This is my first time reading anything by Tolstoy, and so I was hesitant, afraid it would be too dense or difficult to parse through. That wasn’t the case. Childhood, Boyhood, Youth is easy to read, the prose is rich and in some places comforting. Despite being written over one hundred and fifty years ago, it is remarkably relatable. This novel deals with issues of identity, spirituality, emotions, sexuality, classism, poverty and gender roles in 1800’s Russian society.
Childhood, Boyhood, Youth was the first work written by Tolstoy, and as a result it is flawed, but it is also beautiful. Each part was written about different stages of life, and was intended to culminate in the fourth movement Manhood. Unfortunately, the tetralogy was left unfinished, and so the impact of the story as whole is less effective. As a result, CBY is best dissected as a study of its parts, and not as the sum of its parts. For me, I found Boyhood to be the most well written, with Childhood coming in second, and Youth in a very firm last. CBY is a study of memories, emotions and identity that leave the reader with a sense they are watching the narrator grow up. It recalls images of our own childhoods, and the events that shaped us into who we are now.
First works are always interesting to read, because it shows you the authors roots, their beginnings, and with Tolstoy this is no difference. Already at this early stage in his career, it is clear he is a talented writer, but not yet adept at plot and characterization (Especially with his female characters). In some parts it feels clumsy, especially when the first person narration suddenly shifts without preamble –or arguably, necessity. As I have not read any other Tolstoy, I can’t compare this (yet) to his later works.
In this novel, we are following Nikolay Irtenev as he grows up in Russia. This story is mostly fiction, but it is heavily influenced by Tolstoy’s own life, and it’s hard to tell how much of what Nikolay experience is fiction and truth. Many of the characters share names of Tolstoy’s family members and friends. The narrator, Nikolay, is one of Tolstoy’s brothers names.
Tolstoy structured all three parts with brief chapters, leaving little pockets of memories for us to reflect on. It leaves the reader with the sense that they are peering into the narrators past, looking in on crucial moments that shaped him. Why is the narrator the way he is? Well, Tolstoy lays it all out on the page for us. It felt somewhat like that scene in Harry Potter and The Half-blood Prince when Harry uses the pensieve to view Dumbledore & Snape’s memories. (Yes, I can relate everything back to HP, it’s a problem I have)
Nikolay in childhood is curious, imaginative. Nikolay in boyhood is labile, anxious, and confused. Nikolay in youth is... well... prideful, pompous, and totally lost, whether he recognizes it or not. While it makes for a difficult read, weren’t most of us like this as we were young? Don’t we all look back on our past selves and think, ‘goodness, what was I thinking? Why did I act that way?’ Haven’t we all at one point or another wanted to reclaim that childhood innocence we once had?
CBY stands the test of time because the issues Nikolay faces –– identity, classism, gender roles, sexuality, parental expectations –– are all relatable today. Many of the situations he ends up in made me recall something similar from my own past. It’s remarkable to me that Tolstoy found a way for readers to find common ground with him, despite the barriers of time and culture.
While I had some issues with CBY, it gets a lot of things right.
What Tolstoy gets right with this first work is a depth of character emotions, that while frustrating, feel real, and relatable despite the passage of time. Nikolay may not always make sound choices, but his emotional response is written with a fresh honesty. Tolstoy doesn’t sugar coat Nikolay’s actions, he doesn’t force readers to like Nikolay. And for the most part, I didn’t like Nikolay, and I’m okay with that. He felt real because of his flaws. However, with a coming of age novel it helps to have a character with some redeeming factors... and Nikolay didn’t have any of that for me. I think that if he had finished the series, perhaps Nikolay would have been redeemed, but as for the ending of youth? We see none of that character progression. It feels regressive.
Overall, I enjoyed my reading of this novel. I enjoyed Childhood and Boyhood far more than Youth, and I wish that the series had been completed. I do think this is a valuable look at a writers beginning, especially for those interested in Tolstoy. As for me, I am reading through all of Tolstoy’s works, and starting with his humble beginnings will hopefully make my experience reading his greater works (War and Peace & Anna Karenina) more powerful. However, I don’t think this is a novel I would read again.
Last Note: One can glean some insight into how Manhood may have ended, by looking at Tolstoy’s own life. After failing at University, Tolstoy gets his life together, begins writing, and becomes a success. A similar fate may have been meant for Nikolay.
childhood: 3
boyhood: 3
youth: 2