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The Boy in the Back Row
Declan Rowan has spent years learning how to disappear.
Between nursing classes, shifts at the campus library, and caring for the grandfather who raised him, Declan has no time for parties, attention, or the kind of boy who makes people look twice. He sits in the back row, keeps his head down, and tells himself wanting more isn't meant for someone like him.
Then Cole Bennett notices him.
Cole is everything Declan avoids. Popular. Confident. A college hockey player with an easy smile and a life that looks effortless from the outside. But when they’re paired together in Film Appreciation, Cole sees past Declan’s silence, past the oversized hoodie, past the careful walls Declan has built around himself.
What starts as a class project becomes late-night texts, quiet dinners, movie arguments, and a tenderness Declan doesn’t know how to trust.
But Cole has his own bruises hidden under all that charm. And when jealousy, cruelty, and old fears threaten the fragile thing growing between them, Declan has to decide whether being seen is worth the risk of being hurt.
Cole doesn’t want to save Declan.
He wants to stay.
The Boy in the Back Row is a tender, emotional, slow burn MM college romance about first love, found safety, caregiving, chosen family, and the quiet courage it takes to let someone love every part of your life.
Between nursing classes, shifts at the campus library, and caring for the grandfather who raised him, Declan has no time for parties, attention, or the kind of boy who makes people look twice. He sits in the back row, keeps his head down, and tells himself wanting more isn't meant for someone like him.
Then Cole Bennett notices him.
Cole is everything Declan avoids. Popular. Confident. A college hockey player with an easy smile and a life that looks effortless from the outside. But when they’re paired together in Film Appreciation, Cole sees past Declan’s silence, past the oversized hoodie, past the careful walls Declan has built around himself.
What starts as a class project becomes late-night texts, quiet dinners, movie arguments, and a tenderness Declan doesn’t know how to trust.
But Cole has his own bruises hidden under all that charm. And when jealousy, cruelty, and old fears threaten the fragile thing growing between them, Declan has to decide whether being seen is worth the risk of being hurt.
Cole doesn’t want to save Declan.
He wants to stay.
The Boy in the Back Row is a tender, emotional, slow burn MM college romance about first love, found safety, caregiving, chosen family, and the quiet courage it takes to let someone love every part of your life.
- GenresM M RomanceCollege
671 pages, Kindle Edition
Published June 28, 2026
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Harry Applebottom
80 books65 followersHarry Applebottom is a hopeful romantic and a gay erotic romance author here to unabashedly satiate and titillate your inner carnal desires with lots of steam, heart, and love. Harry's works range from short stories and novellas to full-length novels of various subgenres, where every ending ends with a happy one.
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August 26, 2026
This was a beautiful story. It reminded me a lot of Heartstopper, with a little bit of She's All That. The romance was so sweet and soft and honest. The stark reality of caring for Jack was portrayed really well, and I adored his character and the banter between him and Cole. I also loved how things were handled after the third act break-up. How Cole gave Declan space and didn't push him, and accepted responsibility for his actions. Maybe he's a bit TOO perfect, especially for a 20yo, but it's fiction! Idc!
My only little niggles were that the horny wet dream scenes were a bit much during such a slow, sweet burn. Especially from Declan, who is a virgin. Not that they wouldn't think of such things, but I would have expected a bit more of a build up to that. There's also no resolution to the Billy issue. He's still around. Still angry. Still might do something. Unless there's gonna be a sequel? That would be awesome!
My only little niggles were that the horny wet dream scenes were a bit much during such a slow, sweet burn. Especially from Declan, who is a virgin. Not that they wouldn't think of such things, but I would have expected a bit more of a build up to that. There's also no resolution to the Billy issue. He's still around. Still angry. Still might do something. Unless there's gonna be a sequel? That would be awesome!
Want to Read
August 7, 2026I'm putting this back on my to be read shelf and will get back to it later. It's just quite slow going right now and I have so many other books I want to be reading right now. Nothing against this, exactly, it's just not super exciting right now and it just kept sitting there, not being read by me. I'll get to it eventually.
July 26, 2026
So Much Love
Always a joy to discover another book from one of my favourite authors, Harry Applebottom. He doesn’t stick in one genre either and although I like my MM Romance, I’ve enjoyed his other books in very different settings, but still featuring MM relationships, always with a HEA.
‘The Boy In The Back Row’ deserves 10 stars it has everything that makes a story ‘a good read’ for me. It is now my favourite one of Harry’s and that is saying something. Despite the lack of cash and home comforts, I wanted to be there in that house with Declan and his Grandfather. It was full of love and respect and felt like a safe haven once you were inside that front door.
There was so much love shown between the important characters here. I loved the relationship Declan and his grandparents Jack and Pearl, who rescued him from his careless drug addicted mother and reared him in their modest little house. They three loved fiercely, until they shared their grief when Pearl passed away.
Now 19 and studying to become a Nurse, Declan is now sole caregiver to bedridden Jack since he broke his hip and was diagnosed with early dementia. In his lucid moments, his sense of humour and the banter he shares with Declan, still shows the strength of their loving relationship. It’s a huge struggle for Declan between his studies and caring for Jack. He has no social life or indeed friends because of the trauma he suffered in High School from a fellow classmate.
When a College Project brings Declan into contact with Cole, the popular Ice Hockey player, a little light comes into the lives of Declan and his Grandfather. But Declan didn’t realise that they also brought Cole something he was lacking in his own life.
This is a beautiful story of love, not just between Grandson and Grandfather, but also a slow burning love between Declan and Cole. Much as I loved Jack and Declan, Cole is my favourite, he was like the glue trying to keep his own family from falling apart. The way he showed up for Declan time after time, and the great relationship he built with Jack. The way he showed his love for Declan when gave him that space following that humiliating incident.
I didn’t want this story to end, I could so easily read another few hundred pages of this already novel length book, I love my doorstopper length books.
Always a joy to discover another book from one of my favourite authors, Harry Applebottom. He doesn’t stick in one genre either and although I like my MM Romance, I’ve enjoyed his other books in very different settings, but still featuring MM relationships, always with a HEA.
‘The Boy In The Back Row’ deserves 10 stars it has everything that makes a story ‘a good read’ for me. It is now my favourite one of Harry’s and that is saying something. Despite the lack of cash and home comforts, I wanted to be there in that house with Declan and his Grandfather. It was full of love and respect and felt like a safe haven once you were inside that front door.
There was so much love shown between the important characters here. I loved the relationship Declan and his grandparents Jack and Pearl, who rescued him from his careless drug addicted mother and reared him in their modest little house. They three loved fiercely, until they shared their grief when Pearl passed away.
Now 19 and studying to become a Nurse, Declan is now sole caregiver to bedridden Jack since he broke his hip and was diagnosed with early dementia. In his lucid moments, his sense of humour and the banter he shares with Declan, still shows the strength of their loving relationship. It’s a huge struggle for Declan between his studies and caring for Jack. He has no social life or indeed friends because of the trauma he suffered in High School from a fellow classmate.
When a College Project brings Declan into contact with Cole, the popular Ice Hockey player, a little light comes into the lives of Declan and his Grandfather. But Declan didn’t realise that they also brought Cole something he was lacking in his own life.
This is a beautiful story of love, not just between Grandson and Grandfather, but also a slow burning love between Declan and Cole. Much as I loved Jack and Declan, Cole is my favourite, he was like the glue trying to keep his own family from falling apart. The way he showed up for Declan time after time, and the great relationship he built with Jack. The way he showed his love for Declan when gave him that space following that humiliating incident.
I didn’t want this story to end, I could so easily read another few hundred pages of this already novel length book, I love my doorstopper length books.
June 30, 2026
This is a story to savor.
“It’s sincere without being stupid about it.” MC Declan to MC Cole, about a certain marvelous, timeless film they’ll be presenting about in class together. Sums up this book well.
The movies the two partner together to analyze/present about in class are metaphors for the story, in powerful ways that even I was able to follow (I am…not great w literary elements, but this non-pretentious story didn’t make *me* feel stupid for that. It did its job well.)
When you need a warm, gentle hug and some incendiary romance with beautifully written intimacy, here’s a good book to try. Two very different men, college students, brought together by a partner project in film class…
I fell in love with MC Cole (hockey player, but that’s more background than story important) when he immediately shut down the story’s bully, no second guessing, no fear, and kept standing his ground and calling him out on it, holding up the mirror, so the bully *and* other people saw it and stopped going along with it. That is how you do it.
Declan (nursing student)…oh man. Loved him from the start. Sole caregiver for his grandfather, who he lives with (a broken hip has rendered the man bed-bound) Jack, who, along with Declan’s late beloved grandmother, Pearl, raised him from childhood when his mother failed to be a mother…Declan is #lifegoals of a person who does the right thing because he loves, not because he has to. It’s so beautiful! The conversations between Declan and Jack alone are wonderful.
The slow burn, strangers to tentative friends to friends to falling in love between Cole and Declan…so carefully, gently, well done. And Declan warily letting Cole into his life, being vulnerable about letting him see how things really are with Jack, just… 🥹🥹🥹 The trust grows and blossoms along with their feelings.
I also loved how Cole picks up on the difference between trying to be invisible Declan and the competent Declan he sees at Declan’s library job. Cole is attuned to Declan from the start, even in the unlikely circumstances of his first awareness of him (that damned bully).
This is one of those books where softness is strength and love is celebrated. The contrast between Declan’s difficulties caring for Jack (who is also slowly declining mentally) that aren’t difficulties at all, but do deplete energy and take time, given gladly, with Cole’s minefield of a house with a little sister (15, Marie) he loves and two parents whose passive-aggressive sniping has become lethal warfare… 😳😱. And the metaphor of the difference in their two houses compared with the house in Rebecca, the first film the two partner up on…powerful. There’s a comparison between how Declan’s late grandmother has a loving continuing presence in his house and the eponymous character of the film controlling that house from beyond the grave. Wowza.
The development of Declan, who has no experience at all, and Cole, who has a lot but doesn’t make that a thing, becoming physical together is truly lovely. Steamy, sweet, real intimacy that shows care and vulnerability and trust in a way that’s all to rare. This is special. Emotions grow through that intimacy as well as through actions, showing up, being their quietly for each other.
Special shout out to Jack, who is truly the third MC in the book and whose own vulnerabilities show an important facet of love and family and what matters in life. His humor, his embarrassment at his situation, and the way he and Declan are together was incredibly special and authentic. Maybe a little too perfect, but, this is a story and it hit me in all the Feels and elevated the book.
And another special shout out to Marie, Cole’s little sister, whose cynicism, humor, and eye-rolling teenage-ness also added a wonderful, authentic, entertaining, and poignant layer to the read.
The story is not perfect. There are some scenes that are repetitive and do the same thing twice, some timeline confusion, and uneven pacing. The bully element takes a painful turn at one point that didn’t quite make sense to me, and that was the one time I felt they should have taken action and had more concrete consequences, because what the bully did was a crime, and just being exposed to peers didn’t feel strong enough to me. The situation with Cole’s parents also didn’t feel resolved at all, and that felt like a loose end that needed to be dealt with in some way. Then, the “ultimatum” at the end from Declan’s program wasn’t believable in the timeframe. And, I questioned why it wasn't important to get Jack up and moving. Why no PT? Was that to come? But overall, these things didn’t take away from the story enough to make me lower the rating.
This is a story for those who enjoy a softness between characters that grows into strong, powerful love. It’s an immersive read, a sparkling slow-burn, a thoughtful and powerful love story that I’ll remember.
HEA. Classmates, slow-burn, seeming opposites who are shown to be so right for each other it hurts. Athlete and loner who tries not to be seen. Homophobic bully, dealt with, but, rough. Home-caring for declining grandparent; living in hostile environment. Virgin MC (Declan), bisexual MC (Cole). No OM action or drama at all, totally safe for me. Lovely story telling! Highly recommended.
My thanks to Booksprout for the ARC; this is my free and impartial opinion.
One more quote to leave you with:
"It makes fun of fairy tales, but it's not cynical," Declan said. "That's why it works. It doesn't punish you for wanting the romantic thing. It just makes you laugh at how dramatic people are about it, then gives it to you anyway." ❤️🌈❤️
“It’s sincere without being stupid about it.” MC Declan to MC Cole, about a certain marvelous, timeless film they’ll be presenting about in class together. Sums up this book well.
The movies the two partner together to analyze/present about in class are metaphors for the story, in powerful ways that even I was able to follow (I am…not great w literary elements, but this non-pretentious story didn’t make *me* feel stupid for that. It did its job well.)
When you need a warm, gentle hug and some incendiary romance with beautifully written intimacy, here’s a good book to try. Two very different men, college students, brought together by a partner project in film class…
I fell in love with MC Cole (hockey player, but that’s more background than story important) when he immediately shut down the story’s bully, no second guessing, no fear, and kept standing his ground and calling him out on it, holding up the mirror, so the bully *and* other people saw it and stopped going along with it. That is how you do it.
Declan (nursing student)…oh man. Loved him from the start. Sole caregiver for his grandfather, who he lives with (a broken hip has rendered the man bed-bound) Jack, who, along with Declan’s late beloved grandmother, Pearl, raised him from childhood when his mother failed to be a mother…Declan is #lifegoals of a person who does the right thing because he loves, not because he has to. It’s so beautiful! The conversations between Declan and Jack alone are wonderful.
The slow burn, strangers to tentative friends to friends to falling in love between Cole and Declan…so carefully, gently, well done. And Declan warily letting Cole into his life, being vulnerable about letting him see how things really are with Jack, just… 🥹🥹🥹 The trust grows and blossoms along with their feelings.
I also loved how Cole picks up on the difference between trying to be invisible Declan and the competent Declan he sees at Declan’s library job. Cole is attuned to Declan from the start, even in the unlikely circumstances of his first awareness of him (that damned bully).
This is one of those books where softness is strength and love is celebrated. The contrast between Declan’s difficulties caring for Jack (who is also slowly declining mentally) that aren’t difficulties at all, but do deplete energy and take time, given gladly, with Cole’s minefield of a house with a little sister (15, Marie) he loves and two parents whose passive-aggressive sniping has become lethal warfare… 😳😱. And the metaphor of the difference in their two houses compared with the house in Rebecca, the first film the two partner up on…powerful. There’s a comparison between how Declan’s late grandmother has a loving continuing presence in his house and the eponymous character of the film controlling that house from beyond the grave. Wowza.
The development of Declan, who has no experience at all, and Cole, who has a lot but doesn’t make that a thing, becoming physical together is truly lovely. Steamy, sweet, real intimacy that shows care and vulnerability and trust in a way that’s all to rare. This is special. Emotions grow through that intimacy as well as through actions, showing up, being their quietly for each other.
Special shout out to Jack, who is truly the third MC in the book and whose own vulnerabilities show an important facet of love and family and what matters in life. His humor, his embarrassment at his situation, and the way he and Declan are together was incredibly special and authentic. Maybe a little too perfect, but, this is a story and it hit me in all the Feels and elevated the book.
And another special shout out to Marie, Cole’s little sister, whose cynicism, humor, and eye-rolling teenage-ness also added a wonderful, authentic, entertaining, and poignant layer to the read.
The story is not perfect. There are some scenes that are repetitive and do the same thing twice, some timeline confusion, and uneven pacing. The bully element takes a painful turn at one point that didn’t quite make sense to me, and that was the one time I felt they should have taken action and had more concrete consequences, because what the bully did was a crime, and just being exposed to peers didn’t feel strong enough to me. The situation with Cole’s parents also didn’t feel resolved at all, and that felt like a loose end that needed to be dealt with in some way. Then, the “ultimatum” at the end from Declan’s program wasn’t believable in the timeframe. And, I questioned why it wasn't important to get Jack up and moving. Why no PT? Was that to come? But overall, these things didn’t take away from the story enough to make me lower the rating.
This is a story for those who enjoy a softness between characters that grows into strong, powerful love. It’s an immersive read, a sparkling slow-burn, a thoughtful and powerful love story that I’ll remember.
HEA. Classmates, slow-burn, seeming opposites who are shown to be so right for each other it hurts. Athlete and loner who tries not to be seen. Homophobic bully, dealt with, but, rough. Home-caring for declining grandparent; living in hostile environment. Virgin MC (Declan), bisexual MC (Cole). No OM action or drama at all, totally safe for me. Lovely story telling! Highly recommended.
My thanks to Booksprout for the ARC; this is my free and impartial opinion.
One more quote to leave you with:
"It makes fun of fairy tales, but it's not cynical," Declan said. "That's why it works. It doesn't punish you for wanting the romantic thing. It just makes you laugh at how dramatic people are about it, then gives it to you anyway." ❤️🌈❤️
July 20, 2026
I loved this book and Declan and Cole more than I can say—10 stars if I could. This book spoke to my head, my heart, my memories and my life from page 1 to the end. I was tearing up by page 10 and full on crying when I wasn’t smiling or laughing or choking up all the way through the book. The slowly building connection between Declan and Cole was so natural and realistic, I felt like I was observing two real people from the outside, and the story unfolded more like a movie in my mind than words on a page. It took me through joys and sorrows, highs and lows, hopes and dreams, and even nightmares from Billy, but the hope and love that I felt all the way through left me with such a positive feeling, it is hard to express.
Certain parts stuck out as memorable—Cole and Declan playing the game Overcooked (never heard of it, but I could see it from the description) as I laughed out loud at their antics and banter; Cole’s acceptance of Jack and the responsibilities that Declan shouldered without complaint, all carried out with love and the realization of giving back the care Jack and Pearl gave Declan as a child, now able to give that care back to Jack; I could identify with Jack’s embarrassment and resentment at the loss of dignity, having been a caregiver like Declan for my husband, seeing the pain and fear with that loss of independence and sense of self; Cole’s dedication to protecting Declan and to making him feel cared for, loved and cherished, but most of all seen and appreciated for himself without needing to hide; and I could identify with Jack so much with missing Pearl, missing my husband for years, but what feels like yesterday, too. There were so many emotional parts in the whole book that just grabbed my heart and wouldn’t let go, finding it hard to put down when I had to break for other things, then pulling me back in immediately when I returned.
I loved the way both Cole and Declan found something in each other that helped make the rhythm of their lives better, made it easier to deal with the stresses both had in their home lives, helping each to release the parts of themselves they kept hidden from others, opening up those secret parts and sharing things that they hadn’t been able to before. The physical interactions between them were so natural and a part of the developing relationship, they fit in seamlessly in the narrative, both so tender and caring with each other, you could just feel the connection there. And I really liked the back and forth as they worked on their presentations, the insights offered about the movies they chose, which really hit home. I will probably look into the ones I haven’t seen and rewatch the one I have, watching for the points shared in their presentations.
As I said at the start, I loved this book! The almost 700 pages was daunting, but I was less aware of that as I got immersed in the story. I don’t think the author could have cut anything out to make it shorter, it all was needed to tell what needed to be said. If you choose this book, I think you will appreciate it as much as I did, with the character development, the world building, the emotion that comes throughout the story as these two young men find the love between them grow and enrich their lives. I received an advance review copy of the book and am leaving this review voluntarily. I am so glad I chose this book. It will stick with me for a long time, and will be a book I will reread in the future. I hope it will speak to you, too.
Certain parts stuck out as memorable—Cole and Declan playing the game Overcooked (never heard of it, but I could see it from the description) as I laughed out loud at their antics and banter; Cole’s acceptance of Jack and the responsibilities that Declan shouldered without complaint, all carried out with love and the realization of giving back the care Jack and Pearl gave Declan as a child, now able to give that care back to Jack; I could identify with Jack’s embarrassment and resentment at the loss of dignity, having been a caregiver like Declan for my husband, seeing the pain and fear with that loss of independence and sense of self; Cole’s dedication to protecting Declan and to making him feel cared for, loved and cherished, but most of all seen and appreciated for himself without needing to hide; and I could identify with Jack so much with missing Pearl, missing my husband for years, but what feels like yesterday, too. There were so many emotional parts in the whole book that just grabbed my heart and wouldn’t let go, finding it hard to put down when I had to break for other things, then pulling me back in immediately when I returned.
I loved the way both Cole and Declan found something in each other that helped make the rhythm of their lives better, made it easier to deal with the stresses both had in their home lives, helping each to release the parts of themselves they kept hidden from others, opening up those secret parts and sharing things that they hadn’t been able to before. The physical interactions between them were so natural and a part of the developing relationship, they fit in seamlessly in the narrative, both so tender and caring with each other, you could just feel the connection there. And I really liked the back and forth as they worked on their presentations, the insights offered about the movies they chose, which really hit home. I will probably look into the ones I haven’t seen and rewatch the one I have, watching for the points shared in their presentations.
As I said at the start, I loved this book! The almost 700 pages was daunting, but I was less aware of that as I got immersed in the story. I don’t think the author could have cut anything out to make it shorter, it all was needed to tell what needed to be said. If you choose this book, I think you will appreciate it as much as I did, with the character development, the world building, the emotion that comes throughout the story as these two young men find the love between them grow and enrich their lives. I received an advance review copy of the book and am leaving this review voluntarily. I am so glad I chose this book. It will stick with me for a long time, and will be a book I will reread in the future. I hope it will speak to you, too.
June 29, 2026
What a book!
I have got to say, although I thoroughly enjoyed this Read I found this book so long. I’m so used to reading Harry Applebottom short stories. I didn’t look to see how long it was. General when I see one of his book I just don’t want to miss it so just click accept! so sorry my review was a few days late but….
What a fantastic Read oh my goodness I think I work through every emotion going reading this book. It is just such a fantastic storyline. Declan had lived with his grandad and Nan since he was young. Due to his Mum turbulent lifestyle. They had taken him in and given him security love and understanding so now after the loss of his Nan, he finds it right that he gets to look after his grandad who recently broken his hip and was bedbound and needing full-time care. This is all while still going to college.
Declan felt he didn’t need friends. They could be cruel so rather than go through the pain he kept himself to himself that is until he needs to team up with his students for a project and he couldn’t believe it when Cole asks if he needs a partner ??
Coles morning started like most of his mornings with the sound of arguing coming from below. He went through his routine got changed spent some time with his sister before going downstairs and see what his parents were arguing about. Cole just got on with the Day. He made your sister had breakfast. He acted like his sister or his responsibility. When he finally left was walking through campus, he bumped into Billy. Is one of those people that wanted to be the life and soul of the party and didn’t care who we stepped on together and when he pointed out to the nerd, a weirdo, Cole noticed talking about somebody. Cole didn’t like people bullying others so he planned to get to know him and it was time to pair up in the class. He asked Declan the boy in the back row who was hiding in an oversize Hoodie and trying to be as small as possible.
And that’s just the beginning of this Book really. There’s so much in here firstly this is a slow burn and I don’t like slow burns but I do like Cole, Declan and Jack. As a healthcare assistant that works with the elderly it made my heart sing, the banter between Jack and Declan that was such a strong bond. And the way that Cole just seemed to fit in made my heart sing.
As always with a Harry Applebottom Book there is passion that just flies off the pages. This is quite an emotional Read so be prepared but also be prepared to lose yourself into this story of two guys that are living with the pain that just takes a part of their soul.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I have got to say, although I thoroughly enjoyed this Read I found this book so long. I’m so used to reading Harry Applebottom short stories. I didn’t look to see how long it was. General when I see one of his book I just don’t want to miss it so just click accept! so sorry my review was a few days late but….
What a fantastic Read oh my goodness I think I work through every emotion going reading this book. It is just such a fantastic storyline. Declan had lived with his grandad and Nan since he was young. Due to his Mum turbulent lifestyle. They had taken him in and given him security love and understanding so now after the loss of his Nan, he finds it right that he gets to look after his grandad who recently broken his hip and was bedbound and needing full-time care. This is all while still going to college.
Declan felt he didn’t need friends. They could be cruel so rather than go through the pain he kept himself to himself that is until he needs to team up with his students for a project and he couldn’t believe it when Cole asks if he needs a partner ??
Coles morning started like most of his mornings with the sound of arguing coming from below. He went through his routine got changed spent some time with his sister before going downstairs and see what his parents were arguing about. Cole just got on with the Day. He made your sister had breakfast. He acted like his sister or his responsibility. When he finally left was walking through campus, he bumped into Billy. Is one of those people that wanted to be the life and soul of the party and didn’t care who we stepped on together and when he pointed out to the nerd, a weirdo, Cole noticed talking about somebody. Cole didn’t like people bullying others so he planned to get to know him and it was time to pair up in the class. He asked Declan the boy in the back row who was hiding in an oversize Hoodie and trying to be as small as possible.
And that’s just the beginning of this Book really. There’s so much in here firstly this is a slow burn and I don’t like slow burns but I do like Cole, Declan and Jack. As a healthcare assistant that works with the elderly it made my heart sing, the banter between Jack and Declan that was such a strong bond. And the way that Cole just seemed to fit in made my heart sing.
As always with a Harry Applebottom Book there is passion that just flies off the pages. This is quite an emotional Read so be prepared but also be prepared to lose yourself into this story of two guys that are living with the pain that just takes a part of their soul.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Wow, I really loved this. My first time reading anything by this author, and one of my top reads this year for sure.
The Boy in the Back Row is a slow-burn college romance between Declan, a reserved nursing student who keeps to himself while caring for his grandfather, and Cole, a popular hockey player. They form a connection when paired together for a project in their film appreciation class. But they both have vulnerabilities, and they have to decide whether being truly seen is worth the risk of being hurt.
Guys, it's so so good.
The way Cole treasured Declan. 🥹 And the way treasuring him meant letting him make his own choices and give his consent every step of their fragile relationship. And the conscious effort that required on Cole's part, because Declan meant so much to him. And the way trust and love slowly blossomed between them.
I have too many thoughts about Declan's grandpa Jack, lots of them very personal, so I'll just say I appreciated how the author didn't shy away from the realities of caring for a bedbound family member, and that added so much depth to the story and all the characters.
I could relate to some of the struggles of both Declan and Cole, so this book struck an extra chord with me. I cried several times, not because the story was sad, but because it was real, and real life is messy and hard but also full of love it you let it be.
It's one of those books that stays with you when you're not reading it. When I was working, eating, showering, I wished I was reading about Cole and Declan instead.
The book is quite long for a romance at almost 700 pages, but it genuinely didn't feel long at all. Felt like 400 pages at most. And at the end, I wished there was more!
For my fellow readers who turn into a puddle for a week when a character dies, no one dies in this book. In fact, grandpa Jack is such a funny and authentically multi-faceted character throughout the book, you'll totally fall in love with him.
If you're on the fence about reading this book, do it!! It's so so freaking good!
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
The Boy in the Back Row is a slow-burn college romance between Declan, a reserved nursing student who keeps to himself while caring for his grandfather, and Cole, a popular hockey player. They form a connection when paired together for a project in their film appreciation class. But they both have vulnerabilities, and they have to decide whether being truly seen is worth the risk of being hurt.
Guys, it's so so good.
The way Cole treasured Declan. 🥹 And the way treasuring him meant letting him make his own choices and give his consent every step of their fragile relationship. And the conscious effort that required on Cole's part, because Declan meant so much to him. And the way trust and love slowly blossomed between them.
I have too many thoughts about Declan's grandpa Jack, lots of them very personal, so I'll just say I appreciated how the author didn't shy away from the realities of caring for a bedbound family member, and that added so much depth to the story and all the characters.
I could relate to some of the struggles of both Declan and Cole, so this book struck an extra chord with me. I cried several times, not because the story was sad, but because it was real, and real life is messy and hard but also full of love it you let it be.
He hadn't realized, until recently, how long he had trained himself to move through life without looking too closely at anything beautiful. Beauty required stillness. Stillness required trust. Trust required believing the world would not punish him the second he softened.
It's one of those books that stays with you when you're not reading it. When I was working, eating, showering, I wished I was reading about Cole and Declan instead.
The book is quite long for a romance at almost 700 pages, but it genuinely didn't feel long at all. Felt like 400 pages at most. And at the end, I wished there was more!
For my fellow readers who turn into a puddle for a week when a character dies, no one dies in this book. In fact, grandpa Jack is such a funny and authentically multi-faceted character throughout the book, you'll totally fall in love with him.
If you're on the fence about reading this book, do it!! It's so so freaking good!
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
July 9, 2026
“I just thought it would happen eventually. Not in some big romantic way. Just… something. Someone. A party. A date. A mistake. Anything. But then nothing happened. And after a while, it stopped feeling like I was waiting and started feeling like I’d missed the part of life where you learn how to be wanted.”
The Boy in the Back Row by Harry Applebottom is the first book I read by this author and it won’t be the last. It’s one of the best books I’ve read this year by far. It is, seriously, such a gem. It’s incredibly sweet and tender, but it never goes too corny or melodramatic. It just completely nails that perfect, cosy vibe. It’s exactly what Declan says about a movie they watch in class: it’s “sincere without being stupid about it”.
It’s the story of Cole, a hockey player (though hockey is not the main plot in the book), and Declan, a nursing student, who end up as partners for a project in film class. The movies they analyse are like a projection of their real lives. Watching them work together it’s like watching how their relationship grows. I’m usually terrible at catching literary metaphors, but Harry wrote this in a way that you can just see them.
“I’ve lived most of my life in my own head. Most of my suffering comes from it too.”
I fell for Cole the second he shut down a bully who was bothering Declan (I’ll never forgive Billy for all the bad things he did to Declan). And Declan is just the ultimate role model. He’s the sole caregiver for Jack, his grandpa, and the conversations between those two will melt your heart. It’s so moving to see the contrast between Declan’s exhausting but loving home and the passive-aggressive warfare happening at Cole’s house.
They go from total strangers to tentative friends, and then into this beautiful, slow-burn romance. When they finally get together, the intimacy is so incredibly sweet and rooted in trust. Also, shout-out to grandpa Jack, who basically steals the show and feels like a third main character. Since I was raised by my grandma, I completely identify with Declan and feel a special fondness and affection for Jack.
This book feels like a warm hug. I highly recommend it.
“Never hand someone the part of you they might not know how to hold.”
Thank you BookSirens and Harry Applebottom for the free ARC in exchange for an honest review.
Review of advance copy
This books drags on through grief, because it needs to. Because sometimes, loss is daily, is something that happens step-by-step, slowly but surely, and even though we fear the end, sometimes we wish for it, and this book explores that part of grief so well! Declan is losing Jack to dementia, age, and injury. Cole is losing his parents to arguments and resentment. It isn’t a quick loss, it drags on. The weight of expectations and responsibilities keeps them both closed up and unable to connect openly and honestly with others. Until the project, until they’re obligated to interact and work together, until they’re forced to make a choice: stay or leave. And Cole stays, and Declan allows him to be there for him. They open up, they find a listening ear, a soft place to land when they’re falling apart, a person that quiets the conflict and expectations thrust upon them by the world and themselves. And it’s beautiful. There are long books that are wordy, repetitive, or boring. This one, every single word, every single scene, everything matters and is needed. It paints a thorough and vivid picture of grief, loss, pain, vulnerability, and the courage it takes to take a chance, as well as the beauty and joy that can be found when someone sees us as we are, and chooses to stay, chooses to love, chooses to make time and space for us to simply be. Like usual, amazing story, beautiful and heartbreaking, and with an ending that gives us hope, and shows the strength of asking for help, of opening up, of taking chances, of trying your best for a chance at love. I absolutely adored this book, and I highly recommend it.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
August 5, 2026
DNF around 60 %. I don´t even know.
The characters themselves are okay but at some point around 30 % i felt like everything was said? I just started skimming because it all dragged out so long and so many descriptions about feelings and things and jesus when will it end?
What finished me off was the plot point with the party. I don´t know if it ever gets explained why billy is obsessed with declan. is he in love with cole? and even the question: does he bully other people? would have been interesting because if the answer is no: i get it even less.
The grandpa was cool and thats why the party really annoyed me. You´re telling me that this man can sit on his own every day for hours while declan is at college or working or whatever. Hours. Can spend the night without declan checking on him. and then he shits himself and paints the whole room in the half hour declan is at that party? Also i´m not well versed in caring for people but maybe buy other diapers if you have to clean up spillage every time? It just didn´t feel dignified for jack.
All in all: what i enjoyed was the longer getting to know period. i do love a bit of pining. but i feel like the book could have used an editor to just take out half the unnessesary ramblings and short sentences an everything. also the plot driver made me crazy and was the reason i DNF´d
P.S.: i have an ick with authors using AI pictures. It makes me think that they would use AI in their books and the same way everyone is trying to support small authors we should support graphic designers.
The characters themselves are okay but at some point around 30 % i felt like everything was said? I just started skimming because it all dragged out so long and so many descriptions about feelings and things and jesus when will it end?
What finished me off was the plot point with the party. I don´t know if it ever gets explained why billy is obsessed with declan. is he in love with cole? and even the question: does he bully other people? would have been interesting because if the answer is no: i get it even less.
The grandpa was cool and thats why the party really annoyed me. You´re telling me that this man can sit on his own every day for hours while declan is at college or working or whatever. Hours. Can spend the night without declan checking on him. and then he shits himself and paints the whole room in the half hour declan is at that party? Also i´m not well versed in caring for people but maybe buy other diapers if you have to clean up spillage every time? It just didn´t feel dignified for jack.
All in all: what i enjoyed was the longer getting to know period. i do love a bit of pining. but i feel like the book could have used an editor to just take out half the unnessesary ramblings and short sentences an everything. also the plot driver made me crazy and was the reason i DNF´d
P.S.: i have an ick with authors using AI pictures. It makes me think that they would use AI in their books and the same way everyone is trying to support small authors we should support graphic designers.
June 28, 2026
I am a huge fan of Harry Applebottom and the way he never shys away from writing the hard parts. This book was almost 700 pages long and it never once felt too long or that it lulled or was too much. I got totally engrossed in the storyline and felt connected to the characters. Declan is a quiet nursing student with so much on his plate who tries so hard not to be seen. Cole is the popular hockey player Who’s constantly seen in the that way popular students are more surface than for who he truly is. Both characters have vulnerabilities and insecurities that they have to work through. I absolutely love this book some things that truly touched me was the way Cole treated Declan. You could feel how much he cherished him and wanted to be his person while giving him his strength. Then there’s the struggle Declan has because he cares for bedridden grandpa Jack. Grandpa Jack is this amazing character who is such a force of nature. He is unapologetically himself, strong, funny, and has this great presence throughout the book. This book doesn’t shy away from reality. It embraces the messy multifaceted emotions and moments that make life feel real. If you are looking for an honest, raw and rich book with the complexities of real life, that will stay with you long after the last words end, this is it.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Review of advance copy
I had a difficult time choosing a rating for this book and if I could would not have done so. I loved some aspects and found others troubling. I found the Film Professor unrealistic (as a Professor) permitting Declan and Cole to be the only pair for all four projects. I found Billy to be exagerated but maybe I don't experience that sort of cruelty. I found the length to be extreme but it does go with a slow bloom in one of the MCs.
On the other hand, I loved the development of the two main characters and particularly Declan. His shield from life did not stop him caring deeply for his grandfather and the loss of his grandmother. I would have liked to know whether part of the reason for Declan's shield was the absence of his parents? In other words, I consider that to be more important than some of the later detail .Cole also developed through the book and I loved the way his younger sister was so direct in guiiding that.
The author is an excellent writer- the book flows. It had me getting angry. It had me getting weepy. The author was able to elicit those emotions.
Thus, in some respects my rating is a compromise between an excellent and some weaknesses.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
On the other hand, I loved the development of the two main characters and particularly Declan. His shield from life did not stop him caring deeply for his grandfather and the loss of his grandmother. I would have liked to know whether part of the reason for Declan's shield was the absence of his parents? In other words, I consider that to be more important than some of the later detail .Cole also developed through the book and I loved the way his younger sister was so direct in guiiding that.
The author is an excellent writer- the book flows. It had me getting angry. It had me getting weepy. The author was able to elicit those emotions.
Thus, in some respects my rating is a compromise between an excellent and some weaknesses.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
Review of advance copy
This was unbelievable. Written so well, conveyed so much - anxiety, hope, happiness, betrayal, kindness, love.
It hit closer to home than I thought it would. Declan takes on so much by himself that asking, or even expecting help, isn't something he knows what to do with.
Cole, who looks like everything is fine on the outside, while keeping his tumultuous family relationship quiet from everyone, shows Declan what it means to be there.
To be present.
He waits for Declan, even when he wants to push or take charge or shield him from the ugly parts of people. He waits. And that is what Declan has no clue what to do with, until it becomes a constant and they figure it out together.
I was emotional through so much of this book, just because I know how Declan feels with being a caretaker.
It's hard. It's lonely. You feel like it all rests on you and you alone. To keep that part of your life separate and hidden so others can't use it to hurt you.
I loved it. I don't know how to articulate it. It was amazing and beautiful and you should read it.
I received an ARC from Book Sirens for my honest review.
It hit closer to home than I thought it would. Declan takes on so much by himself that asking, or even expecting help, isn't something he knows what to do with.
Cole, who looks like everything is fine on the outside, while keeping his tumultuous family relationship quiet from everyone, shows Declan what it means to be there.
To be present.
He waits for Declan, even when he wants to push or take charge or shield him from the ugly parts of people. He waits. And that is what Declan has no clue what to do with, until it becomes a constant and they figure it out together.
I was emotional through so much of this book, just because I know how Declan feels with being a caretaker.
It's hard. It's lonely. You feel like it all rests on you and you alone. To keep that part of your life separate and hidden so others can't use it to hurt you.
I loved it. I don't know how to articulate it. It was amazing and beautiful and you should read it.
I received an ARC from Book Sirens for my honest review.
Review of advance copy
I’m a huge fan of Harry Applebottom and have devoured almost everything he’s written. This book, however, is his absolute best!
I laughed, cried, and cried some more. It’s a heart-wrenching journey through the life of a shy gay nerd facing immense challenges. I can totally relate, as I’m in a similar situation. Except, his life is incredibly tough, especially with his grandfather who has dementia and is bedridden after a fall. But then Cole, the famous hockey star with a golden heart, enters his life.
He chooses him as a partner for a class project and tries to make everything better, but things don’t go as planned. It was incredibly difficult to read. How they learned from each other and grew closer made the book truly unforgettable. Oh, and as always, Harry Applebottom’s sex scenes are incredibly hot!
Absolutely loved it.
Trace Dial.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I laughed, cried, and cried some more. It’s a heart-wrenching journey through the life of a shy gay nerd facing immense challenges. I can totally relate, as I’m in a similar situation. Except, his life is incredibly tough, especially with his grandfather who has dementia and is bedridden after a fall. But then Cole, the famous hockey star with a golden heart, enters his life.
He chooses him as a partner for a class project and tries to make everything better, but things don’t go as planned. It was incredibly difficult to read. How they learned from each other and grew closer made the book truly unforgettable. Oh, and as always, Harry Applebottom’s sex scenes are incredibly hot!
Absolutely loved it.
Trace Dial.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
July 17, 2026
I'll start by saying that the cover image is what attracted me to this book. It's a beautiful cover which perfectly represents a great part of the premise of the story, and I hope they don't change it for future editions.
This is the story of two college boys from opposite stages of life. Declan is shy, withdrawn, quiet, and poor, and is sole caretaker for his sick, elderly, bedridden grandfather. He has no other family, and no friends. He engrosses himself in books and films, which are the only things that bring him out of his shell. Cole is an athlete, outgoing, popular, and seemingly has a wonderful life, but in reality his parents have a horrible marriage and ignore him and his younger sister, and he prefers to stay away from his home as much as possible.
They are both taking a Film Appreciation course and when Declan enters the lecture hall, Cole immediately notices the shy boy covered with a hoodie who went to sit in the back, as if hiding from everyone. When the professor assigns a project to the class which must be done in pairs, Cole walks back and asks Declan to be his partner for the project. In their collaboration, they choose Alfred Hitchcock's "Rebecca" as their film.
Their schedules makes it difficult to work at school, so they end up working on the project at Declan's home, where Cole befriends Declan's grandfather. Working together on this project brings them close, and they form a tenuous friendship which will take time to build. When their friendship is tested by a bully who tries to break them up, Cole manages to cautiously win back Declan's trust.
This book is a slow-burn romance with some angst, but mostly an everyday story of everyday college boys who take their time to form a true loving bond.
As a bonus, you will learn more about the movie "Rebecca" than you ever imagined. If you ever need to write a composition on the subtle meanings behind the movie Rebecca, you can get it from this book.
This is the story of two college boys from opposite stages of life. Declan is shy, withdrawn, quiet, and poor, and is sole caretaker for his sick, elderly, bedridden grandfather. He has no other family, and no friends. He engrosses himself in books and films, which are the only things that bring him out of his shell. Cole is an athlete, outgoing, popular, and seemingly has a wonderful life, but in reality his parents have a horrible marriage and ignore him and his younger sister, and he prefers to stay away from his home as much as possible.
They are both taking a Film Appreciation course and when Declan enters the lecture hall, Cole immediately notices the shy boy covered with a hoodie who went to sit in the back, as if hiding from everyone. When the professor assigns a project to the class which must be done in pairs, Cole walks back and asks Declan to be his partner for the project. In their collaboration, they choose Alfred Hitchcock's "Rebecca" as their film.
Their schedules makes it difficult to work at school, so they end up working on the project at Declan's home, where Cole befriends Declan's grandfather. Working together on this project brings them close, and they form a tenuous friendship which will take time to build. When their friendship is tested by a bully who tries to break them up, Cole manages to cautiously win back Declan's trust.
This book is a slow-burn romance with some angst, but mostly an everyday story of everyday college boys who take their time to form a true loving bond.
As a bonus, you will learn more about the movie "Rebecca" than you ever imagined. If you ever need to write a composition on the subtle meanings behind the movie Rebecca, you can get it from this book.
Review of advance copy
4.5 stars. While I generally know this author as writing shorter books, this was a longer - and worth every word. Declan had always hidden as much as possible after being badly treated in high school. He is a full-time carer for his bedridden grandfather while also studying, leaving little time for other activities or trying to connect with others. Cole seems to have everything anyone could wish for, but lived in a very uncomfortable family dynamic, which definitely influenced how he approaches others. A true slow burn romance with a lot of care for consent. Cole in particular learnt a lot about truly seeing something from another's perspective. Jack was a masterpiece of snark. There were some definite hiccups for both to get through and show they had to work for their fitting HEA.
Thanks for the advance copy via Booksprout, I am happy to leave a voluntary review.
Thanks for the advance copy via Booksprout, I am happy to leave a voluntary review.
June 29, 2026
Declan 's grandfather, the only family he has left, is in decline. Declan, worn out by poverty, life, never enough time, studies to be a nurse, is slowly slipping into depression and despair with no friends, only his declining grandfather. Popular Cole, who also has a depressing home life except for his little sister, teams up with Declan to be partners in a film class. Silent Declan opens up to him with his love of films and less fear that Cole will hurt him. The isolation, loneliness and coldness Declan feels in his caregiving life is filled by the warmth of Cole's recognition, attention and friendship. The book is filled with steamy fantasies, tenderness, admiration and unsent texts. I think it's the best book Harry has ever written, so much emotion, thoughtfulness, angst, feelings and life. I received a copy of this through BookSirens and this is my voluntary opinion.
June 29, 2026
Harry Applebottom has done it again. Every book I’ve read by him has been outstanding, and he truly deserves every one of his five stars. The Boy in the Back Row is an emotional, beautifully written slow-burn romance that explores grief, family, trust, and healing with incredible honesty. Declan and Cole’s relationship develops naturally, built on patience, respect, and genuine care, making every moment between them meaningful. The portrayal of caring for a loved one with dementia is heartfelt and realistic, adding so much depth to the story. The balance of heartbreak, hope, and love is unforgettable, and the ending left me with a smile. Once again, Harry Applebottom delivers some seriously steamy, beautifully written intimate scenes that perfectly complement the emotional connection between the characters. Another exceptional read from an author who never disappoints.
July 23, 2026
This is the story of two guys trying to make it through college and rough home lives, who find each other and become each others support systems. Declan juggles classes with taking care of his bedridden grandfather Jack. Cole deals with classes, hockey, looking out for his thirteen year old sister Marie, and dealing with his parents passive aggressive behaviors. Declan only leaves home for classes. Cole only goes home because of Marie. They become partners on a project in Film Appreciation class. This leads to them slowly becoming friends, love interests, and each others rocks. Through the good times and the hard times they are able to reconnect, become stronger, and learn together what true love is all about.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
July 28, 2026
This is a long book. I chose it before I saw the page count but even if I had knew how long it was I still would have chosen it. This is a very emotional story of two men in college who are both going through a difficult time. Declan is taking care of his elderly and sick grandfather. He is his only relative. Declan is tired, overwhelmed and sinking fast. He is on the verge of depression. He has no friends and no life outside of his grandfather and his classes. Cole his classmates is a hockey star with loads of friends. However, his home life is tense and uncomfortable except for his the joy he gets from his younger sister. These two are partnered together in a film class. Little by little Declan lets Cole in and then the story begins. This story is about grief, loss, trust, honesty and love. It’s a very interesting story and the characters complexities make it a compelling read.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Overall, this is a sweet, slow-burning romance between shy, reserved Declan and outgoing and friendly Cole. They are partners for a school project, and watching their slow-moving friendship and eventual romance was so tender, romantic, and completely swoonworthy.
This romance takes its time by building a genuine and sincere connection between the two main characters while keeping a strong hold on the emotional throughline of the story. This is a very beautiful romance that I could not get enough of, and watching these two sweet boys fall so beautifully for one another.
*** I reviewed a complimentary copy of this story.***
This romance takes its time by building a genuine and sincere connection between the two main characters while keeping a strong hold on the emotional throughline of the story. This is a very beautiful romance that I could not get enough of, and watching these two sweet boys fall so beautifully for one another.
*** I reviewed a complimentary copy of this story.***
July 10, 2026
3.5 stars - a slowburn, sweet-feeling romance which was intriguing, albeit a bit dragging in parts
This was a sweetly emotional story, tracking the blossoming of friendship and then deeper emotions between the shy and reserved Declan, and the vivacious and more self-assured Cole. Watching how their partnership for a school project moves their bond forward from a tentative friendship to an abiding love was genuinely emotional. There were a couple of plot elements which I felt stretched credulity a little bit, and the pace did flag at times. But overall, it was an intriguing read.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
This was a sweetly emotional story, tracking the blossoming of friendship and then deeper emotions between the shy and reserved Declan, and the vivacious and more self-assured Cole. Watching how their partnership for a school project moves their bond forward from a tentative friendship to an abiding love was genuinely emotional. There were a couple of plot elements which I felt stretched credulity a little bit, and the pace did flag at times. But overall, it was an intriguing read.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
June 28, 2026
'The Boy in the Back Row is a tender, emotional, slow burn MM college romance about first love, found safety, caregiving, chosen family, and the quiet courage it takes to let someone love every part of your life.'
The characters were very appealing and complex and compelling and absolutely perfect together. Plot was intriguing and intense and well paced. World building was excellent and solidly drawn. Thoroughly enjoyed and highly recommend.
Grab a copy, kick back and enjoy!.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
The characters were very appealing and complex and compelling and absolutely perfect together. Plot was intriguing and intense and well paced. World building was excellent and solidly drawn. Thoroughly enjoyed and highly recommend.
Grab a copy, kick back and enjoy!.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
June 30, 2026
At first, I didn't expect this to be almost 700 pages, but don't let that discourage you. This is a terrific book. And like a lot of this author's books, there was so much emotion and I'm still still struggling to catch my breath.
Declan and Cole live very different lives, but their chemistry is breathtaking. One tries to be invisible while the other sees beyond his facade.
I laughed, I cried, and cried some more. This is one that's going to stay with me for a while.
I definitely recommend!.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Declan and Cole live very different lives, but their chemistry is breathtaking. One tries to be invisible while the other sees beyond his facade.
I laughed, I cried, and cried some more. This is one that's going to stay with me for a while.
I definitely recommend!.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
July 6, 2026
We have Declan, a 19 YO college student, who is caretaker of his grandfather, studying nursing & feeling less than, and Cole, star athlete, too many friends, & a home where everything & one is tense. They are partnered up on a project in film class. Declan embarrassed in his home life lets Cole in & the story takes off. No matter how short or long this author's books can be, they always give a punch to the heart. This one deserves more than a 5 star review based on emotions alone. I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
July 3, 2026
This story is deeply emotional but will make you laugh even in the pain. The characters are absolutely amazing and the world building pulls you in and doesn't let go.
I very much enjoyed this book. As always, Harry Applebottom delivers a heartfelt journey.
There are some steamy parts so therefore this is an 18+ read.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
I very much enjoyed this book. As always, Harry Applebottom delivers a heartfelt journey.
There are some steamy parts so therefore this is an 18+ read.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
July 4, 2026
This book was fantastic! Please don’t let the 700 pages scare you. The story was deep with anguish, hope, patience, understanding, pain, love and more. Declan and Cole, going through their own personal conflicts, work on a school project together and learn a lot about each other. Their time together brings together an understanding, and unexpected romance. I highly recommend this book! Definitely made me a fan of Harry Applebottom.
August 7, 2026
This is a Great Story to Read!! This is a story about Declan who is taking care of his grandfather while he goes to college to become a nurse. Cole is also a college student only he is taking car of his sister also. They are partnered for a class project and become friends. Their friendship grows over time. Will their friendship continue after they are done with the project???.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Another great book from my very favorite MM spicy author! Every one of the books is consistently enjoyable and this one is no exception!.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
June 29, 2026
I thought this was an amazing read. It was well written. I enjoyed the storyline and the character characters.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
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