Book two of the Minnesota Blue Herons hockey romance series, this book focuses on player Adam Davison and Grace Miller. Adam is the best friend of Grace’s big brother, fellow MBH player Calvin Miller, and they’ve been friends since childhood. When Adam is traded to the Blue Herons, he’s given a chance to return to his hometown and face the demons of his past — specifically, the fact that his mom died at the hands of his abusive father. Adam never processed that trauma and now it’s manifesting as panic attacks and anxiety at playing the game that he loves so much. It’s a good thing he’s got Grace there to help him process, as the relationship they insisted was “just a summer fling” progresses into something more.
I loved seeing men’s mental health acknowledged in this story, especially with a professional athlete. Too many times, men are asked to be tougher than they are, so it’s important to understand how trauma affects a person, years and years after the initial event. As a result, though, I do feel as though Adam got all of the character development in this book, whereas Grace remains a static (though lovely) character. Grace’s fears about being tossed aside are mentioned often but it never feels like a real threat within the plot. Yes, it’s pointed out that it’s not Grace’s job nor place to “fix” Adam (and amen to that!), it still feels like her role in this story is less the female main character and more an avenue to make Adam realize how much he needs help.
[ SLIGHT SPOILER!! ] I also wish there was a more satisfying ending to the subplot featuring Adam’s deadbeat dad, who keeps reaching out to Adam. I spent the entire book thinking more was going to happen than just phone calls from prison, but… alas, I remain disappointed. I’m also waiting to see Adam’s sister, Zoey, tell off her rude fiancé, Vincent, but I feel like that’s coming up in the series.
The highlight for me was Adam’s kitten, Poppie, who he rescues after a bonfire at his lakehouse. Anytime you include a tiny black kitten in a novel who steals the show, I’m sold, lol. Poppie is also a great way to show Adam’s growth, giving him something to care for and focus on that’s not Grace, and a way for our two leads to bond later on.
Overall, this feels more like a small town romance than a hockey romance. If you enjoy both genres, you’ll like this read.