4.5/5. Truly feels one of a kind.
I'll be honest, I wanted to pick this up almost entirely because I was looking for something gods and sea-related to validate the hold Poseidon's songs from EPIC had (have) on me. It kind of did the trick, but was also so much more than that.
As a debut, I think it's a really strong one. The concept feels very original, especially with the way it ties back to the actual expedition Shackleton went on. I love how Amber chose to incorporate some details, telling the story in a life-like way but adding on a few twists and a magic system on top. It makes the reading experience quite unique and satiaties the curiosity concerning what these expeditions could possibly look like without you having to read journals from them.
Since they aren't clearly marked, I was worried that the different POVs would be confusing for me, but I was pleasantly surprised - the two female leads were very distinct. Hester is extremely bratty and an unfiltered storm of optimism, while Charlotte is much more delicate and unsure of herself. It took me a while to get used to Hester, since I'm not big on pranks, but she did grow on me by the end. Charlotte I liked from the get-go, but that's because I can easily relate to her anxiety.
By far the strongest parts of this book are the female friendships and the general found family vibe. Hester would do absolutely anything for her crew, as she proves throughout the story, and they all have such faith in her that it's very touching. Charlotte also immediately fits right in, gaining confidence through channeling her Captain's strength of character and the crew's enthusiasm. Fliss and what occurs between her and Hester eventually is a good reminder that true friends will never abandon you and how important honesty is in close relationships, yet how easily we give in to fear of being perceived differently.
On that note, I especially adore Charlotte’s character development. She starts as this anxious, grieving woman with a desire to become bolder, and she slowly builds herself up to the point where she's still recognizable as who she was, but so much stronger and more open. It's quite beautiful to watch it happen step by step. Her love story with Arnold is also cute. He's so incredibly patient with her, right till the very end.
The novel itself is mostly shenenigans and sometimes heart-breaking details of the expedition - it mixes hurt with comfort and comedy really well. When the expedition turns gruesome at a certain point, the author makes sure you don't just sit and cry at their fates, including the ways sailors used to pick their spirits up and some fun - or crazy - twists. It's gripping because of its brutality, and also deeply entertaining.
The pushback on patriarchy and misogyny is always something I'll be a fan of, no matter how big or small. Hester is quite a figure and she doesn't let anyone give her shit for being a woman, including her love interest. She's the strongest, boldest, most adventurous person out there and her jubilance cannot be ruined, thank you very much.
And yeah, the dogs. Of course, I loved the dogs. I'm a sucker for animal companions and the way Marjorie took care of Charlotte was the absolute cutest.
That said, there were also some things I wasn't a big fan of. The first one is a matter of personal preference, I think, because I'm sure true enemies-to-lovers fans would eat this stuff up, but... Septimus was too mean to Hester for too long.
While I could squint and enjoy myself anyway, I didn’t manage to completely forget it by the end. Yes, he did sort of explain the bigger things, so I guess some of it I can forgive, but I don't think it's quite enough for me. The way he treated her for more than half of the book was really uncalled for. I get him not wanting her to go - even not saying directly why - and the thousand other smaller offences that were the result of him being pissed off at her antics, fine, but he was constantly rude, never apologized, never expressed gratitude for Hester helping him when she didn't need to since they were competing, blamed her for things which were out of her control, got physical with her, endangered his crew's life based on some patriarchal nonsense, and betrayed her by trying to get everyone to see that she was a witch. I have very mixed feelings, especially since he basically becomes a teddy bear as soon as they get together, so it sits weirdly with me.
The bigger problem, though, was that the magical system raises more questions than it gives answers to. It led to some fun situations and plot twists, sure, but I don't understand the lore at all. Practically nothing is explained. I especially have a tough time wrapping my head around why the big villain was able to sense Hester at this time specifically since it definitely wasn't the first time she used her magic on an expedition. Also, the thing that happens to her when she sleeps - why? Why only then? I'm very confused.
Even so, I liked it. I'd recommend it to enemies (or rivals) to lovers fans who like their MMCs very mean and their FMCs bratty. Also, to adventure romance fans who are looking for something fresh, and to people who yearn for fantastic female friendship representation.
Thank you to NetGalley and the author for letting me read the ARC!