You know, I really don't understand why does Lark keep on shooing Oren away, using the same old "you've found a home" excuse. It seems so nonsensical to me, like she's trying to shake him off but paint it like she means well. So odd. Like wouldn't it be natural to cling to the only person who really cares? And her tendency to keep running away without giving him a heads up is unreasonable as well. Why would the people willing to sacrifice her treat him any better? How would they make for a better "home"? I feel like she's so emotionally unstable. I also didn't like the part where Oren seemed to be manipulated by Eve as well - it seemed out of place, because he's portrayed as this smart, thoughtful character, and suddenly he gets swayed like that and leaves his girlfriend to fight murderous pixies without giving a single damn in the world, dismissing it as ,,I wouldn't be of help anyway." Like what? Like if that was meant to portray just how strong Eve's influence is, it wasn't conveyed well. It seems like all the people she's ever known are eager to use her and turn their backs on her as they please, no matter if she sacrifices a single life to save God knows how many, she can't possibly do anything right to please these little shits. I'm still bitter about the second book where she uses Nina to save over a dozen of Renewables including her friends, and they LOCK HER UP. Even that f...head Wesley! And the only person, Oren, who might act... interestingly illogical at times? Haha, well, she fends him off! Is there something I'm missing? The end of the book just seemed to me like she wanted to go respectfully fuck off as a war veteran and dissappear into the woods, without a clear destination. She's often ignoring the most obvious choices. Like I don't know if she perhaps suffers a victim complex that makes her think she'd be burdening the man who swore he would stay by her side, or if she simply wants to leave everything behind, the good and bad. But the second theory proves wrong because she's tried to leave her man behind at least 3 times throughout the series!
I also forgot to mention that Basil is painted as this hero in book one, and then, the real deal is absolutely uncharacteristic. Like I get that he's an antihero of sorts, but c'mon! He was described to be such a personality! I can barely distinguish him from Caesar at the end of the book. Like, the only difference is that one is more stupid than the other, has a leg injury and an obsession with an insane woman who wants to slaughter all living, excluding those of her kind. How sweet.
And where exactly are Lark's parents, thinking she's dead? Like won't she go look for them just because her brother who has a sandwich instead of his brain told her that they're happy not knowing what's up with their 16 year old daughter?
I also noticed a detail that my brain for some reason got fixated on - when she discovered Nix, her pixie, she stole a part from it that was supposed to work as a map and guide the pixie back to the institute to notify them of Lark's location. So I suppose that was meant to make her run farther, to locate the Iron Wood faster? Because she hid it in her pocket, and the pixie only followed her around because it wanted the part back, until it gained it's own consciousness of sorts. But where did she toss it? Feel like that could've been such an interesting detail. I think the author could've also done more with the paper birds from Basil.
And also - Tansy dying? Like aren't you going to grieve her Dorian? Why is everyone so oddly self-centered? And the fact that he had just left... not seeing her recover, after the grand fight... I suppose he couldn't care less if she stopped Eve or not, since he's a Renewable and the slaughter of "normals" wouldn't do him harm. And yet, Lark still seems to think that leaving a shadow boy with them is a wonderful, fruitful idea. Why is everyone in the book so retarded??
I think that the reason why she forces Oren to stay at random places is cause she wants to realize her dream of feeling accepted somewhere, having a place where she isn't getting hunted down. And since she cannot achieve that, she hopes her man could live a life like that. Well, wouldn't now be a RIGHT time for once to be "selfish" and have him tag along? It's not like he would be happy without her anyway, I hope, ha... Poor Lark. Now get a grip Lark!
,,You think you're alone - you think that's your punishment for all of this, for being the one to save mankind from itself."
I think the main point of the book is that mankind just isn't worth saving. Mankind won't ever be grateful for someone intelligent enough to have a decent plan to restore order. Mankind doesn't need your help. Mankind will eat away at it's own flesh, until there's nothing left. Mankind is doomed to fail, and those trying to turn it by 180° are masochists. The books are intensely depressing, and in that sense I kind of liked them. The story has certainly grown on me, with it's imperfections.
Epilogue confusion:
,,The ruined house up just beyond the dunes stands dark and empty, and full of ghosts. I slept there once and had such dreams... dreams of another life, of a wood of iron and a city of shadows, of a sister lost and love shattered."
So did she break up with her man? Why is she alone suddenly, they were going to find Eve together... Or is ,,loved shattered" meant to be Dorian and Eve, when he once loved her and then sent her off as a spy?
I suppose she ends up reuniting with her "sister" then. It’s so odd, because the only thing they have in common is the shared trauma. I don't know what to think!