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Her Head is my Heart
Her Head is my Heart is the first book of the Tainted & Traumatised series. It is a debut DARK romance intended for readers 18+. It has content that may be triggering to some readers.
Avangaline
I have spent the first half of my life neglected and abused and the second half shielding my daughter from that reality. Now it’s time to live for myself. I have to fight the voice in my head to defeat my agoraphobia because I deserve something for myself too.
Now the man who broke me in the first place is trying to break me again and I have to just hope that the work I’ve done is enough to come face to face with the monster himself. At least this time I'm not alone…
Malikye
She came to me as a patient; now she's everything I never thought I would want. She’s everything I never thought I would need. But will it all come crashing down when she finds out who I really am?
Avangaline
I have spent the first half of my life neglected and abused and the second half shielding my daughter from that reality. Now it’s time to live for myself. I have to fight the voice in my head to defeat my agoraphobia because I deserve something for myself too.
Now the man who broke me in the first place is trying to break me again and I have to just hope that the work I’ve done is enough to come face to face with the monster himself. At least this time I'm not alone…
Malikye
She came to me as a patient; now she's everything I never thought I would want. She’s everything I never thought I would need. But will it all come crashing down when she finds out who I really am?
265 pages, Hardcover
Published June 12, 2026
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August 28, 2026
This was so beautiful? Sexy? Emotional?
UGH the mental health representation?! SENSATIONAL.
Easily one of my favourite reads of this year and I will absolutely riot for book 2
UGH the mental health representation?! SENSATIONAL.
Easily one of my favourite reads of this year and I will absolutely riot for book 2
August 7, 2026
I was recommended this book by another author and I’ve never been so grateful !
The Fmc Avangalines trauma is so Raw and Beautifully written that it got me emotional a few times and the way that Malikye handles her is so beautiful he is one of the best mmc I’ve ever read about ! The Tension and chemistry between them had me kicking my feet and blushing the whole time .
I loved how Amelia handled the trauma in this book and how carefully written it was especially with Spencer i also loved that there was a warning for the more graphic scene as some readers don’t want to read it . I think Amelia has put her heart into this book and I absolutely loved it the characters,tension,plot….malikye 👀
I also can not wait for the next book I need it asap !! Her writing is so beautiful I know it’s going to be amazing
Only down side was that it had to end 😭I need more of them !!
The Fmc Avangalines trauma is so Raw and Beautifully written that it got me emotional a few times and the way that Malikye handles her is so beautiful he is one of the best mmc I’ve ever read about ! The Tension and chemistry between them had me kicking my feet and blushing the whole time .
I loved how Amelia handled the trauma in this book and how carefully written it was especially with Spencer i also loved that there was a warning for the more graphic scene as some readers don’t want to read it . I think Amelia has put her heart into this book and I absolutely loved it the characters,tension,plot….malikye 👀
I also can not wait for the next book I need it asap !! Her writing is so beautiful I know it’s going to be amazing
Only down side was that it had to end 😭I need more of them !!
July 25, 2026
I am completely in love with this book!
The sheer commitment and chemistry between the main characters is off the charts. From the very beginning, their connection feels intense, deep, and utterly undeniable. They anchor each other in a way that is both beautiful and thrilling to read.
It was also incredibly refreshing to read a romance where the characters are older than 30. Having mature characters with real-life experience, past traumas, and established personalities made the stakes feel so much higher and the romance far more grounded and realistic.
On the other hand.....Anastasia. She is such a brat! However, seeing her with Killian sets up a dynamic that I can already tell is going to be a very long journey for them, and I'm highly intrigued to see how it unfolds.
I highly recommend this book to anyone who loves dark romance with explosive chemistry, complex side dynamics, and mature characters. It is an absolute must read, and I am eagerly waiting for book 2!
The sheer commitment and chemistry between the main characters is off the charts. From the very beginning, their connection feels intense, deep, and utterly undeniable. They anchor each other in a way that is both beautiful and thrilling to read.
It was also incredibly refreshing to read a romance where the characters are older than 30. Having mature characters with real-life experience, past traumas, and established personalities made the stakes feel so much higher and the romance far more grounded and realistic.
On the other hand.....Anastasia. She is such a brat! However, seeing her with Killian sets up a dynamic that I can already tell is going to be a very long journey for them, and I'm highly intrigued to see how it unfolds.
I highly recommend this book to anyone who loves dark romance with explosive chemistry, complex side dynamics, and mature characters. It is an absolute must read, and I am eagerly waiting for book 2!
October 29, 2026
I thought this was a great read! dark romance is not my normal go to genre, but I wanted to give this one a fair shot and I'm glad I did. The dual POV made it such a fast-paced, addictive read, and the tension between the characters kept me hooked. Also, the spice? Wow, it was literally spot on.
What I loved most though, was how the mental health side of things was handled. The representation of agoraphobia felt super realistic and respectful, which nailed the emotional payoff for me.
The only downside was that some of the prose and word choices felt a little jarring at times, which occasionally took me out of the story. But since this isn't my normal genre, it might just be a stylistic thing I'm not completely used to!
Overall, it was a super gripping, gritty story that totally hit the spot. If you like your reads to be fast-paced with great mental health representation and high-heat spice, then this book is for you.
What I loved most though, was how the mental health side of things was handled. The representation of agoraphobia felt super realistic and respectful, which nailed the emotional payoff for me.
The only downside was that some of the prose and word choices felt a little jarring at times, which occasionally took me out of the story. But since this isn't my normal genre, it might just be a stylistic thing I'm not completely used to!
Overall, it was a super gripping, gritty story that totally hit the spot. If you like your reads to be fast-paced with great mental health representation and high-heat spice, then this book is for you.
October 1, 2026
This was an emotional and thought provoking read, whilst also adding in comedy, mafia and spice into a great dark romance. The spice was not too much, and it has a great playlist to go along with it. It was an easy read in terms of writing, but also a difficult one at times as a domestic abuse/SA survivor myself, but I love that she does not shy away from the experience, and allows others to see it from the survivor's perspective, giving a fantastic opportunity for others to understand and empathise.
This book held something very special to me, as my aunty who passed away had agoraphobia, and she was my best friend. This book has allowed me to feel very close to her again, something I haven't been able to feel since she passed 7 years, 7 months ago.
I cannot thank Amelia more for writing this book, giving me the opportunity I never even imagined I could have.
This book held something very special to me, as my aunty who passed away had agoraphobia, and she was my best friend. This book has allowed me to feel very close to her again, something I haven't been able to feel since she passed 7 years, 7 months ago.
I cannot thank Amelia more for writing this book, giving me the opportunity I never even imagined I could have.
July 18, 2026
THE DOCTOR WILL SEE YOU NOW!
I absolutely loved this book, I was lucky enough to receive it as part of a PR box.
The way the trauma of the FMC was handled was done beautifully. The MMC was just chefs kiss.
Amelia had me laughing and kicking my feet. She also had me screaming at some of the questionable decisions of one of the characters.
Absolutely loved it can't wait to see what she comes up with next
I absolutely loved this book, I was lucky enough to receive it as part of a PR box.
The way the trauma of the FMC was handled was done beautifully. The MMC was just chefs kiss.
Amelia had me laughing and kicking my feet. She also had me screaming at some of the questionable decisions of one of the characters.
Absolutely loved it can't wait to see what she comes up with next
August 3, 2026
This is possibly the darkest, most raw, emotion filled story I have read recently. The emotion that comes through from Avangeline is so raw and when she's having those anxiety and panic attacks you can physically feel that come through.
August 6, 2026
Now, I would like to state, that this book is very fast paced. I really enjoyed the depth it went into with the anxiety side. I loved it! Unfortunately the book wasn't gripping me as much as I hoped. I couldn't connect with the story and the characters
That being said I do hope people pick up this book and give it a go. Just because it wasn't for me doesn't mean it won't be for you
That being said I do hope people pick up this book and give it a go. Just because it wasn't for me doesn't mean it won't be for you
August 10, 2026
An incredible dark, gripping, emotional ride
I thoroughly enjoyed reading this, the author took great care with the trigger warnings and the pacing, emotions and character development was spot on. I couldn't put it down! Well done
I thoroughly enjoyed reading this, the author took great care with the trigger warnings and the pacing, emotions and character development was spot on. I couldn't put it down! Well done
September 21, 2026
✨ HER HEAD IS MY HEART ✨
I have wanted to read this one for SOOOOO long and I finally got the chance! 🥹📖
I had a little gap in my ARC schedule, so I decided it was finally time to pick up something from my ever-growing TBR… and I am SO glad I did!
A therapist/patient romance was a completely new one for me, and honestly… I AM HERE FOR IT. 👀🔥
I absolutely loved the way the playlist was incorporated into the chapter titles — such a fun little touch and definitely something that made this book stand out for me. 🎶
And then there was the SPICE… 😍🔥
Let's just say Amelia knew exactly what she was doing!
This was my first book by Amelia, but it definitely won't be my last. I already know that if she writes anything else, I'm going to need to read it! 🖤
A new author added to the “I’ll read whatever you write” list! ✨📚
I have wanted to read this one for SOOOOO long and I finally got the chance! 🥹📖
I had a little gap in my ARC schedule, so I decided it was finally time to pick up something from my ever-growing TBR… and I am SO glad I did!
A therapist/patient romance was a completely new one for me, and honestly… I AM HERE FOR IT. 👀🔥
I absolutely loved the way the playlist was incorporated into the chapter titles — such a fun little touch and definitely something that made this book stand out for me. 🎶
And then there was the SPICE… 😍🔥
Let's just say Amelia knew exactly what she was doing!
This was my first book by Amelia, but it definitely won't be my last. I already know that if she writes anything else, I'm going to need to read it! 🖤
A new author added to the “I’ll read whatever you write” list! ✨📚
June 16, 2026
Absolutely loved this book it’s so beautifully written dark romance , morally grey man , trauma , spice what more can you ask for I was lucky enough to get this as pr and honestly you need to go buy this book if you loved the edge of darkness trilogy you will love this thank you so much again Amelia ❤️
August 10, 2026
This is a strong dark romance debut.
And it is dark, all the characters in this book have layered traumas and it clearly shows with their interactions and ways they react to situations. But it also means that although this is a romance it doesn't shy away from dark themes and PTSD of situations.
The FMC is also in her mid 30s which feels rare so definitely cool to see with a small age age with the MMC being in early 40s.
There's hidden truths, twists and omg moments. There is swoony moments and declarations of love but also the high stakes that come from a mafia romance.
I really liked how the book ended giving enough space for for book 2 to lead on in an interconnected way.
And it is dark, all the characters in this book have layered traumas and it clearly shows with their interactions and ways they react to situations. But it also means that although this is a romance it doesn't shy away from dark themes and PTSD of situations.
The FMC is also in her mid 30s which feels rare so definitely cool to see with a small age age with the MMC being in early 40s.
There's hidden truths, twists and omg moments. There is swoony moments and declarations of love but also the high stakes that come from a mafia romance.
I really liked how the book ended giving enough space for for book 2 to lead on in an interconnected way.
November 12, 2026
Honestly, I was HOOKED. Picked it up and absolutely devoured it in a single day.
Dark and emotional, with just enough moments of thinking oh, we're actually doing okay here before BAM… emotional devastation.
The way you handled the mental health themes was genuinely beautiful. Thoughtful, sensitive and so well portrayed. And can we take a moment to appreciate a mum in her 30s being written as sexy, desirable and worthy of being wanted? YES. More of this, please.
And now I desperately need book two🖤
Dark and emotional, with just enough moments of thinking oh, we're actually doing okay here before BAM… emotional devastation.
The way you handled the mental health themes was genuinely beautiful. Thoughtful, sensitive and so well portrayed. And can we take a moment to appreciate a mum in her 30s being written as sexy, desirable and worthy of being wanted? YES. More of this, please.
And now I desperately need book two🖤
August 8, 2026
Loved this book it got me in deep from the start I can’t wait till the second book i was not expecting the things tbat happened in this book but wow
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