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White is the Coldest Colour
The chilling, dark psychological suspense thriller from ex police officer and child protection social worker, John Nicholl.
Be careful who you trust...
The Mailer family are oblivious to the terrible danger that enters their lives when seven-year-old Anthony is referred to the child guidance service by the family GP following the breakdown of his parents' marriage.
Fifty-eight year old Dr David Galbraith, a sadistic predatory paedophile employed as a consultant child psychiatrist, has already murdered one child in the soundproofed cellar below the South Wales Georgian town-house he shares with his wife and two young daughters.
Anthony becomes Galbraith’s latest obsession, and he will stop at nothing to make his grotesque fantasies reality.
The novel is entirely fictional, but draws on John Nicholl's experiences as a police officer, child protection social worker, manager and trainer.
During his career the author was faced with case after case that left him incredulous as to the harm sexual predators chose to inflict on their victims. The book reflects that reality.
The story is set in 1992, a more naive time when many found it extremely difficult to believe that a significant number of adults posed a serious risk to children.
The book contains material some may find upsetting from the start.
It is dedicated to survivors everywhere.
The gripping sequel: 'When evil calls your name' is now available on Amazon.
Be careful who you trust...
The Mailer family are oblivious to the terrible danger that enters their lives when seven-year-old Anthony is referred to the child guidance service by the family GP following the breakdown of his parents' marriage.
Fifty-eight year old Dr David Galbraith, a sadistic predatory paedophile employed as a consultant child psychiatrist, has already murdered one child in the soundproofed cellar below the South Wales Georgian town-house he shares with his wife and two young daughters.
Anthony becomes Galbraith’s latest obsession, and he will stop at nothing to make his grotesque fantasies reality.
The novel is entirely fictional, but draws on John Nicholl's experiences as a police officer, child protection social worker, manager and trainer.
During his career the author was faced with case after case that left him incredulous as to the harm sexual predators chose to inflict on their victims. The book reflects that reality.
The story is set in 1992, a more naive time when many found it extremely difficult to believe that a significant number of adults posed a serious risk to children.
The book contains material some may find upsetting from the start.
It is dedicated to survivors everywhere.
The gripping sequel: 'When evil calls your name' is now available on Amazon.
286 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 7, 2015
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About the author
John Nicholl
26 books2,026 followersJohn Nicholl is a Welsh author renowned for his gripping psychological thrillers and crime novels. Born and raised in West Wales, Nicholl draws upon his experiences as a former police officer, child protection social worker, and lecturer to craft compelling narratives that delve into the darkest corners of human nature. His work often explores themes of justice, psychological manipulation, and the resilience of the human spirit.
Nicholl's transition to writing began after leaving a career in law enforcement and social services, where he witnessed the harsh realities of crime and its impact on victims. These experiences lend authenticity and depth to his stories, which are known for their vivid characters, intricate plots, and emotionally charged storytelling.
He debuted with the bestselling novel The Doctor, a chilling psychological thriller that introduced readers to his distinctive style. This was followed by a string of successful novels, including The Wife and The Cop. Nicholl’s books have resonated with readers worldwide, earning him critical acclaim and a dedicated fan base.
In addition to his novels, Nicholl is an advocate for raising awareness about abuse and mental health issues, using his platform to address societal challenges. When not writing, he enjoys the tranquil surroundings of West Wales, where he continues to draw inspiration for his work.
Nicholl's transition to writing began after leaving a career in law enforcement and social services, where he witnessed the harsh realities of crime and its impact on victims. These experiences lend authenticity and depth to his stories, which are known for their vivid characters, intricate plots, and emotionally charged storytelling.
He debuted with the bestselling novel The Doctor, a chilling psychological thriller that introduced readers to his distinctive style. This was followed by a string of successful novels, including The Wife and The Cop. Nicholl’s books have resonated with readers worldwide, earning him critical acclaim and a dedicated fan base.
In addition to his novels, Nicholl is an advocate for raising awareness about abuse and mental health issues, using his platform to address societal challenges. When not writing, he enjoys the tranquil surroundings of West Wales, where he continues to draw inspiration for his work.
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March 4, 2018
Be careful who you trust indeed...
The first page shocked me. Actually the first few sentences. I wasn't sure I was up to reading about such dark subject matter. But it pulled me in...
This is a fictional tale. However, it is based on real-life events the author experienced over his career as a police officer and social worker. The first chapter was especially difficult to read....but I could not stop.
Fifty-eight-year-old Dr. David Galbraith is a sadistic predator. A pedophile employed as a consultant child psychiatrist. He attempts to fool everyone into thinking he is a caring doctor, loving husband, and father. A narcissist of the highest degree he believes he is untouchable. His priority is only his pleasure and he will go to any length to make sure he isn't caught and will silence anyone he feels is a threat.
This is an extremely compelling novel. Child abuse is a very tough subject matter to read about. This novel contains an important message. We put such explicit trust in our doctors. It shows how vigilant we need to be in knowing everyone who is interacting with our children.
When my daughter was young, I read a book about keeping our children safe. It mentioned how we worry about the predator or killer in the news....that lives across the world from us. Someone we would likely never come in contact with. I'm not saying that we shouldn't be cautious about those things or that they never happen. However, sometimes we need to trust our instincts about people.... the neighbor who gives us a creepy feeling or the babysitter that we don't completely trust. Sometimes we need to trust these "gut feelings". Although I know we can't be paranoid about everyone, I think for the most part we can trust ourselves if we feel something is "off" about someone or they make us uncomfortable.
We are trained to be so polite... At the very first appointment, the mother was concerned about a few things. She found it very odd that her son would be treated at the doctor's home. However, she didn't want to appear uncooperative so she didn't say very much. I can understand how this could happen.
One thing in the book that distracted me was that there seemed to be quite a bit of repetition. For example, in the first few pages "bastard" or "little bastard" was said many times. And when a mother was putting her son to bed, she used a term of endearment "cariad" about six times on one page. This wasn't a huge deal but it was distracting. I found that it got much better after the first two chapters.
This book had me feeling very tense at times, especially when investigators were interviewing the children about what had happened to them. How they were groomed and hurt both physically and mentally by people they were supposed to be able to trust.
The police, child protection officers, counselors, foster parents, and everyone else who investigate horrible crimes and who try to protect children, are so important. They help those who have been hurt and give children a voice. The emotional, physical, and mental toll this must take on them as they see and hear things that break their hearts...yet they keep going. They are true heroes.
Though this book was very difficult to read at times, I am still glad that I read it and look forward to reading more by this author.
The first page shocked me. Actually the first few sentences. I wasn't sure I was up to reading about such dark subject matter. But it pulled me in...
This is a fictional tale. However, it is based on real-life events the author experienced over his career as a police officer and social worker. The first chapter was especially difficult to read....but I could not stop.
Fifty-eight-year-old Dr. David Galbraith is a sadistic predator. A pedophile employed as a consultant child psychiatrist. He attempts to fool everyone into thinking he is a caring doctor, loving husband, and father. A narcissist of the highest degree he believes he is untouchable. His priority is only his pleasure and he will go to any length to make sure he isn't caught and will silence anyone he feels is a threat.
This is an extremely compelling novel. Child abuse is a very tough subject matter to read about. This novel contains an important message. We put such explicit trust in our doctors. It shows how vigilant we need to be in knowing everyone who is interacting with our children.
When my daughter was young, I read a book about keeping our children safe. It mentioned how we worry about the predator or killer in the news....that lives across the world from us. Someone we would likely never come in contact with. I'm not saying that we shouldn't be cautious about those things or that they never happen. However, sometimes we need to trust our instincts about people.... the neighbor who gives us a creepy feeling or the babysitter that we don't completely trust. Sometimes we need to trust these "gut feelings". Although I know we can't be paranoid about everyone, I think for the most part we can trust ourselves if we feel something is "off" about someone or they make us uncomfortable.
We are trained to be so polite... At the very first appointment, the mother was concerned about a few things. She found it very odd that her son would be treated at the doctor's home. However, she didn't want to appear uncooperative so she didn't say very much. I can understand how this could happen.
One thing in the book that distracted me was that there seemed to be quite a bit of repetition. For example, in the first few pages "bastard" or "little bastard" was said many times. And when a mother was putting her son to bed, she used a term of endearment "cariad" about six times on one page. This wasn't a huge deal but it was distracting. I found that it got much better after the first two chapters.
This book had me feeling very tense at times, especially when investigators were interviewing the children about what had happened to them. How they were groomed and hurt both physically and mentally by people they were supposed to be able to trust.
The police, child protection officers, counselors, foster parents, and everyone else who investigate horrible crimes and who try to protect children, are so important. They help those who have been hurt and give children a voice. The emotional, physical, and mental toll this must take on them as they see and hear things that break their hearts...yet they keep going. They are true heroes.
Though this book was very difficult to read at times, I am still glad that I read it and look forward to reading more by this author.
September 7, 2017
"White is the Coldest Colour" - John Nicholl's first dark psychological suspense novel in the Dr. Galbraith/D.I. Gravel series - presents a frightening scenario when a position of trust is horrendously abused. Although fictional this gripping story is drawn on the true experiences the author has encountered during his time as a police officer and a child protection social worker.
This book is a very challenging and at times uncomfortable read. Although I personally wasn't offended, I imagine some may find the first couple of pages quite distressing, however they could easily be skimmed over in order to still 'enjoy' the rest of the book as after that there isn't as much gruelling content. Generally though, seasoned readers of this type of genre would probably find this book quite normal in its content and hopefully find it as entertaining as I did.
I thoroughly enjoyed the story running through it, I thought the author portrayed the sadistic predator Dr. Galbraith excellently and he truly gave me the creeps. I loved the blood pulsing ending and how a certain character gained the strength to fight back after many years of mental/physical torture.
It's obvious the author has used a lot of his working experience over the years as the basis for this book and any additional research carried out must have been very upsetting and quite unbelievable at times. It truly is inconceivable the lengths sadistic predators will go to in order to satisfy their warped fantasies and perverted desires. The dedication and perseverance of the many workers dealing in helping and protecting children affected by abuse is to be commended, I'm not quite sure how they sleep at night but without their concern in handling abused children and their determined quest to bring predators to justice, more children would surely suffer in silence.
Having also read John Nicholl's latest book "A Mind to Kill" I have fast become a huge fan of him and his books. The quality of his writing is as superb in his debut novel as it is in his latest and I wouldn't hesitate to recommend these amazing books to crime readers with an open mind or who are not easily offended by the dark nature of this genre.
A well deserved 5 stars!!
This book is a very challenging and at times uncomfortable read. Although I personally wasn't offended, I imagine some may find the first couple of pages quite distressing, however they could easily be skimmed over in order to still 'enjoy' the rest of the book as after that there isn't as much gruelling content. Generally though, seasoned readers of this type of genre would probably find this book quite normal in its content and hopefully find it as entertaining as I did.
I thoroughly enjoyed the story running through it, I thought the author portrayed the sadistic predator Dr. Galbraith excellently and he truly gave me the creeps. I loved the blood pulsing ending and how a certain character gained the strength to fight back after many years of mental/physical torture.
It's obvious the author has used a lot of his working experience over the years as the basis for this book and any additional research carried out must have been very upsetting and quite unbelievable at times. It truly is inconceivable the lengths sadistic predators will go to in order to satisfy their warped fantasies and perverted desires. The dedication and perseverance of the many workers dealing in helping and protecting children affected by abuse is to be commended, I'm not quite sure how they sleep at night but without their concern in handling abused children and their determined quest to bring predators to justice, more children would surely suffer in silence.
Having also read John Nicholl's latest book "A Mind to Kill" I have fast become a huge fan of him and his books. The quality of his writing is as superb in his debut novel as it is in his latest and I wouldn't hesitate to recommend these amazing books to crime readers with an open mind or who are not easily offended by the dark nature of this genre.
A well deserved 5 stars!!
March 2, 2018
5☆ Gets Under You Skin!
White is the Coldest Colour is not a book for feint hearted. It contains child sex abuse, paedophiles, but it's extremely gripping and once again John Nicholl has created a book based on reality by drawing from his experiences in the child protection team.
This was a book that got under my skin and wouldn't let go.
It is one of these books you know you shouldn't enjoy because of the nature of the book but you couldn't help keep turning those pages and screaming at the detectives 'NOOOO don't look there' , 'Don't tell that person'
I can't go into detail about the story as it will give much away. You only have to read the blurb to understand what is going on.
But what I will say is....
I don't normally swear when writing reviews but I really feel that it's warranted!!
Dr David Galbraith is a sadistic bastard, who is a male chauvinist, paedophile who preys on young boys and despises women and manipulates them for his own entertainment and studies!
He uses his power for evil.
You will hate him!! You are meant to!
As I mentioned before White is the Coldest Colour seriously got under my skin.
It was meant to. John's writing provoked all the right emotions perfectly.
It was creepy, sickening, frustrating, emotional, elated, thrilling, intoxicating, suspenseful, yet you just had to keep turning those pages!
I do highly recommend this book don't be put off by the subject. John Nicholl has this way of making you feel uncomfortable but yet addicted, and wanting to read more!
John is fast becoming one of my favourite Authors.
Thank you to Bloodhound Books for this copy which I reviewed honestly and voluntarily.
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White is the Coldest Colour is not a book for feint hearted. It contains child sex abuse, paedophiles, but it's extremely gripping and once again John Nicholl has created a book based on reality by drawing from his experiences in the child protection team.
This was a book that got under my skin and wouldn't let go.
It is one of these books you know you shouldn't enjoy because of the nature of the book but you couldn't help keep turning those pages and screaming at the detectives 'NOOOO don't look there' , 'Don't tell that person'
I can't go into detail about the story as it will give much away. You only have to read the blurb to understand what is going on.
But what I will say is....
I don't normally swear when writing reviews but I really feel that it's warranted!!
Dr David Galbraith is a sadistic bastard, who is a male chauvinist, paedophile who preys on young boys and despises women and manipulates them for his own entertainment and studies!
He uses his power for evil.
You will hate him!! You are meant to!
As I mentioned before White is the Coldest Colour seriously got under my skin.
It was meant to. John's writing provoked all the right emotions perfectly.
It was creepy, sickening, frustrating, emotional, elated, thrilling, intoxicating, suspenseful, yet you just had to keep turning those pages!
I do highly recommend this book don't be put off by the subject. John Nicholl has this way of making you feel uncomfortable but yet addicted, and wanting to read more!
John is fast becoming one of my favourite Authors.
Thank you to Bloodhound Books for this copy which I reviewed honestly and voluntarily.
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May 11, 2015
I was asked by the author, John Nicholl, if I would be interested in reading his debut novel, called “White is the Coldest Colour”, a dark psychological suspense thriller.
Upon further investigation, I went to review his profile, and was impressed with his background as an ex police officer and child protection social worker, manager and trainer, and felt that while this was a piece of fiction, his expertise and experiences would provide greater depth to the novel. I was drawn to the cover of a little boy…so sad.
Dr. Galbraith worked at the South Wales Department of Child, Adolescent and Family Psychiatry, as a consultant child psychiatrist. But this guy lived a double life…he was a paedophile a sexual predator and killer. He had already murdered one child in the soundproofed cellar below his town-house he shares with his wife and two young daughters.
“All that mattered was silencing the victims, effectively concealing any evidence, and not getting caught.”
The book contains material some may find upsetting, and is not for the faint-hearted, but is not excessive in nature.
The Mailer family come in contact with this monster, when their seven-year-old Anthony is referred to the child guidance center, following the breakdown of his parents’ marriage. Anthony blamed himself for his parent’s break up, and suffered from behavioural problems.
The monster referred to his victims as “little Bastards”, and all women as “Bitches”. All the women in this novel are portrayed as weak, controlled morons, with no backbone. His strategy was one of constant criticism, punishments and fault-finding, and always had to be kept in line. He knew the art of manipulation. I wanted to shake these women and tell them to wake up, but I recognized they were all terrified of him.
This book allows the reader to get inside this monsters’ head, his thought process, and manipulative methods. John Nicholl’s extensive experience provides credibility to this piece of fiction. It is so hard to believe that this is his debut novel! An Amazing piece of work, and another one of the best novels I have read in 2015!
Upon further investigation, I went to review his profile, and was impressed with his background as an ex police officer and child protection social worker, manager and trainer, and felt that while this was a piece of fiction, his expertise and experiences would provide greater depth to the novel. I was drawn to the cover of a little boy…so sad.
Dr. Galbraith worked at the South Wales Department of Child, Adolescent and Family Psychiatry, as a consultant child psychiatrist. But this guy lived a double life…he was a paedophile a sexual predator and killer. He had already murdered one child in the soundproofed cellar below his town-house he shares with his wife and two young daughters.
“All that mattered was silencing the victims, effectively concealing any evidence, and not getting caught.”
The book contains material some may find upsetting, and is not for the faint-hearted, but is not excessive in nature.
The Mailer family come in contact with this monster, when their seven-year-old Anthony is referred to the child guidance center, following the breakdown of his parents’ marriage. Anthony blamed himself for his parent’s break up, and suffered from behavioural problems.
The monster referred to his victims as “little Bastards”, and all women as “Bitches”. All the women in this novel are portrayed as weak, controlled morons, with no backbone. His strategy was one of constant criticism, punishments and fault-finding, and always had to be kept in line. He knew the art of manipulation. I wanted to shake these women and tell them to wake up, but I recognized they were all terrified of him.
This book allows the reader to get inside this monsters’ head, his thought process, and manipulative methods. John Nicholl’s extensive experience provides credibility to this piece of fiction. It is so hard to believe that this is his debut novel! An Amazing piece of work, and another one of the best novels I have read in 2015!
February 20, 2018
I'm clearly going to be the minority in this one... surprise surprise.....
I was a bit conflicted rating this one since I am a social worker BUT it just didn't do it for me.
I can definitely relate to many aspects of this book and I appreciate John Nicholl incorporating his social work experience within this book. I feel like social workers have this view that is painted on us by society "taking children from their families." When in reality it's not that way at all. It was actually pretty funny (I was shaking my head throughout the novel and thinking yes.... I've been there). I appreciate the authors like John that relay their true experience through novels :).
This book had too many unlikeable characters for me and I just was rolling my eyes way too much. I couldn't get past the women in the book. I felt like some of the aspects were a tad unbelievable with the characters. It was cramping my style quite a bit. Characterization is the strongest aspect of a book for me and this novel just fell extremely short with this.
I was distracted by some of the word usage as well. I think some of the language is used from the UK and I wasn't used to it so it was very distracting to me.
Our main character Dr. David Galbraith is one EVIL sadistic predator yikes. But, geez if I have to hear "bitch" and "little bastard" "bastard" one more time. We get it... he's supposed to be an evil human being. But, you just lost me hear it was a little much for me and took away from the actually plot/storyline.
I have seen many 4 and 5 stars for this one but it wasn't there for me at all.
Thank you to Netgalley, Bloodhound Books, and John Nicholl for an advanced arc in exchange for my honest opinion.
Publication date: 2/28/18.
I was a bit conflicted rating this one since I am a social worker BUT it just didn't do it for me.
I can definitely relate to many aspects of this book and I appreciate John Nicholl incorporating his social work experience within this book. I feel like social workers have this view that is painted on us by society "taking children from their families." When in reality it's not that way at all. It was actually pretty funny (I was shaking my head throughout the novel and thinking yes.... I've been there). I appreciate the authors like John that relay their true experience through novels :).
This book had too many unlikeable characters for me and I just was rolling my eyes way too much. I couldn't get past the women in the book. I felt like some of the aspects were a tad unbelievable with the characters. It was cramping my style quite a bit. Characterization is the strongest aspect of a book for me and this novel just fell extremely short with this.
I was distracted by some of the word usage as well. I think some of the language is used from the UK and I wasn't used to it so it was very distracting to me.
Our main character Dr. David Galbraith is one EVIL sadistic predator yikes. But, geez if I have to hear "bitch" and "little bastard" "bastard" one more time. We get it... he's supposed to be an evil human being. But, you just lost me hear it was a little much for me and took away from the actually plot/storyline.
I have seen many 4 and 5 stars for this one but it wasn't there for me at all.
Thank you to Netgalley, Bloodhound Books, and John Nicholl for an advanced arc in exchange for my honest opinion.
Publication date: 2/28/18.
July 9, 2015
Bravo John Nicoll on your tremendous debut novel!
White is the Coldest Colour is a fictional tale based on real life events and people. It is written by John Nicoll, who has substantial personal experience saving children from pedophiles. The author is not only an ex-police officer, but also a former child protection social worker. He has written a multi-agency child protection good practice manual and articles for newspapers and a national social work magazine. In addition, he has given lectures on child protection issues at colleges and universities. Mr. Nicoll therefore is well qualified to write about child sexual abuse, and he has quite a story to tell.
White is the Coldest Colour is not only a compelling novel; it is a relevant and important novel. I will say right now that everyone should read this book. Yes, the subject matter, child sexual abuse, is tough, and chapter one is very dark and may threaten to turn some readers off. Please don’t let it. Chapter one provides a powerful and necessary introduction to the book. Furthermore, I can assure readers that there are absolutely no graphic depictions of child abuse in the entire novel. John Nicoll wrote this book for a purpose. He has a message to get out there, and it is potent message indeed.
How well do you know your doctor whom you put so much trust in? How about your clergyman, the wonderful neighbors next door, and the TV evangelist whose shows you never miss? Probably not as well as you think. Could any of them do despicable things to a child? Of course not, you say. Wrong answer.
In White is the Coldest Colour, through the story of Anthony Mailer and Dr. David Galbraith, Mr. Nicoll brings to the forefront the fact that pedophiles can come across as decent people. Not only decent, but exceptional as well: highly respected physicians, beloved movie stars, judges, even people working in social services. Look at the big news story in the United States right now. Dozens of women have come forth in the last year with reports of being sexually abused by a former TV personality. This man played a beloved doctor and father in an award-winning family comedy and tours the country giving talks about morality. Considerable doubt about his guilt has swirled in the minds of many as this gentleman “could never do those things”. Just this week, evidence has come to light that the accused has admitted to slipping sleeping pills into women’s drinks for the purpose of taking sexual advantage of them. And this man was once one of the most adored personalities in the country. People need to know that anyone out there could be a rapist or a pedophile. Anyone. These despicable human beings who do unthinkable things to children or other human beings or even animals must be held accountable and not passed off as “incapable of doing such things”. This is the major message of Mr. Nicoll’s book.
White is the Coldest Colour engaged me quickly and never let go. I thought about the book almost constantly when forced to put it down to attend to other things. It may be important to warn some readers about the frequent use of “colorful” language, but I found the dialogue realistic, the way I like it. The storyline is also realistic. Stunningly so. And the author’s message comes through, loud and clear.
Kudos to Mr. Nicoll for having the fortitude to write this novel and for getting his message out. Don’t be fooled by psychopaths. They can come across as your best friend, your most esteemed colleague or your most revered hero. The author states he will never again write about the subject of child abuse, but he does plan to continue writing. I was so impressed by his debut effort that I will be ready to one-click just as soon as his next book becomes available. I hope you will be too.
White is the Coldest Colour is a fictional tale based on real life events and people. It is written by John Nicoll, who has substantial personal experience saving children from pedophiles. The author is not only an ex-police officer, but also a former child protection social worker. He has written a multi-agency child protection good practice manual and articles for newspapers and a national social work magazine. In addition, he has given lectures on child protection issues at colleges and universities. Mr. Nicoll therefore is well qualified to write about child sexual abuse, and he has quite a story to tell.
White is the Coldest Colour is not only a compelling novel; it is a relevant and important novel. I will say right now that everyone should read this book. Yes, the subject matter, child sexual abuse, is tough, and chapter one is very dark and may threaten to turn some readers off. Please don’t let it. Chapter one provides a powerful and necessary introduction to the book. Furthermore, I can assure readers that there are absolutely no graphic depictions of child abuse in the entire novel. John Nicoll wrote this book for a purpose. He has a message to get out there, and it is potent message indeed.
How well do you know your doctor whom you put so much trust in? How about your clergyman, the wonderful neighbors next door, and the TV evangelist whose shows you never miss? Probably not as well as you think. Could any of them do despicable things to a child? Of course not, you say. Wrong answer.
In White is the Coldest Colour, through the story of Anthony Mailer and Dr. David Galbraith, Mr. Nicoll brings to the forefront the fact that pedophiles can come across as decent people. Not only decent, but exceptional as well: highly respected physicians, beloved movie stars, judges, even people working in social services. Look at the big news story in the United States right now. Dozens of women have come forth in the last year with reports of being sexually abused by a former TV personality. This man played a beloved doctor and father in an award-winning family comedy and tours the country giving talks about morality. Considerable doubt about his guilt has swirled in the minds of many as this gentleman “could never do those things”. Just this week, evidence has come to light that the accused has admitted to slipping sleeping pills into women’s drinks for the purpose of taking sexual advantage of them. And this man was once one of the most adored personalities in the country. People need to know that anyone out there could be a rapist or a pedophile. Anyone. These despicable human beings who do unthinkable things to children or other human beings or even animals must be held accountable and not passed off as “incapable of doing such things”. This is the major message of Mr. Nicoll’s book.
White is the Coldest Colour engaged me quickly and never let go. I thought about the book almost constantly when forced to put it down to attend to other things. It may be important to warn some readers about the frequent use of “colorful” language, but I found the dialogue realistic, the way I like it. The storyline is also realistic. Stunningly so. And the author’s message comes through, loud and clear.
Kudos to Mr. Nicoll for having the fortitude to write this novel and for getting his message out. Don’t be fooled by psychopaths. They can come across as your best friend, your most esteemed colleague or your most revered hero. The author states he will never again write about the subject of child abuse, but he does plan to continue writing. I was so impressed by his debut effort that I will be ready to one-click just as soon as his next book becomes available. I hope you will be too.
December 18, 2016
John Nicholl is a new author to me. He is a police officer and a child protection social worker. During his career the author was faced with case after case that left him incredulous as to the harm sexual predators chose to inflict on their victims. This book reflects the reality.
This is a chilling dark psychological suspense thriller.
Anthony Mailer has a hard time dealing with his parents marriage breakup. He is only seven years old. His mother wants him to get help dealing with his problems and is referred to the child guidance service.
Dr. Garbraith becomes Anthony's psychiatrist. He is a very sick monster and a paedofile. Anthony becomes his obsession. The family goes through a terrible nightmare.
I really loved this book. At first I had a tough time with the subject matter but then it got better and I had a tough time putting it down.
What the family goes through is so intense and gut wrenching. It will keep you turning the pages.
Who can you trust? This is the big question in this book. The author has created a monster in the doctor but I feel he is just showing that these people exist and are around us in our every day life so we need to be aware.
When I got finished I had a lot of questions and I imagine they will be answered in the next book. Due to the subject matter I would not recommend this to the faint of heart.
This is a chilling dark psychological suspense thriller.
Anthony Mailer has a hard time dealing with his parents marriage breakup. He is only seven years old. His mother wants him to get help dealing with his problems and is referred to the child guidance service.
Dr. Garbraith becomes Anthony's psychiatrist. He is a very sick monster and a paedofile. Anthony becomes his obsession. The family goes through a terrible nightmare.
I really loved this book. At first I had a tough time with the subject matter but then it got better and I had a tough time putting it down.
What the family goes through is so intense and gut wrenching. It will keep you turning the pages.
Who can you trust? This is the big question in this book. The author has created a monster in the doctor but I feel he is just showing that these people exist and are around us in our every day life so we need to be aware.
When I got finished I had a lot of questions and I imagine they will be answered in the next book. Due to the subject matter I would not recommend this to the faint of heart.
March 5, 2018
EXCERPT: 'Do you know Dr David Galbraith, the psychiatrist?'
'Dr Galbraith, yes, of course I do. Do you want him to work with the Bevan kids? I can talk to him for you, if that helps?'
'The two oldest children have named him.'
'Named him?'
'He's part of the ring.'
ABOUT THIS BOOK: Be careful who you trust…
The Mailer family is oblivious to the terrible danger that enters their lives when seven-year-old Anthony is referred to the child guidance service by the family GP, following the breakdown of his parents’ marriage.
Fifty-eight-year-old Dr David Galbraith, a sadistic, predatory paedophile, employed as a consultant child psychiatrist, has already murdered one child in the soundproofed cellar below the South Wales Georgian town-house he shares with his wife and two young daughters.
When Anthony becomes Galbraith’s latest obsession he will stop at nothing to make his grotesque fantasies reality.
But can Anthony be saved before it’s too late?
MY THOUGHTS: I blew hot and cold on this book as I read. It took a little getting into, not so much because of the subject matter, but more to do with the writing style. White is the Coldest Colour begins with a scene of child abuse, and at this point I feel it is only fair to warn any potential reader that there is content in this book that may be considered disturbing. However, having said that, I have read more graphic descriptions in other books.
Once I got past the first 20%, which I found to be somewhat repetitive language-wise and perhaps even a little contrived, I began to enjoy the story, but then at around the 50% mark, my interest once again waned. I felt like I was hearing about everything second hand, while I like to feel as though I am right there, seeing it with my own eyes.
I thought Nicholl's portrayal of the Mailerseries as a family in crisis to be very realistic and well depicted. Their story, and the police investigation was what really held my interest. It was Nicholl's portrayal of Dr Galbraith that I had difficulty with. There was a little too much repetitive language from a man who was extremely well educated. Yes, I understand he had anger management and self control issues. He also seemed to feel no gratification or pleasure at his actions, which really left me nonplussed. He actually detracted from the quality of the read.
Overall, this book just didn't quite reach the mark for me. 2.5☆
Appreciation of a book is a very personal experience. Just because I didn't particularly like this book doesn't mean that you won't. You may be one of the many people who love this read. So if you enjoyed the excerpt and like the summary of the plot, please go ahead and read White is the Coldest Colour by John Nicholl, and let me know what you think of it.
Thank you to Bloodhound Books via Netgalley for providing a digital copy of White is the Coldest Colour by John Nicholl for review. All opinions expressed in this review are entirely my own personal opinions.
Please refer to my Goodreads.com profile page or the 'about' page on sandysbookaday.wordpress.com for an explanation of my rating system.
This review and others are also published on my blog sandysbookaday.wordpress.com https://sandysbookaday.wordpress.com/...
'Dr Galbraith, yes, of course I do. Do you want him to work with the Bevan kids? I can talk to him for you, if that helps?'
'The two oldest children have named him.'
'Named him?'
'He's part of the ring.'
ABOUT THIS BOOK: Be careful who you trust…
The Mailer family is oblivious to the terrible danger that enters their lives when seven-year-old Anthony is referred to the child guidance service by the family GP, following the breakdown of his parents’ marriage.
Fifty-eight-year-old Dr David Galbraith, a sadistic, predatory paedophile, employed as a consultant child psychiatrist, has already murdered one child in the soundproofed cellar below the South Wales Georgian town-house he shares with his wife and two young daughters.
When Anthony becomes Galbraith’s latest obsession he will stop at nothing to make his grotesque fantasies reality.
But can Anthony be saved before it’s too late?
MY THOUGHTS: I blew hot and cold on this book as I read. It took a little getting into, not so much because of the subject matter, but more to do with the writing style. White is the Coldest Colour begins with a scene of child abuse, and at this point I feel it is only fair to warn any potential reader that there is content in this book that may be considered disturbing. However, having said that, I have read more graphic descriptions in other books.
Once I got past the first 20%, which I found to be somewhat repetitive language-wise and perhaps even a little contrived, I began to enjoy the story, but then at around the 50% mark, my interest once again waned. I felt like I was hearing about everything second hand, while I like to feel as though I am right there, seeing it with my own eyes.
I thought Nicholl's portrayal of the Mailerseries as a family in crisis to be very realistic and well depicted. Their story, and the police investigation was what really held my interest. It was Nicholl's portrayal of Dr Galbraith that I had difficulty with. There was a little too much repetitive language from a man who was extremely well educated. Yes, I understand he had anger management and self control issues. He also seemed to feel no gratification or pleasure at his actions, which really left me nonplussed. He actually detracted from the quality of the read.
Overall, this book just didn't quite reach the mark for me. 2.5☆
Appreciation of a book is a very personal experience. Just because I didn't particularly like this book doesn't mean that you won't. You may be one of the many people who love this read. So if you enjoyed the excerpt and like the summary of the plot, please go ahead and read White is the Coldest Colour by John Nicholl, and let me know what you think of it.
Thank you to Bloodhound Books via Netgalley for providing a digital copy of White is the Coldest Colour by John Nicholl for review. All opinions expressed in this review are entirely my own personal opinions.
Please refer to my Goodreads.com profile page or the 'about' page on sandysbookaday.wordpress.com for an explanation of my rating system.
This review and others are also published on my blog sandysbookaday.wordpress.com https://sandysbookaday.wordpress.com/...
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February 20, 2018Nope, no way, can't do it anymore. I am so done with this nonsense. I hate to be so blunt but I think this book is terrible. It's a repetitive, garbled mess of a book. The villain is so over the top and the other characters are just lacking in every way. The mother in this I absolutely can't stand and I could completely understand why her husband left her. I'd leave her too because she's completely weak and unbearable. I thought I might be able to skim this one until the end but I honestly don't care at all how this book is resolved.
Moving on!
Thanks to NetGalley for providing me with a digital arc in exchange for my honest, yet harsh, review.
Moving on!
Thanks to NetGalley for providing me with a digital arc in exchange for my honest, yet harsh, review.
July 14, 2015
Rating 4 stars
First and foremost I want to thank the group A Good Thriller and Author John Nicholl for giving me the opportunity to participate in a group discussion while reading this book. Mr. Nicholl was there every step of the way he answered all questions asked of him in an incredibly prompt manner and was involved in every facet of the discussion. I can't thank him enough for his participation. I understand it isn't easy for an author to hear criticism however constructive it is intended, especially when are new to the writing world, but Mr.Nicholl handled it with grace. Another reviewer said that reading this book was an "experience" and that it definitely was!
Now on to the crux of my review.
The plot (which I will describe shortly) was nothing short of jaw dropping. The storyline grabbed me from the word go and and didn't let go. Mr. Nicholl decided to tackle a very sensitive topic in child sexual abuse, a topic he is very well versed in as a result of his career, and he did it with consideration and respect. Aside from the first chapter, the book does not include any gruesome descriptions of child abuse, so if you are hesitant to pick up this book due to that reason (as many of my friends were) you can put it to bed now. To say the author is knowledgeable of his topic is an understatement. He has had experience with both sides of child protection (social work and police work) and it shows. The only thing that drove me to distraction early on in the book was some of the dialogue. I do not point this out to be nit picky or critical. This is a DEBUT NOVEL and the ratings by myself and other reviewers speak for themselves but it is something I felt I had to mention to be an honest reviewer. In dialogue the characters would often say each others names in each sentence, for example (not a portion of the text): Hi Tom how are you?, I'm ok Joe. SO, Tom what is on the agenda today?, Well, Joe, I don't know.
Another reviewer pointed out that this helped her keep track of who was speaking, so this is obviously not a detracting factor for everyone. It was just that some of the dialogue didn't feel realistic to me. But the plot of the book and the way it unraveled helped to put that slight issue in the background for me.
We are introduced in the first pages to one of the most despicable villians I have ever come across in a book. Dr. David Galbraith is a renowned child psychiatrist in the Wales area, a polite and charismatic man to all who "know" him. The real Galbraith is a hideous child rapist. But he is worse than the other pedophiles he interacts with. That is because Galbraith is also a psychopathic sexual sadist. He doesn't get off on "simply" (vast understatement) sexually assaulting young boys, he gets off on torturing them. He is a superior bastard (as are most antisocial personalities), who thinks he is better looking, smarter, and superior to everyone around him. He has taken his beautiful wife who was aspiring to be an attorney when they met, and turned her into to a quivering shell of her former shelf. A woman who literally urinates in her pants if he looks at her a certain way. He also heads up a large child sex ring in the area.
Galbraith develops an obsession for his newest patient, 7 year old Anthony Mailer. He will have Anthony at all costs.
In a second but connected storyline, the police have formed a task force to help investigate and eventually bring down this sex ring. New information had recently come to the forefront during interviews of a number of sexually abused children who all describe being taken to a "farm" with a bunch of other kids where they were all sexually assaulted.
Once I was about a third of the way through this book it was very hard to put down. I was finished before I knew it. I have never wanted the police to succeed in catching the antagonist of a novel more so than I did with Dr.Galbraith. The ending wowed me. I know there has been some debate about the ending, but that is what makes for a great novel - debate, division, and discussion.
Thanks again to A Good Thriller and especially Author John Nicholl.
Excellent novel, highly recommended to any readers of suspense/thriller novels. I will definitely be reading the sequel.
First and foremost I want to thank the group A Good Thriller and Author John Nicholl for giving me the opportunity to participate in a group discussion while reading this book. Mr. Nicholl was there every step of the way he answered all questions asked of him in an incredibly prompt manner and was involved in every facet of the discussion. I can't thank him enough for his participation. I understand it isn't easy for an author to hear criticism however constructive it is intended, especially when are new to the writing world, but Mr.Nicholl handled it with grace. Another reviewer said that reading this book was an "experience" and that it definitely was!
Now on to the crux of my review.
The plot (which I will describe shortly) was nothing short of jaw dropping. The storyline grabbed me from the word go and and didn't let go. Mr. Nicholl decided to tackle a very sensitive topic in child sexual abuse, a topic he is very well versed in as a result of his career, and he did it with consideration and respect. Aside from the first chapter, the book does not include any gruesome descriptions of child abuse, so if you are hesitant to pick up this book due to that reason (as many of my friends were) you can put it to bed now. To say the author is knowledgeable of his topic is an understatement. He has had experience with both sides of child protection (social work and police work) and it shows. The only thing that drove me to distraction early on in the book was some of the dialogue. I do not point this out to be nit picky or critical. This is a DEBUT NOVEL and the ratings by myself and other reviewers speak for themselves but it is something I felt I had to mention to be an honest reviewer. In dialogue the characters would often say each others names in each sentence, for example (not a portion of the text): Hi Tom how are you?, I'm ok Joe. SO, Tom what is on the agenda today?, Well, Joe, I don't know.
Another reviewer pointed out that this helped her keep track of who was speaking, so this is obviously not a detracting factor for everyone. It was just that some of the dialogue didn't feel realistic to me. But the plot of the book and the way it unraveled helped to put that slight issue in the background for me.
We are introduced in the first pages to one of the most despicable villians I have ever come across in a book. Dr. David Galbraith is a renowned child psychiatrist in the Wales area, a polite and charismatic man to all who "know" him. The real Galbraith is a hideous child rapist. But he is worse than the other pedophiles he interacts with. That is because Galbraith is also a psychopathic sexual sadist. He doesn't get off on "simply" (vast understatement) sexually assaulting young boys, he gets off on torturing them. He is a superior bastard (as are most antisocial personalities), who thinks he is better looking, smarter, and superior to everyone around him. He has taken his beautiful wife who was aspiring to be an attorney when they met, and turned her into to a quivering shell of her former shelf. A woman who literally urinates in her pants if he looks at her a certain way. He also heads up a large child sex ring in the area.
Galbraith develops an obsession for his newest patient, 7 year old Anthony Mailer. He will have Anthony at all costs.
In a second but connected storyline, the police have formed a task force to help investigate and eventually bring down this sex ring. New information had recently come to the forefront during interviews of a number of sexually abused children who all describe being taken to a "farm" with a bunch of other kids where they were all sexually assaulted.
Once I was about a third of the way through this book it was very hard to put down. I was finished before I knew it. I have never wanted the police to succeed in catching the antagonist of a novel more so than I did with Dr.Galbraith. The ending wowed me. I know there has been some debate about the ending, but that is what makes for a great novel - debate, division, and discussion.
Thanks again to A Good Thriller and especially Author John Nicholl.
Excellent novel, highly recommended to any readers of suspense/thriller novels. I will definitely be reading the sequel.
June 30, 2016
Oh my word. What a terribly gripping and harrowing book. The subject of the thriller is of course abhorrent, but the telling and the wording is perfection. The depravity of the criminals come through and make you appreciate the hard work of the police and have total appreciation of the accusers and witnesses that came forward even with the danger, threats, and horror that they had to acknowledge. The little victims with the strength to speak out about what had been perpetrated against them.
John Nicholl has worked in the past as a police officer and as a Child Protective Social Service officer. Dealing with real life victims of the same horrible type of criminal. He writes a work of fiction that pulls the truths from the emotions and the horror that children faced in their real lives. THe writing of this story was riveting. I could not even sleep, I was so invested in the story. The horror of the mind of the abuser was so dirty and ugly. I did not even want him to be called crazy, that seemed like too pat an excuse. I wanted him to suffer as much as he caused suffering. Dr David Galbraith, the calculating, evil predator. Oh he is evil. When he was planning, I was physically shaking in shocked and sickened emotion. He was cold and horrible and so calculating. He manipulated both the future victims and the parents as well. It makes you mistrust those that we should trust. The Police are the saviors of these children. They were equally sickened by the deviousness of this man and people like him. They took hold of this investigation like a bulldog and refused to let go until they solved the case. This is one book that should be read, it is hard and grim, but it is a strong story that needs to be told.
In order to appreciate the narration of Jake Urry, you only have to listen for about five minutes. Once you have listened for that first few minutes you appreciate that his voice is just perfect for the story. His cadence and the sound of his voice just bring the finishing touches on the story. He has such a variety of voices in his arsonal. Perfect voices for the police, the families, and the wounded children. The narration was emotionally charged and perfectly executed. I felt I was a part of the entire story as it unfolded before me.
John Nicholl has worked in the past as a police officer and as a Child Protective Social Service officer. Dealing with real life victims of the same horrible type of criminal. He writes a work of fiction that pulls the truths from the emotions and the horror that children faced in their real lives. THe writing of this story was riveting. I could not even sleep, I was so invested in the story. The horror of the mind of the abuser was so dirty and ugly. I did not even want him to be called crazy, that seemed like too pat an excuse. I wanted him to suffer as much as he caused suffering. Dr David Galbraith, the calculating, evil predator. Oh he is evil. When he was planning, I was physically shaking in shocked and sickened emotion. He was cold and horrible and so calculating. He manipulated both the future victims and the parents as well. It makes you mistrust those that we should trust. The Police are the saviors of these children. They were equally sickened by the deviousness of this man and people like him. They took hold of this investigation like a bulldog and refused to let go until they solved the case. This is one book that should be read, it is hard and grim, but it is a strong story that needs to be told.
In order to appreciate the narration of Jake Urry, you only have to listen for about five minutes. Once you have listened for that first few minutes you appreciate that his voice is just perfect for the story. His cadence and the sound of his voice just bring the finishing touches on the story. He has such a variety of voices in his arsonal. Perfect voices for the police, the families, and the wounded children. The narration was emotionally charged and perfectly executed. I felt I was a part of the entire story as it unfolded before me.
December 13, 2015
I read this book as part of an impromptu group read with a special discussion thread set up in the group, A Good Thriller. The author participated in the thread with us, and this gave a unique insight into the book.
I started the book without looking at the blurb or reviews, so I had no preconceived ideas. The first chapter is disgusting and I wanted to quit right there, but, as the author said, it is essential for understanding the antagonist. Words like despicable, abhorrent, reprehensible, and all their synonyms are not strong enough to describe David Galbraith. (I refuse to use the term Dr. with this character. That implies respect.) Then I did check the blurb and knew I had to continue. I'm glad I didn't give up; it's worthwhile to hang in there.
The next few chapters are the setup showing how the pedophile appears to the general public, what his internal thinking is, how he relates to others of his ilk, and how a child is put in danger. There is nothing graphic!
As the investigation by the authorities continues, I rooted for them and yelled at them. They bumbled a bit, and at times it seemed Galbraith might outwit them. I was so tense waiting to see who else was in the pedophile ring, and I didn't know who to trust. I thought one of his cohorts would turn on him. As the story progressed, I grew to really like DI Gravel. His reaction in the magistrates' court mirrored mine exactly! I was very satisfied with the ending.
Drawn from the author's personal experiences as a former police officer and child protection social worker, the book has a level of realism that can be scary. That is a good thing! I think the book was also cathartic for the author. Well done, Mr. Nicholl. I look forward to your future books.
I started the book without looking at the blurb or reviews, so I had no preconceived ideas. The first chapter is disgusting and I wanted to quit right there, but, as the author said, it is essential for understanding the antagonist. Words like despicable, abhorrent, reprehensible, and all their synonyms are not strong enough to describe David Galbraith. (I refuse to use the term Dr. with this character. That implies respect.) Then I did check the blurb and knew I had to continue. I'm glad I didn't give up; it's worthwhile to hang in there.
The next few chapters are the setup showing how the pedophile appears to the general public, what his internal thinking is, how he relates to others of his ilk, and how a child is put in danger. There is nothing graphic!
As the investigation by the authorities continues, I rooted for them and yelled at them. They bumbled a bit, and at times it seemed Galbraith might outwit them. I was so tense waiting to see who else was in the pedophile ring, and I didn't know who to trust. I thought one of his cohorts would turn on him. As the story progressed, I grew to really like DI Gravel. His reaction in the magistrates' court mirrored mine exactly! I was very satisfied with the ending.
Drawn from the author's personal experiences as a former police officer and child protection social worker, the book has a level of realism that can be scary. That is a good thing! I think the book was also cathartic for the author. Well done, Mr. Nicholl. I look forward to your future books.
July 26, 2015
Some things in this world just make you want to despair at the absolute lows that humankind can stoop to.
My first thoughts on the opening pages of this book were, I can't read this! Then after thinking on it I said, why not? It could be the daily newspaper on any day of any week, anywhere in this world. I have to read this!
"John Nicholl wrote a multi agency child protection good practice manual and articles for newspapers and a national social work magazine during his career, but White is the coldest colour is his first novel.
He has worked as a police officer, and as a social worker and operational manager for the child guidance service, two social services departments, and the NSPCC. He has also lectured on child protection matters at several colleges and universities."
This fictional story focuses on seven year old Anthony Mailer who has been referred to fifty seven year old consultant child psychologist Dr. David Galbraith by the boy's family physician when he began displaying some worrying behavioral problems after the breakdown of his parents' marriage.
Anthony has not taken the news of his parents' separation well and just wants his father to come back home. He believes that if he does what Dr. Galbraith tells him to do then his father will be proud of him and return home.
The story follows the family's progress through these difficult times and gives a clear picture as to how easily vulnerable people can fall prey to the devious wiles of some of the very ones they seek help and guidance from. Indeed it is their vulnerability which makes them the perfect targets, and the elevated status of their predators which makes them invisible or unquestionable. Their status and membership into exclusive Paedophile rings means they can operate with relative ease, secure in the knowledge that they will have support from likeminded people in very high...and low places...making them virtually untouchable, even unnoticed.
Who can you really trust? This is a dreadful question to ponder, but sadly, one that needs to be asked.
It is devastatingly heartbreaking to realise that while I am reading this "fictional" account, some poor little souls are struggling with the reality of these kind of circumstances...or worse...if you dare to face such reality.
But if I don't read it, or if, as some might suggest, that it should not be written about...then how would they be heard? who would hear? who would listen? Who would be their voice? and what hope could they possibly entertain?
It's frustrating because we don't know what, if anything, we can do about it...and so we would rather not know. But it happens, it is happening, and the reality is that it could happen to your child...it will happen to a child you know...believe it!
1 in 3 women and 1 in 6 men will be sexually abused before the age of 16 (Fergusson & Mullen, 1999)
http://www.casa.org.au/casa_pdf.php?d...
AWARENESS, is one of the most empowering tools we can possess, because it makes us vigilant, and if that was the least you could do, it could make an enormous difference. You might not realise you are even making a difference by being vigilant, but trust me you are.
Predators need to feel secure in the knowledge that their activity is going unnoticed.
These monsters don't look like monsters, and therein lies their invisibility and stealth. They are the very people that you would find trustworthy, even beyond reproach!
So, at the very least, be aware.
My heart breaks for these children and turns hard with frustrated fury at the selfish and abhorrent desires of these predators.
People will criticize this book for its content, criticize those of us that read it. It is not what we want to hear or see, or read about...but that doesn't make it go away, doesn't stop it happening. It just puts blinkers on and makes less people aware, and in doing so, creates the ideal environment to cultivate the growth of such an abominable culture of child abuse and molestation of the worst and most damaging kind.
Make no mistake, by ignoring or denying it, we are giving it tacit assent to proliferate.
Grown men (and I use the term loosely) of so called intelligent standing, through all classes, through numerous fields of occupation and offices of distinction...have been exposed as perpetrators of these acts or associated acts. They feed off their victims' innocence and naiveté like parasites on a trapped and captive host. They protect each other.
Forgive me for indulging my indignation here, but I need to be able to express it somehow..
What is wrong with our society when so many can only achieve a certain kind of selfish thrill by stooping so low, as to rob innocent young souls of their intrinsic right to peace of mind, and the kind of childhood happiness that only comes once in a lifetime?
It is unbelievable and totally beyond my ken to think that they find it somehow justifiable in their own narrow minds.
As an argument for their defense? I cannot even consider the kind of upbringing they themselves may or may not have had...it is not, and never can be a justifiable behaviour...it is indefensible!
Kudos to this author for telling it like it is, it must have been very difficult, I know, because it was very difficult to read.
I was often reminded of this saying:
"If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?"
...is a philosophical thought experiment that raises questions regarding observation and knowledge of reality. Wiki.
Possible spoilers and small criticisms about the writing technique...
According to endnotes in this book, the author is currently working on a follow up book which will show how the characters in this story have progressed since.
I look forward to reading that to give some more closure to this story.
Highly recommended reading 4★s
My first thoughts on the opening pages of this book were, I can't read this! Then after thinking on it I said, why not? It could be the daily newspaper on any day of any week, anywhere in this world. I have to read this!
"John Nicholl wrote a multi agency child protection good practice manual and articles for newspapers and a national social work magazine during his career, but White is the coldest colour is his first novel.
He has worked as a police officer, and as a social worker and operational manager for the child guidance service, two social services departments, and the NSPCC. He has also lectured on child protection matters at several colleges and universities."
This fictional story focuses on seven year old Anthony Mailer who has been referred to fifty seven year old consultant child psychologist Dr. David Galbraith by the boy's family physician when he began displaying some worrying behavioral problems after the breakdown of his parents' marriage.
Anthony has not taken the news of his parents' separation well and just wants his father to come back home. He believes that if he does what Dr. Galbraith tells him to do then his father will be proud of him and return home.
The story follows the family's progress through these difficult times and gives a clear picture as to how easily vulnerable people can fall prey to the devious wiles of some of the very ones they seek help and guidance from. Indeed it is their vulnerability which makes them the perfect targets, and the elevated status of their predators which makes them invisible or unquestionable. Their status and membership into exclusive Paedophile rings means they can operate with relative ease, secure in the knowledge that they will have support from likeminded people in very high...and low places...making them virtually untouchable, even unnoticed.
Who can you really trust? This is a dreadful question to ponder, but sadly, one that needs to be asked.
It is devastatingly heartbreaking to realise that while I am reading this "fictional" account, some poor little souls are struggling with the reality of these kind of circumstances...or worse...if you dare to face such reality.
But if I don't read it, or if, as some might suggest, that it should not be written about...then how would they be heard? who would hear? who would listen? Who would be their voice? and what hope could they possibly entertain?
It's frustrating because we don't know what, if anything, we can do about it...and so we would rather not know. But it happens, it is happening, and the reality is that it could happen to your child...it will happen to a child you know...believe it!
1 in 3 women and 1 in 6 men will be sexually abused before the age of 16 (Fergusson & Mullen, 1999)
http://www.casa.org.au/casa_pdf.php?d...
AWARENESS, is one of the most empowering tools we can possess, because it makes us vigilant, and if that was the least you could do, it could make an enormous difference. You might not realise you are even making a difference by being vigilant, but trust me you are.
Predators need to feel secure in the knowledge that their activity is going unnoticed.
These monsters don't look like monsters, and therein lies their invisibility and stealth. They are the very people that you would find trustworthy, even beyond reproach!
So, at the very least, be aware.
My heart breaks for these children and turns hard with frustrated fury at the selfish and abhorrent desires of these predators.
People will criticize this book for its content, criticize those of us that read it. It is not what we want to hear or see, or read about...but that doesn't make it go away, doesn't stop it happening. It just puts blinkers on and makes less people aware, and in doing so, creates the ideal environment to cultivate the growth of such an abominable culture of child abuse and molestation of the worst and most damaging kind.
Make no mistake, by ignoring or denying it, we are giving it tacit assent to proliferate.
Grown men (and I use the term loosely) of so called intelligent standing, through all classes, through numerous fields of occupation and offices of distinction...have been exposed as perpetrators of these acts or associated acts. They feed off their victims' innocence and naiveté like parasites on a trapped and captive host. They protect each other.
Forgive me for indulging my indignation here, but I need to be able to express it somehow..
What is wrong with our society when so many can only achieve a certain kind of selfish thrill by stooping so low, as to rob innocent young souls of their intrinsic right to peace of mind, and the kind of childhood happiness that only comes once in a lifetime?
It is unbelievable and totally beyond my ken to think that they find it somehow justifiable in their own narrow minds.
As an argument for their defense? I cannot even consider the kind of upbringing they themselves may or may not have had...it is not, and never can be a justifiable behaviour...it is indefensible!
Kudos to this author for telling it like it is, it must have been very difficult, I know, because it was very difficult to read.
I was often reminded of this saying:
"If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?"
...is a philosophical thought experiment that raises questions regarding observation and knowledge of reality. Wiki.
Possible spoilers and small criticisms about the writing technique...
According to endnotes in this book, the author is currently working on a follow up book which will show how the characters in this story have progressed since.
I look forward to reading that to give some more closure to this story.
Highly recommended reading 4★s
July 9, 2015
White. It can represent innocence and purity. It might also signify perfection, coldness, even death. In White is the Coldest Colour, John Nicholls has written a terribly realistic fictional account of a Welch child psychiatrist who betrays the trust of children and their families. He is a pedophile.
The opening chapter in which the perpetrator, Dr. David Galbraith, views a video depicting physical and sexual abuse of an eight-year-old boy by two masked men is utterly disgusting, to the point of being nauseating. Note: There are no graphic details, and there are no other scenes like it in the remainder of the book, but I felt my gut clenching and my face wincing uncertainly as I continued through the next half dozen chapters.
I am hard-pressed to recall when I last encountered a more loathsome character. Galbraith has no respect for anyone; he despises and denigrates his wife; all females are intolerable “bitches,” and we don’t ever see him interact with his own daughters. To Galbraith, boys are all “bastards” that he sees as objects for his own gratification. He bullies adults as well, and he expects them to do his bidding. Why not? He is a powerful, respected professional who does important work.
Anthony Mailer is a troubled 7-year-old boy whose physician refers him to Galbraith because he has problems coping with his parents’ recent separation. He is instantly targeted by Galbraith, and as things progress, Galbraith becomes increasingly obsessed with the lad. Despite being separated, Molly and Mike Mailer are protective and loving parents, and daughter Sian is a typical rebellious teen who seems to care about her little brother. Given that this is set in 1992, the actions and reactions of the family and police do not seem out of the ordinary for that period, as sexual crimes were less common at that time than they are today.
The police are between a rock and a hard place when it comes to their pursuit of
Dr. David Galbraith and a large sex ring. With the testimony of several children, they think they can make a case, but they don’t want to jeopardize the investigation. Then, in the midst of the inquiry, suddenly, a child’s life is in grave danger.
The subject matter is grim, but there are no explicit images. There is considerable foul language and also a touch of violence. I believe these unpleasantries are necessary in order to tell the story the way Mr. Nicholl needed to tell it. I should add that the author writes from his experience and from his heart. He spent many years as a police officer, as a social worker, and as an operational manager for the child protection service in Wales. He has also lectured on child protection at a number of colleges and universities. I am grateful to John Nicholl not only for providing me with a copy of White is the Coldest Colour in exchange for my honest review, but also for his dedicated work on behalf of children and survivors of abuse. His novel, although fiction, shows what an important issue this is. The pedophile is not always a stranger. He or she may be a trusted counselor, teacher, clergy member, coach, family member, esteemed professional, or an unemployed individual – anyone who has access to children.
When attempting to rate this book, the challenge for me is how to balance the visceral emotions that the story evoked with the talent and skill of the writer. I can only conclude that I felt what he wanted me to feel. Repulsion. Anger. Sadness. I could not help but feel repugnance and rage at the monstrous acts and sorrow for the victims and their circumstances that Nicholl so expertly portrays in this work. I know that he also wants his readers to feel the power of his words and to be impressed by this debut novel. Galbraith is a composite character built of a multitude of real-life offenders in cases known to the author. The children upon whom Galbraith and his ring of evildoers preyed are based on the hundreds, perhaps thousands, of girls and boys who went through the system and the untold number of victims who remain unknown.
In the end, I felt hope, because many men and women worked tirelessly to solve this case and end the menace posed by these predators. The brilliant ending was unexpected; it made me smile, and if you read it yourself, you will see why.
John Nicholl is to be commended for a stellar debut novel. While it may be too painful for those with a personal history of similar issues, I recommend it for others. I look forward to his second novel, which will feature one of the characters who was introduced in this book.
5 stars
February 17, 2016
Most times when I've finished reading a book I make sure I get my review written and posted right away so I can easily move on to my next read. But not this time...
This time I found that writing this review wasn't something that could or should be rushed...it really deserves more than a quick 'Way To Go' to the author.
So let's start there-
I had some trepidation about reading this book based on the subject matter. I've read many books that have alluded to the topic of child abuse, but a whole book devoted to it? It was after reading John's impressive profile and learning of his career devoted to the victims of abuse that I knew this deserved further consideration. Who better to write about this subject than someone who was up to his eyeballs in this muck on a daily basis? His knowledge and sensitivity shine through on every page!
About the story-
Not going to lie, the first chapter is gut-wrenching...so much so that I was having second thoughts about continuing forward. It's that tough to read. But I dipped my toes back in the water for the following chapters and I am really glad that l kept going. (I should also give another shout out to the author for agreeing to be a part of a group discussion on his book, and he acknowledged that the first chapter is the hardest and that there were no further 'descriptive' scenes moving forward)
This is a dark story about a really bad man, a fractured family unit that anyone can relate to, and a team of investigators and social workers who you can't help but love.
The characters have depth, the storyline moves at a comfortable pace and it's so well-written I couldn't put this book down!
I can't imagine this was an easy to book to write, but I (along with a lot of other 4-5 star reviewers) are happy he did. There are bad people out there...could be your neighbor, your boss, a relative. This offers an insight not only to how the mind of a psychopath can work, but how hard it can be to catch them.
I highly recommend this book and look forward to future work from This author!!
This time I found that writing this review wasn't something that could or should be rushed...it really deserves more than a quick 'Way To Go' to the author.
So let's start there-
I had some trepidation about reading this book based on the subject matter. I've read many books that have alluded to the topic of child abuse, but a whole book devoted to it? It was after reading John's impressive profile and learning of his career devoted to the victims of abuse that I knew this deserved further consideration. Who better to write about this subject than someone who was up to his eyeballs in this muck on a daily basis? His knowledge and sensitivity shine through on every page!
About the story-
Not going to lie, the first chapter is gut-wrenching...so much so that I was having second thoughts about continuing forward. It's that tough to read. But I dipped my toes back in the water for the following chapters and I am really glad that l kept going. (I should also give another shout out to the author for agreeing to be a part of a group discussion on his book, and he acknowledged that the first chapter is the hardest and that there were no further 'descriptive' scenes moving forward)
This is a dark story about a really bad man, a fractured family unit that anyone can relate to, and a team of investigators and social workers who you can't help but love.
The characters have depth, the storyline moves at a comfortable pace and it's so well-written I couldn't put this book down!
I can't imagine this was an easy to book to write, but I (along with a lot of other 4-5 star reviewers) are happy he did. There are bad people out there...could be your neighbor, your boss, a relative. This offers an insight not only to how the mind of a psychopath can work, but how hard it can be to catch them.
I highly recommend this book and look forward to future work from This author!!
March 1, 2018
This is one of the best novels I've read. I seriously was on the edge of my seat reading it. The author is an ex police officer and child protection social worker. He's drawn on his experiences to write a compelling psychological thriller that I found gripping from start to finish.
A law abiding highly thought of psychiatrist Dr. Galbraith... That's what he's portrayed as. However behind closed doors he's the vilest sickest pedophile. He has his daughter & wife terrified of him too. When a young boy is sent to him for psychiatric help the sick doctor will do anything to get Anthony into his hidden cellar at home.
Although this is fiction I must praise the author on bringing up this subject. Child abuse is happening all over the world.
'Be careful who you trust'.
It's only when I had finished the book and sat and thought about it that I realised how appropriate the title is to the story. If you like psychological thrillers then I really do highly recommend his book.
I'm so looking forward to the authors next book..it looks like we are getting the wife's story!!!!
A law abiding highly thought of psychiatrist Dr. Galbraith... That's what he's portrayed as. However behind closed doors he's the vilest sickest pedophile. He has his daughter & wife terrified of him too. When a young boy is sent to him for psychiatric help the sick doctor will do anything to get Anthony into his hidden cellar at home.
Although this is fiction I must praise the author on bringing up this subject. Child abuse is happening all over the world.
'Be careful who you trust'.
It's only when I had finished the book and sat and thought about it that I realised how appropriate the title is to the story. If you like psychological thrillers then I really do highly recommend his book.
I'm so looking forward to the authors next book..it looks like we are getting the wife's story!!!!
February 24, 2016
When I received a strong recommendation to read Nicholl's first novel, I was not sure what to expect. As the note to readers clearly states, the content is anything but lighthearted, though it pervades society in every city around the world. Dr. David Galbraith is a renowned child psychiatrist in Wales, whose practice sees many referrals from Child Protection social workers. While helping his patients with their various issues, Galbraith seeks his next conquest at the hands of those who are victims of abuse and forms of neglect. As the reader soon learns, besides expanding his practice by providing services for vulnerable children, he is at the head of a paedophile ring that spans all across the region. Enter, Anthony Mailer, who's been sent by his general practitioner to help deal with the psychological issues of his parents' recent separation. Galbraith preys on young Anthony and concocts a treatment plan that will allow complete domination over the seven year old, while demanding parental compliance. Nicholl paints a picture of a family in crisis and a mother willing to do whatever she can to help her son. When kidnapping attempts by Galbraith prove unsuccessful, he must rely on his ring of friends to help complete the ultimate act, an abduction. Unsuspecting and somewhat complicit through her ignorance, Galbraith's wife, Cynthia, chooses to ignore her husband's acts and remains highly submissive to his verbally abusive ways. With all the tools to meet his needs, Galbraith attempts an abduction while the authorities begin putting the pieces together. Other children begin to come forward, telling horrific tales of abuse at Galbraith's hands. Will Child Protection Services and the local police act in time to save Anthony and cut the head off the paedophile serpent or will Cynthia Galbraith insulate her husband yet again? Nicholl leaves the reader vulnerable and yet totally in control as the chapters fly by and the horrors pile up with each passing page. A sensational debut novel, whose disturbing content will parse the number of readers able to stomach it, but those who persevere are richly rewarded.
Actively working in the Child Protection field, I have seen some of the horrors that can, and do, take place behind closed doors. Nicholl uses his own expertise in the field to depict some of the worst events in this novel, as well as touching on an important theme: trust. It may be hard to believe, paedophiles come in all forms, from the dregs of society to those in positions of trust and authority, but Nicholl illustrates how trust can be the most intoxicating drug of all for the sexual exploitation of children. Nicholl illustrates this throughout the novel, but also shows the large network trying to uncover them and help the most helpless victims. However, the system relies on information and the testimony of the victims, which can also be the paedophile's greatest defence. Fear and the sense of not being believed work against the victim, a wall best removed by having society encourage disclosures and taking the victim, especially a child, at face value. While Nicholl's choice of novel topic is highly disturbing, there is a great sense of hope buried within these pages. Hope that will only see the light of day as long as those investigating crimes against children receive the support and access they so badly need. If there is one downside to this novel, it would have to be the punctuation and proofreading issues that pervade the text. I sense that it is an issue at the editorial level, where individuals did not read the novel as best they should. If I, as a reader, can catch them on the first read through, I can issue nothing but shame to those who let them pass in the proofing stage. Perhaps I could ask for part of your paycheque to offset your lack of professionalism and completion of a simple task. Alas, it is Nicholl who looks the fool, though his novel is so well crafted, I can put it behind me.
Kudos, Mr. Nicholl for your sensational novel. I cannot wait to read the sequel, to which you allude in the author's note. I hope it is as explosive as this novel!
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Actively working in the Child Protection field, I have seen some of the horrors that can, and do, take place behind closed doors. Nicholl uses his own expertise in the field to depict some of the worst events in this novel, as well as touching on an important theme: trust. It may be hard to believe, paedophiles come in all forms, from the dregs of society to those in positions of trust and authority, but Nicholl illustrates how trust can be the most intoxicating drug of all for the sexual exploitation of children. Nicholl illustrates this throughout the novel, but also shows the large network trying to uncover them and help the most helpless victims. However, the system relies on information and the testimony of the victims, which can also be the paedophile's greatest defence. Fear and the sense of not being believed work against the victim, a wall best removed by having society encourage disclosures and taking the victim, especially a child, at face value. While Nicholl's choice of novel topic is highly disturbing, there is a great sense of hope buried within these pages. Hope that will only see the light of day as long as those investigating crimes against children receive the support and access they so badly need. If there is one downside to this novel, it would have to be the punctuation and proofreading issues that pervade the text. I sense that it is an issue at the editorial level, where individuals did not read the novel as best they should. If I, as a reader, can catch them on the first read through, I can issue nothing but shame to those who let them pass in the proofing stage. Perhaps I could ask for part of your paycheque to offset your lack of professionalism and completion of a simple task. Alas, it is Nicholl who looks the fool, though his novel is so well crafted, I can put it behind me.
Kudos, Mr. Nicholl for your sensational novel. I cannot wait to read the sequel, to which you allude in the author's note. I hope it is as explosive as this novel!
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December 13, 2015
This was a very compelling read; Nicholl has a way with character that successfully portrays the banality of evil. Dr. David Galbraith is the kind of disgusting, dangerous human with whom you could exchange pleasant conversation and not guess a single aspect of his hidden character. Nicholl's background in law enforcement and child protection is clear; the reality of the narratives of child exploitation and police investigation are what make the book particularly unsettling.
However, for me, the writing style needed a little more work. It may seem a petty complaint but the author overused the technique of referring to somebody's name in conversation. It's one of those things that, once noticed, grates on the nerves each and every time. This is just one example of the falseness of conversation that repeatedly pulled me out of the story.
In any case, I think the book was a good debut and I will definitely read his next.
However, for me, the writing style needed a little more work. It may seem a petty complaint but the author overused the technique of referring to somebody's name in conversation. It's one of those things that, once noticed, grates on the nerves each and every time. This is just one example of the falseness of conversation that repeatedly pulled me out of the story.
In any case, I think the book was a good debut and I will definitely read his next.
February 28, 2018
Thank you to the author, John Nicholl for a review copy of this book.
I really got quite engrossed in this book. I do like a challenge when reading about a subject matter as dark as this one. The author obviously has done some extensive research into the subject matter and combine this with intelligent dialogue and writing ability, it made it highly readable.
Anybody who enjoys a fast-paced crime/thriller and has the stomach for a gritty storyline will love this book.
I really got quite engrossed in this book. I do like a challenge when reading about a subject matter as dark as this one. The author obviously has done some extensive research into the subject matter and combine this with intelligent dialogue and writing ability, it made it highly readable.
Anybody who enjoys a fast-paced crime/thriller and has the stomach for a gritty storyline will love this book.
July 22, 2022
The Galbraith Series Book 1
The Mailer family are oblivious to the terrible danger that enters their lives when seven year old Anthony is referred to the child guidance service by the family GP following the breakdown of his parents' marriage. Fifty eight year old Dr David Galbraith, a sadistic, predatory paedophile employed as a consultant child psychiatrist, has already murdered one child in the soundproofed cellar below the South Wales townhouse he shares with his wife and two young daughters. Anthony becomes Galbraith's latest obsession and he will stop at nothing to make his grotesque fantasies reality.
I really don't know where to start writing this review. There were parts of this story that made me feel sick, but then one part, near the end, where i rejoiced. Galbraith is not just a psychiatrist, he's also a paedophile, a bully and a wife beater as well. Galbraith could be a Dr in any practice or hospital anywhere in the world. This book is disturbing from the first few pages but it's not graphic. I was desperate for the police to find Anthony before Galbraith got his mucky hands on him. Be warned, this story is haunting and harrowing, but it's also well written, gripping and believable. The characters were well fleshed out and believable. The story is easy to follow even though the content is heavy going. I think Galbraith is one of the most evil characters I've ever come across and I hope I never read his like again. I so want to jump into his next book in this series, The Wife, but I need to finish the rest of this months books first before I do.
I would like to thank #NetGalley #BoldwoodBooks and the author #JohnNicholl for my ARC of #TheDoctor in exchange for an honest review.
The Mailer family are oblivious to the terrible danger that enters their lives when seven year old Anthony is referred to the child guidance service by the family GP following the breakdown of his parents' marriage. Fifty eight year old Dr David Galbraith, a sadistic, predatory paedophile employed as a consultant child psychiatrist, has already murdered one child in the soundproofed cellar below the South Wales townhouse he shares with his wife and two young daughters. Anthony becomes Galbraith's latest obsession and he will stop at nothing to make his grotesque fantasies reality.
I really don't know where to start writing this review. There were parts of this story that made me feel sick, but then one part, near the end, where i rejoiced. Galbraith is not just a psychiatrist, he's also a paedophile, a bully and a wife beater as well. Galbraith could be a Dr in any practice or hospital anywhere in the world. This book is disturbing from the first few pages but it's not graphic. I was desperate for the police to find Anthony before Galbraith got his mucky hands on him. Be warned, this story is haunting and harrowing, but it's also well written, gripping and believable. The characters were well fleshed out and believable. The story is easy to follow even though the content is heavy going. I think Galbraith is one of the most evil characters I've ever come across and I hope I never read his like again. I so want to jump into his next book in this series, The Wife, but I need to finish the rest of this months books first before I do.
I would like to thank #NetGalley #BoldwoodBooks and the author #JohnNicholl for my ARC of #TheDoctor in exchange for an honest review.
May 3, 2018
Trigger warnings for child abuse, paedophilia, domestic violence, torture, and murder of humans and animals.
I’ve never enjoyed thinking about how many tortuous, excruciating and imaginative ways I could kill off a book villain as much as I did when reading about the big bad in White is the Coldest Colour. This is not a villain that you love to hate. This is a villain you want to suffer as much as possible before his eventual bloody demise.
Dr David Galbraith is many things. He is a husband, a father, an esteemed colleague, a renowned child psychiatrist. He is also a master manipulator and sadistic predator. He terrorises his family and his child victims alike, and he consistently gets away with it because he’s so good at what he does. He uses his intelligence to come across as charismatic and charming when the situation calls for it and because of his position in the community and his chameleonic prowess, no one suspects him. His true colours are only on display when and to whom he chooses, and if his control slips for a moment and his true self is revealed, he can easily lay on the charm and regain control.
While there’s certainly no shortage of paperback villains, Dr David Galbraith stands apart from the usual big bad in the chilling authenticity of his portrayal. The way he interacts with his wife will be hauntingly familiar to readers who have experienced the brutality of domestic violence. The calculated measures undertaken to groom the child and family of a potential new victim will shine a light on the predatory nature of child molesters.
I can’t remember the last book that genuinely scared me before this one. Give me horror, blood and guts, serial killers or clowns and I’ll enjoy watching from the sidelines, but real life? Real life can offer the scariest plots of all and the events in this book will reflect portions of some readers’ reality - and that is scary as hell to think about.
This book is definitely not for the faint of heart. It’s confronting, painful and real. Because of the author’s experience in police and child protection there’s an authenticity to the conversations and behaviours of the predators that gave me the creeps in a way I find lacking in most crime novels.
I stumbled upon this book when I found its sequel on NetGalley and needed to know what led to the events in When Evil Calls Your Name before I read Cynthia Galbraith’s story. Having never heard of this author before I’ve now found a new favourite. If John Nicholl’s other books have even echoes of the dark, gritty nature of White is the Coldest Colour then I know I need to read everything he’s ever written.
I’ve never enjoyed thinking about how many tortuous, excruciating and imaginative ways I could kill off a book villain as much as I did when reading about the big bad in White is the Coldest Colour. This is not a villain that you love to hate. This is a villain you want to suffer as much as possible before his eventual bloody demise.
Dr David Galbraith is many things. He is a husband, a father, an esteemed colleague, a renowned child psychiatrist. He is also a master manipulator and sadistic predator. He terrorises his family and his child victims alike, and he consistently gets away with it because he’s so good at what he does. He uses his intelligence to come across as charismatic and charming when the situation calls for it and because of his position in the community and his chameleonic prowess, no one suspects him. His true colours are only on display when and to whom he chooses, and if his control slips for a moment and his true self is revealed, he can easily lay on the charm and regain control.
While there’s certainly no shortage of paperback villains, Dr David Galbraith stands apart from the usual big bad in the chilling authenticity of his portrayal. The way he interacts with his wife will be hauntingly familiar to readers who have experienced the brutality of domestic violence. The calculated measures undertaken to groom the child and family of a potential new victim will shine a light on the predatory nature of child molesters.
I can’t remember the last book that genuinely scared me before this one. Give me horror, blood and guts, serial killers or clowns and I’ll enjoy watching from the sidelines, but real life? Real life can offer the scariest plots of all and the events in this book will reflect portions of some readers’ reality - and that is scary as hell to think about.
This book is definitely not for the faint of heart. It’s confronting, painful and real. Because of the author’s experience in police and child protection there’s an authenticity to the conversations and behaviours of the predators that gave me the creeps in a way I find lacking in most crime novels.
I stumbled upon this book when I found its sequel on NetGalley and needed to know what led to the events in When Evil Calls Your Name before I read Cynthia Galbraith’s story. Having never heard of this author before I’ve now found a new favourite. If John Nicholl’s other books have even echoes of the dark, gritty nature of White is the Coldest Colour then I know I need to read everything he’s ever written.
June 2, 2016
I was very hesitant in reading White Is The Coldest Colour by John Nicholl due to the subject matter but i am so glad i did, the author took me into the darkest of places that no other author has done before, once i got through the first chapter which was so hard to read it was fine but still chilled me to the core.
John Nicholl being a former police officer & child protection social worker wrote a concise story that i don't think any other author could have written so a big Thank You to Mr Nicholl.
This book for me was like reading a Dr jeckyll & Mr Hyde story except it was 100 times worse which i don't know if that's a good thing or not all i know is that children are precious & should be protected at all costs.
Dr David Galbraith was a well respected child psychologist who lived with his wife Cynthia you could get no one say a bad word about him but deep down he had another life that being a paedophile who used his position to hurt torture & kill children.
Molly Mailer her husband mike & two children Anthony & Sian lived a normal happy life but their son Anthony was always sad so they decide to take him to a child psychologist Dr David Galbraith at first he seems nice offering Anthony lollies to get his trust but Anthony doesn't like him for one reason or another.
Mike doesn't think his son really needs to have more sessions but Molly takes him along anyway, all of a sudden on the second session Molly is ill at ease with David & decides to cancel his next appointment this leaves Galbraith seething as his sexual tendencies take over so he looks into Anthony's report & tries to get him back in for more sessions.
DI Gravel is looking into a paedophile ring & discovers that Galbraith is part of a peadophile ring which no one can believe he has his team working non stop to find out if he is involved, meanwhile Dr Galbraith manages to kidnap Anthony & he nearly kills Molly leaving her daughter Sian to find her mother beaten black & blue DI Gravel thinks Mike has something to do with it as they are living apart.
Mike is in deep shock & rushes to be by Sian & Molly's side Will Molly pull through that is the question?
Cynthia Always being afraid of her husband does not believe her husband is capable of such horrid torture but finds the room he is keeping Anthony in malnourished, drugged but alive i found Cynthia to be a strong woman in the end despite her weaknesses toward her husband.
5+ stars
John Nicholl being a former police officer & child protection social worker wrote a concise story that i don't think any other author could have written so a big Thank You to Mr Nicholl.
This book for me was like reading a Dr jeckyll & Mr Hyde story except it was 100 times worse which i don't know if that's a good thing or not all i know is that children are precious & should be protected at all costs.
Dr David Galbraith was a well respected child psychologist who lived with his wife Cynthia you could get no one say a bad word about him but deep down he had another life that being a paedophile who used his position to hurt torture & kill children.
Molly Mailer her husband mike & two children Anthony & Sian lived a normal happy life but their son Anthony was always sad so they decide to take him to a child psychologist Dr David Galbraith at first he seems nice offering Anthony lollies to get his trust but Anthony doesn't like him for one reason or another.
Mike doesn't think his son really needs to have more sessions but Molly takes him along anyway, all of a sudden on the second session Molly is ill at ease with David & decides to cancel his next appointment this leaves Galbraith seething as his sexual tendencies take over so he looks into Anthony's report & tries to get him back in for more sessions.
DI Gravel is looking into a paedophile ring & discovers that Galbraith is part of a peadophile ring which no one can believe he has his team working non stop to find out if he is involved, meanwhile Dr Galbraith manages to kidnap Anthony & he nearly kills Molly leaving her daughter Sian to find her mother beaten black & blue DI Gravel thinks Mike has something to do with it as they are living apart.
Mike is in deep shock & rushes to be by Sian & Molly's side Will Molly pull through that is the question?
Cynthia Always being afraid of her husband does not believe her husband is capable of such horrid torture but finds the room he is keeping Anthony in malnourished, drugged but alive i found Cynthia to be a strong woman in the end despite her weaknesses toward her husband.
5+ stars
April 10, 2016
Excellent writing. Brilliant plot. Going to start sequel right away. Review to come.
July 9, 2015
Review: WHITE IS THE COLDEST COLOUR by John Nicholl
This is an eye-opening and heartwrenching novel, dealing as it does with the crossing of a societal taboo: abuse of children, by individuals, family members, and groups. The author, John Nicholl, has had a long career in the child protection field, including many years when the subject was not as well realized.
The antagonist is a reputable and respected child psychiatrist in Wales, both in private practice and in clinic. He is also a Narcissistic, sociopathic, sadist, abusing small boys through his practice, both physically and psychologically. The ring he manages transport multiple children to an isolated rural location which he controls. He has also terrorized his wife and two daughters. Arrayed against him are dedicated law enforcement and child protection services.
WHITE IS THE COLDEST COLOUR is by turns a suspense thriller, cutting very close to the bone of real life, and an in-depth psychological study of human monsters and the traumatized survivors.
This is an eye-opening and heartwrenching novel, dealing as it does with the crossing of a societal taboo: abuse of children, by individuals, family members, and groups. The author, John Nicholl, has had a long career in the child protection field, including many years when the subject was not as well realized.
The antagonist is a reputable and respected child psychiatrist in Wales, both in private practice and in clinic. He is also a Narcissistic, sociopathic, sadist, abusing small boys through his practice, both physically and psychologically. The ring he manages transport multiple children to an isolated rural location which he controls. He has also terrorized his wife and two daughters. Arrayed against him are dedicated law enforcement and child protection services.
WHITE IS THE COLDEST COLOUR is by turns a suspense thriller, cutting very close to the bone of real life, and an in-depth psychological study of human monsters and the traumatized survivors.
May 19, 2015
Dr David Galbraith is a respected consultant child psychiatrist. Smartly dressed with a nice family and well thought of in the community....
He is also a sadistic predatory paedophile...and part of a child sex ring.
When Molly Mailer and her family notice their son Anthony is showing signs of behavioural problems due to the fact the father has left home to live with another women, Molly decides to take the advice of her local doctor and arrange for Anthony to see David Galbraith.
Dr. Galbraith has killed already and is obsessed in finding a new victim, so when Anthony attends his first session he puts his plan in action.
The police are closing in but will they crack this before another child is hurt.
My thoughts....
This is a disturbing but edge of the seat thriller. Its not overly graphic but the subject of course is distressing.
Galbraith is.... convincing to the outside world. He is married and controls his wife with his manipulative cruel treatment of her. Scared of him she protects her children by compiling to his demands.
This is a smart thriller and at times I was...
With time running out....Galbraith becomes more unhinged and dangerous..
The story kept my interest until the end. There were a few minor things that grated on me a bit but that was just me.
All in all an exciting page turner right up to the end.
Complimentary Copy provided by Author in exchange for an honest review
June 13, 2016
Set in 1992 in Wales, White Is The Coldest Colour is a story about child abuse. Written by a former police officer and social worker with experience in child protection matters, the story felt shockingly realistic. While the first chapter was difficult to get through due to the very disturbing images, the rest of the book was not overly graphic.
The way John Nicholl portrayed the two faces of Dr. David Galbraith, a well-respected child psychiatrist, and an utterly sadistic pedophile, was extremely impressive and the highlight of the book for me. A true narcissistic monster, Galbraith likes to be admired, feels superior to everyone including the authorities who start investigating him and lacks any empathy whatsoever. His marriage and family life are based on total obedience and sick displays of power.
Following the police investigation and the social services involvement was really interesting. I have to say it all felt so disturbingly real, I kept wondering whether I was truly listening to a piece of fiction. The ending was totally unexpected, and I'm now looking forward to reading the sequel When Evil Calls Your Name.
Listening to the audio version, there were a couple of minor niggles that were distracting. I'm not sure whether I would have picked up on this had I been reading it, but hearing it out loud, the repetitive use of names and certain words became slightly frustrating.
The narration by Jake Urry, however, was stellar. Portraying children's voices can't be easy for any narrator and with a storyline tackling such an emotive topic as child abuse, getting the children's voices across in a believable and appropriate manner was really important to me. Jake nailed it. His performance of Dr. Galbraith's perspective was suitably disturbing. In addition, he handled a variety of different accents and gave each character a distinct voice. Very well done.
I received a complimentary copy of the audiobook in exchange for an honest review.
The way John Nicholl portrayed the two faces of Dr. David Galbraith, a well-respected child psychiatrist, and an utterly sadistic pedophile, was extremely impressive and the highlight of the book for me. A true narcissistic monster, Galbraith likes to be admired, feels superior to everyone including the authorities who start investigating him and lacks any empathy whatsoever. His marriage and family life are based on total obedience and sick displays of power.
Following the police investigation and the social services involvement was really interesting. I have to say it all felt so disturbingly real, I kept wondering whether I was truly listening to a piece of fiction. The ending was totally unexpected, and I'm now looking forward to reading the sequel When Evil Calls Your Name.
Listening to the audio version, there were a couple of minor niggles that were distracting. I'm not sure whether I would have picked up on this had I been reading it, but hearing it out loud, the repetitive use of names and certain words became slightly frustrating.
The narration by Jake Urry, however, was stellar. Portraying children's voices can't be easy for any narrator and with a storyline tackling such an emotive topic as child abuse, getting the children's voices across in a believable and appropriate manner was really important to me. Jake nailed it. His performance of Dr. Galbraith's perspective was suitably disturbing. In addition, he handled a variety of different accents and gave each character a distinct voice. Very well done.
I received a complimentary copy of the audiobook in exchange for an honest review.
August 4, 2015
No question this is a disturbing and uncomfortable read although it is not graphic (thankfully).
It packs enough of a punch by giving us a taster of the thoughts of Dr Galbraith, a paedophile and a heinous individual who has nothing but scorn and hate for everything except his sick fantasies.
He has got away with his crimes for years because he wears the mask of a caring and dedicated child psychiatrist.
The story concentrates on the Mailer family who have experienced a family breakdown and seek help for their youngest son Anthony. Their run in with Dr Galbraith soon becomes part of a police operation to arrest Galbraith and those in his ring or 'pet club'.
We are introduced to Galbraith straight away and experience some of his personal thoughts, then we meet the Mailers and then the story becomes more focused on the police investigation. This is an interesting and subtle shift of perspectives which means the reader is always one step ahead of the story.
This is not a character driven story - it is the portrayal of a web of deceit that is slowly and painfully being unpicked by a team of investigators working blind. You can really share their frustration and anger.
I liked the techniques used here to heighten the impact of the story and story itself was good, but sometimes the investigation got a bit confusing and long-winded (I know that's part of the point the author is making but I sometimes didn't know who was who).
It packs enough of a punch by giving us a taster of the thoughts of Dr Galbraith, a paedophile and a heinous individual who has nothing but scorn and hate for everything except his sick fantasies.
He has got away with his crimes for years because he wears the mask of a caring and dedicated child psychiatrist.
The story concentrates on the Mailer family who have experienced a family breakdown and seek help for their youngest son Anthony. Their run in with Dr Galbraith soon becomes part of a police operation to arrest Galbraith and those in his ring or 'pet club'.
We are introduced to Galbraith straight away and experience some of his personal thoughts, then we meet the Mailers and then the story becomes more focused on the police investigation. This is an interesting and subtle shift of perspectives which means the reader is always one step ahead of the story.
This is not a character driven story - it is the portrayal of a web of deceit that is slowly and painfully being unpicked by a team of investigators working blind. You can really share their frustration and anger.
I liked the techniques used here to heighten the impact of the story and story itself was good, but sometimes the investigation got a bit confusing and long-winded (I know that's part of the point the author is making but I sometimes didn't know who was who).
July 16, 2015
John Nicholl does such an incredible job of creating the ultimate monster in White is the Coldest Colour, so much so that I almost quit after the first chapter.
The many positive reviews and ratings from other Goodreads members convinced me to continue, and boy am I glad I did! This was such a dark and chilling psychological thriller and I am eagerly awaiting for more from this author!
4.5 stars
The many positive reviews and ratings from other Goodreads members convinced me to continue, and boy am I glad I did! This was such a dark and chilling psychological thriller and I am eagerly awaiting for more from this author!
4.5 stars
December 14, 2015
I finished this book a few hours ago and I'm still thinking about what I read. This was not an easy one to read .. the content is dark and disturbing and it involves the dangers to young children. This is something I don't usually read because it just tears me apart of knowing that these happen on a daily basis.
That being said, it is very evident that the author had done a lot of research. When I 'googled' him, I find, not surprisingly, that he is a former police officer and child protection social worker. I shudder to think of what he's dealt with to write this book because it comes across as true crime.
Tony Mailer is a 7-year-old boy trying to cope with his parents' separation. He loves his mom, but misses his daddy. He's started wetting the bed, he's lost interest in school and play and the school has suggested he see a child psychiatrist.
Dr. David Galbraith is such a doctor, well-known, well-respected. He is also a sadistic and brutal child pedophile who has been prowling for years. There is a secret room in his cellar that few people know about. Here he keeps whatever young boy has captured his attention. He's already killed one boy there .. and now Tony is his new target.
He becomes so obsessed that he can't think of anything else. He will have this boy even if he has to kill the boy's family to get to him.
What is so gripping with this story is watching the doctor disintegrate before your very eyes. The author shows the reader how easy it is for predators to manipulate their young victims.
Again, the book is extremely well written. The characters are true to form... the loving mother who will do anything for her children ... the father who suffers guilt for not being there for his family ... the police and social workers who can't do enough fast enough in their quest to protect children ... the doctor's wife who is so terrorized by her husband she can barely breathe.
My sincere thanks to the author who furnished a digital copy in exchange for an honest, unbiased review. I look forward to reading the follow up .... WHEN EVIL CALLS YOUR NAME.
That being said, it is very evident that the author had done a lot of research. When I 'googled' him, I find, not surprisingly, that he is a former police officer and child protection social worker. I shudder to think of what he's dealt with to write this book because it comes across as true crime.
Tony Mailer is a 7-year-old boy trying to cope with his parents' separation. He loves his mom, but misses his daddy. He's started wetting the bed, he's lost interest in school and play and the school has suggested he see a child psychiatrist.
Dr. David Galbraith is such a doctor, well-known, well-respected. He is also a sadistic and brutal child pedophile who has been prowling for years. There is a secret room in his cellar that few people know about. Here he keeps whatever young boy has captured his attention. He's already killed one boy there .. and now Tony is his new target.
He becomes so obsessed that he can't think of anything else. He will have this boy even if he has to kill the boy's family to get to him.
What is so gripping with this story is watching the doctor disintegrate before your very eyes. The author shows the reader how easy it is for predators to manipulate their young victims.
Again, the book is extremely well written. The characters are true to form... the loving mother who will do anything for her children ... the father who suffers guilt for not being there for his family ... the police and social workers who can't do enough fast enough in their quest to protect children ... the doctor's wife who is so terrorized by her husband she can barely breathe.
My sincere thanks to the author who furnished a digital copy in exchange for an honest, unbiased review. I look forward to reading the follow up .... WHEN EVIL CALLS YOUR NAME.
February 13, 2018
White is the Coldest Colour
by John Nicholl
Fiction - Suspense
395 Pages
Reviewed on 04/17/2015
REVIEWED BY GISELA DIXON FOR READERS' FAVORITE.
5 of 5 stars
White is the Coldest Colour by John Nicholl is a dark psychological novel that is realistic and disturbing at the same time. The novel starts with a sadistic pedophile scene in the sound-proof cellar of a psychiatrist named Dr. David Galbraith. To all outward appearances, Dr. Galbraith is a respectable, law-abiding citizen. However, what most people don’t know is that he is also a sexual abuser and sadistic pedophile. He torments and completely controls his wife, Cynthia, with whom he has two daughters. He preys on young boys and has already sexually abused, made videos of, and murdered a young child. That is when he is asked to take on a new case of a young seven-year-old boy named Anthony. Anthony is a troubled child raised by a single mother, and starts seeing Dr. Galbraith for therapy. What he or his family don't know, however, is that the psychiatrist has already marked Anthony as his next victim. What follows next is a realistic story of abuse, power, strength, and triumph.
White is the Coldest Colour by John Nicholl is a dark, powerful, gripping novel about themes that are especially important and relevant in today’s society: namely, childhood sexual abuse and its lifelong repercussions, the mind of a sexual predator, and the psychology of a pedophile. John Nicholl himself has a background in law enforcement and, as a result, the novel definitely has a ring of authenticity to it. None of the events described in the book seem far-fetched and, although this is a work of fiction, it is to be hoped that it will spread awareness of sexual abuse, such that all of us with a social responsibility are better prepared to watch for warning signs as well as the reporting and handling of such incidences. The writing is crisp and engaging; overall I would very highly recommend this book for everyone.
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