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Jonas Porter, once a nice guy finds out his girlfriend lied and betrayed him. His inner demons take over forcing him to punish her. Not able to live without her, yet not able to live with her, Maddie suffers at the hands of a once sweet and loving man.

Warning: This is and adults only book. It contains material of sex and submission and violence. If this material offends please refrain from reading. Recommended for readers aged 18 years and over.

331 pages, Kindle Edition

First published March 9, 2015

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E.L. Beth

122 books247 followers
I began writing dark erotica in 2014. I found that it really irritated me how authors bring down their male leads and make love stories sappy. I continually began to feel unfulfilled with reading. So I wrote a book how I like to read it. I find that although my stories are full on and seem a bit much, so many of my readers have connected to them. I try to tone it down ever so often in my books, but I find I write better the harder the material I write about.

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1,603 reviews
January 3, 2018
DNF @ 15%.

The H is angry at the h for an incredibly stupid reason so he hits her, pulls a gun on her twice, and takes a knife to her face. He is also sleeping with another woman but won't stop tormenting and abusing the h. Utter garbage!!
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1,117 reviews49 followers
January 27, 2021
E.L. Beth writes the most over the top intense and brutal Alpha men. Her books are page turner where I'm forever screaming-how can you do that and the female still loves him...I don't get but I cannot stop reading. Jonas was way OTT, it was a hard win, all the way to the end:))
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1,595 reviews833 followers
June 22, 2025
I wanna laugh that right off the bat we learn the h is a stripper to pay for University where she’s studying to be a criminologist. But I knew a girl in undergrad who was stripping to pay for law school. Shit happens.
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August 2, 2022
I am not sure how many people consider this H to be an alpha. I get that he gets a lot of female attention but that only makes him a player. For me, any guy who is absolutely clueless about parenting is not an alpha. An alpha should know how to have things in control and shouldn’t live in denial about core facts. They should be able to face up to facts, even if the way they handle things might not be conventional. Doing something that goes against the welfare of a child is just not an alpha for sure because alphas will know facts. This switch between “he is my child” and then saying “he is your child” as and when he chooses makes him clueless. I don’t consider this a HFE or even a HFN ending because I can definitely see this hero getting bored with her and family life in a few years and going back to his old ways. He mostly likely could turn into his father.
22 reviews
June 20, 2019
Awesome

This book will suck you in to the story line until the end and have you looking for more books. Need proofreading but an excellent story teller.
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768 reviews9 followers
January 7, 2026
note : entire series is unsafe, all the mmcs sleeps with other women while being with the fmcs and also torturing them physically emotionally and SAing them
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January 25, 2026
note : entire series is unsafe, all the mmcs sleeps with other women while being with the fmcs and also torturing them physically emotionally and SAing them
361 reviews7 followers
November 22, 2023
Twisted love

Everything I expected from this author, this series and book was Dark with lots of angst, drama and cheating .... loved it
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