2014 - the most difficult year I have ever had to face, from heartbreak to vicious attack. This book is a diary of my journey from suicide attempt to getting back on the tightrope. It moves from the demonic black holes that I have had to face to the tools that I have used to keep me balancing and not diving over the edge of the precipice. It documents excellent counsel and direction at our disposal to assist in getting back onto the tightrope of life, and what to do when the black mist descends again despite our best attempts to stay in the flow. Whatever demons you have to face and where ever you are in your life’s journey there REALLY is a way to smile again, even if, like me, you are not quite "there" yet. This is how I am doing it.