Greta, help, I can’t stop reading Charles Bukowski! And I’m not a nihilist, though Bukowski very well may be. His only allegiances are to women, booze and (betting on) horses, the backdrop of which is decades of working a lot of terrible jobs he makes us shudder and laugh about. Oh, and Bukowski also at his best has an undying allegiance to great writing, crafting so much more of it than you might expect from his (existential) condition. And sure, Greta, some of them are nasty and difficult, but many of them are flat out gems.
I don’t know, maybe it’s because I read so many tender picture books and thoughtful graphic novels/memoirs, most of them the last few years written by women. Maybe I come back to Buk as an antidote to hope and compassion from time to time. A reverse palate cleanser? I never lived in the gutter, but Buk did, and he shows us what it is like to be there. I can’t really say why I need to read about that. But he makes fun of the rich and pretentious, the arrogant and effete. And then he makes you laugh about it and above all, laugh at him and his friends in their hopeless squalor. Because if you strip away most of what these stories are about, many great ones, they are at base about addiction. About drinking yourself to ruin. Sympathy for the devil?
Maybe I return to Bukowski, Greta, because he writes about whatever he writes about so well.
"An intellectual is a man who says a simple thing in a difficult way; an artist is a man who says a difficult thing in a simple way"―Charles Bukowski, Notes of a Dirty Old Man (1969)
Bukowski sometimes writes badly, but at his best he’s an artist in this collection. In terms of style he is anti-romantic, the opposite of fussy and “literary.” He tells his truth. And entertains in the process. His best stories in this 1973 collection include, “All the Assholes in the World Plus Mine,” a story about his (because his main character, Henry Chinaski, is a stand-in for him) hemorrhoid operation, a topic that is unavoidably funny, and “Confessions of a Man Insane Enough to Live With Beasts.” I also like "Christ on Rollerskates," “What Killed Dylan Thomas,” and the story of Chinaski going into the ring with Hemingway.
Sure, Greta, these stories are unfailingly gritty, sometimes offensive, and they make you feel guilty sometimes when he drags you down into his world with him, invites you to the bar to drink and laugh with him. Am I bad because I stayed with him til the bartender threw us out?! Maybe. Well, I had a few hours in a car and so I admit I enjoyed hearing them. Is he a nihilist with a heart? Maybe. But this guy could, for a long time, really write, and this collection is some of the evidence.