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The Last Thing He Needs
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Tommy O’Shea is raising his seven younger brothers and sisters without any help from his drug abusing father and stepmother. Since he was fifteen years old, he's managed to keep the children fed and out of foster care. It takes up every ounce of his energy and the last thing he needs is romance complicating his life further.
Rookie cop Bobby McAlister doesn't belong in Tommy’s harsh world, but Tommy can’t push him out. As their unlikely friendship turns into a tentative relationship, they weather the daily storm of Tommy’s life with a lot of laughs and more than a few arguments.
Tommy isn't used to trusting outsiders, and he's never asked for help in his life. But when a tragedy strikes the O'Shea family and threatens everything he's fought for, he'll have to learn to do both to recover from the brutal hit.
Tommy O’Shea is raising his seven younger brothers and sisters without any help from his drug abusing father and stepmother. Since he was fifteen years old, he's managed to keep the children fed and out of foster care. It takes up every ounce of his energy and the last thing he needs is romance complicating his life further.
Rookie cop Bobby McAlister doesn't belong in Tommy’s harsh world, but Tommy can’t push him out. As their unlikely friendship turns into a tentative relationship, they weather the daily storm of Tommy’s life with a lot of laughs and more than a few arguments.
Tommy isn't used to trusting outsiders, and he's never asked for help in his life. But when a tragedy strikes the O'Shea family and threatens everything he's fought for, he'll have to learn to do both to recover from the brutal hit.
8 pages, Audible Audio
First published July 27, 2014
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J.H. Knight
19 books348 followersJ.H. Knight has been writing love stories since the second grade. When she’s not catering to the whims of her imaginary friends (whom she sometimes refers to as “characters”), she’s usually found in the kitchen setting dinner on fire or in the garden trying not to kill a rose bush.
A Pacific Northwest native, she loves the outdoors in every season whether she’s in the city, the mountains, or watching the sunset from her back porch. She gets through most days with a lot of laughter, a little snark, too much coffee, and a commitment to not taking life too seriously.
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A Pacific Northwest native, she loves the outdoors in every season whether she’s in the city, the mountains, or watching the sunset from her back porch. She gets through most days with a lot of laughter, a little snark, too much coffee, and a commitment to not taking life too seriously.
Never miss a freebie, deleted scene, or new release by signing up for her newsletter at https://subscribepage.io/gmScFR Visit her blog at knightwylde.blogspot.com or find her at her website, http://www.authorjhknight.com/ where you can check out her available books, follow her on social media, or drop her an email. She loves hearing from readers!
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November 13, 2015
Re-read June 2015
The second read gets ALL the stars! Every single one. 5 just aren't enough to rate this incredible story about these incredible people. Perfection.
July 30
Fucking spectacular! 5 stars, favorites shelf and my own personal pinnacle, the fuck yeah, 5+ stars shelf where only the best of the best in M/M romance fiction reside. Holy shit, I loved this book!
This is the story of a good, good man named Tommy O’Shea. He doesn't realize just how good he is until the end of the book, so the story centers around all the good, good people who enter his life and work to convince him just how good and pure and self sacrificing he is. He needs a lot of convincing! But with Tommy's former high school friend, Police Officer Bobby McAlister leading the troops, Bobby gets the job done and it is spectacular to watch unfold.
I've no doubt Tommy and Bobby's pairing will be on top 10 lists for 2014 and will be one of the pairs that will be talked about for years to come, followed by a sweet *sigh* by M/M romance fans every where. They were delightful together. It isn't rare for me to cry while reading a book, but I cried during the first, "I love you," and during one of the more touching love scenes, and that is unusual for me. I'm not usually that entwined with the characters. That is really what makes a good book a fuck yeah, 5+ stars book for me. The Last Thing He Needs deserves ALL the stars!
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!!!!! STOP. DROP. AND READ IT NOW! Prepare for the warm fuzzies to hit you FULL FORCE. Bobby will make your heart sing and Tommy will make you believe in humanity in this fucked up world.
Below is a note I wrote before I finished the book. I thought I'd leave it. Just 'cuz.
July 29
I'm home and ready to finish the book. (And I'm NOT stopping until I finish, no matter how tired I am!)
Since I'm at 40% (Tommy is just on his way to the station to pick up Colleen) I have had a lot of time to think about the book today. I came up with a scenario of how I think the rest of the book will pan out. I thought it would be fun to see how close I come. :)
This review is also posted at Gay Book Reviews
The second read gets ALL the stars! Every single one. 5 just aren't enough to rate this incredible story about these incredible people. Perfection.
July 30
Fucking spectacular! 5 stars, favorites shelf and my own personal pinnacle, the fuck yeah, 5+ stars shelf where only the best of the best in M/M romance fiction reside. Holy shit, I loved this book!
This is the story of a good, good man named Tommy O’Shea. He doesn't realize just how good he is until the end of the book, so the story centers around all the good, good people who enter his life and work to convince him just how good and pure and self sacrificing he is. He needs a lot of convincing! But with Tommy's former high school friend, Police Officer Bobby McAlister leading the troops, Bobby gets the job done and it is spectacular to watch unfold.
I've no doubt Tommy and Bobby's pairing will be on top 10 lists for 2014 and will be one of the pairs that will be talked about for years to come, followed by a sweet *sigh* by M/M romance fans every where. They were delightful together. It isn't rare for me to cry while reading a book, but I cried during the first, "I love you," and during one of the more touching love scenes, and that is unusual for me. I'm not usually that entwined with the characters. That is really what makes a good book a fuck yeah, 5+ stars book for me. The Last Thing He Needs deserves ALL the stars!
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!!!!! STOP. DROP. AND READ IT NOW! Prepare for the warm fuzzies to hit you FULL FORCE. Bobby will make your heart sing and Tommy will make you believe in humanity in this fucked up world.
Below is a note I wrote before I finished the book. I thought I'd leave it. Just 'cuz.
July 29
I'm home and ready to finish the book. (And I'm NOT stopping until I finish, no matter how tired I am!)
Since I'm at 40% (Tommy is just on his way to the station to pick up Colleen) I have had a lot of time to think about the book today. I came up with a scenario of how I think the rest of the book will pan out. I thought it would be fun to see how close I come. :)
This review is also posted at Gay Book Reviews
December 5, 2014
*4.5 stars*
From top to toes, this book was awesome. A must read for angst-lovers, police-lovers, hell, just any M/M romance lover! It was a special, special story.
What a sucker punch of emotions, right? Gah! This book just got to me. I have a huge soft spot for an older brother taking care of his siblings, and this book was a perfect example of that. Tommy just about broke my heart. The stuff that he had to go through just to keep his family from falling apart made me stop and appreciate all I have. He was sweet, loving, hard, guarded, generous... a fabulously complex and well thought out character.
I loved watching Tommy's relationship with Bobby grow and change over time, and though I usually hate stories where couples fight or argue a lot, I think that they had to go through a lot of that due to the fact that Tommy had so many walls up. Each time that Tommy let himself be vulnerable, my heart melted a little bit.
You can tell that J.H. Knight really thought about this book. From that professional looking cover (nice, Dreamspinner Press!) to the polished, focused writing style, every aspect of this story was well-crafted. I can't believe this author hasn't published more things? How much do we have to pay you, woman, to crank out some more stories of this quality?? If you didn't have a following before, Ms. Knight, I'm sure you will after this one!
Readers, trust me, you will want to go on this journey with the O'Shea family. It is a bumpy, emotional ride but WELL worth your time and money.
**Copy provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review**
From top to toes, this book was awesome. A must read for angst-lovers, police-lovers, hell, just any M/M romance lover! It was a special, special story.
What a sucker punch of emotions, right? Gah! This book just got to me. I have a huge soft spot for an older brother taking care of his siblings, and this book was a perfect example of that. Tommy just about broke my heart. The stuff that he had to go through just to keep his family from falling apart made me stop and appreciate all I have. He was sweet, loving, hard, guarded, generous... a fabulously complex and well thought out character.
I loved watching Tommy's relationship with Bobby grow and change over time, and though I usually hate stories where couples fight or argue a lot, I think that they had to go through a lot of that due to the fact that Tommy had so many walls up. Each time that Tommy let himself be vulnerable, my heart melted a little bit.
You can tell that J.H. Knight really thought about this book. From that professional looking cover (nice, Dreamspinner Press!) to the polished, focused writing style, every aspect of this story was well-crafted. I can't believe this author hasn't published more things? How much do we have to pay you, woman, to crank out some more stories of this quality?? If you didn't have a following before, Ms. Knight, I'm sure you will after this one!
Readers, trust me, you will want to go on this journey with the O'Shea family. It is a bumpy, emotional ride but WELL worth your time and money.
**Copy provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review**
January 15, 2019
Another awesome re-read 1/15/19
I was a bit nervous about reading this book because the reviews were so mixed. But my good friend Karlijn said she really liked it and told me to just give it a go, and since I always listen to my friends...that's what I did. I'm really glad I did, because I loved it !
I was a bit nervous about reading this book because the reviews were so mixed. But my good friend Karlijn said she really liked it and told me to just give it a go, and since I always listen to my friends...that's what I did. I'm really glad I did, because I loved it !
Tommy O'Shea is 22 years old and his life is so freaking hard. His father and step-mom are selfish druggies/addicts, who don't give a single shit about their kids...and there are 8 of them !! They disappear for long periods of time, and when they do come back, they turn everything to shit.
So basically Tommy (22) is raising his 7 siblings, who range from 0 to 17 years old, by himself.., well they all try to help, especially Colleen. He is trying his hardest to take care of his family and to provide for their needs, so the kids won't end up in the foster care system. The last time that happened was a disaster and Tommy has promised them he won't let it happen again. He really wants to keep that promise. He works his ass off trying to make ends meet, but it isn't easy, even with the other kids trying to help out where they can. Every day is a struggle.
Then there is Bobby. Bobby is a rookie cop who has been to the O'Shea house many times on disturbance calls. He and Tommy know each other from high school, though they weren't friends back then. Bobby is looking to change this though, and he comes over to the house more and more. Slowly they start building a friendship, which eventually leads to so much more.
But Tommy doesn't let people in very easily. He has some trust issues, and he thinks of himself as less worthy. Thankfully, Bobby is not one to just give up and he has no problems fighting for Tommy and the kids.
Tommy and Bobby's relationship was not an easy one, but it was a beautiful one. These two men were really amazing together.
I also want to give some extra credit to Bobby's mom. She was a wonderful character !!
The bitch, ” Bobby said sarcastically. “ The nerve of the woman. Going in and bringing cake—there was cake, right? ” When Tommy nodded, Bobby went on. “ That is some messed-up devil-woman shit. Thinking she can slide in under your radar like that! That’s right out of Grimm’s Fairy Tales. Maybe she’ll try to cook them next! 
I highly recommend this one, it was emotional, sweet and swoon-worthy ;)
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August 3, 2014
So yeah... this book.
Look, I know what the author did here. I know that I was manipulated. I'm fully aware that I was played. I know that this book was written specifically to tug on my heart strings. I know that the children were there to make me feel sympathy and that shit storm after shit storm was thrown at them in order to play on my emotions. I know.
But I just don't care.
Why? Because this book is just. that. good.
I loved that their relationship wasn't perfect. I loved that the children, although they've had to grow up pretty fast, weren't precocious. I loved that they argued and lied and stole and spoke with a somewhat poor vocabulary. None of the characters seemed over the top, even the shitty-assed parents. It felt very real to me. The writing was simplistic yet was able to capture the emotions with such smoothness that it almost felt like poetry.
Tommy understood in one fraction of a heartbeat every love song he'd ever heard, every dream he was afraid to have, every memory of anything good that had ever happened to him. It was all wrapped up in Bobby. He was the music, he was the dream, he was the love, and... he was the hope.
So I was played. So I was manipulated.
I'd do it all over again in a heartbeat.
April 8, 2017
It's kind of the weirdest thing. I really enjoyed this book, but I'm not sure if I can truly say definitively why. (That doesn't happen to me a lot, since I can be an opinionated bitch when it comes to books. Little bit.)
Was it a romance? It didn't really feel like it. It felt more like brusque, independent Tommy and Bobby, the heart of gold cop, were hot for one another, then they finally gave into those desires, after which Tommy kept Bobby at an emotional arm's length for a over year.
But I enjoyed it. Again, I'm not exactly sure why.
Then when Tommy finally does embrace their relationship, Bobby is so taken aback that he literally says, "You're freaking me the hell out," as it's such a 180 from the norm.
One big selling point for me was that I was never at a loss for laughter. Whether it be Tommy being a gruff asshole or the 7 kids pulling hijinks that only kids can, I was smiling or laughing. A lot.
The story for me was more of a "welcome to your shitty life, Tommy O'Shea" with a large supporting cast of family members, clinging on to one another for dear life. But I enjoyed it.
Then enter Tommy's widowed mother and the kids latch onto her like their long-lost grandmother, much to Tommy's chagrin. She was hilarious and her added influence on the entire O'Shea clan began to turn their lives around once and for all.
Very entertaining, but if you're looking for wooing and hearts and flowers, then you may enjoy the book a bit less than I did.
5 stars -- if for no other reason than I loved the book, but am still scratching my ass as to why. : )
July 11, 2017
4.5 HEARTS--So...this book.
This audiobook!
How did I love thee? Let this review hopefully capture all the ways! (I'll try to keep the gushing to level 10) (Maybe.)
There are a lot of angsty events happening all around this story. And The Last Thing He Needs is most definitely a romance, the ensemble cast (O'Sheas) makes this story.There is a lot of strife and real life topics touched in this heartwarming tale: the victims of drug/alcohol/emotional abuse, living well below the poverty line, past sexual abuse PTSD, thieving to survive, death of a parent.
With all of that life gasoline fire surrounding the story, this is me at the end:
OMG I love them! Heart eyes 4eva!
This is my third J.H. Knight and you know what? I love her writing. It's like chicken soup to my reader's soul. There's something about it that I respond to while reading. It could be the ease of her writing, the way she captures the right essence of family love to deal with whatever real life antics go on or the fact that I want keep her characters in my pocket.
Now the similarities to another TV family is obviously there, but I love Shameless. And read it as a homage to a great show. I'd definitely watch Knight's version.A unicorn let me know the story is emotional manipulation and you know it. Hell, I knew it... but you love it anyway.
As do I.
Being as this is a classic (or if not yet...it definitely will be), I won't rehash too much of the plot. The Last Thing He Needs has Thomas O'Shea aka "Tommy" in charge of his seven brothers and sisters. His father is a drunk and his stepmother is a drug addicted whore. The two 'parents' (I use that term loosely) abandon their children to fend for themselves at a drop of a dime. Tommy, Colleen, Mikey, Davey, Carrie, Collin and infants Max and Zoe do whatever it takes to keep the roof over their head and the lights on. Odd jobs, hustling money or items needed, no job is too small for the O'Sheas. A rookie cop who has made numerous visits to the O'Shea home, Officer Bobby McAlister, takes a liking to Tommy and his ragtag family. Tommy has always harbored a crush on the blonde cop, but never thought anything would come of it. Tommy's more a fuck and dodge kinda guy.
But those feelings don't remain dormant. And Bobby, sweet persistent and equally hardheaded-as-an-O'Shea Bobby, doesn't back down when the times are rough and dredged in misery. He courts the oblivious Tommy and it is sweet and charming and just all the things I love reading about.
Me at the end of listening.
Michael Stellman did a pretty good job narrating. Granted, I read along with the audiobook so I caught a few discrepancies with his choice of words and the actual text. They were minor. And the Stellman didn't try making a lot of different voices for the multiple characters. Instead, he read through and kept the story interesting enough. But what I think my favorite thing about his narration is his voice. It's this sexy kind of growl that kept me hooked. I'm going to check out other books he narrated just to listen to Stellman purr in my ear.
Pair great narration with an awesome book and you know I had a wonderful time. As Bobby and Tommy get closer, the weight off the O'Sheas' collective back doesn't disappear but it does get a little easier to bear. Bobby and his mom Judy squeeze their way into the family's heart and help when it's needed. I loved the realistic approach to the problems. Sometimes Tommy got a little preachy, but it fit the story. And I can honestly say I love each and every character, well almost - those drunken drug addicted shit stains for parents? They can go to hell in hand basket while wearing gas drenched drawers.
Me and maybe ten other people haven't read The Last Thing He Needs. If you're one of the ten, jump on it. And if you've read it, the audio is well worth listening to a sample.
Highly recommend the audiobook and eBook to readers - definitely a great book for newbie MM readers, fans of Shameless and readers who love a big cast of characters.
Definitely a solidified J.H. Knight fan after reading this.
Due to me going to bed like this...
...just thinking about the O'Sheas and their HEA.
P.S. Dear J.H. Knight,
Please write more!
Signed,
A Greedy Fan
A copy provided for an honest review.
This audiobook!
How did I love thee? Let this review hopefully capture all the ways! (I'll try to keep the gushing to level 10) (Maybe.)
There are a lot of angsty events happening all around this story. And The Last Thing He Needs is most definitely a romance, the ensemble cast (O'Sheas) makes this story.There is a lot of strife and real life topics touched in this heartwarming tale: the victims of drug/alcohol/emotional abuse, living well below the poverty line, past sexual abuse PTSD, thieving to survive, death of a parent.
With all of that life gasoline fire surrounding the story, this is me at the end:
OMG I love them! Heart eyes 4eva!
This is my third J.H. Knight and you know what? I love her writing. It's like chicken soup to my reader's soul. There's something about it that I respond to while reading. It could be the ease of her writing, the way she captures the right essence of family love to deal with whatever real life antics go on or the fact that I want keep her characters in my pocket.
Now the similarities to another TV family is obviously there, but I love Shameless. And read it as a homage to a great show. I'd definitely watch Knight's version.A unicorn let me know the story is emotional manipulation and you know it. Hell, I knew it... but you love it anyway.
As do I.
Being as this is a classic (or if not yet...it definitely will be), I won't rehash too much of the plot. The Last Thing He Needs has Thomas O'Shea aka "Tommy" in charge of his seven brothers and sisters. His father is a drunk and his stepmother is a drug addicted whore. The two 'parents' (I use that term loosely) abandon their children to fend for themselves at a drop of a dime. Tommy, Colleen, Mikey, Davey, Carrie, Collin and infants Max and Zoe do whatever it takes to keep the roof over their head and the lights on. Odd jobs, hustling money or items needed, no job is too small for the O'Sheas. A rookie cop who has made numerous visits to the O'Shea home, Officer Bobby McAlister, takes a liking to Tommy and his ragtag family. Tommy has always harbored a crush on the blonde cop, but never thought anything would come of it. Tommy's more a fuck and dodge kinda guy.
But those feelings don't remain dormant. And Bobby, sweet persistent and equally hardheaded-as-an-O'Shea Bobby, doesn't back down when the times are rough and dredged in misery. He courts the oblivious Tommy and it is sweet and charming and just all the things I love reading about.
Me at the end of listening.
Michael Stellman did a pretty good job narrating. Granted, I read along with the audiobook so I caught a few discrepancies with his choice of words and the actual text. They were minor. And the Stellman didn't try making a lot of different voices for the multiple characters. Instead, he read through and kept the story interesting enough. But what I think my favorite thing about his narration is his voice. It's this sexy kind of growl that kept me hooked. I'm going to check out other books he narrated just to listen to Stellman purr in my ear.
Pair great narration with an awesome book and you know I had a wonderful time. As Bobby and Tommy get closer, the weight off the O'Sheas' collective back doesn't disappear but it does get a little easier to bear. Bobby and his mom Judy squeeze their way into the family's heart and help when it's needed. I loved the realistic approach to the problems. Sometimes Tommy got a little preachy, but it fit the story. And I can honestly say I love each and every character, well almost - those drunken drug addicted shit stains for parents? They can go to hell in hand basket while wearing gas drenched drawers.
Me and maybe ten other people haven't read The Last Thing He Needs. If you're one of the ten, jump on it. And if you've read it, the audio is well worth listening to a sample.
Highly recommend the audiobook and eBook to readers - definitely a great book for newbie MM readers, fans of Shameless and readers who love a big cast of characters.
Definitely a solidified J.H. Knight fan after reading this.
Due to me going to bed like this...
...just thinking about the O'Sheas and their HEA.
P.S. Dear J.H. Knight,
Please write more!
Signed,
A Greedy Fan
A copy provided for an honest review.
September 4, 2016
3.5 stars
This was so angsty, I felt utterly whipped when I finished.
The quiet friendship that develops between Tommy and Bobby was beautiful. They shared many meaningful, quiet moment. Bobby was clearly in love with Tommy, but Tommy was too prickly, haggard, and defensive to see it.
I loathed Tommy's dad and stepmom (they were despicable addicts who stole from their children); she got her comeuppance, but the eventual forgiveness for the dad left me feeling bitter. Some things shouldn't be forgiven.
In juxtaposition to Tommy's parents, Bobby and his mother were wonderful people, full of goodness and giving. Bobby was the light to Tommy's darkness. This was perhaps too clear cut?
I typically hate it when the MCs fight and argue. I understood it more in this story, since Tommy had never been in a relationship and didn't trust easily, but it was still exhausting.
The ending was a lovely, truly earned HEA, but I do wish the epilogue showed a moment vs. providing an easy summary of "where we are now."
I liked this book. The emotions were real, the MCs and secondary characters fairly complex, and the writing strong, but the plot dragged a little in the middle and the misery was overwhelming.
This was so angsty, I felt utterly whipped when I finished.
The quiet friendship that develops between Tommy and Bobby was beautiful. They shared many meaningful, quiet moment. Bobby was clearly in love with Tommy, but Tommy was too prickly, haggard, and defensive to see it.
I loathed Tommy's dad and stepmom (they were despicable addicts who stole from their children); she got her comeuppance, but the eventual forgiveness for the dad left me feeling bitter. Some things shouldn't be forgiven.
In juxtaposition to Tommy's parents, Bobby and his mother were wonderful people, full of goodness and giving. Bobby was the light to Tommy's darkness. This was perhaps too clear cut?
I typically hate it when the MCs fight and argue. I understood it more in this story, since Tommy had never been in a relationship and didn't trust easily, but it was still exhausting.
The ending was a lovely, truly earned HEA, but I do wish the epilogue showed a moment vs. providing an easy summary of "where we are now."
I liked this book. The emotions were real, the MCs and secondary characters fairly complex, and the writing strong, but the plot dragged a little in the middle and the misery was overwhelming.
March 19, 2019
3 Stars
What I didn’t like:
Tommy! I didn’t like him. He was too stubborn for my taste. I know, he was through a lot, his behavior was understandable, he was on his own for too long and he did a good job but sometimes you have to swallow your pride and seek someone else’s help! I was so mad when he wouldn’t accept Bobby and Judy's help easily.
In the blurb was said there was a tragedy; it happened around 80%, it took too long and before that the story was focused more on Tommy’s issues and how he and his siblings spent time with each other and not really about Tommy and Bobby’s relationship. I wanted to see more of them, I mean they spending time with each other!
What I liked:
I liked Bobby, how he was there for Tommy and how he wanted to help him, how he cared about the kids… I liked Bobby’s mother as well. I liked Tommy’s relationship with his siblings, how he raised them even though at the time he himself was just a kid… I liked the writing, it held my interest till the end.
Told in single POV, 3rd person. It’s the first installment in "The Last Thing He Needs". It’s not cliffy and can be read as a standalone. It’s angsty and a bit dragging in places. I’m in the minority here, I’m not saying it was bad but it wasn’t as good as I thought. All in all, it was an okay read and hope you like it more than me!
What I didn’t like:
Tommy! I didn’t like him. He was too stubborn for my taste. I know, he was through a lot, his behavior was understandable, he was on his own for too long and he did a good job but sometimes you have to swallow your pride and seek someone else’s help! I was so mad when he wouldn’t accept Bobby and Judy's help easily.
In the blurb was said there was a tragedy; it happened around 80%, it took too long and before that the story was focused more on Tommy’s issues and how he and his siblings spent time with each other and not really about Tommy and Bobby’s relationship. I wanted to see more of them, I mean they spending time with each other!
What I liked:
I liked Bobby, how he was there for Tommy and how he wanted to help him, how he cared about the kids… I liked Bobby’s mother as well. I liked Tommy’s relationship with his siblings, how he raised them even though at the time he himself was just a kid… I liked the writing, it held my interest till the end.
Told in single POV, 3rd person. It’s the first installment in "The Last Thing He Needs". It’s not cliffy and can be read as a standalone. It’s angsty and a bit dragging in places. I’m in the minority here, I’m not saying it was bad but it wasn’t as good as I thought. All in all, it was an okay read and hope you like it more than me!
January 2, 2023
Primeira leitura concluída de 2023 ( acho que comecei bem o ano). Esse livro me lembrou um pouco de uma série que assisti uns epis ( SHAMELESS) o pai das crianças era bêbado e tinha vários filhos esquisitos que tinham de se cuidar entre si ( semelhança só nisso mesmo). The last thing he needs possui sua própria história e é bem interessante. Comecei o livro com pena de Tommy, imagina ter que cuidar de tantos irmãos? Eu não conseguiria, ele realmente foi um lutador, tudo bem que ele me irritou muitas vezes nessa história com isso de ser muito orgulhoso e não querer aceitar ajuda, mas tirando isso.. Devo tirar o chapéu para sua persistência em cuidar dos irmãos. Foi admirável e não sei se algo assim aconteceria na vida real. Nenhum jovem dessa idade pegaria tamanha responsabilidade. Bobby tbm foi um ótimo personagem, um homem agradável e amoroso, algo que Tom precisava na vida dele. Foi meio fácil prever o que iria acontecer quando a casa deles pega fogo. Previsível mas compreensível. Agora quero saber se vai ter algum livro com o amigo grandão do chefe do Tom, fiquei interessada pela história dele🙏😊 QUE SEJA UM BOM ANO DE LEITURA 📖
April 21, 2015
***4 Stars***
"The things that make your heart sing, are the things that should be shared."
Wow! This book was quite the emotionally exhausting read. Because of Tommy's life and situation, you, along with him, are constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop, for something bad to happen, for life to sock you in the gut...anything. You read on pins and needles because you know that any shred or stretch of happiness simply can't last. Not for Tommy, not for his family.
Tommy O'Shea is raising his seven brothers and sisters because his drugged out and drunk father and stepmother are selfish assholes who care only for themselves. He lives his life day to day, hour by hour and sometimes minute by minute.
Tommy and Bobby went to high school together and now Bobby has become a cop...not only a cop, but a cop who happens to frequent the O'Shea household any time a domestic disturbance is called in.
Bobby likes Tommy, befriends him outside his job and a friendship slowly forms. Both guys are treading lightly because neither is sure the other is gay, but one faithful run-in at a gay bar clears up any confusion. From there a tentative relationship begins to bloom.
Bobby is a single child who recently lost his dad. All he has is his mom, so he's drawn to Tommy and his clan. He enjoys spending time with the family and tries to help any way that he can. Tommy is not one for charity. He doesn't take handouts. He doesn't trust easily. But that's not what Bobby is offering, not what he's doing. He doesn't see Tommy or his family as something for him to save. For the first time in his life, Tommy finds himself opening up his home and his heart to someone.
"You were right. I don't ask for help and I don't like it and I don't...respond well when it's offered. I'm a mess, my family is a mess, my LIFE is a mess, and if I weren't a selfish bastard, I'd tell you to run. I'd tell you to forget we ever knew each other, but Jesus, I don't wanna do that. I'm not easy, and I'm a pain in the ass, but if you're willing to stick around, I'm willing to try, and I'm willing to trust you, and I'm willing to..."
But just because Tommy now has someone in his life doesn't mean that life's cruel hand is done coming to blows with the O'Sheas.
Though this was an exhausting read, it was also quite heartwarming. Watching Tommy's family struggle was difficult, but seeing what a team they were and how they had each other's backs really reinforced what it means to be a member of a family. They may have been poor in material things, but they were definitely rich in love.
And watching Tommy grow into a more well-rounded man was great. He constantly had the burden of his siblings' well-being on his mind, but seeing him grab a little piece of happiness for himself with Bobby was heart-melting.
Tommy understood in one fraction of a heartbeat every love song he'd ever heard, every dream he was afraid to have, every memory of anything good that had ever happened to him. It was all wrapped up in Bobby. He was the music, he was the dream, he was the love, and...he was the hope.
Overall, not an easy book to read at times, but definitely a story worth reading. It will leave you with a sense of hope, the warmth of love, and the joy of what it means to be family.
June 24, 2021
As it's been nearly 5 years since I originally read the book, I thought I'd take a listen to the audio - wonderfully read as usual by Michael Stellman. No, he doesn't really do character voices but at least he's not boring or monotonous...his storytelling voice has 'life' in it. Everything I said about the story in my old review still applies, and it was a joy to listen to although I still wanted to smack [or worse] the kids pathetic excuses of a father and stepmother, and make sure they could never put any more children through what these kids went through.
*** Book Review ***
Oh the feelz, lots and lots of love, angst, anger, there was EVERYTHING in this story!! Yes, I feel that the author has manipulated me into loving it, she's pushed all of my buttons with this one...abandoned kids, policemen AND people who should never have been parents in a million years BUT it was an absolute joy to read, and I'm sorry I can only give it 5 stars.
Not going into great detail cos there are quite rightly some fabulous reviews for this one. I have to admit I fell in love with the O'Shea family, some of whom were right little devils BUT everything they did (whether legal or not) was to keep the family together, they only had themselves to rely on....no-one else.
Tommy, the eldest of the 'kids' quite rightly had problems with authority, after all 'authority' in the guise of social services had done absolutely nothing for them in the 7 years he'd near enough singlehandedly looked after his younger brothers and sisters. Eventually, he realised that Bobby McAlister, a rookie cop that he remembered from high school, was showing more than a 'professional interest' in him, he actually wanted to date him and help him with the kids.
There were laughs, there were tears...this was such a lovely, feel good read and highly recommended!!
October 20, 2016
No matter what life throws at you, keep in mind that, everything's gonna be alright in the end. If it's not alright, then it's not the end.
I liked this book very much. Usually I don't like reading about dramas, but this one was bittersweet.
Tommy has been looking after his 7 siblings for a long time. His always drunk father and his new wife have shown that they're incapable of taking care of their children, leaving their obligations to Tommy, a young man himself.
Life is very hard for all of them. Tommy has to work so much, in order to provide food and everything the children need. He barely sleeps, concerned that his siblings will be forced into bad direction and he'll be incapable to help them.
Then Bobby, a local cop, enters into their life and everything looks to get better. They still suffer, but there's hope now and good things to look forward to.
I liked the family atmosphere, their everyday problems and how they love and support each other. I liked Bobby's mother and everything she did.
That epilogue made my day. It was lovely. I recommend this book to everyone. Have some tissues when you read this. A sweet and cute read.
I liked this book very much. Usually I don't like reading about dramas, but this one was bittersweet.
Tommy has been looking after his 7 siblings for a long time. His always drunk father and his new wife have shown that they're incapable of taking care of their children, leaving their obligations to Tommy, a young man himself.
Life is very hard for all of them. Tommy has to work so much, in order to provide food and everything the children need. He barely sleeps, concerned that his siblings will be forced into bad direction and he'll be incapable to help them.
Then Bobby, a local cop, enters into their life and everything looks to get better. They still suffer, but there's hope now and good things to look forward to.
I liked the family atmosphere, their everyday problems and how they love and support each other. I liked Bobby's mother and everything she did.
That epilogue made my day. It was lovely. I recommend this book to everyone. Have some tissues when you read this. A sweet and cute read.
November 9, 2014
4 brilliant hopeful stars
I loved this book, was speechless at times and I might just leave it to these quotes...
The story was real... real life. A difficult, unfair life, but life.
Tommy and Bobby’s are simply amazing together. I'd really like more of them.
Recommended read.
“I’m a mess, my family is a mess, my life is a mess, and if I weren’t a selfish bastard, I’d tell you to run. I’d tell you to forget we ever knew each other, but Jesus, I don’t wanna do that. I’m not easy, and I’m a pain in the ass, but if you’re willing to stick around, I’m willing to try”
“He told me he’s seeing you,” she said carefully. Tommy thought she might be done, but she went on. “He told me about the kids, about how much you work, how hard you try to keep them together. He’s proud of you.” She added the last in a quiet breath before saying more firmly, “He’s in love with you.”
I loved this book, was speechless at times and I might just leave it to these quotes...
The story was real... real life. A difficult, unfair life, but life.
“But that night, looking up into Bobby’s flushed face, looking into his eyes for maybe the first time when they were together, Tommy understood in one fraction of a heartbeat every love song he’d ever heard, every dream he was afraid to have, every memory of anything good that had ever happened to him. It was all wrapped up in Bobby. He was the music, he was the dream, he was the love, and… he was the hope.”
Tommy and Bobby’s are simply amazing together. I'd really like more of them.
Recommended read.
August 11, 2014
Nope, I am not reviewing this one so you can throw tomatoes my way!
Let me tell you a few things:
1. Ignore my rating
2. Everyone else gave this book 5 stars so pls see point 1 again
3. A million kids, why did I do this to myself?
4. I know life sucks but Tom's life sucked for of the book. Way too much...
5. Did Disney create the stepmonster? I can't connect with super angelical characters and super devil ones, we all have something good and something bad, right? Am I the only one? Ooops ignore me again!
I don't know but I didn't love this book. It was very well written, the characters were ok, I felt sorry for the main character and I almost cried when the author wanted me to cry a river but still...
2.5 stars rounded up.
*HIDING IN A CORNER*
August 18, 2015
4.5 stars
Mish and I BR'd this one. And thank fuck for that, because this was me during most of the book:
And it wasn't even that I couldn't handle the angst. There was just so much emotion. Even when Tommy, Bobby and the kids were happy, there was still a lot of underlying emotion, which completely threw me for a loop.
The Last Thing He Needs is about Tommy, a young man who's forced to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders due to his happily-addicted/alcoholic parents, and Bobby, a do-gooder cop. In trying to look after his seven younger siblings, Tommy doesn't mind cutting some corners (i.e. petty theft). Bobby has had a few run-ins with Tommy's family, mostly due to Tommy's parents, but he doesn't mind turning a blind eye to what he knows is the only way for Tommy to keep his siblings clothed and fed.
So this is the beginning of our unlikely, and slightly dysfunctional, couple. Bobby and Tommy are young and the both have responsibilities to people other than themselves. This of course means that they have to balance their various commitments, and also learn how to build a lasting relationship. Tommy, in particular, is reluctant to open up to anyone other than his siblings, which, naturally, causes a fair bit of grief between him and Bobby. Reading about how the two overcome the obstacles to their relationship, whether external or between themselves, was really something special.
As many other reviews for this book have noted, the story is full angst and one bad situation after another. I can definitely see why many folks might get tired by it all, but I wasn't. To me, most of what Tommy went through seemed to be situations that many people in his circumstances probably go through all the time. Though I will admit that a couple of the issues were a bit overkill, but I was already really into the story by the time those things happened, so I didn't mind. Of course there were also many happy moments in between, so it wasn't completely depressing.
The ending was perfect. Maybe a little too perfect, but I still thought it was awesome. The writing was great, the characters were fun, and I'll be keeping on eye on J.H. Knight's future releases. I definitely recommend this for all MM-readers.
To Mish: our next book has to be a FLUFF-FEST. We've been reading too much angst! =D
Mish and I BR'd this one. And thank fuck for that, because this was me during most of the book:
And it wasn't even that I couldn't handle the angst. There was just so much emotion. Even when Tommy, Bobby and the kids were happy, there was still a lot of underlying emotion, which completely threw me for a loop.
The Last Thing He Needs is about Tommy, a young man who's forced to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders due to his happily-addicted/alcoholic parents, and Bobby, a do-gooder cop. In trying to look after his seven younger siblings, Tommy doesn't mind cutting some corners (i.e. petty theft). Bobby has had a few run-ins with Tommy's family, mostly due to Tommy's parents, but he doesn't mind turning a blind eye to what he knows is the only way for Tommy to keep his siblings clothed and fed.
So this is the beginning of our unlikely, and slightly dysfunctional, couple. Bobby and Tommy are young and the both have responsibilities to people other than themselves. This of course means that they have to balance their various commitments, and also learn how to build a lasting relationship. Tommy, in particular, is reluctant to open up to anyone other than his siblings, which, naturally, causes a fair bit of grief between him and Bobby. Reading about how the two overcome the obstacles to their relationship, whether external or between themselves, was really something special.
As many other reviews for this book have noted, the story is full angst and one bad situation after another. I can definitely see why many folks might get tired by it all, but I wasn't. To me, most of what Tommy went through seemed to be situations that many people in his circumstances probably go through all the time. Though I will admit that a couple of the issues were a bit overkill, but I was already really into the story by the time those things happened, so I didn't mind. Of course there were also many happy moments in between, so it wasn't completely depressing.
The ending was perfect. Maybe a little too perfect, but I still thought it was awesome. The writing was great, the characters were fun, and I'll be keeping on eye on J.H. Knight's future releases. I definitely recommend this for all MM-readers.
To Mish: our next book has to be a FLUFF-FEST. We've been reading too much angst! =D
August 7, 2014
One of the best things about this story about a young man raising his seven siblings is the way the ordinary and imperfect is mixed in with the extraordinary. I loved that Tommy had his quirks and his prejudices, that he went out when he felt the need and cruised anonymously for sex rather than being some celibate perfect guy caring for the younger kids. His flaws made this amazing caretaker guy more believable. I appreciated that the kids weren't perfect either, that they all sometimes stole what they needed when there wasn't enough money and the realism of having flexible ethics when it's that or not having food or rent.
There was a slow burn to the story that allowed the relationship between Tommy and Bobby, the young cop who wants to help him, to build gradually. I liked the way Tommy fought against relaxing his guard, against trusting and depending. I adored him as a big brother even more, trying to ride herd on his siblings. I did think he protested a bit too much against recognizing his own sacrifices, but I could understand the tunnel vision he had about his plans to keep the family going. He had a vision of how to bring everyone through the next few years alive, and even a positive change could throw that plan off the rails. The drug-addicted parents were unfortunately also plausible, even if the mother bordered on over the top.
I will say that I wish the MC names hadn't been similar. Early on, I found myself sometimes stopping to remember which was Bobby and which was Tommy, and having to reread a few lines; both names felt young, for who these guys were. The occasional moment seemed like drama just for the sake of it, and Bobby was a bit perfect. But the book was appealing and a fast smooth read, with some realistic obstacles, and a satisfying ending. I'd have liked a little bit added between climax and epilogue. A book for lovers of family drama, caretakers and sacrifices, and a slow-trusting slow-burn.
There was a slow burn to the story that allowed the relationship between Tommy and Bobby, the young cop who wants to help him, to build gradually. I liked the way Tommy fought against relaxing his guard, against trusting and depending. I adored him as a big brother even more, trying to ride herd on his siblings. I did think he protested a bit too much against recognizing his own sacrifices, but I could understand the tunnel vision he had about his plans to keep the family going. He had a vision of how to bring everyone through the next few years alive, and even a positive change could throw that plan off the rails. The drug-addicted parents were unfortunately also plausible, even if the mother bordered on over the top.
I will say that I wish the MC names hadn't been similar. Early on, I found myself sometimes stopping to remember which was Bobby and which was Tommy, and having to reread a few lines; both names felt young, for who these guys were. The occasional moment seemed like drama just for the sake of it, and Bobby was a bit perfect. But the book was appealing and a fast smooth read, with some realistic obstacles, and a satisfying ending. I'd have liked a little bit added between climax and epilogue. A book for lovers of family drama, caretakers and sacrifices, and a slow-trusting slow-burn.
December 5, 2014
Rating: 2.5 stars
Tommy O'Shea's life is pretty much crap. Dead mother, drunk father & stepmother who are better left missing, and a whole horde of siblings to take care of - Tommy has learned to accept his life for what it is. And then there's that copper, Bobby, who just can't seem to stay away.
When I first read the blurb, I was reminded of the US television show Shameless. Just replace Fiona with Tommy, and you've got pretty much a similar setup. Which wasn't a bad thing, since I'm a fan of the show. However, many aspects of The Last Thing He Needs was just lackluster for me.
The biggest issue I had with the book was the sheer predictability of everything. Everything that happened were things I expected after thirty minutes reading into the book. Perhaps it was this lack of surprise that smothered the emotional punch that was supposedly waiting around each corner.
The relationship between Tommy and Bobby lacked a type of spark. Their relationship was more of a warm furnace instead of the explosive crackle of an open fire that I expected. It was pretty down key, which isn't always a bad thing - just not something that keeps my attention.
And while Tommy's stubbornness was understandable, it was kind of tiresome to read. Especially since it seemed to be the cause of 90% of any problems between him and Bobby, who himself was a little too much of a knight in shining armor for my taste.
In the end, I felt like the book read a bit too much like a modern day fairytale for my liking. Sure, it was well written and the children in the family were kind of fun to read about. But overall, the book failed to keep my attention and left me skimming towards the ending.
Tommy O'Shea's life is pretty much crap. Dead mother, drunk father & stepmother who are better left missing, and a whole horde of siblings to take care of - Tommy has learned to accept his life for what it is. And then there's that copper, Bobby, who just can't seem to stay away.
When I first read the blurb, I was reminded of the US television show Shameless. Just replace Fiona with Tommy, and you've got pretty much a similar setup. Which wasn't a bad thing, since I'm a fan of the show. However, many aspects of The Last Thing He Needs was just lackluster for me.
The biggest issue I had with the book was the sheer predictability of everything. Everything that happened were things I expected after thirty minutes reading into the book. Perhaps it was this lack of surprise that smothered the emotional punch that was supposedly waiting around each corner.
The relationship between Tommy and Bobby lacked a type of spark. Their relationship was more of a warm furnace instead of the explosive crackle of an open fire that I expected. It was pretty down key, which isn't always a bad thing - just not something that keeps my attention.
And while Tommy's stubbornness was understandable, it was kind of tiresome to read. Especially since it seemed to be the cause of 90% of any problems between him and Bobby, who himself was a little too much of a knight in shining armor for my taste.
In the end, I felt like the book read a bit too much like a modern day fairytale for my liking. Sure, it was well written and the children in the family were kind of fun to read about. But overall, the book failed to keep my attention and left me skimming towards the ending.
February 6, 2017
3.75 stars!
Another solid MM romance about a young man raising his 7 brothers and sisters practically on his own. Bring in a hot cop and we have lift off! I wish we had seen Bobby's POV on a lot of stuff but otherwise this was a fun read.
Another solid MM romance about a young man raising his 7 brothers and sisters practically on his own. Bring in a hot cop and we have lift off! I wish we had seen Bobby's POV on a lot of stuff but otherwise this was a fun read.
June 15, 2022
3.75 stars**
February 5, 2017
You know how some books are very good, but trigger something inside you and you end up disliking it, because it is making you so sad. That was this book for me. It depressed the heck out of me. So don’t think this is a bad book because it isn’t. It just isn’t the book for me.
Tommy is 22 and has 7 little brothers and sisters. He has two drug addicted parents who are almost never home, so he is left to take care of everyone. His 17 year old sister helps him the most. Especially because the youngest two are twins of only 7 months old. Everyone else is between 1 and 17 years old.
Everyone is doing their best to keep their family afloat. Tommy works in a pub, and the rest tries to either earn money or steal food so they won’t starve.
Bobby is a young cop, only a couple of years older than Tommy and has been to the house on disturbance calls more times than he can count. Always involving the dead beat parents.
Tommy is suspicious when Bobby starts hanging out at their house on his days off. And Bobby always seems to help them with stuff. It is not until Tommy bumps into Bobby at a gay bar that he finally admits his growing attraction.
After that hot night, the two cannot stay away from each other and it is clear it’s not just a one night stand between them. But Tommy still needs to take care of all his siblings, so he hopes Bobby will stick around, even though Tommy doesn’t have a lot of time to spare.
I really liked the hurt/comfort part of this story. It was sweet how Bobby was constantly trying to help Tommy.
But what made me so sad was the overwhelming feeling of despair that runs through this book. It’s not easy taking care of kids by yourself. And the feeling of being stuck, of having no way out, no time for yourself, always being on high alert to see that nothing happens to the kids, and having parents that show up to ruin everything, that’s what broke me.
I wanted to throw this book aside and run away yelling, freeeeeeedom.
I was also a bit disappointed in the romance. There isn’t much romance. Yes, Bobby and Tommy were together, but it kind of happened, and after that they gradually became more than just friends who have sex. But because the kids and Tommy’s everyday life ate up so much time, there wasn’t a lot of page time for just Tommy and Bobby as a couple.
Even the epilogue felt a bit anti-climactic when Tommy casually mentions
Overall, it was a good book, but it’s not a happy book. It depressed me and now I need to eat cookies to make me happy again.
Tommy is 22 and has 7 little brothers and sisters. He has two drug addicted parents who are almost never home, so he is left to take care of everyone. His 17 year old sister helps him the most. Especially because the youngest two are twins of only 7 months old. Everyone else is between 1 and 17 years old.
Everyone is doing their best to keep their family afloat. Tommy works in a pub, and the rest tries to either earn money or steal food so they won’t starve.
Bobby is a young cop, only a couple of years older than Tommy and has been to the house on disturbance calls more times than he can count. Always involving the dead beat parents.
Tommy is suspicious when Bobby starts hanging out at their house on his days off. And Bobby always seems to help them with stuff. It is not until Tommy bumps into Bobby at a gay bar that he finally admits his growing attraction.
After that hot night, the two cannot stay away from each other and it is clear it’s not just a one night stand between them. But Tommy still needs to take care of all his siblings, so he hopes Bobby will stick around, even though Tommy doesn’t have a lot of time to spare.
I really liked the hurt/comfort part of this story. It was sweet how Bobby was constantly trying to help Tommy.
But what made me so sad was the overwhelming feeling of despair that runs through this book. It’s not easy taking care of kids by yourself. And the feeling of being stuck, of having no way out, no time for yourself, always being on high alert to see that nothing happens to the kids, and having parents that show up to ruin everything, that’s what broke me.
I wanted to throw this book aside and run away yelling, freeeeeeedom.
I was also a bit disappointed in the romance. There isn’t much romance. Yes, Bobby and Tommy were together, but it kind of happened, and after that they gradually became more than just friends who have sex. But because the kids and Tommy’s everyday life ate up so much time, there wasn’t a lot of page time for just Tommy and Bobby as a couple.
Even the epilogue felt a bit anti-climactic when Tommy casually mentions
Overall, it was a good book, but it’s not a happy book. It depressed me and now I need to eat cookies to make me happy again.
May 28, 2024
✰ 3.75 stars ✰
“You were right. I don’t ask for help and I don’t like it and I don’t… respond well when it’s offered. I’m not easy, and I’m a pain in the ass, but if you’re willing to stick around, I’m willing to try, and I’m willing to trust you, and I’m willing to—”
Bobby cut him off by putting both hands on his face and pulling him into a kiss so strong and so hard it sucked the air out of Tommy’s lungs.”
Twenty-one-year old Tommy O'Shea has more than enough on his plate as the sole responsible caregiver of his seven younger siblings while his parents waste away their lives. He's managed to make it on their own since he was fifteen with the promise that he would do whatever it took to keep them together and out of foster care - 'I’ll keep us together, or I’ll die trying' - even if it means keeping everyone at arm's length, refusing to have a personal life of his own. 😥 The Last Thing He Needs is the affections and kindhearted attention of blond and blue-eyed rookie police officer Bobby McAlister, tempting him with his protective and concerning nature. 🥺 He is made it this far on his own, and he'll be damned if he'll let someone as perfect and angelic and pure and clean and pretty as Bobby become a part of his life, only for him to be tainted by how very different it is from the world he lives in. But, sometimes life plays a hand so hard-hitting and heavy that it takes a leap of faith and a certain trust in love to finally believe that maybe - just maybe you don't have to do everything alone. 😔
“You’re too much of an optimist to be hanging around here.”
“Maybe you guys need a little optimism,” Bobby countered, taking up the challenge.”
Even though it was told only from Tommy's perspective, I didn't feel like I missed out on not getting into Bobby's head - he wore his heart on his sleeve and never shied away from showing just how much he cared for Tommy. 💟 How he didn't mind bearing the burden with him - sharing a little bit in his responsibilities and loving his siblings as if they were his own. Tommy has always had it so rough - always doubtful of accepting any form of assistance - always thinking that there will be a catch to it and that it's not without something expected in return, but with Bobby, he sees just how wrong he was in thinking so. 🥺🥺 That there are inherently good people who do care - who don't have a hidden agenda, but genuinely want to be a part of it.
Who won't run when things get too demanding or difficult, that they are truly in it for the long run. Bobby was such a beautiful compassionate soul that didn't hesitate to show the simple understanding and affection he had for Tommy - not really knowing him when he had been his junior at school, but seeing him now and how tactfully he takes care of his siblings makes him want him even more. He believed in Tommy - truly believed that there was a light at the end of this tunnel for them - a saving grace from the unfortunate circumstances his family was trapped in. 🫂🫂 'I’m not a betting man, but if I were, I’d put every dime on you and those kids.' Tommy was like a prickly porcupine who didn't want the love or the care, hurting him with his spiteful words that refused to hope that Bobby wanting to care and help was real, he never backed down. Each time he was knocked down, he kept fighting back - proving to Tommy that he did care for him - that his love was here to stay. 💜💜
“You do.” Bobby whispered, a tender admission, and it looked to Tommy he felt guilty for even saying it. “Not always, but sometimes. And I know it’s just because… you’re you.”
That left a whole world for them to talk about. An ugly world full of Tommy’s demons and Bobby’s optimism. A world full of regret and pain and missed opportunities and that malicious bitch everyone called Hope.
{...}
Tommy gave him a slow smile. “Now who’s the asshole?”
“Still you.”
Wow - Tommy's parents - his father and stepmother - what characters that aren't even worth the trouble of writing about, but God, were they just winners of the worst parents ever. When she suggested selling one of her kids for money, Bobby's reaction to her remark - LOVED IT. 🤌🏻🤌🏻 Such a sharp contrast to Bobby's own mother, Judy, who opened the door to her heart and home with open arms.Tommy had to endure a lot in his life and I really felt for him at each moment. 'If he’d only been born to someone who had some sense of decency, some sense of responsibility, everything would’ve been different. “Coulda, woulda, shoulda, right?”' I understood why he had to keep everyone on such a tight leash, restrain himself from ever letting his guard down, because he works so hard to keep it together, only to know that any moment it could crumble if things got out of control. It's not only about their lives, but his own feelings that he has to keep at bay - knowing that if Bobby became too much of a fixture in their lives, would it work out. 🙏🏻🙏🏻
The angst was angst-ing - maybe wasn't really necessary for so much horrible stuff to happen for Tommy and his siblings, but the final blow I felt was necessary to show that he really was still a child - that he needed to let go of his stubbornness and deliberate avoidance of accepting any kind of help and see that there are people who want to help - who gain just as much love and happiness by lending a helping hand. When he broke down, when his siblings fought back at his own stupidity - it was rightfully deserved, but it was rewarded with a sweet and heartwarming closure that while a bit convenient, I felt that it was about time they deserved a little stability and happiness in their lives. 🙂↕️🙂↕️
“I don’t want to just be the guy you fuck and ‘oh by the way’ love.”
Tommy knew that. He cleared his throat and said carefully, “I want you to be it for me, okay?” Bobby only looked at him.
“I want a partner too, but,” Tommy paused there and then said softly, “I need you to teach me how.”
Despite the heavy tones, Tommy's relationship with his siblings was a really emotional and heartfelt one - one that felt very real. They've been through a lot together, so to see their unified front on just trying to make do with what they have - enjoy the little blessings that come to them, and even face the troubles that befall them as a team was really heartwarming to see. And I liked Tommy and Bobby together. ❤️🩹❤️🩹 Their chemistry was sweet and heartfelt. I liked their teasing flirtations, their playful banter, the tempting way Bobby inched closer into Tommy's heart, the lovable tender way he treated all of his siblings.'A partner was the guy who let it go both ways. Give and take.' There was just a really kind vibe between the two of them, one that slowly built up when they were confronted with their own challenges and how when Bobby's own life was threatened, Tommy realized just how much he meant to him. How he had made a place in his heart and life that the last thing he could ever need is to lose him when he's only just accepted that he was all he could have ever hoped for. 🫶🏻🫶🏻
One key point that severely prevented me from enjoying it more than I could have was that the author seemed to have a disregard for the usage of pronouns. So many scenes, I felt could have flowed much better, if their names had been swapped with some he/him, rather than their names. It - it made the writing difficult to read - which was sad, because it was still a lovely and emotional read - one that hit on all the right feels. 🤧 You don't always have to shed a few tears to feel it, but just the way the two of them fought with each other - pushed each other aside, because Bobby was still too skeptical and hesitant about letting people into his heart, that when Bobby finally showed him that if he just gave up his self-righteous streak for once and seized a favorable opportunity when it comes his way - did it finally prove to him that it was okay to welcome a little warmth and light into his life. 🥹🥹
“You were right. I don’t ask for help and I don’t like it and I don’t… respond well when it’s offered. I’m not easy, and I’m a pain in the ass, but if you’re willing to stick around, I’m willing to try, and I’m willing to trust you, and I’m willing to—”
Bobby cut him off by putting both hands on his face and pulling him into a kiss so strong and so hard it sucked the air out of Tommy’s lungs.”
Twenty-one-year old Tommy O'Shea has more than enough on his plate as the sole responsible caregiver of his seven younger siblings while his parents waste away their lives. He's managed to make it on their own since he was fifteen with the promise that he would do whatever it took to keep them together and out of foster care - 'I’ll keep us together, or I’ll die trying' - even if it means keeping everyone at arm's length, refusing to have a personal life of his own. 😥 The Last Thing He Needs is the affections and kindhearted attention of blond and blue-eyed rookie police officer Bobby McAlister, tempting him with his protective and concerning nature. 🥺 He is made it this far on his own, and he'll be damned if he'll let someone as perfect and angelic and pure and clean and pretty as Bobby become a part of his life, only for him to be tainted by how very different it is from the world he lives in. But, sometimes life plays a hand so hard-hitting and heavy that it takes a leap of faith and a certain trust in love to finally believe that maybe - just maybe you don't have to do everything alone. 😔
“You’re too much of an optimist to be hanging around here.”
“Maybe you guys need a little optimism,” Bobby countered, taking up the challenge.”
Even though it was told only from Tommy's perspective, I didn't feel like I missed out on not getting into Bobby's head - he wore his heart on his sleeve and never shied away from showing just how much he cared for Tommy. 💟 How he didn't mind bearing the burden with him - sharing a little bit in his responsibilities and loving his siblings as if they were his own. Tommy has always had it so rough - always doubtful of accepting any form of assistance - always thinking that there will be a catch to it and that it's not without something expected in return, but with Bobby, he sees just how wrong he was in thinking so. 🥺🥺 That there are inherently good people who do care - who don't have a hidden agenda, but genuinely want to be a part of it.
Who won't run when things get too demanding or difficult, that they are truly in it for the long run. Bobby was such a beautiful compassionate soul that didn't hesitate to show the simple understanding and affection he had for Tommy - not really knowing him when he had been his junior at school, but seeing him now and how tactfully he takes care of his siblings makes him want him even more. He believed in Tommy - truly believed that there was a light at the end of this tunnel for them - a saving grace from the unfortunate circumstances his family was trapped in. 🫂🫂 'I’m not a betting man, but if I were, I’d put every dime on you and those kids.' Tommy was like a prickly porcupine who didn't want the love or the care, hurting him with his spiteful words that refused to hope that Bobby wanting to care and help was real, he never backed down. Each time he was knocked down, he kept fighting back - proving to Tommy that he did care for him - that his love was here to stay. 💜💜
“You do.” Bobby whispered, a tender admission, and it looked to Tommy he felt guilty for even saying it. “Not always, but sometimes. And I know it’s just because… you’re you.”
That left a whole world for them to talk about. An ugly world full of Tommy’s demons and Bobby’s optimism. A world full of regret and pain and missed opportunities and that malicious bitch everyone called Hope.
{...}
Tommy gave him a slow smile. “Now who’s the asshole?”
“Still you.”
Wow - Tommy's parents - his father and stepmother - what characters that aren't even worth the trouble of writing about, but God, were they just winners of the worst parents ever. When she suggested selling one of her kids for money, Bobby's reaction to her remark - LOVED IT. 🤌🏻🤌🏻 Such a sharp contrast to Bobby's own mother, Judy, who opened the door to her heart and home with open arms.Tommy had to endure a lot in his life and I really felt for him at each moment. 'If he’d only been born to someone who had some sense of decency, some sense of responsibility, everything would’ve been different. “Coulda, woulda, shoulda, right?”' I understood why he had to keep everyone on such a tight leash, restrain himself from ever letting his guard down, because he works so hard to keep it together, only to know that any moment it could crumble if things got out of control. It's not only about their lives, but his own feelings that he has to keep at bay - knowing that if Bobby became too much of a fixture in their lives, would it work out. 🙏🏻🙏🏻
The angst was angst-ing - maybe wasn't really necessary for so much horrible stuff to happen for Tommy and his siblings, but the final blow I felt was necessary to show that he really was still a child - that he needed to let go of his stubbornness and deliberate avoidance of accepting any kind of help and see that there are people who want to help - who gain just as much love and happiness by lending a helping hand. When he broke down, when his siblings fought back at his own stupidity - it was rightfully deserved, but it was rewarded with a sweet and heartwarming closure that while a bit convenient, I felt that it was about time they deserved a little stability and happiness in their lives. 🙂↕️🙂↕️
“I don’t want to just be the guy you fuck and ‘oh by the way’ love.”
Tommy knew that. He cleared his throat and said carefully, “I want you to be it for me, okay?” Bobby only looked at him.
“I want a partner too, but,” Tommy paused there and then said softly, “I need you to teach me how.”
Despite the heavy tones, Tommy's relationship with his siblings was a really emotional and heartfelt one - one that felt very real. They've been through a lot together, so to see their unified front on just trying to make do with what they have - enjoy the little blessings that come to them, and even face the troubles that befall them as a team was really heartwarming to see. And I liked Tommy and Bobby together. ❤️🩹❤️🩹 Their chemistry was sweet and heartfelt. I liked their teasing flirtations, their playful banter, the tempting way Bobby inched closer into Tommy's heart, the lovable tender way he treated all of his siblings.'A partner was the guy who let it go both ways. Give and take.' There was just a really kind vibe between the two of them, one that slowly built up when they were confronted with their own challenges and how when Bobby's own life was threatened, Tommy realized just how much he meant to him. How he had made a place in his heart and life that the last thing he could ever need is to lose him when he's only just accepted that he was all he could have ever hoped for. 🫶🏻🫶🏻
One key point that severely prevented me from enjoying it more than I could have was that the author seemed to have a disregard for the usage of pronouns. So many scenes, I felt could have flowed much better, if their names had been swapped with some he/him, rather than their names. It - it made the writing difficult to read - which was sad, because it was still a lovely and emotional read - one that hit on all the right feels. 🤧 You don't always have to shed a few tears to feel it, but just the way the two of them fought with each other - pushed each other aside, because Bobby was still too skeptical and hesitant about letting people into his heart, that when Bobby finally showed him that if he just gave up his self-righteous streak for once and seized a favorable opportunity when it comes his way - did it finally prove to him that it was okay to welcome a little warmth and light into his life. 🥹🥹
August 6, 2014
4.25 STARS
The Last Think He Needs is a heartbreaking story and heartwarming story at times about life and family, love and sacrifice.
Since he was just a kid, Tommy O’Shea didn't had an easy life, forced to grow up and take care of himself and of his seven siblings. With an alcoholic and drug addict as a father and a drug alcoholic, drug addict prostitute as a step-mother he had to do anything to survive and provide for his family – stealing, prostitute himself for older men or selling drugs. His parents don’t care for him or his siblings, their only concern is to have money to satisfy their vices. Tommy worries every time about all his brothers and everyday he’s scared their fate will be the same as their parents or worse.
Tommy and his family’s life is about to change when rookie cop Bobby McAllister is barging into their life. Bobby always wanted to be a cop, always wanted to help and to make a difference and now he’s determinate to help Tommy and his seven siblings. He won’t take no for an answer. Bobby has a big heart and wants to help in any way he can. He’s nice and he cares not only for Tommy, he cares for the Tommy's brothers too.
At first Tommy is cautious, because Bobby is a cop and he’s not friend with someone who could toss him in jail, but soon he finds himself attracted to Bobby. For Tommy, Bobby presence in his and his family’s life becomes soon the best think ever, something that is good and feels right.
Tommy is not used to ask for help and he doesn’t respond very well when it’s offered, but when tragedy strikes he learn to trust himself and others, to give Bobby a real chance, to love and to hope.
The realness of this story was truly heartbroken. Both main characters are well developed and I really liked both. Tommy’s character is great. I really liked that despite everything he stayed strong, ready to do anything for his family. I appreciate his strength, his dedication for his brothers and sisters and that he never gives up even when he thinks he doesn't have the strength to fight anymore. I understand him and his insecurities and I loved how in the end he learns to trust others.
Bobby was fantastic! I loved how caring is with all the family, how much he trust Tommy and how much he appreciate him, how proud he is of him. Bobby never gives up on Tommy, he is there unconditionally. I loved Judy, how sweet and caring she is; she is really like a real grandmother for this family.
Tommy and Booby’s relationship progressed naturally and everything seems real, Tommy’s insecurities, Bobby’s wish to care and protect, their friendship and their love. The interactions between characters is really great and sometimes funny; between Bobby and Tommy, between Tommy and Judy and between the brothers.
Most of the children are so mature for their age and they are forced by circumstances to grow up, to work, to steal in order to survive. I loved how unite they stay no matter what, how they protect, love and support each other, how they try to stay together, how a REAL family they are.
Overall, The Last Think He Needs is a great story with a heartbreaking plot, but interesting storyline and great developed characters.
I’ll keep us together, or I’ll die trying.
The Last Think He Needs is a heartbreaking story and heartwarming story at times about life and family, love and sacrifice.
Since he was just a kid, Tommy O’Shea didn't had an easy life, forced to grow up and take care of himself and of his seven siblings. With an alcoholic and drug addict as a father and a drug alcoholic, drug addict prostitute as a step-mother he had to do anything to survive and provide for his family – stealing, prostitute himself for older men or selling drugs. His parents don’t care for him or his siblings, their only concern is to have money to satisfy their vices. Tommy worries every time about all his brothers and everyday he’s scared their fate will be the same as their parents or worse.
Other people had choices he had got-to, need-to, and won’t-do.
Tommy and his family’s life is about to change when rookie cop Bobby McAllister is barging into their life. Bobby always wanted to be a cop, always wanted to help and to make a difference and now he’s determinate to help Tommy and his seven siblings. He won’t take no for an answer. Bobby has a big heart and wants to help in any way he can. He’s nice and he cares not only for Tommy, he cares for the Tommy's brothers too.
Still an angel: guarding, protecting, concerning himself with the troubles of others.
At first Tommy is cautious, because Bobby is a cop and he’s not friend with someone who could toss him in jail, but soon he finds himself attracted to Bobby. For Tommy, Bobby presence in his and his family’s life becomes soon the best think ever, something that is good and feels right.
The relentless bastard had dug himself so deep into Tommy’s heart, there was no getting him out. It scared the hell out of him, but he was just going to have to let that ride.
Tommy is not used to ask for help and he doesn’t respond very well when it’s offered, but when tragedy strikes he learn to trust himself and others, to give Bobby a real chance, to love and to hope.
You’ve chosen this, Tom. You choose it every day you don’t turn your back and walk out that door. There are seven people that might just make it from here because of you.
The realness of this story was truly heartbroken. Both main characters are well developed and I really liked both. Tommy’s character is great. I really liked that despite everything he stayed strong, ready to do anything for his family. I appreciate his strength, his dedication for his brothers and sisters and that he never gives up even when he thinks he doesn't have the strength to fight anymore. I understand him and his insecurities and I loved how in the end he learns to trust others.
Bobby was fantastic! I loved how caring is with all the family, how much he trust Tommy and how much he appreciate him, how proud he is of him. Bobby never gives up on Tommy, he is there unconditionally. I loved Judy, how sweet and caring she is; she is really like a real grandmother for this family.
Tommy and Booby’s relationship progressed naturally and everything seems real, Tommy’s insecurities, Bobby’s wish to care and protect, their friendship and their love. The interactions between characters is really great and sometimes funny; between Bobby and Tommy, between Tommy and Judy and between the brothers.
Most of the children are so mature for their age and they are forced by circumstances to grow up, to work, to steal in order to survive. I loved how unite they stay no matter what, how they protect, love and support each other, how they try to stay together, how a REAL family they are.
Overall, The Last Think He Needs is a great story with a heartbreaking plot, but interesting storyline and great developed characters.
September 16, 2015
I’m not quite sure what I expected when reading this book. But, I’m certain I was pleasantly surprised.
Stories about kids w/ deadbeat parents, who have to do whatever they can to keep their siblings/family together, who scrape just to survive and do it all over again day after day…they HURT.
I watch this show on tv, “Shameless“. It’s a bit of a dark comedy, very dark. But what gets me is this group of kids, dysfunctional and messed-up, in survival mode – the only lifestyle they know is using means legal and illegal to stay together.
"The Last Thing He Needs" reminds me a bit of Shameless…but without the comedy. Is this book angsty? Well, I don’t think the relationship is angsty. The life Tommy (the oldest) and his siblings lead is…hard, and sad, and I wanted to do whatever I could to help them. But, what makes this book special is that despite all that, there can be love.
Meet Bobby…rookie cop, former classmate of Tommy, wants to be the knight-in-shining-armor, but mostly just wants to love Tommy. Bobby is a hero in so many ways…but in the best way – he won’t let Tommy push him away. He fights to stay in the guy’s life, to help him as much as he can, and to support and love him. *sigh*…now THAT’S romance!
I spent a lot of the book waiting for the other shoe to drop…for the next tragedy to befall the O’Shea children. And that kind of anxiety is not healthy. But, the small bits of love that Bobby keeps grabbing for with Tommy…they were like a balm to heart. And watching Tommy give in and let his walls crumble a little bit at a time? I felt relieved, and happy, and hopeful.
Now, once Bobby’s mom enters the picture, I feel the book becomes a bit too fairy tale and loses it’s edge. But, I was too devoted to seeking out some peace and anything good for this family, I was ok with what she brought to the table.
Really, really great book. Enjoyed it immensely…
*Also, cute little Christmas short with the same characters, Everything He Needs…tear jerker, in the best ways…
July 25, 2021
4 ⭐️ This story isn’t your regular love story, it’s not fluffy or cutesy but the love between Tommy and Bobby is realistic and very sweet.
Given a shitty hand in life, Tommy is struggling to put food on the table and a roof of their heads, raise his 7 siblings, not get caught committing crimes all while dealing with his drug addict parents. Having never had good luck or good things in life, Tommy doesn’t feel like he deserves happiness or have trust in people. Bobby, a only child and a cop, doesn’t let Tommy push him away and slowly worms his way into his and the rest of the O’Shea children’s hearts.
There is a lot of angst and shitty things that happen to the family. The kids all steal or work to keep the family together (if you’ve ever watched the show Shameless, the O’Shea were very similar to the Gallagher’s, Tommy like Fiona is the heart of the family even when he fucks up). I loved Bobby, he was so patient and loving with Tommy but also all the kids. I also loved how Judy embraced them and they all became a family.
Given a shitty hand in life, Tommy is struggling to put food on the table and a roof of their heads, raise his 7 siblings, not get caught committing crimes all while dealing with his drug addict parents. Having never had good luck or good things in life, Tommy doesn’t feel like he deserves happiness or have trust in people. Bobby, a only child and a cop, doesn’t let Tommy push him away and slowly worms his way into his and the rest of the O’Shea children’s hearts.
There is a lot of angst and shitty things that happen to the family. The kids all steal or work to keep the family together (if you’ve ever watched the show Shameless, the O’Shea were very similar to the Gallagher’s, Tommy like Fiona is the heart of the family even when he fucks up). I loved Bobby, he was so patient and loving with Tommy but also all the kids. I also loved how Judy embraced them and they all became a family.
November 19, 2014
I didn’t really know what to expect with this one. J.H. Knight is a new to me author. And this book didn’t have too many ratings yet, but the summary sounded intriguing, so I decided to give it a shot. And it was FANTASTIC! What an emotional roller coaster, but I loved every minute of it. Definitely adding this to my “favorites” shelf!
August 1, 2014
I probably would not have read this book if I knew how emotional it was going to be but I am so glad that I did. Very tough story but one filled with hope and beauty.
Read.
Read.
November 15, 2017
Redondeo a cuatro porque me ha gustado mucho como está escrito y la relación entre ambos es muy real, nadie espera que con la vida que Tommy lleva, se entregue desde el inicio a otra persona sin embargo, me siento incapaz de creer que alguien perdone a un ser despreciable como el padre, muy novelesco para mi gusto.
June 6, 2019
I'm only giving this 4 stars because it was too much for me. Too many kids. Though they were surprisingly not in the way all that much. But this book was more about them than the main characters' relationship.
I should give 5 stars, because the writing is absolutely flawless and the characters are perfectly flawed... well Tommy. Bobby is more of a good boy. When they have a problem with each other, they talk about it and not go "oh, I'm not gonna tell you what bothers me, just so our story could be longer and more angsty". lol None of that BS.
Tommy is really stubborn. and doesn't want to accept Bobby's or anyone else's help for that matter. For a moment the element of "You're too good for me, I would just drag you down, you should find someone more worthy" springs up, but not annoyingly, and Tommy eventually relaxes around Bobby, and goes with the flow. So this book isn't really about how they get together, but how they manage to stay together. Which is not so common in MM romance.
Also this is such a real book. It portrays the problems in the foster system, which is far from acceptable. The kids are well fleshed out, and I didn't find them annoying. But I would have liked more time with Tommy and Bobby.
Otherwise I'm really impressed. Highly recommended!
I should give 5 stars, because the writing is absolutely flawless and the characters are perfectly flawed... well Tommy. Bobby is more of a good boy. When they have a problem with each other, they talk about it and not go "oh, I'm not gonna tell you what bothers me, just so our story could be longer and more angsty". lol None of that BS.
Tommy is really stubborn. and doesn't want to accept Bobby's or anyone else's help for that matter. For a moment the element of "You're too good for me, I would just drag you down, you should find someone more worthy" springs up, but not annoyingly, and Tommy eventually relaxes around Bobby, and goes with the flow. So this book isn't really about how they get together, but how they manage to stay together. Which is not so common in MM romance.
Also this is such a real book. It portrays the problems in the foster system, which is far from acceptable. The kids are well fleshed out, and I didn't find them annoying. But I would have liked more time with Tommy and Bobby.
Otherwise I'm really impressed. Highly recommended!
March 18, 2016
Tres estrellas, argggggg, ¿me estoy convirtiendo en una mala persona?
La historia de Tommy un chico de 22 años que viene de una familia desestructurada y cuida de sus siete hermanos como puede y Bobby (en fin, no comentaré los nombres), un joven policía, es dulce, muy dulce, lo es, y bonita, muy bonita. Pero... durante todo el libro me ha parecido que estaba viendo una película de Antena 3 o de Hallmarks.
No es un mal libro, pasas un rato muy agradable, pero me ha parecido algo simple y más centrado en la resolución de la problemática familiar de Tommy, que en su historia de amor, que aunque tierna, al final está un poco difusa.
Perfecto para una tarde de domingo, como una peli de Antena 3 o de Hallmark.
La historia de Tommy un chico de 22 años que viene de una familia desestructurada y cuida de sus siete hermanos como puede y Bobby (en fin, no comentaré los nombres), un joven policía, es dulce, muy dulce, lo es, y bonita, muy bonita. Pero... durante todo el libro me ha parecido que estaba viendo una película de Antena 3 o de Hallmarks.
No es un mal libro, pasas un rato muy agradable, pero me ha parecido algo simple y más centrado en la resolución de la problemática familiar de Tommy, que en su historia de amor, que aunque tierna, al final está un poco difusa.
Perfecto para una tarde de domingo, como una peli de Antena 3 o de Hallmark.
March 5, 2020
This one is full of angst painting a tale of hardship, loyalty and love.
If you get emotional over stories with kids in them, this is the one for you. I don't normally like kids in my romance books, but this story couldn't be more perfect. It doesn't only have kids in it, the main plot element are the kids. The romance almost takes a back seat to their story, but it has one of the most powerful HEAs.
I can't think of a single person I wouldn't recommend this book to.
If you get emotional over stories with kids in them, this is the one for you. I don't normally like kids in my romance books, but this story couldn't be more perfect. It doesn't only have kids in it, the main plot element are the kids. The romance almost takes a back seat to their story, but it has one of the most powerful HEAs.
I can't think of a single person I wouldn't recommend this book to.
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