"SAR policy is to never leave anyone behind. A noble sentiment, but, let me tell you, there is no shame quite like being the reason ten hyper-fit people have to stop and pretend to admire a particularly interesting rock every fifteen minutes while you gasp for air like a beached fish."
Breaking the Fall by Audrey Buchanam - or how to find your way back home and maybe become a better person along the eay
I really, really enjoyed reading this book, despite only giving it four stars. And I will explain that later.
We follow the story of a woman who left her small hometown seven years ago to study and work. She wanted to achieve something, but, as it often happens in life, things fell apart, and she was forced to move back home.
Darby is a 25-year-old woman, and I found her very believable. I'm not going to say she is necessarily likable, because she does things that are not entirely okay. But we all have baggage that we carry. We all have something we need to prove. And I don't believe there is a single person who wouldn't need some self-check at some point in their life. And Darby does. For me, that's what makes her such a great main character. She is flawed, and she actually self-reflects on the things she's not doing well. She questions her own actions. And, thankfully, she has an amazing best friend who isn't afraid to tell her when she's acting like an idiot.
I really enjoyed the rescues they went on and everything they were doing. I found it especially interesting that Darby, as a very small person, managed to find her own way of being useful to the Search and Rescue team. And I think finding your passion in life, like she did, is extremely important. It can absolutely lead to becoming a better person and finally finding your path—not just when it comes to your career, but in life in general. It can help you become a genuinely better person. So yes, I really enjoyed the rescue missions. They were thrilling, fun, and informative. I also really enjoyed the banter and some of the funny moments and lines throughout the book.
The team dynamics of the Search and Rescue team were one of the gems of this book. I wish we'd had more of them. There was someone grumpy, someone very nice, two complete clowns, someone extremely cheerful and always happy to do stuff, and then there was Cole, the team leader. Who is also 25. Which is a little weird for a team leader, but okay. Cole is our male main character, and as these things go, he is surely a green flag.
HOWEVER...
I did not enjoy his intensity. I know this was a second-chance romance, but he came in with heavy speeches and all that before they even had a chance to have some real fun together and actually rekindle their connection. I wanted to see them fall for each other again before we got all the emotional declarations.
I also felt that, very often, things were simply repeated. Both by Darby and Cole. There were conversations where I felt like I had already read the exact same thing several times and it got a little annoying.
There were also moments that I found illogical, or sentences that felt completely out of place.
So even though this was an amazing book, and I really, really enjoyed reading it, and I genuinely loved Darby as a main character because she felt so real (and because she had an amazing best friend) I do feel like these little things occasionally pulled me out of the story.
And that's why I can't give it five stars.
But I would totally, totally, totally recommend this book to anyone who wants to read a little bit of a vanilla second-chance, small-town romance. It was relaxing and calming, and just a genuinely good read.