Logan! It was hot and explosive but still sweet and caring.
I was glad I read Avalanche prior to this one because there were definitely times I was annoyed with Stone and Hanlon in the first half. They weren’t rubbing Logan’s face in their relationship on purpose but Stone especially, should’ve known some things they did would hurt Logan. The wedding invitation? There was no need for them to invite Logan, seemed almost cruel even if that wasn’t the intention.
Also… what the heck are the chances of Chase’s surprise going so wrong?? That guy sure was lucky! Won’t say more and spoil it but talk about timing lol!
I’m glad everything worked out for Logan and Chase in the end and their friendship with Stone and Hanlon was stronger than ever. I cannot wait for the next book, which I have a feeling is going to be Declan’s!
Even though I was so sad for Logan during the first half of this book, I was falling in love with Chase. Chase is the quintessential golden retriever, a trauma surgeon intern, and straight with a long distance girlfriend. He quickly pulled Logan into his orbit and became fast friends. When they become roommates and they start getting closer, I was so happy to see Logan stop thinking about Stone all the time. Of course it wasn’t smooth sailing with so many other obstacles in their way, mostly Chase thinking he was straight and having a girlfriend. I loved how openly they communicated and shared their feelings even when it was hard. I loved how easily Chase accepted himself once he processed and how openly he loved Logan! It was hot and explosive but still sweet and caring.
I was glad I read Avalanche prior to this one because there were definitely times I was annoyed with Stone and Hanlon in the first half. They weren’t rubbing Logan’s face in their relationship on purpose but Stone especially, should’ve known some things they did would hurt Logan. The wedding invitation? There was no need for them to invite Logan, seemed almost cruel even if that wasn’t the intention.
Also… what the heck are the chances of Chase’s surprise going so wrong?? That guy sure was lucky! Won’t say more and spoil it but talk about timing lol!
I’m glad everything worked out for Logan and Chase in the end and their friendship with Stone and Hanlon was stronger than ever. I cannot wait for the next book, which I have a feeling is going to be Declan’s!
September 25, 2026
3.5⭐️ ARC REVIEW
Asystole was a solid start to this new series and picks up four years after the events of Avalanche from the Ricochet Ridge series. It can absolutely be read as an interconnected standalone, although readers of Avalanche will have some additional backstory since those characters play a role here. Logan and Chase first met at the end of Avalanche, but despite spending the next four years in the same area, their lives really don’t intersect again until Chase begins his residency at the hospital where Logan works as a LifeFlight pilot. I enjoyed these two together, but I struggled a little with Logan’s lingering feelings for Stone from the Avalanche book. So much time is spent establishing how deeply he has carried those unrequited feelings that when something finally shifts with Chase, it felt a little abrupt to me. I understood what was happening, but I’m not sure I completely felt the transition. That said, I really enjoyed the medical/EMS side of the story and Chase in particular. There’s a lot happening outside of the romance that kept me invested, and I’m definitely interested in seeing where this new series goes next.
I received a complimentary, advanced copy of this book from the author and this is my voluntary, honest review.
Asystole was a solid start to this new series and picks up four years after the events of Avalanche from the Ricochet Ridge series. It can absolutely be read as an interconnected standalone, although readers of Avalanche will have some additional backstory since those characters play a role here. Logan and Chase first met at the end of Avalanche, but despite spending the next four years in the same area, their lives really don’t intersect again until Chase begins his residency at the hospital where Logan works as a LifeFlight pilot. I enjoyed these two together, but I struggled a little with Logan’s lingering feelings for Stone from the Avalanche book. So much time is spent establishing how deeply he has carried those unrequited feelings that when something finally shifts with Chase, it felt a little abrupt to me. I understood what was happening, but I’m not sure I completely felt the transition. That said, I really enjoyed the medical/EMS side of the story and Chase in particular. There’s a lot happening outside of the romance that kept me invested, and I’m definitely interested in seeing where this new series goes next.
I received a complimentary, advanced copy of this book from the author and this is my voluntary, honest review.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
September 14, 2026
I loved getting to know more about Logan after meeting him in Avalanche and he’s the definition of unrequited love, I felt for him and I was squealing when he finally let himself move on and get his well deserved happy ending. Chase was adorable and unapologetically himself, even during the time he was questioning his sexuality he was the biggest green flag and this book was so good! They fount each other again, at the right moment they needed. 🥹
September 1, 2026
I really enjoyed Logan and Chase’s story! Their dynamic was so much fun, especially watching their friendship slowly turn into something more. The chemistry and banter between them were so good, and Chase was definitely giving golden retriever energy.
I also really liked watching Chase figure out what he actually wanted and start taking charge of his own life. The bi-awakening storyline felt really natural, and I thought the way Logan supported Chase throughout everything was really sweet. There were definitely some emotional moments that got me in my feels, too.
I did have a few things that kept this from being a full 4 stars for me, but overall I really enjoyed their story.
𝗪𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗧𝗢 𝗘𝗫𝗣𝗘𝗖𝗧:
🚁Friends to Lovers
🩺Surgical Resident x Helicopter Pilot
🚁Bi-Awakening
🩺F*ck It
🚁Workplace Romance
🩺Cheating (not between MMCs)
I also really liked watching Chase figure out what he actually wanted and start taking charge of his own life. The bi-awakening storyline felt really natural, and I thought the way Logan supported Chase throughout everything was really sweet. There were definitely some emotional moments that got me in my feels, too.
I did have a few things that kept this from being a full 4 stars for me, but overall I really enjoyed their story.
𝗪𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗧𝗢 𝗘𝗫𝗣𝗘𝗖𝗧:
🚁Friends to Lovers
🩺Surgical Resident x Helicopter Pilot
🚁Bi-Awakening
🩺F*ck It
🚁Workplace Romance
🩺Cheating (not between MMCs)
September 17, 2026
✨May contain spoilers✨
Ever since I discovered Jillian by reading her Ricochet Ridge series, I’ve been hooked with her writing. I’ve been waiting for this book and it definitely did not disappoint me at all and now, I’m going to sit here patient in and wait for book two in this amazing series.
Chase and Logan had my heart from beginning to end. I had always wondered if Logan was to recover what happened in Hanlon and Stone’s book. I felt like Chase and him meeting was what they both needed.
First off, I couldn’t stand the girlfriend in this book. She was so entitled and just didn’t understand him becoming a doctor he wouldn’t have time for her. I’m sorry but the way that they broke up, she deserved that. Chase deserved better than her. Also, her showing up and being at a meeting in the living room was over the top for her. When Logan was slamming cabinets and such, I laughed.
I just loved how Logan and Chase become friends and are there for one another, especially Logan for Chase. They needed each other more than ever. The first kiss, though had to be my favorite, and then they avoided each other like the plague.
And Marcy. The cutest little girl that made Chase realized he didn’t want to work in the OR but with children. The chapter where she got to leave the hospital had me in my feels. It was such a cute moment.
When Chase stood up to his parents finally, I was here for it. Logan gave him the confidence that he needed that he didn’t know he needed.
What I loved was how natural these two fell for one another. When Chase moved in with Logan was perfect because first, Jackson, was just disgusting for his taste and kind tbh, and two, this made their relationship develop even more. I loved how Logan always brought him food because he knew he just didn’t have time to do it himself.
The emotions were perfect. I was either waiting for something big to happen or I was all about what was going to make my heart melt. I’m not much of the cheating trope but this one was done so well. And when the spice happened, I just loved how right they were when they hooked up.
I cannot wait for the next book. What I loved was of the helicopter and hospital talk because it shows that she did her research.
I received a copy of this book and this is my honest review.
Ever since I discovered Jillian by reading her Ricochet Ridge series, I’ve been hooked with her writing. I’ve been waiting for this book and it definitely did not disappoint me at all and now, I’m going to sit here patient in and wait for book two in this amazing series.
Chase and Logan had my heart from beginning to end. I had always wondered if Logan was to recover what happened in Hanlon and Stone’s book. I felt like Chase and him meeting was what they both needed.
First off, I couldn’t stand the girlfriend in this book. She was so entitled and just didn’t understand him becoming a doctor he wouldn’t have time for her. I’m sorry but the way that they broke up, she deserved that. Chase deserved better than her. Also, her showing up and being at a meeting in the living room was over the top for her. When Logan was slamming cabinets and such, I laughed.
I just loved how Logan and Chase become friends and are there for one another, especially Logan for Chase. They needed each other more than ever. The first kiss, though had to be my favorite, and then they avoided each other like the plague.
And Marcy. The cutest little girl that made Chase realized he didn’t want to work in the OR but with children. The chapter where she got to leave the hospital had me in my feels. It was such a cute moment.
When Chase stood up to his parents finally, I was here for it. Logan gave him the confidence that he needed that he didn’t know he needed.
What I loved was how natural these two fell for one another. When Chase moved in with Logan was perfect because first, Jackson, was just disgusting for his taste and kind tbh, and two, this made their relationship develop even more. I loved how Logan always brought him food because he knew he just didn’t have time to do it himself.
The emotions were perfect. I was either waiting for something big to happen or I was all about what was going to make my heart melt. I’m not much of the cheating trope but this one was done so well. And when the spice happened, I just loved how right they were when they hooked up.
I cannot wait for the next book. What I loved was of the helicopter and hospital talk because it shows that she did her research.
I received a copy of this book and this is my honest review.
Review of advance copy received from Author
If Jillian writes it I will read it immediately. The Doctors of Boston Memorial is off to a great series start with Asystole. If you read the Ricochet Ridge series specifically, Avalanche you have already met Chase and Logan.
Their story picks up 4 years later where Chase is a trauma surgery resident and Logan is Life Flight pilot at Boston Memorial Hospital.
Logan even four years later is still not over his love for Stone. It is heartbreaking to see him still have such strong feelings for a person when the love is not reciprocated. Because of this he doesn't do relationships or get attached. He is a true black cat in my opinion. He is cautious of who he opens up to, wears his heart on his sleeve in regards to his passion for being a pilot and when he runs into Chase at the first he doesn't want to be around him because of Hanlon and Stone but Chase is determined to be friends with Logan, he doesn't realize it is the best thing that possibly could happen to him.
Chase is the biggest, golden retriever, green flag man there is. He LOVES to cuddle with Logan - I mean can you get any cuter?! Chase always tries to do the right thing to please his parents and make space for his long distance fiancée.
Becoming friends with Logan and ultimately moving in with him creates this bond that is solid and loving. The way these two men lean on each other just gives you all the feels. As their attraction begins to build, it takes them a bit to act on their feelings especially since up until this point Chase was straight. Logan's patience with Chase figuring out his sexuality is so kind and sweet. But he also needed to set boundaries with Chase because he is starting to fall in love and he doesn't want to have his heart broken twice.
And sweet lovable Chase, oh how I adore him!! He just tries so hard to do all the right things that it affects his happiness when it comes to his job and what he wants for his future in medicine. Logan gives him the strength he so desperately needs to take control of what he wants with his life, not what he was expected to do.
Logan and Chase's chemistry, friendship and banter will have you smiling. I love these two so much!!
Asystole is a TBR must. So looking forward to the rest of the Boston Memorial series!!
Their story picks up 4 years later where Chase is a trauma surgery resident and Logan is Life Flight pilot at Boston Memorial Hospital.
Logan even four years later is still not over his love for Stone. It is heartbreaking to see him still have such strong feelings for a person when the love is not reciprocated. Because of this he doesn't do relationships or get attached. He is a true black cat in my opinion. He is cautious of who he opens up to, wears his heart on his sleeve in regards to his passion for being a pilot and when he runs into Chase at the first he doesn't want to be around him because of Hanlon and Stone but Chase is determined to be friends with Logan, he doesn't realize it is the best thing that possibly could happen to him.
Chase is the biggest, golden retriever, green flag man there is. He LOVES to cuddle with Logan - I mean can you get any cuter?! Chase always tries to do the right thing to please his parents and make space for his long distance fiancée.
Becoming friends with Logan and ultimately moving in with him creates this bond that is solid and loving. The way these two men lean on each other just gives you all the feels. As their attraction begins to build, it takes them a bit to act on their feelings especially since up until this point Chase was straight. Logan's patience with Chase figuring out his sexuality is so kind and sweet. But he also needed to set boundaries with Chase because he is starting to fall in love and he doesn't want to have his heart broken twice.
And sweet lovable Chase, oh how I adore him!! He just tries so hard to do all the right things that it affects his happiness when it comes to his job and what he wants for his future in medicine. Logan gives him the strength he so desperately needs to take control of what he wants with his life, not what he was expected to do.
Logan and Chase's chemistry, friendship and banter will have you smiling. I love these two so much!!
Asystole is a TBR must. So looking forward to the rest of the Boston Memorial series!!
September 29, 2026
I was so excited for Logan and Chase’s story, and it ended up being even better than I was hoping for.
I absolutely loved watching their friendship slowly turn into something more. They fit into each other’s lives so naturally, and all those little everyday moments—cuddles, packed lunches, late-night conversations and simply being there for each other—made their relationship feel really genuine. This was definitely a slow burn, but it needed to be. By the time they finally got together, I was completely invested and kicking my feet.
Logan had so much heartbreak to work through, especially after everything that happened with Stone, and I loved seeing him slowly open himself up again. Chase’s bi-awakening was handled really naturally too, and I loved how patient and supportive Logan was while Chase figured himself out. They really brought out the best in each other.
Chase was basically a golden retriever in human form, and I loved watching him finally start making decisions for himself instead of constantly trying to please everyone else.
The hospital setting added some fun chaos, and the Life Flight scenes brought some extra adrenaline. And just when I thought I knew where the third act was going… NOPE. Some of those twists definitely caught me off guard.
Overall, I adored Logan and Chase. Their friendship, chemistry and emotional growth made this such a satisfying read, and that HEA was ridiculously precious. This was also a great transition from Ricochet Ridge into the Doctors at Boston Memorial series.
I’m already excited to spend more time with this crew!
I absolutely loved watching their friendship slowly turn into something more. They fit into each other’s lives so naturally, and all those little everyday moments—cuddles, packed lunches, late-night conversations and simply being there for each other—made their relationship feel really genuine. This was definitely a slow burn, but it needed to be. By the time they finally got together, I was completely invested and kicking my feet.
Logan had so much heartbreak to work through, especially after everything that happened with Stone, and I loved seeing him slowly open himself up again. Chase’s bi-awakening was handled really naturally too, and I loved how patient and supportive Logan was while Chase figured himself out. They really brought out the best in each other.
Chase was basically a golden retriever in human form, and I loved watching him finally start making decisions for himself instead of constantly trying to please everyone else.
The hospital setting added some fun chaos, and the Life Flight scenes brought some extra adrenaline. And just when I thought I knew where the third act was going… NOPE. Some of those twists definitely caught me off guard.
Overall, I adored Logan and Chase. Their friendship, chemistry and emotional growth made this such a satisfying read, and that HEA was ridiculously precious. This was also a great transition from Ricochet Ridge into the Doctors at Boston Memorial series.
I’m already excited to spend more time with this crew!
September 16, 2026
Read it in one sitting!! Absolutely loved Chase and Logan!!
Logan is coming off his heartbreak over stone 4 years later and he’s still feeling it and he keeps running into Chase who is Hanlons best friend who’s stones fisncee! So he’s very reluctant to be friends with him because he reminds him of stone and his precious life! But Chase is a giant golden retriever and he wants to be Logan’s friend and it turns out they both need it! I liked their friendship so much! The flirting the teasing! It’s what they both needed!! Chases bi awakening to Logan whewwwww the kiss at new years! Logan knew exactly how to take care of Chase they both were what the other needed in the moment! The spicy the emotional connections the bro cuddles!!! I’m so so happy that Chase kicked his ex to the curb! I was so happy when Chase stood up for himself with his parents so he could be in the residency he wanted for himself!! I loved that Declan stood up for Logan so he could get the job back that he wanted on his terms!
I am happy we get to see Hanlon and Stone again and so so happy for Logan to get over his resolved issues with his feelings for stone! Chase was so happy when Logan realized he didn’t have anymore feelings for stone!
I absolutely can’t wait to continue this series! The little snippet of book 2 looks so damn good!!!
Logan is coming off his heartbreak over stone 4 years later and he’s still feeling it and he keeps running into Chase who is Hanlons best friend who’s stones fisncee! So he’s very reluctant to be friends with him because he reminds him of stone and his precious life! But Chase is a giant golden retriever and he wants to be Logan’s friend and it turns out they both need it! I liked their friendship so much! The flirting the teasing! It’s what they both needed!! Chases bi awakening to Logan whewwwww the kiss at new years! Logan knew exactly how to take care of Chase they both were what the other needed in the moment! The spicy the emotional connections the bro cuddles!!! I’m so so happy that Chase kicked his ex to the curb! I was so happy when Chase stood up for himself with his parents so he could be in the residency he wanted for himself!! I loved that Declan stood up for Logan so he could get the job back that he wanted on his terms!
I am happy we get to see Hanlon and Stone again and so so happy for Logan to get over his resolved issues with his feelings for stone! Chase was so happy when Logan realized he didn’t have anymore feelings for stone!
I absolutely can’t wait to continue this series! The little snippet of book 2 looks so damn good!!!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Review of advance copy
𝙰𝚜𝚢𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚎
𝙰𝚁𝙲 𝚁𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠
5/5 ⭐️
↓↓
Ok but seriously why the fuck did I not read this author sooner. So many of her books on my TBR, yet this is the first one I’ve read. Guess I know what I’ll be doing here soon, reading all her damn books.
I loved Logan and Chase so damn much.
This was a rollercoaster for sure. Should I shouldn’t I? Am I attracted to him or just overworked and tired?
I really loved watching their relationship progress. To the bro cuddles, to Christmas cuddles and everything in between. I was smiling so damn hard the majority of the book.
This was a bit of a slow burn but it was absolutely perfect for them. They built that friendship connection and had a really strong one at that.
Those little moments they were there for each other, packing lunch’s, doing the laundry, cuddles, being a shoulder to cry on and an ear to listen. Those really turned in to major pivotal points in their relationship that allowed them to transition to so much more than friends so easily.
They pushed each other to be their absolute best. Becoming an equal safe space for the other.
Also can I just say I’m so happy that little Marcy also got a happy ending and was able to leave the hospital.
Their HEA, so cute and perfect and ahhh I loved them so damn much.
Dr. Daddy Porter is next and I can’t wait to learn more about him.
𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚃𝙾 𝙴𝚇𝙿𝙴𝙲𝚃
Friends to Lovers
Surgical Resident x Helicopter Pilot
Bi-Awakening
F*ck It
Workplace Romance
Cheating (not between MMCs)
𝙰𝚁𝙲 𝚁𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠
5/5 ⭐️
↓↓
Ok but seriously why the fuck did I not read this author sooner. So many of her books on my TBR, yet this is the first one I’ve read. Guess I know what I’ll be doing here soon, reading all her damn books.
I loved Logan and Chase so damn much.
This was a rollercoaster for sure. Should I shouldn’t I? Am I attracted to him or just overworked and tired?
I really loved watching their relationship progress. To the bro cuddles, to Christmas cuddles and everything in between. I was smiling so damn hard the majority of the book.
This was a bit of a slow burn but it was absolutely perfect for them. They built that friendship connection and had a really strong one at that.
Those little moments they were there for each other, packing lunch’s, doing the laundry, cuddles, being a shoulder to cry on and an ear to listen. Those really turned in to major pivotal points in their relationship that allowed them to transition to so much more than friends so easily.
They pushed each other to be their absolute best. Becoming an equal safe space for the other.
Also can I just say I’m so happy that little Marcy also got a happy ending and was able to leave the hospital.
Their HEA, so cute and perfect and ahhh I loved them so damn much.
Dr. Daddy Porter is next and I can’t wait to learn more about him.
𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚃𝙾 𝙴𝚇𝙿𝙴𝙲𝚃
Friends to Lovers
Surgical Resident x Helicopter Pilot
Bi-Awakening
F*ck It
Workplace Romance
Cheating (not between MMCs)
Review of advance copy received from Author
ARC Review
Release date 9/24/26
What to expect
🚁 Friends to Lovers
🩺Bi-Awakening
🚁Workplace Romance
🩺Surgical Resident x Helicopter Pilot
🚁Cheating **not between MMCs**
🩺HEA
🌶 🌶
This was for sure an easy read and the storyline flowed perfectly. I adore Chase and Logan and their journey; they actually fit so perfectly together.
Logan shows Chase that he can follow his own dream and not stay in a box his parents put him in.
Chase shows Logan how to really be loved; and ugh don’t get me started on the cuddling.
They both were exactly what each other needed in their life.
In my opinion they fall in love way before either of them realize it, which was so fun to watch them “catch up” with us readers lol,
This is a slow burn and the spice doesn’t really get started until about 60%, but the plot has you so invested you won’t even care.
There are of course emotional parts and they both do a bit “of running” after New Year’s Eve, but it was needed for their storyline.
I didn’t understand a lot of the medical/helicopter stuff, but I am impressed with the author and her research on the terms.
All in all you for sure need to add this book to your TBR.
Release date 9/24/26
What to expect
🚁 Friends to Lovers
🩺Bi-Awakening
🚁Workplace Romance
🩺Surgical Resident x Helicopter Pilot
🚁Cheating **not between MMCs**
🩺HEA
🌶 🌶
This was for sure an easy read and the storyline flowed perfectly. I adore Chase and Logan and their journey; they actually fit so perfectly together.
Logan shows Chase that he can follow his own dream and not stay in a box his parents put him in.
Chase shows Logan how to really be loved; and ugh don’t get me started on the cuddling.
They both were exactly what each other needed in their life.
In my opinion they fall in love way before either of them realize it, which was so fun to watch them “catch up” with us readers lol,
This is a slow burn and the spice doesn’t really get started until about 60%, but the plot has you so invested you won’t even care.
There are of course emotional parts and they both do a bit “of running” after New Year’s Eve, but it was needed for their storyline.
I didn’t understand a lot of the medical/helicopter stuff, but I am impressed with the author and her research on the terms.
All in all you for sure need to add this book to your TBR.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
September 15, 2026
This book was a fast read I could. not. put. down. I just loved Chase and Logan! Chase is such a golden retriever - I loved every bit of him. :) Loved how comfortable he was with just being himself around Logan. Loved that Logan gave him a safe space where he could act without trying to fill anyone's expectations for once. The cuddles scenes were the best! The banter between these two was amazing - I found myself highlighting so much! This is a nice slowwwww burn as these two slowly become friends, then roommates, then more. I really enjoyed watching Logan work through his heartbreak and find what he was missing in Chase and get over Stone. I just absolutely enjoyed watching these two fall for each other AND figure out their own life stuff at the same time.
I learned a crap ton about flying helicopters and trauma medicine also. I don't think I've read a Jillian book where I didn't learn something, they are always so well-researched. I can't wait for more of the Doctors of Boston Memorial!
I learned a crap ton about flying helicopters and trauma medicine also. I don't think I've read a Jillian book where I didn't learn something, they are always so well-researched. I can't wait for more of the Doctors of Boston Memorial!
Review of advance copy received from Author
I was so excited for Logan and Chase’s story, and it ended up being even better than I was hoping for.
Logan’s heartbreak over Stone was such a pivotal part of this story. It affected every aspect of his life and shaped who he had became. Chase,was constantly trying to please everyone around him while dismissing his own wants and needs.
The development of their friendship was beautifully written. Their connection brought out the best in each other, and I loved how much they genuinely wanted the other to be happy. Even though there was cheating involved, the development of their friendship to relationship felt natural.
The growth they both experienced throughout the story, both individually and as a couple, was beautiful to read. I absolutely adored Logan and Chase, and I’m excited for the next book in the series!
Logan’s heartbreak over Stone was such a pivotal part of this story. It affected every aspect of his life and shaped who he had became. Chase,was constantly trying to please everyone around him while dismissing his own wants and needs.
The development of their friendship was beautifully written. Their connection brought out the best in each other, and I loved how much they genuinely wanted the other to be happy. Even though there was cheating involved, the development of their friendship to relationship felt natural.
The growth they both experienced throughout the story, both individually and as a couple, was beautiful to read. I absolutely adored Logan and Chase, and I’m excited for the next book in the series!
Review of advance copy received from Author
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5
🌶️🌶️.5
(ARC)
One thing i can always say about this author is that she knows how to write some loveable characters, no matter how complex and flawed they may be. When we got a little hint of Logan and Chase in "Avalanche," I didn't know how i felt about the pairing but i can confidently say that i really liked them together. I am so happy that Logan got the happy ending and love that he deserved because watching him pine after Stone was heartbreaking. I also really liked Chase and watching his growth throughout this book in finding himself and what he wants in life was great. I'm very excited for this series and i can't wait to see what comes next.
🌶️🌶️.5
(ARC)
One thing i can always say about this author is that she knows how to write some loveable characters, no matter how complex and flawed they may be. When we got a little hint of Logan and Chase in "Avalanche," I didn't know how i felt about the pairing but i can confidently say that i really liked them together. I am so happy that Logan got the happy ending and love that he deserved because watching him pine after Stone was heartbreaking. I also really liked Chase and watching his growth throughout this book in finding himself and what he wants in life was great. I'm very excited for this series and i can't wait to see what comes next.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Asystole
Jillian Wray
Chase and Logan
…
🚁Friends to Lovers
🩺Surgical Resident x Helicopter Pilot
🚁Bi-Awakening
🩺F*ck It
🚁Workplace Romance
🩺Cheating (not between MMCs)
This book was ADDICTING. Beautiful bi-awakening that brings a smile to your face.
Logan and Chase friendship to lovers transition flowed so natural and kept you on the edge of uour seat.
Spice was spicing!
I loved their jobs and dedication to saving lives.
Cant wait for more from this author!
10 out 10
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🌶🌶🌶
Jillian Wray
Chase and Logan
…
🚁Friends to Lovers
🩺Surgical Resident x Helicopter Pilot
🚁Bi-Awakening
🩺F*ck It
🚁Workplace Romance
🩺Cheating (not between MMCs)
This book was ADDICTING. Beautiful bi-awakening that brings a smile to your face.
Logan and Chase friendship to lovers transition flowed so natural and kept you on the edge of uour seat.
Spice was spicing!
I loved their jobs and dedication to saving lives.
Cant wait for more from this author!
10 out 10
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