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395 pages, Paperback
First published August 25, 2015
She wasn’t like anyone I’d ever met… She didn’t treat me like a nobody. In fact, I don’t think anyone had ever treated me the way Felicity treated me, or looked at me the way she looked at me. Like I was something special. Like I was someone.
“You know, that first day in the woods, I never in a million years would’ve thought we’d end up here. You have no idea how privileged I feel to get to be with you.”
“I feel the exact same way.”





I fell in love once. I lived for each time I could see her, and nothing else mattered, not that our families were enemies, our time together was forbidden, or we had to meet in secret. Our love could conquer all. Until it didn’t.
So I was ripped away from the love of my life and shoved into hell, forced to continue without her. It shattered me, broke the best parts of me, left me damaged. Or so I thought.
Years later, I swear history’s trying to repeat itself because she’s back in my life, and I’m just as drawn to her as I was before. But I’m older and wiser now, and I know she should stay away from a worthless piece of ex-con like me.
So, I will not let her in. I absolutely refuse to hurt her. I will keep her away. Then again, sometimes risking your greatest fear to get to a smile makes everything worth it, and besides, I’m not sure I can resist her, anyway.
This is the story of how Felicity Bainbridge changed my life forever, starting one summer day long ago after I was forced to change a dirty diaper…
Where had he gone?
And then I felt it.
A stare. It started out tingling the back of my neck until it rocked through my entire nervous system. I could do nothing but feel him watching me… I knew he was there though, hiding from me, probably pressing his back to the wall and holding his breath, hoping I didn’t find him. Except I had no idea why he’d hide from me… why he hadn’t told me who he was…
“We’ve never really been apart. From the moment you bumped into me in those woods, we’ve belonged to each other… and we’ll always love each other. You know why?” I leaned in to whisper… “Because we don’t know how to stop.”
“I’m no good for you,” he insisted.
I shook my head. “You’re the best thing that ever happened to me.”


I craved every little second I got to see her, but I knew I should stay away. It was torment, the two cravings rivaling and constantly churning in me, playing tug-of-war between what my heart wanted and what I knew was best.

I think the worth of person comes from who you are and less from WHAT you are."
Stop looking so sad when I don't kiss you, and stop trying to leave when you're sad. You're not allowed to walk away from me unless you're smiling."


I'm just some wasted shell of space who won't stop breathing. And I can do nothing but hurt you. There's this stain on me. I'll never get it out.


These last six years have been hell. Because being without you is like an open wound that bleeds and festers every day. It hurts and it's miserable, and now you're right here, yet you keep pushing me away."

With a choked sound of defeat, I crushed my mouth to hers. I had to shut her up. Her words were slaying me. Her tears were like poison. I died a hundred deaths from each aching confession. And I need her to stop before I ceased to exist.

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“I think the worth of a person comes more from who you are and less from what you are.”






"I'm just some waste shell of a space who won't stop breathing.
And I can do nothing but hurt you.
There's this stain on me. I'll never get it out."

"Love doesn't understand time.
It doesn't care if people change.
It just grows where it grows."
With a wistful sigh, she traced the heart with her finger. “God, we were so young.”
“Too young,” I agreed.
“But that didn’t seem to matter. Love doesn’t understand time. It doesn’t care if people change. It just grows where it grows.”
“And it bloomed inside us.” Slipping a hand into my jeans pocket, I pulled out a knife and flipped it open. “Here’s to a new us.”
Then I went about carving a larger heart around the original one







“This is the story of how felicity Bainbridge changed my life forever, starting one summer day long ago after I was forced to change a dirty diaper...”
~Knox Parker.



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“No matter what either of us want, I’m never going to be that innocent boy you fell in love with.” Shaking my head, I thumped my hands against my chest. “There’s nothing here for you any longer, City.”
“There’s a violence inside me that isn’t getting better … You have no idea what I’ve been through, or what it’s turned me into. So can you just believe me when I say I’m not safe?”
“We’ve never really been apart. From the moment you bumped into me in those woods, we’ve belonged to each other … I don’t care if we’ve grown up. We’re still Knox and City at the core, and we’ll always love each other. You know why?” I leaned in to whisper … “Because we don’t know how to stop.”
“I don’t know who I am anymore. But I know I still love you. I always have, and I always will.”
“I think the worth of a person comes more from who you are and less from what you are.”


“-Can I just keep you the rest of the night?”
-For the rest of forever.”


"Make me a promise...No matter what happens today, don't ever change. You are fun and sweet and amazing just the way you are. You make the world a better place because you always find the bright side. You ARE the bright side."

“We’ve never really been apart. From the moment you bumped into me in those woods, we’ve belonged to each other… and we’ll always love each other. You know why?” I leaned in to whisper… “Because we don’t know how to stop.”

“No one ever kissed me like you did. No one ever touched me like you did..”

