I'd sincerely like to thank Piper Marie for accepting me onto her ARC Team for this fantastic read. I feel so honored to be one of the first of many to read this amazing dystopian horror novel.
4.5⭐ rounded up
In Sometimes They Hide there are two main characters; Cerulean Pains and Sativa Luar. Cerulean who has secrets, and has never felt fully human, born as something other, in between. Being told from birth he's a monster that nobody will ever love. Sativa is a student who wants nothing more than to matter, and to better the world. When something happens to her mother, she sets out to find a way to save her no matter who she has to hurt to do so, even if it means hurting the boy who saved her life. They're being watched by the Til, the governing rule has secrets it really doesn't want getting out.
Honestly summing up such a long book, with so much plot is incredibly difficult. It's filled to the absolute brim with plotlines, motives, lore, relationships, and trauma. There are around 10ish points of view, ten different characters we get to see views from, and rather than feeling crowded with too many view points it makes complete sense. Because the book is so thick and juicy with plot, the character views are able to give you extra information behind the scenes of the action without spoiling anything, which is a huge feat for Marie. It's hard not to spoil things when you have a lot of POVs, and she managed it perfectly.
One thing I find very cool about Sometimes They Hide, is that there are obvious influences you can see throughout the book, and yet it is nothing like any other book I have ever read. There are factions, similar to divergent but set up more like The Hunger Games because they have different uses, and things they do. They're more so like states within a country, each has a head ruler and a council that runs things. The amount of planning that goes into making such an in depth political plot, and set up is insane. Figuring out the plot as I went had me flipping back and forth between my notes to connect lines. I ended up feeling like that one evidence board meme trying to connect all the dots. Speaking of planning and plotting, there must've been years of work that went into this novel with how in depth the lines connect between certain characters, their pasts, how involved they are in the corruption of the rule.
And to bring up the characters, they're very in depth and well created. I, of course, love a misunderstood male character so I immediately loved Cerulean. I didn't feel the same about Sativa though, I feel like I would've liked her more if she were more honest with herself and her motives and that's what's holding me back from really loving her character. There were characters I hated and some I absolutely despised (I'm looking at you Bonsai), and they were all written really well. I hated Bonsai with a burning passion, that man can throw himself off a bridge and I'd be pleased. Outside of Cerulean my favorite characters were side characters, I loved Macaiah and I'm really intrigued by Chaaya. Macaiah is my girl, she reminds me a lot of Mel from Arcane.
At the same time that I really enjoyed the book there were a few things I noticed that probably could've been caught by an editor, and its nothing huge, it only pulled me out for a moment. There were only two instances I'd noticed where characters were told something once and then seemed surprised by that same information when they hear it later, as if the author forgot they already knew something. Both instances happened in the beginning, and they're not a huge deal.
I think my biggest problem with reading ARCs for first books in series', is that this isn't even out yet and I need my hands and eyes on the second one. I never thought 700 pages could fly by so quickly, the horror content, the brutality and the action. I just need more, it was amazing.
Trigger Warnings are listed in the front of the book, but I will also list things I noticed: cannibalism/self cannibalism, rape, sexual harassment, body horror, human trafficking, child abuse, medical content, mentions war, mentions genocide, parent death, grief, child death, inhumane experiments, mentions CSA, drowning, suicide, attempted suicide, torture, dismemberment