Where to begin. (I am never at a loss for words but in this second, I am). Hm.
Because I have been captivated by Jerome David Salinger my whole life, of course, finding him during my own adolescence, reading this book was akin to getting my hands on the psychological crown jewels of a mentor of mine I never met and only got to know through his art. It seems to me too, he would hate this book if he were alive, in fact, if he were alive, he would probably never have let it go to the presses, filing a lawsuit to stop it. He just dictated the lives of the Glass Family and it is the Glass Family, all his characters, he leaves to speak to us, not the paparazzi that caught him living a quiet normal life in Cornish, NH. "Know me, know my books" he would say, then "leave me the hell alone".
I was afraid reading this book would somehow diminish the myth of him I created in my head (myths created along with thousands of others) but all it did was increase my admiration and respect for him beyond bounds but not because of him as a writer, but because of the incomprehensible experiences he literally just barely survived in WWII. Horrible experiences of war, some of the worst in history and not only was he at Normandy, but he was trained as a counter intelligence expert, and he was in charge of his own troops. Unbelievable levels of stress. I agree with Slawenski's analysis that anyone going through this would have shut down to get through it, and the idea that Salinger stayed "shut-down" when he came back. Call it severe PTSD. Slawenski provides raw gut-wrenching details of what this man went through and since most of his division was killed, it is even more astounding he survived at all. Regardless of the books (!!!!), I was impressed simply by what he endured. War is hell, and the suffering doesn't stop when you get home.
Fighting and surviving WWII then served to help him survive another enemy onslaught when he returned--editors. Another name for this book might be "Editors Are Hell", "How Editor's Can Ruin Your Life", "Ambulance-Chasing Lawyers and Editors: An Analysis".
J.D. Salinger would DEFINITELY be an Indie Author if it was now! My GOD. What hell they put him through--petty, conniving, greedy, childish--and at The New Yorker no less. Since I have experienced this my whole rather puny writing career (in comparison), I found what he went through with his editors almost comforting. "Oh, it's NOT me. They're all thieving charlatans!" (Even as I type this, a few weeks ago I heard back from an editor of a fairly big-britches magazine that she wasn't interested in my pitch but today, funny, there's the story I pitched by one of their staff writers. Let's just call it a coincidence, right?) Ducking editors. (And I am pitching no more. Forget it).
On a side note, Slawenski describes a scene where James Thurber and Salinger are in the offices of the New Yorker. The New Yorker is under-going some major editorial management changes, apparently creating great anxiety in Thurber. Salinger does not sympathize with Thurber and Thurber lunges for him, apparently with so much "passion" Thurber had to be pulled off Salinger. It was amazing to read about two of my favorite "mentor" authors going at it in the offices of the New Yorker.
Like so many great authors, Salinger was compelled to write. He could not NOT write and this is its own kind of hell as I kind of understand myself (please people, buy my books, she said shamelessly, because this obsession has its costs, no, write it with a capital "C"-Costs). He was so obsessed with his characters, he sometimes neglected the real human beings in his life, like his wives. He even admitted his characters were more alive to him than real people. (Uh oh). He was a bunker bound writer, literally in WWII, and he created another one of sorts for himself when he got back--and he stayed in it.
Salinger's writings have been called self-indulgent, his therapy, and with all he went through, he can be 'sensed' in so many aspects of his novels and short stories. Salinger was definitely a spiritualist--he viewed living, being alive, as a spiritual, even mystical experience (and who wouldn't after getting through WWII on the front lines!). Those in his life that were not so inclined frustrated and sometimes angered him. (I get this too).
The one place I felt this book got bogged down was Slawenski's somewhat tiresome recaps of Salinger's stories and Slawenski's psychoanalysis of Salinger therein. I wondered what Salinger would have thought of this. I was surprised Slawenski would even do this because no two people experience art in the same way, especially the art of Salinger, so all I took it as was Slawenski's psychological interpretation of the stories because I found myself disagreeing with his take more than a few times. I also thought he repeated his points over and over. Still, this is man who was, I guess we could say, obsessed with Salinger, enamored, passionate, you can tell, so in these sections of the book, I allowed Slawenksi his own indulgences. Slawenski is also a skilled writer in his own right. (Wonder if now he is writing his own novel? I'll definitely read it).
This biography has now given me peace because my whole reading life, I had this sense J.D. Salinger was a tortured soul and now I know why: from the hell of WWII, the betrayal of nearly every editor he dared to trust, the crude greed of the media...all trying to get to the man when I feel like what he was telling the world the entire time was everything you needed to know about me is right in front of you, in the form of Holden, Seymour, Buddy, Franny, Zooey, and Phoebe. Just read and for the last time, get the hell off my property!