“There is no life for me without you.”
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Who is the Hero?
Carter Cannon, Age: mid 20’s, Occupation: works for his family business
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Who is the Heroine?
Aspen O’Tool, Age: mid 20’s, Occupation: Creative Director of Jinx Enterprises
Plot overview:
~ Prologue: Carter was dating Cher. Then Aspen fell into his life and Cher was tossed over. Then in an odd twist of fate, Cher and Aspen became college roommates and Cher was determined to get Carter back. Just when Aspen and Carter were getting ready to plan out their future, Cher informs Carter she is pregnant, so he marries her. In a fit of revenge, Aspen ends up marrying a jerk named Henry.
~ Fast forward 4-5 years later and Carter and Cher have a daughter Abby, but they are divorced. Aspen and Henry are married, but Aspen is not happy.
~ Carter wants Aspen back.
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“I’m the man that should have married Aspen to begin with. I glance back at Abby with a dull smile. Destiny simply chose a detour and handed me an immeasurable blessing bundled in pink. I’m hoping destiny is all done with the waylay and that Aspen and I can one day find our way back together.”
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The following are my thoughts about this book:
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* * I struggled up until at least 40%. I thought Aspen was a doormat and there was just a lot of drama. Once Carter and Aspen got together I at least had something to cheer for.
* * I was disappointed Aspen didn’t leave Henry much sooner or acknowledge that he was physically harming her. Her initial description about their sex life sounded a lot like marital rape to me and that was confirmed with the scene that happened around the 35% mark.
* * I was disappointed that Aspen made a choice that impacted the business. When the thought was first introduced, I actually frowned. I was hoping she wouldn’t go through with it just to “cover” for her husband’s stupid mistakes.
* * and, speaking of this - it was resolved thanks to the help of a family member. However, I didn’t think it was fully addressed with the families. They really needed to hash it out, be clear on the reasons, repercussions and talk frankly about how to build trust among themselves.
* * The ex wife was vindictive and her little stunt was another thing that didn’t have any consequences. Also, no consequences for her friend. :(
* * I liked Carter and Aspen together. I did feel their connection and wanted them to get their HEA
* * Abby brought the cute / adorable factor to the story and I liked her
* * I liked the various family dynamics. However, I really felt like there was some backstory that would have been helpful to know regarding some of the characters. Some of the side comments had me scratching my head as to what was really behind the comment.
* * there was a ton going on. It was just a little too jam packed with with story elements: the evil husband, the evil ex, attempted murder, cheating, mafia dealings, embezzlement, cheating spouses (2 different plots for this item), abuse, custody issues and probably more. Because of so many things going on, I thought certain aspects were slighted and glossed over. IMO, it would have been better to spend some quality time on just a few issues.
* * the whole point of putting Carter and Aspen together was to work on Jinx. However, there was really no story around that and in the end they got a big award for their work together on Jinx - huh???
* * even with all the things above - the thing that annoyed me the most was the inner dialogue. Ugh! It didn’t add value and I started skimming over paragraphs because I just couldn’t read the excessive ramblings
**Overview:**
- Content Warning: marital abuse and rape (the abuse is minor but the rape is a bit more descriptive. She doesn’t fight, but it’s clear she doesn’t want it)
- Setting: California
- Do you need to read previous books in series?: see comment above - I think it would help
- POV: Dual POV
- Hero likeable? I liked Carter but I thought he was kind of stupid for not getting a paternity test. He shackled himself to a manipulative women and tossed aside the love of his life without fight. That was sucky of him.
- heroine likeable? there were times I struggled with Aspen. She felt like a doormat in the beginning. Also, if she is going to marry someone because of revenge, doesn’t she have better smarts than to pick a douche asshole??
- h virgin? No
- First time they kiss: 54%
- First time they sleep together: 64%
- Safe sex? No. Condoms were intentionally not used
- First time they say I Love You 61%
- steamy? Yes. Descriptive bedroom scenes
- Chemistry? I thought they had chemistry
- OW/OM drama? Yes. Both OW and OM in the picture
- H/h cheat? Technically h is still married
- Time apart? this is a second chance romance, so the initial time apart is about 4-5 years. Once they get back together, no major time apart
- Did I skip pages? Yes
- Big secrets? there was a pretty big secret a family member revealed at the end of the book. I’m not sure if it was revealed in a prior book or saved for this book. I think if I would have read the prior book and not known this secret I would have been a bit shocked at this reveal.
- Did I cry? No
- Did I laugh? No
- Did I swoon🥰? Carter with his daughter brought swoony moments
- Cliffhanger? No
- HEA? Yes
- Epilogue? maybe about six months later
- Recommend? I liked the last half better than the first, but I still feel like it suffered from too many things going on and a ton of annoying inner dialogue. It was just ok for me.
Quotes:
“Loving Carter was a boom of color exploding over the canvas of my heart.”
“Sitting next to Carter is like sitting next to a sexual landmine. You can sense the danger, but it’s so erotic that you want to jab at it to see if it really exists.”
“Aspen is the only lens I want to see my world through.”
“You own me, Aspen. You owned me right from the beginning.”