"It frustrated her how stories and experiences that had been so important to her at one time couldn't be retrieved from her mind, while other things, memories that she wanted to be free of, remained permanently stuck, entrenched like a badger in its hole."
Regardless of our age, we too can often feel the ugly memories are living creatures that won't let us out of their clutches. Elinor has clung to her culture, her daughter Louise abandoned said life for the white man's world and as life is a circle Elinor's grandchild Alice longs to embrace what her own mother discarded. But Elinor has needs of her own, she has to make it right.Elinor has a demand for Alice, "Bring her back. That's simple enough."
But Alice is shocked to learn her grandmother was raped in residential school when she was a young girl, that nuns took her child. That her mother has a sister somewhere out there. The child is named Bright Eyes.
If she finds her child Bright Eyes, after all this time, how could she fit? How will she feel learning that she is Indian? Alice has her own secrets, and shame in who she loves, afraid to share the truth of her romantic leanings. Louise had her reasons for running from the reservation and it may be time to tell. There are big things to face when it comes to her own guilt that adds to the great distance between Elinor and Louise. "Not speaking the truth is also a terrible thing. It always corrupts. It's like a worm burrowing in a tree, making things rotten in the core."
The women are a tangle, caught in each other and the only way to be free is to come together. They must find Bright Eyes and in doing so everything between them will come out.
Is it any wonder Elinor has fiercely clung to her beliefs and never trusted those of the white man's when they were the cause of so much of her suffering? This fierce 90 year old Cree woman is the strength of the novel. It is an exploration of holding on to a culture that is being ripped apart, trying to continue on in spite of the horrors that occur. It is about cultural identity, about the wrongs committed when cultures clash. This is not a light fiction, it is heart-breakingly heavy. By the end, the reader will understand the how and why of every choice made by everyone. Well done.