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First published June 9, 2026
“I’m not waiting for him to leave because I think he will. I’m waiting for him to leave because if he doesn’t, I have to actually have this. I get to be a plus-size woman who got the whole fantasy, the quarterback and the family and the home and the love, no qualifier, no ‘in spite of,’ no asterisk, and I don’t—”
My voice went somewhere I’d never let it go in front of another person. “I don’t know how to be a woman who got the thing. I know how to be the woman who was brave about not getting it. I’ve been so brave, Zahra. For so long. About not getting it. And he’s going to make me find out if I’m brave enough to actually get it, and that is so much more terrifying than being left, you have no idea, being left I know how to do, I’m an expert, I could teach a workshop…”