3.5 stars.
“The Soviet behemoth sprawled across eleven time zones, swallowing up one-sixth of the world's landmass and scores of ethnicities, from dark-haired Chechens to blue-eyed Latvians. Holding this bloated cultural Frankenstein together was one rule: no one leaves.”
But on December 23, 1989, at the apex of peretroiska, young Lev Golinkin and his father, mother, sister and grandmother became members of the last major exodus of Russian Jews from the USSR, leaving their home in Kharkov, Ukraine and crossing the Soviet-Czechoslovak Border into freedom and uncertainty after nightmarish years of repression and terror. The cause and consequence of this crossing, both historically, physically and mentally, is the subject of Lev’s memoir.
“Now we were truly refugees. Back on Soviet soil we had belonged to a nation, however horrible that nation was, but here, beyond the fence, we were ghosts, drifters, entities with no recognizable destination or attachment. This awkward freedom of being beholden to nothing save for the mercy of others still lingers in my psyche and, I imagine, in the psyche of many ex-migrants.”
Mr. Golinkin opens his story with a Prologue describing his graduation day from Boston College in 2003 when he faces the critical reality that he must revisit and reclaim his past in order to build a functioning future for himself. He leads us through his first days of school in 1987 in Ukraine, highlighting Communist early-childhood indoctrination policies and Jewish persecution, then guides us through his family’s preparations to make their life-altering and terrifying departure from the USSR, then takes us through their journey from Czechoslovakia to Austria to the United States. He ends his story full circle with his decision, after college graduation, to return to the places and people of his childhood to reconnect and offer thanks. His voice throughout varies between humorous, sarcastic, angry, hateful, melancholy and grateful, depending on the memory, but it always rings with honesty. This is an emotional and eye-opening narrative of emigration, self discovery and self acceptance:
“As much as I’m still a work in progress, I have no doubt about the power of the seeds I can plant.”
~ Lev Golinkin, 2011