Does it count as assassination if I’m really, really bad at it?
Malcolm Swallow does not deserve to live. For two long years, he’s been nothing but cruel, tying me up in his malicious games.
So when a sketchy guy asks me to kill the bane of my existence, I decide it’s time to start playing by my own rules and agree.
I did not realize step one of winning would mean fake dating the man I loathe most. Yet, here I am, cooking up murder plots, going to theme parks, and…sharing a bed with him?
After each new failed attempt on Malcolm’s life, I’m beginning to wonder whether the flags in this game are pointing to death…
Or romance.
For the Sake of Flags is a closed-door romantic comedy with plenty of swoon and sizzle, but none of the spice. Book one in the Flagging Romance series delivers a boss/employee, billionaire, enemies-to-lovers romcom with tension, yearning, and banter to make you laugh and swoon. Welcome to another novel in the ever-growing EverStorm universe!
Camilla Evergreen is an alias of USA Today bestselling author Anne Stryker. Originally intended as a dumping ground for all things lacking fantasy, Camilla/Anne came to the shocking discovery that writing sarcastic, chaotic romcoms full of quippy heroines and adoring heroes has a kick to it.
Camilla/Anne’s neurodivergent tendencies leave her hyperfocused on writing sweet and sassy romances from dawn till dusk and lending whatever her current creative obsessions are to her characters. From arranged marriages to falling for the boss, there’s lots of love to go around.
Another book, another letdown😩 The premise sounded so fun. Azalea agreeing to kill her boss Malcolm for free? You just know she hated that man with every fiber of her being lol
But this one just didn’t work for me. Malcolm was way too unhinged, and I couldn’t get invested in the romance. His obsession with her felt more unsettling than swoony. I mean, imagine a guy literally jumping off a building to prove he loves you… yeah no😬
I absolutely adored this book. It is definitely one of my all-time favorite books by Camilla Evergreen.
The way Malcolm cares for Azalea and treats her throughout the story truly touched my heart. Azalea struggles with OCD, and her mind is constantly fighting against her. As someone who also has OCD, the way Malcolm approached her struggles meant so much to me.
He never blamed her for the way her brain works or became frustrated when she couldn’t do something. Instead, he was patient, gentle, and incredibly caring. He paid attention to what she needed in each moment and helped her work through her loops in whatever ways he could. He supported her through small accommodations without ever pushing too hard.
One of my favorite examples was when they went to the amusement park. Just getting through the gates was a huge step for Azalea, so Malcolm did everything he could to make the rest of the experience easier. He packed food in individual packages so she would know it was safe, so she could eat. He encouraged her to step outside of her comfort zone while also making sure she felt safe. If she couldn’t do something, that was okay. He loved her exactly where she was and never expected her to be anything more.
Throughout the book, Azalea struggles with fears surrounding germs, intrusive thoughts, and the feeling that if things aren’t done the “right” way, she’s a bad person who doesn’t deserve love. Yet Malcolm continuously chooses her. He keeps showing her that those thoughts aren’t true. He reminds her that she is worthy of love simply because she is herself.
Some of the most emotional moments for me were when he reassured her that if she couldn’t hold his hand, that was okay. If she couldn’t do certain things, that was okay. He would still love her. He said it over and over again until she could slowly start believing it herself.
I also loved the scene where she was afraid to kiss him because of her OCD, and he told her that even if she never kissed him, it wouldn’t change how much he loved her. He made it clear that what mattered was who she was as a person her personality, her heart, and even the pieces of herself she considered broken. He loved all of her, exactly as she was.
Honestly, this book made me cry. The way Malcolm cared for Azalea, accommodated her OCD, and never dismissed what she went through every day was incredibly moving. One moment that especially got me was when he wore gloves so he could touch her in a way that felt safer for her. Rather than minimizing her struggles, he met her where she was and loved her through them.
This book made me laugh, cry, and swoon. It hit very close to home for me, and I am so grateful to Camilla Evergreen for writing such a beautiful story and for providing me with an ARC copy. This book will stay with me for a very long time.💕
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 I really enjoyed this book. Probably the best example of Camilla Evergreen's witty, intelligent writing to date. Really it was a pleasure to read!
Despite Malcom (MMC) being pitched as a villain, I really couldn't see him that way. His ruthless business dealings don't really show up in the book. Honestly I adored every word that came out of his mouth. He's smart, funny, and has a huge love for his lady. Azalea (best name ever, FMC) was also so likable. Despite her self hatred, she's still a strong soul, intelligent, with a big heart. I don't have personal experience with OCD but do have family members with it and I think Camilla did a good job representing this particular manifestation -- I hope those who do deal with this on a day to day basis feel the same.
Also I'd like to say that I really appreciated the warning about no kisses on the lips in this book from the very beginning, that way I wasn't waiting for it the whole time and disappointed when it didn't happen. There's plenty of other kisses, chemistry and swoony moments to enjoy.
If you read the blurb you think you are going to be reading a book that is much darker than it is. I started out thinking “hmm how in the world is this a rom com?” Then I decided to trust the process and go with it. I was not disappointed!
I love the fact that this story is completely off the wall yet so very sweet and poignant. What brings me back to Ms Evergreen’s books is that love never looks the same for everyone. That is awesome.
White & black. Darling dove & devious villain. A crystal heart.
I was not expecting the direction of healing & care that this story went, especially with how much she truly despises him to begin with, but then, I should have known better, because Camilla wrote it.
I’m in awe & adoration of the soul deep love expressed in this story. It’s truly a beautiful, inspiring thing. My heart melts.
Loved this one! Camilla has such talent in taking hard subjects and both normalizing them & letting you feel empathy. Azalea deals with OCD and while I don’t have full diagnosis, I sure could relate to her tendencies. I loved how the story unfolded and we got to see Malcom be what he was in an effort to help/support her. The emotional romance was top tier!
This is a wildly red flag waving pair of characters, each in their own way. Seriously, Malcolm is toxic enough to be leading the Flag Day parade… though, in her own way, Azalea wouldn’t be too far behind.
So how does toxicity become….. endearing?
Malcolm Swallow is a truly terrible boss… he’s known for making grown men cry on a regular basis. Unpleasant, malicious and egocentric, it’s a surprise he even has feelings for Azalea in his own “special” way. Maybe because he sees it more as an ownership? Forget that she’s his assistant. Forget that she has severe anxiety and extreme germaphobia. She has rules for everything so that she can function. She wears long, white opera gloves everywhere.
She lives in white, actually- her wardrobe, her car, her workspace, her home. There is no deviation. When her boss stained her dress once she threw it away and ordered a new one rather than try washing the stain out. She shops and meal-preps every Saturday and does not deviate from her proportioned and overly wrapped and packaged meals. She is never without her scented Lysol wipes. She has an emotional support crystal heart that is her lifeline.
Her boss? She cannot stand him at all, and has perfected keeping a perfectly emotionless facade on her face at all times… even if she is spiraling out of control over his latest poke and prod at her defenses.
So when Malcolm hires an actor to approach Azalea to “hire” her to assassinate her boss, she agrees to do it without pay. Forget messes, she’d happily strangle him with her (gloved) hands.
Turns out he’s all for it, and is having a great time sending her “instructions” to fake a seduction of her boss, dating him in order to maneuver him to places they can kill him. But when Malcolm goes too far by stepping off his penthouse balcony to prove he’d do anything she says in order to prove his love for her, Azalea is forced to reconsider her emotions where this frustratingly manipulative man is concerned.
Can this emotionally disturbed man somehow be the perfect person allowing Azalea a safe place to begin shedding some of the barriers she maintains to protect herself from the world?
Okay, this obviously is a romantic fantasy, as no, toxic relationships like what is described here are not okay, and not safe, nor should they be held up as an example of a healthy and functioning relationship. But is it a good read? Hell, yes. You’ll fall under the charm of Camilla’s writing and characters… just like we always do.
I would, however, not hand this one over to your preteen/teens unless they are older and understand the warning signs of red flags and toxic masculinity. There is no writing swear words (instead, Camilla sweetly writes “he lets out a swear” instead of writing them out, so feel free to throw a heck or a dang or whatever your favorite substitute word of choice may be). There is no kissing mouth-to-mouth, no sex or compromising situations.
Completely clean… just questionable ideas about properly expressing your love for another.
We have Malcolm and Azalea, with cameos from Malcolm’s twin, Iverson and their best friend, Birch, who works for Ivy… and a brief glimpse of Ivy’s fiancé, Maple.
And our backdrop- a planned ball for Flag Day as Ivy’s surprise wedding to Maple (and their own red flags relationship)- will be released in the companion book, For Flag’s Sake, coming out this fall from frequent collaborator, Storm Sterling… whose works you should also read if you’re into Camilla’s fun and funky style.
And if you are stuck waiting for Storm’s book and frustrated for more to read, this dynamic duo have a previous Flag Day duology in Red Flag, Green Light and Red Flags Only. Hope you enjoy, and you’re welcome.
Azalea hates her boss, Malcolm. I’m not exaggerating; she enters into a plot to kill him when three shadowy figures offer her a lot of money to do just that. The funny part? She didn’t even want the money. She just wanted him dead.
And now you’re wondering how these two will ever get on the same page. Well, for the full context, you’ll have to read the book. In short, Malcolm knows he’s a villain. But that doesn’t mean he wants to torture Azalea. Oh, wait. That’s absolutely part of his plan.
The thing is, he gets Azalea. He knows that her brain is putting out worst-case scenarios like that’s something normal. And how does he cut through that? By disrupting expectations.
I can identify with Azalea; there were traumatic things in my childhood that I’ve still not fully gotten past. (Have you ever had your stomach pumped? Now think of that happening at four years old. Yeah, girl, I see you.) I share her hatred of Ferris wheels, too. Or observation wheels or whatever the heck they’re called.
I’ve also been through many an anxiety attack, and even with medication that keeps most of those things away, sometimes I still spiral. I saw in Azalea a great many things that I felt while I was growing up. She tends to become emotionless, to shut down, when something upsets her. She’s been doing that so long that she doesn’t remember how to just be herself.
Malcolm is, admittedly, a monster. But he loves Azalea so deeply that he would do anything for her, even if she never reciprocated. (Yes, there are men out there in real life that actually care about their partners.) She has a hard time understanding this, because she’s never been treated thus. Looks like even so-called monsters can fall in love, and love deeply.
The plot works towards a Flag Day ball at the mansion of Malcolm’s brother, Iverson, and Azalea is helping to plan it. And apparently “helping to plan it” is code for “planning almost everything”. There’s also going to be a secret wedding for Iverson, because Flag Day, as we all know, is the most romantic holiday of the year. It’s true! My parents got married on Flag Day! My husband proposed to me on Flag Day! If that’s not enough evidence, well, I can’t help you there. Be advised that you will not actually get a wedding scene, as the book ends just before Malcolm and Azalea go into the ball.
So, come for the broken brains and failed assassination attempts, stay for the enemies-to-lovers vibe that will make you swoon, and get the book.
In honor of Flag Day, the most romantic holiday of the year, this book asks what would you do if the person you loved was trapped inside their own mind?
On the surface, there are a lot of things wrong with Malcolm and Azalea and their relationship in general. Malcolm is a clear villain, who enjoys playing with Azalea's emotions. He clearly has very few boundaries, and the money and power to allow him to do as he pleases. Azalea is frantically trying to survive with a brain that tells her she is constantly in mortal peril. Malcolm's antics over the years have driven her into a state of hatred to the point of agreeing to murder him-while refusing to take money for it.
This book is full of tension and heat- it explores the line between hate and love. Malcolm is selfishly motivated in pushing Azalea beyond her comfort zone. Yet once he pushes and gets a reaction, he always stops before going too far.
While the romance is top notch- and Flag Day worthy (I mean, how much more romantic can you get than a game of marriage chicken?)- I really enjoyed the psychological aspects of this book. Azalea's clear germaphobia becomes a bigger villain than Malcolm can ever hope to be. While he may delight in the sadistic nature of her torture a BIT more than is comfortable, everything he does is to bring them closer and bring his dove more out of the cage of her own making.
I recommend this book for anyone who is obsessed with the villains. Anyone who likes their romance a little unconventional. And anyone who enjoys exploring the different ways people experience the world. And maybe anyone who likes a little choking between lovers.
Thank you to the author for the advanced copy. All opinions are my own.
This book was fantastic. Azalea was funny, clever, and I loved seeing her interact with Malcolm from the very beginning. Malcolm is handsome, cunning, and the type of person that goes “Intrusive thoughts? How fun. Let’s do it!” Malcolm is not a fluffy romantic male lead (quite the opposite), but he is someone that pays attention to Azalea (obsessed really - which is fair, because she’s an icon) and will do anything he can to see the emotions she hides as a way to protect herself. One of the many things I appreciate about this book is how Azalea’s OCD is written. It’s raw, genuine, and often draining and agonizing for Azalea to constantly be in a state of alert as her brain tries to keep her safe. I also appreciated how Malcolm did his best to support her (several steps ahead that one-must be all that plotting paying off) and didn’t try to downplay her struggles or hide how ruthless and twisted he could be at the same time. This truly is a story about two people who see each other for who they are and gravitate to one another as constants (I’m getting vibes of Gomez Adams meets Loki along with a fully fleshed out villain persona-iconic dialogue, plotting, looks and all). Overall, if you like great banter, complex characters, fabulous OCD representation, and she hates him; he loves her/ forced proximity / boss x employee / villain romance with only one bed and zero spice, then you should check it out.
Camilla Evergreen books are in a world of their own. They are unlike other mainstream books, but they are so good. This one, though, was a bit more unhinged than usual. I enjoyed it but there were so many red flags that I struggled a bit, but to each their own. And love stories like this just show that there is someone for everyone, no matter how broken or different you are. Like I’ve come to expect with this author’s books, my heart just ached for Azalea. To have your own brain be the one torturing you and telling you so many lies is gut wrenching, but then having the world reinforce some of those lies, devastating. Thankfully there are people like Malcom who will love her exactly as she is but also want to help push her and help destroy those lies and rules she put in place that were doing more harm than good. This author always has so many quotable lines, I’ll add a few. *Being hated to the point of pre-meditated murder means there’s only up to go from here. *You’re my favorite. And if you’re all or nothing, I want the all. No matter how it shows up. No matter what it looks like or how it hurts. I want too much of you. *What if I maybe, accidentally, by mistake get upset with you, and try to kill you again? … I think…that might just be what most people call marriage, darling.
Camilla has done it again. (I'm a huge fan, let's just get that out of the way. HUGE.)
Azalea works for a monster. He has bullied her for two years. So, when she's approached in a dark alley by three sketchy dudes in trench coats who offer her a lot of money to moonlight as an assassin, she does what any reasonable young woman would do: offers to do the deed for free.
What follows is not what you'd expect. First off, Azalea is a terrible assassin. Second....she's no longer sure she's been understanding the situation for the last two years. At all.
I loved how absolutely devoted Malcolm was. This is the kind of unhinged romance that can only make sense with Dual POV. Please trust me when I say....trust no one. The ending of this book is so, so sweet. This book takes a very raw look at what it's like to live with OCD, and crafts the kind of soul-mate romance that Camilla is known for. In that way, it is fantasy of the highest order, but the kind that could possibly exist. What if someone was willing to do whatever they had to do to be whatever you needed? There is no greater magic than love.
This book is the perfect mix of heart, humor, and depth. What I Loved: The Banter: The author’s signature quirky dialogue is on full display here. The banter between Azalea and Malcom is fun and kept me smiling the entire time.
The Romance: If you love the "he falls first" trope, this one is for you. The MMC is absolute perfection—so incredibly patient, supportive, and completely devoted. My favorite quote from him: "Which is only fair, of course, since I've seldom gone a minute since our meeting without thinking of her. She. Haunts. Me. Like a wraith. Like an angel. Like a soulmate."
The Representation: The mental illness representation, specifically the journey with OCD, was handled with so much care, nuance, and respect.
The Vibes: As a lovely bonus for fellow readers, this is a beautifully executed closed-door romance that proves you don't need explicit scenes to build incredible, breathless chemistry.
You will enjoy this book if you are looking for a heartwarming story featuring a patient hero, fun banter, and meaningful representation.
Thank you to the author for providing an ARC in exchange for an honest review.
For the Sake of Flags by Camilla Evergreen makes you question what love really is.
I think I say this about every Camilla book but this one really hit different. How can a love be so encompassing, so understanding, so overwhelming? It really makes you think I want one like that. One that would take me in any form, in any shape, and is willing to wait until the end, until the end of forever if need be. What does it mean to be loved? If I'm not loved like this then I don't want it. Someone who would d1e for me, and someone who is quite literally willing to k1ll for me too.
Both of these characters were beautiful, each with their flaws, and one might think the total opposite of each other. But there was understanding, and compassion towards what each other was. The yearning, the dedication, the willingness, the time, and the dedication that was shown was so lovely. I just love Camilla.
If you want a book that will change your view on love, this is the one for you.
Camilla is so ingenious with writing books, it boggles my mind.
This is a clean, dark, and twisted romcom. Try to reconcile those words, I dare you.
Both main characters are a bit on the crazy side. And yet it works so well. There are so many funny, lol moments like all of Camilla's other romcoms. Even the prolgue and author's notes make me laugh.
One man who loves her to his death, literally, and one woman who loathes him. How far will they push to get what they want? I'd say further than a rational person would. You have to read this incredible ride so you too can enter a bit of chaos.
There are no swears (just "he swears" subs), no alcohol (because they are crazy enough), and no kisses on the mouth (but this doesn't mean zero heat and kisses elsewhere. (Hmm, you wonder what I mean by that.) Dual POV.
But of course Flag day is the most romantic day of the year, why did you ask? This boss-employee, enemies to more book captured my attention from the very start, and held my attention all the way through. I greatly enjoyed this story, I loved the banter, I loved the way he took care of her even when she thought she didn't want it. I love the way he worked to help her process through her needs, her desires to grow, and his patience with her germ struggles. It's dark, in that he does this all in a very non-clinical way, he's controlling, and not always a good person, but his deep love and care for her shines through in how he handles the important things. I read an early version from the author, check this book out soon!!
Most important to know: The blurb for this book is much darker than the book itself. This is a rom com. And I laughed out loud at parts-for sure.
Azalea has OCD. Azalea’s brain lies to her daily. Azalea has slipped into a side quest world of simply trying to survive the demands her brain makes of her.
Malcolm is just trying to make a space for himself in her world. By ANY. MEANS. NECESSARY. Even to his own detriment. It seems… maybe… especially to his own detriment?
And that’s the story in a nutshell. The desire to be loved for who we are-to be met in the midst of our own crazy-to be seen beyond the layer of what we show the world. Evergreen books specialize in this, and Camilla has, once again, delivered.
Everything Camilla writes is amazing, a masterpiece.
I cannot express my love for her books. She wrote another perfect love story.
Malcom is totally a villain. And I love it. So very much. I don’t really care for heroes in my romance stories. I like the little cooky ones. And… he’s definitely cooky.
Azalea is just a beautiful character. So beautiful. Even though she has issues mentally she’s beautiful. Because don’t we all have something mentally wrong? If not just a little bit? I love her so much because she is so strong.
I am upset one again that I have finished this book so quickly. I wish I wouldn’t scarf her books like I’m starved. But…well…I guess I’m starved 🤷♀️
I suggest you read this book if you haven’t already.
I should, perhaps, be concerned by how much I love Camilla's absolutely unhinged characters. But I'm not. I love an obsessed MMC and Camilla always delivers (but, like, in an endearing way). Malcolm is no exception. He wants to see all of Azalea - not just what she presents.
Speaking of Azalea, she has OCD. And as someone with OCD since my teen years, I find the representation of Azalea's obsessions, compulsions, and her thoughts pretty accurate. Her growth through the book is believable as well.
"Trust me, not your rules, to keep you safe. In fact, let's break your rules into a million pieces. Because even after they're strewn about in chaotic disarray...we'll still be together. And I will keep you, because I will always keep you. No matter what." - Malcolm Swallow
The unhinged is giving...unconditional love. She did it again. Camilla showed us our brokenness doesn't make us worthless or unlovable. She shows us our healing isn't linear or perfect. She made a cheek kiss the most passionate, precious, and intimate thing possible. Leaving us utterly satisfied with what most would consider mundane. That intimacy is primarily a thing of hearts, souls, and emotions, not bodies. Beautiful.
"See...that is the cool thing about living, dove. It's full of opportunities. And if they're not showing up in the way you want them to, sometimes you just have to possess the gall to make them yourself." - Malcolm
Malcolm is a villain. There is no other good way to describe him. But don’t even villains have some redeeming qualities?
Azalea doesn’t think so; as a matter of fact, she accepts the job to kill Malcolm, who is her boss - for free.
Azalea has her own mental problems to deal with other than figuring out how to do away with Malcolm. Malcolm is aware of her problems, and is actually trying to help her because he is in love with her. And, the fact that his “help” seems a bit like control…oh, well…
Camilla Evergreen has created another tongue-in-cheek rollicking romcom for our reading pleasure. Enjoy it today!
Who doesn't love the villain? Malcolm is, after all, a villain. And Azalea works for him. And she hates him. Vehemently. Too bad. So sad. He's in love with her.
Azalea has OCD and germaphobia, but come on, the world is gross. Malcolm hasn't been very kind to her over the years, so is it really any wonder she wants to help the nice gentlemen with their request?
Seriously, though, this book is about unconditional love. It's about putting those you love first despite the cards you're dealt. Even when those cards are the fact you are a villain. It's about finding someone who will love you and teach you to be kind to yourself when you're your own villain. Beautiful book.
This is the beginning of a series but can be read as a stand alone novel. We get another knock out novel from Camilla. This story will have you laughing out and contemplating murder (ish). I love the twist and turns we get in this story. It is definitely not a conventional romance but it makes me enjoy it that much more. In ways that only Camilla can she will make you love the unhinged characters in her story. Malcolm is the right amount of pushy and accommodating. He helps Azalea in ways that I truly feel she would never allow herself to be helped otherwise. While this is definitely a dark romance, it is closed door.
This isn't enemies to lovers with simple disliking. Azalea hates Malcolm so much, that when three thugs want to hire her to kill him, she agrees to do it for free. Good thing she's bad at it! We are blessed to get Malcolm's pov too, and let's just say, things are not what they seem to Azalea. Malcolm is unethical and controlling, but doing it all for ✨love✨. I loved seeing Azalea heal and grow with Malcolm's help. There was hilarious banter and deep feelings. Celebrate Flag Day today with this gem!
Unconventional, beautiful, obsessive love. This isn’t enemies to lovers but enemy vs lover - can Malcolm make Azalea love him before she can kill him? Malcolm and Azalea are made for each other - she just doesn’t know it yet. Camilla writes the most relatable, quirky, healing romances cloaked in some pretty crazy unhealthy behavior. What a thing to say, right? 😂😂😂 Always read the Author’s note - Camilla crafts them spectacularly. I would only recommend her books to adults. no swearing no spice 🚫🤬🚫🌶️
Eeeeeeeeeeek! First things first, read the author’s note. You have been forewarned. I honestly don’t have the words to describe this book. Based on vibes, I would shelve it between Red Flag, Green Light and That Time I Played the Mafia Boss (both books by Camilla Evergreen). Malcolm and Azalea are *perfect* for each other, even though someone has a few doubts in that department. Enemies to lovers, but only she thinks they’re enemies and (forced) cognitive behavioral therapy, this book will make you laugh and cry. If you are new to Camilla’s books, read the Red Flags Only series first. You’ll thank me later. 🤍
I received an ARC of this book and oh my goodness. First of all, I’m a sucker for a morally questionable love interest. I can’t help it. Second of all, Azalea has OCD. I have OCD. Granted, hers is a different subtype than mine, but I identified with her spiraling, her rumination, her need to do things a certain way. And there is one scene with Malcolm that so perfectly resonates with my own OCD that I literally had to stop and read it twice.
I loved these characters and their growth with themselves and each other. Red flags or no, theirs is a love story for the hopefuls, for the healing, for those who think they’re too much.
This was a delightfully unhinged book. What do you mean you hatched a devious plan for your assistant to come running into your arms and it backfired spectacularly? (To your possible detriment) Malcolm and Azalea both need help. I especially enjoyed the portrayal of OCD in this book. It was done respectfully, with the human at the center of it all. Malcolm is a flag, the colour of which remains undetermined.
I can't say all that I feel about this book because my feelings on it are complex. It may become an email to the author who will likely recommend therapy. Wrapping it up I'm going to say the portrait of obsessive compulsive disorder is spot on and though I don't condone extremes I would love to see people respond in the way stated at the end, I love you for all that you are.