"Ballerina, ballerina… No need to scream. When the lights go out and this city gets hungry, remember I'm the one who eats in the dark."
A dark romance with paranormal elements, for readers drawn to the viral stories taking over BookTok.
Tar City chews people up and spits them out, sometimes… it swallows them whole. Some say the city is cursed, some say it's just corrupt, but Jax St. Clair knows the truth.
Bartender. Biker. The man everyone warns you about. The only one who can control the thing beneath the streets—until it decides to control him instead. Because the tar doesn't just run under Tar City, it runs through him too, and on full moons, it demands.
Sisk was never supposed to come back to him or to this city, but you don't escape Tar City once it's made a deal with you.
Now the tar is rising, Jax is losing control, and Sisk is the one thing he won't risk hurting.
"It's easy to criticize choices you never had to make, but I know exactly how far I'll go for her. And this city? It's counting on it."
Blair Shadows, better known as the Host of Bad Decisions, writes romance with a dark edge and cursed magic in its veins. She writes for the rebellious, the obsessive, the ones who don’t want clean love stories, just the kind that leave a mark.
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I received an eARC directly from the author, and then after NetGalley, and this is my honest review.
I immediately loved that the Content and Trigger Warnings were written from the MMC's perspective. Such a fun touch!
- ☝️ Standalone - 🗣️Dual POV - ⭐️Then & now timeline - 👽Sci-fi coded -🕳️Tar daddy - ❤️He's the villain & she loves him unconditionally - ☠️ Touch her & die - 🪜 Ladder piercing - 😜 Role playing - 🏍️ Biker with God powers & ballerina - 🥵 flirty banter - 🌶️ Spicy - 🖤HEA - ‼️ Amazing character art from the author
Overall, this was a 4.5-star read that I'm rounding up to 5 stars!
This book is a sci-fi-coded romance with such a unique take on the supernatural. The author did an excellent job developing the relationship between the MCs, enhancing the story via dual POV and timeline. The pacing of the story stayed steady throughout. There was mystery, drama, and questionable decisions. There was also humor threaded throughout the story that I was giggling at. The flirty banter was fantastic, top tier. There was a mini side plot that was interesting. The found family was wild and a bit toxic, yet refreshing. The MCS were a bit dense and toxic themselves, but overall you just loved them because they loved each other. The MMC being a tar daddy was unique and phenomenal. Overall, I really enjoyed this book and highly recommend it. Also, a major benefit, the author has AMAZING character art posted on Instagram that she personally drew. This enhanced the story so much because I was able to picture the characters in my head the whole time.
I was pulled in immediately because the story was dark, sexy, and full of tension from the very first chapter. The chemistry between the MCs was undeniable. I also loved that every chapter alternated both POV and timeline, giving us pieces of the MC’s history as individuals and together, while moving the current story forward. Watching their relationship unfold in the past while seeing them struggle in the present made everything feel layered and intentional. Additionally, the author included so much depth to each main character and the overarching story. I really felt like I understood the main characters and why they thought, felt, and behaved the way they did.
There was also so much mystery from the very beginning. I had questions almost immediately, and instead of giving us all the answers right away, the author let the suspense build naturally. It kept me completely hooked. The tar pit remained mysterious throughout the entire book, and I actually appreciated that. We never learned every detail about it, but because this was ultimately a romance-driven story, I didn't feel like we needed every answer. The mystery added to the atmosphere rather than taking away from the story. I will say, by the end, I still didn’t have all the answers to every. Again, that was fine with me and, that decision to leave questions unanswered leaves the door open in case the author wants to turn this into series.
More about the tar pit: The supernatural element of the tar pit was incredibly unique. The idea of an intelligent element that could influence and control people, especially the MMC, with a whole city built around it was fascinating.
Moving on to the MCs relationship. Their relationship itself was beautifully messy. As teenagers, the MFC was so insecure that she couldn't believe the MMC could truly want her, so she pushed him away instead of communicating. As adults, the roles almost reversed. The MMC loved her so deeply that he became convinced the only way to protect her was to push her away. Neither of them communicated well, and they were both incredibly frustrating at times, as well as dense. I often just wanted to shake them.
What made the book entertaining, though, was that once the MFC realized the MMC really did love her, she didn't suddenly become soft and reassuring. Instead, she antagonized him just enough to rile him up, and honestly, I loved it. Was their relationship healthy? Absolutely not. But the author never pretended it was. The toxicity was acknowledged from the beginning, and because of that, it worked for me. Beneath all of the chaos, these two loved each other unconditionally, and ultimately they needed each other to grow, heal, and move forward. Also, neither of them became a doormat because they were in a relationship. They continued to be themselves and the other person unconditionally loved them for who they were.
Overall, I genuinely liked to the MFC and MMC. They both could stand up for themselves and each other, they fought back, and, no matter what, they would defend each other. They were both stubborn, dense at times (I know I’ve said this before, I just want to emphasize how dense they were at times), and flawed. Yet, that made them more realistic, and I appreciated that. The MMC was the bad boy we all want, and the author’s drawings of him made him so much more sexier since I could picture him in my head. The MFC was the beautiful more innocent woman that was toxically attracted to the bad boy. Again, the authors drawings were amazing and I loved being able to picture her in my head as well. This book had the love story we all enjoy reading.
Scotch the dog added more depth to the story. Everyone loves an amazing dog as an MC’s sidekick, and that’s exactly what he was. I also enjoyed that the word scotch was used as a safe word, added some humor to the book. Speaking of safe words, this book was very spicy and it was well done.
One of my favorite aspects of the book was the chapter structure (briefly mentioned this earlier). The consistent rhythm between the past and present timelines was brilliantly executed. The chapters were the perfect length, long enough to be satisfying but short enough that I constantly convinced myself to read "just one more chapter.” Each chapter built upon the last, with the past providing context for the present and the present setting up revelations from the past. Everything flowed seamlessly, and you could tell a lot of thought went into how each chapter was placed. I saw review stating they thought the alternating timeline wasn’t done smoothly, I completely disagree with that opinion. I really loved the alternating timeline and POV. Again, it was brilliant.
There were two twists near the end, one I saw coming and one that caught me off guard. That's honestly my favorite combination. I love feeling smart for predicting one reveal while still being genuinely surprised by another.
Critique: My only real critique is about the ending. After the author spent the entire book showing us the evolution of the MC’s relationship, the conclusion shifted into telling us what happened at the end, rather than letting us experience it alongside the characters. I was hoping for just a little more time showing us how the story wrapped up. This ending felt similar to Drive by Kate Stewart. We were just told the ending…
I just finished Tar City, and let me tell you I went into this one completely blind. The cover had me in a chokehold, so I didn’t even read the synopsis and honestly, I’m so glad I didn’t.
This story is a story within a story, told through Then and Now dual timelines. If dual timelines aren’t your thing, this might not be the book for you. But if you love slowly piecing together a mystery while everything starts clicking into place you’re in for a ride.
From the very first pages, you’re pulled into the eerie heart of Tar City a town drowning in secrets, whispered rumors, paranormal happenings, and the kind of superstitions that make you question everything. The atmosphere was so immersive that it felt like Tar City had a personality of its own.
Now let’s talk about the romance… because WOW. The heartbreak. The yearning. The tension. The “I want you, but I can’t have you” energy. The push-and-pull between the FMC and MMC had me completely invested. And please… don’t even get me started on the nickname he gives her. I’ll never hear that word again without immediately thinking of this man.
I also loved the contrast between the two sides of Tar City. The MMC grew up on the wealthy side while the FMC came from the other. Their worlds weren’t meant to collide, but that didn’t stop him from wanting her anyway. The way this man yearned for her? Top-tier.
And yes the spice was definitely spicing. 🌶️🌶️🌶️ It added to the story without taking away from everything else that was happening.
Please make sure you check the trigger warnings before jumping in because they are absolutely there for a reason.
If you’re looking for something that blends sci-fi, paranormal, mystery, and dark romance with an unforgettable small-town atmosphere, this is one to add to your TBR.
There were definitely a few questions left unanswered by the end, and now I’m impatiently waiting for those answers because I need to know what happens next.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
First of all I want to thank Blair for gifting me her ARC story.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️✨ (4.5/5)
Tar City opens with three teenagers sitting in detention: Sisk, an aspiring ballerina; Jax, the handsome rich kid; and Ivan, the school’s resident nerdy outsider. If that setup immediately makes you think of The Breakfast Club, you’re not alone—but that’s where the similarities end.
The story alternates between the past and present through dual POVs from Sisk and Jax, slowly revealing both their complicated history and the unsettling mystery surrounding Tar City’s infamous tar pit. The folklore woven throughout the novel adds a creepy paranormal edge, while the present-day timeline focuses on the magnetic push-and-pull relationship between Sisk and Jax. They know they’re terrible for each other, but staying apart was never really an option.
Jax is exactly the kind of morally grey hero I love reading about. His internal struggle with both the darkness inside him and his obsessive need to protect Sisk made him a compelling character from start to finish. The paranormal elements blended surprisingly well with the romance, creating an atmosphere that felt eerie, addictive, and unique.
Blair M. Shadows’ writing kept me hooked, and I found myself completely invested in both the mystery and the romance. My only real complaint is that the ending felt a little rushed. After spending so much time building the tension and the world, I would have loved a little more time with the resolution.
One of my favourite lines was:
“I learned that night that the price for damnation is a lot higher than I thought, and I was more than willing to pay it.”
That quote perfectly captures Jax’s mindset throughout the novel and why I found him such an intriguing character.
If you enjoy dark romance with paranormal elements, morally grey heroes, obsessive love, and a mystery wrapped in eerie folklore, Tar City is definitely worth picking up.
4⭐️ Thank you Blair Shadows for allowing me to receive an ARC read through Funnelbooks.
I picked up this book for two reasons: it’s a romantasy… and that cover. 😍 I knew absolutely nothing about the story going in, and honestly, I think that made the experience even better.
Before Chapter 1 even started, the quote “It’s not love if you’re not losing your mind” had me hooked. I thought, Yep… this is going to be my kind of book.
Then the story opens with Rose sitting in high school detention with the popular guy and the nerd, and my immediate thought was, “Wait… am I reading The Breakfast Club?” 🤣
And don’t even get me started on this TAR PIT. I was convinced it was going to be some underground fighting ring. I don’t know why my brain went there, but it did… and I was spectacularly wrong. 😂 Instead, I got people with black fingers, glowing eyes, and hearing mysterious voices because of this tar pit, which only made me ask more questions. At that point, I had completely accepted that I had no idea where this story was going, and honestly… I was just along for the ride.
The only reason this wasn’t a 5-star read for me was the constant jumping between “Then” and “Now.” After a while, it started pulling me out of the story, and I found myself wishing the timeline had flowed a little more smoothly.
My other small disappointment was the ending. It wasn’t bad by any means—I just wanted more. After everything that happened, I was hoping for an ending that packed a bigger punch. Instead, it felt a little flat for me.
Even with those things, I had a really good time reading this. It surprised me in all the best ways, kept me guessing, and reminded me why sometimes the best reading experiences happen when you know absolutely nothing going in.
So I just finished Tara City and OH. MY. GOSH. It is SO freaking good!!!!! I absolutely devoured all 688 pages in just 2½ days. Yep... 688 pages in 2½ days, y'all!!!! 🤣🤣🤣
When I wasn't reading it, I was thinking about it. It completely took over my brain, and I'm not even mad about it. This book has officially embedded itself into my thoughts, and I already know it's going to be one I think about for a long, long time.
The main characters are absolutely incredible. Jax... whew. 🥵 💦💦He is Daddy. Broody, possessive, controlling… the walking definition of everything I love in a morally gray MMC. Then we have Sisk, our FMC. She's sassy, fiercely independent, compassionate, and more than capable of holding her own.
Together, they are the perfect match. They're like yin and yang but flipped. When Jax is ready to burn the world down, Sisk is the one pulling him back and keeping him grounded. Then, when Sisk is the one going off the rails, Jax is the voice of reason trying to pump the brakes. Their dynamic is so balanced, and watching their relationship grow was honestly beautiful.
The storyline itself was phenomenal. It felt unlike anything I've read before, and I really appreciated how unique it was. In a genre where plots can sometimes feel familiar, Tar City stood out in the best possible way.
I cannot recommend this book enough. I'm so happy I preordered not only the paperback but the hardcover too
And can we please give a massive shoutout to Miss Blair? Girl... you're insanely talented. The fact that you can write a story like this and create artwork this beautiful? I'm equal parts impressed and jealous. Your talent is unreal. ❤️
Thank you to Blair Shadows for allowing me to ARC read this book.
I expected a love story with a paranormal twist, and this book exceeded expectations. The heart of TAR CITY is the love story between Jax and Sisk. Love seems like such an insipid word for their relationship; it’s epic, deliciously earthy, and blood and skin and bones and teeth. Sisk and Jax hate to love each other, but they are drawn to each other over and over with inevitable destiny. I heart a love story full of dramatic moments and a couple who are so passionate that they can’t keep away from each other, or their hands to themselves.
TAR CITY is delightfully creepy in all the best ways. The world building is excellent, woven with lore and a struck bargain. The Devil’s Bargain is a solid trope across genres, with stories like Rumpelstiltskin and songs like “The Devil Went Down to Georgia”, with the moral being either Don’t Mess with a Mama Bear or Never Challenge a Redneck to a Fiddle Contest. At the center of the bargain is the knowledge that there is price due; it’s just not always clear who will be paying it. I’m not going to give spoilers, but there’s is a bargain and the big bad expects payment.
There is absolutely nothing that I dislike about this book.
Cat’s Stats Heat- explicit Bechdel test- passed Triggers- violence, language, some dub con, termination of a pregnancy (not by main character). Tropes- the Devil’s Bargain, Wrong Side of the Tracks, Tiny Dancer, Frenemies to Lovers, Yo-yo Dating, Hate to Love You.
Blair M. Shadows has a writing style that feels gritty and atmospheric, creating a setting that almost becomes its own character. Every chapter left me wanting “just one more,” and before I knew it, I was flying through the pages.
What I appreciated most was how morally gray the characters were. Nobody felt overly polished or perfect, which made the story feel much more immersive. The tension was consistently high, and there were plenty of moments where I found myself questioning who I should trust. The darker themes weren’t there just for shock value they added weight to the characters’ choices and the overall story.
The chemistry between the main characters was intense without completely overshadowing the plot, which I always appreciate. The pacing stayed strong throughout, and there were enough twists to keep me invested without feeling overwhelming.
The only reason this wasn’t a full five stars for me is that there were a few moments where I wanted certain relationships and emotional beats to be explored just a little deeper. Even so, it never took away from how much I enjoyed the journey.
If you love dark romance with morally gray characters, a dangerous atmosphere, high emotional stakes, and a story that keeps you turning pages late into the night, Tar City is definitely worth adding to your TBR.
Tar City is a story that demands the reader’s full attention. Blair M. Shadows structures the narrative through an intricate interplay between past and present, allowing the full emotional weight of the characters’ histories to unfold gradually. This ‘then and now’ device not only builds suspense but also deepens our understanding of how the characters became who they are.
At the center of the book are two protagonists whose connection is intense, complicated, and impossible for either to ignore. Their dynamic is charged with frustration, longing, and a sense of inevitability—no matter how hard they try to pull away, circumstances and emotions continue to draw them back together.
The novel is saturated with tension: moments of anguish, flashes of anger, and desperate attempts at escape—both literal and emotional. And, yes, plenty of spice. Shadows writes these elements with a vivid rawness that keeps the reader invested in every twist.
The ending in particular stands out. It arrives with a surprising shift that keeps you guessing right up until the final pages. I genuinely couldn’t predict whether the conclusion would deliver relief or heartbreak, and I’ll keep that discovery to readers—because it’s one of the book’s most striking strengths
The cover will make you want to pick up this book regardless so there's no need for me to recommend it. However for context, this is like a story within a story. You have Then and Now and dual POVs. You get to experience the yearning, love and heartbreak from both sides. There's paranormal activity that gives a mysterious find. You've got town secrets, family secrets and a love so strong neither knows where it ends or begins. Sisk grew up on the opposite side of town. Her entire goal in life was to succeed as a ballerina. Jax St. Clair, grew up rich without a care in the world. A chance meeting changes it all. I hope there's more to come with a few things left unanswered. This was an absolutely wild read and far more interesting than you'd expect for a dark romance. Completely different from many things I've read. There are trigger warnings so do take care in reading those.
Fav Quote
"...it’s not love if you’re not losing your mind, right?"
This book had me in a choke hold from the first chapter. When I say I want to read a dark romance- this is it! The romance was written so well and felt so natural- plus you throw in the urban fantasy vibe, amazing side characters, mystery, and time jump multiple POVs and it just makes the book so much more without taking away from the plot or pacing! The only reason this wasn’t a 5 star review was the ending- while it answered questions and was a great epilogue- it almost just felt a little too easy after the roller coaster ride all of these characters went on! I would definitely recommend this book to anyone who likes the dark romance genre- just check this trigger warnings!! Well done - Blair Shadows!! I’ve already preordered!!
The answers we seek These bits and its alot. Has it all. If youre trigger cautious then check them. As i was saying. Bug story full of dark and mysterious goings on. A bit of rags and riches plus. The city that really never sleeps and its people dont recover. The leads, pretty solid and how their personalities and chemistry clicks. You have rumors that are made up of bits of truth. When you go looking you may not really want to find. Oh there's even a "good luck" fountain... like that stick with you. The only thing I wasnt a fan of hence the star rating was the "then" parts. Back story needed i get that. For me jumping back and forth too much. But awesome story and characters. Enjoy
I was so excited to receive this as an arc and jumped in immediately! I was even more excited at how good it was.
This is a dark, sexy paranormal romance full of mystery and tension from page one!
I was pulled in immediately and honestly couldn’t put it down. I find the magic being from the tar was unique and and fun to read about (even though it’s obviously dark)
I loved the then & now timeline!!!
Both, FMC & MMC gave yearning and tension. I loved how Sisk longed for Jax just as much.
Sexual tension was off the charts and fully delivered 🥵
(Even though this was an arc these are still 100% my honest thoughts & opinions)
Tar City swallowed me whole. For 95% of this book, I was happily drowning! Utterly consumed by the worldbuilding, the originality, the characters. I could rave for days.
But then the tar loosened its grip. That final 5% wrapped up too neatly, too fast - just when I was bracing for a cliffhanger that would have left me desperate for Book 2. Instead, I surfaced whether I wanted to or not.
If I could give this 4.95 stars, I would!
Thank you, Blair, for the ARC — I remain a huge fan! 🖤
What a ride this book was omg 😳 check your trigger warnings before reading. This book had so much drama and conflict going I love it each pov was getting crazier and crazier sicks and Jax's relationship was so toxic 🫣 this book really had me hooked and I'm not going to spoil it this book was definitely a 10 outta 10 amazing job
*ARC* First lets talk about this cover art!!! Absolutely AMAZING!!!! When you pick up this book expect to never want to put it down!!! This book sucked me in from start to finish, with the way not only the characters where written but also the whole world! I absolutely LOVED everything about this book and would recommend it in a heartbeat to anyone and everyone!!!!!
A rebel ballerina!! A bartender cursed with power!! A city that wont let go!!! Holy moly please run and grab your copy now i have to check out 5 different indie stores to preorder mine the first 3 sold out all the 4th sould out paperback Ok but seriously guy this book was much and not enough at the same time and i absolutely loved the then and now timelines!!
Thank you to Author Blair M. Shadows for the eARC for a honest review…
With that said, Tar City is going to cause a bump in the population. The MMC and FMC along with the other characters will keep you fully engaged from start to finish. This is definitely a dark and spicy story. Be warned though, it is not for everyone. Read with caution and enjoy the ride through Tar City.
Ballerina x Villain Tar Daddy Cursed City Touch her and ☠️ Morally grey characters God like powers Then and now timelines Yearning and spice 🔥🥵 Dual pov Men with tattoos and piercings Motorcycle club Fierce strong FMC
Wow, just wow! Your writing is absolutely amazing! It was as if I was teleported into the book. Every detail was amazing! Ima need more asap plz and thank you, even if it’s just a tiny novella!