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15 Years to Life
Life outside prison walls is the farthest thing from predictable. There is no order, no schedule, and no one to tell you what to do every second of your life. Since the age of eleven, Brian McCrary had been in prison. Why you ask? For protecting his twin sister Blaine, and taking the life of his father.
Murder… Fifteen years to Life… Childhood to manhood…
With his parole granted, it’s time for Brian to come face to face with real life. What he doesn’t know is that this new life would prove to be the most difficult thing that he had ever faced. There would be struggles beyond his control. He has to learn how to be a man, and learn everything that goes along with it.
Sex… Love… Life… Responsibilities…
Will it be too much for him to handle, or is he strong enough to survive life on the outside?
Recommended for 18+ due to language, strong subject matter, and sexual content.
Standalone NA contemporary
Murder… Fifteen years to Life… Childhood to manhood…
With his parole granted, it’s time for Brian to come face to face with real life. What he doesn’t know is that this new life would prove to be the most difficult thing that he had ever faced. There would be struggles beyond his control. He has to learn how to be a man, and learn everything that goes along with it.
Sex… Love… Life… Responsibilities…
Will it be too much for him to handle, or is he strong enough to survive life on the outside?
Recommended for 18+ due to language, strong subject matter, and sexual content.
Standalone NA contemporary
214 pages, Paperback
First published August 31, 2015
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September 7, 2015
Title: 15 Years to Life
Author: Regina Bartley
Genre: New Adult, Contemporary Romance
Series or Standalone: Standalone
Rating: ★★★★★
Review
When I first came across the synopsis for this book, I was hooked.
I had no idea how it would all play out given that I’d never read anything by the author before, but the originality of the plot, how unlike anything I’d been reading up until that point it was, demanded that I stop everything, get my hot little hands on it and read.
I’m extremely glad I did. It was worth every minute spent.
Based on the fact that this book deals with prison, I went into this expecting it to be a darker read. Rougher around the edges and raw. It was raw at times, but that dark element I expected never came. This is where the author taking a subject and putting a unique twist on it comes into play.
Brian wasn’t a hardened criminal. He wasn’t a violent guy that took pleasure in hurting others. He was an eleven year old kid that loved his sister so much he did the only thing he could in the moment in an effort to protect her. And while I know it’s wrong, I felt much like Blaine (his sister) did here. I couldn’t hate him for it. I couldn’t fear him or believe him to be anything other than a kid that when his back was up against the wall, did what he thought was right to set things right.
Right from the first couple of pages when you get a glimpse of Brian on his day of release (but still inside), your heart breaks for him. The anxiety over leaving the only way of life he’s known for twelve years and heading out into the unknown. How he breaks. Every damn thing he felt like a punch to my gut as I felt it all. I understood him and cared about him. I was invested.
What I didn’t expect, with as emotionally attached as I got right away was the level of humor that was present throughout this story. I spent a good portion of this, when my heart wasn’t breaking for everyone involved, laughing my butt off.
Brian going away at eleven made it so that when he came out, he may have looked like a man in his twenties, but he was still that inexperienced little dude in terms of life experience. It made for some really funny moments that honestly, I was super thankful for given the heaviness of the story as a whole. (His first sexual experience and his Spongebob obsession anyone? Lol)
I went into this book expecting it to be a romance, but what I walked away with was so much more. I took the romance with me sure, but it’s not what’s gonna stand the test of time for me where this book is concerned. I took his coming of age. I took away his growth. I took away his pain as he had to learn to live in a world that he was in no way prepared for when the cell doors finally released him.
I took away the familial bond the most. The relationship that he had with his sister Blaine, how heavily they relied on each other both before and after he was released, it was a powerful thing. It moved me. Sure, it might not be the healthiest relationship in the world and the both of them realize this on their own and together throughout (which is where even more growth comes into play), but the bond itself was beautiful. I truly believed that he loved his sister and vice versa.
And don’t even get me started on the tears I shed reading the letters they wrote one another. *sighs* did I mention how happy I was for the humor in this? Lol
It should be mentioned that there are two different angles to this story. There are the present chapters (which make up a good portion of the book) and then the ones from the past. Ones that the author took care in placing throughout and never once interrupted the flow of the present story for me. I was thankful to see this insight into Brian and Blaine’s life before the shit hit the fan instead of just being told about it in passing. It was a wonderful touch to an already emotionally gripping story.
I wasn’t as gripped by the romantic aspect of this, I have to admit. The up and down and back and forth with Madeline with how attached I was to Brian, well it was a little much for me. I had a harder time believing in them, but I will say that the chemistry between them was off the charts. If there wasn’t so much push and pull, I have to say I would have rallied behind it a whole lot more than I did. Though by the end, the way it all played out worked for me.
If you’re looking for a book that will get you in the feels (both humorous and emotionally gripping) or ones that don’t read quite like the rest (are unique and in a class all their own) then this is the one for you. If you’re a fan of books with growth, change, love and acceptance than this again is a book you’ll love.
I know I did.
September 5, 2015
I really loved "15 Years to Life" by Regina Bartley!
It was not exactly what I expected it to be, but in a good way. There was just the right amount of tension and emotion; it felt balanced. I expected something much darker, and it was kind of a relief to be able to comfortably read through it one sitting. When things go overboard, then I need a breather. This, as I said, was balanced, and I really value that in a book!
I loved Brian, and I could sympathize with his plight. This book makes me wonder how many CHILDREN are forced to grow up in "correctional" facilities. Given his motive, he should have been considered a hero rather than a murderer. He was 11 . . . How was he supposed to know the "right" way to "fix" the situation?
We knew from the beginning who would be his lady love, but we didn't know how they could be together. That added a nice layer of drama and suspense.
His sister, Blaine, added some tension herself with her mysterious boyfriend.
I loved hearing Brian through the pages. He sounded like a real guy, written by a guy, which is great writing if you ask me!
He always tried to be honest and forthcoming even when he didn't really know how. He tried to do the best he could by everyone around him despite the world having basically dumped on him for his entire life. He suffered no issues of entitlement and tried to work and be a functional member of society. I would be drawn to such a man in real life in a heartbeat!
One of my favorite parts was the extra at the end. Blaine wrote a letter to her brother, and we could only guess at the contents until the very end. I loved that. It was both touching, a little surprising, and very enlightening.
I don't think I am sounding excited ENOUGH or praising this book ENOUGH, but although I spent several days hitting the refresh button waiting for this to be published in the U.S., I was not disappointed at all. I highly recommend this to anyone who loves romance, an easy read with a complex story-line (if that makes sense), and rooting for the underdog.
Well done!
It was not exactly what I expected it to be, but in a good way. There was just the right amount of tension and emotion; it felt balanced. I expected something much darker, and it was kind of a relief to be able to comfortably read through it one sitting. When things go overboard, then I need a breather. This, as I said, was balanced, and I really value that in a book!
I loved Brian, and I could sympathize with his plight. This book makes me wonder how many CHILDREN are forced to grow up in "correctional" facilities. Given his motive, he should have been considered a hero rather than a murderer. He was 11 . . . How was he supposed to know the "right" way to "fix" the situation?
We knew from the beginning who would be his lady love, but we didn't know how they could be together. That added a nice layer of drama and suspense.
His sister, Blaine, added some tension herself with her mysterious boyfriend.
I loved hearing Brian through the pages. He sounded like a real guy, written by a guy, which is great writing if you ask me!
He always tried to be honest and forthcoming even when he didn't really know how. He tried to do the best he could by everyone around him despite the world having basically dumped on him for his entire life. He suffered no issues of entitlement and tried to work and be a functional member of society. I would be drawn to such a man in real life in a heartbeat!
One of my favorite parts was the extra at the end. Blaine wrote a letter to her brother, and we could only guess at the contents until the very end. I loved that. It was both touching, a little surprising, and very enlightening.
I don't think I am sounding excited ENOUGH or praising this book ENOUGH, but although I spent several days hitting the refresh button waiting for this to be published in the U.S., I was not disappointed at all. I highly recommend this to anyone who loves romance, an easy read with a complex story-line (if that makes sense), and rooting for the underdog.
Well done!
August 31, 2015
15 Years to Life
Regina Bartley
4 stars
Brain and his twin sister Blaine are both damaged by their past. Their father was a monster that had to be stopped and Brian did just that. Now after 12 years he is being released from prison. After going in as a boy he is now a man with no skills, no concept of life on the outside of 4 concrete walls and no clue how to mesh back into society. A society that has left him behind and not looked back. Blaine suffered just as much as Brian when he was taken from her. He was 11 years old and had saved her. The damage her father did to both of them even after his death is something they both will eventually have to face.
Trying to ignore the past and go back to where they left off as kids things go downhill fast. Brian wants nothing to do with the outside and has to go back to prison. He will never amount to anything. He only will continue to hurt Blaine. She has Landon and doesn’t need him. Maddy, the woman he loved at first sight …. Well he is no good for her. Maddy doesn’t want him anyway. She has a finance, Mr Fancy suit and car.
The relationship between Brian and Blaine is what was the most catching for me in this book; not the romance or problems with “love or love lost.” Brain’s ability or lack of ability to mesh back into society was heartbreaking. The torment he went through was almost unbearable. Regina makes you want to grab him by the hand and help him. Exceptional writing for allowing you feel the emotions running through these characters. This was a great and easy read. I highly recommend clicking it up!
Review to post on Ramblings From Beneath the Sheets on release day. I was gifted and ARC for an honest review. Thank you Regina!
Regina Bartley
4 stars
Brain and his twin sister Blaine are both damaged by their past. Their father was a monster that had to be stopped and Brian did just that. Now after 12 years he is being released from prison. After going in as a boy he is now a man with no skills, no concept of life on the outside of 4 concrete walls and no clue how to mesh back into society. A society that has left him behind and not looked back. Blaine suffered just as much as Brian when he was taken from her. He was 11 years old and had saved her. The damage her father did to both of them even after his death is something they both will eventually have to face.
Trying to ignore the past and go back to where they left off as kids things go downhill fast. Brian wants nothing to do with the outside and has to go back to prison. He will never amount to anything. He only will continue to hurt Blaine. She has Landon and doesn’t need him. Maddy, the woman he loved at first sight …. Well he is no good for her. Maddy doesn’t want him anyway. She has a finance, Mr Fancy suit and car.
The relationship between Brian and Blaine is what was the most catching for me in this book; not the romance or problems with “love or love lost.” Brain’s ability or lack of ability to mesh back into society was heartbreaking. The torment he went through was almost unbearable. Regina makes you want to grab him by the hand and help him. Exceptional writing for allowing you feel the emotions running through these characters. This was a great and easy read. I highly recommend clicking it up!
Review to post on Ramblings From Beneath the Sheets on release day. I was gifted and ARC for an honest review. Thank you Regina!
September 3, 2015
Independent reviewer for Archaeolibrarian I Dig Good Books.
4/5 (Exceptional)
*I received a copy of this book in exchange for a fair and honest review.*
Okay, I’m not going to sugar coat anything. The beginning of this book, about 50% through, was really, really hard to get into, sadly. However, once I hit just slightly after half way, the book picked up, and was absolutely phenomenal. This is a tragic heart breaking story. It’s a story that happens today in our society and it kind of gets swept under the rug. I’m glad that Regina told this story. She is absolutely great at writing about hard topics.
The parts that were hard to read weren’t because of bad writing. The writing was good and the scenes were written well as well as the characters. The only word that comes to mind was maybe that it was slightly “boring” but boring is such a horrible word to use and doesn’t apply completely. It just didn’t grab my attention or hold my attention or make me want to read.
Let’s talk about the part that I loved. Wow, when the story started to get deep it really got deep and sucked me in. It wouldn’t let me go. It forced me to keep reading (thankfully). As with nearly all of her other books, it’s a hard topic to read and is heartbreaking. It’s raw, unfiltered, and completely relatable in what goes on in today’s society. I think she nailed this part.
Just for the second half of the story, I do absolutely positively recommend this book. It’s soul shattering and heart gripping. I do, overall, love the story. Brian is a character you can grow to love I think!
4/5 (Exceptional)
*I received a copy of this book in exchange for a fair and honest review.*
Okay, I’m not going to sugar coat anything. The beginning of this book, about 50% through, was really, really hard to get into, sadly. However, once I hit just slightly after half way, the book picked up, and was absolutely phenomenal. This is a tragic heart breaking story. It’s a story that happens today in our society and it kind of gets swept under the rug. I’m glad that Regina told this story. She is absolutely great at writing about hard topics.
The parts that were hard to read weren’t because of bad writing. The writing was good and the scenes were written well as well as the characters. The only word that comes to mind was maybe that it was slightly “boring” but boring is such a horrible word to use and doesn’t apply completely. It just didn’t grab my attention or hold my attention or make me want to read.
Let’s talk about the part that I loved. Wow, when the story started to get deep it really got deep and sucked me in. It wouldn’t let me go. It forced me to keep reading (thankfully). As with nearly all of her other books, it’s a hard topic to read and is heartbreaking. It’s raw, unfiltered, and completely relatable in what goes on in today’s society. I think she nailed this part.
Just for the second half of the story, I do absolutely positively recommend this book. It’s soul shattering and heart gripping. I do, overall, love the story. Brian is a character you can grow to love I think!
September 5, 2015
5 STAR READ!
I loved this book. It had me on a mini coaster of emotions. I was laughing with them, sad because of everything Brian has missed out on, and happy when he was finally able to move on.
Brian is finally free after spending the last 15 years of his life in jail for protecting his sister and himself. He has never held a cell phone, kissed a girl, had sex, basically, he hasn't grownup. When he is released he moves in with his sister and tries to live a normal life while trying to deal with his anxiety, too. He ends up catching feelings for Madeline and tries to pursue them, but she has a boyfriend and have any feelings for Brian.. Or so it seems. Will Brian be able to cope with his anxiety and panic attacks or will it put him right back where he started? Will Madeline and Brian finally admit their feelings for each other or will they both go their separate ways?
I loved this story and I loved the bond between Brian and his sister Blaine. It reminds me of the bond my brother and I have. The moments between Brian and Madeline are short, sweet and to the point. This story just outlines how hard it is when you spend all of your teenage behind bars and have to adjust when you are finally free. This was a nice short quick read for me, and I will definitely be on the look out for more!!
I loved this book. It had me on a mini coaster of emotions. I was laughing with them, sad because of everything Brian has missed out on, and happy when he was finally able to move on.
Brian is finally free after spending the last 15 years of his life in jail for protecting his sister and himself. He has never held a cell phone, kissed a girl, had sex, basically, he hasn't grownup. When he is released he moves in with his sister and tries to live a normal life while trying to deal with his anxiety, too. He ends up catching feelings for Madeline and tries to pursue them, but she has a boyfriend and have any feelings for Brian.. Or so it seems. Will Brian be able to cope with his anxiety and panic attacks or will it put him right back where he started? Will Madeline and Brian finally admit their feelings for each other or will they both go their separate ways?
I loved this story and I loved the bond between Brian and his sister Blaine. It reminds me of the bond my brother and I have. The moments between Brian and Madeline are short, sweet and to the point. This story just outlines how hard it is when you spend all of your teenage behind bars and have to adjust when you are finally free. This was a nice short quick read for me, and I will definitely be on the look out for more!!
September 8, 2015
1.5 Stars
This review may contain spoilers. I try to avoid them when reviewing at all costs, but since I have rated this book so low I feel it's only fair to properly point out my issues with this book. I have not given away what I consider to be major plot points, but if you like to go into a book totally blind then I would advise you not to continue reading.
This is such a tough review to write, I had many issues with this book; the characters, the story, the editing, even sadly the writing. But apart from all these issues I think I just found that it didn't hold my interest. I picked it up and put it down several times before I was able to finish, and I'm normally one for finishing a book in one sitting, or at least not starting other books while I've still got one half read. Ordinarily I am a person who rarely won't finish a book, no matter how much I struggle with it, I think there has been only two occasions where I haven't been able to finish a book. Since this was an ARC received through our blog I had to power through with it, but honestly if it was a book I had purchased to read of my own accord I don't believe I would have gotten past the first 10%.
So, the first problem I had with this book was the relationship between the two main characters. They are brother and sister, twins in fact, and even considering the problems they faced from such a young age which of course would make them close, I found their relationship just to be...weird. To me, it's strange that a brother and sister in their 20's would share a bed, and I found Brian's feelings over his sister Blaine's having a boyfriend odd to say the least. Of course an over-protective brother may dislike the fact his sister is dating, but Brian's issue seemed to be more the fact that she "didn't need him anymore" and she was replacing him. Well, that's just odd! It was almost as if he was jealous, and that just weirded me out.
Secondly I found Brian, the main character whose POV this book is mostly written in, an unconvincing male. To clarify, I could clearly tell his first person POV was written by a woman, and of course it was but that shouldn't be so glaringly obvious. The whole idea of writing is that you can create convincing characters, and Brian just was not a convincing character. There were many mannerisms and speech from him that I cringed at, I couldn't help but think, "A guy just wouldn't say that", or, "A guy just wouldn't do that!" Either that or he was a very girly guy, he even said "Puh-lease!" at one point!
Now to the love story, which I guess should be considered a plot point, but it's really not so much. Brian experiences a huge dose of insta-love with Madeline. From the moment he meets her he's confessing his love for her. And even though she expresses zero interest at first and has a boyfriend he still pursues her. He borders on the creepy on some occasions. Yes, I get he's been in prison from the age of 11 and has no idea how to be around girls, I get that, but this is unbelievable even considering that. Oh, and while I'm on topic of him being inside since he was 11 and being socially awkward, yes, that's totally believable and he would indeed be that way. But Brian seems to have a thing where he cannot tell when people are lying to him, and he doesn't understand subtleties, he needs everything spelled out because he struggles to read people. This is made out to be because he's been in prison so long. Come on, he'd been inside with rapists and murderers for 11 years, he'd be an expert at smelling out a lie. Do we think he wouldn't have come into contact with professional liars in the whole time he was in there? Back on topic of him and Maddie, I just couldn't not believe the scene where Brian threatens her boyfriend and tells him never to show his face in Maddie's restaurant again. And that's the first time he spoke to him. What gives him the right to say that? I had to put my kindle down at that point because I was so frustrated, real people just don't act that way surely. It just seemed so far-fetched. I guess the writing just wasn't that great.
Lastly I'm guessing since this is an ARC that final edits had not been completed, now I'm no stranger to this, I'm used to ignoring the odd typo or grammatical error, but this book had quite a lot. Some of them were so obvious too, like the word 'then' consistently being misused for 'than'. Simple errors like that that are consistently misused throughout tend not to be so much the odd missed error, but more likely due to the author or editor having missed it because they consider it to be correct.
I'm sorry to say that I really did not enjoy this book, I really struggled to finish it. It's a shame because the blurb really piqued my interest but when it came down to it the book just did not deliver.
This review may contain spoilers. I try to avoid them when reviewing at all costs, but since I have rated this book so low I feel it's only fair to properly point out my issues with this book. I have not given away what I consider to be major plot points, but if you like to go into a book totally blind then I would advise you not to continue reading.
This is such a tough review to write, I had many issues with this book; the characters, the story, the editing, even sadly the writing. But apart from all these issues I think I just found that it didn't hold my interest. I picked it up and put it down several times before I was able to finish, and I'm normally one for finishing a book in one sitting, or at least not starting other books while I've still got one half read. Ordinarily I am a person who rarely won't finish a book, no matter how much I struggle with it, I think there has been only two occasions where I haven't been able to finish a book. Since this was an ARC received through our blog I had to power through with it, but honestly if it was a book I had purchased to read of my own accord I don't believe I would have gotten past the first 10%.
So, the first problem I had with this book was the relationship between the two main characters. They are brother and sister, twins in fact, and even considering the problems they faced from such a young age which of course would make them close, I found their relationship just to be...weird. To me, it's strange that a brother and sister in their 20's would share a bed, and I found Brian's feelings over his sister Blaine's having a boyfriend odd to say the least. Of course an over-protective brother may dislike the fact his sister is dating, but Brian's issue seemed to be more the fact that she "didn't need him anymore" and she was replacing him. Well, that's just odd! It was almost as if he was jealous, and that just weirded me out.
Secondly I found Brian, the main character whose POV this book is mostly written in, an unconvincing male. To clarify, I could clearly tell his first person POV was written by a woman, and of course it was but that shouldn't be so glaringly obvious. The whole idea of writing is that you can create convincing characters, and Brian just was not a convincing character. There were many mannerisms and speech from him that I cringed at, I couldn't help but think, "A guy just wouldn't say that", or, "A guy just wouldn't do that!" Either that or he was a very girly guy, he even said "Puh-lease!" at one point!
Now to the love story, which I guess should be considered a plot point, but it's really not so much. Brian experiences a huge dose of insta-love with Madeline. From the moment he meets her he's confessing his love for her. And even though she expresses zero interest at first and has a boyfriend he still pursues her. He borders on the creepy on some occasions. Yes, I get he's been in prison from the age of 11 and has no idea how to be around girls, I get that, but this is unbelievable even considering that. Oh, and while I'm on topic of him being inside since he was 11 and being socially awkward, yes, that's totally believable and he would indeed be that way. But Brian seems to have a thing where he cannot tell when people are lying to him, and he doesn't understand subtleties, he needs everything spelled out because he struggles to read people. This is made out to be because he's been in prison so long. Come on, he'd been inside with rapists and murderers for 11 years, he'd be an expert at smelling out a lie. Do we think he wouldn't have come into contact with professional liars in the whole time he was in there? Back on topic of him and Maddie, I just couldn't not believe the scene where Brian threatens her boyfriend and tells him never to show his face in Maddie's restaurant again. And that's the first time he spoke to him. What gives him the right to say that? I had to put my kindle down at that point because I was so frustrated, real people just don't act that way surely. It just seemed so far-fetched. I guess the writing just wasn't that great.
Lastly I'm guessing since this is an ARC that final edits had not been completed, now I'm no stranger to this, I'm used to ignoring the odd typo or grammatical error, but this book had quite a lot. Some of them were so obvious too, like the word 'then' consistently being misused for 'than'. Simple errors like that that are consistently misused throughout tend not to be so much the odd missed error, but more likely due to the author or editor having missed it because they consider it to be correct.
I'm sorry to say that I really did not enjoy this book, I really struggled to finish it. It's a shame because the blurb really piqued my interest but when it came down to it the book just did not deliver.
September 2, 2015
Received a copy in exchange for an honest review
“There was a blazing heat between our bodies, and my head was fuzzy mess. The oxygen was pouring from the room, and she was one thing that could help me breathe. I had to have her.”
5 stars! While this book deals with heartbreaking moments, the love story between the two main characters was exciting to read. You really feel for these characters as you read.
Life outside prison walls is the farthest thing from predictable. There is no order, no schedule, and no one to tell you what to do every second of your life. Since the age of eleven, Brian McCrary had been in prison. Why you ask? For protecting his twin sister Blaine, and taking the life of his father.
Murder… Fifteen years to Life… Childhood to manhood…
With his parole granted, it’s time for Brian to come face to face with real life. What he doesn’t know is that this new life would prove to be the most difficult thing that he had ever faced. There would be struggles beyond his control. He has to learn how to be a man, and learn everything that goes along with it.
Sex… Love… Life… Responsibilities…
Will it be too much for him to handle, or is he strong enough to survive life on the outside?
Recommended for 18+ due to language, strong subject matter, and sexual content.
Standalone NA contemporary
Brian is serving time in jail for murdering his abusive father. He’s been in prison since he was 11 years old and he’s about to be a free man. Not knowing what it’s like to be in the real world, he’s sort of scared. His twin sister Blaine picks him up and takes him to her house to stay. While he’s trying to deal with his new life as an adult he experiences things for the first time. Like Blaine’s boss, one look at her and he falls hard. Sadly for him, she’s already committed to someone else. Will he give up the fight or will he win her heart?? Will he lose it being back in the real world?? This book was so so good!!! It’s a pretty short read and it’s a stand alone!
**Received a copy in exchange for an honest review. Read and reviewed by Melissa for Alpha Book Club**
“There was a blazing heat between our bodies, and my head was fuzzy mess. The oxygen was pouring from the room, and she was one thing that could help me breathe. I had to have her.”
5 stars! While this book deals with heartbreaking moments, the love story between the two main characters was exciting to read. You really feel for these characters as you read.
Life outside prison walls is the farthest thing from predictable. There is no order, no schedule, and no one to tell you what to do every second of your life. Since the age of eleven, Brian McCrary had been in prison. Why you ask? For protecting his twin sister Blaine, and taking the life of his father.
Murder… Fifteen years to Life… Childhood to manhood…
With his parole granted, it’s time for Brian to come face to face with real life. What he doesn’t know is that this new life would prove to be the most difficult thing that he had ever faced. There would be struggles beyond his control. He has to learn how to be a man, and learn everything that goes along with it.
Sex… Love… Life… Responsibilities…
Will it be too much for him to handle, or is he strong enough to survive life on the outside?
Recommended for 18+ due to language, strong subject matter, and sexual content.
Standalone NA contemporary
Brian is serving time in jail for murdering his abusive father. He’s been in prison since he was 11 years old and he’s about to be a free man. Not knowing what it’s like to be in the real world, he’s sort of scared. His twin sister Blaine picks him up and takes him to her house to stay. While he’s trying to deal with his new life as an adult he experiences things for the first time. Like Blaine’s boss, one look at her and he falls hard. Sadly for him, she’s already committed to someone else. Will he give up the fight or will he win her heart?? Will he lose it being back in the real world?? This book was so so good!!! It’s a pretty short read and it’s a stand alone!
**Received a copy in exchange for an honest review. Read and reviewed by Melissa for Alpha Book Club**
September 6, 2015
Brian and Blaine had a rough childhood, rougher than many and when Brian decides to take it in his own hands life gets a little rougher for them. Brian is sent to jail at the young age of eleven, before he was able to actually live he was sent away from all civilization except life in prison. Now the day has come and he is going to be a free man, now twenty-three and he is freshly experiencing everything.
Brian finds that life didn’t stop while he was on the inside. It kept going while he was still stuck in the mindset of that eleven year old boy. Now a man he has to find a job, learn to drive, find a woman, hopefully not in that order. Soon he meets Madeline, she has his attention as soon as their eyes meet. He not so subtly tries to woo her but she shoots him down with every advance. As life outside the prison walls proves to be a lot more than he can handle can he make it or does he do the unthinkable and go back?
I thought this was a great story. I loved Brian and his naive approach to everything. I felt his genuine need to understand how the world works now. Regina did a great job in giving Brian an awesome personality. He is so honest, loyal and a big teddy bear, he’s very protective of those he cares about especially his sister. Brian and Blaine are twins and they are so sweet together and have a great connection, they are also fiercely protective that tends to be their downfall in the end.
Just getting out of prison and being a virgin at twenty-three, you would think he’d be man whoring it around town but not Brian he has his sights set on one particular lady and he cannot get her out of his mind. Grant it, he did have a couple nights where he tried but she would always linger and drive him mad with want. He’s a horny twenty-three year old virgin what do you expect? Personally I think he handled himself well in the end and I loved how that played out as well.
There were a few sexual scenes and cursing but a great story. I loved this, loved the way he so protectively loved throughout the entire story. Brian will be many people’s favorite book BF, so purchase your copy today.
Brian finds that life didn’t stop while he was on the inside. It kept going while he was still stuck in the mindset of that eleven year old boy. Now a man he has to find a job, learn to drive, find a woman, hopefully not in that order. Soon he meets Madeline, she has his attention as soon as their eyes meet. He not so subtly tries to woo her but she shoots him down with every advance. As life outside the prison walls proves to be a lot more than he can handle can he make it or does he do the unthinkable and go back?
I thought this was a great story. I loved Brian and his naive approach to everything. I felt his genuine need to understand how the world works now. Regina did a great job in giving Brian an awesome personality. He is so honest, loyal and a big teddy bear, he’s very protective of those he cares about especially his sister. Brian and Blaine are twins and they are so sweet together and have a great connection, they are also fiercely protective that tends to be their downfall in the end.
Just getting out of prison and being a virgin at twenty-three, you would think he’d be man whoring it around town but not Brian he has his sights set on one particular lady and he cannot get her out of his mind. Grant it, he did have a couple nights where he tried but she would always linger and drive him mad with want. He’s a horny twenty-three year old virgin what do you expect? Personally I think he handled himself well in the end and I loved how that played out as well.
There were a few sexual scenes and cursing but a great story. I loved this, loved the way he so protectively loved throughout the entire story. Brian will be many people’s favorite book BF, so purchase your copy today.
September 9, 2015
LEEANN'S REVIEW
5 STARS
So this is one of this books that showcases the worst society has to offer but also the unbreakable bond of 11 year old twins that remains strong well into adulthood.
Brian is getting out of jail and returning to the one remaining member of his family, his twin sister Blaine. These siblings have been through hell and now that they are reunited outside of the prison walls they need to work out how to form a relationship that is the same yet different than what it was all those years ago, before their lives changed forever.
This is one of those books that will break your heart, but give you hope at them same time. The character of Brian is written really well. In this book, he gets out of jail and he struggles to re enter society. It doesn't come easy to him & this is a real life struggle. A high percentage of people coming out of jail feel the way he does. This gave the story an element of reality which it wouldn't have had if he was released and it was all rainbows and sunshine from the start. It also made the story interesting. It made me want to keep reading to see how he dealt with adult situations.
There are some fantastic one liners in here from Brian and it is funny sometimes to look at life through his eyes. He has been incarcerated since he was 11 years old so everything is very different for him.
This is not a long book so it was easy and quick to read. The author left no loose ends at the end of the story but I found myself wanting more of Brians story. Not because I felt the story was unfinished but because I was enjoying it that much I just didn't want it to end!
I normally don't like it when books jump back and forth between the past and the present but in this book it was necessary and well placed. It pulled the story together and answered a lot of the questions that come up in the present tense.
This is wonderful well thought out story that is easy to get caught up in and it will have you hooked from the very beginning right until the end! Loved it!!
5 STARS
So this is one of this books that showcases the worst society has to offer but also the unbreakable bond of 11 year old twins that remains strong well into adulthood.
Brian is getting out of jail and returning to the one remaining member of his family, his twin sister Blaine. These siblings have been through hell and now that they are reunited outside of the prison walls they need to work out how to form a relationship that is the same yet different than what it was all those years ago, before their lives changed forever.
This is one of those books that will break your heart, but give you hope at them same time. The character of Brian is written really well. In this book, he gets out of jail and he struggles to re enter society. It doesn't come easy to him & this is a real life struggle. A high percentage of people coming out of jail feel the way he does. This gave the story an element of reality which it wouldn't have had if he was released and it was all rainbows and sunshine from the start. It also made the story interesting. It made me want to keep reading to see how he dealt with adult situations.
There are some fantastic one liners in here from Brian and it is funny sometimes to look at life through his eyes. He has been incarcerated since he was 11 years old so everything is very different for him.
This is not a long book so it was easy and quick to read. The author left no loose ends at the end of the story but I found myself wanting more of Brians story. Not because I felt the story was unfinished but because I was enjoying it that much I just didn't want it to end!
I normally don't like it when books jump back and forth between the past and the present but in this book it was necessary and well placed. It pulled the story together and answered a lot of the questions that come up in the present tense.
This is wonderful well thought out story that is easy to get caught up in and it will have you hooked from the very beginning right until the end! Loved it!!
September 9, 2015
Brian McCrary has spent the last 12 years of his life in jail after killing his father to protect his twin sister, Blaine. Now he is finally getting out but now has to adapt to a world he knows nothing about. He still wants to protect Blaine but is not sure how as she has been on her own for so long without him.
Blaine is trying to help Brian but has keeping secrets from Brian on how she has been doing without him in order to protect him. Will they be able to work through their problems?
As Brian falls for Blaine's best friend, Madeline, he discovers she is already in a relationship and he must learn to move on and not solve his problems through violence. When it all gets too much for Brian who will he able to turn to and will he able to make it outside of jail?
I couldn't imagine what both Brian and Blaine had to go through without the other. There was so much heartbreak in their relationship yet each was doing what they thought the other needed to get through. For Brian to come out of jail after so long and to try and re-adapt into society is so hard, and frustrating when you know why he was in jail. I loved the relationship between the two!!
This was a heartbreaking book yet a book of promise and strength in trying to get through the darkest times. It also really shows that people can not, and should not, go through difficult times without a neutral person, like a counselor, to talk to.
Such an amazing story!
Blaine is trying to help Brian but has keeping secrets from Brian on how she has been doing without him in order to protect him. Will they be able to work through their problems?
As Brian falls for Blaine's best friend, Madeline, he discovers she is already in a relationship and he must learn to move on and not solve his problems through violence. When it all gets too much for Brian who will he able to turn to and will he able to make it outside of jail?
I couldn't imagine what both Brian and Blaine had to go through without the other. There was so much heartbreak in their relationship yet each was doing what they thought the other needed to get through. For Brian to come out of jail after so long and to try and re-adapt into society is so hard, and frustrating when you know why he was in jail. I loved the relationship between the two!!
This was a heartbreaking book yet a book of promise and strength in trying to get through the darkest times. It also really shows that people can not, and should not, go through difficult times without a neutral person, like a counselor, to talk to.
Such an amazing story!
February 19, 2016
God, I loved this book so much, I read it in a few hours because I just could not put it down!
What did I love about this book? Well, everything.
I love the turmoil that Brian goes through. I love the fact that when he is out of prison everything is not fine and dandy and he just goes about life like a normal person, no.
I love how imperfect he is and how he is fighting to be what we deem as "normal"
Also, I loved the chemistry Brian shared with Madeline. It was sweet and it was perfect for them.
What I loved the most about the book was not the romance part of it, but the relationship Brian shared with Blaine, his twin. Their relationship was innocent, beautiful, full of hardships, yet it was so refreshing and amazing to see how they both fought through their demons while being apart, and even when they were together. I think the unique and best part about this book is that it focused on a sibling relationship, not a romantic one.
Of course there were small romance moments with Brian and Madeline, but Brian and Blaine stole my heart. This story showed the true love between siblings and Regina showed what an amazing sister she is by dedicating this book to her brother.
Another great book, Regina! I'm so proud of you and this book was totally worth the wait!
What did I love about this book? Well, everything.
I love the turmoil that Brian goes through. I love the fact that when he is out of prison everything is not fine and dandy and he just goes about life like a normal person, no.
I love how imperfect he is and how he is fighting to be what we deem as "normal"
Also, I loved the chemistry Brian shared with Madeline. It was sweet and it was perfect for them.
What I loved the most about the book was not the romance part of it, but the relationship Brian shared with Blaine, his twin. Their relationship was innocent, beautiful, full of hardships, yet it was so refreshing and amazing to see how they both fought through their demons while being apart, and even when they were together. I think the unique and best part about this book is that it focused on a sibling relationship, not a romantic one.
Of course there were small romance moments with Brian and Madeline, but Brian and Blaine stole my heart. This story showed the true love between siblings and Regina showed what an amazing sister she is by dedicating this book to her brother.
Another great book, Regina! I'm so proud of you and this book was totally worth the wait!
September 5, 2015
This was a quick and short read for me. It even had me in tears!!! I was not expecting that.
Brian (bubba) has just spent his childhood in prison. Sentenced when he was only 11 and now getting out when hes a grown man. He grew up behind bars so what happens when hes finally let out? Can he cope with all the changes not only within himself but every day life, as well as his sister? Brian has always been his sisters protector but now that hes out will he realize that he is no longer needed or will he learn to handle it along with everything else
I loved this entire book. The relationship between Brian and Blaine (his sister). The chemistry between Brian and Melinda. The letters he wrote to his sister about broke me. I love the struggles you had to watch Brian go through making your heart hurt for him and wanting to just wrap your arms around him and help him through it.
I could not put this book down. I cannot wait to read more by Regina Bartley in the future!!
Brian (bubba) has just spent his childhood in prison. Sentenced when he was only 11 and now getting out when hes a grown man. He grew up behind bars so what happens when hes finally let out? Can he cope with all the changes not only within himself but every day life, as well as his sister? Brian has always been his sisters protector but now that hes out will he realize that he is no longer needed or will he learn to handle it along with everything else
I loved this entire book. The relationship between Brian and Blaine (his sister). The chemistry between Brian and Melinda. The letters he wrote to his sister about broke me. I love the struggles you had to watch Brian go through making your heart hurt for him and wanting to just wrap your arms around him and help him through it.
I could not put this book down. I cannot wait to read more by Regina Bartley in the future!!
September 5, 2015
Brian and his twin sister Blaine did not have a great childhood. At eleven Brian finds himself in prison. Brian grew up and prison which doesn't make him very stable. I loved how he's described as gorilla size. His sister Blaine has been there for him and is there to pick him up when he gets out of prison. Brian is like a teenager trapped in a man body. He hasn't had the chance to experiences things most people do and I loved to read his view on things as he experiences them. Brian gets a job with his sister working for Maddy. He is attracted to Maddy but Maddy has a boyfriend. I liked Maddy but I was wishing she would break up with her boyfriend for Brian. Brian has a lot of ups and downs and struggles. He;s not the only one the struggles, his sister has also been struggling with the past too.
It's a really great read. I didn't want to put it down until I finished. You won't be disappointed with this one.
A copy was received for a review.
It's a really great read. I didn't want to put it down until I finished. You won't be disappointed with this one.
A copy was received for a review.
September 4, 2015
Once again Regina Bartley has pulled you in and made you become emotionally connected with all of the characters. Can you imagine going to prison as a child and being release as an adult and everyone expecting you to make it in everyday life outside of confinement? The bond that Brian and his twin sister Blaine has is remarkable. While he has been in prison dealing with his demons she has been going about everyday life dealing with her own. It's amazing what can be done if we put our minds to it and are determined to come out on top!
August 31, 2015
I could never imagine going to prison as a child and leaving as an adult. The outside world has to be a very scary place. Bubba was just that guy. He tried so hard to be brave, but deep down he was struggling with everyday life. His twin sister, even though was enjoying the outside world, also was struggling with the everyday living. They needed each other to survive. But what Bubba didn't expect is to fall head over heels in love with the first girl he met. I loved how each character fought with all the being to keep their head above water and survive this crazy thing we call Life....
August 29, 2015
Once again Regina has nailed it with 15 Years to Life! I laughed and cried, fell in love with Brian! I have friends that have been incarcerated and have continued to spiral once back into society. The brother/sister bond between he and Blaine is unbreakable not only because they're twins but also the hell they've been through. I'm still in awe, it's hard to find the right words to write a review! Definitely a must read!!!
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September 5, 2015Wow!!! Very emotional!!
I loved this emotion wreaking book!!! Brian was heartbreaking to read his struggles and trying to navigate life while kinda living mentally as an 11 year old.... Blaine was awesome and I loved that she had her bubba's back no matter what!!! I'm so happy with how the book turned out!!! This is my first time reading this author and it certainly won't be my last!!!!
I loved this emotion wreaking book!!! Brian was heartbreaking to read his struggles and trying to navigate life while kinda living mentally as an 11 year old.... Blaine was awesome and I loved that she had her bubba's back no matter what!!! I'm so happy with how the book turned out!!! This is my first time reading this author and it certainly won't be my last!!!!
September 10, 2015
I really enjoyed this different kind of read from Regina! The story line was a great one, and definitely peeked my interest. I highly recommend reading this book if you're looking for a story that has heartache, love, loss, and learning to rebuild your life again.
August 28, 2015
this book takes you on an emotional journey. I love the interaction with the sibilings. it really shows how sibilings depend on each other. this is a must read that I couldnt put down once I started it.
August 29, 2015
Loved it!!! Full review to come! :)
August 31, 2015
Oh, Brian ... *sigh* ... I loved this book so much (as I do all Regina's books) ... I highly recommend it!
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September 4, 2015Will Review Later
No time right now, but I want to say that I finished this in one sitting, and it was fabulous. I'll post a more helpful review when I can. 6-star Book!!
No time right now, but I want to say that I finished this in one sitting, and it was fabulous. I'll post a more helpful review when I can. 6-star Book!!
September 8, 2015
4.5 stars complete review to come.
January 4, 2021
Five stars
I absolutely loved this book. So good and such deep emotions in this book. I feel like the story of Maddie was lacking but I loved everything about Brian. I can’t wait to read more from this author
I absolutely loved this book. So good and such deep emotions in this book. I feel like the story of Maddie was lacking but I loved everything about Brian. I can’t wait to read more from this author
February 1, 2019
3 out of 5 Stars
15 Years to life was a fun read. I loved Madeline and Brian.
15 Years to life was a fun read. I loved Madeline and Brian.
November 20, 2015
3.5 Stars - 15 Years to Life is not a love story in the typical way. While there is an aspect of romantic love, the scope of this story is much wider. Our main character, Brian, emerges from a childhood spent in prison only to face the various relationships of the adult world. Forced to reexamine everything he knows, Brian struggles to understand the changes to his relationship with his twin sister, his feelings toward women, and his ever-present self-doubt. Watching Brian act like a love-struck teenager around Madeline made me laugh, his inexperience and awkwardness with women giving him an adorable and sweet side. This side of him clashed with his massive build, intimidating demeanor, and felonious reputation, ensuring all sorts of feels with this one. Regina Bartley fills the pages of 15 Years to Life with humor and heart, delivering a unique and delightful story of love and redemption.
My favorite part about this book was the relationship between Brian and Blaine. Being twins, I can’t imagine how exceptionally difficult it must have been growing up apart. Since twins generally share an unmatched intuitiveness, I knew they would feel each other’s struggles and deny their own issues in an attempt to protect one another. Regina Bartley did a great job at creating this dynamic between her characters, allowing all of their feelings and pain to slowly simmer beneath the surface of their relationship. We get to see a lot of great character growth when our siblings are forced to face the fact that their fears and vulnerabilities are far more similar than they imagined and this intense need for unconditional love is what made 15 Years to Life so relatable and easy to lose myself in.
I enjoyed how much of this story was a learning process for Brian. It never occurred to me how hard it must be to spend so much of your youth incarcerated only to be thrust into a world of technology, relationships, and age milestones you’ve completely missed. Brian’s struggles felt genuine all the way through. His self-doubt and anxiety just made him that much more tangible and easy to connect with. Pacing problems, plot inconsistencies, and grammar/missing word issues were the main things that kept me from just absolutely loving this book. Although nothing was so significant as to keep me from enjoying this quick, sweet story. If you’re looking for a fast read that will capture your interest and make you smile, 15 Years to Life is certainly worth the read.
My favorite part about this book was the relationship between Brian and Blaine. Being twins, I can’t imagine how exceptionally difficult it must have been growing up apart. Since twins generally share an unmatched intuitiveness, I knew they would feel each other’s struggles and deny their own issues in an attempt to protect one another. Regina Bartley did a great job at creating this dynamic between her characters, allowing all of their feelings and pain to slowly simmer beneath the surface of their relationship. We get to see a lot of great character growth when our siblings are forced to face the fact that their fears and vulnerabilities are far more similar than they imagined and this intense need for unconditional love is what made 15 Years to Life so relatable and easy to lose myself in.
I enjoyed how much of this story was a learning process for Brian. It never occurred to me how hard it must be to spend so much of your youth incarcerated only to be thrust into a world of technology, relationships, and age milestones you’ve completely missed. Brian’s struggles felt genuine all the way through. His self-doubt and anxiety just made him that much more tangible and easy to connect with. Pacing problems, plot inconsistencies, and grammar/missing word issues were the main things that kept me from just absolutely loving this book. Although nothing was so significant as to keep me from enjoying this quick, sweet story. If you’re looking for a fast read that will capture your interest and make you smile, 15 Years to Life is certainly worth the read.
October 9, 2015
I read this book in less than five hours with two cats, two dogs and two kids running around! From the first few pages I was able to shut out everything and engross myself into Brian's world. I couldn't put it down and wanted to know more.
I loved the story of this broken man. He lost everything so early on and had no clue what to do. Blair and Brian's brother/sister bond was great! His immediate attraction to Maddie had you rooting for him to be with her. He would screw something up and I would go "Nooooo! Don't do that!"
I also loved the present to past time jumps. The only thing lacking for me was more past detail. I would have loved to read more about how life was with their father. Both before their mother's death and after. What made Blair miss the father she had before the loss of her mother? I feel the story was told great without all this detail. I just really enjoyed the characters and would have loved to know so much more.
This is a very enjoyable fast read with characters I connected quickly with. I felt for Brian and wanted his happily ever after.
I recommend reading! You will not be disappointed.
I loved the story of this broken man. He lost everything so early on and had no clue what to do. Blair and Brian's brother/sister bond was great! His immediate attraction to Maddie had you rooting for him to be with her. He would screw something up and I would go "Nooooo! Don't do that!"
I also loved the present to past time jumps. The only thing lacking for me was more past detail. I would have loved to read more about how life was with their father. Both before their mother's death and after. What made Blair miss the father she had before the loss of her mother? I feel the story was told great without all this detail. I just really enjoyed the characters and would have loved to know so much more.
This is a very enjoyable fast read with characters I connected quickly with. I felt for Brian and wanted his happily ever after.
I recommend reading! You will not be disappointed.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
September 5, 2015
I was given an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review. These are only MY opinions on this book.
This story centers about Brian McCrary. He was sentenced to life in prison for killing his father to protect his twin sister.
He went to prison at 11 years old and comes out almost 12 years later, so the story focuses on his early release from prison and his struggle to integrate back into society.
While I found this to be a great idea for the story, it wasn't greatly executed.
It was all over the place for me and I found myself getting confused over what was happening and where the story was heading...
That being said, there were some super funny lines and for the most part I found the characters to be very likeable.
While this book isn't necessarily my cup of tea, it was a quick and easy read.
15 Years to life is a stand-alone novel with a HEA!
This story centers about Brian McCrary. He was sentenced to life in prison for killing his father to protect his twin sister.
He went to prison at 11 years old and comes out almost 12 years later, so the story focuses on his early release from prison and his struggle to integrate back into society.
While I found this to be a great idea for the story, it wasn't greatly executed.
It was all over the place for me and I found myself getting confused over what was happening and where the story was heading...
That being said, there were some super funny lines and for the most part I found the characters to be very likeable.
While this book isn't necessarily my cup of tea, it was a quick and easy read.
15 Years to life is a stand-alone novel with a HEA!
September 10, 2015
Brian and Blaine had a pretty rough childhood. Although they had it rough this gave them the best relationship between siblings anyone could possibly have. Brian feels it is his duty to protect his sister no matter what and this lands him in prison at 11 years old. Brian has to grow up inside the walls of a prison cell instead of running around like kids should. Therefore, when Brian is released as an adult he doesn't know the ways of being an adult in the outside world with the free will to do whatever he wants. I believe Regina (AS ALWAYS) perfectly captures the personality of someone whom has lived a very rough life. Regina never disappoints when it comes to "the feels". I was crying my heart out and laughing my tail off right along with the characters in this book.
March 12, 2016
Unique Story
I love this storyline. The author has done an amazing job of representing an issue that is so often overlooked. Brian (a very soft hearted gorilla) struggles with living a "normal" life after being released from prison. His sister Blaine tries to be his rock but she herself struggles with being the one left behind. I also want to address that I think Landon deserves some recognition for being a great friend and boyfriend.
This story has some humor, heartbreak, and sheds light on issues such as anxiety, abuse and societal adjustment.
I love this storyline. The author has done an amazing job of representing an issue that is so often overlooked. Brian (a very soft hearted gorilla) struggles with living a "normal" life after being released from prison. His sister Blaine tries to be his rock but she herself struggles with being the one left behind. I also want to address that I think Landon deserves some recognition for being a great friend and boyfriend.
This story has some humor, heartbreak, and sheds light on issues such as anxiety, abuse and societal adjustment.
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