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164 pages, Hardcover
First published June 1, 1985
She smelled sometimes of lemons, sometimes of sage, sometimes of roses, sometimes of bay leaf. At times I would no longer hear what it was she was saying; I just liked to look at her mouth as it opened and closed over words, or as she laughed. How terrible it must be for all the people who had no one to love them so and no one whom they loved so, I thoughtAt a moment when her mother expects her to grow up a little, a rift starts to open between them. Meanwhile, she really does grow up, still deeply rooted in her world. Friendships sweeten menarche and school days, where colonialism plays out under critical examination. Annie's old notebooks show 'a wrinkled up old woman wearing a crown on her head and a neckful and armfuls of diamonds and pearls' but her new one, with better quality paper, has a cover of 'black-all-mixed-up-with-white'. She reflects on the false history at school saying
we, the descendants of the slaves, knew quite well what had really happened, and I was sure that if the tables had been turned we would have acted differently; I was sure that if our ancestors had gone from Africa to Europe and come upon the people living there, they would have taken a proper interest in the Europeans on first seeing them, and said “How nice,” and then gone home to tell their friends about itAnnie's relationship with her parents is complex. When she looks around her home and sees everything there made or provided by her father and mother especially for her, I am surprised that she feels stifled rather than appreciative, but I can understand her emotions as part of being adolescent. However, her mother clearly stands 'between me and the rest of the world' when she forbids her to play with marbles, or calls her a slut when she sees Annie simply talking to a group of boys. The narrative's core is classic; the young girl finding refuge in books as she drifts apart from her family, yet Kincaid weaves the threads of Annie's life with exceptional artistry to give the story a unique appeal. After her illness, her depression reminds me of Esther's in the Bell Jar, and the prose sometimes reminds me of Plath's in its pace and the nonchalent originality of its imagery. For me though, it's the decolonising impulse that moves Annie away from her mother as another agent of domination, and the sense of place and interconnections between people and land form the depths, that move the tale most powerfully.