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Forgotten Souls MC #1

Desolate Souls: Forgotten Souls MC

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Love means loss.

Alana Jacobs knows that better than anyone. After witnessing an unspeakable act of violence, she is left alone and afraid in a group home in Langley. Then she meets Jackson “Jax” Cade. In each other, they find a purpose in life, an unbreakable bond that will withstand the test of time… until that tie is severed.

Some secrets are never meant to be kept.

Jax is willing to do anything to protect his best friend, no matter the cost. What he doesn’t realize is that Alana is willing to do the same. When the truth comes out, devastation follows. Leaving Alana wasn’t Jax’s decision, but saving her was.

Manipulation and deception go hand in hand.

Paul Randall is the master of exploitation, capable of crawling inside the mind of his victims with ease. He will go to any lengths to get what he wants, and what he wants is Alana Jacobs. Falling in love with your prey is a game changer, but old habits are hard to break.
Happiness always comes at a price.

Hearts will be broken and pain will be inevitable, but losing yourself is irreparable.

WARNING:
This is NOT your typical MC Romance read!

The characters in this story overcame horrific neglect and abuse, both mental and physical, and have taken extreme steps to survive during their journey through the darkness into the light.

Due to graphic content and mature subject matter (explicit language, acts of violence, sexual content both consensual and not, drug use, prostitution and sex-trafficking), this book should not be purchased by readers under the age of 18 or the faint of heart.

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First published August 22, 2015

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Kira Johns

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Kira Johns was born and raised in the southeastern US, where she works during the day as a paralegal in the criminal defense field. When she's not working or writing, Kira spends her free with her husband, children and pets. She enjoys spending time outdoors, whether on a boat or on the back of a bike. Kira, her husband and children are all avid competition shooters.

She is also a huge supporter of Feathered Friends Forever, the Nation's Largest Non-Profit Tropical Parrot Rescue and Sanctuary located in Harlem, GA. Not only does Kira donate a portion of all her sales to this worthy organization, she also dedicates her time to helping the many birds at the facility.

The Satan's Rebels MC Series was the beginning of Kira's venture into writing. Destroyed, the first novella in the series, was released in August 2014. Destined, Book 2 in the series was released in September 2014, with Deserved, Book 3, having been released in October 2014. Damaged, Book 4 in the series, was released in February 2015, and was strictly written for the die hard fans of the Satan's Rebels Series that requested it.

Desolate Souls, Book One in the Forgotten Souls MC Series is set for release the summer of 2015.

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724 reviews2,945 followers
September 10, 2015
*** 4.5 STARS ***

A totally different MC book,but in a good way.I really enjoyed this.




This book is not the usual MC story at all.Yes there is a MC Club involved but there's no club life,club rivalry or innocent girl.It's quite dark but an engaging story.

Alana is placed in foster care at a young age after a tragedy in her life.This is where she meets Jax....
From a young age they form a powerful friendship.They look out for each other and are willing to do whatever it takes to save the other.

The home they are placed in,is far from safe...they both experience abuse

Something happens that sees Alana paying a powerful price to save Jax from further abuse....but suddenly,with no explanation,Jax leaves her.

Fast forward to when she is 18 and on the streets.Even now,every night she looks up at the stars and remembers the boy who left her.
One night she is approached by a caring,easy on the eye man called Paul.It seems they have similar pasts as he suffered the same fate as her when he was young.
She is reluctant but eventually agrees to stay with him.Over time she starts to really believe in him and although she is thrown into an alien world of pole dancing/stripping and so much more,she truly believes she is doing it so they can have a better life.




Then an opportunity comes their way which sees Alana coming face to face with her past in the form of The Forgotten Souls MC and the man she has never forgotten or forgiven...Jax.





I'm not going to go into the story any more here but what follows is an emotional,twisted story.
This is a very well written story that spans over years( which I love) and the last 10% had me gripped,I had no idea what was going to happen.
Have to mention one of the most likeable secondary characters ever...Deuce.His story is next and I can't wait....
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2,638 reviews11k followers
August 21, 2015
༺**Complimentary Copy**༺ Provided by the author "Kira Johns" in exchange for an honest review..Thank you!!

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TITLE: Desolate Souls
SERIES: (Forgotten Souls MC BOOK#1)
AUTHOR: Kira Johns
GENRE: Contemporary Romance
RELEASE DATE: August 22nd 2015

MY RATING: 5 STARS!!

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This is one of my highly anticipated books, the fact that I've cray cray loved this authors previous books is no secret but when I heard she was working on another biker series I went on full stalker mode!! If this is as good as the other books I know I am in for one mother of a ride!!

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This was so freaking good!! If you are after solely an MC book this isn't it, it does have some MC aspects but it isn't all about club life..This is about life's hard lessons, one broken soul who thought "if you love you lose" so beautifully written, you will live, breathe this book, devour it, love it as much as I did..It will be dark for some and gritty for others and it will leave you needing the next book in this series..

BEFORE
Whoa straight away you are thrust into Alana's and Jax's world as they try to make their escape from the foster home they are placed in, crawling outside their window aiming for the woods by the house..If what transpires is an indication of what's to come it's definitely going to be gritty and dark..

At the age of sixteen, I was arrested and charged with murder.

Everything Alana did was solely to protect Jax

My priority had been protecting the boy that mean't more to me than anything. And then he left me, abandoning me with that monster. no phone call, no note..nothing.

FIVE YEARS LATER

Turning eighteen had been a milestone. After being released from the juvenile detention center, there was no chance of being placed in the foster care system again.

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Harsh reality living on the streets, trying to stay safe, in a world full of violence.

Living on the streets will tear you down. Trying to stay warm, finding food, and remaining safe have been my main priorities. I’ve had a few close calls.

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She's approached by a handsome man named Paul who engages her in conversation and offers her a safe haven..But is he friend or foe?? Is he worse than the monsters under your bed?

Tricked, deceived, an eviction notice hanging over her head.

ANOTHER YEAR GOES BY

Gone is the naive girl I once had been.

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TO NOW WHEN JAX COMES BACK INTO HER LIFE

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Every single thing that happened in our past was out of our control. We can’t go back and change a thing, but our future we can dominate.

You can feel the love these two have for the other pouring off the pages as you read their story..

Blood makes you related, but loyalty makes you family. Loyalty, honor, friendship and trust. The true meaning of family and brotherhood.

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I never knew what love was until you Alana. I didn't just choose you. I took one look at you and there was no turning back. You were my forever from the beginning, Love is when two desolate souls meet and accept both dark and light within each other.

I can't stress enough how much I guarantee you will like love this book, as soon as it's released get those fingers one clicking because without a word of a lie you will fall in love with this book as much as I did..
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4,330 reviews2,395 followers
November 2, 2015
Unpopular opinion time. This clearly wasn't a book for me and I couldn't get into it at all.



I started this book expecting something dark and twisted and was really excited to dive into it. I did get the dark and twisted part that I wanted but the story overall didn't work for me at all.

Alana and Jax met in a group home and became best friends right away and they stuck by each other. Then they were both sent to live with a family and they thought it would be their chance at a normal life. But what they get sent to is just another form of hell, and this time they might not survive.

The story takes place years after Jax left Alana all alone in the house of horror and their lives have taken two different directions. But they meet up again and old secrets start to come out about what really happened. Now Alana needs to figure out who to trust if she wants to stop living her life scared.



The premise of Desolate Souls was interesting and had a lot of potential but the writing just didn't do it for me. I was getting really annoyed how almost every chapter skipped time, sometimes just a week and others up to three months. Every time something big in the story happened it never got resolved where we could see, it just skipped to after it happened and then mentioned what resolved the issue. The ending was a huge disappointment because of the time being skipped and it just made me ten times more frustrated that we skipped six months and then five years without explaining anything.



Even without the time jumps I couldn't get into the writing style of the book. There was a lot going on and I didn't think it was explained real well to make sense and I was getting confused at some things. I think there was just too many things in the story and they didn't flow real well together for me.

So no, this book wasn't for me and I probably won't be reading anything else from this series. As always, I never discourage anyone from reading a book that interests them so if a dark MC romance sounds like something you'd enjoy, go for it.

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761 reviews26 followers
June 9, 2015
I absolutely can't wait for this one to come out!!!!!!!!!!!
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167 reviews11 followers
August 23, 2015
Really very, very good. Next up is Deuce & Ember's story, looking forward to this.
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838 reviews32 followers
December 6, 2015
It's a bit dark, but it was good.
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422 reviews33 followers
August 27, 2015
I couldn't put this one down!

First off, I will say that I F'in LOVED Kira's series Satan's Rebels MC and this new series....this first book.... yeah...... - BLEW ME AWAY! Gah.... okay now my review.... as much as I can give without spoiling it...... eek!

Jax and Alana - their journey was not easy. It's apparent in the first few pages that their story will be a tough one to read about. It was gut wrenching! But - don't let that discourage you! Keep going. We have so many twists and turns that you will be doing what I did, holding my breath the entire ride. We see love, loss, hurt, betrayal, tragedy, and friendship and you will FEEL ALL THE FEELS in this one!

My heart ached HARD for Alana! I wished I could just reach into the story and pull her out! Was Alana strong? I am not sure.... Some will say yes.... In her own way, maybe. She was a lost - tortured soul. With very low self esteem. You will bare witness early on to what hand she was dealt and that will break your heart. As time goes on, Alana was grabbing onto what ever she could that would wash away all the memories and pain she was dealt. Was she victim to men in her life who used her for their advantage.....yes.

Jax - He was dealt a few bad hands in life too. A few choices early on landed him in hot trouble and thankfully, he came out a better man. He's a protector...a lover.....a best friend. He's ALL alpha! And I want him! When Jax and Alana's worlds finally collide - hang on for the ride!

It was like I was on one of those bungee cords while reading their story. Up and Down ...... Up and Down...... it was like I was dangling mid air - holding my breath - just waiting for the rope to break!

Their story doesn't focus too much on the MC side. Yes, they are there and they do handle things when needed. The story is more focused on our characters and their journey together. A journey of letting go...allowing yourself to love......and wishing for that HEA.

There were so many characters in this book that I hope get their story!

The ending - that I am sure so many will hate - was another HOLD MY BREATH moment. I actually sat there for a moment and then let the air out. I stopped reading for a second, shed some tears, then when I picked it back up.... I knew that was how their journey was to be. There were no flowers and rainbows.... they didn't have an easy ride.......and after crying over what they went through and where they ended up.... I was happy! Did these two get their HEA? That's for you to find out!

This book has jotted up to a Top Favorite for me. If you love an MC read and don't mind Gritty, Raw, Disturbing scenes. Click it up!

Please can I get book 2? =)
Profile Image for Lisa Filipe.
Author 5 books250 followers
August 22, 2015
For those who have read a Kira Johns MC Romance before...well...ya know she gets down to the nitty gritty. She doesn't hold back and tells a tale of sadness, grief, loss, life changing events, and sometimes....yeah..they are sad. But isn't that part of life? So my word of warning, be aware that the DESOLATE SOULS is quite the mix of crazy, sad, scary and a little depressing...but it's also a story of hope and maybe finding life and love again when all seems lost and the darkness is trying to swallow you...a little light at the end of the tunnel can be just what you needed.

I am not giving away ANY of the story...you will have to read all about bat s#@$ crazy Paul and all his messed up madness, and the Lana/Jax bond that survived years apart. Definitely different from what is out there today, Kira Johns has a true voice, and she definitely stands out among the crowd.

My last words of advice...Read it, crave it, love it!
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695 reviews50 followers
August 24, 2015
My Review of Desolate Souls By: Kira Johns
My Rating 5 Gritty Stars!!
The new yet again exciting beginning of a new MC series by Kira. One thing with Kira Johns is you never know what she has in store for you, you just know it’s going to be a journey of epic proportions! This story is nothing like we have read before from Kira, yet it still holds true to her writing ability.
Kira Johns has done it yet again with Desolate Souls by grabbing you from page one and leading you on a heartfelt gut wrenching journey of Friendship/ Love/ Tragedy/ Betrayal. There is every emotion touched on this story of Alana and Jax. Their relationship is one of tragedy and so much love. The many twists and turns keep you one the edge of your seat, waiting for the next compelling event to tug on your heartstrings. I loved this book and the characters inside. Your heart will bleed for Alana and Jax. As Alana is fierce and so strong, not a week heroine at all. Jax is all man, protective, loving, and a highly intense alpha male.
I enjoyed the storyline and all the complexities that come with it. Who knew young love could last over time. The story is one that sits with you even after it’s over and you have marinated what you have just read. I’m a huge fan of Kira Johns and hope to read anything she writes as she always takes me on a journey, one I’m never sure how it will end. I highly recommend this book even if you have never read any of Kira’s books, because you’ll be a fan after. I now will wait for Deuces story as we have only seen a bit of how amazing this man is going to be! I look forward to more of The Forgotten Souls MC!
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23 reviews
September 24, 2015
I had the honor of reading an ARC of this book and it was AMAZING!

If you are expecting a typical MC romance, this is not the book for you.

What I have come to expect from Kira Johns and her stories is an emotional read, one that draws you in and makes you feel like you are a part of the story. This book is no different.

Jax and Alana's story is tragic, compelling and full of so much love. From page one all the way to the end, I couldn't put it down. I won't give anymore away since it has not released yet, but this story blew me away!!
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10 reviews6 followers
August 28, 2015
WOW!! Heart breaking, emotion roller coaster, Love this book!!

This book grabs ahold of you from the first page and doesn't let go until the last! This book keeps you guess and gasping, could not put it down. If your look for a story that will have you yelling out loud and throwing your kindle only to run and grab it again so you can finish reading, this is definitely the book for you!!! Buy it, read it, you will love it! I can't stop thinking about the characters and this story!!
Profile Image for Elfina Renee.
611 reviews227 followers
September 29, 2015
Kira Johns did an outstanding job with this remarkable story. The plot was in your face raw, real, intense and hauntingly disturbing, another words dark read! I really enjoyed it, so you're probably asking why three stars instead of four or even five? Fair enough, the reason being the reconnect got overly sappy down right mushy and secondly the multiple point of views. I'm sorry I'm not that person, regardless of how well its written. I just don't care for four and more points of views. However you may feel differently, so enjoy!
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4,076 reviews85 followers
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July 31, 2015
A rip your heart out read.. I kept forgetting myself and my role as I read on...
Twists that are purely worst case scenario, broken characters, horrific abuse with effects both long lasting and completely justified, even as you want to shelter the characters.

While it is a tough read, and could have trigger inducing moments for some, this is a great read.
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82 reviews
November 8, 2015
I recently finished reading Desolate Souls (Forgotten Souls MC) and I have to tell you once I started reading I didn't stop until I finished it! MC Romances are my favorite reads and this was a 5- Star read for me. I' m glad I have three reading devices so I didn't have to stop reading. I can not wait for Duece's story! He is my favorite character so far! Every girl needs a Deuce in her life...
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249 reviews4 followers
August 23, 2015
Wow! Just Wow!!! Yet again Kira Johns has delivered a story with everything. She is now one of those authors whereby I don't need to read a synopsis or reviews... I know any story she writes will be heartbreaking, fulfilling and leave me thinking wow!!! Thank you
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Author 13 books366 followers
October 22, 2015
This was a really dark read. I'm not sure I liked the beginning of the story, it was pretty difficult to read. The story developed well and I loved the characters. I don't know what to say about the ending. It was a HEA ending, but it was just really different!
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10 reviews2 followers
August 30, 2015
Emotional Rollercoaster! Amazing!


If you have read the Satan's Rebels Series by Kira Johns them you are well aware that she does not write your typical frilly, flowers, and candy kind of romance. However what she does write is raw, emotional, and soul binding romance!
She stayed true to that writing with Desolate Souls! The story of Jax and Alana will take you on the emotional ride of your life. We get to follow the lives of Jax and Alana from when they were kids up until they are adults and on that journey there are some wrong turns, detours, and some major bumps in the road. Throughout their lives the two of them have some constant people in their lives which is where we meet Paul and Deuce who both have major impacts on their lives. Hold on to your knickers ladies because this is one hell of a ride!
One thing you are sure to get is an amazing story that will suck you right in and keep you wanting more straight through to the end!
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2,856 reviews3 followers
June 2, 2016
This is a dark book. Alana has had a very traumatic start to life. She has been abused and beaten in her foster home and her only saviour was another boy called Jax. To save him from a beating she made a deal with the devil her foster father. Jax and Alena have been together since they were 6 yrs old and have had each others back until he leaves her with her abuser. Years have passed and she has come under the hand of another devil in disguise her supposed rescuer and friend Paul. He also has ulterior motives. Jax and Alena meet again but it does not go well. Paul has broken her down where she is lost but can Jax put her together again. Dark and gripping to say the least. A brilliant book
16 reviews
September 11, 2015
So worth the read

Sometimes a little to much of the dark side of life but the light side and the characters made it worth it. Kira Johns has a way of grabbing on to your heart and not letting go even after you've read the last page.
10 reviews3 followers
August 2, 2015
A fantastic book. From the beginning to the last word I was taken on the extreme highs and lows of an emotional roller coaster. Kira Johns has not disappointed with this new series.
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776 reviews4 followers
August 30, 2015
Roller coaster of emotions, cried buckets but true love always wins out. Looking forward to Dueces story.
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42 reviews21 followers
September 11, 2015
Loved, Loved, Loved it..

Just read it, you will Love it too.
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1,330 reviews10 followers
September 24, 2015
I was scared shitless to read this book. I HATED the Satan's Rebels series. Ok maybe not hated the series but I FUCKING HATED the Jade/Shadow situation. Ruined the books for me. Boy was I freaking WRONG!!!!..I have to say, Kira Johns out did herself in this new series and I FUCKING LOVED IT. I loved every single character. Reading about Alana and Jax was an amazing experience. They were truly a great Hero/Heroine. And Alana and Deuce...now that is what friendship is supposed to be. Reading about Jade & Shadow in the other series, just really pissed me off and it was not a friendship the way the author was trying to make it be. Alana and Deuce were extremely close but it was an amazing friendship to read about and a friendship in the correct sense of the word. I have read so many books, that I can normally figure out how the book will end by the 2nd chapter...but with this book...I was guessing until the 2nd to last PAGE. Bravo Kira Johns, Bravo. I can not wait to continue to read this series and I cant wait to read about Deuce.
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2,504 reviews
September 30, 2016
M/C romance . Book 1 in a new series . Hero is Danny (Jax) Heroine is Alana .
This is not your Typical M/C story . The M/C part starts a few chapters into the story . This story shows how people prey on other people ... It also shows true love and how a love sacrifices for the heart you love . It's not your typical M/C romance . Jax and Alana have known each other since they were 6 years old . They meet at a foster care . Alana parents died and that is when every beautiful thing in her life disappeared . Jax took one look at Alana and fell hook line and sinker .
There foster parents were Paul and Janet . Paul had a wicked gleam in his eye , but Danny (Jax ) always protected Alana . Paul always abused Danny . One day Alana told Paul if he stopped abusing Danny she will give in to him . That that is when the horror started for Alana .
Once she is out of Jail she goes to a park she doesn't want to back to the foster home . As she is under a tree debating what to do Paul approaches her . And that is when he'll on earth happens for her
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1,971 reviews9 followers
November 16, 2015
Outstanding story!!

Well written with plenty of surprising spots make this story explosive. Alana gets caught up in a life she never wished for herself when a man proclaiming to be her savior is really a monster who's part of a human trafficking ring. When her life is at a all-time low Jax re-enters Alana's life. Jax and Alana loved each other, each taking care of the other for years. Jax and her met in the children's home where they lived until they were fostered out to a couple who seemed the best thing ever. But they were really sadistic monsters. But Alana and Jax do get their happy ending after several bumps during the years. This was an "Outstanding" story, I wish I could rate it 10 stars.
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192 reviews1 follower
August 23, 2015
Just finished.. My heart is pumping so friggin hard. What a roller coaster ride..
Not often have I felt like throwing my kindle across the room, this story will do that to you

Pulled at every emotion one could possibly pull at. It was gut wrenching, heart felt, tears, raw and gritty.

There were twist and turns, the story line is unpredictable, which is rare to find. Alana (lana) what more could a girl take.. Jax what a man is all I can say.. A superb start. Now need a few hours to get my emotions in check.
Profile Image for TKins.
404 reviews7 followers
August 31, 2015
This is my first book by Kira Johns and all I can say is WOW WOW WOW what an amazing book.

This is definitely not a normal mc book, but Jesus it is fantastic.

Alana and jax's life has been horrific almost from the start they meet and become inseparable but they are separated and that's where it all starts to get even worse for Alana.

I screamed at my kindle, cried and felt really happy. Dueces book is next can't wait.
147 reviews1 follower
August 23, 2015
oh wow kira has done it again I was trapped in this story like I was there from start to finish cried tears and smiled I cannot recommend kiras books enough here hoping we don't have to wait long for deuce story
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32 reviews10 followers
August 25, 2015
Worth the wait!

I have been waiting for this book for a long time. It was worth it. Again full spectrum of emotions. I felt it all happy,sad,angry and stunned. Not only did she have a great hero but the best friend I fell in love with too! I can't wait for t h e second book!!
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