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241 pages, Mass Market Paperback
First published March 4, 2025
For months, I had risen at dawn to make up bottle of milk or lay out food for the leveret. I had tiptoed around my house in the daytime so that it could sleep, and changed my own sleeping patterns, going to bed with nightfall. I had imposed on family and visitors the requirement to talk quietly and not frighten the young hare. I had avoided switching on lights at dusk, so as not to interfere with the leveret's rhythms, and I had stopped using them in the garden, conscious for the first time their disruptive effect on the vision of nocturnal animals. I had not worn perfume for months, imagining it to be caustic and disorientating to a hare's sensitive nose, and no longer turned on the television for the evening news, to avoid subjecting the leveret to loud and discordant noises.
It would sit under my chair as I worked at my desk, tucked between the prongs and the wheels. As I glanced down, I would encounter its gaze, the dust-coloured circle of its mouth turned up towards me. If I sat in the garden with my legs stretched out in front of me, the leveret would lie on my ankles, facing away from me, surveying the garden and appearing to enjoy the slight elevation. On colder days, it would push its nose under my coat and work its way around behind my back, emerging on the other side. It would often tuck its muzzle into the space between my arm and my body, possibly like the darkness and the relative constriction, or simple the warmth.
The leaves on the edge of the wood were tinged, in places, with the first traces of autumn gold. The spruce trees were rich in sticky pendulous fir cones, the holly gaudy with scarlet drupes, clustered as thickly as ripe grapes. In the shadow of the wood, legions of thistles stood decaying into otherworldly desiccated shapes, their dried seed heads hanging sorrowfully amid tussocks of tangled clover. The hedgerows were spread with a banquet of blackberries, a feast for passing birds. The 'haws' on the thorns glistened like drops of blood amid pale dog-rose stems swaying under their load of glowing rose hips. The pond was brimming, its banks thickly rimmed with wind-sown plants and grasses, a dense stand of bulrushes at its far corner.
The atmosphere of calm suffused by her throughout the house lingers even when she is gone. I hope always to be able to summon it at will, along with the memory of the light and trusting touch of her paws in the palm of my hand, and her steady, unfathomable gaze. And when one day I can no longer see her, I will watch the hares in the field knowing that her being is woven into theirs, and that I have only to look up at night to see her symbol etched in the stars.